Just did 7 grams of shrooms for my first time, don't have any experience with psychedelics, what to expect?
Only drank alcohol before, never done weed or anything, so kinda new to this. Friend had shrooms so I ate 7g. probably a bit too much, but it's just a trip, can't really od right? Any tips on what to expect? don't have a sitter or anything, but i can call up a friend if it gets a bit uncomfortable i guess
>>695623148
You're in for a wild ride. Put on some Grateful Dead and just lay down for a while.
Prepare for wildness.
Get comfy you in for a ride
when took real acid for the first time i melted into the ground and thought my real self was off rolling into cactuses and dying. i panicked. what i was actually doing was rolling on the ground in awkward positions while my friends held me down screaming at the top of my lungs
>>695623296
>>695623316
>>695623353
sounds dope. you can just wait a bad trip out right? like it's obviously uncomfortable i imagine but it can't hurt you right?
>>695623502
how much did you take?
>>695623502
why cactuses lol
>>695623148
Listen to peaceful music and be in a safe place, avoid mirrors and liquid with a lot of acidic features. Look at things that are beautiful to you.
>>695623518
yea just remember it's all part of the trip, be chill, put on good music and you good.
have all your water, drinks, food etc ready now so you're not dying and unable to fix it later.
>>695623635
definitely gonna put on some nice music and i'm in my room, so pretty safe. do i HAVE to avoid mirrors though? i actually brought a few to look into during my trip because i thought i could have an ego death or something, sounds kinda fun
>>695623148
It actually depends on what shrooms you ate and how they were raised. Ive eaten that much and had a very laughable experience to say the least, and other times where everything is melting. Look into a mirror and squeeze out black heada on your nose if so, trust me its amazing.
You dont need a sitter for shrooms.
if you have a bad trip take a benzo
>>695623148
if not bait
Lock yourself in silent darkness
let them take you
>>695623816
i think it was penis jealousy? some shit like that. it had penis in the name and some sort of emotion i believe
>>695623518
it can hurt you if you don't have someone to keep you from doing retarded shit. I did psychedelic with my friend at his dorm room once. He wandered off somewhere and I just went berserk which was triggered by an extremely bad trip. I somehow endeed up trashing the dorm kitchen and breaking all the windows with my barefists. Woke up a day after in a hospital with bruises, aches, and scratches everywhere.
>>695623900
yeah, my room is dark, thought it would make the visuals more interesting. let who take me where?
>>695623148
lol two eighths your first time xD
If this is real, which its not, you are FUCKED
>>695623148
You ate waaaaaaay too much for first time
You'll probably zone out and die
>>695623911
Huh?
and always remember.. you're not losing your mind.
when i first did shrooms the only thing i could think of was i was losing my mind.
didnt happen though
>>695624059
lol it's real. yeah, i know it's a bit much for my first time, but it's just a trip, you can't od or anything. how am i fucked?
>>695624111
name of the strain. i googled it, it's called "penis envy", weird fucking name haha
>>695624085
i thought you can't die?
>>695624019
You'll know when the machine elves introduce you to them.
>>695623148
I've had this trip on a measly 2 grams where my breathing became heavy, i began sweating buckets and I had this overwhelming feeling of anxiety. I didn't know who I was anymore and everyone I passed by was a threat to me somehow, I could barely walk.
I know shrooms can activate your subconscious, so what does that mean?
Consider cotton candy. Maybe some setzer.
Don't get too close to your friend and certainly don't breath into eachother's faces because ultimately it's a real smart plant that will use anything it can to stay alive. Also, some nice music would be fun and don't fall into the trap that heavy stimulation is needed. You are going to be registering on the slightest level. Get comfy and maybe consider calling someone over that really cares about you to spend some time setting you guys on course for a positive experience. A genuine person with a background almost exactly like yours.
Your trip will consist of the environment being broadcasted into your perspective very boldly. Giggling is good. It's wonderful. Singing too. Also, don't mess with your computer or even leave it on because there's a lot going on in there that you could get trapped pondering if you have even the slightest understanding. I have always been good with computers and locked systems and noticed that the understanding occurs naturally, and that having a boosted affect usher your faculties to grasping will only leave you agutated to the more subtle things in the world. Kind of like how betas will latch on to any pheromonic substance and treat the jingles and jangles as a semaphor of sorts.
But you didn't hear that from me.
>>695624173
You're not fucked. You seem like you're prepared. Just go with the flow, don't fight it. Whatever happens.
>>695624146
i can totally imagine someone trying to convince themselves they aren't going mad when the shrooms did in fact trigger some kind of underlying psychosis and they are, for once, really going permanently insane...
>>695624257
You cant. Not physically at least.
>>695623762
mirrors are actually pretty fun while on shrooms. It can just be a little creepy.
you're going to die
>>695623615
Wet your finger, dry it a bit and touch the screen on your phone. Notice that it's droplets. That's why cactuses.
You'll be fine i did 840ug of acid one time, best trip i've ever had.
Watch Samsara on Netflix OP highly recommended
Put on some angelic music
OP you'll never be the same again.
Enjoy.
>>695624007
Thats like my 21st
>my 21st birthday
>be with my girlfriend, large gentle black friend,
>decide to get like an ounce of mushrooms
>go over to this feminine white boys apartment and he calls his gf and her sister over
>make tea out of all the mushrooms and split it between us 6
>take like twice as much as anyone else
>we all play mario kart for a bit then i go into the other room and play on my laptop
>was playing day of defeat and people were talking about ghosting which made me think i was playing with dead soldiers
>trip the fuck out about that and then look at the floor
>my teeth everywhere
>really freak out and run into the living room
>try to leave and go out side
>small man tries to stop me so i throw him down and start humping him
>big man blocks the door
>i go into the kitchen and take the bubbler we were smoking out of and smash it into the wall
>smash the coffee pot into the dishes
>by this time my vision is gpin from color to color and my emotions go with the colors
>humping, crying and destroying randomly
>instead of screaming and cries of bewilderment I hear nothing
>just the theme to mariokart 64 from the TV
>walk into living room and nobody is there
>right after 6 police officers bust through the door
>5 guns and 1 taser pointed at me
>I through my hands up and scream please don't shoot me
>they cuff me and take me outside
>friends don't press charges and the call an ambulance
>I start fighting the EMTs who strap me down
>they strap me in a bed in the hospital with an old man looking over me all night
>>695624539
yeah? i hope so man, my life is pretty crappy, really hope this changes things.
>>695624790
dude your friends are assholes.
>>695623762
that ego death bullshit is just like when people say they cant not cheat while drunk. of course, they can, it's just something used to create a controlled perimeter between regulat human activity and an affected human activity.
Ego death is literally you understanding your make up so well, as reimagined during the come down, that you just notice and compare it with everyone else's and then become kind of stuck on noting the differences in every one else's make up. You lose your ego, and it essentially dies and returns to the flock kind of thing. Don't mess with that stuff. It'll just have you buying more shrooms until you can manage to discount the greater differences in your imagined ego versus the altered state. You will enjoy the trip more that way because the fear tactics in thr many cultures that deal with shrooms won't affect you. Lots of asian cultures deal with shroomy people, and they arent very gentle cuktures to begin with.
Remember, cotton candy and setzer.
>>695624790
always been curious about things like this. when you go crazy, were you actually in your body? like did you have any control over what you were doing? or did you just blackout and when you came to your friends told you that you did all that shit? or was it more of you being there, but you're just an observer, you can't control your body?
i'm asking because i plan on doing 2g soon, but want to make sure i'll be able to control myself
>>695624836
As long as your not dwelling in depression your good to go, else be ready to confront those thoughts subconsciously in the form of varying visuals.
>>695624305
This is retarded. There are no machine elves, analog signals are just very strong and english is a very general language.
>>695624313
Can someone please give me an answer, this has been on my mind for a while.
>>695625360
means you're somehow subconsciously an even bigger faggot than you are consciously
>>695624007
sounds like ur a lil bitch
>>695625345
>Doesn't see what's happening
Man if I start talking about, say, spiders to someone who is stepping sack; they might not have been there before. But they sure as fuck are going to be there now.
Or centipede's, fuck that.
>>695625145
It's really hard to explain. In the moment while you're feeling it you think what you are doing is what needs to be done. You are in control of your body you are just a different person than normal.
>>695624790
another lil bitch
>>695625145
Not him but I blacked out. I just remember bits and parts of my breakdown but they are garbled and keleidoscopic memories of devils, ems workers, and police men. But after an experience with bad trip, you can start to recognize the onset of a bad trip and resist it.
>>695625496
I'm no greek god by any means but the windows that I broke were the ones with metal grating over them, on both sides. Apparently the EMS workers that picked me up were astounded that I managed to damage it
>>695625145
From someone who is 18, never did any drugs not even weed, and finally did LSD as a first drug, if its in anyway the same you just feel like it's the right thing to do, if my friends weren't there I would have left the room and tried to kill myself because it felt like that's how I would win the game, i couldn't remember what it was like to be off the drug, it felt like my whole life was that one day, you just feel like you have to figure things out even if it seems rash whenever you were sober
>>695626074
damn, how much lsd did you do?
>>695623762
If you start to feel closed in go for some walkies outside. Drink water and you'll be in a good spot again
OP here. i seem to be tripping pretty hard 20 minutes in, seems pretty cool. is it normal to feel a bit nauseous?
>>695626074
When I had shrooms I vocally "realized", meaning I said it someone, that I wasn't afraid of heights. We were on a balcony and I was looking over the edge just fine. Usually, I have to grip the ledge and barely wince a peek, which is then followed by a swift retreat to safety.
>>695626234
2 tabs
110 mics per tab
>>695626631
have you been afraid of heights since or did it cure you?
>>695626650
that's not that much, surrprised you had that bad of a trip
>>695626618
the nausea is normal, it happens every time I trip. It's how I know it's coming on. It'll disappear soon though
>>695626074
the first time i smoked hash, the room was melting, i thought my friends were gonna kill me. i even called my black friend a fucking nigger. i started hearing baby screams. and i had to walk in a circle for some reason.
and alot of other crazy shit. for 5 years i had anxiety issues and i still freak out if someone blows hash smoke near me.
i sat in the middle so i got waaay more than the other two.
>>695626631
This comment illustrates literally the ONE danger of hallucinogens - trauma.
>>695623148
They are probably already kicking in, but I recommend that you get off 4chan..
>>695626782
completely cured me. in fact, i was so fascinated with the complete disappearance of the fear, i decided to test the limit of it and got into rock climbing haha. just spent a week in yosemite :)
>>695626618
yeah. Its because your body is drawing blood from your extremeties to your vital organs. Don't be surprised if your fingers and other limbs feel very cold
>>695626618
Yeah, the shrooms can hold the different enzymes in your stomach and the substance they create comes off feeling like some new thing you aren't able to digest so it starts looking for ways to get rid of it by sifting through the different possible combinations it could be. It's why people get indigestion, the body produces too many different kinds of bile and eventually burns at the stomach lining.
>>695626875
not a danger if you aren't a pussy
>>695624539
This pretty much sums it up.
I've never been the same since. Kind of in a bad way actually. Well in a good and a bad way, but I kind of wish I never went there. It'd be nice to go back to ignorant bliss.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QEijk5VZbk
>>695623148
you might loose all function of eyes and i donw know about movement. log off, lai down turn off light and get comfy!!
>>695627052
Stop pretending to be retarded
>>695626782
That first reply about yosemite wasn't me but no. I'm still afraid of heights. I am just able to control my fears a lot better now, generally speaking.
>>695627011
>>695626972
>>695626821
cool, good to know. i find that every 5-6 minutes, everything looks "foggy" and then i have a moment of extreme terror. i can handle it, but any advice on how to make it stop? i'll deal with it if i have to i guess, but i'd prefer to have a comfortable trip if possible
>>695625360
Losing your teeth in dreams or visions, for men often symbolizes a loss of control in your life, that things are falling apart. For women, it's normally to do with child birth.
Judging from the anxiety and wary feelings to other people, I say you're a man that has missed too many opportunities in life and feel disposable, in your job or to friends? Like you're reaching a deadline that you'll never make?
>>695627125
wrong song sorry dont listen to this op had wrong sdong clipboarded
anyways try to not distract ur mjind too much with images, screen ect get in dark room and explore ur mind instead
>>695627011
>you aren't able to di
I was never aware of my immortality
>>695627354
Dude, you honestly don't even know what you're in for.
Get off 4chan now.
Or stay on and keep us updated at your own peril.
>>695626875
errr how so? I was afraid of heights before trying them...
...?
>>695627215
>Stop pretending to be r
Since when was I pretending to be a letter of the alphabet?
>>695627501
>>695627354
7grams is another ballpark entirely. You will literally affect your mind irreparably. So it's in your best interest to make sure you have the best trip possible.
>>695627354
Are you tripping alone or do you have someone to chat with? I find that having someone to talk to can provide a nice distraction from uncomfortable thoughts
Also Bach goes good with lsd/shrooms
https://youtu.be/Tdnz3OiWNKY
>>695627501
get away from any screen and try to lay down perhaps put on some tunes
here this is nice abum op
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9L4q-0Pi4E
the one i tried to link
>>695627501
it's been 40 minutes lol, i'm tripping balls. i've handled myself fine so far, i think i'll be fine. my friend had to leave anyways, so i'd rather talk to people on 4chan than be alone
>>695627698
stay alone
ur mind will keep looping but trust me
lay down, close your eyes and try to sink in
trust me
>>695627354
Sip some setzer and exhale fully, then have a bite of your cotton candy.
>>695627698
I guess you know everything. Good luck then bud. Have fun.
>>695627694
nah, i'm alone, my friend left. i don't mind, i'm a pretty introverted person anyway, rather be alone with my thoughts.
>>695627697
thanks for the tunes dude
>>695623148
OP Ask yourself some really important questions.
Why ducks quack doesn't echo?
>>695623911
Penis envy dude. I know cuz that shit was selling around me recently
>>695627967
if we can drink a drink, how come we can't food a food?
>>695627358
Fuck, you're spot on sensei. I've planned to take shrooms again but in the comfort of my own home, alone and without worry. Would this help me find my answers?
>>695627861
Good luck when you get to the point where one comment makes you lose your shit. Fucking dumbass.
Why did you make this thread if you're not going to actually take anyones advice? We are degenerates, for the most part.
>>695627861
pls try to stay away from screens or anything that distracts your mind
you'll keep looping and wonder where time went
explore your mind instead
you dont need us, u need u.
If anything spooky happens just know, its a subconcious fear you have to overcome. 2 better urself
>>695627358
>too many op
what did you expect? you're on 4chan you know.
>>695627792
yeah, got stuck in a thought loop near the beginning. kinda weird at first, but looking back it was a pretty cool experience.
>>695627817
sorry, wasn't trying to sound arrogant. just meant what's done is done, so might as well make the most of it right? can't really do much about the high dose now
>>695624506
Top kek
you'll be fine op. good thing about shrooms.. the trip only lasts about 4-6 hours.. even an intense trip. you'll trip pretty hard, but those are the best and deepest trips... it might be a little intimidating for a first trip, but you'll settle into it, just be somewhere comfortable and safe, enjoy the trip, and remember if you start to feel uncomfortable, in 4-6 hours you'll be back down to normal.
>>695628134
Good luck OP.
>>695628134
try to emerge and meditate
>>695628072
sorry, not trying to sound arrogant. i just feel comfortable right now and seem to be able to be processing the trip okay. would you suggest i be alone when i think that would make me a bit nervous? having a good time right now, don't want to ruin it
>>695623518
Bad trips can permanently bring out dormant mental problems that would of shown up later in life anyway
>>695627698
>40 minutes
The peak is gonna annihilate you bro. Prepare for ego death, for it is imminent
>>695628073
thanks, will do. i'll lie on my bed in the dark, and i'll check in on 4chan every once in a while just so i don't become too anxious.
>>695628442
haha im not sure about that. but it can show you parts of your mind youve been avoiding!
>>695627698
>i'd rather talk to people
why the fuck are you on 4chan then newfag?
>>695623148
it's like saying you'd never had alcohol before then drinking 10 liters of vodka
Anyone got some tips for someone dropping acid for the first time? I'm doing so this Tuesday and I'm pretty excited. I've shroomed before so it's not my first time tripping, I'm just looking for fun stuff to do while on it. Thinking of getting some bubbles and making a play list right now. Also, I'm tapering off of Citalopram; I've heard it can dampen a trip but I figure I'll be completely off of it by Tuesday.
>>695628371
don't really believe in that spiritual stuff, rather be objective and scientific about it
>>695628551
also, forget about loops as a thing. The mind is constantly looping and only drops to pertinence, that is our free will. Those loops aren't dangerous, you are just more aware of them.
Turn off backlight on your phone.
Remember, setzer and cotton candy.
>>695628478
that's good, i kinda wanted to have ego death, sounds pretty cool. i bought a few mirrors- i thought looking into them would encourage an ego death? anything else i can do to bring it on?
>>695628624
He's fine you guys. Don't worry, he knows what he's doing. After all, it is his first time.
OP you are going to fucking die.
>>695628624
don't really have any other friends in real life, my only friend left.
>>695623502
Hahahahahahaha holy shit, also why didint your freinds stand your dumb ass up? Also this is why I keep light gloves on me with a Bluetooth speaker so if one of my freinds start having a bad trip I just throw on calming music and have them fall into the lights
Read a book
>>695629026
Good start OP. I'm sure these thoughts will help you immensely during your voyage.
>>695628974
i'm not going to die lol, it's just a trip. it's literally all just in your head...
>>695627698
Op you have a great mentality, which the most important thing when it comes to tripping. Just chill out bro, good luck and have fun
>>695627698
You're doomed
>>695629172
I'm in your head OP. You will never forget me. This is forever.... You will never be the same.
>>695628846
dont mess with that stuff. it'll make you nihilistic and aggressive as far as how you will be treated by ppl that assume its drugs that altered your attitude. drugs or gangsters.
Maybe you could play some video games, like an rpg would be perfect for you right now. Or something like mario brothers that was kind of created to battle the simulated effort of the id vs the ego.
Yes, Nintendo cares about you. :)
>>695629160
yeah, i hope so. i guess one of the reasons i'm doing this is to figure out why no one has ever really wanted to be friends with me. hopefully the shrooms will help with some much needed introspection...
>>695629172
>it's literally all just in your head
did you ever think about how what we perceive as "reality" is "literally just in your head"?
>>695629172
>rip. it's liter
How can you tear the metric unit for volume?
>>695628846
if you want to experience ego death, meditation while tripping can be especially powerful. what may help, is to continuously relax yourself further and further with each breath.. with each breath you are letting go, surrendering, releasing any tension, attachment, and identification.. settle into the sensations of your senses, become absorbed in the richness of your senses, sights, sounds, smells, feeling, tastes.. keeping mindful of your breathing can be very helpful, especially if it helps you relax deeper and deeper.. for ego death to occur there has to be a point of radical letting go, or relinquishment.. if it goes well you will realize that everything you identified with as your "self" is not truly a self at all.. your true nature is divine and transcends and conceptual notion of self-identification to a body/form/personality/thoughts/beliefs etc.
>>695629363
>>695629343
OP start a new thread before you're too far gone!!!!! This one will 404 relatively soon.
>>695628846
no but lying down and having no input will. and being comfy enough so your back is not aching or some bs like that. the peak will be there at 1 hour to 1 and a half after ingestion.
you will experience ego death that way but youll also be alone in your mind and with your memories realizing what being a conciousness is a little better than you might ever have.
>>695629298
That wasn't in your head, at least not like your brain is. That was you ear drum.
>>695629322
alright, thank you. i'll take your advice and avoid that stuff. i do have mario, i'll load it up
>>695629420
>hat may help
how is head-wear going to help me achieve that newfag?
>>695629172
you're going to die
>>695627698
If mathematically aliens should have colonized our galaxy thousands of times over (which is true), where are they?
>>695629556
No. He literally didn't hear that. He thought of my words. I will never leave you OP. I've been where you are going and I want to go back.
>>695623148
You've made a terrible mistake OP.
>>695629343
lsd is probably the best psychedelic for introspection.. best time is as you're coming down.. same with shrooms .. when you start coming down is a good time for introspection and reflection on any insights you had.. while coming up / peaking.. it's best to simply be with direct experience and let the conceptual mind / intellectual / discursive thinking settle down and stop. try gazing at a candle flame, or counting your breaths.
>>695629619
>What may help
Newfag
>>695628585
Kek but they really can fuck you up. Used to do psychedelics, DMT, LSD, shrooms. Until a really bad trip on salvia of all things and ever since then I've had crippling bi polar, schizophrenia. Even today if I stop taking meds I'll start seeing these spooky shadow people.
>>695629499
>you will experience eg
If I wanted that I could just eat breakfast
>>695629754
one habitable planet full of apes with nukes makes this a pretty shitty system to take
>>695629420
all that happens in ego death is you process your surroundings as dilligently as you would your own personal environment. the smells of another will feel as important as your own and your body will put in a proper amount of time to processing the substances, personal or not.
>>695629172
Like you'd fucking know. This is coming from the kid who just ate 7gs on his first run. You're almost as retarded as me eating 7gs on a whim thinking I could handle it because I had tripped a bunch of times.
scratch that. You are waayy more retarded.
>>695629860
>ew
Is something bothering you?
>>695623148
At every level, the universe is profound. But since everything is profound then profundity itself is absurd. So at every level, the universe is absurd. It's a ridiculous fucking coincidence that this lump of meat in your skull just happened to evolve in such a way as to experience the fractal absurdity of the universe from this tiny chemical that evolved in this fungus for completely unrelated reasons.
Just remember that any feelings or sensations you don't like you can just let go of whenever.
You guys, should we start a new thread for OP and link it here?? It seems like he's going into outer space.
>>695629909
Salvia isn't classified as a psychedelic
OP here again. the visa; fogginess/feelings of extreme terror seem to be popping up again, this time quite intensely. i don't want them to go away though, i want to figure out what's causing them and deal with the issue. any advice on finding out the root cause? this is dope, exactly the type of shit i was looking for!
Everyone. What was your greatest psychedelic revelation in 2 sentences or less?
"Giraffe's don't give a fuck about the matrix."
>>695630117
Not true OP. You can never let them go. They will be a part of you forever. >>695630209
>>695625777
Chekt.
>>695630209
Your thoughts will speak independently on their own if you let them. Just listen.
>>695630057
lol just because you were too irrational to recognize the fact that it's just in your head and you freaked out doesn't mean other people are just as weak. let me do my thing, it's my life
>>695630166
Well somebody forgot to tell it that cause it permanently fucked me man
>>695629953
the fuck you mean haha?
>>695629420
I had ego death on my first time on shrooms, I think it was caused by me thinking about my past, all the way back to my earliest memories and asking myself who I really was. It was one of the greatest experience on psychs I have ever had. Took a solid 3 hours to remember who I was
>>695630409
what did you see?
Hey shroomfags, what does ego death feel like? I keep hearing about ego death and how scary it is and shit, what happens exactly during ego death?
>>695630394
Yeah , that's what I thought too. It is your life, and you will have to deal with the consequences.
Whether or not you agree or disagree with me, the truth is that you will not be the same person when this is over.
>>695630546
you literally have to accept your death. once you do, you lose all sense of self-identity.
>>695630012
wrong. ego death is when your sense of self-identity collapses, and you realize that the phenomena, objects, feelings, emotions, thoughts, and habits that you identified as your self or personality, aren't really a self at all.. instead your mind simply grasped all that stuff and assembled it into a conglomeration that you roughly identify with as your "self" .. when that identification collapses, it is extremely liberating, because you realize that your true nature transcends any limited notion of self, whether as a body, personality, thoughts, emotions, etc.. your spiritual nature is not bound by those things, but totally transcends them, space, and time.
>>695630394
Damn op you've got a great mentality. Wish I knew you in real life
>>695630596
it's been an hour, everything is; colourful and supper distorted, but i'm still me. i had feelings of terror and fear, but i looked at it objectively and ignored it, like a big boy. grow up
>>695625345
Wrong answer.
>>695630257
Brains are just biological computers and drugs are just different programs we are running on ourselves.
Reality is created by our brain and we can never actually see it
>>695629809
A electrical signal can hit a copper plate with a low enough force that the machine registers it but your ears don't. If he alters his cognition and the effort is doubled, the brain signal will effectively move into a greater order of magnitude and essentially become slightly more audible, and beyond the threshold for your own personal cognition. If that happens, you will attempt to hear things clearly, things that only share a base with your intended mode of reception. This is how crazy people are made, not how they happen to be. Even tasers with fancy settings can have this effect on the body and mind. iPhones with special antennas are being used this way by gangs and activist groups. Fuck your mother.
>>695630835
It is in your head. Just like everything is.
Like I said, you won't be the same after this.
Unless your shrooms are shit.
op here, the feelings of terror have faded. kinda weird, but i'm feeling very aroused. is it okay for me to jack off or will that kill the trip?
>>695630409
ok man
>>695631002
it will be near impossible to orgasm. Not worth it
OP don't listen to the idiots saying you're gonna die. I've done Albino Penis Envy before and you're gonna be just fine. Definitely a large dose assuming you took them dry but just make sure you're in a safe place and enjoy the ride. Don't try to fight where the shrooms take you on your trip, it's normal for the drugs to kind of take over, let the shrooms assume control and you're gonna have a hell of a time.
>>695630540
On the bad trip? Not much of a big deal really was chilling in a sunken pirate ship when Deathklok showed up with the grim reaper and he took me into a black hole. The real problems arose when it was all over and I kept seeing things and hearing voices.
>>695623148
7 grams? Shit dude, that much your first time will cause blood cysts in your liver. You better call 911 now.
>>695631141
gotcha, hands off the monkey
>>695630209
the terror / fear is a good thing.. it is your "ego" desperately grasping onto anything it can hold onto and remain attached to, while knowing deep down that soon, you will have no choice to fully let go... the ego is terrified of fully letting go, terrified of the unknown, terrified of it's own inevitable dissolution.. but when the ego dissolves and is let go, that is when your true spiritual nature is revealed. feel the fear / terror fully.. that fear / terror is what one feels, until you fully let go / surrender, once you let go / surrender, the fear dissappears and will be replaced by rapture, transcendental love, bliss, euphoria!
>>695630919
Does reality exist outside of you? If you ceased to exist would reality as well?
>>695630526
yeah, that happened to me too.. on DMT, it was like some people describe dying is like.. re-living all your earliest memories, the stuff that is core to your self-identity being established, the web of people and memories that you cling to, in order to establish a sense of self.. it is all seen clearly and then let go of... then for me i lost all sense of who i was, i had no personal memory of a self at all, i was stripped down to my bare naked awareness or spirit.. eventually as a came down it all came back to me.. very cool and powerful experience indeed.
>>695630676
this.
>>695631002
>>695630835
Bro you got ripped off or something. It sounds like you took around an eighth.
When I did 7g it was like everything zoomed out and things were way wider.
Literally a different dimension.
>>695630394
If it would be that easy. Sure it's only in your head, but why did people commit suicide "just" because of a trip? 7g is way too much for the first time btw, except they're weak af. Normal dose would be 1-2g. gl hf
>>695631545
he isnt at the peak already
>>695630546
I had some sort of ego death on some sort of 25-1 shit
>be me
>be 19 in college
> three tabs
>oh shit this aint lsd
> start hearing shit my mom telling me to hold on to not die
>i hear all my family crying around me
>shit starts getting cray
>collors are running tgether
>now there is no shapes
>everyhting is the same
>im dying
>im dying i know it
>holy fuck im dying
>i need to fight it
>literally don't know words to ask for help anymore
>feel like a small child scared and alone
>lay in bed realizing that i can't do anyhting about it guess imma die
>lay there in a psychedelic wonderland of shapes colors and patterns
>vision starts shrinking
>loony toons style small black dot originating in the begining of my vision starts expanding like a black hole consuming all
>the dot envelops all my vision in world in blackness
>there is no sound
>there is no color
>i am alone
>a being with a million arms think Kali but many many more arms
>telepathically speaking to me the being tells me i am being reborn
>before though she reveals all the worlds secrets to me and instills upon me perfect happiness
>my vision expands again as the being fades into the either and i am back in my home in my bed.
so yeah i dont know what happened but thats the closest ive got for ya
>>695630209
The spore is dying and using your nervous system to call for help. The fog comes from being unable to focus your thoughts on the proper retainer of said chemicals. It's like forgetting to pick up Carl, only to come to and realize you have no idea who the fuck Carl is. That mushroom was alive and it's going through the chemical process marked as death by a body with a similar genetic make up. If I must, let me remind you that we were said to have arrived by way of a meteor in the form of a spore. Spore's are mushrooms.
Fuck off with this "ego" shit. Mushrooms are drugs, and what are drugs for?
Having fun!
Music on shrooms... Amazing
Watching "Off The Air" on shrooms... Crazy
The park on shrooms... Ridiculously cool
Fuck even watching sprinklers is mind blowing.
Stop over thinking this. Just relax, and enjoy.
>>695628684
Idiot, your little bullshit will leave you nowhere.
>>695631163
So salvia made you schizo?
>>695631545
nah things are definitely suer out of shape haha, my hands look huuuuuge!! took me like 3 minutes to type this out cha
>>695623148
OP you will start to feel some nausea more than likely, if you ate it on an empty stomach then you can expect to notice slight hallucinations in about 45 mins. if not then probably a bit over an hour. You'll enjoy it just maintain composure and relax and assure yourself nothing is wrong with your physical form if you start to panic. Occupy your mind with something or do what I like to do, find a binaural beat, and put on headphones and listen while laying still and comfy af in bed under covers. If you start feeling feverish just get a cold rag, some cold water and relax
>>695623148
does anyone else see images like OPs in the dark? When I just look in the dark sometimes it looks like lines/dots are moving around. I've only done .5 grams of shrooms twice.
>>695630905
Fuck your mother
>>695631960
lol go do yoga faggot
>>695631826
see op. you might have 15-30 min til this happens
>>695632144
0.5g?? that's micro dosing dude, you can't trip off that little
>>695631994
No the shrink said it just brought it out sooner than normal, probably would of hit me in my 40's or 50's but now I'm 27 popings meds everyday.
>>695631199
Personality I can cum on psycs and it is amazing, if it does not work though don't focus on it. I find sex on psycs unpleasant though
>>695631826
very well written description of a peak / ego death experience.
>>695628684
i just want you to lay down and close ur eyes and stop distracting urself thats all
ull thank me later but w/e
>>695632379
nice, that sounds cool. can you control your trip from the schizo or no? must be nice being able to trip out literally 24/7 for free lol
>>695632367
well I just saw fuzziness, didn't see anything besides that.
>>695632438
last time i tripped it was like i was making love to the entire universe, i was rolling around in my bed in utter rapture and ecstasy.. full body orgasms over and over, totally enraptured.. but i didn't ejaculate. lol
>>695632367
ive seen patterns in concrete and had a bit of an ego death on about 1 liberty cap
>>695632523
nah dude, i definitely appreciate the advice. i'll give you the benefit of the doubt, and do the meditation stuff anyway, even if it isn't the sort of stuff i usually do
>>695632322
i think op's gone for a while now
>>695632704
Doesn't matter, had sex
>>695632761
nah, he's still around. he responds every 5-6 minutes lol, just a bit hard to read
>>695631002
Don't. Since sperm is made on the spot, the proteins you are drawing from could have been tainted by the shrooms and burn the lining in your urethra just as it does your stomach. I have no idea if this is true but I wouldn't recommend risking your ball sack just to satisfy a whim you had while on shrooms. Also, it could just be that you're in 4chan. The pink bg always makes me wanna fap. The black and green bg I have in my other computer doesn't incite such an urge. Just play your game, drink your setzer ( don't forget to exhale ), and have some of that cotton candy.
>>695632825
then y people say i still virgin?????
>>695632557
The meds make it so I don't trip, I've never tried to control it though. When off meds I see these shadow people/objects floating around everywhere and I hear voices that tell me to do things that would certainty kill me. So I guess it would be kind of be like a 24/7 bad trip, I appreciate your optimism though.
>>695631767
It's been an hour if I read the timestamps right. For me any amount would have me giddy at an hour, but I used to play dietitian with my shrooms. Making raviolli with tomato sauces seemed to give an acidic enough environment for them to get going on me quick if I tossed them on top of the bowl of pasta (and they dont taste half as bad with it.)
OP, I wish you well. If you feel chained, it's easier dancing. That's why I like recommending music for mushrooms. Pay attention, it's pretty big. When I climb real mountains it feels scariest on the peaks
>>695633041
Schizophrenia is a genetic disorder.
You can't have something give you schizophrenia unless you were already predisposed to it.
How bad was your stomach hurting when you took 7 g's OP? I took 4 g's on an empty stomach and threw up shortly afterwards.
>>695631927
For real, going outside on shrooms is the best. I always go to the park or something similar. Took my dog last time and just wandered around for like 3 hours.
>>695632879
why the fuck woud you want to spend a trip on this shit hole?
>>695632704
I know what your talking About, that is not lsd and I have no idea what it is called. It came in little gummies right? That is my favorite thing to do with a sexual partner
>>695633260
hurt really fucking badly tbh, thought i had eaten contaminated ones or something. luckily it passed after the first hour or so
>>695623148
>>695633260
Not OP but I do quarters or dimes every so often and I've found eating them with a peanut butter sandwich helps tremendously
>>695633239
That is what I said, the salvia just brought it on much sooner. Still good info to know for anybody that thinks bad trips can't harm them.
>>695633383
i guess i like talking to people, it calms me down, makes me feel less alone
>>695633383
What this anon said. This thread you started op has been a really good one full of good advice and experiences, but you should get off the computer. I find my trips never really start until I leave the screen behind
>>695631215
Like I've beem saying, it's a mushroom and those things are alive. These niggers call it the ego, because instead of dying and filling the ground with their minerals, the mushrooms fit themselves into your system and make of it what they can. Mushrooms spend a lot of time thinking and examining, communicating through neuron like networks. They are good at thinking. That difference in your experience is what is known as an ego death, or an ego's death, because what else can you call this soulless thing that you've just ingested as it dies? You share in its experience, as it does so through the body of neurons it now jas access to. Btw, the stomach has 5 times the neurons your spine does.
The spirituality nowadays is propogated by degenerates trying to keep their sale's pitch in a loop. They don't give a shit, they just want to rebel and keep you paying. Take care of yourself OP. Sip your setzer, exhale and take a bite of that cotton candy.
>>695633260
Muching down dried mushrooms is bad enough, but the nausea afterwards takes the cake. Switched over to brewing mine in tea and found it to be much easier form of ingestion.
Hey, op here. i'm a bit thirsty and out of seltzer. can i drink OJ? I hear it makes things stronger though
>>695633041
What if schizo people are just unlucky fucks that can see and hear ghosts or some other trans-dimensional beings.
>>695633534
I'm sure if you know your extended family at all you'll see little pinpointing of mental disorder all around. An aunt with Bipolar, a great uncle who was "Crazy Teddy" shit like that. Those are where schizophrenia pop up. I'm sorry for your experience though. My Bipolar is a walk in the park compared to that.
>>695633958
Your shrooms are weak if you're not in another world by now. Your boy ripped you off.
>>695633876
hey man, not OP, but i plan on tripping in a few weeks. i'd prefer to do it in my room. since you say i shouldn't use the computer, what should i do? just lie down and close eyes? also, should i do it at night or during the day? i feel like night would be more intense but also scarier.
Deadhead here. Recommending Aoxomoxoa.
>>695634069
nah, they're prettty good. my computer looks cube lol, takes me forever to type
>>695631919
Oh my god dude dont scare them like that.
shrooms break down in the proper acidic environment, the machinations of nature don't abide by some sort of relapse in consciousness to spore death or some shit. it's a fucking drug thats fucking produced by fucking digestion. It's less weird biologically than venus fly traps having moving parts to kill prey. The vast majority of fungi and flora that have defense mechanisms are triggered by digestion.
>>695633260
i put dried shrooms in a coffee grinder then put the powder in gel caps.. no taste eating them, very little if any nausea with reasonable doses.
>>695633458
it was on blotter paper, so either some very potent RC or actual LSD .. can't be totally sure as i haven't tested them. in the past when i have taken LSD the body load was much lighter, but it could just be that the blotters were a higher dose than those i have taken in the past.
>>695634294
Lol yea its more like swimmin. Glad its a good time (b-.-)b
>>695633041
Analog signals are strong.
>>695634022
Yeah you're right, it comes from my fathers side but I don't know many of them I hear they're all crazy. Thanks for the sympathy /b/ro
>>695634294
Oh and if you're out of seltzer OJ is fine but I prefer water. I sweat so much and it's better on your system not to dehydrate while you're havin fun
>>695635044
Grapefruit juice, if you can tolerate it, is an MAOI
>>695633958
The setzer is so the shrooms don't float up into the rest of your body and congeal over your muscles. If you don't have setzer, make some. Water and baking soda. It won't taste nice but at least you won't feel like death.
>>695633890
Mushrooms are alive but so are every mitochondria in our body and we sing louder
>>695634127
>hey man, not OP, but i plan on tripping in a few weeks. i'd prefer to do it in my room. since you say i shouldn't use the computer
make some art
hang out with friends
play a board game?
go for a walk (nature is dope af on drugs)
idfk it doesnt matter what you do but we already spend enough time in front of a screen take some time away from one for a while and enjoy your life.
>>695635481
Drugs are fun
They get old quick
Your kids out live ýou
>>695633958
how the fuck are you even typing? I couldnt even look at my phone screen for more than 5 seconds and that was only on 4g..
>>695634127
Headphones and some electro, sometimes I have Pandora do spa music shit. YouTube is fun to watch shit like fractals. If you've got a program that does visualizations with the beat of the music you'll rethink your life.
op u good ? just relax, listen to good music, and let your brain guide you in the wonderful world of your mind
>>695636463
me thinks OP be full of poopie
Op don't fight it you can't win you have to let it work and get off 4chan
>>695636463
not that hard idk kinda look like cube yes??
>>695634443
My point isn't that they see themselves as kamikaze pilots or suicide bombers, you dumb fuck, it's that it's alerting the base modality it can encumber as a way to remark either hostile territory to its ilk or the response a familiar ground would respond to with a more habitable reproach. It goes ahhhhh or to what others like it would hear open sesaame! but to you it'll be like when your dog is whining outside the door. You'll either think he's hurt and open up, other dogs will hear that too and stay away ( domesticated animal ), or you'll at least open up the screen door to remind him that he won't be out forever but that he should think on what he did.
No wonder drugs are bad. People are dumb as fuck.
>>695633920
Tea is alright, but eating the mush is somewhat nasty.
>>695623148
I became a God like this. It was me to be honest but I could visualize nearly every concept ever, too bad when you become God, human things like words and concepts no longer interested me and I just layed there motionless with the only thoughts coming through my head occasionally were something along the lines of,"This is what it must be like after you die, it's nice and all but I think I can wait" and now I have far less suicidal thoughts. But in reality I was just tripping balls. Fun.
>>695633958
7g? Nah dude, that's completely impossible .. You lied to us.
>>695636964
lol there are like a dozen people pretending to be him. he left a while back, seemed genuine at the beginning
I guess as an atheist I trip differently. My mind never goes to spiritual stuff or after death stuff. True nonbeliever I guess. I just enjoy it as an "experience". Dozen or so good trips
>>695635193
This! Also, don't drink OJ. If you can keep to the idea that it's still alive or the replacement of a soul, it'd be like telling it that it's going to be okay, or like that old bible story where that one guy in hell was begging for a drop of water. If he got that drop of water, the anguish would've been much greater forthwith. And that was the good grace that the angel watching on his friend could do for him by the grace's of God. God said he wasn't allowed to give him that drop of water, btw.
>>695635481
Yes, but these are new. Everyone wants to get to know them.
>>695624790
This sounds REALLY made up. I've done a ton of psychedelics and I've never seen a bad trip like this.
This is the equivalent of fags that pretend they're SUPER hammered and think it's an excuse to do dumb shit.
>>695637486
The bible doesn't mention hell.
>>695630209
Get ready to fart LOTS. Maybe that's just me when I take shrooms, but that shit is real.
>>695636669
That cube is kinda how we can't see the current time for a star far away except that it's used to help the eyes perceive the transitions as smooth. There's one set of bulbs and they always shine to the same extent, it's just that we take time to fully process what we perceive and the meaning of it. So if we perceive and process at the same time, there must be layers of perception and we process them either indvidually and keep track of them as a whole thing. That whole thing would be where your cube comes from. It's also how we're going to make holograms. We won't be messing with perception, we'll mess with the particles that make up the light.
>>695634127
If you are going to stay in your room, which I don't recommend, go on a walk in nature if possible, but if you are dead set on staying in your room then get a bunch of really fluffy things like stuffed animals, blankets, bean bag chairs, and colorful stuff like that. Make sure your room is absolutely blanketed in them (don't block your door with them though) then take a shit ton of whatever you where going to do so you trip really hard. Put on some fun music, and make sure that you have plenty of water and food
>>695626787
No I only did one double dipped tab, why the hell did someone else answer for me? Duck we need ID's back
>be me 25 long distance relationship
>fly out to visit gf
>gf never taken hard drugs
>take 8 microdots with me
>take 2ea at bar out with friends
>at bar she goes through my phone finds texts from other girls gets upset and leaves
>go back to her place she is crying in shower
>feel like this would be best time to be "honest"
>tell her I had slept with 8 other girls since she moved home
>she gets very upset, I decide I should leave
> try walking to airport. 1am milwaukee late december
>decide I have no idea where I am at or where I am going
>go back to her house lay with her in bed apologising while spongebob on her curtains was taunting me telling me how bad I was as a human being and that I should kill myelf
>end up fucking
>spend next day nursing myself and sending texts to all girls that I had been with to prove to gf I wont talk to them anymore
> come back home and break up with gf 2 weeks later
Much drama that was not needed... learned ONLY trip with good people that want to have fun not nosey girlfriends.
>>695638268
And you are saying this on the grounds that what who where when what?
Fuck your mother.
Luke 16:24
>>695637229
I feel the same way, I also never get bad trips I think because of this. I have seen some of my freinds who belive in hell literally think they where going to it while tripping. I really think that being religious can make you have a bad trip
>>695637229
I'm an atheist, but my trips are still a bit spiritual. I don't believe in an eternal soul or anything silly like that - but it eases my anxiety about death. Like, being and not being are both ok.
I don't know, it's hard to explain.
>>695639149
You explained it well to me.
>>695639331
Thanks :)
You'd be a good trip partner. Non-judgemental - seem like you'd just roll with it. Cheers!
>>695623148
7 grams lol the night i took 7 grams I practically went into psychosis for a few hours and thought-looped hard. Had some wild visuals though and after the most nauseous come-up of my life I felt like I could have conquered the world.
Has anyone here ever taken 4-aco-DMT ? I have done shrooms and lsd in the past but I was thinking on getting some of this to try, is it worth it?
>>695639049
the lesson to be learned is to get over that fat ego
>>695623148
Two words: set and setting. That makes all the difference. The first two times I ate mushrooms were completely different.
>first time, with girlfriend in college
>spend afternoon with her in a familiar, safe, private place
>feel happiest I've ever felt
>become convinced of the existence of God, feel as if I have discovered the meaning of life
>abundant feelings of love and joy
Second time:
>unfamiliar place, with friends
>plans change last minute; everyone wants to go out to eat
>I'm essentially forced to go out with them to a nice restaurant
>freak the fuck out, think everyone knows I'm high
>worse, have deep feeling of despair, like I have ruined everything for everyone
>think girlfriend, who was sitting for me, was in a conspiracy to kill me
These were large doses, mind you, but the principle is the same. If you feel safe and comfortable, and can go with the flow, you will probably really enjoy yourself
>>695631002
Do it. I've tripped on shrooms alone roughly 40x and I jerked off many of those trips. Its amazing but a couple times I thought I broke my dick for a sec
>>695639049
Yikes. I do get really honest/blunt when I trip as well. Hasn't been that bad for me though, yet.
I've told my parents that I'm on acid lots, ha. Usually just uncomfortable.
>>695637229
Oh come on dude, don't lie. Everyone feels that transcendent sensation on mushrooms and everyone sees the overlapping patterns on L. I became a nihilist on trip on way too much L all alone and even that felt "spiritual" or I suppose mystical. The mystical experience is a sensation and can be secular.
>>695623148
Ask someone to come and be by your side ASAP!!!!! If there is no one, best advice is to not fight anything, jus let go
>>695639721
I haven't done it but a friend of mine had a ton of it and claimed it was similar to mushrooms with a bit of a stimulant-like high mixed in. Everyone who took it seemed to enjoy it tremendously though.
A gift from the universe to you, OP. Have a happy and safe journey.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPKBDPWOtGk
>>695626650
I did 300 my first time, I was alone in my dorm and I thought that I wasn't in my room but I was seeing it lol, at one point I thought I was being wheeled away on a stretcher into an ambulance, then at 5 am I walked to my ra's room and hung out with her
>>695627678
I have done about 8 grams and a tab of LSD at the same time. It was pretty intense the body load was too much for me to move really, I kinda just sat on a couch and enjoyed all the visuals while feeling waves through my body. I was back to normal the next day though.
>>695639869
This
>>695625119
I like you, not OP.
I really like you
>>695633260
the best method I found was to grind them up and load them into capsules, there is almost no nausea.
>>695630546
for me on acid it felt like a complete bless
could feel myself as everything
really hard to put it into words
everything made sense
>>695640193
I really like how it is legal too, that makes me feel a lot better about not having drugs in my possession, I am not looking to be a felon just for some LSD.
>>695633260
One night I ate an eighth on an empty stomach and then ate nothing for basically 24 hours and ate 7 grams that second night and oh my god the nausea was unreal. I felt like I was a rotting log in the woods rapidly decomposing like in a time lapse. Didn't throw up though and when it passed I felt incredible.
>>695641112
For now anyway. The reason I wasn't fucking with his trip RCs was I was on a stim binge and messing with his stim RCs. 2fma/2fa/4fa were the best shit ever until they made them illegal. Jump on that shit while you can.
>>695641322
Wait? 4-FA is illegal???
I have been using etizolam a little bit and stocking up just in case. I am keeping it to around 3mg about once a week though just to avoid getting addicted / withdraws.
>>695641620
That's what I thought anyway, might be wrong. Almost positive that 2fma is now though and that was what I took most of. Such a clean, useful nootropic that was. 2fa was a lot of fun too, pure euphoria.
hey OP are still here?
just reading threads about trips makes me feel trip anxiety again lol
>>695624146
Fucking love Patton Oswalt
>>695641811
Were you scared messing around with RC's? like they did not seem to risky to you?
>>695642402
Yeah that's why I stopped. I got lucky the first few times doing stuff that really didn't seem to have any downsides, just clean drugs that did what they were supposed to and even seemed better than the alternatives. Like I said I was using stimulants, and 2fma was much better at being adderall than adderall. Clean, no tweak, not even really much of a high, just focus and energy and the good feeling that comes with that. Then I had a few, I can't even remember the names, that were not so great. Started to feel like shit from all the uppers on top of all the regular partying (alcohol, tripping, occasional bit of molly) so I took some time to sober out and eventually felt mostly alright.
Once again though 2fma was primo, fuck anything else. These days I just stick to mushrooms, L, albeit far less epic doses than in my heyday, as well as dabs, weed and the occasional bit of M and even the even more occasional bit of deems. Hardly even drink anymore.
>>695639666
satanic trips claims true.
Guys,
LSD and SHROOMS are serious stuff.. don`t do it bcause you think it is going to be fun. it can mess you up if you don`t "understand" that you need to loosen up and follow the trip. (Elves if you wish)
They are wonderful substances if you manage to get the right dose and place to do it.
The scariest thing that hits most of the poeple is the fact that you will soon realize that people are afraid of life. You realize that inside of yourself and it is very disturbing. If you are near NATURE, thou, it gets pretty relaxing, bcause you know mother earth is there holding you, in life AND death. So it feels like it doesn`t matter much what you take from it, but rather what you accept from it.
With lsd I had this feeling that everything was in its right place. Like, all the evil in the world is correct as well as the good "side". It was just a matter of me understanding it.
These drugs can take you to wonderland - no kidding - and if you try to bail that voyage you migth go directly to hell my friend. If a high dose hits u hard, you can get unbalanced and outfocus really fast and easy. So you must first learn to CONTROL your mind.
Doing drugs in an apartment with friends you met like 6 months ago is a HUGE mistake. Seriously, you rlly need some DISCIPLINE to control the situation going on in your mind and body or you will end up like these guys
>>695624313
>>695624790
>>695626074
And for newcomers, what I can suggest is basically a really good physical exercise prior to the ingestion of the hallucinogen. During the trip follow the calmer path, don`t rush ANYTHING!
this is really important on high doses. By the way, if you are into meditation, this is a GREAT time to get into it! Meditate and do LSD is like looking through God`s eyes. Music is good. Silence is better. It all depends. You must say what is good and what is not. Remember this. You always know what you like
>>695628644
WATCH THIS:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQq_XmhBTgg
>>695640533
I'll be here
>>695623148
Were they wet or dry? That makes all the difference. How did no one ask at first...?
>>695643624
Yeah L makes you see patterns everywhere. It allows the brain's two halves communicate more freely, like when you were a child, and this makes you more suggestible, inquisitive and susceptible to awe. Sometimes the patterns are real and really profound, sometimes its just the drugs, most of the time the pattern is kind of there but it is far more mundane than it seems at the time because of the drug.
>>695643723
Not him but you definitely understand ego death. Like that wasn't how I'd describe it exactly, but it is clear to me that you experienced something very similar to what I did, albeit around others instead of in solitude. Fuck man, its like your consciousness rips itself apart from your identity and turns all of its critical energies and judgement inward. I felt like I had my very being ripped apart and made useless and worthless like a scrap of paper. It took me 3 weeks just to feel kind of mostly normal again.
As difficult an experience as it was though I don't regret it for a second. But yeah I don't recommend it to most people because most people, as much as they could use something like that, must go into that of their own volition. I don't think it would be fair to lead some kid into dosing too hard and experiencing that, it would cheapen the experience. Someone curious enough to fool around with those doses in an environment conducive to that sort of reflection is fair game.
this was good. good night psicodelic fellas
>>695645283
I grew up with the knowledge that I could control some of the finer points in my body and experience. That second wind kind of expression you might hear about, it seems to occur when something unfamiliar to me places itself within my experience. The shrooms mostly helped me realize that I was just constantly messing with my eyes and how lucky I was to have a comfort zone like I did. Like, how I would hold in farts using my abs or something, I realized I could do that kind of thing to my eyes and such, since my eyes are really fucked up and I've had some problrlems with Mexican women that love guns ( stay away from mexican women ). My most vivid example of this effect is running at max sprint realizing I'm getting tired and then pushing myself a bit more to break that barrier. I won a lot of races this way. Nowadays, I do the same but with working out. Not that I work out much, I lift 8lb bells for lengthy reps like once every three months, but when I start to get tired I manage my energies or whatever in a way that lets me keep pushing and pulling despite the pains I felt a second prior.
I'm going to shut up now. ;p
>>695643624
this guy knows
mushroom are no joke!
did one in Argentuna a shithole latin third world country and I tried to fight it since I was going complete crazy like beyond return, it was HELL I can't remember much
I was in a hotel alone my brother was out, I don't know how I managed to call him for help, he found me bleeding on the floor half naked with vomit all over my body, he though I was death at first, luckily he is a doctor and run away to a farm he gave me some alplaxolam and injected me haldoperidol, then he nursed me for a day until I go back to life, it took weeks to recover myself from that... years later my brother is still mad about the episode
>>695647351
>did one in Argentuna
mfw
>>695646967
ayyy
>>695646967
>ledge that I could control
How can you manipulate such a solid part of a building?
>>695647351
>arm he gave me
Is your brother's name Alphonse by any chance?
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>>695648343
butts!
um plants!
Guys, where do you get all this stuff? I want to try it too.
>>695649272
lrn 2 drknet
