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I won't be long here.
What's even the point
>>690820972
Of living? I guess everyone has it's own.
I wonder who has less and less in life to live for over time...
Bumping because it's necessary
Once I finish getting as shredded as possible I'm probably gonna kill myself. Gonna have the hugest coffin in the graveyard.
>>690821373
Ugh. This one always gets me.
Why is it so hard to just kill yourself?
>>690821373
Yeah>>690823683 it gets me too
>>690822406
I hope he pulled through okay.
>>690823873
It's against our animal instinct to kill ourselves. That survival part of our brain always kicks in.
>>690823921
So do I, /b/ruh
So do I
Anyone else working out and lifing their feels away?
>>690825067
Me
>>690825274
How's it been going? Making gains?
found out gf was knocked up 3 days ago x.x already barely managing a social life with two kids as it is #feelsbad
Bump.
I'm an un lovable piece of shit. Utterly useless in maintaining relationships (family, friends and girlfriend).
My gf is probably gonna break up with me.
I don't drive, yet.
I'm not in college but going soon if I don't get rejected which chances are I will be with my luck.
Every day I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
How are you guys?
>>690826020
Pfft. Complaining when a woman has had sex with you multiple times. Such luxury problems.
>>690826411
29. Not sex in 3 years. Jobless. Live with mother. Other than that not too bad.
>>690820754
my heart
>>690825563
yes its going good
>mfw only 5´10
>>690826411
19 yo virgin with no hobbies so girls don't find me interesting. Have bad acne scars on my back so no drive to get in shape at the gym. I'm not obese just have to get rid of 10-15lbs.
>>690826935
>Crying about being above average male height
kys
>>690826935
Haha that's my height too! What weight you at? Dont worry about growing taller, just grow wider.
bump CMON /B/ros what happened to the good feels right now im depressed AND I WANT TO LOATHE IN IT
>>690827098
I dont want to derail this thread but everyone I've known with cancer has been depressed and had a host of other problems with the people around them.
>>690826411
18, really down the last few months/years. Feeling like all my world is falling apart. I feel like tonight's the night.
>>690827097
Im 76 kg i think
>>690827022
>Have bad acne scars on my back so no drive to get in shape at the gym.
Stop making excuses. Would you rather be fat with acne scars or fit with acne scars? I have horrible self harm scars and I dont let it stop me.
>Pic related. INB4 emo fag I'm just making a point.
Will post my 2nd baby mama's boobs if trips are rolled with a feels related picture #Incentive? Pic related
>>690827402
I'm up to 87. I look huge compared to how I was a couple of years ago.
21 cheated on gf got kicked out did it out of spite she was a cunt nan passed away from brain cancer she was pre young and closest family i had for 1000 kms just lost my job 55k a year. But Im still fucking happy do I have mental issues this is fucked no emotions literally nothing a few tears for my nan but wow this is kinda fucked up
man cant even compel 4chan with boobs anymore.. what has happened to you guys
>>690828002
How long ago was all this? Might just be a delayed reaction. Grief is funny like that.
>>690828163
What kind of feels pictures?
can we get some more please
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMeZCPbM6bA
Time for a song
Girlfriend of >1year left me for another man, did it over text on fathers day while i was visiting my late fathers grave. Im still in disbelief can someone please help me to not feel as much pain from her leaving me?
got the other end too c; but just need somthing to baw too, my life feels like shit so i feel like wallowing is my self hate for making my life shit not sure how else to discribe this >>690828423
>>690820972
Wanna know what's even sadder?
She's not really his wife, just some chick.
>>690828939
Sounds like a bitch. Sure you had some good times and it's important to remember those but seems like she would have fucked you over eventually. Time to move on anon.
>>690827585
True Anon, keep up the awesome work!
>>690829466
Coming straight from yesterday's thread
>>690829588
This one gets me everytime
I don't want my dad to go yet, he's the only one that cares about my health
>>690829219
How do i stop the pain? its like 2am and i cant sleep because of it
>>690823559
fat feels
>>690831006
It's gotta hurt for awhile. Nothing you can do about that. You cant change how you feel, but dont like how you feel change how you act. Don't let this grind you down and make you jaded when it comes to girls/life etc. Focus on good things, hang out with your mates. Dont be afraid to talk to that cute girl next time you see her.
Probably been posted a million times but here are som feels, long i know but it's worth the read.
feel bump.
Yesteday there was a feels thread with 5 screenshots of a story about an hallucination.
I only saw the 5th before thread disappeared, anyone has them?
I'll be going in a while, see ya guys.
feel bump
>watched Steins;Gate
>wanted to protect her smile
>couldn't
I'm always getting too invested with that shit..
Feels bump
Does anyone have the full collection of this
>>690833662
My favorite VN.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2dEoFQmlZA
>>690826020
>gf
>two ids
please either wife her or leave her you are wasting your time my dude
>>690820754
>SAYING NEVER
>>690835761
Oh boy, Elisa. That story made me cry like a little bitch for the first time in years. It's also on a google doc, easier to read than the pics.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0OOMgs5xgNhoL9dodXS3iuXFKG1txVoYPMKcY0GGk0
Full thing
>>690838707
Read it earlier today. Its been fucking me up since. Also just finished the Ella story.
>>690827585
why did you do that? just curious.
>>690827585
post progress pic
>>690838152
thanks
>>690820754
>never
why though. because you an-hero? that's on you.
if you're patient enough and aren't so thirsty good things come to you.
>>690825067
Yes. I work all day then go to the gym and physically exhaust myself. By the time I get home I'm usually awake long enough to eat and start a movie on my laptop that I eventually fall asleep during. It's the only way I make it through most days.
for all you anons feeling down
>>690838152
>>690835761
Fuck this was actually too real.
i'll share my story
>Be me 9 years ago, youngest child of 2
>Have older bro. He's 12 and i'm 10
>Live out in the countryside during summer holidays cause richfag parents bought a new vacation house
>Literally do everything together. Fishing, riding bikes, hunting rabbits out in the field, all that shit
>Bro is an absolute daredevil on the bike. He even competed in some junior tournaments and shit. He's the sporty one of us
>Have a really cute girl living in that same town just down the road from us. Blonde, sky blue eyes, the biggest, brightest smile i've ever seen on a human. I'll call her QT
>QT always comes to our house, bringing over some cool shit to play with
>One time she stole her dad's shotgun so we could go shooting. We got caught after a single shot. There was a lot of screaming but we somehow got off without any consequences. Shit was whack
>She was 11 btw, which led to a lot of arguments between me and bro as to who's gonna be her boyfriend
>Though the arguments usually just boiled down to a "No, you'll be her boyfriend" from both of us. Girls were yucky back then
>Hang out with QT every other day, do some awesome shit as kids do
cont?
>>690847374
Yes
>>690847374
>We actually bond really well, despite her not being one of us
>Bro seems to be a lot closer to her. Sometimes at night he would go hang out with her by the lake and would ask me to cover for him
>I agreed to cover for him, but to this day i have no clue how i could actually fix the situation if my parents asked where he was in the middle of the night
>Sheltered child, no clue what bro is actually up to
>He did that maybe 10-15 times over the period of a month, absolute machine of a child
>After he began leaving during the night, QT became even more bubbly and excited to hang out with us during the day
>About 3/4ths into the summer holidays QT comes to our house, seeming absolutely crushed
>She's moving cause her parents found real jobs in the city and they don't feel like being farmers anymore
>We are both really fuckin sad. Realistically, the holidays were like 3 weeks away from ending anyway, but we were emotional kids, alright
>Decide to come up with a plan so we can keep QT with us
>>690847720
>She immediately lights up, eager to hear what we come up with and glad that we weren't just going to give up and let her go
>After a few totally retarded ideas like flying away on a hot balloon and stuffing her into our suitcase bro comes up with the most extreme plan of them all
>Bro steals keys to our house
>I find a map of the area we live in back in the city
>We get QT down to the train station, have her board a train and go to the city
>She'll figure her shit out from the map and go live at our house for a bit until we come back and then she can just live with us
>Simple.jpeg
>Fast forward a week and all the gears in that swiss watch of a plan are in place
>Look up timetable for trains, the one we need comes at 2:30pm or 11:45pm
>Like a bunch of retards we totally forget about the 2pm train, so bro is on duty to take her to the train station at night
>We pack the keys, the map and some snacks for the road into a tactical bag. Bro is all set to roll out
>As always, i'm covering for him
>>690847956
Like i said before, covering for him really doesn't really mean shit. I just went to bed as usual and that was it
>Wake up in the morning - bro still not back
>Assume mission has taken longer than expected, think nothing of it
>I'm way too busy for this shit anyway
>Mom knocks on the door, saying breakfast is ready
>Enter panic mode and begin pretending like bro just went down to the lake for an early swim
>Parents notice a bunch of snacks are missing, so assume he ate those instead of breakfast. Get a lil mad but do nothing about it
>I eat and decide to conduct a search party for bro and QT
>Grab my bike and ride down to the train station
>No trace of either of them
>For some reason assume everything went great and bro went home with QT so she wouldn't get lost on her way there
>Figure i go down to the lake for a swim cause it's pretty damn hot outside
>Ride to the lake and see QT sitting on the shore, with my brother's head resting in her lap
>Pissed that she's not on the train to our house, that plan took a lot of time to set up
>Decide to sneak up and scare them
>As i come closer, i notice that the side of her shirt has blood on it
>Bro isn't moving
>FUCK
>Run up to them, QT is blankly staring into the water in front of her
>Bro has a huge concavity on the side of his head, with blood everywhere
>"OH MY GOD! WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM?" I scream
>"He didn't make it" QT says calmly, like a fucking demon
>I flip my shit, run straight back to the house and tell mom. I never ran so quickly before or after that
>Parents call an ambulance which takes fucking ages to arrive
>They get to bro. Turns out he's still alive, just barely
>Ambulance takes bro to the hospital and he gets put on life support
>I got left at home with mom while dad went off with the paramedics
is anyone still here?
>>690848415
lurking
>>690848415
yeah. im reading
>>690848415
>Beyond pissed at QT. Don't want to know of her existence anymore
>She could have called for help or called an ambulance or DONE ANYTHING OTHER THAN SIT THERE LIKE AN ABSOLUTELY USELESS CUNT, FUCK!
>She came over that evening to try and explain to us what happened. I couldn't bear listening to her because i was so filled with resentment and rage
>It was something along the lines of "Bro and her went to the lake one last time, bro was showing her bike tricks in the moonlight, messed up, fell forward and cracked his skull on a rock"
>Mom is about to break apart, i tell QT to get the hell out
>At 3:17pm the next day, bro passed away. Dad was there with him the whole time, sleepless for over 25 hours
>Dad came home around 6, pale as a ghost and totally emotionless
>Mom looked at him anxiously, with hope fading in her eyes
>Dad hugged her
>"Our boy... He..."
>He didn't have to finish that sentence
>Mom came over to me and wrapped her arms around me so tightly i could hardly breathe
>The thought of my bro no longer being there didn't feel real
>>690848766
>Dad put his arms around my mom and me
>"He... He was a good boy" Dad managed to say before he and mom could bear no more
>Both of them immediately and relentlessly burst into treats
>I find myself caught in a whirlwind of sugary goodness
>"OH WOW, A BITESIZE SNICKERS!"
>"HOLY SHIT, AN ENTIRE BAG OF M&M's TOO?!"
I ate so much chocolate that day that my testicles ached and i went bald within a week. It was probably the best and worst day of my life
QT actually went on to become Vladimir Putin. Some people just never change, it seems
>>690849123
you blew your chance to fuck Putin
>>690819806
>Kokoa Shuzen image
>>690849123
Fuck you man
It's 4am.
I didn't wanna sleep anyway.
What is it with anons and posting novel length feels pictures or stories? I'm here for instant gratification
>>690851732
Getting you emotionally invested in the stories really does it.
>>690836046
time to feel again.
>>690852921
My mind exploded when I realized those were frogs
When you stop caring it gets funny
My boyfriend is skinner than me.
I'm skinnier than my girlfriend
>They took your mind and body, but not your courage. You gave your courage to us... so we could rebuild.
>>690851872
I don't have six hours to read some made up story. I need universal axioms, truly thought out and well written images. Like the last couple images
>>690854676
like this?
>>690854598
Boyfriend is that you?
>>690854813
Exceot for the well written part, yeah
>>690854913
doubt that, how much skinnier is your bf?
>>690855538
My bf is a natural stick not by choice.
So let's assume 120
And I'm short at 180
I started dieting today
>>690856047
does sound like me, tho my gf is bigger than you.
Fuck my life. I'm gonna try my hardest though.i didn't mean to fall for someone out of league.
Things just seem bleak, my friends left me and I just feel so alone.
I feel like I overestimated the power of friendship.
>>690856433
Is she at least cute/nice? What color hair?
>>690856662
she is mostly nice sometimes cute too and shes a brunette.
sometimes i feel like she would be better off without me
>>690857038
Ya know I'm really insecure with my bf literally only because my weight.
I even hold back on things and I feel bad eating in front of him.
I'm gonna get it together though.
He's apperantly not attractive but I'm head over heels for him.
You do the same hun
>>690827238
To be honest I would rather have cancer, at least then I'd have a reason to continue feeling this feel.
>>690838152
fuck me man im sweatin
>>690857787
i sort of understand what you mean, funny enough im the most insecure one in my relationship.
and regarding weight, i feel like people should be the weight they feel comfortable with. i could do with more muscles and my gf says she could lose a few kilos. thats just something you work out yourself
>>690858616
>>690859126
So do you ever look at skinner girls and wish for that in a relationship? Or a hotter bodie to fuck
>>690854940
>>690854913
>>690854813
>>690854676
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>>690854360
>>690854359
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>>690852819
why are you all sad? just dont be sad and then youre through depression
>>690856882
This. I don't know what to feel anymore.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWbiHdSgEuk
>>690859641
i never look for anyone while im in a relationship, been cheated on and i don't wanna put anyone through something like that.
however i do get curious and wonder what it would be like to be with someone skinny.
>>690859958
sometimes i need to feel a little bit of sadness, sort of like a safety release that keeps me from breaking down.
>tfw your feels replaced with apathy
>>690860991
i know that feel bro
>>690860991
>>690859212
This one did it for me, I wasn't prepared for this mr bones.
>>690832276
this one is my favorite greentext ever, ive read it already but trust me guys its worth it. a must read
>>690861807
>>690860474
i know this feel exactly bro, i was the guy who was skinnier and i feel the same way. you arent alone
>>690819806
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I have a disgusting male looking body and i hate it. Im not feminine looking... i want huge hips and a skinny waste but im stuck with my inverted triangle body shape. Still trying to lose some weight tho.
>>690859958
Life is dull when you never experience downs to complement the ups.
I'm in love with a girl, she's also one of my best friends and works with me (im also kinda her boss but she doesn't acknowledge it unless necessary). I've always been too scared to tell her how i feel. We hang out on every break and even get lunch. We'll go out for a couple drinks on certain nights of the week even and i almost told her on a particularly heavy night.
She's the only reason i even care about that job. She's the only reason i try as hard as i do to succeed. I do my best every day and exceed expectations just because she makes me want to be a better person
a few days ago i learned that i might get a pretty good sized promotion, raise, all sorts of stuff if i head off a new location for our company. I told her in confidence about it. She was so happy for me and congratulated me and told me how much i deserved it and all that fun fucking shit.
I dont even want it, the money, the job, the success. I just wish i was able to tell her how i felt, to tell her i'd give it up to stay right where i am with her..
>>690863674
Fuck anon.... you gotta tell her.
>>690829121
>She's not really his wife, just some chick.
But that's wrong, you retard.
>>690863674
Pretty easy solution faggot, just tell her how you feel. That's not even a problem.
>>690856047
>My bf is a natural stick not by choice.
fuck off with this he is a stick because he chose to be a stick. Just like how your a fatass because you CHOSE to be a fatass
>>690859958
After going days maybe weeks I don't even remember anymore without any strong feelings one way or another it's a nice change of pace from the indifference of just floating through life just because.
>>690863674
ask her to come with
or tell her
just don't not do anything
regret will eat you alive
Anyone have the checpoint mushroom?
>>690856047
Yeah, he chose not to stuff his face with calories and "cheat meals."
>>690819806
Can someone give me a source on OP's picture?
>>690865257
Looks like something from rosario vamp
>>690864089
Yes because people wanting to gain weight but can't succeed isn't a legit thing.
>>690863674
>is in love
>problem
Yeah, fuck you.
>>690863070
im 20 but look 15 and ive literally never gotten any attention from a girl, because ive always looked young for my age, bad face, short. Being in good shape doesn't help at all
>>690865257
Boku no Google
>>690863674
take the job shitferbrains
>>690865852
>>690865773
It's called a proper diet and a gym
>>690866494
>>690865486
Thanks, anon.
>>690866396
Tried. Pic related.
>>690838152
Fuck fuck fuck! Why?! Shit man love like that is once in a lifetime, makes me wanna chase after this girl I dated a year ago...
>>690820754
I never got to experience true love, this is irrelevant
>>690867261
Rosario+Vampire. Kokoa.
You guys need to think up.
>>690866120
Its alright bro. That special girl will come to you
>This fucking thread man
>>690826935
It's okay Peri, at least you're not 5'7
>>690867939
>>690823921
dont jump to conclusions
>>690868475
This picture makes my asshole itch
>>690867641
wow I hope this is just somebody making this up, you know how lonely that makes me feel knowing that I will only ever interact with myself and not a separate consciousness.
But then again thats super selfish to assume the whole universe is based upon yourself
>>690831006
i'm sorry you are in pain, my friend.
to stop the pain, you need a positive outlook on life. you really can choose to if you want. go out and aproach other people with an open mind and heart.
>>690869806
...fucking hell
https://youtu.be/7KVFKnjVuCg
>>690869443
There's something about that loneliness that makes me feel at ease. Like nothing really matters. It's probably one of the bigger reasons why I think of suicide. None of this matters. I like to walk around in the early hours of the morning, like at 1 or 2. There's not very many people around and it kind of feels like having a planet to myself. And sometimes even the universe. That kind of cosmic insignificance really helps me.
https://youtu.be/ObbHoa19C5Y
>>690820754
Some of it are feels, others, after you've gone through them though, are a bit overrated.
The whole "coming home to your arms" things only happens the first couple of weeks, then it quickly becomes "Give me a massage or leave me the fuck alone."
Being taken advantage is never good.
Most chicks will brainwash you into thinking that receiving for a guy is bad, and must always give.
People who are surprised you made something of yourself will either a) take credit in some way or another or b) not give a shit
It's nice that someone is concerned for you, and worries about where you are and why you're running late, but things eventually go from caring to overbearing, or worse, paranoid.
1/5
I'm honestly pretty depressed. More so now that my main distraction is gone. Got banned from league today. Not for cheating or flaming. The email didn't have a reason, but I asked why and they said they didn't know. They won't unban the account either. I was in the top 5 sorakas in NA, and I poured a good 3 years into the game for that account alone. I don't know what to do with my time. League has always been a sort of abusive relationship for me. I'll play it and do really well, and then I won't do so well. Then I don't want it and I know it's not good. But then, what do I end up playing? League. Maybe I'll just finally kill myself now that I have no distraction.
>Inb4 league sucks
>Inb4 edgy teenagers and betas
>>690870434
damn
>>690864675
anon anymore?
i just want to cry and let it out, I really appreciate if you can find the time
>>690871563
Maybe this had to happen. Maybe change is a good thing.
Yeah and maybe we'll stop wanting to die while we're at it. Im sorry that you got banned anon god speed
>>690867546
sounds like bliss
>tfw no cyberpunk future, living in the eternal rain, in a small room, content to just live on in obscurity.
>24
>failing college
>in debt
>boyfriend thinks all i does is whine and act like a piece of shit
>90% of relationship problems are because of him
>cant get a good guy
>people think im overbearing
>family doesn't care, tells me to "get better"
>tbh they'd probably disown me
>can barely eat food
>still getting fat
>face constantly looks like shit due to constant crying
>>690872416
>>690825067
>>690872073
Not him, but I think there's only one of those pics. Sorry, man.
>>690872894
Fuck off im trying to wallow in sadness here
>>690872266
it sounds like you are trying to fix everything at once.
i dont wanna sound like an ass but get your priorities straight and do one thing at a time.
your bf sounds like a douche
>>690872761
Picture's good, just wish the game wasn't so shit.
>>690873046
maybe he and i just dont match? idk, a lot of people can talk to him without wanting to rip their hair out.
and yeah, maybe i am trying to fix it all at once, but it all fell at once. left me a bit disoriented :/
>>690873012
I understand, thank you anon for at least telling me.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=C4dci4Z7p6A listen
https://youtube.com/watch?v=vO5NsnVX20I
https://youtube.com/watch?v=0eSfcUzGTdk
And just cause
https://youtube.com/watch?v=7oday_Fc-Gc
https://youtube.com/watch?v=cmnCEYtslHc
>>690862454
>>690873416
Poor bird:[
>>690873459
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nd-4DFm8hEA
some music too
>>690873889
Aww so kawaii
>>690829034
post bare Ass and pussy
>>690873585
/a/ll comes tumbling down
Thanks for the feels
Nigger
I've never seen a thread last 6 hours on /b/ before.
>>690874718
well shit
its 7:34 am here. i should probably go to sleep
>>690873339
>>690875077
1:36 here
>>690873585
Moot was a cuck but it was sad hearing nikola and bart that song gets me eberytime
>>690875077
If you were dumping, many thanks.
>>690875077
10:36 checking in.
to true
>>690875077
CEST ? germany i presume ?
>>690875391
one last
>>690875458
norway
night all, sweet dreams
>>690871563
Im sorry dude, wasting so much time on a bad game
seriously drop the game, I recently stopped playing after playing it day after day for 5 years and I feel fucking great
>>690859958
If only it were that simple.
I quit talking to all of my friends that ever stood me up or got on my nerves.
I may only have 2 friends but im a lot happier now. exFriends were pic related after they found out I didn't like their half assed effort towards me.
I'm sitting here, with my wonderful girlfriend asleep on the phone. She is the love of my life. A year ago, we were together briefly, but split. Never give up on your dreams, you can achieve them. We've been together for the past month, as happy as can be. I love you /b/ros, never give up.
>>690875632
G'night mate. Thanks for a great thread.
>>690875632
Goodnight and thank you anon
I love these threads. At least i can feel something other than emptiness
>>690875876
Lucky bastard
Everyday I keep telling myself "I dont need a dumb relationship" and "I'm better off independent anyways", but deep down I know its bullshit. I just want to know whats its like to have a mutual dependency for someone. At this point, I don't even give a shit about the sex aspect, I just want to experience something, or anything that resembles feeling like your truly the entire world to someone.
>>690827585
I have similar scars. How do you man up and not care what people say?
I'm extraordinarily self-conscious about mine and they look like yours.
>>690832276
DAMN THAT'S A GOOD ASS READ
>>690820754
My heart is dead, I will never do those things and I know that, which only makes me feel like my life is pointless.
Me and my ex broke up a month ago. Both of us found another. She got with an ex and I just started fucking around. I deleted her on Facebook and snapchat then told her it was best if we don't try to be friends. We haven't talked since, then last night at 2:54 am she send me a pic on facebook. It was of the old spider man from the first three movies. I'm drunk so I can't remember his name. Well the first time we went out I told her how he was the best Spider-Man actor. The picture was all his stupid faces and it said "why they remade Spider-Man" I haven't cried during the breakup or after. I just thought I was getting better. Now I'm just crying, idk why. Few days ago I spent the night with a wonderful girl, i thought it wa sober with my ex. Why the fuck did she have to send me that.
>>690832276
My heart is just broken, just read everyone
>>GT Googolplex/10
>be me
>19 yo and still in third semester in high school because I'm just that kind of loser (at that time, currently 20 and a fucking drop out)
>begining of third semester, all the groups get scrambled
>same group as a friend from first semester
>turns out his friends from second semester are there too, not long passed before they were my friends too
>one of them is a girl, not even that good, like a 7/10, but cute af
>turns out she's actually a temperamental bitch, the kind of person that'll tell you to fuck off if you look at her general direction
>just my kind of girl
>she has a bf
>fuck.jpg
>her bf is my friend
>FUCK.jpg
>"fams before gals" so I decide to keep a safe distance from her so I don't fuck up
>Months pass and I grow closer to the group and her as well, while keeping a nice act of being a dick towards her
>she doesn't care about me being a dick
>actually she finds it funny and even starts to tease me
>realize that i was no longer being a dick to keep my distance but because that made her laugh
>realize that I was completely fucked and definetly fell for my friend's gf
>Time passes
>they have a serious fight seems they might break up
>i feel glad, sad and confused at the same time
>try to find out what happened with my friend
>no luck
>try to find out what happened with his gf
>skipped last class of the day to speak to her
>he got jealous of how i got along with her
>she says that she doesn't know what to do and starts crying
>being a complete idiot regarding feelings i say nothing and just stay with her till her mom comes to pick her up
>"Thanks for listening, anon"
>Next day
>her bf realized that neither me or her were in the last class
>he goes jealous mode and calls for me agressively
>he starts questioning me and ranting about how she was her gf and not mine
>"this is exactly the reason why she's mad, and you'd know it too if you weren't busy acting like a self-centered jerk"
Gonna put next part as a reply to this post because it's too long
>he loses it
>he punches me really softly
>he just breaks out crying
>he tells me that he knows, but he can't help himself being insecure
>I tell him to go make it up to her
>"I can't even look at her face"
>This is getting me nowhere
>I tell him how I feel about her
>about how every time i made her laugh i was crushed between happiness and frustration
>"I understand if you can't even apologize to her, but I've been holding this back for a long time and I think it's time to tell her"
>he just stares at me
>"if by tomorrow things are still like this i'll take my chances"
>i leave him there and go to a park near the school to chill
>9pm i should be going home soon
>the girl finds me there
>she comes up to me, her eyes still red but with a smile on her face
>"Thank you"
>decide to play dumb and tell her I had to go
>she stops me pulling my hair
>wtf is wrong with you.jpg
>"Really, thank you"
>she grabs me by the neck of my shirt and pulls me down to her height
>she kissess me on the sides of the lips and goes off running
>The next day I found out that they went back together
>FUCK ME.jpg
And that was how I helped the girl I liked to get back with her bf
>>690879247
Neato cuck
>>690862824
i actually like that a lot
>>690879247
that was a good thing and someday you will look back and find peace
>be 17
>meet girl, 14, online
>platonic friendship, we share a group of friends and all hang out a lot
>start talking/playing games with her alone a lot because she asks to hang out a lot
>we talk every day for a year, doing stuff a lot
>age 18, her 15 now
>met IRL a single time while I was in her state, didn't do anything sexual but both had our first kiss with eachother because why not
>time passes
>start feeling attached
>try to talk about it with her
>"I was crazy for you, anon. but you never showed the feelings back and then you acted different and the feelings dissipated. Im sorry. They're just gone."
>stop talking to her for ~2 months, cant deal with rejection
>go through another relationship which eventually becomes long distance
>lose all feelings because of distance and the way she acts
>break up
>message original girl
>slowly start talking more
>i'm not over my feelings but i'm okay ignoring them
>talking every day again
>playing and talking every day, most of the time her being the initiator
>age 19 and 16 now
>she's treating me like she did back when she liked me again
>We both still completely avoid making it obvious whether there's anything deeper to our friendship
>she mixes every compliment with an insult
>cant get a read on her
>slowly dawn on the realization how creepy the idea is i've fallen in love with a young girl over the internet
>only redeeming factors are that we've met face to face and everybody i meet assumes i'm 16 (she knows i'm 19)
>fully aware that if anything is going to happen it probably wont be for another 2 years
>cant get over her and find someone else because there's nobody else to replace her with
>>690880245
I wish she was here.
>>690881017
Me too, Anon..
>>690881141
mom died grandpa died inherited a 14 year old cat too. god damn it....
>>690880245
no more
>>690881141
All this empathy and support here...
And when I write about my life here I got shit nearly most times. I guess I must be that pathetic that I don't even deserve solace from 4chan.
>>690868094
don't feel ignored. I'm going to download it.
>>690880991
Just go and see her and tell her how you feel don't lay alone in your bed at 50 thinking about her, have her by your side instead, and if she doesn't feel the same you'll never have to wonder or regret your indecision.
>>690838152
Thanks for posting the link.
