Feels thread? Feels thread.
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>>692656021
story from OP?
>be me, 16 years old
>financial situation not too good, almost got evicted
>mother worked as a janitor, father was unemployed
>one day he says he got a really nice,well-paying job at a construction site
>he actually started bringing money home
>fast forward a few years, got a nice home, even a car
>get a phone call from mom
>OP, your father got arrested for drug dealing
>mom didn't let me visit him, always said he was a bad influence
>he recently passed away
He sold drugs this whole time to keep me and mom safe, and I never even visited him. I feel so miserable, /b/.
its worth the read trust me
bump
Bump
Anyone here other than me?
You made my day bad
>>692661625
Yes, but not much to share
>>692657374
Old boy. What a movie.
>>692661740
>>692661740
>>692657191
he was a good man anon, he risked his life to protect his familly, you should feel proud
>>692658619
ha...haha...baahahahahahaha!
FUCK YOU!
>>692661625
Yep, OP here too !
sometimes i feel.....
SOMETIMES I FEEEEL...
LIKE I BEEN TIED
TO THE WHIPPING POST
good lord i feel like i'm dying
bah woh woh bah woh woh bahawohawoh
Fuck guys I come here everyday and I dont know who else to ask. Someone I really cared about and have known for like 1/3 of my life, since childhood, just randomly stopped talking to me. Fucking avoiding me even. Its been 6 months and I still dont know why. Everytime I open up my feelings, they just smile. Like they fucking get pleasure from my suffering. I dont know what to do. Ive tried saying Im sorry for just about everything I can think of, but no. Just the same fuckinf cheeky look.
Ive thought about getting revenge some how but I cant bring myself to hurt them physically right now. I want them to feel what I have felt. Im thinking of just living a better life than them, and just shit on them when they come cralling back. I dont know though /b/. Ive been psychologically fucked by them for so long and they dont even realise it. They dont know how bad feeling ignored hurts.
End of blog please subscribe
>>692662155
>>692661740
Long as peoples here i got a bit to share
Get a grip you emo dorks
>be me 18y.o
>Good school results and descent home
>Grateful for my parents
>Everything is fine
>Realise life is boring after and we almost do jack shit
>Try methods to get rich
>Release life gets harder when you grow up and start to believe all shit elders said...
>Now I'm a fucking lunatic no friends
>Lost almost all carrying family members
>Happy to still have a few
>Go on /b/ other fora to expand knowledge
>Releasing I need to act to take responsibility for my family
>Im to one that always take care for some en never felt that feeling for me
>Life is boring and shit
my feels isn't mortal or affecting my livelyhood but i gpt some relationship type emotional shit fucking me up recently. it sucks a crate of cocks
>>692662637
this one always gets me
>>692662647
Nearly everyone here is here because if some relationship type shit.
>>692662884
Im just here because I feel sad and pathetic and I like hanging out with other people that feel sad and pathetic
>Be me
>Spend about 8 months getting girl
>Eventually get her
>She says she falls for me
>Fall for her
>Ended it suddenly a couple week ago
>Shes going away for a while so our relationship would grow she says
>Believe her
>Talk alot still
>Says no relations for as it would be too hard to keep them
>Today
>Shes now in a relationship with someone from here
>Feel like utter shit
Fuck it all
>>692663041
same
>>692663386
*dabs sadly*
I complain every feels thread about the same shit yet i never feel better venting
>>692658619
thanks anon, this looks good
Does anyone else wonder if during the times when /b/ is slow, it's just the same group of people every day? Makes me feel like I have some friends
>>692663755
I'm your friend anon
To anyone who is having a bad day/week/month/year, I want you to know that it will get better one day. You'll get that girl you're dreaming for, that job, that car, that house. You have to believe that one day, you will rise from the dark grim of reality you're currently living in.
>>692663755
I'm almost certain this is the case.
I want to become a youtube success, but am afraid of becoming like all of the other narcissistic assholes on that site. So I post my videos on b knowing that the other anons won't let me get too full of myself.
Thanks guys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gknI9w0PRXc
>>692663755
I'm your friend too.
>This Photo Sums Up Me And My Unloving First Girlfriend After 2 Years Of Trying To Get One Im Still With Her Only Because Shes All I Got
>>692662257
Let it go, man. Nothing good can really come out of it. This is not the way to happiness.
Instead, focus that energy on being better yourself. Get ripped, eat healthier, study more, become more intelligent, talk to more bitches, improve your social skills.
Revenge will bring you nothing but more anger and sadness. There's still good people in this world, man. Become a good person too yourself.
That way, you'll be happy. Just hang in there.
>>692663755
i'll be your friend for about tree fiddy
>>692663936
Giving it a watch now. Production values are good and you have a unique look, so that's some positives right there.
Literally just made a throwaway email in hopes someone will talk to me [email protected]
>>692663386
He'd be glad to know I still watch DBZ sometimes.
>back in 2012
>be me, 17
>lonely Christmas, parents went to fucking France without me as I didn't really want to
>alone for the whole fucking holiday
>browsing /b/, playing games whole days
>occasionally using omegle
>meet a girl
>chating for about four hours straight
>add her on facebook
>not really 10/10 but solid 7.5/10, could have been even 8 if she really wanted
>chating almost every day for about three months or so
>even get some nudes from her
>shits good
>but as the time goes, it gets slightly too much
>every day, tons of messages
>she thinks I am her personal therapist or someshit
>she keeps telling me about her problems, about all that shit I don't give a fuck about
>when I don't reply she proceeds to spam
>sometimes even 50 in an hour
>I get pretty tired of that
I mean, sure, I'd talk to her, I think I even cared about her a bit but this was way too much
>June 2013
>get back home from school, tired as shit, all those exams
>instantly get 20 messages
>leave me alone for Pete's sake
>tell her I am tired
>doesn't stop her
>"Hey, can I tell you something, Anon?"
>Start crying how some cunt from her school doesn't want to be her friend or someshit
>Get really pissed and lose it
>this is the last thing I sent to her
>"Now you listen to me, for fuck's sakes. I don't give a fuck about your problems, I never gave any nor I ever will. Stop fucking bothering me, find someone else who will listen to your fucking whining, bitch. If you fucking wanna send me another of your fucking messages, it better be pics of your tits or i don't fucking care, whore."
>Never heard of her again
>Found out she killed herself few weeks ago
Note to say, i don't feel any responsibility and I don't even feel bad really. And that is what wakes me up in the night. I should feel something.
>>692664060
Im already going to be moving out of the country and Ill have thr opprotunity to live the life I've wanted to live and start over again. Thank you anon. I will try my best.
>>692664521
>>692663995
Reminds me of this
>>692664559
Seen you post the same thing yesterday
>>692663847
>>692663967
See you guys tommorow : )
>>692664659
Aye, I just lurk those threads lately
>>692656021
Your mom.
>>692664713
Ill be here for you anon : )
>>692664559
Kek what kind of autistic retard are you? Just ignore the messages dont go on a tirade and say she's a whore.
>>692664748
Know the feeling
>>692664713
Yeah, see you tomorrow anon!
Stay safe.
>be me
>13 years old
>9/11/2001
>want to join army at 18 for god, country, and to kill muslims
>turn 18 and join army
>finish infantry school in full hard charger knights templar mode
>ship to iraq
>get to mosul ready to do my crusader thing
>on patrol and fire fight starts
>my first combat experience
>move to a house to take cover
>we breach the door and start clearing room to room
>i enter a bedroom and see a person move
>i get kind of panicky
>i put my dot on the person and fire 3 shots
>person falls to the ground
>i look up from the person and see a small child on the bed
>he screams and dives on what i now see is an unarmed old man
>the old man gurgles and stares at me as he bleeds to death
>the little boy is yelling at me, holding the old mans head and hand with tears pouring down his face
>i just stand there
>i can't even process what i had just done
>i back out of the room and we continue on with our fight
>i still see the old mans face every night
>his eyes staring straight through mine
>i still hear the little boy's screams
>only alcohol or strong medication can get me to sleep
>i don't even feel like a person anymore
>>692658619
of all the things I will never read, I will never read this the most
>>692659064
I hope you fucking die.
>>692664860
>150 unread messages on Facebook
>instantly getting SMS messages
>Skype is almost broken due to amount of that shit
I tried to ignore her once. This happened
>>692664942
Hello again. Maybe actually see a therapist for your PTSD.
>>692665099
Christ she's like the dude in that Denko story.
>>692664942
Heavy stuff
>>692665099
Anon, you dont have to feel anything because it's not your fault. You helped her as much as you could.
>>692663259
Just choke him.
>>692665245
Hes a 6'4 rugby player
>>692664267
thank you
>>692665320
you're a big guy
>>692665231
But what if I had never talked to her she'd be still alive? What if she killed herself just because I told her...that? That's what haunts me
>>692662257
To play devils advocate here there's probably a good reason said person is ignoring you.
Is there something about how you act that might detract them from wanting them to see you?
Personally you remind me of someone I once ignored because they were such a shitty person that I didn't want anything to do with them, but I was also too much of a coward/didn't want to stir up any more shit to say anything. So I simply stopped talking to them, and then they confirmed their horrid behaviors by taking revenge just as you're saying now.
Think about it. Chances are it's your fault one way or another. Maybe they've been building resentment against you for so many years they can't help but stay away or else the accumulation of it all will come flooding in and hit them harder than is worth to stay with you.
I'm sorry you're going through this. I guess my only advice is to take a good long look at yourself first before anything else. Ego is poison.
I dont care how much nasty, scummy, pathetic shit you guys have done. I love you all. Everything will get better. I promise.
>>692665531
I would but i dont have any friends to back me up. Hes literally always with her and a handful of his fucking friends.
>>692665599
Something would have made her snap eventually. If it wasnt for you she probably would have do it sooner.
>>692658619
alright anon ill take your word for it, here comes an hour of reading
>>692665599
She did talk to you about all the problems in her life right? Im sure there are a million other things that caused her to kill herself.
>>692662257
I'm 99.99999% sure this friend of yours has a mental illness. I have BPD and am ashamed to say I do fucked up shit like this sometimes.
>>692665646
Ok thank you anons. I really appreciate it.
>>692665599
triple dubs checkened
if she offed herself just because of that msg then it seems clear to me that she was a weak willed individual that would have eventually gone there anyways regardless of your attempt to rid yourself of her.
>>692665709
What? No. Hate her, not him. This guy swore no loyalty to you. She's the bitch in this situation.
>>692665879
Thanks man. They do get angry randomly like smashing a thumbdrive if it isnt working properly and then laughing about it afterwards. You think that could be a sign of BPD? Also, do you ever feel any remorse for the things you do?
>>692665709
Also I had to break it to you but you didnt 'win her over' after 8 months. She knew you always liked her so she hooked up with you because she needed a confidence boost. Happens to me sometimes, just gotta move on and cut them out of your life.
>>692665935
I just want to stress that I'm really just projecting here from my own experiences and I could be totally wrong. I don't know anything about you or the person you're describing; simply wanted to add some perspective on what might be happening.
If you genuinely haven't done anything to deserve this treatment then maybe it's all on them. Perhaps they're also struggling with depression and who knows what else, and are simply too exhausted to put in the effort to have any meaningful relationships with anyone.
>>692666070
Your right. Still miss her to fuck.
>>692665747
>>692665846
>>692665941
Welp, at least thats relief a bit. I am trying to convince myself that it wasn't my fault but, considering that she was doing a lot better since we had started talking, I can't get rid of the feeling of guilt.
>>692666254
I changed medication and got a good thearpist about a year ago and since then I feel guity about things. I still block people out these days but I try to always be positive around them. Before when I was in a shitty mood I used to twist people just to see what reaction I could get. It was horrible but people can change.
>>692665648
Love you too anon. Stay strong
>>692666271
Yeah thats what i figured, still a complete fuck with my feelings though.
>>692666570
Yeah, she's a bitch. Sometimes that hurts the most because you feel like an idiot for trusting them.
>>692666666
FUCK
>>692666666
WINRAR MOTHERFUCKER
YOUR DAY JUST GOT A WHOLE LOT BETTER CAUSE THIS IS NOW A GET THREAD
>>692666666
Grats on your sexts boyo.
>>692666666
nice
>>692666666
>>692666666
Devils sexts
Nice
>Be me 16 in sophomore year
>Family hates me for being a smart ass
>I hate my family because they don't want or have done jack shit for me
>had to buy and cook my own food
>one day meet stupid girl who doesn't know shit about algebra
>help her
>I tell her she's stupid as a rock and she gets angry
>Idk why she still stays and asks for my help when more capable people are around
>fastforward to when she asks for my bday
>tell her no one has celebrated it since I was 8
>she goes out of her way to get me a cake
>we get close
>stay friends for a while
>fastforward to 2 years earlier from now
>she stops me from joining the marines
>we actually get really close
>tells me she just wants to stay friends
>I stop talking to her for a while
>out of nowhere she tells me she wants to meet other people
>she does
>meets better looking guy
>going out now for months
>I'm still stuck at home
>fast forward to now
>losing money
>lost my only good paying job
>had to move in with worthless drunk cousin on wellfare from breaking his leg
I really want to anhero but I feel as though Id prove my dead beat dad and my pretentious mom right. Worst of all I feel empty, I just want to give up so bad.
>>692666666
Nice quints stupid nigger lol check these
>tfw you're nostalgic for a time that wasn't even 10 years ago.
>>692666666
Feel lucky
Not everyone gets the double devil sexts
>>692666929
Learn to count you double nigger
>inb4 took the bait, yes I know i did
>>692666666
We have a god in the thread
>>692666666
Yeah thanks bro. Shit she was the only person in my life i ever really talked too.
>>692666929
>quints
>lol check these
kill yourself
Anons whatsthe poitn of this all? of this horrible circus of shit. especially if you live in this fucking Russia, they even dont let you to fap. so many hentai sites are blocked. proxies n shit. and if you want to immigrate? there? I want to live in Good Old Germany not is some rapefugee country (Russia is doing this too their soviet way), I want to live in America not in niggerland. evil is won? is already the end?
all I see is degeneracy, stupid totalitarian regimes (in Russia even a lot of hentai sites r blocked), no hope, no light. and dying White Race, even Japanese arent that good. and no country for WHite Men. no country I would be proud to be part of.
"oh we blocked that sites, so you cant fap".
I hate you all, hate your pathetic lives, I still will fap, and I still will be a racist, and nazi all my life. stupid soviet commies. The Truth is the only way. The Thruth is painful and depressing. A Human who knows cant be happy in this world.
please Hitler come back!
>be me
> 4 years ago, 15 years old
> Never ever had a real girlfriend, just random hookups, also a virgin
> Met this girl in school that I instantly had a crush on
> We talked and became really close friends
>We'd go out daily, have fun together, laugh, long warm hugs
> I'd die for a few moments every time she hugged me tight or kissed me on my cheek
> Stayed late at night way over curfew just so I could spend more time with her
> I fell in love with her /b/
> but one day
> One day she stopped responding to my messages
> She suddenly got cold. From all those heart emojis and cute texts, to simple, short, boring chats
> I died on the inside
> She found a boyfriend /b/
She gave me hope for 4 months that there could actually be something beautiful between us, and she killed me in the end
To this day I still can't get attatched to any other girl.
>>692666895
Stop blaming the world join the army do something. Fuck you'll get no where blaming everyone from stopping you when you're the one holding your own leash.
>>692666895
Dont do it anon. You're smart right? You're already better than 90% of us here. I believe in you.
>>692666666
this is a message of satan to every guy out there who trusts women
>>692666666
good job satan
>>692666271
Well that explains my problem, holy shit that sucks. Any advice on how to move on from them?
>>692666666
>The sleeper has awaken.
>>692657191
he stills sees you OP you just got to make him proud
>>692666666
>Sexty Boy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_ulZiob5I0
>>692667444
Don't think I won't check your trips just because another anon got sexts
>>692667568
Thanks a lot.
>>692667444
I'd say 'find another girl' but I've only done that through dumb luck so can't really give advice. Make sure you laugh that shit off though. Even if you ache on the inside dont let her have the satisfaction.
>>692667648
Holy shit, first time I've gotten trips. I feel somewhat completed
>>692667776
Anon, you got trips and she didn't. Its a sign.
I'm a white boy and I'm Jacked.
>>692667769
There has to be a better way to do it. I feel pathetic as fuck for letting her do that to me. She knew exactly how I felt and rammed me with it. Thank you for your advice man I appreciate it alot.
Will we ever have a happy feels thread? I want to feel happy for once
>>692667776
Yeah the first get feels good
Just wait till your first quads or quints.
If you have the luck of the devil you might even end up like the anon above you with glorious sexts one day..
Just keep shitposting and you'll go far kid
>>692667846
good man
>>692667990
Make one, whats stopping you
>>692667990
That's YLYL for you my friend. Also nice dubs!
>>692667990
Happy isnt a feel many of us know
>>692668109
>Also nice dubs!
>nice dubs
>dubs
>692667990
>>692668101
He'll be the only one in it
>>692668266
Nice dubs
>>692668266
now those are some dubs
>>692668266
He was referring to anon's nubs, a slip of the finger
>>692666666
Hijacking this to ask; How long before 700000000? Weeks? Months?
>>692666666
GODLIKE
I feel extra lonely tonight
>>692668532
probably months, that's 7.4m posts we're talking about
>>692668532
You can roughly calculate by checking the post numbers of a thread one week ago to get an average post rate and figure out which day will be one before and it should be around then since post speed picks up a lot close to major gets
>>692668532
no math behind it but i'd say a month
Well threads been derailed now
>>692666666
>>692668583
Was feeling this a couple of days ago. What are you up to?
>>692668977
>I WANNA BE SAD GODAMMIT!
>>692668991
kek
>>692661377
Uh... Did you try hitting the horn?
>>692669018
Nothing at all
>>692661625
No. I'm just another voice in your head.
>>692669209
You want to do something?
>>692669325
I do
>>692666666
Witnessed
Too right.
>>692669360
You have anything to eat?
>>692669169
Why?
The kids aren't deaf
They're bait for an ambush you retard
>>692661954
this show is so real it fucking hurts kek
>>692669451
Some yeah
fucking everyone is watching the EM football cup
i'm not interested in it at all
what do
>>692669525
Lets eat together anon
>>692669552
It's over next week.
>>692669608
Of course
>>692669479
>Historically
So they might have not been... But yeah, they probably were.
>>692669680
Now we're both a little less lonely : )
>>692666666
fookin gheyyyyyyyy
>>692669552
Watch Jojo
It's surprisingly good, but very homo nohomo
>>692669662
i guess
everyones cheering loud as fuck i can here them from miles away, some public viewing event
i mean i would endure that stuff with a gf, but there is no gf
so yea
>polchan.net
>>692669807
ive started watching mr robot actually
a bit weird but enjoyable
>>692669505
Which show is this?
>>692669761
Yeah i guess so : )
>>692667121
your own fault, mate.
4 fucking months and you didn't even try to kiss her.
She was obviously waiting for you to make the first move the whole time, yet you were such a fucking wuss that you didn't do anything about it.
Nevertheless, we've all been there at one point in our lives. Learn from your mistakes. Don't do that next time.
>>692669856
Nice spam nigger
>>692666895
Why not enlist in the Marines then, like you wanted to?
It'll get you out of the house, in a new area, and you'll meet a shit ton of other people.
Although it's gonna fucking suck a lot to be enlisted.
>>692669827
What country you in?
>>692669914
Bojack Horseman. Watch it immediately
>>692670023
>What country you in?
germany ofc
if you say you're not into football you earn the looks of despise
>>692657374
Watched this with my friend the other day, he had never seen it before.
So fucking good, this scene gives me feels every time
>>692670000
the best quads of all
>>692657191
Kinda sounds like breaking bad
>>692667121
Scarily similar to mine bro
>>692669864
There are too many small mistakes for me to enjoy it. The script is mostly good, but the direction of the MC is fucking awful. So inconsistent,but I'm sure it's a good show if you can see past that
>>692670000
Fuck yeah, my first quads in years
Feels good
>>692670143
well yeah, its a bit cringeworthy, autistic even
but other than that, a good show to watch when youve got nothing to do
What kinds of movies do you guys watch? I just watched all about lily chou-chou. I can really relate to it.
>>692670066
Lol England here. Everyone has moved on to pretending to be Welsh.
>that feel when my ex
>is everything i ever desire to be
>being like him is literally my end goal
>we have so much in common, and that combined with a self-image lower than the Mariana Trench, that it felt like i was copying him in everything
>he stopped our relation over the phone
>will probably see this and cringe himself to death
>>692670200
And some nice dubs tou round out those sick quads
>>692670143
also, the hacking aspect or that what they show is really just what normalfags think hacking is
a lot of
>root user uses ifconfig or ls
>>692670243
kek
not irish?
everyone and his mother cheered for ireland
>>692670143
It's a good show but the 'reveal' kinda ruined it for me. Also fuck a drug addled mentally ill hacker having sick abs.
>>692670267
Never got that far in, but yeah I can imagine it must be terrible
>>692670249
Im sorry to hear that. Things will get better.
>>692670393
>Also fuck a drug addled mentally ill hacker having sick abs.
its possible dow
might've posted this the other day
am still confused about her
>meet girl online
>text for a month back n forth
>decide to meet up
>very pretty girl
>same kind of humor
>spends 3 days at my house
>we have a lot of fun, go to the movies, friends party, sex
>continue to meet up for the next 5 months
>just before christmas tells me she cant do it anymore
>gets back together with her ex
>3 months pass without any form of contact
>slowly start texting again
>i get "i've missed you in my life" messages
>last week
>some more of those kind of texts
>ask her if she'*s happy
>she says overall yes
that was about 2 months ago
during those she texted me more of those "i've missed stuff with you" texts
yesterday and the day before that we were discussing that matte because i'm fed up with having to deal with it
she told me that
>she thinks about us whenever her relationship is at some negative point
>she misses the sex we had, the feeling i gave her
told her that she was still insecure, that she was using me as a safe haven
she agreed, yet always took the chance to tell me over and over that she "made the right decision" and "just has to life with her choice"
while it's clear she's all like "no idea what i want", she still thinks about me even after 6 months
and i still don't really know why she chose her ex, instead of me, if she is still thinking about me a lot
>>692657917
what a dick
>>692670393
I'm one of those man, fuck off
>>692657917
I've actually got one in my head for each of my friends. Saved away for a rainy day.
>>692657917
Love me some P.K.Dick
His novels are fantastic
>>692664605
HOLY SHIT THAT SHOW SUCKS
>>692670447
Thank you SO much, anon, really appreciate it. On the other hand, he did help me get cuter and stuff, as he was the first femboy I had ever seen irl (not the /b/ oversexualised version, just a feminine boy)
>>692670612
>each of my friends
>implying multiple
Fuck you man this is a feels thread, gtfo with your social life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryC9Q8QeR_0
>>692670781
Well im sure your gonna find your dream guy. You deserve it anon.
>>692670249
copying won't do you any good, being yourself isn't always desirable but ultimately the best option to preserve your mental health
>>692663936
Holy shit you are this guy? Timestamp
>>692670393
Just a regular fucked up guy. Sure we can all relate to this scene.
I think I just lost my best friend
>>692663936
It's fairly distressing to watch. I like it.
>>692666666
Nice 66 dubs, anon.
>>692670920
Aw, you're too kind, anon~
>>692670941
True. Thank you for the tip, anon!
I'm home alone for another weekend. I have nothing to do but watch videos of people playing video games and playing them myself. I've gotten uses to this and I don't really mind it, except that it's starting to get a bit boring to not even have any friends online. I'm thinking about taking a shower and then taking benzo just to not be me for a while
>>692670740
What show?
>can't reverse image, on mobile
>>692670920
Deserving is one thing but reality is another
I sometimes find myself envying people in these threads because they have felt these emotions before
This video always makes me cry... youtube.com/watch?v=2RqgFl2jGdI
>>692657374>>692661791
>>692670068
what movie is this?
>>692671128
American Horror Story. Not sure what season I gave up during the 1st.
>>692663936
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gknI9w0PRXc
"This video is not available"
>>692671229
Old Boy.
>>692670505
meh, she sounds like a manipulative bitch, man.
Fuck her if that's what you want, but I don't think that it would be wise to fall in love with someone like that. Been there, done that.
There are better people around. My current gf would give her life for me, she deserves my love.
The bitch you're talking about sure doesn't deserve yours.
>>692671093
Your most welcome
>>692671319
thanks kind anon, im downloading it right away
>>692671322
sounds like what i'm thinkin yeah
>>692671229
The movie is called Oldboy, it's really good but avoid the remake like the plague, if you're interested in seeing it
>>692666666
I CAN'T BELIEVE I WITNESSED SATANIC DOUBLE TRIPS! HAIL
>>692671151
The higher the rise the harder the fall.
>>692666948
>>
I want to be 16 for all eternity
>>692671391
Warning: It is FUCKED UP. Great though.
>>692671238
Oh, that show sucks hairy ass
My Gran puts it on Netflix almost every time I visit and it fucking sucks
>>692671149
I've had several dreams like this am throughout my life since I was like 12. It's the same girl every time.
>>692671491
>>692671391
the intro is really boringly long though
>>692658619
just finished reading... i feel broken just as much as this story. similar, why is this world so shit anons
I remember coming to these threads a couple of years ago and crying like a bitch. I thought I was so depressed and that my life was so hard. I wasn't happy though, that's the truth. Now 2 years later these threads make me cringe, but I'm in such a darker place than I was. I'm so much more lost than before.
I felt so far from home at the time and now I've forgotten where home was. I'm not saying these threads are cringe worthy because they help some deal with their emotions. But you get to a point where the things that used to help no longer do, and realising that makes you feel like you lost your self a long time ago.
>>692671491
why is it fucked up?
>>692671585
how long does the intro last for?
>>692671569
Your GRAN watches that shit? It's full of blood and fucking.
>>692671683
Wont give anything away. It's a mystery movie though so watch 15 minutes and decide if you want to find out.
>>692657374
Oldboy was amazing. The whole vengeance trilogy is great
So many fucking feels throughout the film
>>692661896
hahaha gay af
>>692671700
Ye she's hard core, but has shit taste
Listens to nickelback and reads stephen king novels religiously
>>692661759
Fuck man... this got me. I missed my chance because I was afraid.
>>692671839
Thanks dude, haven't been on /b/ a long time. I don't remember people being nice around here
>Be me
>have HFA (High Functioning Autism)
>had to endure 10 years of being school for children with special needs
>literally only 5-6 out of 120+ students had HFA
>feelbadman.dll
>unable to develop social skills properly
>wasn't able to obtain a proper education
>Mother's abusive partners ridicule and punch me
>resentfulofbitchmother.wav
>leave school at 16 with nothing and surprisingly get into college
>meet a pretty decent bro on the 2 second week of IT course
>form solid friendship, still friends to this day
>now able to interact like a normal human being
>finallyfeelsgood.exe
>1 and half years later
>get 7/10 grillfriend and lose virginity down the line
>cuntface cheats
>nope.mp4
>go to mental health institute for 10 days and complete 2 more years of college
>fast forward to today
>trainee kitchen fitter
>Looked down on by others every step of the way for having autism
There are traumatic events that have popped up throughout, though they're not worth the words.
>>692671456
I guess you're right
>>692663515
kek
>>692672076
That's a below average start in life anon, I feel you man.
But chin up, you've got a job and aren't a KV beta faggot so that's pretty damn good imo
>>692671615
because broken people break other people instead of getting help
>>692672223
Believe its better to not have had those feels because what comes after is atrocious
>>692672042
Feels threads are usually pretty civil, because most people here (even shitposters) had the struggle of feels before
>>692672414
Honestly I have had an instance of heavy feels, that weren't vicarious before, but without even feeling positive emotion first
>>692664942
>want to join army at 18 for god
hahaha horrible
>>692657191
If this is real, then my heart goes out to you OP
>>692672822
DEUS VULT
>>692672755
Which means you dont have to look back on a time that made you happy with complete sadness
>>692672367
Thank you, I can't say it is the worst start or even if it is as bad as other may perceive it to be, though one can't be sure after living this life. Maybe it can harden a person, even so, a good majority of these memories are shit as can be.
>>692672822
Heathen scum
man fuck this
i wanted to text my ex, catch up a bit
but it seems even after 2 years she still doesn't have the balls to answer me at all
>>692673043
The only positive thing I got from that experience is that I wasn't a kissless virgin anymore, only regular virgin
>>692673031
Then start working out.
>>692656021
>>692673339
"the balls" as if she is the sucker in this situation. You shouldnt be texting your ex after two years thats sad
>>692663995
Congratulations mate, today is the day that you quit.
>>692673427
i was genuinely interested in how her life is going anon
i mean, even if she doesn't want any form of contact, as a normal human being you'd be kind enough to let the other one know right?
>>692673387
Well thats something.
Stop whining, you bastards. Alcohol, drugs or prostitutes is a perfect thing to enjoy to enlighten your life. Of course you are depressed if you do not enjoy life. You all try to much to make other people happy. Stop IT now, start making yourself happy.
>>692673546
Y'know maybe she just hates your guts know :)
>>692673621
she might
but i never gave her a reason
if any, i should be the one "hating" her
oh well
Sometimes I wish I would just die in a freak accident so I wouldn't have to feel guilty for the sadness of my loved ones when I inevitably off myself.
>>692673546
That isnt how people work, including you I imagine. They even ignore or awkwardly reply.
>>692673618
>Be me
>Be depressed teenage
>Start drinking and taking drugs
>ten year later
>Be depressed drug addict
>>692673720
i wouldve replied though, no matter who texts me
>>692673898
Replied telling them you dont want contact?
>>692659064
I hope you fucking die.
>>692673607
I guess your right, I honestly don't really feel sad or depressed, it's just that these threads kind of resonate to that side of me, or something
>>692673811
haha you sure showed him>>692673811
>>692673966
yes
telling them something along the lines of
"i think we shouldnt be in contact"
let them off kindly
>>692673898
I feel that. All i want is a friend and somene to talk too.
