Does anyone else here cut? >Pic related that's me
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Does anyone else here cut?
>Pic related that's me
No, I don't seek attention through self-mutilation.
>go tumblr fag
>>692371898
I do. Unfortunately. Only cut one place every time I do. The other night I put a white T-shirt on to see what the blood looked like when I went to sleep
Not anymore, i stopped being a faggot
>>692371898
pic related, thats me.
You fuccking degenerate "woe is me"!
>>692371898
Hahaha what a fucking retard
>>692371898
You know what? Nobody make fun of this edgy faggot. He want's attention, we won't give it to him.
>>692371898
>>692372244
Thats a good point cuntface, why the fuck do we need to know thats you
>>692371898
Cheer up emo kid
Yes, now roll your fucking sleeves down and get back to lurking
>>692371898
Every Tuesday
This is now a scat thread
>>692372580
Do I have problems?
>>692372580
Looks like a cat attacked you faggot. Down the river you mongo
ye boiiiii
>>692371898
I never got cutting
It accomplishes nothing
Why not deal with your fucking problems instead of attention whoring?
I don't have cuts because Im not a fucking idiot.
>>692371898
Why the cuts bro? God is good n all that
one love
>>692372767
Continue. This thread deserved it.
OP
>>692372767
Furry degenerate
Why do people do this shit?
Attention? boredom? idiocy? all of the 3?
>>692371898
yes
>>692372927
Not all who cut attention whore. I never show my arms in public and only one friend of mine actually knows about them.
grow the fuck up attention seeking shitwads
>>692371898
Fucking attention whore,
Why haven't you Kill yourself already ?
>>692373187
well whats your excuse
I hope to god none of you faggots who cuts ever have kids. I'd feel sorry for them when they ask how you got the scars and they have to find out their parents are huge pussies.
>>692372841
i chuckled
>>692371898
cutting is for teenage girls you fucking faggot.
i but a tourniquet on my arm and then slice my vein really deep. I used to just stick needles in it so that it wouldnt leave a mark but i was really upset last night.
>>692371898
>I'm sad
>I'm going to make my self forever less attractive and make people more repulsed by me because that will make it better.
Why don't you cut your face or splash acid on yourself? I mean the point of cutting is to make yourself ugly right? Like cutting is what teens do to keep them selfs forever virgins and make them selfs as unattractive as possible right?
Also anyone who self harms is 99% under the age of 17 so fuck off you child.
>>692371898
first world problems
kill yourself faggot
>>692373310
>Kicked out young. Had to learn the world on my own.
>Multiple friends have killed themselves.
>22 now, had a kid. In extreme debt from fighting the mom to let me see the kid.
>Only thing keeping me from an heroing is kid.
>>692371898
Used to. A lot. Havent for a year though.
OP IS A EDGY 12 YR OLD SCREAMO FAG
>>692371898
>cuts self constantly in hopes of one day getting attention from degenerates on 4chan
Just commit and cut down the road, not across the street.
cut up the way you fool
>>692373590
Forgot to mention, was using hard drugs at 15. Didn't get off them until 20
>>692373187
Oh so it really does accomplish absolutely nothing.
Either cut an artery next time or deal with your problems like an adult you fucking child.
here is a scar from when i stabbed myself through the forearm with a butcher knife.
story: i'm schizophrenic, i don't remember doing this.
>>692373788
You're probably still 15 faggot
>>692371898
How many times are you gonna make this thread with the same pic? Every self harmer is an attention seeking little waste of space.
>>692373803
It accomplishes nothing. You're correct. But at the time, when your mind is so boggled by depression. It seems to be the only solace.
>>692373863
and exit wound. 13 stitches in all.
>>692373187
True - have known a couple people who did it privately to relieve social anxiety. Just like the way many anons masturbate constantly.
>>692371898
I was super fat as a kid and lost a lot of weight.
>MFW my mom saw my stretch marks on my upper arm and thought I was cutting myself
>>692373590
Oh I see
So cutting your arms opens up a space time vortex and undoes all of that?
No? It dosnt accomplish anything byond attention whoring?
Stop posting, go get counciling or just off yourself.
>>692372243
Once a faggot, faggot
>>692373803
These people have convinced themselves that self harm is fun, and exciting. They are useless, even without problems they do it. No fucking clue why someone would never want to have kids raised correctly, but hey, that's their choice. They will pay for it eventually.
>>692373562
I cut myself really badly last year (really needed stitches, but I didn't go, that's what happens when you cut drunk). My husband was really helpful in making sure I took care of it, but obviously pretty pissed off that I did it in the first place. Anyway, I'm turning 30 soon, and I'm a therapist (how ironic). Most people START cutting in adolescents, but just like alcohol, once you're hooked, it's really hard to stop. It becomes your main coping skill (albeit an unhealthy one). I know I will think about cutting when times get stressful my entire life. The only difference is that now I can usually replace that desire with something healthier like working out or meditating.
>>692371898
>Does anyone else here cut?
>Shows picture with zero cuts or fresh scars.
>>692373863
You should either bsharpen/buy a new knife or go to the gym if that's all you could manage.
>>692373170
>>692373590
Sounds like you're trying to ruin the little fucker's life, you sensitive bitch. Let the kid be with the responsible parent.
>>692372243
Same. My scars are a daily reminder of my faggotry.
>>692371898
I hope things look brighter soon, anon.
>>692372227
Sometimes bloodstains can look pretty cool. Just try not to kill yourself, mate. If anything, use someone elses blood. You don't need to hurt yourself, anon.
>>692372580
I hope they go away somehow, mate.
>>692373170
I would see a doctor. Or drink a lot of bourbon.
>>692373590
I hope for nothing but the best out of your situation, anon. That kid needs you. Keep going, mate
>>692374095
You clearly didn't understand what I said. This was done during a time where I didn't have a clear conscious. This was all done before I knew how to solve problems. Try understanding what you read before you comment or you're just like every other inbred ameripigs you fucking swine.
thats a weird face op
>>692374124
this
>>692374220
my arm was flat against linoleum from what i'm told. couldn't stab through the ground i guess.
across for attention, up and down for results
Azazazazazaaaxza It's fucking good
>>692374009
Go get help dumbass
I sufferd from debilitating anxiety and depression so what did I do? Cut my self like a faggot emo kid?
No I got help, was on meds for a couple years and did counciling, now I'm off the meds and functional again and fucking love my life.
DEAL WITH YOUR PROBLEMS LIKE AN ADULT
>>692371898
Why do people do this?
What's it going to prove?
Do you really have to take the pain in your head and feel it on your arm?
This makes no fucking sense.
>>692374454
I dealt with everything myself. Not everyone is so incompetent that they need counseling.
The only problem I have left are the permanent scars
>>692373479
Hiw did it heal, got any pics?
>>692372227
>>692371898
What does cutting do for you? Does it feel good? Is it a psychological thing? This is rude but were you abused? Or are you just a normal person that likes to cut? I mean, that sounds like an oxymoron to me.
tl;dr I don't know why people cut and I'm curious.
>>692374340
Sorry but the guy who self mutilated himself because teenage edge has 0 rights to isult anyone as by default you are an evolitionary failure.
Tumblr fag
>>692374754
Clearly I'm the evolutionary failure. The one who dealt with his problems on his own.
>>692371898
Why do you even cut yourself?
If you need pain, you're doing it wrong
>>692374617
For some people it results in a flood of endorphins. Then they have a good "feels bad" cry and use the tears to jerk off while they think about how shitty their lives are. Some people want the attention, some people are just edgy, and some are just into the way it makes them feel.
>>692374637
>I delt with it my self by ruining my body
I dealt with my problems and am not coverd in scars that will keep women away from me.
What I did was like takeing your car to a body shop, what you did was just wrap duck tape on your bumper a bunch.
You still fail.
Yo OP, think of it like this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQM8UKgt3Qs
People don't give a shit. Not even here. Your self worth is in your hands. And if edging to suicide is your way of coping, dont hit a major artery.
Here's a mwah
>>692374009
>I'm upset so ruining my body in a painful way will make me feel better.
Just start smoking like normal people do, dipshit.
>>692374285
Sissy
Care words into your flesh everywhere its the cool thing to do.
>>692374124
you typed it wrong, faggot.
>>692375136
Oh the irony.
>>692374285
>That kid needs you.
He's a wrist cutting drug addict, you fucking spazz.
I used self-harm to bridge the gap between drug abuse and actually manning the fuck up and getting help.
>>692374970
Lol yeah, you cut yourself abd scared up your body
I am scare free
Good luck being a freak for the rest of your life you self mutilating faggot, maybe you will one day find a girl who was in a fire or had an industrial accident so you can find someone who will love you and who's body is just as repulsive as yours.
>>692372841
I'd still fuck her.
>>692371898
It's all good dude, they go down over time, mine did and are barely visible. Try working out, lifting. It helps take attention away from them, and it'll become part of your story man.
I mean..f-fag
>>692371898
It's Fresh, I do it right now, I love them, But i hate the rest is healthly..
>>692374983
Because he thinks he's better than others and delt with his problems himself by destroying his body because retard logic is all he knows.
Recovered cutter. Long-term mental health issues. Not cut in 10 years. Still get the itch every now and then, when under pressure.
>>692372244
>"woe is me"
keq'd hard
>>692374241
>the responsible parent
The same one that kicked their first kid out and apparently did a piss-poor job of raising the first one? If anything, that "responsible parent" will take a second chance as an opportunity to beat their previous score--in the game of "let's see how badly can we fuck this kid over."
>>692374434
What the fuck am I looking at? Is that plastic wrapped around an elbow?
>>692372407
>we
>>692375668
I'm sorry, but it's real :)
>>692374970
>Dealt with problems on his own
>Is an emo.
Choose one.
>>692375612
Good to hear anon. Only got 1 year under my belt. The temptation is still there sometimes but just gotta grit my teeth.
>>692373240
kek
>>692375827
You'll get there, man. It gets easier. Finding other ways to cope really helps. Creative stuff is an awesome distraction :)
>>692375338
>irony
Are you illiterate or something? He said that is the guy's gonna ruin his body to feel good then do what most people do. Do drugs/Smoke cigarettes.
>>692376088
Yeah I've been to a couple writing classes. Also work out a lot. Good physical distraction.
>>692375604
Jesus man, I cannot stand these types. Lacking motivation to pull yourself out of the shitty mess and then can't even kill oneself is just pure failure from concentrate.
>>692375582
Is this fucking nice? I'm crying but it's really cool to see, the blood is awesome
>>692375626
Just use a condom next time. You both are/would be a terrible parent.
>>692375338
This
I do it on my upper legs so no one can see no one knows
>>692376521
Mee too
Hello, yes!
I came here today for a reply, or even better, several replies!
Please make me feel relevant by giving me a (you)!
Do it now or I'll go cut myself some more!
Just letting you know you have a chance to save a life today! So rev up those comments!
PS: Don't say anything hateful or I will cut myself again
>>692371898
You are EEEEEEEEDGYYYYYYY
>>692376485
Lol, not that poster. Just another anon. So...yeah, I agree. People who have kids they can't provide for are shit.
>>692375818
I understand that, but why cut so close to the tourniquet or whatever it is?
>>692376899
Because, It's funny. I hate my body
>>692375626
Wow, you are a new league of retard. Let me put it simple for you.
>HIS PARENTS THREW HIM OUT
>HE HAD A KID
>HIS KID'S MOM WON'T LET HIM SEE THE KID
When people see these what do they think, do they just pass it off or do they ask about it. Just want to know?
>>692375824
kek
ITT: Faggots pulling pics off of google, pretending they cut and summerfags falling for it.
>>692377089
You realise we can see the names of the pics, right?
>>692371898
You have the emotional maturity of a teenage girl with daddy issues and a taste for very mild pain.
You're not special. Probably never will be.
>>692377114
Pretty sure that "retard" was the father talking about the mother.
>>692377708
Yes
>>692377797
this tbh fam
>>692377986
>Kicked out young. Had to learn the world on my own.
>Multiple friends have killed themselves.
>22 now, had a kid. In extreme debt from fighting the mom to let me see the kid.
>Only thing keeping me from an heroing is kid.
Learn how to read, faggot.
Yes, mostly to deal with depression/anxiety/aspergers. Home wasn't always great, but it wasn't horrific. Wasn't beaten by parents or anything. I was lucky in that sense, but school was a fucking nightmare. and things only got worse after I left.
Meds and therapy were working for a while but not any more, can't afford therapy any more regardless. I cut myself when it's bad, it helps, but when they're deep they leave really nasty scars that itch like hell. More recently taken to just beating the shit out of my legs/arms/chest until they bruise as an alternative/distraction, helps a little, looks hilarious though when I imagine myself doing it.
No one knows bar the one friend I have that happens to be going through similar mental health issues.
>>692374068
Indeed
>>692377114
>let me put it simple
Wow, you really did put it simple. That caps lock really got the point across. Without it, I probably wouldn't have recognized you as a mature, well-adjusted member of society.
Did the parents make the right decision by throwing him out? If it was over cutting and they didn't try to get him professional help, then no, but I don't know the full story and I'm not that interested.
Were the parents right to separate him from the kid he had after they kicked him out? Only if he couldn't care for it himself--if they're keeping him from the kid just because they think he'd be a shit parent (after not helping him themselves) then they're a bigger risk to that kid than he is. If, on the other hand, he was already struggling then yeah, taking the kid was the right thing to do.
As for keeping him from seeing the kid...maybe. As I mentioned earlier, I don't know enough to reach a definitive conclusion.
But neither do you. Stay salty, anon.
my gf does.
she's crazy.
great in bed though.
lil
>>692373170
>>692374285
If that cut is for real he is already dead
Ok but seriously why tf do people cut
>be me depressed af, most depressed I've ever felt in my life
>decide to cut, never done it before
>shitnotgoodatall.jpg
>it wasn't CUTTING it
*ba dum ts*
>decide that it was stupid and went out for a run and a quick intense workout and I felt as good as new
But seriously WHY.
Is this some sort of mental disorder, if not. Go do something productive like help out a charity to make yourself feel better
Smh when utterly idiotic people think cutting is the go to answer
>>692378915
Holy fuck, I don't even know if I should bother with you anymore.
HIS parents threw HIM out. Then he went and fucked a WOMAN and she had a BABY. He wants to see the baby, but his EX won't let him.
It's like you didn't even think.
>That webm made me kek though. Never change, anon.
Used to.. Eventually grew out of it
>>692373026
>>692380246
you know cutting is just a system of endorphin addiction your basically addicted to your feeling of pain.
So cutting is basically crack your a crackhead. I hate crackheads don't be a crackhead.
>>692371898
yeah, used to
>>692377089
>>692380392
>>692380246
I take everything back, this is why people cut.
>>692376394
yeah i cut myself once while skiing and it was the worst fuck blood everywhere
>>692375582
>>692374434
>>692373170
>>692374267
I feel your pain my friend
>>692379945
Oh, THE mom. Not going to argue anymore, but I'll admit when I screwed up.
>didn't even think
No, just didn't read too closely. I don't browse /b/ when I'm ready to focus, I come here for cheap keks and cheaper entertainment.
>Here's another one. Try not to rustle so easily, anon--life is much easier to enjoy when shit doesn't get to you that often.
>>692374267
This is what I regret. The constant reminder and having to wear my past low point in life visibly. I used to cut because I just always bottled everything up until I'd be by myself and just snap. Obviously it was a chemical fix; adrenaline and endorphines being released which made me feel better. Eventually that led to alcoholism, where I would either get blackout drunk and say some things I could never picture me saying, when I was told what I actually said the next morning (hurtful things that even disgusted sober me), or I would wake up with cuts on my arm.
Unfortunately the trend continued, but the cutting stopped for years. I'd bottle shit up. One night I got really wasted, got into a fight with my now-ex wife, and slit my wrist with a serrated steak knife. I severed 3 nerve branches and the radial artery, spraying her with an arterial mist which started the flow of arterial blood pouring from my arm so quick I was immediately lightheaded and knew I fucked up this time. My heart stopped in the bathtub, I was revived there, rushed to the ambulance, where my heart stopped again on the way to the hospital. Brought back once again.
Some other stuff happened at the hospital, but it's not worth mentioning. Now I have feeling in only my pinkie and half of my ring finger, and such a large amount of scar tissue buildup and atrophy i can't do some of the things I loved to do anymore, such as play the piano. Worst of all, any time I meet someone new and they happen to notice the massive scar on from the palm of my hand to 3 inches below my wrist, that's all they think about you; they see you as an ill person who tried to take their own life, without even taking into consideration you have a story behind the scar.
Things are better. I have a good job, I haven't hurt myself in about 5 years and I'm just.. starting to feel better. I don't know what changed, but it wasn't this episode of weakness that did it.
tldr: dont let a rush of emotions define you for life
>>692382024
I enjoy being negative.
See you, space cowboy.
>>692371898
I did. Not anymore.
>>692383791
>>692374735
At some point it becomes an addiction. There's a lot to say on this, but tbh fam, just fucking google it. The wikipedia article explains it pretty good.
Don't hurt ya self, i regret ine and i hate the way they look. Stay strong and change
>>692375582
Timestamp or didn't happen faggot cunt.
>>692371898
Down the street, not across.
>>692383912
Right back at ya fam
>>692383791
>horizontal cuts
>1mm depth
It's like you want live and have attention as well.
>>692386364
Shitty session. Please refer to >>692386165
And, for your information, attention wasn't what I had in mind, nor was this ever intented to kill me.
>>692371898
only pussies cut
>>692386797
Let me guess, you do it because it stimulates in one way or another, because it sates something inside you?
Just like all other cutters, you're just as predictable.
>>692371898
Only whiny bitches that need attention cut. Just go a bit further and kill yourself. No one would miss a fucking faggot like you.
>>692386364
>thinking horizontal cuts can't end a life
>>692386949
>>692387131
Hot opinions, sports.
![IMG_0379[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/eCQNPP9.jpg "IMG_0379[1].jpg")
people are fucking stupid if you call people who cut stupid if we cut then theres no other fucking way you fucking retarded fucks go live your fucking normal life you fucking pathetic good for nothing fucks
>>692387204
A cut on your asscheek can kill you, it's the depth that matters.
>>692384578
Filename says something along the lines of "some emo girl needs serious help". You shouldn't even bother to ask for a timestamp for this one, anon.
>>692387501
> repeatedly uses the word fuck to make a point
Go kill yourself you retarded faggot
Cut down not across next time!
>>692387204
im depressed as shit but i havent cut, taken drugs or abused alcohol.
>>692372767
why?
>>692388259
Same here. Cutting is a cry for attention/help, there's no other way to justify it.
>>692388259
Good, I'm glad you found a manageable way to handle it. Not everyone does.
>>692388381
>there's no other way to justify it.
There's no other way /you/ can justify it.
>>692388579
Nice ad hominem mate. Do you have an actual counter argument or would you just like to stay edgy and in denial?
![IMG_0094[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/Zqz6smD.jpg "IMG_0094[1].jpg")
ITS FUNNY HOW EVERY 1 IS LIKE IF YOU CUT YOURE STUPID WELL IF YOUVE NEVER BEEN THREW WHAT WE GOING THREW YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY ANY THING DIP SHITS
>>692388789
Mate I've cut shit loads and if that's not bait you're a pussy.
>>692387046
>hurrr durr I bet you did this because of the same, common, established, reasons others do it
>lol so predictable
Look faggot, first of all I stopped, aight? Second of all, of course it fucking stimulated me in some ways, and sated something inside me. If I didn't feel a need to hurt myself, I wouldn't have tried to sate that need, now would I?
>>692371898
kys already
>>692388768
You don't know what an ad hominem is. Your statement was speaking for everyone, and I was correcting you.
Rate my emo faggotry pls.
>>692387573
Didn't spot it. Fuck me for being retarded I guess, and thanks for letting me know I was.
>>692388381
Why don't you just "decide" 2+2=5?
It wouldn't make you any less of an idiot...
>>692389190
You're stating I'm wrong because I'm saying it, instead of addressing the claim itself.
That's an ad hominem last time I checked.
Cutting is a sign that the individual is asking for help and/or attention to get help.
Still, can you explain to me why you would think otherwise?
>>692371898
I wanna have scars and cuts like this so I can show emo girls and compare to their tiny little paper cuts and tell them to cut deeper. Shit would be cash.
>>692371898
nah. held a knife up to my thigh during a moment of desperation before but then i was just like "yeah fuck that imma just get drunk instead". i'd rather numb my emotional pain than make it physical
I just had a chance to get pussy, Why did I say no?
>>692389986
cause you're a fuckin coward
![Fri.01.07.2016-01.37.09_IMG_20160630_213558[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/l6uOqL6.jpg "Fri.01.07.2016-01.37.09_IMG_20160630_213558[1].jpg")
>>692371898
i cut myself once, regretted it ever since.
>>692388789
I can guarantee you there are people who've suffered far worse than you have, and still keep their composure.
You're just weak, and should cut even deeper if you can't handle life you fucking pussy.
>>692374095
why are assholes like you so offended by it?
You seriously will state that killing yourself is fine but temporarily externalizing your pain is not.
Cutters - cut, if the alternate is permanent.
The assholes will scar themselves up pulling ego stunts at the same age, for the literal attention they claim you want, and will sit in a bar sad and pathetic at 40 telling the story.
You, at least, will get past your issue.
Feel good about this fact. Hopefully cut less.
>>692371898
cutting is for women. Are you a woman? No? Then you shouldn't be cutting. Only attention whoring women cut themselves.
>>692390095
You probably aren't wrong... How do I get over this?
>>692390770
Just stop, lol. The human mind can work in amazing ways. People can do complete 180s in terms of personality and decisions.
>>692390770
just try again another time, unless you irredeemably fucked things up with this girl. did you at least have a decent excuse?
>>692371898
Once when I was really drunk I slashed a really deep X over my heart. The scar makes me feel edgy.
>>692388579
i havent found a manageable way to handle it
>>692371898
Old pic but yep. I do too.
tried it once. I got bored and stopped
>>692390858
I just felt like it was too easy... I Didn't even put Any effort into it...
>>692391145
I used to. Then i stopped because i stopped being a whiny bitch who wanted attention
>>692371898
op you're not attention seeking. You're important. Seek help
ITT: a bunch of attention whoring faggots
>>692391517
Looks like he stopped like two years ago judging by how faded those scars are.
>>692390990
I Didn't... i just Left. It was just too easy...
>>692389679
>Cutting is a sign that the individual is asking for help and/or attention to get help.
Again, you're not correct; this is your INTERPRETATION of something you clearly don't understand. There is no black and white here, everyone will have a different reason and answer; no ad hominem possible. My counter-argument was just that. This IS a subjective matter.
I'd think otherwise, because I've been there for reason you've yet to list with your years of expertise.
>>692391037
Sorry, it was my assumption you had. Focus on the tiny good things, rather than the bad; it'll bog you down fast. It's too easy to focus on the shitty things, especially if you expect everything to be shitty. Random advice, take from it what you will; hope things turn around man.
>>692372758
it's weird to have that many christmas trees
Finish the job you fucking cunt rag.
>>692391408
Pic is me.
Why do you cut? Open up, friend :>
>>692391949
unless you're in love with the girl/she's a good friend, easy pussy is best pussy cause it usually comes with no strings attached. should've just fucked her
>>692371898
Why do you do that?
Don't be fucking pussies you fucking nigger faggots, just kill yourselves. Holy shit, cutting is for niggers and faggots, if you were a real man you would cut for results you cunty pre-teen nigger sympathizers.
I dont cut, too much risk.
I heat up a blade and press it onto my skin tho, I enjoy the pain, burning is more effcient.
I do it on my thigh, dont want anyway to see cuz its faggit shit, but feels good man.
Need timestamps, faggots
>>692392424
Family is dead. Don't really have friends. My life is a joke. Second puberty is rough. I just can't find any meaning to life anymore. Have to be sober.
What is the point to life anymore? Why stop cutting?
I cut so bad at work one day I couldn't stop the bleeding, filled the trashcan with bloody paper towels and it ended up causing a scene. Later on I counted, I cut 153 times. I can't stop or rather...I don't really want to.
What about you?
i wonder how people ended up in this thread and how op started it. are you all very bored losers? i ended up here because i myself am bored. and i was attracted to the shitty thread. why do i still browse this garbage
>>692392946
Too drunk to timestamp but this is me>>692389320
>>692393091
Sorry to hear that, friend :< I'm sure the friends you do have care about you more than you think. Try and open up to them? Or you could always try making new friends?
I agree, if cutting helps, why stop?
I have schizophrenia and I use cutting to feel in control. I do it less often then I used to these days though.
>>692393333
i'd rather feel better about myself by reading about desperate fags that cut cause they can't handle life than browse one of the dozens of "pics you should't share" or "ylyl cancer banana edition lol" threads. also terrific quads my friend
>>692393333
I came to post pictures of scat
>>692373863
Tyler?
>>692393333
Checked
I come to these threads to see other peoples scars cause I myself have some and to hear their stories of why they do it. Seeing others also helps suppress the urge to do it, at least for me
>>692392946
Here you go faggot.
>>692393705
They do, not enough to help though. Most of them its "you should stop cutting".
It relieves that pent up frustration and sadness. I guess I am a broken human being and people will always see me that way. I am a freak and will always be that way.
>>692394244
You're only a freak if you let yourself be. A little effort now and then goes far to aid recovery. I was in your spot and now I'm not so bad, mostly because I got prefessional help.
>>692394870
I have to be a freak, I have no choice.
I already see a professional. She recommended the rubber band. I just don't give a shit anymore.
>>692395460
On any meds?
ITT: edgy attention whores being faggots and autistoc retards taking the b8
I've been cutting for 3 yrs. My parents have brought to insane asylums, psychiatrists, you name it. My arms look like OPs pic. The other thing I like to cut, is the side of my thighs. That's where my deepest scars are.
BTW I'm a 17yr old gay boy and I believe most of my cutting stems from being gay and dealing with all that comes with that. My parents knowznut it still doesn't relieve the devil inside me.
>>692396088
Then tell the psychiatrists you're fucking gay.
>>692395460
I guess therapy works differently on people. It could take time :<. It's all about thinking differently. Are you diagnosed with anything?
>>692396088
>17
MODS
>>692375582
Mfw all these new fags haven't taken to the time to read the file name.
>queers
>>692388789
I dip Copenhagen not shits you fucktard.
>Kill Yourself
>>692395737
Methadone. But that was for the heroin.
>>692396271
Mentally? Bipolar, MDD, GID and PTSD.
Physically? I have had a few. MS, Ehlers-Danlos, CIDP, GBS, B12 Deficiency. None have stuck yet still afraid it will end up being ALS
This is all i could ever do so fsr
>>692371898
remember kids:
-sideways for attention
-long ways for results
>>692397594
You think meds might be a good next step?
>>692371898
I havnt cut inawhile the drama and rush is a alright high tho
>>692394047
no. i'm not him, but if he's anything like me i wish him the best. it's scary, like your own mind is betraying you all the time.
my heart is breaking for all the self-harming anons in this thread.
stay strong, everyone.
>>692397760
Remember to go fuck yourself. I don't want attention, that's why I cut my legs so I can hide it asshole.
>>692397845
Anti depressants are a no go for me. Drugs that fuck with my serotonin levels make me hallucinate. Tramadol is the worst.
>>692398139
The best thing to do is to stick with the therapy and play the long game. Do you play games? We could play some together if you'd like? Take your mind off things? :>
>>692371898
Haven't cut in 20 years.
>>692374735
I literally do it because i hate myself, thats it. Its destroying my flesh but i dont want to die, i got video games and nature and shit, but i love looking at how awful my thighs look, and i love the look of a okdy bathroom floor. Maybe it is for attention, but i dont show people, i dont do it on my arms
>>692372131
My name is Harry Angus
I'm here to sell you curry made by my friend Pajeet from the designated shitting street
I don't cut, but I do pick at scabs and almost like the feeling of blood coming out of me.
>>692371898
Fuck off faggot
Either kill yourself or stop whoring for attention
You are the result of parents that didn't know when their kids were crying for no reason
>>692392819
/thread
http://imgur.com/a/BEUQw#23
>>692371898
LOOOOL well enjoy that for the rest of your life. Dumb ass.
perfect reason to watch out for that edge.
>>692399074
>Hate myself
>Don't want to die
Pick one
Or just kill yourself and stop being an edgy teenager
>>692398139
schizo stabby anon here. have you ever considered atypical antipsychotics? i was prescribed every antidepressant in the book to no effect, but when i started taking Saphris my whole life changed for the better.
please don't take this as an insult, just a suggestion from someone else who antidepressants had no positive effect on.
i'm rooting for you, anon. don't give up hope.
remember kids
>down the road
>>692371898
wrong way attention whore
>>692399954
If you cant fathom that then youre a retard, and besides, youve hated people before havent you? Did you just stab them with a knife out of nowhere and kill them? Didnt think so
i do rarely, but not with the intent of doing major damage
i get really bad anxiety-driven delusions that convince me, for a time, that shedding blood is helpful and i'll leave it in places that hold a particular importance for me
i bled on the grounds where i met a good friend
i don't know, it makes zero sense and sounds super faggy when i say it out loud but it makes sense at the time and it just boils in my head if i don't acknowledge it
for those of you who cut to feel the pain or adrenaline, try running or get yourself a punching bag
or do what i do to relieve destructive feelings and salvage cans or porcelain knickknacks to shoot at (i live in the woods, so i'm not endangering my neighbors or anything)
>>692400008
Other schizo here. What kind of hallucinations and delusions do you have? I was diagnosed last year but I haven't met any other people with my condition; curious.
>>692400653
everyone is always talking about/laughing at me. strangers are trying to kill me. the police are following me. there are cameras in everyone's house except mine. my house is the only truly safe place. people whisper my name when no people are physically present. no overt hallucinations but out of the corner of my eye i see shadow people and faces in the windows.
i have to close all the doors and the curtains at night or the undead will see me. the reason i cut is because if i don't, the people i love will be punished for my fuckups.
i know none of that makes sense but it does to me when i don't take my Saphris for too long. what about you, anon?
>>692371898
I have a strange desire to feel the bumps on your arm
>>692371898
fluoride toxicity makes people really fucked up. it's one of the leading causes of suicides in fact.
keep never investigating the sources and influences of you being mentally fucked and keep on cutting bro!!!
>>692400653
Hey can you tell me what kind of voices you hear and conversations you have them?? Why is it something you need to change? I need insight into the phenomenon they call schizophrenia
>>692401237
I see. I can undertsand that because I fear the same things. People always out to get me, cameras and mics recording me, helicopters watching me with IR cameras. Sometimes I feel there are cameras in my house and I check the ceiling for them, but other times I feel safe and don't check. I hear voices which call my name, encourage me to hurt myself, one which says "they're here" (referring to the shadow people who are from higher dimentions) and one which tells me to hide from the organisation watching me. I see shadowy/fuzzy outlines of people and frogs but they disappear when I blink.
Thank you for sharing with me.
>>692401237
>everyone is always talking about/laughing at me.
it's true, but it's not everyone. happens to everyone though
>strangers are trying to kill me.
maybe they're not strangers at all ....................
>the police are following me.
they're 'following' everyone
>there are cameras in everyone's house except mine.
there are cameras in everyones houses, and yours too. Own a smartphone or tablet with cams on both sides? yeah. that's just the orwellian world we live in, nothing special pertaining to you
>my house is the only truly safe place.
then everywhere is a safe place, bc your house is no safer than anywhere else tbh
>people whisper my name when no people are physically present.
they're not people, they're dark energies fucking with you because, well, they're bored stuck in the dark dimensions they hold themselves in. they need to fuck off back to the light but they dont always do that so they fuck with people who LET THEM
>no overt hallucinations but out of the corner of my eye i see shadow people and faces in the windows.
they're just niggers
>>692402254
for me it started with my mom's voice whispering my name, then it was a nondescript female voice. sometimes she says really vicious things to me that i don't even feel comfortable repeating but the basic idea is she wants me to kill myself.
i don't talk back to the voice inside my head. some people do, but not me. i know it's a delusion but that doesn't make it feel any less real to me unfortunately.
i wouldn't wish this on anyone and will not ever be having kids.
>>692402288
no problem, it's my pleasure to offer solidarity and support. i actually never met anyone else with my condition. i was misdiagnosed for most of my life- ADHD, then anxiety, then major depressive disorder, then BPD, then bipolar, then finally paranoid schizophrenia.
>>692402254
I'm not the person you quoted but see >>692402288 for info on voices. I don't have conversations with them. They last only a few minutes and then stop.
>>692400008
I understand. Sorry I had to make some food, I don't know what I would do if I wasn't depressed.
>>692398834
I don't play any games. I work, come home, eat and sleep. Sometimes posting on the internet since people do not want me around.
>>692402944
>i don't talk back to the voice inside my head
YOU GOTTA DO IT BRO!!!! THese lost souls have died and refuse to go to where they need to be for wehatever reason and they just fuck with the living! They want to drag you down to their shitty predicament, thus the common theme of them telling people to kill themself. You need to talk back! You need to first feel control of the situation, so that you don't project fear (it's what they like) and kindly tell them to fuck right off. I'm dead serious too, but you cannot do it with fear in your heart-- you HAVE to realise that they are powerless by themselves, and you are not going to offer your feels to feed them their energy. And tell them to fuck off, you're not going to be complicit.
>>692391408
nice organizational skills
>>692402944
Thanks again. You should check out the schizophrenia subreddit (yes, reddit. boohoo) it's informative and has a nice community.
>>692378429
Holy fuck... Sauce??
>>692383000
woah calm down there, buddy
>>692403005
I just want to be happy. Ever since I was a little kid I wanted to be a girl and it has killed me that I wasn't. I hate the fact that I am transgender, I really do. That is what most people don't understand about us; only AGP's want to be this way, most of us are doing this as a last resort to suicide. Unfortunately in my case it doesn't seem to be stopping that train.
I tell myself I am a freak because I am transitioning and it is killing me that I can't just me normal like everyone else. Why do I have to want this, on top of all the other shit in my life, I have to be like this too.
Why can't I just be normal and had a normal life with a normal, living family? Instead of having fucked up ideas on gender and a fucked up life of having no family left?
>>692403557
I try to keep them straight. I hate disorganized cutting. Take some god damn pride in your work at least.
>>692404424
>Ever since I was a little kid I wanted to be a girl and it has killed me that I wasn't. I hate the fact that I am transgender, I really do
It is what it is man, you got the neurological physiology of a woman, but in an XY phenootype body- why can no one accept this? Whats with all the bullshit ancillary stuff like changing your name to a girls name and mutilating your genitals? Just live as a fucking women with your given name and given genitals! When will LGBTQCEI people just grow the balls (or ovaries as it were) to unapologetically be themself!!!!
>>692371898
Ya bad trip
Acid,xanx,weed,alcohol,coke,shrooms.
Woke up with this shit no idea how it happened
It's faded pretty well but I just tell people it's California love
Stop cutting your hands and legs and just slit your throats. The world will be a better place without you.
>>692371898
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOVdNpdhSiQ
>>692405034
>ooga booga tough guy reeeeeeeeee
The world would in fact be a better place- without You.
>>692405034
you go first.
>>692372580
you can make those with rubber bands
>>692404424
You're trans? I imagine any transition would be a challenge not to mention having other problems as well. You have my sympathies. Sadly things rarely get better without change. Just try going with the flow of things and try putting yourself out there more. <3
>>692372758
nigga that is some nice mulch.
>>692375582
Nice b8
>>692383000
just letting you know I read all of that and I hope you get better, but at the same time want you to know it's all up to you if you do.
>>692405524
>Sadly things rarely get better without change
That's what I'm sayin! The Jews wanna sell surgical mutilation and make money in the process, selling gays a dream of acceptance, when in fact it doesnt help at all.
But at least Jew docs got your money by then....
>>692371898
i see this post like weekly. fkin troll, taking
advantage of all these dumb fuckin summerfags
>>692405908
It's all about peace of mind.
>>692404885
The reason nobody can accept this is shown in your post. Changing our names makes us feel feminine or masculine. Kevin isn't a girls name, it's not. No matter how you slice it calling a girl Kevin just sounds weird. I don't have a name like Kris or some shit like that.
Some people (like me) Have dysphoria over the fact they have the wrong genitals. It is a deep thing, I don't even like touching them. It feels wrong in so. many. ways. You will never understand that. We have to do this.
>>692405524
Yup. Honest injun. I honestly don't want sympathy, I just want people to accept us for who we are. So much science has been done on people like me to see of there is something real behind this and there is, I have so many studies showing that and so few with evidence against it.
I just want the hatred to stop, I know I am wanting to much in this day and age, but the psychology of changing ones entire being is rough, as rough as it was on you going through puberty. Estrogen is hard.
