feels thread i guess... >be me >be senior next year >be
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feels thread i guess...
>be me
>be senior next year
>be average intelligence
>all friends have good grades and are smart
>best friend, girlfriend, good friends and all that. are either doing running start or moving
>be me when I realized that Im going to be alone for my senior year.
feels bad man
feels real bad
Just came to the conclusion that the girl I've been pursuing for months is not interested in me. Thought I was being so alpha too. I'm 19 and virgin and have always avoided intimacy with people. I finally thought I could finally lose my virginity, guess not now.
If you've come to the conclusion just tell the girl that you want to fuck her. If you think she's not interes5ed then what do you have to lose?
>>689814108
So many mixed signals from her. Made a very negative tweet about me that pretty much made me come to realize this.
And I could do that but I'm just too much of a bitch
>Be me
>Senior in hs
>Sometime in early february this year
>Get to school, normal day
>Sitting in my homeroom class before first period
>Before the bell rings the teacher gets up to make an announcement
>"This weekend, Teyamo Martinez was found dead-blah blah"
>Heart drops
>Dont remember the rest. Second part of the sentence was a blurr
>Later we found out it was heart failure.
>He drank like 6 jumbo monsters for a gaming marathon.
>Fucking idiot.
>One of my friends sitting at the same table is crossing his heart, has the same look that I had
>Get through first period, though all I did was stare at the ground
>Horrible feeling in my chest
>Probably one of the worst feelings ive felt in my life
>skip to third period, where I was called down to the office
>They were calling down people who knew Tey
>We called him "Tey" because "Teyamo" meant I love you in spanish. Some jokes were had
>Can barely get myself to answer any questions, almost breaking down
>Eventually more of my friends are grouped in the same little office they got us to be alone in
>By this time several of my friends had already cried their eyes out. I still kept it in
>I hear about how he hadn't worked on a group project over the weekend, and he wouldn't respond to texts
>This sets me off for some reason. I start to cry softly
>Friends beside me give a hug to me, the big tough guy
>Some cry with me
>I begin to think about the guy.
>His fucking chubby cheeks.
>Good stuff
>I begin to weep harder than Ive ever cried before
>This goes on for a straight 20 minutes
>Skip to sometime later in the day.
>One of my friends started a gofundme to pay for his funeral and ceremonies
>1,000 dollars in the first day from everybody in the school.
>12,095 dollars by the end of the week.
>pic related
>Get home
>cry
>Go to a gathering they held for anybody that wanted to come a week or so later. No funeral yet though
>Cry more
>Feels bad
Sorry if Im not the best storyteller, /b/ros.
Just had to get it out, I guess
>>689814645
any story is better than no story.
its good to get this stuff out.
bump
Bump
>be me
>month shy of 22
>haven't had a real job in three years
>dropped out of college twice
>been alone since childhood
>been depressed since childhood.
>finally realize how stupid my problems are, finally realize i just need to stop being a pussy and doing shit
>feel bad for not realizing this before
>spend all time thinking about how shitty i am for not having realized this before
>understand how to get out of the shit life i've built my self
>decent friends ready to support me
>feel bad for being so autistic
>can't get over guilt at having wasted my life until this point
>feel worse for continuing to waste time feeling bad
FUCK. I feel like I'm so close now, but I can't get over that shame and guilt at being who I am right now. I know its just a thought pattern, i know i just need to ignore it, but I can't. Ive never done it before and every day I waste makes it worse. I thought I was finally coming out of it, but its also worse then ever. Is the night darkest before dawn, or am I doomed to this until i an hero?
>>689813194
SOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED TO HIT THE GYM THEN YOU WORTHLESS FAGGOT, OR ELSE YOULL BE PUSHED AROUND AND IGNORED LIKE THE WHINY LITTLE FAGGOT THAT YOU ARE
>>689816025
fuck it, pack all your important shit up and go on a road trip.
>>689816127
I would, except I live in the middle of bumfuck nowere.
no gyms to get mad gainz at.
>>689816025
Bro you're still young, you're not alone. Some people feel like that until they're in their 40s. Instead of reflecting on the time you "wasted", think about how much time you've actually saved. You haven't wasted anything, because you're growing.
>>689816321
run and do as many pushups and situps as you can while you're there, then you can go to the gym already somewhat athletic when you go back to school.
Got blacked out drunk last night and vaguely remember giving a guy head... Haven't told my bf yet.
>>689816562
Haha faggot
>>689816562
find out who you blew and sue him for rape charges
>>689816385
I know. Im so close now and im just so frustrated that I cant get over that final hurdle of actually doing stuff and not being ashamed of my own opinions. I know its madness and I can ignore it if i really focus, but I just cant keep it up long enough to get anywhere.
>>689816025
>>689817261
do you have anything holding you to were you are right now? like any obligations?
>>689817423
family and a year left on the lease for a house with some college friends.
You guys have some pathetic ass problems. Grow the fuck up and stop crying over stupid shit.
I can't stop flirting with everyone
Even my best friend
Eventually everyone is going to feel awkward and not talk to me lmao
>>689818784
thats what im trying to learn how to do fgt
>>689818926
ill take some of your flirts off your hands, god knows i need them.
Here it goes I guess
>be me 20 years old
>Had rough childhood
>probably weak sauce compared to others among you
>Basically have a bisexual mother who gave up on men after father
> woman she got with was massive drug/alcohol addict
>really nice to me at first was like 4
>too young to notice she had obvious problems
>Few months later started attacking my mother and older brother
>maybe three years later after her getting kicked out and coming back all the time
>starts attacking me eventually
>really nice when not mad
>live in uk so used to take me to watch football all the time
>Attacking me with pool queues and throwing chairs at me quite violent shit
>completely normal kid before this maybe shy
>only person who even gave a shit about this was older brother
>8 years on me solid so When he left at 15 me be 7
>starts basically only doing it with me
>Goes on until I'm 12
>eventually cheats on my mother for like the 15th time
> mother leaves her for like 4 months
>Quite a small lil kid
>comes back after her hiatus
>starts happening all over again
>At this point I'm the exact same lil cunt
> my brother got bullied at school
>be a little cunt but vow never to let that happen to me
>get suspended from school all the time for violence mostly
>completely normal otherwise
>maybe abit of a bully to other kids that are tiny and weak
>by I'm like 14 she is permamently gone
>still the only person who cared was my brother
>everyone else just shrugs it off as we were completely fine
>Be me 14 can't look a woman in the eye over this shit
>had growth spurt when 15 from 5 8 to about
6 3
>now I'm 20 years old lost virginity when I was 17
> absolutely useless with women entirely
>basically can only be useful when I'm extremely drunk
>only pull when we are both mutually drunk
>
>>689818957
Just start being busy and stop comparing yourself to other people. There are no winners in life, just take your time and don't hurt anyone>>689819119
>>689819119
>>689819325
>complaining about only being able to get laid when drunk
the rest of that is fucked up, but bitch please.
>>689819325
>20 now Grown to about 6 6 solid
>keep in good shape and shit
>just still useless with women
>chick I like same age solid 8/10 to me
>First time I met her Completely through her off
>Grabbing me all completely all over me
>couldn't even look her in the eye
>got back I'm drunk but not stupid drunk or anything ridiculous
>she's so drunk she falls asleep on a couch as we are preparing a joint
>wont talk to me anymore for rest of night we are all going back out
>completely just walks off and I didnt notice
>someone else walks her home and comes back (doesnt fuck her)
>Barely even talks to me anymore invites me out but hardly ever talks flirts with other people
>never gets with any of them she asked me to walk her home one night
>got into fight in a club
>got so mad had to leave
>hates me even more now
>>689819794
I've had sex when not drunk before but I'm basically just useless with woman
>>689819965
if you're getting laid at all, you aren't useless. trust me on that one.
>24yo kissless virgin here
>>689820060
my only advice for you is to find people to go out with and if you can buy drugs buy them cocaine made me amazing last tuesday
>>689813194
Take this year to better yourself...find a job/career path and make money and lap your friends.
>>689813821
pussy isn't a big fucking deal, you will eventually get laid and you will think to yourself "gee, this is it?" and you'll realize you got all butthurt about it for no reason.
>>689814645
sorry your friend died
>>689816025
college isn't for you. get a blue-collar job and develop your character. You'll feel better about yourself in the process of doing so.
>>689819458
being busy with what though? theres so little in my life that I don't know where to start. there's nothing to grab onto.
>crying about pussy.
>be me
>28
>moved out of state 4 years ago with my now ex-gf
>don't know anybody else other than co-workers
>move out of apartment with the ex, forced to live in an expensive place cause don't have a car and needed something close to work
>dad has Alzheimers
>mom recently hospitalized for kidney failure
>dad goes missing same day mom gets hospitalized cause he got scared and wanted to find her at the hospital
>i'm stuck at work doing a 14 hour shift and i can't do anything about
>i work 60-70 hours a week just trying to save up for a house so i can support my parents
>no time for having/making friends and everyone at my work thinks i'm a loser workaholic with nothing better to do
>>689820889
your dad runs off and your mom is dying and they don't let you take the day off? wtf man.
>>689820889
did you find him again?
>>689821179
I live out of state and there wouldn't be anything I could do anyway...plus I needed the money
>>689821278
yeah, luckily
>>689821374
thats good, my grandmother died when i was really young so i don't remember, but she had alzheimers and ran off in the winter and froze to death. Kinda sucks.
>>689821571
that's a bummer...
when I found out he was missing and I had no way to help I just went back to work trying to take my mind off it...I was out there driving heavy ass machinery crying my ass off...got made fun of cause they thought i was crying about the forced mandatory overtime we got that night.
>>689821976
fuck that sucks, shitty situation dude. Hearing shit like that should make me feel better about my own problems, but i just feel worse for not being able to cope better.
>>689822139
that's the only reason i shared my story, I just wanted you guys to realize how minor your problems really are...not shitting on you or anything but toughen up a little
life sucks but you gotta keep on grinding
>>689822495
start grinding*
i always assumed life would come naturally at some point like the one or two things that i actually do well. it never will, you have to work to gain and maintain skill at most things. i understand that now, i feel so stupid for not getting it before. but thats all it is, stupidity. i can get over it. i just need to apply myself. but having never applied myself i don't know how. and so i think my self in circles until another day is wasted.
>Brother was a drug addict as a kid, severely schizophrenic
>Got raped when I was 5 by a neighbor on a weekly basis for a few months
>Always tried to take care of my brother
>Ended up resenting him for fucking up my family and never getting sober
>Parent spend all the money they saved for me and my sister to go to college on his rehab
>Just want my sister to be happy so I join the military so my parents can send her to school
>Tell girlfriend when I was 16 about shit that happened to me as a kid
>She quotes the guy who raped me during sex
>Wouldn't get off of me, said she would tell the cops I raped her if I made her stop
>Terrified of relationships with girls after that
>Spent all of highschool and middleschool with no friends
>Too tired, kids made fun of me for shivering during the summer from stress
>Still tried to take care of my brother while he lived with us
>Never feel like I did a good enough job
>Regret hating him for the last year or so he lived with us
>He's homeless now, and we have no way to contact him
>It's my fault
>I can't help anyone
>I can't maintain a relationship
>Last girl I had a thing with did some shit that reminded me of my ex right before we had sex
>Had a panic attack and completely shut down
>Forever alone, hate the military, hate my life, hate myself
anyway here is me with Dr. Rockso
>>689823104
you sound like a thoroughly decent guy in a shit situation. sorry /b/ro.
>>689823071
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eI5KqBGd01M
I know a lot of you guys will probably think this shit is lame but I have to listen to videos like this on a regular basis just to keep going
>>689823104
wow, you share something with someone and they use it against you and forces you to have sex with her....there's a special place in hell just waiting for that cunt
>>689825658
She was a hardcore SJW, didn't think men could be victims of sexual assault and that women couldn't be perpetrators
>>689825810
well i'm sorry all that shit happened to you dude
>be me
>be 18
>be yesterday morning
>sitting in hospital room alone with my mother who is dying from cancer
>The cancer spread faster than anyone could have anticipated
>we found out in April
>she's sleeping making this terrible gurgling noise
>she looks terrible
>this woman selflessly loved and took care of me no matter what
>I know I meant the world to her
>now there's nothing I can do
>Imwatchingmymomdie.jpeg
>Do my best to hold back tears
>do my best to keep some hope
>after hours by her side I decide to go to the hospital cafeteria for a snack
>while in the cafeteria I get a phone call from my uncle
>"get to the room now"
>ran back as fast as I could
>she was dead before I got there
>mfw I couldn't tell my mom I love her one last time
>mfw I wish I could have been a better son
>mfw I'll never see my mom again
I don't know what I'm going to do now. I have no idea where I'm going to live.
>>689826848
where are you from and how old are you?
>>689816766
this, sue him for rape even if u didn't suck his dick. men are THE worse
>>689823104
that sucks dude, but hey, you're tall, i bet u have game too. you are a decent guy whos been through a lot. i mean, damn dude i wish i had some advice for you.
kill your neighbour
help your brother
kill your ex
help your sister
help yourself.
>>689824782
This is my favourite.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vH0nP4NzS9M
>>689828735
That's one of the videos I listen to as well
>>689826848
I understand you, Anon. The same hapened to me with my grand ma a few years ago. I'm with you.
>>689828735
>>689824782
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXsQAXx_ao0
>>689829035
I know you're probably kidding, but yeah I listen to that too.
>>689829035
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnYC8Fpu2Kk
>>689829180
im only partially joking. its funny because its dumb but if you're in the right place it hits home.
>>689829399
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWuGqdsQCm4
>>689826848
fucking selfish piece of shit. go get a snack while your fukin mother is dying and then she dies fucking rekt mate fuck you
>Drop out of highschool
>Get a GED
>????
>Profit
>>689830043
way to put salt in the wound
>>689830259
shouldn't be posting on /b/ if he isn't looking for trolls. if he's not a newfag he'll anon's humour.
>>689826848
get off 4chan and go do something with your life and make your mom proud
I'm rooting for you
>>689813194
>senior next year
This place really is the underage board.
>>689830742
yeah... fuckin ban me, i need a break from 4chan anyway.
A month ago i met a HS batchmate. She's a real qt and apparently she knows me. We talked and exchanged numbers before taking off. We texted each other from day to night nonstop. Even at work im on my phone texting her. I asked her out to watch a movie, she agreed. We had so much fun together. I drove her home and kissed her on her forehead. The next day i texted her "have you already ate lunch bcoz there's this restaurant that i really like. Im sure you'll like too :)". She said "thanks!" I replied "So what time should i pick you up?" I waited for hours just for a reply, but to no avail. I went to her house to check what's wrong but she's not home. Even her furnitures are gone. I tried calling her multiple times, but no answer. I still try contacting her till this day.
This empty feeling inside me, slowly killing me. This lack of closure, lack of knowledge is driving me insane. Where did you go? What happened? Why?
(Fuck greentext im on my phone)
>made some spaghetti
>dropped it when my mom scared me
It's over. I lost the love of my life, she doesn't want me back, or anything to do with me. It's killing me...
I'm going to move forward and on with life. Leaving a major piece of me behind...I'm joining the military in 2 months. And hopefully getting out of here and starting over. I don't know what else I could do.
>>689813194
>has gf
And you have the audacity to start a feels thread
>>689823104
>literally got raped by a girl
Honestly fuck that shit
Mgtow all the way
>>689834121
everything is pretty alright and it makes me terrified of when its all going to end.
I dont want it to end
>>689832998
Shit dude I feel you, all these pussies on this thread when youve gone through some real ass shit
>>689833968
Military is a social mess
maybe we will never see zefrank ever again
>>689836266
Well just dont fuck it up, for most of us 'it' hasnt even started
https://youtu.be/ObbHoa19C5Y
>>689837195
"True factz about the barnn owl"
>>689837398
>here are true facts about the aeowll
if he would come back he could even collaborate with vsauce/veritasium or other major ideea-people
>>689837075
I need to start a new chapter, keep myself busy, and move forward. At this point, the benefits outweigh the risks and I lost the only thing keeping me back. I've made up my mind, just not the branch yet.
>>689816766
Fucking SJW
>>689816025
well you did waste your time before, but thats not necessarily a bad thing bro. you need to understand that MEN get better, more confident and more attractive as they get older, while women go backwards.
It's good that you start taking action. good luck bro.
>>689816766
REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>689838428
Fucking bait
>>689838645
do people do this in real life?
i know some people are actually basement dwellers, but do they screech?
lonely
>>689839595
start cutting yourself
>>689827130
he just said 18 you fucking retard
>>689839883
it's ok, cutting will make it all better anon
>be me
>now
>I`m happy
sorry guys ....
I used to have depression until I found my passion ... fucking different pussy. Not great looking, overweight, but decent with words (not English), really positive attitude and confidence I got from banging many chicks
>>689840002
thank you anon
Might as well go next...
>be me 14
> always shitty to my mom so she makes me stay with my dad for the summer
>love the shit out of my father and never disrespected him
>coming close to the end of July he starts having breathing issues
>chest hurts and can barely walk.
for a guy who was skinny this was worry some.
>he took off of work for a whole week because of the issues and by Friday he seemed fine
>Sunday rolls around and it's the night of a payperview event for WWE
>we watch it and when it's over he gets up to take a leak
>comes back out and collapses on the floor
>call 9/11 and the usual shit. they come by and help him
>paramedic blocks the entrance into his apartment so we don't watch
>he moved out of the way for a second and I saw the heart monitor flatlining
>they take him to the hospital and pronounce him dead after 30 minutes of helping him
>I was in shock for the whole week.
>the service starts and Wake Me up When September ends comes on and I start crying like crazy
>blame myself for his death for a while
>autopsy comes back. he dies of cardiac arrest from a blood clot in his right leg he didn't know about.
that was the day I lost my friend and father. still miss him to this day.
>>689840156
how did you bang many chicks before you had positive attitude and confidence?
>>689813821
you still have time before wizard status-don't be worried about it just try to find another girl you get along with and let shit happen
>>689827652
This needs to fucking stop.
>>689840708
trial and error
>>689840788
I'm going to pay a hooker on my 25th birthday if I'm to autistic to do it by then. If i haven't done it for pay by 30 i'll livestream me an hero.
>>689841569
not for pay*
>>689832998
oh no, rip
>be me
>18
>no friends for over a year while living away from home, depressed and isolated myself
>skipped almost all my classes, still got sick grades and passed ez as fuck
>Moving home, chill with friend, play some cs etc
>Felt legit happy again
>My sleeping pattern is fucked so I'm awake from 6pm to 8am
>Some popular faggot messages me on facebook
>"go to sleep kiddo"
>mfw I'm older than him, but thats not the point
>I instantly felt like shit again and it probably wont fade quickly..
If I ever have the chance to beat him up at a party, I'll do it
I've already told him to meet me and he backed out. I hate his guts, because hes a two-faced cunt and a man-whore.
What disgusts me even more is that people like him.
Anyway, feelsbadman.jpeg
pic related, this is how I feel on a day to day
It's raining. Thanks for having a thread for me to post that in. You're alright, /b/.
That's okay OP, at least you have an excuse.
>be me
>be of above average intelligence (~130ish IQ)
>Be a lazy piece of shit throughout HS, get a 2.0 gpa
>Start and then drop out of college, waste thousands of dollars to flunk classes
>Go through multiple jobs because you hate them but can't get a better one without a degree, which you're too much of a lazy jackass to get
>too intolerant of other people's shut to live with family or roommates
>spend most of your already paycheck on bills and rent, so always broke
I'm essentially a living testament to how someone can throw good fortune in life's face.
>>689841844
you're going to beat this guy up for telling you to go to bed in the middle of the night? wtf dude?
>>689841949
>most of your already shifty paycheck
I forgot a word.
Also,
>slowly but surely ruin body and mind with alcohol for no real reason
>>689841949
look on the bright side fag, at least you don't live in some third world shit hole dying of malaria
>>689842311
Wow.
SHITTY. It's supposed to fucking say "shitty". Goddamn.
>>689841844
Uhm...
How is this significant?
>>689842155
He's been hating me forever, making rumors that aint true etc.
I know he wanted to be a dick. People think hes this kind-hearted sweetheart, but he is far from anything.
I hate him, so when he messages just to be a dick yeah I'll fucking respond alright
I havent replied to him, not sure if I even will.
>>689842553
ask him why he's up right so late too?
>>689842671
Sounds like what a 10 year old would say <.<
>>689842553
>Still not understanding how this is a problem that involves that kind of emotional response, or really any for that matter...
I mean, really, you sound like one of those people who fantasizes and talks big about standing up for yourself, yet you step away from your computer to deal with Life and continue to have miniscule encounters with people and blow them up.
There's a place for that.
It's called Tumblr.
>>689841949
same tbh, except I did well in highschool despite not doing shit. threw it all away because im retarded. and i don't have a job now because i hate myself too much.
>>689842869
well clearly your strategy of doing nothing will pay off in the end. I'm sure life is gearing up to give you everything you need to be happy on a silver platter. So just keep sitting around doing nothing and wallowing in self pity bro, because I need someone to make my fries and burgers.
>>689842864
It says on my school record that I beat up a kid for following me, go figure?
I'll gladly beat someone up if needed, but I also have feelings. Dont feel a need of sharing theme anywhere else, but on here. I'm a faggot as /b/tard like you.
>>689843542
its really not. I'm realizing that the past few weeks but i've never done anything else so its taking me a while to get out of it. going to the doctor tomorrow, hopefully get some meds to help me over this now that i see and understand the problem.
>>689843902
sounds like you're a special little aspie friendo
>Ex wife hates me
>only see my son once a week
>3 months unemployed, jobs that pay enough haven't called back yet
That's the worst of it, I guess, but I'm just fucking miserable, sitting here drinking the little disposable income I have because I just don't want to feel like shit for one fucking day.
>>689844445
>off by one.
sorry bro.
>be me
>been a depressed, emotional wreck for my entire Life because of extreme abuse from my mother from the moment I was born
>forced to live with mother because America's legal system caters toward females
>anyway
>stays up all night, making music
>my medicine
>Eventually gets writer's block
>4:30 AM, gets Pop-Tarts for breakfast
>Plays FIFA 15 for about nine hours because I very rarely sleep (More trauma from my mother)
> Excited because finally get to visit family because we rarely get to see them
>Military Brat
>We're about to leave in about an hour and a half
>This was around the time of the Charlie Edbo situation
>It was on the news everywhere
>Brother and mother speaking on how crazy the situation is
>I try to chime in and agree because it literally was everywhere
>Shut-the-fuck-up.wav
>Okay, no harm done
>Decides to pack snacks for trip because family is about two hours away
>Youngest brother asks for a snack
>Gives him one
>Three minutes later he comes back with mother that he wants a snack
>IT'S-IN-HIS-HAND.gif
>She sees the Ziploc sandwich bags filled with snacks in them
>She assumes they're all for myself.
>tries to explain they're clearly not
>doesn't-care.amr
>for some reason says that I'm disrespectful
>starts talking shit about my father
>here-we-go-again.webm
>Begins chasing me around kitchen trying to attack me
>Can't because I keep restraining her
>Is pregnant, btw
>Eventually tells me to pack my bags and to get out of her house
>for-no-reason.jpg
>oh well, wanted to get out anyway
>shrugs shoulders
>clothes already in a trash bag, because never had a proper dresser
>trash bag ripped up, ofc
>gets another bag to double it
>also bookbag with laptop inside to make music on the go
>she is more than aware.
>Says "Oh yeah, you like to get destructive when you're angry"
>begins kicking my bag with the laptop in it intentionally, ofc
>takes her laptop which she needed to work on
Cont.
>>689843902
>IRRELEVANT
>STILL NOT UNDERSTANDING HOW THIS IS WORTHY OF SYMPATHY
>>689844445
at least you care about your kid.
I molested mine a couple times and never see her anymore.
this one is about my friend who is really smart but fucked it all up with bad choices and a bad enviroment.
>Be good friend of mine, lets call him A
>grew up with horrible family, broken up right after his birth.
>father who couldn't give less of a shit
>crack addicted mother who beats the ever living shit out of A from a young age.
>start living with father, less shitty
>around 8th grade, became major alcoholic, smoke lots of weed too.
>getting fucked up everyday, like 2 fifths a day
>this is all during school too
>going strong with the alcoholism
>be A 10th grade
>starting to tone down the alcoholism
>only getting fucked up at school sometimes
>grades are absolute trash
>get girlfriend who is drop out
>become infatuated with girlfriend
>drop out of highschool to be with dropout girlfriend
>drift from place to place
>couch to couch
>get girlfriend pregnant.
hes only seventeen and everytime I think about his situation, it seems to get worse and worse every day.
>>689844767
continue this shit. Im interested
>>689845098
at least he has a girlfriend. not a complete fuckup like me. passing his genes on too. he is a success in the evolutionary sense.
>>689845098
I don't see the problem here, dudes getting fucked up and banging trashy chicks. That sounds like solid life man. Plus he can just start working construction or something at 25 and still end up doing alright
>>689845436
Id rather have a job and stable living than a girlfriend and a kid
at seventeen
>>689845615
not mutually exclusive. I have neither. at 21.
>>689845705
how lazy are you?
>>689845551
hes not out banging chicks, he has developed a huge dependence on his girlfriend and if they ever broke up I think he would snap
>>689841844
>Mad because go to sleep.
>>689845803
I try not to be but I just get so humilated being in public and being seen by people that I just cant do things well. i spent all my time trying not to be seen or at least trying not to look retarded, but im so hyper critical of myself in those two regards that i end up just doing nothing or looking even more retarded than i would have.
>>689846219
i assume this means you're a fatty?
I'm just real tired of women's shit. My best friends girlfriend cheated on him a few days ago, then a month ago my other friends gf who he loved cheated on him. She told him that he depended on her too much and it scared we but she tried to commit suocide when he broke up with her a few weeks before she cheated. I had a chance once with a decent girl but I fucked up and she ran off with my drinking buddy. after that thewomen I've been with have just been bitches. It's made me kinda an asshole in the relationships which sucks because I always hoped to be the hopeless romantic all my life but the bitterness is just setting in.
>>689844733
Son of a bitch... at least you got some dubs on it...
Seriously, though, my son is all that keeps me from blowing my brains out with the roommate's arsenal.
>>689846419
age?
>>689846350
super thin, with serious pectus excavatum causing spine problems so im hunched over and my arms don't swing when i walk because my spine is fucked up.
>>689846605
ive been really working on the posture issue and if i force myself i can stand straight and the arms start swinging because the spine engages, but i have to think about it constantly so im still seemingly lazy, even though im trying my hardest not to be.
need more "forever alone"/"the girl that got away" posts
>>689846419
I feel that anon.
My buddy's (now ex) wife cheated on him and got pregnant with some sandnigger's kid, and then decided to keep it.
My most recent ex stole food from me and replaced furniture in my house me, had loud phone conversations at 4am on nights I had to work, and expected me to resolve her emotional issues as well as provide for her.
I'm feeling pretty bitter too.
>>689846959
Pictures or stories?
>>689846959
>>689846605
that's a bummer bro, guess you should probably see a therapist
>>689847064
either
>19
>man child
>still live at home
>part-time job that I've only worked two days this week at
>not in school
>interviewing for a second job
>feel like an absolute loser
How do I into adulthood?
>>689846658
just be an asshole to chicks bro, who the fuck wants to settle down at 22? I'll tell you who, dumbasses that's who.
>>689813194
Kill yourself stupid piece of shit faggot
>>689847321
Drink bleach
>>689847467
I probably should
>>689847321
what country you from?
>>689813194
>have a gf in hs
>fall pretty hard for each other
>travel 1000 miles to see her when she had to move away
>tells me she loves me and wont get a bf
>i go to college after 2 weeks of staying with her
>make honor roll
>this summer rolls up
>so i call her up to let her know im gonna travel 1000 miles again to see her
>she tells me shes excited
>1 week before I leave tells me she has a new bf
fuckin hurts /b/
>>689847621
Yeah... Do it. Upload then. And tell us if it was painful. Asshole
>>689847388
I just see my parents and get scared of ending alone like them. And I'm passed the point of choosing to be assholes to women. I'm just an asshole which is funny as fuck because I get women's attention more then any other time in my life, but occasionally one woman comes and goes in my life and i start to regret letting it fuck up.
just feelike shit, fo the past few days,other then being lonley in general, everything has gone bad for the past 2 days
>>689847654
Nigeria
>be me
>always believed im an autist
>in elementary school i thought the school was an asylum with everyone else acting like it was a school
>theory falls apart as i get older and get more freedom
>determine its an experiment where they send an obvious autist into the world with everyone telling them they're normal and healthy and smart and just need to try a little harder.
>believe this until highschool
>know its wrong, its absurd.
>still can't shake the belief
>constant confidence that I am an autist despite no evidence and assurances from everyone around me that im fine
>must be lying to me
>everyone is lying
>live life scared and alone, despite knowing its madness
>dont trust doctors enough to tell them
>dont trust anyone enough
>know i should trust, understand its madness but can't.
can't.
>>689847321
Failure to launch
>>689848179
But you can suicide right?
>>689847772
you didn't speak all year?
>>689847024
I went on a bad date last Sunday with this chick and t was going horribly. We where outside of this hookah bar when all of a sudden this drunk guy walks by. I invite him to our table to save the night. Well this dude is some big shot because not only does he give us some pot to put in the hookah. He also gives us some oxy and covers the tab which was over 350 dollars. I get out of there and drive this bitch home, the next day she complains that I was a fucking jerk. To me that's probably the best first date this fucking bitch is ever gonna get.
>>689847812
welp just keep at it and try to not be as much of an asshole to the chicks you actually want to date. Eventually you'll probably get the knack for how to appropriately manipulate women, especially if your telling the truth about attracting them. If not then your just another dumbass lying on the internet.
>>689848381
spoke everyday some months
>>689848002
join the military or something, if your life is worthless you might as well throw it away for some money.
>>689848379
i don't want to. I know its not real and i need to just grow balls and do what i know i need to do despite my every inclination. its probably just easily medicated paranoia but i just can't do it. but thats the problem, all i ever think is that i cant. i need to do it.
>>689848179
After reading that, sorry bud but you just confirmed you're autistic
>>689848901
I have sex with a cleft penis
>>689848901
im mentally ill in someway, but its not autism.
>>689848410
send her a text telling her to come over to fuck.
>>689848432
We will see what happens. But I'm improving everyday so I just keep my head up and wait for tomorrow to come around.
>>689849077
Go to doctor, get diagnosed , get medication, get an education, profit ?
˃wewlad
>>689849107
deleted her number after she sent me 5 messages in a row describing how I let her down
>be 18
>after 5 years of no contact the girl who took my virginity randomly msgs on Facebook she's in town
>wants to see me
>came from a rich family and was known to be a baller but that's before I moved out
>poor as shit renting a room from a couple that's bankrupt
>lie and say it's my house and I'm renting it out
>have no car but I told her car is in the shop cuz I blew the motor driving like takumi
>awkward at first when she arrives but eventually it's like old times
>the whole night I wonder if we should fuck or what but we just make out
>next day she says she wants to get back together and that she's wants me to move in with her
>says she's gotta run some errands and she will be back and we would go to the mall and dinner
>she never answers my texts or calls after that
really fucked up my mentality for awhile. Sorry for shit storytelling but this shit is too painful for max details at least now I have a bangin hot gf that watches anime with me and mains teemo in league
>>689849487
i know its what i have to do. but i only get the bravery to do it despite my overwhelming suspicion when im alone late at night. I was in a really bad way one time and I went in to see what they'd say, but when i was there i just understated everything and they diagnosed me as depressed and gave me meds that made me suicidal.
im just here balling my fucking eyes out
>>689826848
Zozzle fake and gay
>>689850018
livestream it
if this post ends in an even number i will kill myself tonight
>>689849683
too bad bro, if you don't give a fuck about her then why not just straight up tell her you want to bang. If she says no then never talk to her again, which was going to happen anyway. Unless of course she gave off some crazy bitch vibes. Gotta watch out for them off the rails crazy ones that claim rape and fuck up your belongings.
>>689850128
why
>>689816025
your get-shit-done years are almost over you gotta get off your sorry ass before its too late
>>689850186
goodbye little guy.
>>689850486
goodbye anon. if there was life after death id miss this shitty hell website and all you fags. time to go take all my pristiq and every other med in the cabinet.
>>689850797
pls no i love you
>be me
> 10 mins ago
>poorfag
>nothing to game on except phone play coc
>see beg thread on /b/ say what the heck any try not expecting anything
>don't know how to beg and don't post email id
>awesome /bro/ guides me through the process tells me to post email
>post email
>/bro/ tells me to check email
>check, see 10 $ gift card
>try to redeem to check if its a troll
>its not
>but cant redeem because different country
>go thank anon with all my heart and tears in my eyes
>tell him the problem and tell him to get refund thank again
>tells me if he could make someones day he would do it happily
>genuinely awesome guy.gif
>Thread dies
>go Google how to redeem gift card from different country
>change country location
>try gift card
>still fucking works anon didn't get refund
> make post on feels thread and other random threads hoping he'll see it
thank u anon I won't forget you
>>689849923
>3
Sounds like you're fucking retarded then, you don't have a problem, you're just autistic, take the all the meds they gave you at once and it should solve your problem.
After College you will never see 95% of them ever again. Get A Fucking Internship Right Now Or You Are Fucked!!!!!!!!!
>>689850186
this story has a good ending I guess.
>be me 15 in sophmore year of highschool.
>pretty awkward guy
>never had a real girlfriend before
>have some good friends but defiantly not popular.
>be sitting in freshman algebra cause I somehow managed to fail it my first year.
>so girl I vaguely know walks up to me (lets call her R)
>says her friend has a crush on me (lets call this girl G)
>walk up to G ask if she wants to go out with me, cause I dont know how else to do it.
>she says yes
>im pretty excited, never had a girlfriend before.
>start talkin about stuff relationship goes pretty slow but not in a bad way.
>after about 4 months in I start to realize I hate everything about her.
>she annoys the fuck out of me
>makes all friends uncomfortable
>she is absolutly obsessed with me.
>draws fan fictions of me and her, fursonas. all that shit
>she is shy to having real convorsations with me so instead she writes notes
>i get a new one every day
>all the normal shit you talk about in a couple but with none of the conversation.
>im getting slowly more and more depressed because of her
>friends are noticing my apathy
>my internal dialog everyday is "I hate G, but I dont want to be alone"
>everyday I contemplate breaking up with G
>eventually I man up and break it off
>a week later I get back together with G cause Im a massive pussy and couldn't deal with being alone.
>school year ends, dont see her at all during summer.
>3 more months of me being a pussy and contemplating breaking up.
>she drops out of school cause her grades are shit.
>she comes to school one last time and asks me to visit her next week.
>I visit her a week later and as soon as I see her decide to break up with her.
>all friends notice significant improvement in mood.
>no longer sad and mopey
>all happy and shit
>be me now
>be 17
>dating R
>shits all good im happy
>G seems to be spiraling down more everyday
a story of me being a pussy and finally mustering the balls to not be as much of a bitch.
>be me
>virgin
Was trying to get with this one chick for almost a year now. She's been pretty much leading me on this whole time. Wasted so much time and effort just to try and fuck her. Spent a few nights at her place and slept with her, was trying to feel her up and kiss her but she was not into it at all. She even called me out on it too saying that sleeping in the same bed doesn't mean I can touch her.
She's like a solid 7/10 with a 9/10 body. Beautiful tits that are piereced. Slim small body with a fat ass. This wouldnt fuck with me as bad if we didnt hook up like a week ago. We were Making out, sucking on her tits and playing with her pussy. Getting mixed signals from her, one second she's tryna cuddle with me then the next second she avoids me. I felt so alpha for awhile, thought i could finally get laid.
Advice?
>>689850961
you dont mean it. no one does. im worthless and my life has no meaning in the long run. im just getting my shit together before i do it
>>689823104
that is some fucked up shit brother i am so sorry
>be me
>24yo virgin
>finally gave up carrying, resigned to wizarddom. love my job, enjoy hobbies.
>meet cute girl at work
>im able to see shes into me
>fuckit.jpg
>ask her out
>dating all summer
>first date ever. first kiss ever. first fuck ever with her
>awkward as fuck at first but really not that big a deal.
>fuck every day. wake up to a blowjob.
>living the dream. its finally happening
>in love
>coworker getting married
>ask her to come with me
"thats pretty close to when i go back to school, are you sure you want me to come with you?"
wtf does that mean. Im not experienced enough to understand what to take from that.
>>689851114
its small
but its the small shit that really hits home
>>689851413
100x closer to getting laid then ive ever been. you'll be fine.
>>689851467
why? The dead have no worries anon, just do it now before self doubt can change your mind. Perhaps the afterlife will hold some sort of happiness for you
>>689826848
>>689830511
fuck yea /b/ro make all her effort worth it! you got this fam I believe in you
>>689850219
Actually if she gave off those crazy vibes I would fuck her. Crazy women usually are the ones who are great in bed or Atleast are willing to try new shit. See if imma just fuck a girl I want her to know what she's doing and be worth my while. Sex isn't that big a deal for me. Making love is but I need a connection if imma do that.
>>689851576
the chick you're dating is getting married?
>>689851887
youre right. thank you anon. ill see you in the afterlife if its real
>>689852097
no a male coworker, different guy.
>>689851777
Was in the same boat as you just a few weeks ago. Honestly wish it was still like that. Feel so much worse about myself now
>>689851979
your first two sentences tell me you're a retard. The rest is personal choice i suppose
>>689852220
you haven't given enough information.
>>689852311
ive always been afraid to try because unknown potential seemed better then confirmed failure. but thats insanity, not trying is the worst kind of failure.
>>689842553
heres a life tip: the more that you talk about doing something, especially something dangerous, and especially when people already (naturally) doubt your willingness to do said thing. the more you reveal yourself as a pussy
>>689852464
what more do you want? ask away
>>689852109
I'll watch for you anon, may you find happiness in whatever comes next. I'll think about you sometimes while I toil through my own life.
I decided to save this and am going to repost it every once and while if I don't see it.
>>689852512
Not trying is just as bad as fucking up. The thing is I got so close but failed and now can't get my mind off of it.
Just try and out yourself out there. Youll be fine. Unless you have some fucked up deformity or are just completely ugly
>>689819325
haha ur pathetic, 6'3 and still suck at getting laid
>>689852675
The Fuq?
>>689852329
I have a horrible taste in women I know it's a problem. I also have a tendency to Sabatoge healthy relationships once they start getting good. Which was funny because I dated a coworker once and she did the same thing in relationships. First month went by perfectly and we both told eachother we were falling in love with the other. Right after that it all fell apart, funny thing is neither of us broke up with the other one. It just kinda slowly died and now we occasionally say hi or make a bitter remark on the other ones life choices.
>>689852675
save what?
>>689813194
reported
>>689853016
oh god what
>>689852945
I reposted it >>689852857
>>689852585
not that interested bro. If you think you can get another girl now then dump this one if shit is getting too complicated. If you don't think you can get another girl then stay with this one. But if it's the latter than above all you must keep your own life bro, never revolve your life around another person because if they leave you'll be left with nothing.
>>689852784
got a giant birthmark on my dick and a little wart on my balls. also im always convinced that im ugly even though people tell me im not. i have no ability to judge my own appearance. on top of that ive got a funnel chest and seriously flared ribs. which everyone assures me isn't a terribly serious issue. i don't know who to believe, myself or everyone else. is everyone else just trying to encourage me or are these things actually not major problems?
How do I get over the death of my father, when he was my best friend?
He died 3 months ago of an unknown cause and I feel like I'm just getting worse as time passes.
>>689853255
just fill in your chest with some plaster of paris and paint
>>689853353
start helping out other humans by volunteering and shit. Eventually you'll realize all human life is garbage and get over it.
>>689853255
I'm short, skinny, flared ribs and a funneled chest too and look like a mudslime but am white. I'd say I'm 6/10 at most and that being quite generous. I still almost got with a chick that I thought was way too out of my league. Just don't give a fuck, ask her questions, be interesting and just keep talking. Things should fall into place
Thank god, a feels thread. I need to get this shit off my chest.
So Im obviously going to get targeted for being young, so I'll get this out of the way.
>inb4 YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO BE ON THIS SITE FUCKING PLEB
Anyways, Im a junior in highschool, been dating my woman since freshman year. We've done everything a normal couple would do. But, she is the clingiest person I have ever met. Some nights she'd get pissed cause I was going out with friends. Put up with that shit for two years, until I found an old contact my buddy put in my snapchat over two years ago. I was moving to a new highschool, and he said he could help me get a girlfriend my freshman year. I got one without him, but he put her name in anyways. Two fucking years later, send her a snap, and oh my god. She's everything Ive ever wanted in a girl. She looks fucking stunning, shes quirky, funny, smart, shares all of my musical interests. But theres one catch.
She just graduated from her small town school thats a few miles away from mine. Worst yet, she's going to a completely different college than I was planning. And I dont even know if she has a thing for me too! Im only two years younger than her, but I still think she isnt into me. Not to mention I still have to find a way to break up with my current gf without having her kill herself. That is, IF the girl Im crushing on even has a thing for me.
At this point, Im not making anything official yet. But if she wants me, Im going for her. If anyone cares, I'll explain more, because there is a SHIT TON of backstory that makes breaking up with my woman for another one completely justifiable. Maybe Ill do a greentext of that, if anyone cares.
>>689853708
He was the nicest man on earth.
He helped and loved people knowing they were garbage. He was chronically ill and disabled and still put everyone's needs before his own.
>be me
>be poor
>no not poor, dirt poor
>abusive dad and older brother
>literally tear up my textbooks and i had to earn money to pay them back
>Aced all of grade school, and everyone in my family just mocks and envies insteads of congratulates
>got into a prestigious high school through scholarship
>decide to go and lost all my friends from middle school
>no friends, no supportive family, no nothing
>just keep studying because nothing else to do
>get into many top universities but cant afford so go to state uni(pretty good still) with near full ride and study engineering.
>dont tell family what im doing with my life
>professor likes me a lot and offers me a job as a research assistant with pretty decent pay.
>living in dorm without fear of getting kicked out of house
>getting paid for doing something in enjoy
>Acing my engineering classes despite depression
>run into my friends sister, K, who was in my class in 7th grade. she had a crush on me then but i never really paid attention to girls back then
>notice how beautiful she is now, never noticed her emerald eyes
>she still likes me and i like her but dont feel right since shes my friends sister so we just remain friends but it always seemed more
>she always made me laugh, smile, despite working and taking classes from 9am to 9pm
>life turning out pleasant for me
>plan on marrying her if i get a job as an engineer
>continue hustling through life because only think i know how to do. never really go to parties
>decide to go to one my friend invited me to
>had a pretty good time
>hear news that K has cancer
>heart drops dont know what to do
>get really mad at God for cursing me even though i dont really believe in Him
>watch her suffer and become thin to the bone
>still talk to her and make jokes
>never once mention the cancer
>after 6 months of diagnoses she dies at age 19
>still really depressed
>even dad shows some sympathy and stops being an asshole to my mom and me.
>consider an heroing every day
>>689854250
do it bro, I don't need the job competition.
>>689854032
Im interested.
Id read a greentext about this.
>>689854250
ITT: Things that never happened
>be me
>the end
>>689854648
who cares?
>>689854989
expand
>>689854989
thats most people
>>689851576
I'm not an expert, and maybe I'm missing something, but it seems to me that she is concerned about staying on top of school. If anything the fact that she inquired and didn't outright reject your offer is evidence that she is willing to go out of her way for you.
>>689853353
>>689853708
>>689854135
Please, I need real advice.
>>689855481
its before she goes back, if it was during school id understand but its two weeks before
>>689855585
give it time, nothing else to do. talk to a counsellor if you really think it'll stick with you.
>>689855585
I gave you advice stupid. Go volunteer to pass the time. If it's really bad see a therapist about it. Otherwise kill self
>>689855602
Does she know when the wedding is, she could just be worried about potential conflict. In any case, ask tell her and ask her if it gets in the way of her schoolwork and stuff. Like I said, she didn't outright reject you which is a good sign because she could have easily done so if she really wasn't interested.
>>689854032
>>689854643
Moved from my phone to my computer just for you, anon. Fuck, my fingers are going to hate me. Anyways, heres my entire highschool autobiography.
>Be me
>Be beta faggy freshman
>Edgy loser newfag, only listens to punk rock
>Moved from my mom's inner city school to my dads country ass farm highschool, located in MiddleOfFuckingNowhere USA
>Came from a middle school class of 20
>Mom attempted suicide bc I left her and my family behind
>Still recovering freshman year
>Decide to join the football team to make friends
>Gets living shit pummeled out of me everyday for months
>My friend is a football player, and my only friend in MiddleOfFuckingNowhere, insists on introducing me to this qt girl
>Insist I'm fine, fucker inserts her name on my snapchat anyways.
>Meet first highschool gf, turns out to be a crazy religious nut that cheats on me
>Long story short I find the guy she cheated on me with and busted his lip open and broke his nose
>mfw betafag me actually wins a fight
>Anyways, move on, start talking to my bestfriends gf
>Find out best friend has been beating the fuck out of her and forcing her into all sorts of uncomfortable situations
>Thought I actually knew the fucking guy
>Tell him to stay away from her, she comes onto me
>We start dating, my old friend fucking resents me now
>Flash forward a year later
>Know a shit ton of people, friends in all sorts of places
>Befriend druggies, country kids, the preppy fuckers, band geeks, everyone except for the football douches
>Overtime gf gets more and more controlling
>Summer of freshman-sophomore year she almost makes out with another guy
>Go on hiatus, only to take her back over suicide threats
>Says "its justified because I was cheating on her"
>mfw I had one friend that was a girl that was really close to me until gf split us up.
>Fuck it, gf gives me pussy and thats ok
>Grind my way to the top sophomore year
>Get out of school, summer awwww yis
(continued in reply)
>be me
>be 13
>diagnosed with some rare genetic disorder that puts my LDL levels above 700
>doctors rush me to specialists because they fear i might already have arteriosclerosis(idk if spelled right but hardening of arteries) and might get a heart attack any day
>they put me on a lot of statins
>not going down
>last year they said i need to get my blood filterd because my liver doesnt have the receptors that take care of LDL
>refuse but i dont want to live a life where i get my liver pumped every 2 weeks
>doctors predict ill die in my early 20s from some heath disease if i dont do the liver blood pump thing
>am 21 now
>dont really feel scared but dont really want to die because emptyness sounds boring
>my mom cries constantly and everyone always looks at me like i already passed away
>:/
>>689837195
That's a feel I haven't felt for awhile.
>>689857442
that's nothing man, my midi-chlorian count is like 1000. tfw you'll never be a jedi
>>689858001
dam dude
>>689857442
Hey anon, where do you live? If you are in the 561 we can chill
Most Millennials are a bunch of degenerates. I'm ashamed of being a millennial :(
I wonder if that evens dude killed himself
>>689857403
>Chillin one night, browsing rekt threads on /b/
>Decide to get on snapchat
>See a story posted, been seeing this gril pop up for awhile now
>Never saw her face, never even paid her name any attention
>Sees face
>holyfuckman.jpeg
>10/10 qt, decent body but gorgeous face
>This was two weeks ago
>Snapchat her, butterflies in my stomach
>Get response "Hi?"
>Heart explodes
>"Wtf me you have a gf, play it cool."
>Make gradual conversation, awkward at first, but we warm up to each other over time
>Loves most of my favorite bands
>Tell her I'm seeing blink182 in concert this summer
>"OMG ANON TAKE ME WITH YOU"
>I would do anything to fall in love with the girl at the rock show
>Sorry, shitty blink pun
>We're barely even in a week texting, and shes all thats on my mind. My gf is a total cunt, and her parents are even worse.
Oh shit, /b/, I forgot my main gripe with my relationship in my last post.
>Gf's parents are fucking NAZI's
>You know how teenagers get to drive around, date, see movies, kiss, etc etc?
>Not with current gf. Lucky if I get to hang out with her at least once a month.
>With my crush, though, shes out of highschool. She can do whatever she pleases.
>Tbh, guys, the one thing I'm dying to do with her is stay up all night, parked in her car, dicking around and being kids.
>Listening to our favorite songs
>Telling deep stories about our past
>Making dumb prank calls
>Fuck sex, I could go my entire life without it as long as I have her smile.
But heres where the feels kick in, /b/
>Shes never had a boyfriend.
>I dont stand a chance
>Shes the only think I need in my life right now
>I want to live up life and be a kid while I still have that opportunity, not practically be married to my gf's parents.
But I've been painting gf in a bad light, I guess. She loves me, in her own messed up way. And shes blown off more money on me than anyone I've ever met. (One more reply then I'm done, I promise.)
>>689859093
Hopefully. Atleast then he would be happy
>>689859289
So, I'm not a completely heartless bastard about it. I still feel bad about it, of course, and there are some things I think I will genuinely miss about her. But, I have my whole life ahead of me to be tied down in a serious relationship. I want to talk until the break of dawn with the woman of my dreams. You know what they say: if you want an omelette, you need to crack some eggs. And I'm sick of eating raw eggs, /b/, I'm going for that omelette. That is, if the girl of my dreams feels the same way about me. I'm crossing my fingers, so wish me luck.
>>689826848
Fuck man,I wish you the best,that's some tough shit to go through
There's nothing like true loneliness to make you appreciate having friends.
>graduate from college debt free, all merit-based scholarships paidfor everything
>Worked my ass off in IB high school taking all AP/IB classes for said scholarships
>graduate with anthropology degree, because what the hell I'm going to law school it doesn't matter anyway
>move into house with friends
>get into good law school, mostly paid for, only 10k loans per year
>I get introduced to weed
>it solves basically every mental problem I've ever had
>the world feels beautiful
>I love everything
>I feel like a kid again
>I get *too* into weed
>not stoner culture stuff, just smoking it all the time
>drop out of law school
>run out of loan money to buy weed
>have to move back home with my parents
>10k in debt, anthropology degree is worthless without a graduate degree
>live in shitty area so there's no job market, loan payments start up 1 month after I moved home so I could move anywhere else
>go to take grad school entrance exam since grad school was my fallback
>get mugged in the bus on the way to my test date
>"we're sorry we can't let you in without your photo id"
>too ashamed to tell my parents I got mugged
>lied and said I flunked the GRE instead
>I have an interview for restaurant wait staff on Monday
I had such potential and I wasted it. I can't even smoke weed anymore; I need a job and have no money. I feel like such shit.
>>689860120
dont fuck it up
>>689860695
shit man...
>>689860695
sounds like you deserved i anon. Just don't fuck up my order if I ever come by the place you work.
>>689855706
>>689855795
I've been in and out of therapy since the age of 5 due to his problems and other family issues. My last session was 6 years ago, I hade to stop because I lost my insurance. I just finally got insurance this year and I can't see one; I can't even let myself see a real doctor even though I have every symptom of 2 of 9 diseases he had (almost all hereditary), a growing lump next to my lymphnode, and worsening social anxiety. I'm a single parent just like he was and I can't let my problems effect my child's life like his effected mine.
>>689861799
yea im sure it won't affect your child when you die kek. Whatever man, im sure your daddy issues offspring will amuse some people one day.
