Feels thread /b/ i've fucked up my relationship tonight.
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Feels thread /b/ i've fucked up my relationship tonight.
>>693225922
What's your story anon
There's another feels thread slowly dying so I'll jump in.
What's up OP?
I'm having relationship problems too
>>693225922
Listen, you pile of shit, no one gives a fuck about your god damned relationship feels. It's probably one of many until you finally settle with some woman that doesnt love you and you dont love. The fact that you are even able to get a relationship is more than some of the saps have, so unless you actually have anything to complain about, unless your life is ruled by a deep seething hatred for living in the back of your throat and a hurt and brokenness inside of you, no one wants to hear your shit.
>>693225922
Same here anon....
>>693226768
man shut up and let him live
fuck you dude, people feel real shit, you don't need to be an asshole to someone who just lost the one good reason he had to get up in the morning
just leave fucker no one wants your un-ironic sense of entitlement or your fake maturity
I hate people like you, fuck off
ey b0ss
Please tell me about it. Im going through the same stuff with my 4 year relationship.
>>693227037
Give him a break, >>693226768 has been on his pc so long that he has lost all emotions other then boredom, and butthurt.
Many would call this faggotry, but not i.
No, what i call anon is an autist.
Well, i can't explain that good because thats how much i fucked up, but to sum up the entire thing, she moved away, i cant keep up texting her cause of problems im dealing with, i forget less and less everyday, tonight i texted her after a while, i said i feel empty in the relationship, she said she wanted a break and some time
>>693227301
>>693227301
Not OP but
Same here bro, Well this august will be four years. I don't think we'll make it and it hurts. :/
>>693225922
fuck me why did i have to see this of all images. just as i was starting to feel good for the night.
>>693227037
>>693227456
Please! Some people here have never had a reason to get up! Or at least not for many, many years. Some of us have actually felt genuine pain, a disdain for life because of the way it treats us. This man has simply lost a woman, some cannot even get a woman. The feeling of losing a relationship is temporary, when you are someone such as this. Yet the pain of abuse, neglect, and the evil of the world is permanent. This is nothing compared to the pain of others.
You all deserve it for being stoner losers who spend all their time on the internet
>>693228131
I'm sorry.
>>693227664
Im sorry to hear that. Why dont you think youre going to make it? Whats wrong between you and significant other?
>>693227664
>>693227301
Will be with my girl for 3 years in November. She's absolutely in love with me, and I greatly care for her, but I don't think I can be in the relationship anymore. Not sure if I just can't hack relationships or if this is really not meant to be.
>>693228695
Im sorry, what makes you think that? What made you think that its not meant to be? What happened?
>>693226768
thank you for being the shining light of /b/ during this summerfag blues.
>>693225922
OP, it sucks. I know the feeling very well, but shit hurts and you've got to get used to it. Cherish the good times, remind yourself of why the bad times happened, and move on knowing you've grown stronger and closer to the best you who is able to find the perfect fit for you. Be strong, anon.
>>693228281
fuck it, i'll bite again...
dude, I haven't kissed a girl in a long ass time, I haven't felt affection towards a girl for even longer. My pain is permanent, I know what it feels like.
My pain should not take away from someone else's pain because of how long it lasts, what matters is just how much it stings.
>>693227517
Anon you didn't fuck up. If she was going to move away that was already going to cause a big problem in the relationship if neither of you were prepared for a long distance relationship. And if I may ask what problems are you dealing with?
Im just sitting here being as alone as i have been my whole life. Is it bad that at this point i just want to see others be happy?
>>693228281
Tl;dr you're just jealous of OP because you can't get a girl to like you.
>>693228457
Long story man. I acted out on stupid thoughts, overreactions. we ended up going on a "break" and are still on it for a fucking month.
There's a lot of reasons why we are as well. I think the main one is I revolved too much of my life around her. Obsessive like almost. And that I'm an unaccomlished loser.
She tells me she thinks it's best for us and we'll come up better. Part of me wants to believe thst but the other part thinks thst she is looking for someone better while im on the back burner.
I've given her chance after chance to tell me how she really feels and if she really wants this. She says she does but I think she's doing it to spare my feelings.
Idk man. Im starting to think I'm the one who needs to call it off.
I mean I want us to be together but if we're not happy then what's the point
Hang in there
>>693229958
No, that's the best approach.
Trust me, affection/positivity in any form towards others is the first sign of emotional maturity and stability/recovery of the heart. If you see others happy, it becomes easier to contemplate the possibility to see your own happiness in the future. By helping others, you slowly recover and the favors are repaid in full: Your reward for kindness and emotional support is the comfort of mental/emotional stability for yourself.
>>693230157
I know exactly how you feel. Try to tell her exactly how you feel to her in the most honest way and clear intentions, dont hold back anything.
>>693230514
Goddamn man. Not the same anon but shit I need to try this approach. Maybe then I'll have better days where I'm not just moping around what a dissapointment I've become
>>693228281
Pain can effect different people differently. There are people in the world who will never know family, never have a roof over their head, or a good home. That doesn't diminish the pain someone else feels when someone leaves them, when they lose a loved one, or when something else negative happens. It doesn't work that way.
I spent the first eighteen years of my life being screamed at, beaten, being constantly afraid of the rest of my family, being told I wasn't part of the family because I was adopted; it went on and on. I left home after high school, but those things followed me wherever I went; they had been beaten into me, become a part of me, of the way I looked at myself. It took another eleven years of drug addiction, alcoholism and failed relationships before I was able to break the cycle I had fallen into. I won't say that it was my fault, I do feel like I was a victim in the whole thing; I WILL say though, that my later behavior and attitude kept it going.
I'm thirty three now and happier than I've been in a long time. I know there are people out there that have lives WAY worse than mine, who don't have a light at the end of the tunnel. I wish there were things I could do for those people, but I still have days where I don't even know what to do for myself, let alone others. Thing is, its important to acknowledge the pain of others, that they feel things you don't feel, for reasons you don't understand. That's part of being a decent human being, like it or not, accept it or not.
So whatever bug crawled up your ass, just get over it. Just because someone somewhere else is hurting worse than you, that doesn't mean your pain is worthless, or unimportant. It never, ever means that.
>>693230514
Thanks for that post, it reminded me of this.
"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams.
Help others heal, and you will heal along with them.
>>693230939
That the thing anon. I have and she just says things like " I don't want to deal with your drama, we're on a break and sorry if it's not enough for you."
I sent her a big thing while drunk haha.
But fuck man. I barely get replies when I text her. It's like she rarely wants to see me ever.
This sounds gay as fuck but Im just trying to feel loved once before I kill myself just to see if thats something worth keeping me here. Theres this one girl that makes me actually feel like a human being when im around her but it seems as though she doesnt want to be around me. My life hurts I want to kill myself everyday. I want somebody to care about me just once.
Happened to me 3 years ago
>Be me, an edgy 16 year old
>Play Xbox because I haven't discovered PC yet, not really.
>decide to play minecraft, because, what else will I do
>I had a few games, Black Ops 2 and Minecraft were by far my favourite
>I made many friends, deleted many friends, that's just how it works.
>I made one friend, edgy 16 year old like me at the time, he changed his gamertag, but he was known as "T-Reks"
>Well, anyway T-Reks and I became friends, pretty good friends and we decided to play some minecraft
>damngood.jpg
Well, anyway, I made a world, on survival mode, peaceful, because I was a noob, T-Reks asked to join ,I said sure, why not.
>We played for a week straight until this new kid started joining the server
>Kids name was Adam1922 I'll just refer to him as Adam
> Well, We played on the world every day for at least an hour and Adam would join every other day or so and just work in his corner of the map
I ask T-Reks who he is, T-Reks tells me he's some kid that just added him one day
>whatever.gif
>Adam started playing every day, this is a month in
>Adam for the first time ever, plugged in his mic
>Adam would always say thank you for letting him play with us before he logged off
>He sounded like he had autism, not making a joke.
>We would talk to Adam every day and ask him questions
>Adam decided to tell us he liked this one girl at his school, we talked him into giving us her kik
>T-Reks sent her dick pics pretending to be Adam
>Adam gets on the next day
>He doesnt sound like he normally does, I ask him what's wrong
>Crying.jpg
>Adam got his ass kicked by the girls boyfriend at school
>T-Reks laughs and starts calling Adam names like "faggot, retard, autismo"
>Adam just laughed along with him
>A week passed and T-Reks and I would make fun of Adam every day, Adam rolled with the punches
>One day, we went over to see what Adam was building while he wasn't on
cont.
>>693232209
Is that you Anon? It's me, I hope you got my massage, I'm the "I love you guy"
>>693229703
Think you could link me an imgur with the story chopped into parts? Kinda hard to read tiny text
>>693226534
Other one hit limit.
>>693229703
The one I liked had to move away and I told her that I would do a long distance thing. She said she didn't want to then ended up getting into a long distance thing anyway.
>pic is end of story. Willing to share again.
>>693231785
I know me telling you to move on or whatever wont make you feel better. Because it just doesn't, hope for the best anon. Remember that if she truly loves you, youll know. Regardless of the break you guys are in. Dont worry too much, women like to have their distance. Just keep hoping.
>>693232224
>Adam had built a house, inside was a empty, but outback behind his actually nice house, there was a "grave" with a sign attached, it said "I love you dad"
>T-Reks and I destroy the house and save the game
>Adam gets on the after we do it and plays for a bit, until we here him say he’s going back to his house
>We hear Adam yell "Why did you guys destroy my house!!? I didn't do anything to you!"
>T-Reks started calling him a faggot and saying "well, if you love your daddy so much, why don’t you get him to build you a new one?" then I laughed with him at Adam
>Crying.jpg
>we call Adam a crybaby faggot
>GoDrinkBleach.jpg
>Adam cries some more, then we decided to find his character and kill him over and over again
>Adam starts talking to us
>"Why would you do this to me? I thought we were friends?"
>We were never your fucking friends Adam, get the fuck over it you fucking pussy, fuck you, you autistic faggot
> Adam says more
> "This is why I don't play with people, this is why I told my mom I didn’t want to get minecraft or any games. I came on here and thought you two were my friends, my only friends. I don’t have friends in real life, no one likes me, no one wants me around. All they do is call me autistic and retarded and useless, no girls at my school like me, they think I'm a freak, no one likes me, no one even gives me a chance"
>"This was all I had, ever since my dad died, I came on here to get away from everything, my dad died, then my mom had to get another job, so I couldn’t see her anymore, then I finally tricked a girl into being my friend. Her boyfriend beat me up and I had to go to the hospital, my mom had to take out a loan to pay for my broken ribs. I waited at home every day for you to get on so I could play with you, my only two friends in my life, why does nobody like me. Why don’t you like me. Why..."
>Adam cried for 5 more minutes while T-Reks laughed at him.
>Adam never said anything rude back to us
>Adam went offline
>>693230960
funny part is, I am not the smartest man, but I know pain and suffering better than most people my age.
>I'm 19 and cry nearly every day
>I try my best and fail really often despite this
>sometimes I feel like I'm learning how to be happy again
>but the clever ruse of life is cut short over and over
>hard to be positive when everything points the opposite direction
>my blind motivation to be mature and content with myself forces me to move on in spite of all the mistakes and harsh words from authority
>I hate the fact that I'm pushed into a corner by god, my family, and the world
>my faith is always in question from 6 in the morning to twelve at night
>my hard work is unnoticed
>but none of it changes
>day after day and no one cares at all
>no woman or man even pretends to show interest
>because I have mantits and my smile is creepy
>because I'm ugly and cynical
>because I hate the world just as much as it hates me
>move on, do your work, forget it all, go home, eat, pray, hope for salvation from this daily hell
>just another day my friends
>just one more day, every day
>>693232341
I dont think so. from the other thread? I must not have seen it.
>>693232410
if you right click and open in a new tab you can zoom in
>>693232473
>Checked Adam's friend list
>It was just me and T-Reks
>Adam didn’t log back on for a week
>Then I received a written message from him
> The message was as follows “Hello Anon, I don’t know you, and you don’t know me, but you knew Adam and I’m his mother. I’m so sorry to tell you this, but Adam committed suicide. I just wanted to let you know that you made him happy, he never really had friends at school because of his disability, so it warmed my heart to know that he had a friend as good as you there for him. He was always smiling after playing with you and would tell me endless stories of your adventures with him and your other friend. Thank you.”
>ThisIsAJoke.gif
>No Way Adam would an hero
I found out an hour later through Adam's Facebook page, which was easy to find because his name was on his bio, that he had killed himself and wrote a letter.
>in short "I can't stand this world anymore, I can't be a burden to anyone anymore and I can't do anything right. I can't live without my dad anymore, and I can't live off of my mom anymore, I just want it to end"
>I couldn't cry, I couldn't do anything but stare
>I deleted T-Reks as a friend and got rid of the rest of my Xbox friends. The last thing I did on Minecraft was rebuild Adam's house and fixed his "grave" with the addition of a new one beside it... his.
>feelsbad…
>feels real bad….
I know it’s just a game, but the sign says "R.I.P Adam: You were a true friend. I love you", I put the world onto a USB which is inside a wooden box on my dresser as of today, the world is in a file titled "Adam",
>>693229395
I just don't feel as if I'm doing enough to care for her. The love she pours out for me is unbelievable and I don't feel like I can return the same thing. I don't handle confrontation very well and have an awful time opening up. I feel like I'm holding her back by being so closed off.
>>693232696
Huh I posted this image here a few weeks back in another feels thread. Got it from there by any chance?
>>693232938
do u have more?
>>693230507
Scars don't heal you dumb fuck. That's why theyre fucking scars.
>>693233082
second part
>>693225922
I feel numb, numb and just so goddamn tired.
There doesn't seem to be anything good left in this world for me, I'm just on auto pilot.
I took away two of my three coping mechanisms because of health reasons, I think I overloaded on so much emotion and stress that there's nothing left.
My one friend who I can talk to about this stuff is angry with me because I bailed on him for the 4th, I just felt like utter shit and wanted to be alone.
It's funny how I do all this to myself, and have no reason to feel this way. Just sinking into nothing.
Don't you ever fall in love /b/.
And this doesn't come from me.
My oldest brother killed himself.
he was with this girl for 3 years, ended up loving her more than he loved himself.
Then she leaves him, my brother can find no pleasure in anything in life anymore.
But I stay close to him, he's my big brother for fuck sake, always there for me when I needed it.
Things for him start going much much better, new job, lots of money. I see him ending up with tons of different girls all the time, he gets back into his hobbies.
Then he disappears for few days.
At first I'm like, he must be at some bitch's house.
Phone is dead.
Then about 5 days after he disappeared a letter from him comes home (we lived together).
He tells me he killed himself, he tells me everything was just him pretending and lying to himself and that he can't live without her.
HE know she doesn't deserve his feelings and just wished he could stop loving her.
Later that day I get a phone call from his ex girlfriend, he had also written to her. She doesn't want to believe it.
I don't want to believe it.
They find him a few days later in his car, parked away from home in a tiny road going into the woods.
He had sliced open his veins.
I miss you bro. I miss you a lot. I hope you manage to find peace and yes, don;t worry I have forgiven you,
>>693233147
Got a load. Gonna boot up my PC just for you my friend.
>>693233179
>being this fucking stupid
think before you post, yeah?
Fuckin loneliness man. Just want a female in my life to laugh, be happy and make memories with. This girl I've been pursuing for months now knows my intentions and is flirty with me but won't let me make a move on her.
She has been staying at my place for a few days. Cuddles up against me and holds me tight throughout the night. But if I try to go any further she won't give me anything and avoid me.
One minute shes all over me the next minute she's a total bitch to me. Laying in my bed right now feeling away while shes sleeping in the room. What do? I'm a virgin and this is the first girl in so long that I've actually really tried to get with. I have problems with displaying my emotions but around her i actually feel normal. I've taken her out plenty of times paid for everything yet it goes no where.
>>693232836
You shouldn't think like that, the fact that she loves you means you are doing something right. Dont let your self doubt take over anon. And a tip on how to open up to a loved one would be to write down something personal about your significant other that they dont know or wondering about on a day you feel like you cant return the same love. Write it down with full honesty and meaning. Then the next step would be to tell them exactly what you wrote down. Sorry if that sounds stupid
>>693232522
Well, basically, I want you to know that I care about you I don't know you personally, but I know you. You are anonymous, like me, like the rest of us, you have much to live for, as all of us do, so go back out there, chin raised up and be ready to get knocked down again, because there is no gain without pain my friend. If you ever feel the need, if you ever feel like it's to to An Hero, come here, I will be in a thread waiting for you Anon, it may not be, but he will knwo you, and me, none-the-less, and it doesn't HAVE to be me, we are the same after all. So don't kill yourself, to do so, would be to kill part of me, and I want to live anon, just as much as I want you to live. I love you Anon. I'll be waiting for you whenever you need me, lurking. I hope to see you post in other threads, speaking of how your life is getting better as opposed to worse. Goodnight Anon, remember, I care about you.
>>693233495
i am the one that is posting all the images, going to share some of them
>>693230507
Scars don't heal. They stay forever eventually we forget their there until we take a look and remind ourself that it's still there. Even after all this time.
>>693233709
stop being a triggered cuck, no?
>>693233845
Gonna help out brotha
>>693233901
>their there
An Hero Anon
>>693233709
I'm sorry. Please explain to me what a scar is then :)
>>693233179
how could someone be this autistic?
>>693234138
how can someone be this fucking retarded?
some electronica feels for the night:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i2mB271AbuE
>>693233812
Thanks this actually genuinely helps its just I want somebody I can physically be with not like sex just someone i can hug or just look in the god damneyes. The girl ive been hanging out with has the most beautiful eyes ive ever seen but i feel like they arent meant for me. Shes too good for me and it hurts so much because shes the only person who makes me feel like im actually here. everyone else i interact with feels like a fucking robot. Fuck i think im losing it
>>693225922
It was probably her fault. Women are evil.
>>693234190
>>693234032
>>693233889
>>693233829 (ithink that wasu)
>>693233147
thank u!>>693232696
>>693225922
Cool, I just broke up with my fiancé
We were dating for almost 2 years.
How do I get over this emotional pile of shit quickly?
>>693233795
Not at all. It's a step worth trying. Thanks anon
>>693233901
scars fade tho, mine go away after like 3 years
>>693233901
>>693233179
you are missing the entire point of the post, anon..
Last one from me for now. Gonna actually read the thread now.
>>693234342
lmao let me guess, this was made by a /pol/ack?
>>693225922
Hey man, I have almost killed myself over relationships 2x, because I was such a fucking worthless loser, but having one person that had interest in me led me to being obsessive with them. In one case I ended up feeling even worse because the person was much more accomplished than I was, and we were both dragging each other down to make the other feel better. I was so broken that from near suicide, I was kind of forced to do work on myself and my mental health. I have found sometimes I am not meant to be in a relationship until I can really be with just myself and not hate it. Only then can I actually be in a relationship that is not just to guard against self loathing, but one I can contribute to as a partner. In my case I have had to stay sober because I have no self control with drugs or booze, or even my dick apparently. But pain is a great teacher, and if you can feel your feelings instead of avoiding them, you can actually learn lessons. If you numb the pain, or avoid it, they just come back even stronger. I have probably already said a bunch of crap and common sense stuff, but it does get better if you can just accept feeling shitty, and the feeling of failure, and then move from there.
>>693229703
last time I read that I wept
>>693234709
Sorry I live in reality. Author shoulda used a better metaphor.
>>693234709
try not to be such a tard then
>>693233613
goddammit...
>>693232556
Did we find out who did it?
>>693234901
pussy
>>693235054
>>693234977
samefagging this hard lmao
>>693235054
Loving that I'm not the only anon annoyed by that dumb fuckin post
>>693234865
I have no idea.. Polacks rather Agree with what he did, doesn't seem like that. Prob just some random dude.
>>693234901
I'm not going to lie, that story broke me, I've read almost every story posted in feels threads for the past 3 years, but that one broke me. I bawled like a girl
>>693234865
>implying polacks believe in the extermination myth
If they wanted to kill all the jews, they would have been shot on site, not put in expensive camps with swimming pools and soccer teams
>>693235221
>>693235242
Nope.jpg
>>693232835
Fuck.
>>693233764
I would like that as well. I don't have anyone but I used to. Greatest nights I've ever had were being cuddled up beside a girl.
>something I always want.
>>693232423
>this guy
My dad died and I never got closure on him basically using me as a scapegoat for every time he had problems for the rest of my family. After he died, I decided to move away from my hometown to somewhere that is closer to the rest of my family. The problem is that in doing so, I moved away from the only girl that I only really cared about, but I've been too beta to really talk to her about it. Now I'm drunk and alone. Logic tells me that I'm making the right decisions with my life, but I'm very unhappy. I'm usually a very happy person while drinking, but I realized that the reason I'm so happy while drinking is that I do it with my friends. I just don't want to be alone anymore and I miss my slam tight piggy.
>>693235567
That gif make me so jealous. Godamnit
>>693228281
What a self-absorbed fuck. Go jack off to Nietzsche, you prick.
>>693234874
not OP but your post really helped me /b/ro. thanks for that.
>>693232467
Crazy thing is I thought about breaking it off just for the best of us but I can't summon the courage to especially this soon. I'm just gonna play it by ear, I guess and try to stay positive over the negative.
Thank you. Really.
>>693232224
>>693232473
>>693232724
>>693235457
you realize the german population was convinced they were just being taken away to "live somewhere else"? how can they convince people that if they're shooting jews on sight?
i'm well aware there's a $80% chance i'm being b8d hard
>>693235882
It makes me feel like shit. The greatest feeling in the world and It's something I probably won't get again.
>>693233478
I wish you courage man.
https://youtu.be/emnTorIXVhk
The worst part of having a rocky and traumatic childhood is often times you cant cope with the happiness when you get it.
My daughter is now 2 years old and growing strong. When she was born she had a heart valve defect and they kept her from us for several days. She also got phenomena and thank god she pulled through and her heart is now healthy but.
>Every time my child sleeps, I fear she wont wake.
>Every time I sleep I see her die.
>I wake and check her just to make sure she is safe.
>The love is pain and bliss
>Being a father is a blessing and a curse
>Every-time I see her I am filled with love and dread.
>The fear of loss is shitty but at least day to day i can push through
Most of the time just in general don't dwell on the what ifs of life. it just makes you miss things that are in-front of you.
>to any and no anons
QQQ beta and whatnot
Ive been in one relationship and looking back at it, i realize it was very unhealthy.
>be me
>have my first and only girlfriend to this point
>always have been a lonely depressed guy who hides it behind a smile, and a silly personality.
>she becomes the light of my life, my reason for being happy
>go out for 6 months of my life realizing im in love
>give her my all, but notice she seems to be pushing herself away slightly so i give her 200% of my attention trying to carry the relationship
>go on probably the most fun date we've ever been on
>everything seems to be normal again, and she seems to be happy again at least from my point of view
>the very next day on my lunch break she texts me that shes breaking up with me because she feels like she's "dragging me down."
>litterally bust into tears in front of two of my best friends. I would take a bullet for them any day.
Fast forward a week later
>i find out she was cheating on me with one of my best friends, and she dumped me for him. the other one knew and didnt tell me anything about it because he was afraid it would lead to a "fight".
People wonder why i have trust issues to this day.
I've been hung up on a girl for about a year.
>still open up the messages window with her name on it
>still type, "I love you," every night before I go to bed
>one day I'll fuck up and hit send instead of backspace out of habit
>I want that day to never come, and can't wait at the same time
>she doesn't care about me half as much as I care about her, and we both know this
>I just want to be next to her at night
>she wants to be as far away as possible
>I want to tell her how I feel
>but I can't, or else she'll never talk to me again
>it's a waste of my time and hers, but I can't live without it
>no feeling is worse than having to hold back your true intentions with a person so that they won't take off on you like every other person you've ever loved
>I wish I could say goodbye, I'm genuinely sorry I still love her
>but I can't, there's no way now
>I'm too invested
>she knows, and doesn't care at all
>>693232724
this is sad as fuck. bullies are the cancer of the world.
i have never bullied but i wish i could bully every bully
>>693234901
Have another one
>>693237180
that's why we have police, there are too many of us who feel exactly this
>>693227177
what is this horseshit?
>>693236723
I'm not a dad, im only 21, I can't imagine your worry or pain but I really hope it gets better and you can have a peaceful nights sleeping knowing she will be their when you wake up.
hope the your bad dreams and worry goes away soon anon.
>>693237441
4chan keeps the bad thoughts away famalam
Anybody have sad music recommendations?
Lydia by Highly Suspect is my go to
>>693236271
not the guy who posted the story, but thanks anon
>>693237688
anything by Nujabes
>>693237688
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8Ekec42E98
And anything by Keaton Henson is pretty depressing
>>693237688
if you like electronica-ish music, see:
>>693234456
i know its not true for all of you but get rid of your dependency issues
everyone gets over breakups eventually, you just need to try a little harder. come on - do this, i know you can
>>693232224
>inb4 i hope kevin bacon never dies
>>/s4s/
>>693237620
Thanks anon,
I used to have the feels issues with girls but my best advice to the people would be to work on yourself and get therapy and maybe meds (if they are right for you, they were for me).
I was able to have healthy relationships because before I would focus on them so much due to my immense fear of loss. A lot of self work, some meds, and still working on doing therapy (often cant afford it) has made everything but this intense and sometimes crippling fear come out.
I will for the sake of it and the fact that I never shared it in my life post the death of my only male figure. dunno why I am in a sharing mood tonight.
>>693237838
I wish I was brave enough to ask for the stick.
>>693233764
Shes leading you on. Don't let her use you for money. If you want pussy and she don't give in , threaten to kick her out. From my experience that will get your laid.
>>693232724
>The last thing I did on Minecraft was rebuild Adam's house and fixed his "grave" with the addition of a new one beside it... his.
Fuck.
>>693237688
I find these sad and I usually listen to them when I'm sad.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBabRti_6Pk&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=7
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=537v5Avw_mU&index=12&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NDHY1D0tKRA&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8&index=27
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPBzTxZQG5Q&index=32&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ljegvS94qE&index=52&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5swOObHrKos&index=48&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9FxjMdxTwag&index=50&list=PLQZirZPMm33U1OraOOp0kTeUVd3ilgYv8
had a friend who died several years back, never told her I loved her, wish I did, these songs help me when through the sad times.
Okay so here we go. It all started about 16 years When I was 5.
My grandmother who was not only my grandparent but my bestfriend and story teller.
She always made me smile when I was grumpy and always knew how to sooth me as a kid.
But then she got cancer eventually and died. I had no idea what happend.
Being a kid I thought she would be back from the doctors who would make her better
I was wrong.
Fast forward after 6 years of being mute due to my choice. I made a friend
His name was cody. A chubby ginger kid. But none the less we were friends.
Same sense of humor and love for videogames. As kids we stayed up late playing games.
But when we started middle school we drifted and I was a loner again. Got bullied alot.
Moved alot. Not easy being the new kid every 3 months. Not to mention I was a small child.
Highschool came by and I was "popular". For no other reason then my appearence. I hated it.
People not wanting to get to know me. So I found the internet. Made friends on there.
Tbh thats where Ive had the longest friendships. People I can trust and such.
But after a while of being a shut in I got a friend request on facebook.
A cute girl. Huh. What? We started talking and became close. I biked to her house and we chilled.
>>>>
>>693235773
good luck, you wonderful bastard
>>693238702
Eventually started dating and life was good.A good year wentby. Then she cheated. And I walked in on it.
"Im so sorry, I never meant to, It just sorta happend"
Pushed her off bawling. One person. One fucking person can fuck you up so bad.
Ran outside and didnt even bother with my bike. I ran 20 miles back home with the waterworks.
Acted like everything was fine and told my mom that my girls mum gave me a lift home.
Said I love you mum. She said "I love you too Anon" and smiled in that way that made you warm inside.
I crumpled on my bed and asked myself what I did wrong. I looked atmyself in the mirror.
I was disgusting I thought. I punched the mirror and went to shower.
I started the water and got in. A peice of glass was in my knuckle so I took it out.
I felt so numb I wanted to see if pain was still a thing. I slit my wrists and layed down.
I woke up and was in a white clad room. A hospital yay. Got sent to a mental hospital.
Get out. Take meds. Take my edge off. If I dont take them I claw at my skin.
Wake up. Take meds. Feed animals. Check phone. Hygeine. Work. Go home. Eat. Sleep. Repeat.
>>693236103
No need to thank me. Just stay positive please. You will pull through a better person and more experienced. Trust me.
>>693238341
She not like living here, she's visiting me. And I chose to spend money on her hoping it would get me laid. We've hooked up before (didn't fuck)
sometimes late at night i think about life and want to kill myself because of how pointless it is anyone else feel the same way? I refuse to kill myself because its the weakest thing a person can do, but i want out of this existential nightmare, any advice?
>>693239121
>>693236549
Thank you.
This morning on his grave there was an envelope whit his name written on in big letters. From the handwriting I recognized it to be his (ex) girlfriend.
He loved receiving letters and had pen pals from all over the world.
Sometime I still get a letter through the door from someone who doesn't know. I don't read them, but it's always hard having to write back to those addresses and explain what happened.
>>693232724
you are a genuinely shit human being and i just hope to god you learned something from this and maybe built some character...
>>693239022
I felt like this for a long time.
Life is pointless. There is no meaning when we come into this world, and there will be none when we leave it.
But the beauty is you can insert whatever meaning you want. You can find passion and life in everything, or nothing.
And the most liberating part is that no matter how things go, or what meaning you insert, you will die just like everyone else.
It's beautiful and inevitable, and it's worth sticking around to see how your story goes.
>>693225922
there's always somebody stupider
My ex-gf changed me, at the 5th time I realized that she is a whore
I had a weird childhood friend. He was very nice, very smart but he had something.. Off about him..
Everybody avoided him for it, I was one of his two only friends.
The guy messed me up for life. We often talked about other people, not throwing shit about them but just talking about them, more and more objectively.
He changed how I see people. I can't see people like before anymore. I only see them for what they want.
That's how much he managed to reduce personalities and he gave that to me... People find me odd.. They avoid me now.
>>693232724
You are the lowest piece of shit there is. Fuck you.
>>693239404
Fuck my story. My story doesn't matter. The passing of time only embitters me and gives more motive to destruction.
>>693238564
Fuck man thst Mayday Parade song brought back some nostalgia. Pretty good Playlist
I actually really like the song
It's Been Awhile by Staind
>>693239404
thats fucking beautiful, thanks anon
>>693239121
woah watch out that edge can cut
>>693239551
No story matters to anyone but the protagonist.
Our lives are all equal in their unimportance.
I don't know why that brings me great comfort, but I hoped it might bring some comfort to you.
>>693239703
that's not edge, that's truth. it's said with a smile you obviously don't understand.
>walking home at night
>get off the bus in the suburbs
>only me and a girl exactly my age walking behind me
>not even more attractive than me
>it was quiet and at the last moment i decided to take the chance
>i turned around
>but she just looked dead straight and even increased her speed
i obviously didnt say anything cause i thought this was a dead give away, but whats with these kind of girls? do they just think they can get whatever they want so they wont bother at moments like these?
>>693239609
You're welcome friend. Best wishes to you.
>>693238777
I hope so buddy. I'm gonna try my best. Tomorrow's a new day.
>>693236723
>I think the year was 1996 possibly 97
>be 9 or 10, male
>mom got preggers at 18 birth at 19
>my grandma and grandpa have a large farm house
>my two aunts and step aunt and sister live there
>we move in so mom can go to school after my father bails
>i grow up with my grandpa being my father
>strong, tall, handy country man
>does all the dad stuff
>wrestles, teaches me to fish, build with wood, raise animals, ect.
>on the side my uncle was jealous
>beat me and did things like hold me up to fans mm from my face until i cried
>choked me out, knocked me from trees, and tried to kill me in accidents a few times
>A+ dude, all abuse is different but shitty
>I push though as a kid being able to bounce back
>never tell except one time i said to mom
>"joe says you dont love me"
>mom gets made tells gpa and gpa kicks him out to a camper
>looking back he would have killed him had he knew
>but he protected me and raised me with kindness
>anyhow back to the time mentioned
>gma is visiting her sisters back east
>aunts and uncle all moved out due graduating high school
>only mom, me and gpa at home
>for some reason they get into an argument
>i come out of my room
>my mom tries to leave
>he grabs her wrist and slings her into a chair saying they arent done
>suddenly he realizes what he did and mom gets up crying
>gets me by my arm, i see him go into his and my grandmother's room
>"Lets go anon"
>get into moms car as i keep looking back at the house
>not sure if a real thought or one i think i thought later
>we shouldnt leave
>go to her friends house
>later a cop knocks on the door
>mom crumples into tears
>I walk over and ask if the police had to shoot grandpa
>she collects herself after saying no they didnt
>she tells me he killed himself
>world ends, forget several years of life
>move on ish
The worst part is feeling like you could have saved them, like you were responsible.
I hate the fact that even as I write this I cannot let myself cry.
Godspeed anons.
listen to 17 by youth lagoon... always makes me cry
I've gotten to a point where I want to die but I don't want to kill myself. I'm not happy, I can't sleep, and when I sleep I'm as miserable as when I'm awake. I can't even escape on my dreams.
>>693239189
>>693239830
oh no i understand i am just being pretentious
>name:amber
>first gf
>be me
>8th grade graduation been talking to this girl I really liked
>she asked me do I like her
>I said yes (nervously)
>didn't talk to her until first day of freshman year
>sitting on bleachers
>hear someone calling my name
>see some girl with really short hair
>it's her
>skip to 1st period we sit together I keep thinking to myself does she remember what we said
>finds out she has a bf
>almost every other day I come into class she's quietly crying
>always comfort her
>one day she tells me they break up
>fuckyes.jpg
>become close friends
>end of freshman year we start dating
>skip ahead 3rd quarter sophomore year
>come to school gf is talking to my best friend
>best friend walked to me and says " bro she really needs to tell you something I'll leave you to alone"
>concerned.png
>she tells me she went the doctor and the found two lumps under her throat
>highly possible cancer
>I hold her tightly telling her that I will be ok "we" will fight this
>throughout the year I protect her
>I look for ways to help her with her cancer
>find out how much treatment is I get a job to help pay
>I'm riddled with anxiety and depression
>skip to end of sophomore year at her house (outside)
>I'm there to give her money for the treatment that she's getting soon
>before I pull it out she stops me
>she tells me that we can't be together no more that she only wants me as a friend
>I'm frozen my hearing goes out I can only hear my heart beat so fast
>she says "maybe one day we could rent a house with all our friends, do what do you say"? (Holds out arm for handshake)
>I turned and ran grinding my teeth crying
>ran for at least 2 miles stop fall on my back and lay on sidewalk
>have crippling depression
>see psychiatrist
>Still feel the pain 1 and a half years later
>>693239882
pls respond
>>693239189
Fucking kek
>>693225922
>be me
>help my gf move houses twice in the last two months by myself
>go to all her work events i dont wanna go to
>go to all her futsal games even though its fucking shit
>do everything she asks me to
>dont wanna go to her work dinner this weekend
>get the cold shoulder
fucking sucks, i've destroyed my social life so i can spend more time with her, all i do every night is go to hers and watch teen fucking mom. i cant go out with the boys anymore because she thinks ill cheat on her, i do so much fucking shit for her and shes doesnt literally nothing but suck my dick for about 10 minutes.
fuck relationships suck.
>>693226768
Are you yelling at OP or yourself
>>693240265
kek
>>693239441
>>/r9k/
>>693240215
There is obviously an uneven power dynamic between you, and one that is unhealthy.
You need to talk to her about the way you feel, and if you can't compromise drop her.
Trust is enormously important in a relationship, if she can't get past her distrust then she isn't ready to be in a relationship.
>>693239882
>>693240126
or you could just be ugly
>>693240548
>>693240548
i told it already she wasnt more attractive than me, i just didnt want to call myself "good looking" i dont want to word it that way but no im not ugly
>>693240422
We talked about it and she said she appreciates everything i do for her and shit, last massive fight we had, i found out one of her house mates are her exes sister and her boyfriend. i fucking lost it cause of her never trusting me and then not telling me her new house mate is her exes sister for 1 month then she started to threaten by saying if i left she is going to kill herself like what is this shit. i feel like i sacrifice 10x more than she has for this relationship and now im question why yano.
>>693239882
Wait, so you don't understand why a girl who doesn't know you wouldn't want to talk to your weird ass walking home at night?
Newsflash, being a woman walking alone at night is dangerous.
She probably thought you were going to rape her you idiot.
>>693240215
hey man. you're not in a relationship. she doesn't love you and sees you as a resource for her. get the fuck outta there before you knock her up and its game over for good. you owe yourself that much
>>693241023
seriously though? socializing just feels so natural i really was about to say what if i just got hit by a car right now
Been there, my friend. Check out this song. It helped me get through some bumps in the road. Keep your chin up. http://youtu.be/GJR5NskcqQI
>>693239882
she's obviously an sjw
>>693240783
It's extremely unhealthy anon, I'm serious. You need to put everything out on the table, tell her exactly what you're saying here.
It may hurt her, and she may not understand but that openness is so important.
It sounds like there may not be much you can do to repair the damage in the relationship, it might be time to have a serious talk about where it's going and if she can adapt.
Take it from a married anon who is still working on these things.
>>693239022
if nothing you do matters on a large scale, then everything you do matters on a small scale
>>693241194
You were going to say to her "What if I just got hit by a car right now"? am I reading this right??
>>693241194
Yes seriously.
Not everybody is as social as you. And especially walking at night and having a stranger address you is very frightening.
That is not the time to make a move on somebody you have literally never spoken to before.
>>693241457
i dont see anything wrong with it as a conversation opener, think about it just being there at night walking quietly for a few minutes and you open with a "whats up" or "hey"
I cringe every time I think of how retarted I was in my first encounter with girls
>be me
>beta af
>8th grade
>friend's church has a festival
>he invites me, I had nothing else to do so I decide to go
>walk around too afraid to speak to anyone
>friend runs off to go talk with his other friend
>turn head to see who they are
>8/10 QT
>I immediatley fell in love
>spend the rest of the night awkwardly trying to make conversation with her
>She's a gamer too
>ask for her email address
>she says she can't
>never realized it wasa bullshit excuse to tell beta anon to fuck off
>too retarted to get the picture, genuinley believe she's interested in me
(Cont'd.)
>>693225922
We're here for you
>>693241613
i wish you really said that, what a greentext story that couldve been
>>693241613
Dude no. Just so much no.
That is not the time for a conversation.
And you are not entitled to a conversation with her, she doesn't have to talk to you just because you think she looks good or is in your league.
>>693241316
yeah will do anon, i just dont wanna be stuck in a relationship were its 90/10 for effort. like she loves me and shit and i love her but if we cant fix this shit i dont see any other way yano.
it's only been 5 months but like since the beginning its been me doing shit for her and her arguement for last time we brought this shit up was i never ask her to do anything for me and that is true mainly that i dont need to ask her to do shit for me because i can handle it myself.
it's just annoying yano, i love her but its getting ridiculous when she gets mad at something that doesn't have shit with me and i end up taking her anger thats not meant to be aimed at me but it is.
thanks anon
I want to become a youtube success, but am afraid of becoming like all of the other narcissistic assholes on that site. So I post my videos on b knowing that the other anons won't let me get too full of myself.
Thanks guys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gknI9w0PRXc
>>693241613
you IRL
>>693242021
what im having trouble understanding as to what people are afraid of, this is literally the suburbs in canada
I can contribute, mostly images. I've been kind of down lately too.
>>693242082
You don't have to be stuck in it. Love is a two way street, and she seems to be taking a lot and giving very little.
I wish you the best of luck my friend.
>>693242338
2/?
>>693242293
Well considering you're probably a man you don't understand the risk of a woman walking alone at night.
>>693225922
Hello OP. Everything will be okay. I promise.
>>693242638
3/?
>>693242916
its just common, usually when walking at night where i live and seeing someone walking their dog i always say hi and talk a little more depending on how they react mostly because of how natural it feels as you both are alone
>>693243110
4/?
>>693241745
>months go by, same church has a special event
>some sort of lock-in at "Fun Land"
>friend invites me again, go with him
>look over crowd of kids my age, when...
>O_SHIT.jpeg
>Gamer Grill is here
>decide to nut up and walk over to her
>"Ahem, H-Hey *Insert Name*, do you... Uh... Want to hang out tonight?"
>she actually says yes
>spaghetti pours out pockets in buckets
That began the most shame-filled night of my life
(Cont'd.)
>>693243364
Like I said, not everybody feels the way you do about social interaction.
If someone I don't know turned around suddenly while I was walking at night I would be terrified. And I would probably do my best to keep to myself because I don't want to talk to a potentially dangerous person whom I know nothing about.
People are made of different stuff my friend.
>>693225922
Hi. I'm far away from you now, but I wanted to tell you, that I just experienced the highest anxiety peak ever. It's been a few hours now and I still cannlt breath properly. What happened it's not important, what is important though, is the fact that I lost control of my life, for real.
>>693243423
5/?
Hi, I see a lot of stories, thought id share mine.
My father was recently arrested for indecent liberties on a minor, more specifically, my sister. Me and him were quite close and he had his flaws, but I never really thought he could do something like this. I don't feel affected at all and I am completely understanding of what happened and if he did something wrong he generally needs to go to prison for it. But i feel so detached, anyone know what that means? I mean I of course miss him and because of my as I most likely wont be able to talk to him for 1-2 years at the least. Any advice? I know it wont be forever but eh.
summerfag.
>>693226768
thats okay anon, we all still love you.
just let it out.
>>693243927
6/?
>>693243965
Could be denial or you being the "strong" person in your family.
When my dad went to prison for distributing child porn I didn't shed a single tear over it while my family was in hurried for a week.
Turned out it was literally autistic though :)
>>693244233
7/?
>>693230507
>all scars heal
what a load of bull
>>693244461
8/?
>>693244262
People seem to want to believe im in the "denial" stage, but for some reason i dont feel that way.
My dad raped/molested/touched-in-no-no-squared my sister, and I really dont understand what there is to "accept" here. Maybe i am just insane.
>>693244876
Nah. People see child molesters/pedos as monsters.
You know your dad isn't a monster though. Same I know mine isn't. Its a mental illness/gennetic thing that they suffer and have to repress their whole life.
So maybe you just don't see dad as the monster the world does
>>693241780
I am extremely depressed and have not laughed in three months and this image made have a long chuckle.
>thanks anon
>>693245152
Thank you Anon.
>>693244874
9/?
fuck you guys, really a woman. there is an entire ocean an you want one. the effort you put in will lose quickly an the momentum of love will slowly come to a hult. just fuckin move on you fuckin fagget shit.
just get gun put it in your mouth and think of the shit all the regrets an slowly pull the trigger. dont forget to empty the cylinder / magazine.
your not a man your a little boy, men work through there problems. boys wine and complain, grow some bulls.
also i grandfather died an my feels died when he died. my love is rare, i just wish the pain wasnt like a double edge Kotonana.
also sorry for bad types hate spell check on budget mobile
>>693245298
What for??
>>693232724
experience is one bitch of a teacher, huh anon
>>693245329
10/?
>>693245635
>>693232724
Fuck off nigger ive seen this story before
Love these feels threads
They really help me sometimes
Thanks, /b/ros
>>693244874
Or maybe he isnt a simpering self pitying pussy, he'll toughen up a bit, and develop an interesting and unique character. Provided pissy littles pussies like yourself and the guy that originally posted that "inciteful" thought dont first teach him that feeling sorry for himself will earn him greater rewards. You and those of your ilk, are the true villains.
Just a brief fyi.
>>693243438
c'mon anon
>>693245781
12/?
>>693243438
>literally follow her around the whole night, observing every move she made
>Everything she did; from walking, to laughing, to talking, to even sitting there managed to make me love her a little more everytime I looked at her.
>I wanted to be with this girl no matter where she was. I wanted to make her happy.
>We did everything from laser tag to minigolf.
>She goes on Go-Karts with other friend for a few, decide to wait on a bench
>Sweating profusley, hands shaking, I was terrified of the thought of denial. I didn't know what to do.
>I eventually decided I needed to tell her how she made me feel.
>See her and other friend walking up to me
>moment of truth, no turning back now
>"*Insert Name*, I know we just met a few months ago and we don't know eachother very well, but the way you make me feel is indescribable and basically I just wanted you to know that I think I love you."
>Gamer girl is speechless
>Scrambling for words, I blurt out "WE'LL BANG, OK?"
>Realize I said this in front of not only her friends, but my friends as well
>Think "Oh shit what now?"
>"Erm... Goodbye" I say as I turn around and powerwalk away like an aspie
>Go cry in the ball pit for the rest of the night
>Never see her again, Nobody ever speaks of it
>Every girl from then until graduation would never as much as look at me.
>mfw
>Almost a decade ago
>Join the Army out of highschool
>Have had a gf for the past two years, she stays with me
>We see each other when we can, talk every night on the phone when possible
>Propose to her
>Spend a happy year engaged
>Something is wrong though
>She can't be an Army wife. She simply can't.
>I understand, we're young, after all
>It hurts, but I move on
>Stay in the army a while longer
>Go to college through ROTC
>seensomeshit.jpg
>Finally decide enough is enough
>Get out
>Get a respectable job at a hospital, start trying to get into medical school
>Relationships come and go, nothing really made me feel right
>The ones that did, usually dumped me due to my PTSD
>I can't blame them, honestly
>Start dating an asian doctor
>The two of us are happy
>She decides one day that I'm just not successful enough for her
>Dumps me, at work, with our colleagues coming and going through the hallway where we're having this heated breakup
>Devastated for a while
>Gotta get back in the saddle, ain't my first rodeo
>Girl on a dating site messages me out of nowhere
>Cute, funny, into the same stuff, we're even reading the same book coincidentally
>Arrange a date
>Blown away
>She's gorgeous, 12/10, sundress, incredible
>Kiss her on the first date. I had to.
>We go on a couple more dates
>She made me a flower crown while we took a walk in a park. Cute as fuck.
>Stops responding to my texts
>I'm not a faggot so I don't go apeshit on her phone
>Done literally nothing wrong
>She's logged into the dating website where we first talked
I haven't had a crush in so long. I haven't felt anything for a woman in so long.
Now I remember why.
>>693233829
ouch, that hurt
>>693239932
I know exactly how you feel. You don't want to die, but you don't have a reason to live either, and withe every waking moment it makes you more and more sad and lonely.
>>693234140
Shit, my baths are always 30 minutes long. I take 2 a day
Now I've done it. I told my childhood best friend how I felt.
It went as bad as you'd expect.
Fuck. Make the pain go away.
you see thats the pain being alone knowing whatever you do, it'll still greet you like a best friend.
just enjoy what you got an believe it's going to get better.
also stay away from weed and video games major turn off for almost all women. no woman wants a little boy they want a man.
>>693245329
>>693245456
its just clear to me now
>>693225922
>>693246054
>using a dating site
Mistake #2.
>>693245989
13/?
>>693245942
Nothing personnel kid
>>693246599
Hope I helped anon. Stay stronger than me.
Hilariously my dad's imprisonment fucked up my family. And my autism fucked up me.
>>693246672
Trump needs to win. It will be good for great britian.
inb4 britfag intefering with american politics.
in that case obama, the isis operative can fuck off and keep his opinion out of ours.
>>693246890
They're great when you want to find someone to touch your penis quickly and easily and with minimal strings attached.
I didn't expect to fall in love off of one.
>>693246954
14/?
>>693246496
If confirmed same person then damn. Where'd you find that?
>>693246954
>mfw read the filename as anon scatbro
>>693228418
hey man its not my fault I'm apathetic and have no life goals
>>693247572
15/?
>>693247683
Whatever floats your goat
>>693247083
already on that road, therapist i was forced too thinks im enlightened.
>>693232209
I'm here for you anon
>>693247683
pic unrelated
>>693234483
Im losing it too. You should just think shes in your league. Tbh fam people are people and were all as equally worthless so if she likes you thats that and if it goes something else will come back. I mean I'm not you so I cant say for sure but just make sure youre all set up to be in a relationship.
Somebody hug me.. please.
>>693248006
16/?
>>693248077
Sounds shit. I mean. I wouldn't be depressed if I could just have a friend. Don't even really need a gf. Just a friend who doesn't mind if I cry and be human
>>693248737
17/?
came here mid fap still fapping thx
>>693234483
Just keep you're eyes open and you'll find someone that'll make you forget all about her (in a good way lol). Have a little faith anon.
>>693247572
it was linked with the original post. several years back
I am so far gone that the only smiles I get are from reading feels threads/
>>693249030
18/?
>>693235612
...not sure if trolling, but I lolled pretty hard at the slam piggy part
>>693231452
Thanks anon
>>693238763
tl;dr
>>693237061
then tell her how you feel if she "doesnt care" she wont give a fuck
Turning into a support thread. If this maxes out or 404s stop by. Doing both.
>>693244008
I fucked up the one chance I had to be with a girl I enjoyed spending time with. I've done nothing but settle for less than I deserve ever since
>>693249030
>>693237250
I really do like these stories, but is there anything that doesnt follow this formula:
>Beta dude
>Is weird in own way
>Meets QT3.14
>Slowly grow on to each other
>Fall in deep love
>Best day of their lives
>QT3.14 gets sick
>QT3.14 dies
>Anon is very hurt
>Anon is suicidal
>What do /b/
Like I said, I love these stories, but if someone has something different to share, it would be much appreciated.
>>693251504
Here you go
>>693239919
I still love you annon
>>693240265
Underrated as fuck
>>693252288
if love could have saved you, you would have died anyway.
>>693243022
Nice pic and nice dubs
>>693252001
Thanks anon.
>>693232724
If you're going to steal a story and act like it's your own, at least get one that doesn't make you look like a shit human being. Unless you're into that.
One of our pet rats passed away tonight. She seemed completely fine hanging out on the bed night before last. I'm sad and don't feel like doing anything but also feel restless. Her name was Mochi and she was incredibly sweet. When she had to go to the vet, they were in love with her. RIP
Here are some minor Undertale feels for anyone who has played it. I'm on my phone so I don't have many feels pics saved here. . .
>Have bf
>LD
>Happy relation ship
>He's a NEET but I don't care
>Over time notice things
>Somewhat controlling
>Whatever I like feeling so much to someone that they're like that
>But
>Doesn't try to make friends with my friends
>Laughs at some things I do
>Becomes distant
>Expects me to run the relation ship
I thought it could last. I spent over 700 going to see him. I was financially and emotionally invested as fuck. I brought up the problems to him, but while I tried to talk it out, he was playing a game the whole time. I knew it wouldn't work out so I broke it off.
I'll never find someone who knew me and clicked with me like he dI'd but I can't go back
>>693253247
I'm sorry. Will there be a funeral?
>>693251885
Thanks Anon
10/10
Life sucks
>>693230507
Faggot
Also op, this is what you get for trying to be normal
>>693253832
It always feels like you'll never again find someone who clicks as well as the person you were with, but you'd be surprised. I felt the same way after getting out of a 2.5 year relationship, but now I'm in a nearly 8 year relationship with someone who is much better for me and will be getting engaged this summer. It takes time to resolve all of the feelings you have for the person you were with, but you can find someone even better. If I did, I'd bet anyone can. Someone even better for you who is willing to talk about things is out there. You won't be stuck alone forever.
