Feels thread? What's her name Anon?
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Feels thread?
What's her name Anon?
>>695383405
>>695383405
"She" has been long gone. The name remains, but it doesn't matter anymore...not after seven years.
>>695384682
>>695384723
Dreams are all I got left. I don't leave the house much save for work, religious service, and shopping. There's nothing the outside world can offer me anymore.
>>695385154
same
>>695384682
Been depressed since I was 15 since then I've forced myself into lucid dreams to be happy
Only then is life perfect.
I really miss my ex but he probably in love someone else right now
;_;
>>695386642
Best you can do is pray she has someone who loves her as much as you do.
>>695387107
http://view-comic.com/the-goon-once-upon-a-hard-time-03-of-04-2015/
>>695387231
thanks.
>>695387384
I highly recommend the whole comic series if you have time to read.
>>695383405
>that image
Damn OP. This is real sensitive for me right now.
>meet amazing girl when I was 14
>she approached me
>we have a good time and "date"
>stop talking to her for whatever retarded reason I had at the time
>2 days ago she walks back into my life married happy and with child
>she goes on to tell me I was her first love and she waited for years for me to come back
>tells me how much her family liked me back then
Yeah.
Fuck that. High school romances were shit. So much work and and time to work from nervous hand-jobs to toothy bj's. And so much hormones. Jealous over every little stupid thing. Wait 'til college when your body has figured itself out and girls want to fuck as badly as you do.
Her name is Daisy...
She wants nothing to do with me anymore. Cut me out of her life entirely...but I still can't seem to let go of her. I'm still madly in love with her, and I know she's moved on already. All I can do is hope she's happy...
>>695387031
fuck. i began to cry....
>>695383405
feels eel
>>695387031
Fuck man, that's rough.
Death.
>>695387031
>>695388186
Jesus Christ, holding back tears man
>>695383405
Depressed over 5 years,got social anxiety.
Literally no friends,kissless virgin.
Keeping myself alive with vidya and weed.Will end this soon hopefully.
All of you ready for a feels trip? Here you go. Story of Ella.
Anyone got the pic of the guy with all the good comments and the one bad one sticks with him
Someday I will tell my story. It's just not as interesting as most. Long distance only works for so long before communication breaks down.
At least I know the joys of being intimate with a woman...right?
Right?
>>695383405
Ellie.
She's long gone by now, and I'd like to think I'm getting over it.
every day is feeling more of a chore rather than life
someone please help me...
>>695383405
Adelaide, how could I forget that name. I loved her from the first year of middle school and still did after high school... A year passed and I hit her up asking to hang out. She says yes, we get great chemistry and she can talk to me about anything... One day at her place we are watching a movie and I ask "What kind of guys do you like?"
She says"The ones I can talk to, in shape or not I don't give a fuck plus they have yo be nice and caring".
I think hell yeah boy.
Months of thinking how I could tell her I love her pass and when I ask she says "you're just a friend".
I go home. Then 2-3 days later of not hearing from each other (we used to meet up every day)
I go to the disco to have some fun with the few friends I have. I'm doing my thing and I see her making out with your typical buff douchebg.
I go home. I cry myself to sleep.
And today I am writing this, man yesterday seeing her making out with the guy killed me. Now I am dead on the inside.
>>695390371
Tldr I am ultimate beta and should kill myself.
>>695383405
her name was anouk
i miss her so damn much
>>695388186
right in the feel
Her name is Anni. I only know her from the internet and we plan to meet in some time. Im not really in love with her but i feel really good with her voice or personality or whatever you might call it around. Im going to fuck it up anyways as soon as we meet like the pathetic little fuck i am so no hopes for me to be happy and connect to her. yeah
>>695389367
Fuck it...I need to do this...bear with me; I'm writing this as I go.
>Spend most of my time after high school lurking on an internet forum (some things never change)
>Community has almost everything you can find here...just without the explicit content
>Even a permanent feels thread
>Been missing them lately
>Wonder how the woman from California with Dissociative Disorder is holding up
>Anyway...
>Come to late 2004
>Start talking to a woman in the forum's irc room
>We hit it off well enough to keep talking for weeks
>Kissless virgin at this point, completely ignored by the fairer sex
>I live in PA, she's in college in MI
>The Upper Peninsula of MI
>Still don't get that choice
>Wanted to be as far from her parents as possible?
>Seriously, why else would a black girl from Chicago go to the UP?
>Social progress is 40 years behind the rest of the country
>Anyway...
>Conversations continue to get more serious into 2005
>Poorfag all my life; would spend hours at the library hoping for a message from her when we couldn't pay the internet bill
>Love blossoms
>She cams herself masturbating for my 21st birthday
>takemeimyours.mov
>I finally found her
>Not because of the cam
>Because of her
>>695389165
This one gets me every time
>>695391674
Take your time.ets just hope you get it out before 404
>>695391674
>Months pass
>Nov. 2005
>Home life is rocky
>Mom's planning on divorce after my sister graduates in June
>I got let go from another temp job
>Still have ~$450 in the bank
>She asks if I can come up to her after Thanksgiving
>My Angel has sent for me
>My heart explodes with joy
>"Mom, can I take the car and go?"
>Mom agrees
>Leave grandma's place (where we stayed for Thanksgiving) at 6am with a ten hour drive ahead of me
>Her face is burned into my brain
>Neither of us are attractive compared to the social standard
>Doesn't matter
>She's my goddess
>>695391674
Continue m8
>>695392177
>>695392514
Gonna try to post in smaller chunks to keep the thread bumped.
>>695388186
Oh my goD
>>695392502
>Arrive outside her apartment late in the afternoon
>Nervous as fuck
>I already know what's about to happen
>She wants my D
>My Angel comes out to the car to show me where I can park
>I almost weep in her presence
>We park and go inside
>She's a lousy cook, but did a passible lasagna for dinner
>Dinner is delayed on account of sex
>I'm awkward
>She doesn't care
>Turns into the happiest week of my life
> meagan
Skye
>childhood friends
>blossoms into romance around 14
>continues until we're both nearly 17
>she moves to the other side of the world with her parents
>keep in touch with myspace/msn then eventually facebook
>we keep it up for around 6 months
>begins to fade
>she gets into relationships
>so do i
>we talk less and less
>she's pretty much gone now
shit chokes me up to this day
what if man, what if
>>695393010
>Flash ahead to Sep. 2006
>Relationship is strong
>Talk online and over the phone daily for hours
>Other things in my life...not so stable
>I'm living with grandma in OH prepping for the divorce
>No way in hell am I living with my father
>Intended divorce never happens
>Mom gets sick after chaperoning the trip our high school band took to play in a Disney parade
>Gallstones and pancreatitis
>ohfuck.jpeg
>Doctors cannot/will not fix
>Mom dies from complications
>Fucking blood clot in her leg
>Breaks off to her lung
>Pulmonary Embolism
>I'm broken but unable to truly feel it
>My Angel sends for me again
>Have no money
>She mails me a package with enough cash to get me there
>I pack up everything I own, say goodbye, and go
>She was graduating at the end of that fall semester
>We planned on getting a place together and starting the life we both wanted
>Didn't work out quite right...
>>695388186
Fucking...
>>695387595
This hit too close to home.
>>695393752
Damn I wish this story had a happy ending
Not sure if you're done or not
>>695388186
fuck...
I remember 2 feels stories that really stood up in my mind. One was about a lolita and the other about a guy drawing butterflies for a girl which later died (the lolita one also). Can anyone upload them, I would be really thankful.
>>695394133
There are no happy endings on this feel train.
>>695393752
>Turns out we're both depressed with horrible self esteem
>All my issues I passed off as me just being a bitch at the time
>Next three months are not bad
>I didn't take advantage of her willingly offered body nearly often enough in retrospect
>What do you expect?
>My mother just died!
>The money she had set aside slowly drains
>No work/internships for her up there (business major)
>Her graduation comes
>We have to part ways
>Sobbingly ask my grandma if I can come back
>She agrees
>Spend the last two days in her cramped college apartment...with her parents.
>One of the hardest moments of my life was that goodbye...
Cont...
>>695394277
I know the Lolita one you're talking about. It's the feels everytime
>>695385154
This is my life too.
>>695387031
Sitting here on my days off from work, just got up an hour ago. I remember thinking "what am I going to do today?" and then I see my computer screen and think "oh, right. Nothing."
>>695383405
>be me
>be 19ish
>in class
>new girl
>she is 10/10
>still awkward and nervous, beta fag
>end up talking to her for a while
>dont talk much for a year or so
>find out girl liked me
>suicide.png
>have liked her since i met her
>cant stop thinking about her
>dated one of her friends for whatever reason
>we broke up
>start talking to girl again
>she makes it pretty obvious she doesnt like me
>has no clue how much i love her
mfw i missed out on the most perfect girl i'll ever meet
(pic kinda related, reminds me of her, girls name is danielle panabaker)
http://www.strawpoll.me/10780850
Would you let your daughter date him?
>>695394319
>We spend the next couple years back to long distance
>She's got a shitty tech support job with a 4 hour daily commute
>Recession has hit and I have minimal job skills
>Also have crippling anxiety, but I don't know that yet
>I listen to her litany of pain as she takes the train home every day
>Job sucks
>Mother sucks worse
>She's making almost $50k a year but her mother is manipulating her to stay home
>I'm still young and try to "fix" her problems
>ifiknewthenwhatiknownow.gif
>We get frustrated and fight occasionally but both still love each other deeply
>Eventually, she's taking online classes again to get her MBA and I'm getting some job training
>Note: I screwed up the training by going through the program too fast
>Employers want experience, not just knowledge
>I struggle to keep a phone on so we can talk
>Still have almost no money; program has "free" room and board
>Finally get to see her again Memorial Day weekend 2008
>I almost break down and cry again when my sister and I pick her up from the bus stop in Cleveland
>My Angel has returned, even if it's a short return!
>Magical weekend
>But, like everything in life, the weekend came to an end
One more post, I think, to finish the story
>15 and in high school
>decide to go smoke a joint with one of my friends
>she says her boyfriend and his friend are coming along
>we all sit around a fire and smoke
>friend goes off with her boyfriend (probably to fuck)
>me and her boyfriends friend start chilling and talking
>says he's seen me around in school for a while and always thought I was cute
>know he's the kind of guy who fucks around with girls so I tell him I'm not interested
>after a few weeks we keep hanging out and he keeps telling me how much he likes me
>his friends even tell me he stopped talking to girls, and they've never seen him like a girl this much
>decide to give him a chance
>he was the perfect boyfriend, we hung out daily, always on the phone, he constantly told me how much he loved me etc
>then he almost cheats on me with my friend
>he breaks down crying when I told him it's over
>he was hysterical crying for about six hours according to his friends who asked that I try to calm him down
>go over and see him, he gives me an apology letter
>after a while I give him another chance
>things go back to normal soon, back to the perfect relationship
>at this point I was six feet deep in feelings for him
>my feelings grew while his faded
>starts calling me less
>I can feel him losing interest
>my eyes were always on him, his eyes were on other girls
>he calls me one day and breaks it off
>says that he lost feelings and that it's not my fault
>I've never felt so empty
>took me literally four years to get over him, it sucked
>still can see his smile and hear his laugh
>feelsbadman
>>695395245
Please don't let this end in literal medical fucking cancer, not sure I can take much more of people dying from sickness. Or car crashes. Fuck.
Continue though.
>be me
>freshly graduated from hs be 18
>already fallen out with most my friends
>Invite one of the few friend sI still talk to over to chill
>things awkwardly lead to me and her making out and messing around the rest of the time
>next day go over to her house she's distant
>her last couple of relationships were really bad
Cont?
I'm a heartbreaker not malicious just suck at relationships. Just broke up with gf 2weeks ago , feel like an asshole. Who's drinking what?
>>695395535
If you want to continue, continue. It's a feels thread.
>>695395605
I wish I was drinking something besides water, shit.
>>695383405
No. NO.
Teenage love is fucking terrible. I went through all that, and it's the reason I'm fucked up now. Fucking like rabbits is fun but since most teenagers are retarded (including myself) condoms are a rarity and nothing says teenage love like a pregnant 15 year old.
>I had to experience my gf miscarrying when I was 14
That shit will fuck you up if you're not ready.
>>695395676
I'd have to agree, probably around 19-25 is the best time for "love" if anything. Sucks to see you went through that.
>Select all images with flowers
Now this captcha is just fucking with me.
>>695395447
No, my Angel is, as far as I know, still alive and well.
>>695395245
>Time goes by
>I become distant for some reason
>Not sure what happened
>I still love her immensely
>It's just the demands of life outside of her phone calls has me distracted
>Our bond gets weaker and weaker
>Her life is still shitty, even after leaving that tech support job
>Keeps telling me about inexpensive condos in Chicago but is not willing to break free of her mother
>I've moved on to another step of the program that continues to provide room and board while I attend community college
>Working hard
>Plan to transfer to Loyola fall 2009 to be close to her...forever
>Got the grades
>Got the acceptance letter
>Got the relationship to go nuclear
>Jan. 2009 she gets pneumonia AND her grandfather and favorite uncle die...all within a month
>She's completely rekt
>Nothing I can do
>Not even a hug
>Bitterness grows
>Resentment rears it's ugly head
>My life crumbles
>We finally break up for good in June
>Seven years later, I can still hear the voice of my Angel...her touch, her smell, her everything.
>It doesn't get easier with time
I could go on with my life, but that's a completely separate set of feels. Maybe after work late tonight I'll post more about my adventures of feeling worthless and finding myself homeless...twice.
>be me
>be 15ish
>be friends with one of the most beautiful girls in school because we do the same sport
>deeply in love, but too beta to do anything about it
>one day she fucks up bad in a competition
>invite her to eat some ice to get her into a better mood
>she happily agrees
>decide to meet next day after school at a certain point
>be there
>be waiting 3 hours
>she never came
>see her again 2 days later
>she doesn't mention it
>me doesn't mention it
>relationship was never the same again
>>695396427
>doesn't communicate like a regular person
>is an aspie faggot that let something great slip through his fingers
>>695396140
Screenshotted and will be compiling into one image later.
It does not get easier with time, despite everyone who says that fucking crapload of bullshit.
>>695396573
Was just an attempt to write it in a way that even you would understand.
>>695396728
My story is not worth of being saved.
>>695389486
Fuck...I cried.
>>695394277
Elisa, we all dream of someone like her. It breaks my heart everytime.
>beta fag
>find girl who is everything ive ever wanted and she fills that void inside of me
>we talk for a couple months and im so happy and so is she
>the spark fades
>que my desperate attempt to rekindle it
>she doesnt answer my texts anymore
>was so into her that i forgot about my other friends
>she leaves, i dont have any friends left, im all alone and it kills me
>back to being empty and alone again
>>695396642
This isn't even worth saving, this guy was a dumbfuck for going back to her like 3 times, the fuck
>>695396866
It's worth being saved to me and that's what counts. Even if I never share it again. Godspeed /b/rother.
>>695383405
alyssa. we were happy together. then that fucking fire had to happen. she was so happy the last time i saw her. i didn't even get to say goodbye.
>>695395535
>we talk things through and start to date
>everything was great for while
>literal most stable relationship I've ever had
>fast forward 4-5 months her parents having a rough patch
>she asks me to move in with her, and her mom and sister to help pay bill
>agree against parents advice
>things are still going great money is pretty tough sometimes but still good
>maybe 2 months after I'm renting a house with them
>she becomes more distant would rather hang out with friends all the time, never just me and her
>I stop going to spend breaks with her
>she starts talking about this guy she met at work
>I start to get jealous, but trust her as much as I did before and don't question it
>we start arguing over anything and everything I can fell the distance growing
>she and my mom get into an argument I get thrown in the middle, can't chose a side
>she starts accusing me of flirting with her best friend
>we get into a huge fight one night I she says going to her best friends house I start to drive to my parents
>I immediately regret leaving and try to call her over and over again. she turns off her phone
>next day find out she didn't go to her friend's house she went to that guy from works house
>freak out, finally get her to come talk to me before she goes to work, says she didn't do anything with him, will continue to give us a try
>things stay awful and distant for a while
> I try the hardest I can to change and make things work.
>the lease on the house is up I move back in with my parents, her parent's are back together so she moves in with them
>eventually all the hardwork pays off and we are inseparable again
>a few weeks later she tells me that night we had the huge fight she got high and fucked that guy
>she says she's pregnant and doesn't know if me or him is the dad
>I have a breakdown in her car while I'm talking to her on her break
> after she gets off work she guilt's me into letting her come to the mall with me and some of my friends
cont
>>695397486
ohboyherewego.jpg
>>695395259
Fucking this...
>>695397365
>implying people can't be forgiven
dude had balls to give it a chance. backfired on him, but that's why I hang out in feel threads, for sad endings.
>Multiple correct solutions required, please solve more
Fuck you captcha
>>695397809
It's either have the balls to end it to have the balls to forgive it, I suppose.
>>695397104
Thanks alot m8!
>>695389165
TLDR
>>695397916
>implying jesus didn't kill the stars
>>695398232
tl;dr read the damn picture, feels threads are not for tl;drs
>>695398298
lol
This one gets me every time I look at it
>>695387031
Fucking women. I haven't met a single one who didn't act purely out of selfish desire.
>>695383460
Fuck man. Thats deep
>>695397486
>the entire time she's trying to hold my hand rub my back, while I'm trying not to have an anxiety attack just being near her
>I break up with her, we talk for maybe two more weeks
>she got tired of me not being sure if I'd get back together with her or not told me she was done with me altogether
>goes to my parents house to drop off/pick up some things
>starts telling them lies that I was physically and mentally abusive
>then makes a fb post saying the same thing except adding that I left her because she was pregnant
>try messaging her to see If she will let me at least get a paternity test on the baby with no response but being blocked
>months past and the baby is born on my birthday
>Haven't really dated anybody since still no clue about the baby, mutal friends say it looks nothing like me tho
>>695388186
Wow
>when i was 8 my parents divorced
>mom was addicted to drugs and dad had enough of it
>i see her on weekends for a couple years
>she doesnt stop her drug use
>about a year ago i stop seeing her cause its toxic
>she tries to manipulate constantly
>destructive habits not only mentally but physically
>but its clear she has a soft spot for me and loves me dearly
>i get a text from her every day
>"love you! come visit sometime!"
>week ago dad comes into room
>"anon, mom commited suicide"
>i could have saved her
>bothers me to this day
>>695396430
Omg been searching that for ages...you're my personal hero of the day anon!
>Be Me, 15
>Meet senior girl, hot, 17
>She has a boyfriend
>Her and I hook up behind his back
>We fuck like rabbits
>We gonna date
>He finds out
>She's emotionally destroyed
>She leaves me for some 22 year old drug dealer
>All she does is sleep over his house now and get drunk
>She texts me about how she misses me
Bitch you cheated on your previous bf to cheat on me, now you gonna cheat on him?
>Only use her to buy alcohol for me n my friends now
>Pic Related
>>695399321
Wow she's going to look like shit in a few years hanging out with druggies, fuck. Hope things get better for you.
>>695398631
>got high and fucked him
Fuck that bitch... I'm glad you got away. If she had the capacity to do it once, it definitely would have happened again. I'm glad she's saddled with some douche bags kid.
Still hurts though anon...
>>695383405
Alicia
>>695395645
I'll take a toast for you cheers m8 *clink*
>>695399188
heres the truth about love
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNy5umFAnDo
>>695399587
*clink*
Reaching the bottom of the bucket on images guys, will be leaving soon.
>>695397104
Bro, i cried almost for 2 hours the first time i read that story
>>695399321
Cheaters will be cheaters, anon. Consider it a lesson learned.
>>695399752
Images don't matter. Stick around.
'Tis always better to drink with others than alone.
>>695399524
Yeah, she's the type that 'loves love'
Her boyfriend always has friends over, one of them is an actual sex offender.. He is on trial for sending a freshman girl lewd pictures, he was a teacher's aide, and he's like 23 lmao
>>695399754
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghyamhuKpd8
>>695385154
>[Post a Reply]
same, bro
>>695399754
Same, I just read it last night, had to shut my door I was crying so hard. Fuck...
>>695399727
Thanks for that.
>>695399899
Fair enough.
>>695400114
>>695399752
Take it easy man
>>695400157
>>695400189
>>695400215
>>695383405
>mfw i did all that at 15, im 19 now and were getting married next month
>>695400101
it doesnt really help much does it? this might though.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jltM5qYn25w
>>695400254
Just came back home from work experience in my local hospital, where a young girl i was for, just died from cancer. She wasn't in pain at the time but still feels bad man
>>695400290
I got engaged at 19, broke up at 24. Thought I had the best love on the planet, but I was wrong.
Good luck. People don't joke around when they say you should really think about marriage before going for it.
>>695389165
Worth so fucking much
>>695400087
Gotta go to work eventually...if I still have a job. I'm pretty sure I do but when you snap at a kid while depressed Sunday (who didn't deserve it...just wanted to be left alone) and the manager sends you home for "shitty attitude" when you legitimately didn't hear him ask you some questions...
I know the owner doesn't throw people away lightly but fear and this episode are a motherfucker.
>>695400412
Aw man. Fuck cancer goddamnit.
>>695398362
Do you actually know the meaning of it or you just came from 9geddit
>>695400412
*caring for
>>695400505
Weve thought and planned for years now, were more in love then ever. Itll work out i know it.
>>695396124
good one, never seen this before
Anyone want a story of my crackhead ex?
I want the greentext of the guy who goes to a party with his gf, loses her and then finds her sucking a dude off in a room. He goes in and is too beta to even stop her. The guy getting head pulls his phone out and films it. Heartbreaking shit, but such a good wank.
>>695383405
so many goddamn feels
>>695400412
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5uyq0aMRw0
>>695383405
>Feels thread
>About women
haha, kys you pathetic faggot
>>695383405
Carly
She was beautiful, sexy and the right amount of kink for me.
She's now married to some hippie vegan faggot
>>695401493
u mad fatty?
>>695401729
get something better to do
>>695400748
Fucking got me. RIP Frank.
>>695401229
Go for it..
>>695387031
She did that just to fuck with him. She didn't have to tell him about the daughter. I would punch that bitch in the face if I knew who she was.
>>695400727
Triggered
I used to think i couldn't go a day without it.
Without telling you about it.
Then, that day arrived and it was so damn hard but the next was harder. And i know with a sinking feeling it was going to get worse and i wasn't going to be okay for a very long time.
Because being triggered was an occasion or event. It doesnt just happen once. It happens over and over and over again. I get triggered when i cant go up stairs, whenever that one body-shaming song plays on the radio, or when i find a t shirt i use to fit into at the bottom of a laundry pile.
I get triggered every time i think of cisgendered people kissing, or holding each other. I go to bed at night and when the bedframe snaps im triggered and when i get up in the middle of the night for a snack and cant get to the kitchen i get triggered all over again.
>>695401813
haha cuck!
That hippie piece of shit is banging her right now.
>>695389165
I never could read this I'm always on my phone anyone got a better way of reading it? >>695389325
>>695393188
Message her you fuck.
>>695400309
Damn that pretty much hits my last relationship spot on
ATM it's Diana
Angelica but she turned into a who're.
>>695402923
She turned into a who are?
Sophie.
>>695383460
as if
>>695387551
Damn, anon you fucked up. Sorry it went that way
Jennifer.
I fucked up and she's already moved on. Went out with her today. Spilled some guts. She said we probably wouldn't get back together then said at least she was honest about it. I asked if there was anyone else and she said no and that she probably wouldn't be in a relationship with anyone for a while.
The whole time she's been texting this guy saying "I miss you baby" and shit like that. I asked who was blowing up her phone and she said it was one of our mutual friends.
I think I'm good now. I know I can't trust her.
>>695402029
>be me, 24 years old, average guy who works in IT
>was beta as kid, stopped caring at uni and did a lot better
>also stonerfag, chubbyfat, 6foot1
>Have a FB and sometimes use escorts for fantasies
>one day, decide to try something new
>look for a 420 friendly hooker and finally combine my two favourite things (FB hates it so I don't use around her)
>message around 50
>One reply, her pictures were crap but she looked ok
>Looked about 19, blond, pretty barbie-like
>two hours drive away
>Fuck it, book two hours (£180) and drive there after work
>Arrive about 7pm, place is a pretty rough council estate
>Go to flat, she answers.
>Looks much better than pictures
>We smoke in her room
>Talk for an hour before we even fuck. Oops.
>Great sex though, wet, tight and enthusiastic!
>She dissappeared to the bathroom a few times though.
>She seems to really like me (We'd talked a lot about both our personal lives)
>She notices the time eventually and says I can't drive back now...
>I would have driven high but not gonna argue am I?
>She asks if I've tried anything other than weed
>Tried a few things, pills etc.
>She says she's on crack
>Had no idea until she told me, didn't look like crackhead, seemed totally normal
>She starts to rattle a little and gets crack pipe
>Takes a couple of rocks then offers to me
>I'd always told myself I'd never try crack, meth or heroin
>But I was high and horny so I did
>Drag that little metal fuck until my lips are burning
>Holy
>Fucking
>Shit
>>695403460
>Felt like every single cell in my fucking body was writhing with pleasure
>Fell back on bed, physically couldn't move with mad smile on my face
>We make out. Total bliss
>We spent the next 14 hours alternating between weed, crack and sex
>Complete heaven all the way (Chest felt pretty tight though and I was sick twice. Just acidy and weird)
>She lost count of how many times she came but I didn't come once until around 10 hours in, kept losing erection when we paused to smoke a pipe
>When I did though.... never had better. Not even close. Was like meeting God.
>Next morning
>Been carpet crawling a bit, ran out around 8am?
>She's now pretty frantic, rushing around cleaning the flat
>Apparently her pimp is gonna be there soon
>FuckThatShit, I go to leave but he arrives as I do
>It's a creepy old guy in his 50s
>Looks mean
>Turns out to be ok, shakes my hand
>We say I was just a friend of hers so he doesn't expect a cut and I leave
>Realise I'm an hour late for work and wouldn't be getting there anytime soon
>Phone in sick
>Sleep in car for few hours then drive home
>Back to life as normal
>Feels a little dull
>Decide not book her again for a month to control spending
>2 Weeks later, she messages me
>Wants to see me off the clock and could I bring some weed?
>Didn't need telling twice, head there straight after work (Was a Friday this time)
>More of the same, We smoke and fuck until Saturday evening
>Finally we sleep
>Next morning, she reveals we'd gone through £140 worth of crack each time
>Holy shit, how can she afford that?
>She's like pfft, she easily makes 200-500 a day from her job. Fair enough
>Reveals she pays the pimp £350 a week for the room, security and to manage escort profiles
>Wtf? Average rent in the area is 70-120pw and no way profiles are that tough to do
>>695403460
Is there more to this story?
>>695403641
>I offer to sort her out for less, blagging I'd be able to sort everything for £200 easily and do a better job
>She trusts me lol
>Gives me £400 to sort things out
>We wander around the town trying all the crappy b&bs
>Find one, bit rundown and empty but owner seemed nice and good location
>Agree with owner for her to stay there in empty rooms for £80pw cash
>she'll pay weekly and if she misses one, he can kick her out and I'll cover that weeks rent
>Seems fair, move her stuff round in my car
>No sign of pimp, apparently he was busy sorting an issue out with some of his other girls
>Drive home, get laptop and make her profile
>Lol, cost for the needed features on website? Fucking £2 a day.
>3 months later
>Still work as ITfag but cut hours and now dealing weed
>Saw her once a week, she gives me £100 for sorting profile and we normally spend the night fucking on crack unless she's had a rough day
>Maintained crack use to once a week, only when with her. Still smoked weed every night.
>Shit was pretty cash for a while
>Had an NDE tripping on salvia, saw my dead grandparents crying and shit
>Quit my job and crack on the spot, got a job at a local care home
>Tried to get her to quit
>Rehab, script, took her to appointments, all that crap
>Not happening
>>695403785
>Make her choose, me or the drugs
>She picked drugs
>Leave her and delete profile
>Changed my phone
>Few months later, checked my old phone
>Over 600 messages from her
>She'd run out of money, gotten thrown out of the b&b
>Worked on the streets for a bit
>Was beaten up twice
>The last text was two weeks ago
>Said she was sorry but was out of credit and had nothing else left to live for
>Text her back
>Never replied
>3 years later, zero sex, zero drugs.
>I work my balls off at that home every day but Sunday sober but I don't think I'll ever forgive myself
Bump.
>>695400412
I used to work with kids and do birthday parties as a character performer, faeries and pirates and all that stuff.
I was assigned to a little girl with terminal cancer once for what would have been her last birthday. She was turning 3.
They assigned her party to me because they knew I was the only person unemotional enough to handle it.
Feels bad man
>Tfw I used to be good at picking up chicks at the age of 16.
>Spent one and a half year in the hospital.
>Somehow lost that ability.
>No gf for two years now.
>>695383405
If you missed out on teenage love how do you know it's what you say it is?
Teenagers are nothing but large children.
welp, guess im gonna drop some OC
>be me, 16 year old ugly virgin. Not chubby, just fugly. Face like a moon, craters and all
>Highschool class goes on a exchange trip
>on flight to foreign land i sit next to this girl, lets call her Allison
>Allison and I hit it off great. Same general kind of self deprecating humore etc.
>over course of exchange trip we end up falling for one another
cont. I havent pretyped this, so it might take a bit.
>>695405666
Take all the time you need, Satan.
>>695405666
bumb fo you in between
>>695405666
cont
>one day she ends up breaking down
>broken family, the classic i guess
>but im there for her. I can be her rock
>hug her, kiss her, tell her how its gonna be ok etc.
>day after her breakdown a letter arrives at my host families house
>its from the government of a country i had been in before the exchange
>Says that the camp (tenting trip) i had been in had been infested with rodents transmitting a virus.
>Buncha people already died and there were only about 60 or so people in that camp
>fuck.jpg
cont.
>>695405567
So true. Teenage love is stupid. I've fucked teenagers and taken a couple virginities but nothing beats sex with women who know what they want. Bonus is love means a whole lot more when you both have some baggage to work through. They ain't jaded they just aren't naive and boring idiots like teenagers are. I'm 27 now and I promise as long as you have your life on track you can get some fine ladies in your life.
>>695403969
pure degeneracy. you should both be killed.
Not ruminating over one girl, but I sometimes miss one named Brittany. Still got her name tatted, cause never had the $ to fill it in
>>695406143
Yes. This. So much this
>>695398813
No. it isn't, for if you truly feel nothing you have annihilated desire and are not wanting, not suffering, not needing. You've relinquished those things and are at peace.
>>695407228
i dont know what to do anymore
>>695385154
I wish I had work to go to, or a religious services. God help me
>>695406132
>I decide i wont break off the exchange (dont ask why. In afterthought, i should have gone to my family.)
>start thinking about my own death very often though
>Allison still has almost daily breakdowns at this point.
>I did not tell her about the letter. I told noone.
>I am her rock i guess.
>she seems to notice that im somewhat detached though
>it goes on like this for a while. I obv. love her to absolute bits.
>she starts to grow out of her shell
>was an extreme extrovert, now starting to socialize with other people.
>I am happy about this, since it also keeps her from breaking down
>I manage to convince her to get psychotherapy (suicidal, bulemic the whole nine yards)
>"Anon, youre different. What happened?"
>"nothing, lifes good everythings fine."
>I continue to be her rock during her "episodes" all the while growing evermore ok with the idea of this being the last thing ill ever do in life
>She continues growing out of her shell and since shes absolutely stunning other guys start to flirt with her aswell
>I have made peace with myself at this point. only want allison to be happy
>how can allison be happy? well not loving me would be a pretty big step up
cont
>>695406132
Mackenzie... Both in Band, both section leaders. She's a year under me... Both play ukulele and love scifi... Can't bring myself to speak to her... I've never felt this way.. This isn't a feeling of "sheeit I wanna smash"... This is different, as if a simple friendship would suffice.. Pic is her
>>695407682
She's pretty anon. Just say hey to her.
>>695407475
For lack of anything better to do, you should post any more Pictures for Sad Children that you have.
>>695406342
I think she's already dead. I know I was a shit then but I'm doing good now, making the lives of my clients better when often my colleagues won't bother. Doesn't that atone for it?
nothin really keeps me entertained anymore, my friends are reaching that point where everyones goin their separate ways. my body seems to be falling apart and porn just seems to make me feel alone
I'm gonna miss out, shit. Well there's this girl and she is fucking beautiful and she is super nice (like literally an angel), and idk what to do. She had a boyfriend for a while, but I just don't know what to say. I'm scared I'll bother her.
I have loved you but you say im just a friend. I dont why i let you consume me they way you do but not a day goes by were id rather be without you. I know your just as fucked up as i am we have the same problem you love some one who doesnt love you back the same as i love you and you dont love me back. I just wish one of us could fucking win. If you could be happy then mabye i could ride off your happyness or mabye you would never talk to me anymore and allow me to forget you even though i know i never would. But i dont want that because its hard enough ever since i told you how i feel and you rejected me we dont talk everyday anymore. Only once a week or so and when we do the conversations seem short or like there forced and i just dont wanna do that anymore
>be me
>be now
>just finished freshman year in college
>lost touch with my high school friends
>it's summer
>lost touch with my college friends
>brother's out of state
>don't live near anyone I know
>spend all day in my room, sad as hell
>realize that most of my college friends were really friends of my roommate
>he isn't coming back next year, so I won't really have any friends then either
>only happy when I'm distracted
>no real story, life sucks consistently with no real plot points
>about to be 20. Figure I have 40-60 more years until I'm dead
>counting down the years
>>695394277
>>695394494
elisa milicent sinclair?
that one fucked me up
suicide seems like the only way out but i dont want to hurt my family they've put way too much time and effort into me
>>695407654
>start not returning all her calls. Start not kissing her
>hardest thing i ever had to do was not return the love of someone i love for them
>only thing keeping my own heart from breaking is justifying it with keeping her from having to suffer through my death (the last stages the virus goes through are pretty graphic)
>since i have developed some symptoms associated with the virus i am 100 percent sure that i am going to die
>friends of her start to approach me about it
>"Anon, what are you doing? You are hurting her, she loves you you know. Just tell her if you dont like her."
>Say some bullshit i dont remember and they leave me alone
>Eventually i fully break contact. Dont take her hand when sitting in bus next to her. no contact.
>Fly home to spend some time with family (being all nice nice with family. They still wonder what had happened). No contact
>Dont return voicemails etc.
>Eventually she stops
>Via facebook stalking i find out that she has moved on to one of the guys who had been flirting with her earlier.
>2 months pass and i get a letter from doctor
>Incubation period is over, apperantly i have developed some sort of immunity
>I know im not going to die, but remain apathic
Allison is now in a happy long lasting relationship with the guy she had started talking with while we had been together. He had been there to hold her while i had broken contact. I still have not told her about why id done it.
I am 20 now, have never had a gf since then and dont feel like i should deserve one
Kristen
>>695407903
you need to go find a hooker and get her off of the street and back to a real life. Make up for what you did, not just do something nice to try and compensate.
>>695383405
>be me
>orphan
>raised by alcoholic and abusive foster parents
>grow up abused and witnessing violence in family
>get diagnosed with social anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder
>attempt suicide 2 times
>gets hospitalize and I have to take 5 different medication, nothing for anxiety
>i can't leave the house without having a full blown panic attack
>cry every night to sleep
>i caught first bf cheating on me
>second one beat me up then left me, it's been 2 years and I still cry thinking of him and I'm not recovered yet
>drop out of college
>get a little fat, no more qt twink
>come out as fag to mom
>she threatens to kick me out of the house
>nobody to love and take care of me
I consider suicide daily :(
>>695397104
intense feels
>>695409139
get out there kiddo you still have time dont end up like us
>be me 18
>meet girl who I thought was the one
>state in town I hated for her
>right before 19 she left me for an abusive fagatron
>depressed for two months
>she finally comes back
>develops really bad meth/ heroin addiction
>I don't care I love her
>get a place together
>got her pregnant
>abort so she can continue habits
>fuck it I love her too much
>she starts letting junkies and tweakers stay with us
>one breaks in
>tries to give us canvas cover in shit and blood as House warming gift
>the fuck bruh
>jump forward 7 months into living with eachother
>she ditchs me 70milea away from home
>addiction, specifically heroin finally takes over
>dump her ass leave apartment and town
>she gets with guy who is 30 and a tweaker an she is 21
> dude beats her
>why do I still care?
>she's pregnant with his baby
>she left him but is gonna keep the baby
>I just turned 20 four days ago
>no one showed up
>officially alone
> never done meth or heroin in m life still
>crazy ass shit
>she goes to treatment tomorrow
>
>>695409635
Trying, but most people just don't enjoy being around me. I know I'm not very likable.
>>695409343
The only way to do that would be to start kerb crawling or something and that's a line I won't cross now.
>>695409286
>>695409403
Hope things get better for you both. I know what it's like.
>>695398946
Fuck, kinda realised, that's who I'll become
>>695383405
Probably the most beta greentext that gets thrown around on here. Original author doesn't realize that there's a line dividing film and real life, and that half the assumptions he makes are bullshit.
>>695410190
just get out there buddy get a few drinks down you and talk to some bitches
>>695410878
Thanks, man, I will. I've had relationships and most of the time, things are alright. But sometimes at night, when I'm alone, I'll realize that no one's said they loved me in a while. No one's tried to hang out or even made an effort to talk to me. I'm just bitching at this point.
Girl I'm dating got pissed off when I told a friend that me and her were dating. What do? :)
Pissed to the point that she won't talk to me (been two whole days)
>>695388186
Man what the hell im crying.
>>695387551
So sorry for you Anon
>>695400290
Congrats?
I remember every single moment we had. When it was hot in my bedroom cause of that summer moon. You always came to me to gave me more while everybody gave me less. I miss your smile, you laught, your perfum. I even miss our bad moments.
Now, you're just a box under my bed full of memories and a ring around my neck.
Do you remember when you huged me in my bed and I said to you that if I could go in hell for billions years in order to stay with you for eternity ?
Well, I think about every day cause I'm alone in the dark, living with the only thing that you left me, pain.
Time may pass, my love for you won't. It never will.
Today I asked a girl her number, and waited one day before texting her. The fact that she even replied gives me good hope. You gotta crawl before you walk guys, make goals for yourself you know you can reach with a bit of effort and you'll go to bed thinking you've accomplished something.
I mean it's far from a GF but it's a start.
>>695412350
Yesterday I asked.*
>>695412034
I'm genuinely crying right now because I'm in the same situation
>>695388186
I'm calling bullshit on this.
The two people never thought to communicate by postal mail or phone? Obviously the girl's parents had no problem with the OP, since they gave them food and a condom. I can't see any reason why they would bar her from getting a phone call once in a while.
>September 21, 1996. Every teenager had access to AOL. There's no fucking way they couldn't have at least stayed in touch via email.
>12 months ago she died of cancer.
Of course she did. Typical ending to a tear-jerker story. Wouldn't hit you in the feels if she survived, would it?
The story is fake.
>>695412350
How old are you anon? I'm feeling fucking old for being 20 and have yet to hang on to a girl
>>695412592
19.
20 is still really young mate. You have plenty of time, just keep trying with lots of girls. (unless they know each other) THe more chance one will become that special someone.
>>695399021
Owh that hit the button
>>695395393
:( How are you feeling today Anon?
>Nice digits btw
>>695383405
Her name is snapchat :( lost so many friends
>>695388723
Hodget
>>695388186
Im fucking crying right now...
>>695413203
Wht did you do?
>>695413712
>Calling yourself a victim.
That's the problem right there mate.
>>695413689
I used phantom snapchat for the longest and also i bragged alot about nudes
>>695383405
Doesn't matter OP
we're friends and that's all we'll ever be
