>be me >21 >no life, barely any friends any more and
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>be me
>21
>no life, barely any friends any more and the only ones I do have just use me to get drugs
>stuck in a shithole of a town in Ohio for holiday vacation
>no money
>no job
>recent arrest makes it difficult to find any work
>addicted to benzos and ambien to keep me asleep
>terrible night terrors and sleep paralysis every night
>barely function awake
>running on 3 hours of rest (not sleep) nightly if I'm lucky
>anhero been constant thought last few years from seemingly endless episodes of night terrors and sleep paralysis
>was dating girl for 2 years, her and her daughter are the only things that kept me from anheroing
>she dumped me
>now I can anhero without anything to really feel bad about morally or otherwise
what's a relatively swift way to die? I read carbon-monoxide poisoning is almost like falling asleep, your body thinks its oxygen but it's not so you just get lightheaded and pass out until you die.
looking for something that wont leave a huge mess for whatever government paid bastard has to clean me up.
Suggestions?
Also, general feels thread. Maybe some shitty stories will cheer me up.
bump
You've already found it. Carbon monoxide or another gas is the best way. Minimal mess and minimal pain. It's high risk though, so make sure you're not leaking.
I just got a bj from my girlfriend a few minutes ago. Feeling pretty good right now.
>>692844194
Easy enough. Trashbag, ducktape, hose and car.
>>692844422
Congratulations faggot
>>692844532
Yep you got it. Remember that if this doesn't work you'll come out of it with brain damage so be very very thorough I could not stress this enough.
I just went through major H withdrawals while on holiday in Cambodia, fuck me was that the worst. I couldn't stay in bed or the shower/bath all day, no, I had to get out the room to get stuff to eat and march round temples and shit. I had a small amount and tapered off a bit so it wasn't as bad as it could have been but seriously I didn't get a wink of sleep for eight days straight, starting to hallucinate and hear things. I had to take a bunch of valium for the 30 hour journey home, thank fuck these Khmer fucks will sell you sheets of diazepam no prescription for like 2 dollars
You're not the only one to face hell on earth m8
Jump down from a high place, head first. Quick and painful for less than a second.
>>692845179
Why should someone have to clean up that mess though?
>>692843364
film it faggot
>>692845448
They get paid for it?
>>692844754
Cool. Might go to a park or someplace public in the middle of the night. Wouldn't want my body to rot for too long.
>>692844933
how the fuck do withdraw in cambodia?
>>692846274
I second this