Feels thread? Feels thread!
don't want to write about me at the moment because it already feels like my head explode but will try to help you and listen to your story
>>695565512
kek
never saw this before
>>695565222
bump
>>695566692
>>695566525
>or the other whales are affraid of the tracking device
>>695567066
:(
>>695567193
i've never been in such a situation even im not that fuckin autistic
op here
any idea to calm myself down?
Im literally running in circles
smoked a cig, take a deep breath
thinking about to get drunk again
22 y old virgin, broke up with second long distance gf after she came to my place for a few days and then confessed she did stuff with another guy.
before her another chick for 2 years, long distance, fucked a guy while being with me.
I can't talk to girls irl. I tried to, with one and she was this landwhale who wanted me to fuck her. I'd rather die lonely and a virgin than that, but it was nice knowing someone at least wanted me to fuck them.
I just generally suck. Going to go look for cuckold porn
>>695567513
listen m8y women in modern times are mostly sluts so if you are looking for a decent person you will probably fail its better to just stay alone you will avoid hurting yourself or you can just end the pain
>>695567513
22 y is not old
trust me
you can get someone
you have enough time left
>it was nice knowing someone at least wanted me to fuck
use this if you talk to other girls
think of that time to boost your self-confidence
and >>695567792
yeah there are mostly sluts but there is also this one girl
i don't want to lie
maybe you never find that girl
but try it at least
it's worth
or fuck a landwhale to get more confidence for some people it helped
>>695568118
>fuck a landwhale liberal feminist aids infested cunt
no thank you
>>695565788
I could really get behind this if it wasn't for the fucking 9fag watermark...
>>695568118
you know the possibility of me finding that one decent girl is very low in itself but then she probably would chose a chad over me
>>695567513
>>695568525
The first problem is that you're in long distance relationships. A person needs physical shit, slut or no slut.
>>695568810
i just really want to fuckin die man
>>695568370
think the same but as i say >for some people it helped
>>695568506
yeah but only have this
>>695568525
i know its cheesy as fuck but when i talk about this girl i mean that "she is the best and cutest and will only love you" kind of girl
i know a story
one of my friends found this girl
they have problems too but i think they are soulmates
>>695568810
true
>>695568880
thats not the end of the world even it looks like it
just try it and if you fail again and again you always can kill yourself
>>695569245
was the "girl" a virgin?
>>695565222
I dont post anything in these anymore, but once they were a great way to fwt things off my chest. So thank you guys.
>>695569444
nice trips
yes it's like a fairytale but true
>>695569561
>I dont post anything in these anymore
Whythat?
>>695569561
anything you want to talk about now?
thats the reason i do this now and then
>>695569585
it makes me realise how shit my life is
>>695569656
It just feels repitive for me, I feel like I cant say anymore. The people here may be the only reason I havent killed myself yet so I have to thank you. This place is truly the light in a world filled with darkness. I came here searching for the answers, but I found so much more. Thank you.
>>695569999
They do get repetitive, but it's because many of us have the same pain. We come together, share that pain, and try our damnedest to move on.
Also, check'd
alright anons, not your typical "had a pretty girl then she got ded" stories. Never been that great with girls honestly.
>be me
>17
>just finished HS
>2002, so 9/11 is still fresh in everyone's memory
>me and my marine PT buddies have all been waiting to enlist
>ship off to basic after summer
>knock PT scores out of the water and get the MOS I wanted (not paticularly hard to get though)
>0311, which is infantry rifleman
>not as cool as the title sounds but I loved it
>Finish MCT just as 2003 starts to come around the corner
>Shit is obviously heating up in Iraq and we're all hyped up to go
>ship off at beginning of march
>cont?
>>695569999
Well said and checked.
>>695569834
why?
just think about it
he is not the one you would say he is handsome
he was a little bit overweight and older than you
she is also not a girl i would fuck but for them theire the best person in the world
there is no reason you cant find the girl you love and wo will love you
>>695569999
quads now?! pls make another post
same here
don't know what to say either
also they can't help me even if they tried their best
>>695570317
yes
Good morning /b/, warm day, how are you all spending it? Any fellow music fags?
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1eSEv5feheR
-J
>>695570340
the sad reality nothing will help even if they give you meds it will just fuck your head the only way to cure depression is to change the humanity which is impossible
the thing is that even if i find a person that i love they probably won't love me because i'm a fuckin bastard
>>695570683
I listen to freen Memes
I always end up crying myself to sleep at the end of these :(
>>695571113
i stopped crying a long time ago
>>695571113
I just end up drunk
>>695570317
Please do
official soundtrack of the thread https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KYYVrBX4v0&ab_channel=thescuartator
Feels like I have forgotten how to cry. If anyone can make me cry, I'd appreciate it.
>>695570317
>>695570423
In my platoon, my best friend was the saw gunner in my squad, jared. He wasn't you typical obscene grunt, a nice guy who was obviously too smart to be enlisted.
>March 20th, we started firing missiles at baghdad and my division was sent through oil fields up into nasiriyah
>we would only lose 32 guys during the whole 6 days, but 32 is a lot when you know most of them.
>>695570690
did you try medication before?
i did
what did you do to say you're a bastard?
even if you are the love of your life is too
and you both help each other to get through this
i thought the same
i found this person
it was not the love of my life but she was the best friend i had ever wished for
and she was one of the fucked up people i ever saw
even worse than most people here
but it was ok because im the same
and so we helped each other
maybe you can find a girl like this
at least try it
>>695570683
wow that's nice
thank you
>>695571113
it's okay
it means you have feelings
always hold on this please
you dont want to feel nothing
>>695571349
me too
>>695571387
BRAVO
BRAVO
CLAP
CLAP
CLAPCLAPCLAP
AND ARIGATO TO YOU
>>695565788
So condescending and pretentious oh boy I feel better already
>>695565222
24/7 I feel like shit I try going out socializing more still come back home and feel like shit inside.
>>695571628
because im just insensitive or at least on the outside im an extremely jealous person i also can't forgive i just don't know why even when i say that i do inside me i just don't
>>695565222
I feel like I'm a terrible person failing in trying to be a good person. I feel like I'm going to inevitably become the same people my parents were, except worse, because I failed to become something else when they simply accepted who they were.
My life is slowly degenerating as I'm realizing how little I do to maintain it, and how shallow what few connections I have with other people are.
I just lie about who I am inside constantly, people think I'm happy and doing well, when I'm just a self hating hypocrite.
I would talk to others about it, but I feel like as soon as I did, I would lose the few people that might feel bad if I took my own life.
You stupid ass feels fags. Literally crying with complete strangers on the Internet. You people are completely useless. No wonder no one wants you and you got dumped like the trash that you are. Kill yourselves.
>>695572108
>>695572108
Yes, we know. This is why we cry. Now leave us to it.
>>695572108
Having and expressing feelings doesn't make you useless anon
I feel like you're projecting something
>>695572108
You dont get it, its the strangers that make us not feel useless. Maybe one day you'll understand when you've been on the site for more than a month. Sometimes we need to cry, its the only way we can survive.
>>695567364
you're going to be ok, anonbro. Listen to your favourite album, watch tv, message a friend, get drunk if you need to. I know how you feel too well.
>>695569999
YOUR WELCOME BRO
caps
>>695572362
Well said.
>>695572086
you shouldn't lie about who you are if you do you won't have any real friends if they won't like you for who you are then they obviously aren't your friends
>>695571553
me too
a long time ago this gets me
but not anymore
>>695571810
ok
>>695571821
socializing is not a thing for everyone
i feel like shit if i meet people
did you try anything else? hobby's?
>>695571947
know that feel
i can remember 80% what happen in my life
its a disease
inb4 no im not smart
and i always think of the times my friends or other peoplebetrayed me
i cant forget that
and also dont forgive
don't know how to change that either sorry
my best method is to drink but in the end it gets even worse
>>695572086
try to get professional help
you cant lose them
and maybe they can help you to find yourself
dont try to be another one
>>695572413
thank you
it help to try to help you guys
sorry for late answers im getting drunk right now and it gets harder to write
Must have pfp
not a porn dump
>>695572086
Every word of what you wrote = me
>>695571553
>>695572749
forgot pic
>>695567358
What the fuck? Why such a depressing comic for microsoft software?
>be me, 14 yo
>get bullied at school, no friends
>comes to the point where teachers give me pamphlets on suicide prevention
>idgaf.jpg
>decide to stop spending time with humans and focus on computers
>finish school, go study computer science, realize I'm among the best coders the school has ever seen because I didn't do anything else for the past years
>try and get friends, still fail most of the time because of absolutely no social experience
>recently heard that my friends think I'm gay because I never chase girls
>20 yo and never even spoken with a girl
>too afraid to go to the hookers because you still have to talk to them
>too afraid to visit a psych for meds because you have to talk to them
My current plan is still to never chase girls, but I want to OD on drugs within 10 years
>>695573414
>>695573414
Ride it out until you surpass the point where you feel emotions anon
Shit will be cash then, and maybe you can code an A.I. qt3.14 gf
This https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsUfwdTDLRo
>>695573414
At least try some small talk with strangers man you cant be scared your whole life not everybody wants to judge you give it a try man.
fucking sun
fucking summer
>>695573865
Why does everyone keep saying fuck summer? I see that a lot around here. Is summer a shit time for everyone?
Harden the fuck up you menatally weak inbred fuck. Stop complaining about how women are weak, look at yourself! You know that you are a pathetic worthless piece of shit, and you don't even love yourself, so why the fucking fuck a women would find you attractive. Listen up faggot, here's the harsh truth, try to better yourself and improve your weak ass, thus, you gonna have a shitload of chance to fuck women. Or remain weak turd and cry over how life is unfair and shit. Your choice, motherfucker.
>>695574082
summer is good with a gf or friends to travel with
>>695574082
summerfags. those dumbshits who only spend time here because they arent in school. normies. fucking hate em.
>>695573414
first try to find friends with the same interest
it's easier to talk about things you're familiar with
if you have a group of friends you will find a girl and at that point you can talk to girls too
if not you have friends with the same problem and maybe you can help each other
do small steps even if its a hello or thank you when you buy a coffee
or ask a neigbour something doesnt matter what
i did the same now i dont have problems at all to talk to stranger
>>695574082
i hope this is bait but whatever feed the troll
theire is a mythos that a lot of underage stupid kids go on 4chan in the summer
>>695574251
even you are a faggot you have some good points
FIRST love yourself
anyone got the greentext about the irish guy who comes to school and becomes friend with op ?
>>695574319
Oh. I was thinking maybe there are others who go through what I do over summer
>>695574489
that being?
>>695574761
I associate smells with feelings. So when the air smells like summer, my brain automatically freaks out and i go into some panicky depression because while 12-15, every summer my father would lock me in my room and starve me out and beat me and shit. He's in a mental hospital now but I'm forever ruined
>>695575186
well no thats not why people dont like summer
>>695575186
holy shit anon......... /feels/
>>695575546
cont. - sry dont know what else to say mate
>>695575546
And because I freak the fuck out, this is the second summer my two year and bf and I are "taking a break" so even if I get over father bullshit, I'll still subconsciously associate it with him leaving me
Time for work, folks. Hope you guys pull through/pull out of the despair soon.
thread music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=79&v=dwXmYzRVdfE
>>695575723
dang.....
>>695567364
Getting drunk usually helps me. Why would that be a problem?
>>695575803
>>695572931
I cried a little. Thank you.
op here >>695574397
im too fucking drunk now and don't answer you anymore
thank you all
wish you a good live
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MV_3Dpw-BRY
>>695576269
no problem /b/ro
>>695576252
i makes more problems
so this was the last
HOLY FUCKING SHIT I NEED A JOINT!
>>695576449
>>695573628
>Ride it out until you surpass the point where you feel emotions
I don't want to. I want to do drugs until I don't feel anything anymore
>>695574397
even the people at college who studied computer science thought my computer obsession was weird. And there were no girls to find out there
>>695571565
Continue fren
dumping some army feels
I've lost £500 that wasn't mine to lose and I can't find a fucking job anywhere in my town full of crackheads and benefits sponges to get it back.
For the past 2 months I've been just moping around waiting for something good to happen, and I've tried going out and finding work doing *anything* but there's just nothing in this pit of a town going
>>695576649
anon here because op is away
know that feel
theire are a few boards with "freaks" like you
i try to find them
is youre problem to talk with girls or o´people in general?
I honestly don't know what to do anymore
>Had girlfriend for 6 years
>She left me for someone she met online
>Lost house
>Lost job
>Had to sell car
>Took a few years to get over
>Lots of therapy
>Years pass
>Eventually get back on my feet
>New job
>New house
>New girlfriend
>Everything is perfect
>Yet I dream about her every other month
>I wake up sweating and crying my eyes out
>Girlfriend asks me what's wrong
>Just tell her it's a really bad nightmare
I want the dreams to end, I don't want to think about her, she left me in 2012, YEARS ago, why do I keep dreaming about her?!
>>695578261
>the dreams
thats it
you only think of the good times
"she" is only a thing you build up in your head
try to think of the bad times
i know its hard but maybe then you can forget her
>be me
>12
>first year of middle school (starts in 7th grade where I live for some reason)
>weighed about 75lbs soaking wet but tall
>hated myself, but nice to everyone
>got stepped all over by mexican thugs, just let them beat me up
>take photography as an elective
>get partnered with a girl who was gone the first week with no explanation
>whatever, just go on with my beta life
>second week of school
>she's there
>looked kinda depressed but very attractive
>"hi, I'm anon, I think we're partners"
>she looked up and smiled kind of a half smile, looked depressed about something
>"are you ok"
>yeah, I'm fine, anon
Cont
>>695578569
>>695578261
File no longer exists?
>>695577629
Oh fuck. I miss you jared. Sorry I didn't finish my story guys. I don't like to talk about it quite honestly
>i got pretty much a very good fucking life
>but this year i am smiling less n less and i have no idea why.
>not depressed yet but i feel like a plant
>just dont care anymore really
fuck me i want the good times back.
>>695573414
I've been there anon. I started to play videogames and made friends there. Then I met some of them irl and it was really awesome. Awkward at the beginning, but it really improves later. I even had two girlfriends and now I met my real soulmate... So if you want to try it may help.
>>695578569
That's just it, there were NO bad times
>Had house together
>Amazing jobs
>Shared all the same friends
>Sex was good
>Had date nights
>Never had any fights
It was literally perfect, I can't think of one bad thing besides her leaving.
>>695578897
Its ok bro
>>695579035
>She left me for someone she met online
>besides her leaving
if this is the only straw take it
sorry but maybe it was perfect for you but not for her
why did she leave you if all was perfect?
You guys should play Katawa Shoujo, altough I doubt anyone in this thread hasn't.
If you haven't try it, every time you want feel thread you can just play another route and if you want to become psychologically broken try to get all endings.
>>695577805
People in general, never tried talking to girls. Don't really want to if I'm honest.
I tried to improve myself by going to a bar every week or so. But I just sat there by myself quietly getting drunk. So I stopped going.
Recently moved overseas and have no friends anymore, I think that's why this has been hitting me harder lately
I cant escape my anxiety. I'm always constantly worrying about everything. I'm an alcoholic with 98 days sober but all I wanna do is start drinking on the reg again. I always worry my kids are gonna get hurt. I worry my fiancee is gonna get hurt. I worry my fiancee will cheat on me or leave me. I worry I will lose my house. I worry I will lose my job. I worry people are talking about me. I worry people are staring at me. I worry people are gonna kidnap my kids. I worry so much that I wanna jump off a building.
>>695579432
did you try that?
>do small steps even if its a hello or thank you when you buy a coffee
or ask a neigbour something doesnt matter what
i was like this too
going to a bar seem like a big step
for me it was when i work at a supermarket when i was 18
you had to talk to people and from day to day it gets better
>Don't really want to if I'm honest
i said that too because i was scared
it was a lie
but to be honest even if i can i do it rarely because i dont like people in general but if i have to i can do it
you have to learn it
their is no way out
>>695576346
RAGE. INSURMOUNTABLE.
>>695570683
Damn nigga that was good.
can you post more??
>>695579351
This is where it gets weird, and I promise to you I am not lying, because this is going to sound crazy
I woke up in the morning at around 7 AM, she was completely gone, car was still there and so were all her clothes, everything was still there but her, I started to panic but then I noticed her phone was gone, so I thought maybe she went for a walk? But her jacket was still there, I spent the entire day calling around to her friends and family and no one knew where she was, I had even called the police thinking that maybe she went for a walk and something happened? I don't know, I was so scared, well about 3 days later a friend of hers showed up and told me everything, she had met a guy online and left for the airport in the middle of the night, her reasons for leaving I could not believe
She left me because she hated that I never got mad at her or treated her badly, she hated that we had no drama in our relationship, she hated that I had no problem with any mistake she made and always forgave her.
>>695580545
ahh the good ol' "to nice for me" bullshit.
I been there bro.
I feel you.
I am learning from it.
>p.s. wtf is wrong with 4chan, the site is superfucking slow last hour
>>695580545
wew lad
>>695580545
the guy she left you for will probably use her and then leave her and she will possibly come back crying
>>695580934
>>p.s. wtf is wrong with 4chan, the site is superfucking slow last hour
too much summerfags and too much feels
>>695580545
sounds a bit like a drama queen
or maybe she wasnt happy with herself
she thought she doesnt deserve to be treated well
if so she is fucked up
any backstory? father problems?
>>695581090
think the same
you can do anything but NEVER let her back in your life
>>695581209
Very basic backstory, nice family, no father problems, grew up in a middle class family in a nice neighborhood, she was completely normal, didn't drink or do any partying or drugs, and was a virgin when I met her, she was just so amazing...to me at least
It's been years, she removed me and blocked me on everything, cut all ties to me, I don't think she will ever come crawling back, and even if she did I live a new life now, I could never take her back.
Just got here, so sorry if this has already been posted. But if you haven't read it yet, read it, and prepare for maximum feels.
>>695580545
>She left me because she hated that I never got mad at her or treated her badly, she hated that we had no drama in our relationship, she hated that I had no problem with any mistake she made and always forgave her.
She watched too much Greys Anatomy
Leaving in the middle of the night for an airport it's pretty shonda rimish
>>695581461
AT THE END THE DOLL DIES
AND THERE IS NO REVENGE
>IT ENDS BADLY
>>695581417
to be honest don't know what to say
im sorry /b/ro
i hope that you will forget her
maybe try to talk with your girlfriend
i know that she can get it wrong and think that you love her more than your (now)gf
how much does she know about your past?
>>695567364
hey kik me op. satanicallydubious.
maybe we can help each other out a bit?
Okay well i got nothing to loose trying my luck here..
Since my significant other went to the medics and got drugs, things went to fucked to rotten fucked.
How you help someone in depression? I feel like the person i knew is fucking gone, i feel like everything i try to help is shit and make things worse?
>>695576292
>>695576447
>>695582030
he is gone i think
>21 y/o
>been nolifing for 5 years
>can't talk with people
>wanted to leave from that shit
>Met a girl,who splitted up with her bf
>been doing everything for her
>fell in love
>realized she doesn't love me and wants me to be her friend
>Got drunk as hell
>been trying again for a long time
>Realized she still doesn't love me
>Yeap,guess who is in friendzone
>No reasons to live
>what new game you guys recommend ?
>>695582269
does she want your help?
just be there if so
sorry but the rest is on her
>>695581461
Oh fuck man...
>>695582269
>>695582030
>>695582310
kek im back
whast your problem /b/ro?
You know whats sad?
That when I'll kill myself none of you would know about it. No one will ever know who I was. No matter how many feels thread we went through together.
I love you guys, you will always be remembered.
>>695583320
you're right
but there is one person trust me
>>695582469
Caves of Qud, you can spend plenty of time nolifing it
>>695583191
this pic
this fucking pic right here
says it all.
lame ass society
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>>695582511
The thing is i don't even know if i'm what she needs anymore, I feel absolutly useless. we all change but unsure if she wouldn't try to protect me and hide it.
I just don't know anymore.
>>695565222
Anyone have the edit
>>695583506
is it online? can i make friends there?
>>695565222
test
>>695582469
Path of Exile
having a blast there
f2p
endless builds, the devs even dont know wtf they are creating sometimes
>>695583191
Guilty
>>695583834
just say if she need help you'll be there
this is what helped me
cant speak in general
there isn't much more you can do than hope the best
sorry but want to be honest
>>695572569
It is way, way more complicated than that you ugly twat (talking to the picture). Men are socially measured by their income, for one thing, which pushes them to place making money above a work-life balance.
>>695583851
dont crop it
>>695583864
no...
You could try DayZ. Also plenty nolifing capabilities and plenty of people looking for friends because playing by yourself is hard
>>695584419
Sure i get every story's unique, but still
can't stand being helpless, fucking useless to someone i truely care for .i'd rather be the guy she hates for the rest of her life but made her move forward. But the risk and this is a fucking stupid idea She will never get her time back nor any of us. time is fucking everything
i left the only person that was important to me and vice versa because i want to safe them from me
this was the only good thing i ever did
anyone know this?
>>695585577
no
>>695584752
Thanks anon
>>695584752
Thats edited, you see his name written onder the second pic plus the 3rd is blurry and messy around the edges dumbass
>>695580545
It's fine if you werent what she was looking for. It's fine that she was unsatisfied with someone who thought she was perfect and didnt call her on her shit, speaking as a guy I like girls who will challenge me and help me grow.
What's inexcusable is having her friend give you the deets on that. She was a coward, and what's more she made you afraid for her safety for three days. That's pathetic of her.
>>695585577
my ex-wife left me because she had HIV
she told me years later that that was the reason she kept pushing me away.
She wanted me to be happy with a new girl and get kids.
>mfw i wanted to be at her side, she knew i didnt care about the HIV.
>>695585367
now you have to be strong for both of you
i know it will be hard
maybe the hardest time in your life but i cant thank enough my friend who helped me to get through my depression
in the end it was the worst time of my life too but without him i wouldnt write you now
i own him my life and the time
i wish everyone a person like this if someone is depressed
please be this person
>>695586179
the question is how did she get AIDS?
>>695586179
if she is like me she really loved you please have this in mind
>>695586820
HIV is not the same as AIDS.
she confessed she been raped when smaller. but that was probably to long ago.
So second guess is her ex-husband.
You can have HIV for years before symptoms start showing.
I dont have it though, males are more resistant to the virus.
Also her virus was in such a low amount in her blood later on that is is really hard to infect someone, unless clear open wound-to open wound contact so her blood can come inside another person, then the risk is higher.
>>695587298
>ex-husband
fuckin degeneracy spreading like HIV in africa
>>695587292
I know she does, we both know we still love eachother very much and are both still important to eachother even though we dont really talk anymore or w/e.
it's cool, i just hope she will be happy in the future. But for us, we had our years and we are continuing our lives.
But we will always be there for the other.
But thx.
They didnt call my name. I'm feeling total shit.
>>695587806
>>695587684
no problem /b/ro
i hope the best for both of you
Where are my raisins?
>name:amber
>first gf
>be me
>8th grade graduation been talking to this girl I really liked
>she asked me do I like her
>I said yes (nervously)
>didn't talk to her until first day of freshman year
>sitting on bleachers
>hear someone calling my name
>see some girl with really short hair
>it's her
>skip to 1st period we sit together I keep thinking to myself does she remember what we said
>finds out she has a bf
>almost every other day I come into class she's quietly crying
>always comfort her
>one day she tells me they break up
>fuckyes.jpg
>become close friends
>end of freshman year we start dating
>skip ahead 3rd quarter sophomore year
>come to school gf is talking to my best friend
>best friend walked to me and says " bro she really needs to tell you something I'll leave you to alone"
>concerned.png
>she tells me she went the doctor and the found two lumps under her throat
>highly possible cancer
>I hold her tightly telling her that I will be ok "we" will fight this
>throughout the year I protect her
>I look for ways to help her with her cancer
>find out how much treatment is I get a job to help pay
>I'm riddled with anxiety and depression
>skip to end of sophomore year at her house (outside)
>I'm there to give her money for the treatment that she's getting soon
>before I pull it out she stops me
>she tells me that we can't be together no more that she only wants me as a friend
>I'm frozen my hearing goes out I can only hear my heart beat so fast
>she says "maybe one day we could rent a house with all our friends, do what do you say"? (Holds out arm for handshake)
>I turned and ran grinding my teeth crying
>ran for at least 2 miles stop fall on my back and lay on sidewalk
>have crippling depression
>see psychiatrist
>Still feel the pain 1 and a half years later
>>695565222
i'm a bad, antisocial, angry, suicidal, socially awkward, paranoid, hateful, sometimes hated, cringe worthy person
i don't really know what holds me back tbh
>>695587583
So easy to say something negative huh?
I wish you have been through all the shit she has, see if you are still the one to judge fast.
But you don't care, it is easier that way.
Don't put yourself in others shoes because holy fuck you might not like what you'll see.
Maybe it gets to personal, already having a hard time to like the way you are now, without other people's shit dragging you down.
Continue being in a state of numbness.
>>695588402
>i don't really know what holds me back tbh
the sweet taste of feeling so special
>>695588363
obvi, you worked your ass off instead of being there for her, what did you expect?
>>695588402
what do you like in your life?
>>695589073
my ex gf
>>695588909
he worked so she would live or she just lied to him about the cancer
>>695586038
Yet it's the truth
>>695589073
making music, art in general
also my mom cause she cares about me and suffers a bit because of me
>>695589244
nice answer
but be honest please
there have to be one thing you like and also can do
All my friends are having a great time traveling around the world, my birthday is next week, I don't think they'll come. I'm stuck in my apartment lurking on /B/.
I don't know how to life. I've self sabotaged about everything good in my life so far, and estranged myself from people that love me. Had a severe mental breakdown a few years ago, left me a homeless prostitute. I've somewhat recovered from it though, and currently in my first serious relationship. He's a great guy, loyal and loving. Takes care of me entirely. Says he's dreamed of having a gf like me, swears I'm his soulmate. He's a bit of a shut in gamer type. I play housewife and enjoy the comforts of all my first world luxuries. We drink often and smoke weed. I've been wanting to restore some old friendships and mend broken bridges. That and just get out more. I've only gone out a few times, every time I get home he's a sobbing mess. Blows up my phone, worries and misses me. Asks me to postpone my outings and planned social event. Won't ever want to come with me any where. We barely head out, and if we do it's late night 24hr type places.
I feel ungrateful for feeling negative about it. He loves me so much. I just can't be couped up like he's so content with. I feel chained to him in this house. I started smoking cigs again out of stress. There's no compromise in this relationship.
>>695588733
special cockflake
>>695589728
special cuckflake
i crave external validation
>>695589718
even though people will make fun of your picture it's still pretty accurate
except from that try to talk gently to your bf about making compromises
>>695590020
special ekalfkcuc
>>695588071
I've never seen it before. How recent was this?
>>695589635
did you try professional help before?
>antisocial
do small steps
> angry
why? really thing about why you are angry and try to avoid the things
>socially awkward
same as antisocial
>>695590336
are you fuckin blind you faggot
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>>695590502
that's a nice trick you got there boy
>>695589718
dont be with him only because you not want to hurt him
you will do it anyway but much more worse in the future
do it now
>>695590402
seeing a psychologist, doesn't help me
i was socially awkward and antisocial since little kid
angry about moneywhore, manipulative society, people, past experiences with assholes.
>>695579432
You're not trying hard enough. Be brave, just talk. If you make a fool out of yourself, doesn't matter. Talk, greet, smile.
If you think you're too far gone, I'd suggest getting into some kind of art. Paint, draw, play an instrument, animate, whatever. I personally find the process soothing and very satisfying.
Or get into sports, that helped me aswell. Just personal preferences here. Coding obviously doesn't do it for you. Find something and build your character through it. When you've gained confidence and think that you found your place in life, attempt the first advice again.
>>695565222
>be me
>orphan
>raised by alcoholic and abusive foster parents
>grow up abused and witnessing violence in family
>get diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder
>attempt suicide 2 times
>gets hospitalize and I have to take 5 different medication, nothing for anxiety
>i can't leave the house without having a full blown panic attack
>cry every night to sleep
>i caught first bf cheating on me
>second one beat me up then left me, it's been 2 years and I still cry thinking of him and I'm not recovered yet
>drop out of college
>get a little fat, no more qt twink
>come out as fag to mom
>she threatens to kick me out of the house
>nobody to love and take care of me
I consider suicide daily :(
>>695590502
hello summerfag
can you triforce?
Anyone else drinking? What do you have today?
I've got a cheap ass rose wine and some even worse vodka
>>695583851
Anyone got the edit where it's 4chan instead of 'her'?
>>695589370
No anon it was real
>>695591176
i saw this one, didn't saved it though
>>695591343
w-what kind of nigger magic is that?!
>>695590771
>since little kid
no reason behind it?
im like you
kind of
to be honest the only thing i can tell you is
maybe you find a soulmate
be strong
try to be the best you can and hope
my mom is the only reason im not dead right now
sorry if this isnt helpfull but if you want to talk in private ill be there
>>695571628
Different anon, but yeah man, I want to feel nothing. I've felt "love" before, fuck that. It broke me.
>>695590973
some whiskey
>>695590831
any hobbies?
>>695591762
trust me you dont want it
i think
>>695578619
Cont pls
>>695592122
Good whiskey? Or some cheap shit?
Anyone still here willing to listen my few words about my shit tier friends?
>>695591576
my dad was just like me, wasn't very happy and wasn't ready when i was born. as what my mom told me he took heroin a bit in the bathroom with friends.
Guys. In a little over 30 minutes I'm going to ask my crush out. I need something to open the conversation with (I want it to be smooth), any ideas?
>>695592369
>has friends
no.
friends are a waste of time.
>>695592369
Go for it man
>>695592493
hey nigger let me fuck you in the ass!" should suffice.
everytime i try to make friends at school people just ignore me or laugh at me beacuse i try too hard, it just comes naturally to me i cant help it.....
>>695592369
never trust friends mate
>>695592122
>any hobbies?
Lurking on /b/
>>695592080
>>695592369
If this doesn't reach post limit, sure. Fuck it.
>>695592493
The FitnessGram™ Pacer Test is a multistage aerobic capacity test that progressively gets more difficult as it continues.
tl;dr : fuck you
>>695592122
I do want to feel nothing, I rather feel numb, than how I feel now. Most of the nights I can't fall asleep, I need to be drunk to do so. Nothing seems fun anymore, can't even watch movies like I used to before.
Anyways cheers, Jack is my choice tonight.
>>695592493
Are you asking her out in person?
>>695592952
Yes, in person
>>695592493
Wanna see Suicide Squad?
>>695569404
Stay strong you anons if you still wish to live
otherwise, i'll see you on the otherside
>>695593031
start with: Hi
how are you?
im fine blabla great day
look i think i like you, wanna go out with me?
etc
GL bro
>>695593256
>>695592237
im fucking rich you faggot
i got 20 10/10 whores who would do anything to lick my hair
cheap whiskey? what the fuck i got the 10000$ from the jupiter with a little bit water from the niagara falls and a diamond glass
i dont have to walk either because your mom is more than willing to hold it to my mouth so i dont have to move an inch
yeah the cheapest you can get
>>695592460
sorry to hear that
i dont know what to say
i wish you the best luck in your life
>>695592710
there has to be one thing beside that
>>695592811
same
but that doesnt help
it gets worse
how long dou you live like that?
>>695592493
there isnt a general thing
what does she like?
what are her hobbies?
try to find a similarity
>>695593063
biopic of anon
>>695593031
Have you planned where you wanna take her?
>>695592493
You can go about it different ways. Either go for the serious or less serious approach.
If you want to be serious then say you have something important to tell her. Look in her eyes as you say it, make sure you look with conviction. Tell her you'd love to go out with her somewhere, just the two of you.
If you want less serious then just ask her out. Blurt it if you need to
>>695593275
fuck... i was just thinking that....
>>695593311
thanks its not that bad, i wasn't grown up enough to remember it from my eyes.
i got a c hepatite from him doe
>>695593311
10/10 made me laugh with the whiskey shit.
But cheap shit is normally the best way to go. It does the job in exactly the same way. Who cares about taste when you just want an escape, right?
>>695593274
something along the lines of that
>>695593311
we both play guitar
>>695593447
oshit, any ideas?
>>695593465
on what occasion would it be serious/non-serious?
>>695593686
>10000$ whiskey with water in it
only pure 100% alcohol
>>695593311
>>695592811
Girl I thought I loved left me more than 2 months ago. At start it wasn't that bad. But for last couple of weeks, I can't get her out of my mind, every little thing reminds me of her. I try to keep myself busy, but at the end of the night, no matter how much I'm exhausted if something reminds me of her, I'll lay in bed and won't sleep. Fuck feeling like this. She's with a Chad now. I want to forget her. But I dunno how. Haven't spoke with her. I thought that by not communicating with her it will be easier to forget her..
>>695565222
Fine. I moved a thousand miles away from home to escape myself. Now I see that won't happen.
>>695593845
It depends on the gril and you really. How serious do you want it to be? Do you see her as a long term partner? If so then I'd say a more serious approach to her would be better. Although it does depends entirely on your situation
>>695594111
trups
>>695593952
Nigga I go for the 110% alcohol. I want it to create alcohol as i drink it
>>695592638
>>695592511
>>695592509
I still believe that some might be worth it, but I am having some trust problems lately.
Ok, let's go, I am a bit drunk so not everything might make sense and I might forget to tell everything.
Lately I've started to notice that I am getting excluded more and more from nearly everything. It has started few months ago and since then I've been told about less and less shit they have attended.
Festivals, parties etc. No one told me about anything, like I didn't exist or something.
Whenever I try to organise something, they always have something else to do and two hours later I can either see them playing someshit on steam or that they're out (not a word again).
And then the shit with the fucking Steam sales. They said they didn't want to buy Torch-fucking-light 2 to play coz they wanted Terraria. They fucking knew my PC for some reason refuses to run Terraria but they have played it. And fucking now? Fucks playin' Path of Exile. The very same Path of Exile I told them about two weeks ago and they said they don't wanna play Hackn'Slash.
But wait, when they need help, guess who's fucking here? ANON. Fucking Anon will help us, fuckers. He'll help us. But then he can go fuck himself.
I am sorry, this is just a little bit rambling as it gets harder to type.
>>695594346
>>695594459
They might not be very good friends. Or you might be a sperglord. I can't really say anything without knowing more
>>695593578
okay
please stay strong
by the way can you show me any of your art?
doesnt matter what im really interested
>>695593686
tried to bring a little kek in this thread
yeah true
why do you drink?
>>695593845
any concert?
who does she like? band?
ask to go together
>>695594111
nice trips
you only think about the good times right?
cant speak in genereal but for the most people it helped to get another girl in your life
or always think bad of her so you dont want her back if this is the case
>>695594459
never talk to them immidatly
you dont deserve this
some story of me for your kek
> me at "friends" house
> a few other people
> only know one of them
> drink beer
> They're all talking
> i say something no one listen
> play most of the time on smartphone
later
> hear them talking a few meter away
> "he is realy weird"
> feelsbadman.jpg
> say i go home because i have to do things
> no one reacts
> drink alone at home
today
> ask my "friend" what they do at night (after i went home)
> "drank some beer with friends, you should have come too"
> im nothing
got more if want
You guys should quit alcohol and do weed instead. Its better for you.
>>695594459
told you mate
friends are shit, you can sympathize but trusting too much is dangerous i tell you
>>695593845
Cinema, if you know what kind of movies she likes.
Guitar? IDK, a concert? lol
>>695566525
Fuck this life... Feels man...
Im feeling nothing... Im just empty... I cry myself every night because of that idk what to do... Im just dead inside
>>695594741
https://soundcloud.com/aerugo
music that i made
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCCOcdFlAl6T7TAeeUBTlUJw
ytchannel, ytps and shit
>>695593845
Well, you can always take her out to some cafe. It's not fancy, but all you should care is some 1 on 1 time with her, so you can get to know each other better. If you're thinking about taking her to some movie, better don't do it, unless there's really a movie she wants to see. Because during movie you both won't talk, and that's not what you want, trust me.
But anyways, dress and smell nice. And start off with casual, Hi, how are you? If you're not autistic like me, it should be easy to keep the conversation going. Don't start with the question you want, ease her into it. Crack a joke, make her laugh. You'll see yourself when the time will present itself for the question.
>>695573381
Still following this thread
>>695592493
What are you going to ask her out to?
>>695594990
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>Be me
>Still in school
>Everyone talks to me
>They want me to go to their parties
>People come talk with me about anything
Oh anon I just don't know what to do with my BF anymore.
>Everything is great
>There's this cute girl I like
>We talk a lot
>School is wrapping up
>Everyone is saying goodbye
>She tells me she likes this guy with almost the same name as me.
>My name is not a very common one
>She tells me she likes him
>Never showed me proof of the guy's existence
>Some of her friends tell me if I like her
>Deny.jpg
>I'll never see her again.
>>695594979
dumbass usually it's both dinner and a movie
>>695594741
You brought the kek nigga. I drink to escape the shitty life i've made for myself. You?
>>695594697
These two fucks aren't (as I see it) very good friends, but besides them I still (I hope I do) have at least couple more I can call friends
>>695594753
I am starting to think the same thing, mate
>>695595334
thought that since pretty much forever
chekcem
>>695594741
>>695594111
First time I get trips. Thanks.
Yeah, pretty much good. I never really had bad times with her. I'm not that good looking to get another girl, but I'm working on it. And if I had a chance to get her back, 9/10 times I would do it, so that's not really the case. But I want to get over her, it's killing me inside. I don't know how. Last year of uni will start soon, I'm not sure I'll be able to see her with Chad. What do you think, if she starts a conversation with me, should I respond? And in uni, avoid her?
>>695594935
Not the anon you replied to but weird music man. Good though. Not exactly my thing. I like to made orchestral stuff myself. But i can appreciate the weird glitchy stuff you do. Keep it up
>>695594459
listen man idk the whole story but lemme tell you this example
I sometimes go out with a girl from work, she always invites the fat fuck from work to because she feels sad for him.
"he is really nice, i want him to have a gf, etc etc"
Yeah he is nice, i admit, he is a great guy.
Reason why i dont want him to come is: he needs to be entertained. The fuck can't start a party, me and the girl have to start it. every.single.time.
And he is to shy 35 kissless virgin so he don't talk to girls or other pple so he is basically a ball n chain the whole night.
Moral of the story;
nobody likes a person that drains your energy.
Dunno if you are like that OP, but think about it.
if not, fuck those pple go find good friends.