FEELS THREAT
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FEELS THREAT
Sup. Alone on a Saturday night because I have no friends. Only friend I do have came back to the city and said he'd ring to go out for drinks. He didn't ring or reply to me.
Little brother is the only reason I haven't killed my self, couldn't do that to him.
>>696061847
My friend left me alone at the barracks. Now what am I supposed to do all weekend?
>>696063029
You in the army? How is it?
had to listen to this tranny for 1 h about her story and tranny stuff, he was literally a dude with a goth dress, implanted hair and a inside out penis. He also showed us his "practising dildo" wich he must use 3 times a day
>>696063322
ay dubz
>>696063375
>>696061847
Feels are for faggots
>>696063322
>a dude with a goth dress
>>696063652
i can't stop laughing.
>>696063100
I'm in the Marines. And I love it. People say infantry hate their life, but I'm having a blast.
>>696063929
>>696064145
>>696063322
one time something like that happened to me.
a bunch of trannies came into one class, talked about safe sex, made us put condoms on dildos, and gave us a '3 month supply' of condoms, which were 150 condoms.. and a bottle of lube.
It was so fucking weird.
I was already in college, I don't even know why I stayed in the fucking class.
>>696065059
>3 month supply' of condoms, which were 150 condoms
each? for 90 days?
fuck i should have gone to college.
> tfw you thought she was the one
> tfw not even a week after breaking up with you, she spams you pics of the hickeys the new boi gave her
Just fuck my shit up
>>696065877
got any nudes?
>>696066020
Plenty, but she knows I come on here
>>696066276
So? Stick it to her. So, obviously she let you down, right? Have we let you down?
>>696066276
>broad just ripped out my feels and shit on them in front of the pope
>won't post nudes cuz her feels
>>696066524
I have no intention of being labelled a sex offender just yet, seeing as how she was underage
>>696064145
Fy fan
>>696066674
We don't need her face...
>>696063322
Are you taking transitioning to tranny classes, anon?
>>696066674
you sick fuck
>>696062859
I know your feels Bro
>>696067740
Welcome to my life.
>>696065877
>>696068471
Would drink and smoke with you
>>696061847
I miss her.
I guess It's over even tho she does this stuff. She just vanishes again and never explained a thing
Ooo boy here we go
>>696069121
Block her number. She doesn't miss you, she just want some attention while Chad is already cheating on her.
>>696068492
Fuugg
>>696069021
iv'e seen this before and i still almost cried, pic of my pup i see every day>>696068471
had her for 14 years and she had an aneurysm one day, had to leave work to have her put down.
>>696070396
i fly off the handle pretty quick when i hear idiots talk about pits being a nigger dog, she was loyal and loving for 14 years and i'm the only person she ever bit-
>locked myself out drunk
>climbed thru the window
>didn't see her right in front of my face
>she snapped at my head
honestly can't imagine if it was someone actually trying to break in she would have killed them, brutally. sorry for rambling i'm hammered.
>>696063322
i feel your pain
bump
I'm just unlucky, at least I have good friends. They're coming to get me in an hour. Maybe forget about all the repeated failures for the time being. I hope you all have a good day.
Here I am sitting in my room on my phone because my PC is on the fritz thinking about how nearly every girl I've dated decided to become a trans man and basically told me to fuck off.
Even if they hadn't done the first part they still pretty much all hate me.
If you asked me what I wanted to do when I grow up my answer would still be what it's always been, even though I'm off to college soon enough.
>I don't know what I want to spend my life doing.
>>696072063
I recommend travel, discover something new about yourself.
>>696072063
>I'm off to college soon
being young is the time to fuck off and not have a plan, if you're still posting in threads like this drinking alone on a sat night when you're 35, i'll buy you a beer and we can shoot the shit.
>>696070268
Saved
I had that girl in high school. I eventually manned up and now she's my wife.
But just thinking of how close I came to letting her go... it freaks me out and waters up my eyes.
>>696072713
Hell I'm young (not the anon you replied too) but nothing wrong with having a good brew and talkin for awhile
Who else is watching Bojack Horseman and enjoying feeling their hearts empty into cold, lifeless shells?
>>696072979
Gf of 6 years broke up with me. Not taking it well and don't want to live without her. What do b
>>696073309
Just cry man, just let it out.
>>696073309
How old are you anon?
>>696073309
The pain doesn't go away you just find ways to bury it
>>696065613
Like you ever had the chance to use them
>>696073404
It's so hard. I just want to be in her arms again but she said she needs time alone.
>>696073411
I'm 22
>>696072063
"A man who wishes to be unhappy will find many reasons to prove his cause"
Don't feel bad, you're going to college and have your whole life ahead of you.
>>696073309
pain
sadness
tears
>>696063322
>>696064488
Doubled double dubs
>>696073698
iv'e done sex plenty of times with women.
>>696068471
It can't be all that bad - you got a cool doggo in that pic.
>>696074178
Your mom doesn't count anon
>>696074037
One of the things that makes it more painful is that she still loves me. It's just that we've been together for so long that she doesn't know who she is outside of our relationship.
>>696074037
If she was that big of a cunt about it, she wasnt worth your time faggot. Many people think they have met "the one". She wasn't the one, man. Dont let your thoughts of her distracting you from meeting somebody great.
>>696074227
it ain't all that bad, work drink, sleep, rinse repeat, as to my doggo refer to
>>696070396
>>696071059
>>696074382
Lol don't fall for that women talk of wanting to getting to know herself again and stuff. It's hard, bust she wants to get fucked and fucked and fucked, by all sorts of guys. It's how they are wired, especially at that age. let go anon.
>>696063322
Holy shit I think I know who that is.
Vilken del av Sverige?
>>696074382
>she still loves me
>>696073978
I cri
>>696073978
i actually teared up a little
I never did anything in life. I've brushed off all my dreams and I've grown up in a very low income family. Now I live in a shit apartment, doing the same thing everyday. Get up, got to work at Walmart as shelf stocker, go home. Nothing interesting ever happens. I've considered killing myself but I can't. I live on the first floor, I don't have a rope, I don't use bleach and I can afford any pills or medication.
My dog chief died today.. He was a Doberman, Iv'e had him since he was a pup and since I was a young boy.. He got ran over by some drunk ass retard.. he died in my arms.. I felt his last breath and looked into his eye's as he passed.. My family was abusive and they all hated me, all 6 of my brothers and my parents. They would all mock me and tell me that I'm worthless, none of them cared about me or how I felt but chief, he was always there by my side through thick and thin. Heh I remember the day I found him, an old farmer that lived about 12 miles from where I lived was going to put him down because he wasn't gonna survive, he was the runt of the litter but I said that i'd take him and treat him like my own fleash and blood. I loved him and he loved me. I also remember the day I moved out and took chief with me, I was so happy to be away from my abusive family and with my dog. We used to go fishing and hunting heh he was a good dog and when he was dying I looked in his eyes and said "oh you're a good boy chief.. you'll make it right? wev'e been through worse.." his breaths began to slow and I could see that he was fading so I said "I love you so much chief, you know what? you're gonna go for a walk! heh you'd love that right? you'll go for a long walk and a nice big bowl of water and food! heh.. don't go without me chief.. I will always be with you no matter what, through thick and thin.." and then he died.. Oh god, I can't help but cry, I don't know what to do without him, I know the guy who ran him over, I have a loaded .44 in my draw, I don't know weather to kill myself or him.. help me..
>>696063029
Sorry fellow army fag. I just got back from doing eod at the RNC and everyone wife and girlfriend is picking them up. I have no family. I'm drinking by myself trying to forget the fact my ex wife dumped me because she finally lost weight and that I'm too ugly to have a family.
>>696075124
Kill him and yourself
Guys i fucked it up, fucked it up so hard. It's been like 10 months now, she has a boyfriend. I'm alone as fuck. I'm ugly /b/, i'm fucking ugly, she was the best thing that's happened to me. And i fucked it up. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't sleep i can't eat, i don't enjoy anything. It's so cold and lonely. Don't get me wrong i have shitloads of friends, and i go out regularly, i workout too. But it's not the same, and it will never be the same. I'm dying on the inside /b/ and nothing can make me smile, nothing can make me happy like i was before...
>>696063029
Fap.
And, if you feel particularly vengeful, spiderman your friend when he returns.
>>696069334
Those eyes are the hardest hitting part of that for me. It's like looking into a mirror.
>>696075294
This is out of context, but, why all the melons?
>>696072979
Season 3 just came out a few days ago and I forgot how deep it is.
>>696075437
That period changed what that means
I'm I the only one who don't want to be like the "others"?
>>696074037
>>696074382
Nah man, someone who says shit like that doesn't love you.
I know it's hard but you'll get through it man, and if she is capable of being that cruel to someone she loves/has loved, you're way better off than continuing a relationship with someone like that.
It's time to move on, because she already has.
>>696075556
I don't know dude..
>>696075224
That's what I'm thinking of doing, drank a whole bottle of Jack Daniels already.. I loved my dog, I loved him more than anything, especially because iv'e never had anyone else..
>>696075437
And no, he was a Doberman, He was my pet and my best friend not a special needs dog.. heh kinda feels like I do rely on him to be there, his bowl is still full with his food.. I have a picture of him right now.. I really can't live without that dog
>>696075660
Sure we can say we like not being normies, that we are more intelligent or more enlightened.
But at the end of the day they are happier than we will ever be.
>>696075556
His life is pointless, the fact that there are melons is pointless, your post is pointless.
What brings you to this pointless place, anon?
>>696072063
>nearly every girl I've dated decided to become a trans man and basically told me to fuck off
>I'm off to college soon enough
>>696073704
>>696073309
FUCK. I'm going through the same god damn thing. I'm just pretending to be okay, and in total denial. I'm even 22 too.
>>696075124
Dale? fuck mane don't do it, chief was a good dog but you don't need to do anything stupid, its chris btw
Having trouble with the ladies lately. Wore out my welcome with the online pool of girls near me. Been flaked on three times in a row (I tell them to shoot me a text the day of to confirm and they never do). Gotten very scruffy and scrawny lately. No wingman who lives close by to go out with. A couple ex's who maybe would be down for something sexual, but no new women to speak of lately, except the odd fat chick here and there. What to do to rejuvenate my lovelife besides getting off of 4chan and getting out?
>>696061847
Girl that i met about 1 month ago started ignoring me and i dont know why. We kept flirting at a party and still did couple of weeks ago, i really felt like she was the girl of my life, and that i finally would love again since the loss of my mother, but now she wont respond and i havent tried to contact her again, because ive been rejected like this many times before. I saw her last week in my city about 2 minutes from where i live, she just quickly looked at me and then rolled away on her roller skates.
>>696065877
at least she didn't publicly humiliate you and play with you like a doll
>>696074382
You are pretty weak-willed. You assume shit about her because you've been with her for so long. You don't know shit and the good memories are holding you back, trapping you with an illusion. Grow up and smell the ashes.
GF broke up with me about 2 months ago. I still love you and I want to be friends, blah blah. Felt like absolute shit. Started working on myself, making some progress with that little annoying voice saying maybe she'll take you back once you get your shit together. Hung out with her last week, caught her texting some dude. She lied about who she was texting and then lied and said that there wasn't anyone else and she didn't think she'd be in a relationship with anyone for a while.
I've been feeling pretty great ever since. Been texting an old friend who had a crush on me and I'm pretty sure still does, about to buy a car, and I've been putting in job applications to get out of the shit minimum wage one I have.
>>696076090
It's none of your business! you know that Chief was my best friend! better than you! all you did is fuck my girlfriend and try to fight me when I ended it with her! so fuck you chris! just fuck you! you have no place here you fucking normie rat! REEE! Chief was my life, so was sarah but you ruined that for me! you're luck I only broke your legs and not your face~! who the fuck are you to tell me what to do you fat prick! Chief was MY DOG AND MY BEST FUCKING FRIEND!
>>696076386
holyfucking shit the story goes on!
>>696076271
>Grow up and smell the ashes.
i like that and i'm going to use it!
When the time is going to be right?
>>696076386
He killed your dog and fucked your girl.. dude just kill him
>>696074037
What the fuck do you think she'll answer to your quilt-trip attempts? Are you fucking delusional?
Okay picture this. You find out over facebook that your GF's cheated on you. You confront her with proof, and she flips out because she can do nothing else. If the evidence is convincing and there's no way out of it, they'll lash out like a cornered animal. I always push women into that situation if the opportunity reveals itself. Nothing feels better than cornering a stupid bitch who thinks she's got her shit archived.
>>696076496
midnight, behind the box, i'll be the hyena.
>>696074382
>we've been together for so long that she doesn't know who she is outside of our relationship
Ok now I see why she really hates you. Keep lying to yourself faggot.
>>696075839
The burden of knowledge.
No one's talked to me in months. I don't mind it. I'm struggling with depression alone though. I wish someone loved me. I haven't been happy in years.
>>696076997
I feel you m8
>>696076997
Reach out.
>>696076997
No friends left due to drugs and alcohol. Member of a.a. and n.a. but stopped going to meetings 'cause I get social anxiety from them. Been browsing this board a solid 5 or 6 days straight looking for some social interaction. Starting to question my own sanity. Would like to make new friends, but I have trust issues because my paranoia makes me believe that people know me from elsewhere and already have their mind made up about me. Feelsbadman
>>696076997
In the same boat; I hope you make the connections you're looking for
>>696076189
Met her a month ago & you think she's the girl of your life? There's your problem you clingy bastard. You creeped her out
>>696076997
>>age
>>location
>>interests
>temple of the dog is playing madison square garden
>can't afford 200 bucks a ticket, hotel and 2 days off from work to see them
get some real problems assholes, then get back to me. also my washing machine won't spin out, so i have to ring the shit out in the bath tub and run it thru the dryer 5 times.
Literally losing my mind. Today I had this feeling of losing my shit... You know that type of feeling of being tired and your mind tingling and drifting away. Am I going nuts?
>>696074382
update pls
>>696076997
just fucking reach out you stupid nigger
>finally meet a nice boy
>he's kind, funny and thinks im really cute
>go on few dates
>go well and he really wants to fuck me
>tell him im an mtf
>never hear back from him
All i want is a hug
>>696073978
Can't believe that guy left his dog... I guess it's just harder for some people. When my time comes I'll be with her till the very end no matter how hard it is.
No woman no cry
I am alone for two years now. I don't love it, i don't hate it. I do the stuff i want all the time and no stupid bitch is holding me back.
Things I learned after crying like a maniac for a girl multiple times:
You will cry over another one
I am finally at the point where I don't give any fucks after something is over. I know at some point there will be another one and the same shit is probably going to happen. Then you moan after that new girl and have completely forgotten about the pain the last girl caused.
Tldr stop crying after some bitches, new ones will come and it's the same
>>696077742
Try dating apps. Be open about who you are and you'll find somebody.
>>696074650
Väldigt skeptisk när det kommer till att läcka information på 4chan, men i västra götaland, vill inte säga vilken stad. Detta var i tvåan på gymnasiet
>>696077819
We all fall prey to the snare of love. Its clamp hurts.
>>696077919
I've tried but had no success. Not good at the internet talking thing.
>>696077742
>>696077919
This, you gotta be upfront if you don't want to get hurt.
I'm curious if you look convincing though, post pics
>>696078254
Last time i posted pics on here they were shared around.
stop it
get over your precious 'depression', that's not a real disease
I need to fucking tell my story. All of it. I'm so sick of keeping it all bottled up.
Telling it all chronologically is fucking hard so I'm gonna say it in sections.
Family.
>grew up in an abusive household that was lower-upper class
>due to this no one ever believed me if i tried to tell about my abuse stories
>principle of prestigious catholic school: "maybe your dad wouldn't do that (hit me, berate me) you if your grades were better."
>mom divorced my stepfather when i was 12ish
>to replace him with someone that not only was worse from an abuse standpoint, but brought in drugs and steroid use
>basically in abusive drugridden household until i was 17 and my grandmother decided to take me out of it
>grandfather is richer than god, controls me with money
>has numerous times threatened to take away my college funding and outright disown me if i don't go to the schools he chooses, do the majors he wants me to do, etc.
>grandmother just says "that's how he shows his love"
>present day
>recently, mother almost died
>grandmother forgave her and the boyfriend that beat the shit out of me when i was 16
>keep in mind this boyfriend is a bodybuilder on steroids
>was told my mom 'wanted to make things right,' get ready to go talk to her last weekend
>mom doesn't apologize for shit, her boyfriend doesn't either
>next day big family get together
>forced to act like everything's fine, and that the abuse never happened
>>696078618
Friendships
>first 'group' of friends i had was in middle school and all online
>around freshmen year of highschool they decided to dox me and post my info all over /b/, got pizza raids and shit (this was before the swatting meme thankfully)
>later in highschool manage to find new group of friends after they ditched me
>blackhats
>swatted, have to go dark or w/e to try and have a normal life
>go through the rest of highschool as a drifter of sorts, one person decided to talk shit on me to nearly everyone because i was weird or some shit
>so i never formed any close irl friends
>go to college
>think i can make a new start
>holy fuck no i can't, i don't have any social skills due to my fucked upbringing
>make friends during the whole gamergate thing just because i want to fit in for once
>said friends are awful, any time i try to open up to them they act as though my problems are false and don't have any meaning
>stick with them for about a year now
>present day-ish
>on my birthday i have an absolute fucking mental breakdown and get drunk
>one of the friends in that group tell me they 'can't believe i did that while their dad was in the hospital' as if my mental breakdown was nothing
>fucking snap
>grow a pair and tell them politely but firmly that it's not okay that he's trying to act as though my problems are meaningless and that i should put my life on hold for his
>he blocks and removes me and trashtalks me to everyone
>well there goes that group of friends
>make new one, either way
>meet most recent ex through it
>ex breaks up with me
>i'm an emotional mess so i can't stay in that group of friends due to the ex despite the fact i was there before him
>lesson learned: do not date within friend groups
>>696078539
I hate that everyone on here is afraid to post pics of themselves because some some people are assholes.
>>696078672
Relationships. Last one.
>first relationship was abusive, he kept me in it by insulting and berating me, 'no one will love you except for me,' things like that
>due to this he bleeds me dry of any personal money i have
>he breaks up with me when i try to resist his shit
>great
>meet another guy
>manage to date for the rest of highschool and into college
>wow this is going great
>cheats on me with 3 guys because it was an LDR and 'I have needs'
>okay
>have a few meaningless relationships after, mostly online
>meet a guy i think is perfect
>like, we match on interests, music tastes, fetishes, even little things like home decor tastes
>for some info on myself, i'm really conflicted in interests, i'm a weeb yet i also enjoy modern art and design, minimalism and shit. most weebs have no taste.
>wow you're perfect ilu
>haha sorry but despite the fact i lead you on for a month (dates, physical interaction, etc) i don't wanna date a guy for arbitrary reasons i won't list
>oh
>but you're basically perfect and if you were a girl i'd totally go for that
>i'm not kidding he basically said this
>few months go by
>drunken breakdown happens, friend in friend group comforts me
>we both comfort eachother because he's pretty damn depressed too
>we hook up and date
>holy fuck he's awesome actually
>not as perfect as the last guy but damn he's still really nice
>earlier this week
>relationship was going perfectly fine from my perspective
>'i don't want to do this because there's distance between us'
>he lived in a different state but the drive wasn't impossible to make
>all this happening WHILE my shit with my mom happened, how she almost died and such
>can't even seek comfort in a guy i loved
So here I am, basically 0 friends, newly broken up with, and a family that's trying as hard as they can to insist I was never abused growing up.
Honestly I don't know why I don't just kill myself.
>>696078146
Hey, you're cute.
>>696063322
What's so bad about that? Sounds pretty entertaining at least
>>696078705
Its frustrating, not even like kik works either cos if someone really wants they can just save it.
>>696078924
he gave us some oc, was the only good thing to come from that class.
>>696077742
Post nudes
> went to my class reunion
> wondering how my friends have changed
> thinking bought a certain girl
> hoping to find her there
> she caught my eye
> she was standing with another man
> the years seemed to fade away
> wondered if she still remembered me
> i remembered how we kissed and my heart stood still
> making love 'neath the stars
> when the world was young
> some things you never forget
> introduced me to the guy she was with
> i asked her if she'd like to dance
> she said yes
> the band began our favorite old slow song
> i pulled her close to me
> i heard her whisper as she closed her eyes
> "god it's just like it used to be, i wasn't sure if you'd remember me"
> i told her "how could i ever forget"
> she started to cry on my shoulder
> "let's be fools for one moment in time"
> i held her close and remembered when she used to be mine
> we parted without saying goodbye after that song
> talked with old friends as i watched her from afar with her new boyfriend
> left the dance early
> i loved her and still do
> those dreams last forever
> at least for that one moment, we were together again
Here i am sitting on 4chan at 3 am, thinking about all the stupid shit i have done. No girlfriend, no future, i hate my life, only friend i have is a 10 year old retriever which will most likely leave me soon too, and that crushes me
>>696078756
Your life will end regardless of its path. Make the best of it as this road goes ever on and on.
>>696077598
There's not much to update on considering this has been happening for a few days. We talked last night and she understands how much I love her and that she wants me to respect the time she needs.
>>696078618
>>696078672
>>696078756
The price of being a faggot.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hn7vu0sFbl8
>>696079458
Expected that
Never change, /b/
>>696079329
Love that dog and never let go.
>be me, crushing hard on co-worker
>cutest girl, latina, a bit on the curvy side but a lovely personality as well.
>simple crush develops, pretty sure i'm in love with her
>of course, she has a boyfriend
>of 4 years
>don't think too much about it, just keep going same I was
>eventually get laid off work, not that big a deal but thoroughly heartbroken since i'll most likely never see her again
>she doesnt go out with friends because of her boyfriend or some shit, seems pretty controlling, so I can't even ask her to hang out or some shit.
>month or so later i'm in the area, pass by ex-job to say hello to ex-coworkers
>she's there
>damn
>we talk a bit, she tells me she's not with her boyfriend anymore
>not really, seems complicated
>having the hardest time faking compassion, am way too happy about it not to smile
>i get her number and we start texting pretty much every day
>all day, late at night, conversation just flows
>first time really getting along that well with someone, let alone a girl
>we go out once, see the fireworks in town
>no kiss or anything, but the most beautiful smile on earth as we say good night
>am literally floating, life is incredible, I love her, she loves me, we'll be a happy family
>bliss.jpg
>couple days later she texts me
>she had a big discussion with her ex-boyfriend
>doesnt feel comfortable with us texting/going out anymore, be better if we stopped talking to each other.
>beta-mode engaged, "i understand" bullshit
>maybe we'll talk later she says, basically meaning that if it really finishes with her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend/whatever, then maybe she'll think about me
>devastated.
It's been a week and still no word. I've lost hope /b/. I thought this time was for me. She was, and still is, the most incredible woman, heck, person, I ever met. And she led me on to think we could have something, or so I thought. I havent left the house in 5 days, am outta food but I don't care, I still have booze. I don't know what to go on now.
>>696061847
Met a girl at a party, cute and a little chubby just how I like, lot in common. At every party we see each other, we spend a lot of time talking together, we have the same tastes on some things such as music, political ideologies or even our view of a perfect relationship. 1 or 2 months ago I learned she had a boyfriend, I didn't know why but that day, my smile dropped and I had a small pain in my chest, it's only later I realized I had feelings for her. A few weeks ago, a new party, everyone went to sleep in differents rooms. I was in the same room as her, only the 2 of us on separate couches, we couldn't sleep so we started talking and then she confessed to me that she find me interesting and cute and that if she was single, she wouldn't mind to maybe date me. Her confession only make my feelings for her stronger, never a girl has ever said something like that to me.
Recently I have been receiving text late at night, everytime I see her name on my phone, my heart beats like crazy just by knowing that she cares for me. Generaly she's telling me about her relationship problem with her boyfriend, how they talk less and less, so she ask me for advice.
I love her. Oh god I love her so much I don't want to see her sad. I lover her so much I'm trying to help her fixing things with her boyfriend. I love her, but she is my forbidden fruit.
I don't know what to do, I don't know if it's just a crush and maybe my feelings will start to disappear or I don't know if my feelings for that girl will never die. I don't know if I should confess, I don't want to be the one to break apart their couple, I don't want to be the one that make her sad, I want to be the one that make her smile, that make her laugh, that make her happy. I...I just want to take her in my arms, to kiss her, to tell her straight in the eyes that I love her, that she is the one who makes me happy everytime I see her or hear her voice.
Dear god I love her.
>>696069420
It's my liiiiiiiife
>>696061847
Stop or I'll tell you how my mom died in March.
>>696062859
I have plenty of friends, but prefer to be left alone
Funny how life is..
>>696079329
It's 3 AM for me, too.I haven't experienced much of the world yet, but I do know this, for everything shitty hand you've been dealt, you'll get something good back. It's just not the time for you yet. Do not give up. Think of doing something new or fun. Try to find something to make you not care about all the sadness in your life. Wether it would be travelling, drawing, video games, you just need to get an idea of what you must do. And I get that it's hard to come back to doing something humane, I've been there. Just hold in.
>*nods* fedora
>>696072878
Did you break up at some point?
>>696079790
belive me i already got offered something good and i decided to fuck that up too. some years ago when i was 16 my mother offered me to move to italy with her, and i decided not to take the opertunity, maybe my life would have went diffrently who knows
>>696069420
>finding your own entertainment in boredom, loneliness and depression.
welcome to /b/ you will never leave.
>>696079583
You put her on a pedestal. Good job dumbass.
You deserve your misery.
>>696079710
Nobody cares.
>>696079684
I had the same problem a few years back. Still think of her sometimes. She was my neighbor and I fucking regret that I did not meet her at all, even if she lived so close. Had a trip where only 3 people from the school could be taken, it was me, her and a friend. Naturally she felt good around me, and I did, too. After hearing her confess that she has no one around her, I took the hint and told her I'm there for her. As it turns out, later when we came back, she had a boyfriend. Everything started to fall apart. I try not to think about it. My feelings are almost gone for her. We didn't have a lot in common, but that fucking gorgeous smile and that lovely laugh she had. I don't know. I just simply grew not to care. I try to keep myself occupied to not feel so bad about it.
Sadness, anxiety and depression are the things you can't erase from your life, but you can avoid them as best as possible.
But in my case, she was more attached to her boyfriend than me. Your case is a little bit different. I know it's hard to take someone away from someone who loves them.
>>696080070
Then there's going to come another time when all your wrongs will turn to right. You just have to try no matter what. Fucked up things happen, and you have to just believe you're going to pull through okay.
>>696079684
i have had the same thing happen /b/ro i know the pain.
>>696078756
Well anon this is the point in your life where you gotta tell everyone you know to swallow chlorine and move away, cut off all contact (make sure you find a steady job before hand) and just fucking end the ties. Disappear, use a new name if you have to. Good luck yo
>>696068492
Fuck..
>>696077742
>>696077742
That's why I gave up on being an mtf. Life sucks when you are.
>>696079684
Greg?
>>696075839
Never reply to any threads or comments.
But so much this...
>>696069021
Kind of strange, half the story is about the dog and anlf is about the gun... What was the point?
>>696080496
The thing is, she and her a boyfriend have little in common and apparently, the guy is becoming more and more distant, to the point where he doesn't answer her text.
In the deepest part of my heart, I hope she'll break up with him. I fall asleep every night with my phone in my hand to be sure I don't miss a message from her.
But there is one thing I'm sure of, I don't want to force her to to break up with her boyfriend, I don't want to be THAT guy.
I'll wait. Maybe one day, but until then, I'll wait. I'll be there for her.
I've been trying to type for twenty minutes. Nothing really matters. We as a species will go extinct and with us, the flame of life. Nothing we build will withstand the test of time. Nothing I do will matter. Tomorrow an unfeeling force of nature can strike Earth and wipe us all out.
>>696081327
Sorry bro, I'm not that Greg
>>696081606
My friend is going through the same shit right now... So similar I thought you were him. I don't live in the same province as him anymore, and my heart goes out to you as it goes out to him.
im so fucking lonely guys, some days i wake up and everything is going well and then i think of how lonely i actually am and the whole day goes to shit
>>696081394
if true, i'm guessing the dude was off his rocker from losing his friend and rambling what was on his mind, also was a 2a advocate, nothing wrong with the post IMHO
I just ate half a pizza and my tummy feels upset. :-(
Hey guys so heres my story
So the last year was my senior year in high school. This was huge for me not only because it was senior year but because i had switched school's over the summer and had to get accustomed to the new scenery and people. Most of the year goes by fine. I become a little popular due to good looks, personal charm that only recently kicked in, and a whole lot of bullshitting. Mend a few hearts, break a few hearts. Get laid enough to where life feels great. Final recovery from my first year of hell.(another story) last 3 months of hs. Have to take an online class. Basically finish it within the first two weeks. Sit in library for rest of the semester. Thats where i see her (conting)
>>696081097
Nigger you say that shit like it's easy
I've been trying to progress as much as possible, the biggest issue is I fucking suck at social interaction
I moved for college, somewhere far away from my home. With an attempt to 'be a new person,' yet it seemed like no matter how hard I tried I kept fucking up. No matter how much I try to 'be a new, better me' I fuck up. Even when I grow a pair and act like a man, all it does is fuck me up (ie: telling my old friends it's not cool that they walk all over me)
Like I legitimately do not know where to go in my life because every single time I try to move forward it fucks itself beyond belief.
>>696081742
Thanks dude, I think I really needed to said that to someone, to get it out of my mind.
Even if I don't know anyone on /b, it calm my heart to share my state of feelings to people who take the time to read and answer me
>>696068471
I have that same table, it's a pain in the ass.
>thread full of losers
>complain about no friends
>if only getting from one place to another was possible
>like a port
>a magical port where you could fly away
>then you could be friends with each other
...one day...
>be me
>freshman year of hs
>meet juniors that for some reason befriend me
>at this point I had no friends at all
>hang out with them everyday
>few months later girl from Maine moves to my HS
>befriend her because why not
>gf breaks up with me
>completely destroyed
>don't realize that Maine girl has a crush on me
>completely ignore it
>I introduce Maine girl to one of Junior friends
>5 years later
>still friends with him
>realize I fucked up and that I "love her"
>tell her that
>we hang out
>I fuck her
>now that I fucked her I want nothing to do with her
What's wrong with me /b/? why don't I care about anyone else but myself? what does being in love feel like?
>>696073978
Yeah. Dogs die. It's sad but relax.
>>696082653
>he went over to her house
>they're sleeping on the same bed
>he has no idea his friend fucked his girlfriend of 5 years
>>696075124
Shoot yourself right in the dick.
>>696082193
i tried to post a pic from my phone and 4chan mobile is useless right now, how is it a pain?
After watching Bojack Season 3 last night, I came to the realisation that out of all the girls I've slept with, I've never once heard someone say "I love you".
>>696082855
>>696078618
Ay man, you've probably been through more shit then most of us. Just try to be as good a person as you can. Be the person that you wish you would meet.
also you're a faggot.
>>696076997
Commit suicide no joke I'm not saying this for attention
>>696077532
Kill yourself you broke ass faggot.
you should have listened to Hitler. now "enjoy" this degeneracy called "education". >>696063322
>>696082653
Nothing's wrong with you. You wanted to get your dick wet and you did. Pic related.
>>696082023
I see her. This girl, working in the library. Shes just like me in that she had online classes but finished early.
>i kid u not she was an angel
Long, naturally colored jet black hair
Perfect red lips(w/o lipstick like wtf)
Wide hips and breasts you could fit your hands around.
Shes tiny too, like 5ft
The most bubbly personality
Never met anyone more real with me. She understands almost anything i say. And provides solid logic but still with a hint of her own personality to her advice.
>beta mode engaged
Holy shitblast ive never had as much trouble getting the courage to talk to a girl as i did her.
Finally pull my balls out of my ass and walk up to her.
She sees me for what im guessing is the first time and smiles. Not a "oh hey friend" smile but one that seemed to portray absolute love and affection. I stutter for a bit before talking about some of the books shes reading. She talks back
>holyshitshelikesbooksgodisreal
Giggles the most potent of giggles
That shits like heroin i need more giggles.
Become infatuated almost immediately.
Begin to flirt, she gives me her number.
Smiles as we part. Oh god that smile could sustain me in the desert.
Cant talk about anything else for the day. Cant get this amazing girl off my mind. Talk to the broest of bros and find out more about her. Turns out her and bro are bros too. Find out her name.
Find out she has a boyfriend....
>crushed.webm
Fine whatever i can live with friends
Finish year without problems
Dont want to hit on her because her boyfriend is ex marine. Im fit enough to kick his ass but i respect his service so i let it be. She is now best friend (cont)
>>696082048
Too many of the people here are suffering from the same brand of stupidity.
>like it's easy
It's not about how easy shit is. Every second you spend complaining about something is a second you could've put towards changing things. You don't get participation rewards, there's no one keeping track of your effort score. There are only a few guarantees in life, and you already know what they are.
Make a plan, do the plan.
It is that simple -- all the dithering details that sprung to your mind just now are chaff thrown up in self-defense - risk is scary and you're comfortable in whiny misery. If you count on a surefire path or an 'unexpected' largesse, you will wallow and rot until the hole's so deep you'll never be able to climb out.
>>696078756
Maybe don't be a gay faggot. Oh wait....
>>696083337
well that's not nice.
>>696061847
Wow, this pic just hit me like a freight train. I got that an hero feeling I usually get
>>696082821
M8, I felt the same way the first time I had sex with my first GF.
She was such a cute and innocent girl. I felt sick, because I felt like I had just used her to satiate my desire.
I cried my eyes out for a whole day in my room, blinds down.
>>696083410
Fast forward to final three weeks of school.
She breaks up with her bf and is completely free
Keep in mind ive dated several girls before this point just to keep from being tempted. Finally after allowing two weeks for her to grieve i work up the courage to tell her how i feel.
Admit to her i have a crush on her
"Aww anon you're really cute"
Shit, malfunction in the engine room sir need immediate repairs
Fuck that heading in for another bombing run.
Flirt some more and tell her alot but everything bounces off until i resort to drastic measures and admit alot of my feels (not to the point of creepyness but you get the idea)
She laughs and calls me cute again
SIR MAJOR ENGINE FALURE TWO OF OUR PROPELLERS ARE DOWN ADVISE IMMEDIATE EVAC
Negative trying last resort
Ask her why shes laughing and if she doesn't like me as ive made it clear in the past that i have a thing for her
"Oh anon i never really took you seriously before as you always dated other girls"
The fuck
SIR CRITICAL FAILURE ALL ENGINES HAVE FAILED AND ENGINE TWO AND THREE HAVE CAUGH FIRE. ADVISE BAILING OF THE CREW
Fuck that a captain goes down with his ship
Remind her that i did that because she had a boyfriend and i didn't want to get between them.
Dont hear back
A few days later she posts insta of her and ex bf kissing and pics of them together.
Kaboom...mission failure...
>>696061847
>go out with bff and his gf
>some random guy joins us, friend's gf's friend
>ok.png
>the guy orders drinks all night and gets completely smashed
>bff's gf blames me for it (like i'm responsible for some guy's drinking wtf)
>bff takes her side
>break all contact
>date ditched me
>sitting here alone crying
>>696083886
>>696083180
You guys have no idea how much I wish I wasn't gay, to be honest.
>>696085011
Your friend sounds like a faggot who's being cucked by drunk guy. You're better off. Also, check't.
>>696064145
western society is fucking done for boys
>>696064145
western civilization is fucking done for boys
>>696085392
Yeah we heard you the first time.
Yeah we heard you the first time.
>>696085262
who cares
gonna off myself tonight anyway
cheers
>>696085966
Over being dissed by your friend? Well that seems a little extreme, mister. Turn that frown upside down. If you can dream it, you can do it. Feel better now, don't you?
>>696085966
live stream or lieing faggot.
>>696081460
Anon you're a fucking idiot.
Him ignoring her messages is making her MORE attracted to him.
You putting her on a pedestal and being her beta emotional cry bag is making you LESS attractive to her.
Have some fucking balls. Women will respect you for having balls.
>>696079177
wwhy can't my life be that romantic ;(
I loved her but her Italian parents are ultra-nationalistic and only want her to be with an Italian. I'm Spanish. ;_; We tried to make it work but we decided to call it quits. It's been three weeks and she's all I think about anon. She was literally perfect. Girlfriend/wife material. She was well-mannered, respectful and understanding. She's old-fashioned too which is something I find very attractive. I blocked her number but she still emailed me and I didn't respond.
>>696086645
Because we are all faggots hiding from the hell we call the outside world.
/thread.
>>696063322
This is beyond disturbing, feel ya man.
>>696065059
Did they give you dildos too?
>>696086608
I don't want to be between them, I know that girl is emotionally fragile due to some of her past relationship and letting her with a choice like that may be very hard for her.
But perhaps you're right, perhaps I should cofess to her before it's too late next time I see her. I've never said openly to someone I had feelings for them before. It may be the time I need to stop being a beta.
Thanks anom
I'm falling out of love with a fantastic girl who makes me happy. i don't understand why. i felt like she's the one but day by day i just feel like we're growing apart. she has no idea. i feel like i should end it before i end up hurting her too badly, but i feel like being totally alone would crush me. i'm selfish and i don't know what to do. do i stay and hope things get better? or do i go and hope the loneliness isn't too much for me? we've been together for 4 years now.
>>696068471
>>696067740
i love you guys. it gets better :(
>>696077742
Tits or gtfo
>>696087686
You seem like a kind of person who thinks real life is like an anime.
>a choice like that may be very hard for her
Stop being a beta faggot that thinks girls have it so hard. You trying to do things for her is why she abuses you.
>perhaps I should cofess
Confessing is fucking HORRIBLE. Confessing NEVER works in real life. It only works in medias where the two characters are scripted to be together.
If you like a girl, dont worry, she ABSOLUTELY, DEFINITELY knows you like her. Confessing is fucking stupid because she already knows. If she doesnt reciprocate, it's because she doesnt like you and you should move on, instead of being an emotional sponge for her.
>>696087829
>>696087829
It doesnt get better. It only gets better if you work your ass to become a better person. Life does NOT automatically get better just because you age. If you act like a dipshit, you'll be treated like one.
>>696088069
Thanks anon, as you can guess, I don't have any experience with things like that. Any advice is good to take
This kind of bothers me it's not something important but I'm just gonna throw my thoughts out there. So I'm 20 and my family insists that I should find myself a girl they're not pressing me or anything but they just assume I'll get married and have a family. What noone knows is that I'm a kissless virgin. I don't care that much about it I have had some opportunities to get it on with a girl but I didn't really like those girls and one opportunity with a girl I liked but it became too awkward and I bailed. I'm from an eastern European country and most girls here are disgusting sluts similar to chavs, there's a part of them that just act like that to be accepted which is also repuslive and the last part are weeb or confused girls. The sex will come eventually that doesn't bother me at all, if I don't lose it till 23 I'll sell it to a prostitute or something. The thing that bothers me is that I don't really feel the need for a relationship but my conservative family doesn't quite agree.
>>696088613
Come to USA
>>696088718
Only countries I like better than my own are Iceland, Australia and Japan. But I'd only go to Iceland if I had to leave.
>>696077742
You must look pretty convincing
>>696089093
Commie
>>696088181
No one said it gets better from not trying
I mean you're right but no one said that
>>696077742
Be honest about who you are from the start. Don't try to bait people into something they aren't into. Fucking people with penises is widely considered gay and most straight guys will pass, me included. Find yourself someone as confused as you and have at it.
>>696064250
HuE ?
>>696088453
My advice, plain and simple, is to forget about that girl, and try to find a nice qt nerd grill, and NOT go for a stacy.
And dont just want to fuck a girl. You should want to have a gf, not a fuck hole.
It's pretty simple. Now it's just up to your will power.
>>696089162
Don't take it personally I hate Russia more than the USA. Just the US is too big and too crowded for my liking.
>>696089481
wut
>>696079583
I are a fucking faggot
>>696077742
>>696089515
Also be aware of special case like me, I wouldn't mind having sex once with someone like you but it won't be a relationship
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>>696089770
>the US is too big and too crowded for my liking.
>lives in central kansas
>Get bored after the first couple of weeks of knowing someone
>Come up with dumb excuses to dump them
>Always tell them it's better to break up while we are still "in love"
>Get annoyed and sad about it
>Find a girl with which everything feels different
>Two months into it
>haven't really gotten bored yet but start noticing flaws in her
>One year in
>flame went extinct a long time ago
>It's been months since I started wanting to run away
>She does a lot of annoying immature things
>I never confront her because she cut herself the only times I did
None told me love running out would be way worse.
>>696075793
Why do you keep writing heh
>>696063564
this. Anxiety attack ridden people need to stop breeding their shit tier "cant deal with simple reality" genes.
>>696076456
isnt that from hl2
>>696063322
That drink tastes like shit.
>>696077742
Wtf is mtf
>>696091469
Male to female, trnasgender.
How fucking old are you, anon?
>>696079684
make a move bro
>>696091769
I think I will, I'm just afraid to go full beta when I'll do it
>>696061847
That fucking image. Every God damn day of my life.
>>696092236
>>696077819
damn boy, whats the name of that tasty cake?
i wana make it
I'm so fucking done with those feels /b there was so much feels in my life I wont let them destroy me
>>696092378
Oh do you have the one with the chairs, it was something like I chairrish the thought of death. They crack me up.
>>696092626
Damn I don't have that one!
I spend my days practicing skills in music, photography, writing and many other things.
I enjoy getting better. And I have ways of getting alot better in short time.
Many people ask me how I do it. Say they want to do it too.
If they only knew how I do it.
I practicaly do nothing else because at this point I am pretty much done with relationships to people other than of a business character.
Once I have realized that in this life most people will only be out to use and abuse you I have turned my face away and became a machine.
I only work for my own set aims and my motivation to do so is to see myself being or becoming able to do so.
I love my life and what I do, but my world is empty.
There is still hope in me however.
>>696091287
it's actually "wake up and smell the ashes," but yeah.
>>696079583
True love is wanting her to be happy and have the perfect life. Maturity is accepting the fact that you can't give her that and you need to step away. It's not "beta" to know you're not "her one" it just means you loved her. Dust yourself off and move on.
any other anons drunk thinking what you could have done different?
>>696093169
everynight
>>696093136
n-noo
>>696073978
Teared up
I couldn't help but imagine myself and my dog in that story. My german shepherd is only 2.5 years old and I love him to bits.
>>696093806
Oh fuck for the love of God don't do that.
>>696070779
this is faggotry
If you rely on someone else to give meaning to your life you are just a weight on them. Please leave actual people alone and let them be free.
>>696077742
>mtf
More to follow?
>>696065877
at least she didnt leave you for a tranny
>>696067740
they probably don't message you because you end up talking about pointless uncool shit like how your life sucks, and your fake happy attitude is fake as fuck to them and thus you're just fucking weird dude go away
>>696061847
>Be me
>Senior in Highschool
>No girls has touched my dick with there hands (not counting grinding)
I always am with the kids who get laid, basically the jocks (I am one myself). Too pussy to drink and smoke so I never go to parties to get fucked up enough to do that shit; Cause I am too much of a faggot to actually talk to girls for very long. Shit fucking sucks.
>>696062859
Good on you, one of the worst thing a person can do is take your life and cause a family member you love and who loves you to suffer through that.
>>696077742
You are degenerate human filth. You deserve nothing, except the rope
>>696095293
You can go fuck yourself
>>696078618
Listen. I would like to be your friend. But idk how to exchange contract info on this piece of shit of a website. If you have an Xbox, log on to the game smite, and join the clan "Lost Guardians". There is a whole group of nice players on there. This is not a sympathetic act, I genuinely would like to get to know you.
>>696093979
Too late! I lost 2 FB friends and she blocked me.
dubs and I text her
>>696096202
Roll for you
>>696096202
text her
>>696096202
rolling
>>696096202
Come on faggot
>>696096457
thanks anon, quick overview of it
>dated her for 3 months only gf ive had
>she breaks up over me being mundane and starting to be depressed
>year later
>confesses shes still had feelings for me when I started talking to her
>ive never really gotten over her
>try for literally a week
>nope nothing
been 3 months since that and I cant stop thinking about her
>>696096202
roll
>>696096823
>>696096696
>>696096690
>>696096457
thank you anons
>>696096828
>>ive never really gotten over her
>>try for literally a week
is this high school?
I'm trying for literally 3 years. I'm not a faggot.
>>696096202
rolling for you faggot
>>696084637
mission failed; we'll get em next time
>>696097025
no not highschool, started beginning of uni which is sorta i guess
>>696096202
Come on
>>696096202
Where are the dubs?
>>696096202
rolling
>>696072979
... I like it!
>>696091169
Can deal with, but that doesn't mean that it can't put me down all the times
>>696096202
rolling
>>696096202
what's the story? who is she?
>>696063745
literally made me tear up
>>696097979
>>696097370
>>696097304
>>696097231
>>696097103
>>696096887
>>696096823
>>696096696
>>696096690
>>696096457
anons, its hopeless, 4chin doesnt want me to text her. this is the last roll
>>696096202
I dub you
