Anybody up for a nightly feels thread? >Pic Related Will
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Anybody up for a nightly feels thread?
>Pic Related
Will be dumping a bit from once in a while if this thread catches on.
Fuck pictures in wrong order..
>>689642673
Wtf is wrong with me.. Why can't I post an image like a proper human bean??
>mfw no one will ever sing this song about me
https://youtu.be/Lt6r-k9Bk6o
tell her you pussy, they prefer the truth
hahah!
Fubby silly bum bum bait ahhahahahaha
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ahahaha silly garfield xDDD dd hahaha poopy
Sage in all fields
>>689642993
By the Nine Divine, there's a psychopath on the loose!
>>689643854
True
Bunch a people lurking here, wanna contribute? I'm starting to run out..
>>689643854
>tfw I shower 30 mins daily
I've not had a single friend for years.
Not many feels going on, just tanks. Where be the really sad post I'm searching for?
>>689644519
Well you won't exactly know me but I'll be your friend. Better to have a friend in any case than to have none.
>>689644519
Everybody has trouble making friends.. just talking to some people once it a while, eventually they will seek you out to talk to you ^^
>>689644610
Hmm, the tanks are kinda metaphorical for war. War is brutal and these deadly war machines are now stranded watching over fields.
I got a bunch of pic relateds
>This gets /pol/ in tears
>tfw this will never me yours
>>689645281
eh don't want her anyways but the hair color is nice
>>689645281
>tfw ugly as shit
FUck my parents man. Why do they bring me to life if they can't make sure I'll look decent enough to enjoy it?
>>689646050
Nobody can look /that/ terrible.
Get /fit/ and you're good to go*
* Unless if you are below 5'6
>>689646050
At least you aren't like me. I like to think I have an okay face, but I'm 5'4" and have a ton of developmental issues like Pectus Excavatum and Scoliosis. Shit sucks.
>>689646655
Pectus Excavatum looks quite weird but i have scoliosis too so don't feel too bad
>>689646292
I've tried, but I can't gain weight for shit. I probably should seek a doctor before that. And even if that happens I still look like an aborted fetuse's shit.
>>689646655
That must be rough man. But at least you must be able to easily get girls with pedophiliac tendencies that don't wanna go to jail.
>>689646655
eyy i had this but had an op to 'fix it'. it didn't work and now i have no breastplate.
>>689647064
Go to >>>/fit/
It might help you turn your life around.
Srsly.. whatcha got to lose?
>>689643428
>that helplessness
that had to be horrifying
I have no friends and school's out for summer. I see all these people posting on their Snapchat stories, them having pool parties or going out or whatever, and I'm stuck at home because I chose to hang out with a bunch of fucking nerds in high school. Now I'm socially inept and no one wants to be associated with me because I'm a fucking nobody. And almost as if to rub salt in the wound, this girl started texting me out of nowhere a few weeks ago, we kinda clicked and started talking a lot and staying up until 2 or 3 every night talking to each other. Then, last week she went on vacation, she comes back this Sonday and now when I try to start a conversation she just gives one-word answers like she doesn't want to talk anymore and it's so fucking frustrating. I just want her to talk to me again.
>>689647480
dude, she needs to fuken die for real
>>689647829
This stuff happens. Not a situation to give up on. She just kinda moved you out of your head, ask her random (non serious) questions which cannot be answered in a single word, requiring some thought. Maybe a couple of word games, whatever.
It will take a frustrating while but it'll get there, just stay on her mind. ^^
>>689645931
I don't get this one. What does the anon calling hitler an idiot have to do with his grandfather?
>>689647829
Dude,your situation sounds so similar to mine
>be me
>have a crush
>friends with crush's best friend
>crush's bestfirend knows it
>we talk about her sometimes
>jokingly tell her "At this point I think I'm gonna just give up on trying to be with my crush"
>She tells me "Yeah that's better, cause she doesn't like you at all"
>mfw
>>689648615
His gramps served under Hitler and really doesn't see it that way. It breaks up his heart that his grandson ends up thinking otherwise.
>>689648113
Questions like what?
I'm so fucking socially retarded it hurts. If I ever somehow manage to conceive a child I'm not going to live 30 miles out of town like my family did. It really puts you at a disadvantage.
>>689648913
well it's just a crush and nothing more so like go crush someone else
>>689648913
Hmm.. I got a mate in a similar situation. I would be that "friend" you talk about.
It sucks telling him to give up, I want him to be happy and he ain't gonna get it with that chick. Listen to her anon, it's for the best.
>>689649120
I would scramble thought my old messages but they bring back painful memoirs...
Bah easy mode: I have this personal problem x and not sure what to do.. You seem trustable and seem like the type of personal who could give me a bit of advice.
I moved every ~3 years with my familia, the concept of longterm friends does not exist for me. I had to learn to just make friends on the fly.
>>689649252
I'm glad she told me the truth, but it sucks that things are just the way they are and we can't change it.
>>689650672
Your friend seems very open, ask her what's wrong with you. Not in the rude sense but what are your flaws, why would she, herself for example not go out with ya?
>>689651138
I guess I might as well ask her that, I'll have to wait for a good oportunity so it doesn't sound awkward though.
Also, is using tinder a good way to regain my self confidence that was shattered?
>>689651643
I have no idea.. I find the idea of tinder repulsive. But then again I am fairly puritanical when compared to others.
Honestly though, I don't see how it would help. Getting rejected by strangers and accepted by one means nothing IMHO.
Best way I found is to find something you rock at, everybody got something. Music, art, etc. In my case it's slightly more dull - knowledge and humour. But everybody got something.
So you take that thing that you rock at, and rock it in front of people you appreciate. They will always be impressed and you will know.
>>689652991
wow, that's a really healthy and good advice. Thank you anon.
>>689642500
People say I've changed for the worst
I can't seem to make friends
I care about people but don't know how to show it
I really miss how shit used to be. I'd kill to have certain people back but every time I talk to the people I used to talk to, they seem to remember the reason why we stopped talking in the first place. I'm fucking stupid and obnoxious
>>689653297
I try ^^
I think this may be the best place to ask.
Does anyone have the webm of death dancing with a little girl?
>>689653570
What things have you done to make people stop talking to you?
>>689647829
>tfw literally me
Hello darkness my old friend..
>>689654025
Just be me I guess. No one ever gives me a reason so I just assume that I'm annoying or not good enough
>>689653748
I'm not any of the anons replying to your advice, but it's good someone like you is in this thread trying to hold some of us together. This would be a better place if there were more people like you. I was also reading your advice, and it's good, I'll keep it in mind, anon
>>689654548
Thanks but trying to help people out is a coping mechanism more than anything else for me. I feel like utter shit since the last few years. I did some very bad things in the past and act as if I can make up for it like this...
What type of things? Made a mate kill himself for starts..
>>689655102
Who cares dude he's dead there's nothing you could do bout it now
>>689655102
You can always redeem yourself. There is always a way...always.
>>689655102
How did you do that? It's alright if you don't wanna say but bow I'm curious
>>689642500
I didn't want to walk to school when I was in elementary school, but my mom made me do it anyway. It was probably some combination of having my routine and norms disrupted, being alone, and the walk being tiring.
I got only a few blocks towards school, and a dog started barking and chasing me.
I ran as fast as I could, and got tired. I looked back, and it was gone.
I think I was scarred back then.
Fuck you, mom.
>>689655712
So if I beat the crap out of a kid and nearly gave him brain damage how do I redeem mysel ?
>>689656087
First of all, just forgive yourself for it, what happened before, won't happen now
>>689655622
A human life is so much more valuable than something. You can just brush off like that..
>>689655712
Enlighten me.
>>689655738
I don't fucking know.. It was years ago and I was in some weird fucked up mental state for something like 2 years. I could like see everything in a person like magic. I could see their troubles, their insecurities and so on.. I could have helped so many people but instead I became some power drunk psychopath that carefully planned out how to get him to kill himself. Ridicule everything he cared, destroy his hopes, make suicide sound reasonable. Then one day I stopped seeing him in person, I was one of last to see him.
>>689654198
The irony.
>>689656538
Nah brah it felt good.
How helpless he was after the first punch and how I just kept wailing on him till some one pulled me of
The only sad part is that it felt good
Like I'm not the type the guy to hurt people but this kid pushee me over the edge
>>689656783
Just help the anons, anon. Learn to forgive yourself for what happened, just place it behind you, and make people smile, give them happiness, give them dank memes, as long as they've been helped by you. That should usually make you feel better.
I had a crush on a girl for over a year and a half in middle school. she was, and still is, the only girl i ever loved.
>mfw she turned me down on the last day of eighth grade when i had finally built up the courage to tell her
>>689656783
It can 4 me but I guess that's your POV
Best I can say is learn from what you did and try to prevent it again
>>689643184
Just figured maybe some niggers aren't supposed to be happy for other to have the chance to, ya know? I mean it's a shitty thing to thing that you were picked to get the short end of the stick at every turn but once you get through your own epiphany on that, things get a bit more tolerable.
Not expecting anything from life anymore, every interaction with people feels plastic to me. Only thing I expect now is to die eventually, too much of a coward to pull the trigger; no reason to live but no reason to die either.
Trying to get a decent enough job so I can move away within a year or so, get a place a few states away and cut contact from everyone. Maybe keep some bees, keep to myself, drop by a neighbor's house now and again when I smoke some meat.
My mind's not too great anymore so I ramble a fair amount, might just be that; but social isolation and never ending thoughts don't do well for mental health.
>Pic unrelated
>>689657386
That's the plan so far..
>>689657536
Did you ever have blood on your hands?
Ironically, I think I could easily cope murdering someone. But what I did there was terrible..
>graduated from college
>mom thinks I got a kick ass job
>I'm delivering pizzas and living out of my car
I'm about a week from hurling myself off a bridge.
>>689643854
this could explain why I take 6 or 7 showers when im tripping too hard
>>689657207
Cont.
Worst part of it was that after that I fell into a depression due to the fact I got expelled from school and went to trail for battery also had to go to an alternative school for the rest of the year
Away from my friends alone with people who committed actual bad crimes
God I felst like shit
I even got bakeracted twice
After that every thing became numb and sad
I mean I was already sad but like after all this it went to a whole new level
>suicide was a option but I never conciderd it due to the fact that I think its silly
>>689643428
My grandfather was friends with Costins sister way back when. She didnt know about his death till the 70's or 80's
I know how much we everybody enjoys making fun of this guy, but does anyone else kind of sympathize with him?
More NatSoc feels?
>>689658355
What degree did you get?
>>689658232
Naw but I just don't really have regard for human life brah
I really hate people I mean a lot
Not to the point where I'll kill some one but to the point where if there in front of me dying I wouldn't help just walk away
>inb4 sociopath I just been bullied to much to carefor people aanymore except for my own family and freinds
>>689658232
>Did you ever have blood in your hands
Blood is not always necessary to feel terrible, to feel that guilt that haunts you every single goddamn day, from the mere seconds you open your eyes to the time you close them, and have a few hours free of those shitty thoughts.
I know exactly how that feels, i've been living with guilt for the better part of 8 years now, never learned to forgive myself for it, but you must, you must forgive yourself for what you did, and i fucking believe in you, fam, i believe in you to forgive yourself for that, and just become a better person..a person better than me.
>>689658779
What's his story?
>newfag here
>>689659334
He was the supreme gentleman
>>689659334
He was awkward around women and eventually went on a shooting spree
>>689659470
Nice
>>689659334
Guy made a bunch of YT videos talking about his loneliness, calling himself the supreme gentlemen, etc. And finally posting a video about his "day of retribution."
He later shot up a college campus.
Look up Elliot Rodger.
>>689659282
Where did you go wrong familia?
>>689659334
Basically he was pretty sad that no girls ever liked him and he couldn't get a girlfriend.
https://www.youtube.com/user/ElliotRodger This is his youtube channel where you can see what I am.
He was pretty narcasistic and acted like a faggot in some of those vlogs, and eventually he ended up doing the Isla Vista Massacre in 2014, which ended up killing 6 people, injuring 14, and also killing himself after crashing his BMW.
I kind of sympathize with his loneliness and sadness.
>>689659627
Well I feel bad him then
To be so sad to the point you gotta go killa on people
How do you make friends once you are out of school? I finished up college, as did my friends. Everyone is moving away from town indefinitely, and pretty far too. Like 8 hours away more or less for everyone. I keep being told to go to bars and stuff, or talk to co-workers, but I'm allergic to alcohol, and everyone I work with is a great deal older than I. (I'm 21, everyone I work with is mid 30's or older). I'm sort of panicking because I know I'll end up just working monday-friday like I am now and just rotting away in my apartment day by day by day with no one to go hang out with or invite over for pizza and vidya.
Is this the real world? Is this what adult life is like? I want off this ride if so.
>>689659657
Beating the fuck out of multiple kids during high school, abandoning a poor suicidal girl to her fate because i was a faggot about my feelings, leaving a girl with terminal brain tumor because i simply didn't want to get attached to her, talked heavy smack about my 5 year best friend because i wanted some shit-tier nudes.
>>689658814
Will get a /pol/ thread tomorrow for those around this time.
>>689659627
Huh well read into it still seems like a sad storey tho
>>689660016
>leaving a girl with terminal brain tumor
Oh god.. This is the situation of my nightmares. I wouldn't know what to do.. Its a game you can't win there..
Important question.. Did you get the nudes?
Not involving people getting killed, I ruined a girl's life by misjudging and fucking up.
She told me and others a really personal story.. I decided to doubt it.. Everybody stopped trusting her and she lost everybody she cared for. Her family was shit... Story turned out true. I see her almost every day. Thank god she forgot me.
>>689645281
I reckon i could pull her looks like an easy slut
>>689660931
>Did you get the nudes
Yes i did, so kinda worth it, but not really.
I haven't sleep properly for a long time thinking about the terminal tumor girl, fucking christ dude.
When i forgive myself, it'll be the day that i fucking find her grave, or whatever, and i leave the best smelling roses money can buy, and just an hero after that.
>>689656783
You and I are very similar. I had a friend whom I almost did the same thing to, but I noticed what I had done and lifted him back out of the gutter. If anything, it just sounds like you should just continue helping people as much as you can for the sake of repentance, and somehow find a way to become at peace with yourself for what you did. Maybe that peace isn't in forgiving yourself, but being truly sorry for your friend and acknowledging how wrong it was. By helping other people, you're redeeming yourself, and I hope you can feel that way someday
>>689658779
Yeah TBH
>>689659282
Damn it anon
>>689642500
I broke up with my ex about a month and a half ago. She was an absolutely horrible person to me, lied to my face, cheated on me over and over and stood me up at any given opportunity.
I've been telling my parents and friends that she's been trying to get in contact with me, wanting to fix things and I've moved on, and had other relationships and met other girls since. I tell people I go on "Dates" which consist instead, of me going to a bar and drinking by myself.
Truth is, while I know she doesn't love me, that she doesn't care, but I would give anything to have her back, the old her, the girl I fell in love with, the one I still love.
I miss you Victoria, I hope you're happy and I hope above all, you're safe
>>689661816
Wouldn't you find that in public records somewhere?
Feel like a bit of a shithead. Broke up with my gf a couple months back, knew it had to end, things felt flat and boring. Now a girl is beginning to fall for me, it started as her just being someone I could talk to and kill time, but now she's started flirting with me hardcore and I just feel nothing. I can't say anything to her, hell I can't say anything affectionate to my family anymore. Idk if I'm just out of my mind or if I just kinda folded on love, either way it's kinda fucking concerning.
>>689661884
There's a sickening pride that comes with the things I did.. Imagine controlling a perfectly happy and stable person like that
>>689643854
Explains my long showers.
>>689662280
Don't have pity for terrible people.. Ever
>>689658779
Not really. He seemed too entitled.
>>689662280
Don't be that guy. I was that guy showering myself in what if and why not and how great she was. But you know the truth as you just wrote it out. She was a terrible person to you, and although she was great at the start she is no longer that. She doesn't need you, but you don't need her. You are still here, breathing, moving, living, and you will keep on doing just that.
Survive.
>>689662280
It gets easier with time anon
Chin up and look to the future.
Every single girl that I've ever liked and talked to a lot has moved on and pretty much forgotten about me. I couldn't give less of a fuck, but. Theres one girl that I haven't been able to stop thinking about for the past two years since we stopped talking. I don't know why guys, but she was different from all the girls I've talked to. She got my humour, my interests, she actually understood me and put up with my shit, even though we weren't technically together, we spent a lot of time together/talking. I can share the story of what happened between us if you guys want, but man do I feel like shit.
>>689642673
>>689642500
>>689642782
Bruh... You got some serious self esteem issues.
>>689662389
Most likely.
I can't get that pretty face out of my head...jesus christ i'm so sorry...i'm so sorry.
>>689663126
It's not like you had any other reasonable option though..
>>689662623
I've lived it, and I know what you mean. I've stopped doing that now because I want to change myself and actually have more friends, but there are still some people that I enjoy seeing hurt (my "friends" as opposed to my friends) but I don't let anybody know about that.
>>689657499
>Eight grade
How old are you 14?
>>689662985
Go ahead man, let it out
/b/... fuckin /b/
>be me
>turn 21 in less than 24 hours
>have nobody to celebrate with in a college town
>nobody even gives enough of a shit to use it as an excuse to get wasted
>mfw they'd rather do it without me
Sometimes I ask myself why I even visit this cesspool of a site
I'm a normie
.. sorta
Sure, I laugh at 9/11 and Hitler, but that doesn't make me a neckbearded fat fuck in a basement
I know why I come here though. I don't find any satisfaction in modern society. Its all so fake. I too authentic for it, or so I tell myself. An honest translation would be that I'm too cynical for it. I'm so fuckin alone. God, I want the touch of another. I crave good conversation and challenge from those around me, but all I get is smalltalk. Its all so.. exhausting. I stopped participating a long time ago, and now I've settled into a slump. I ache, /b/.
>>689663099
Not oc. Self-esteem issues from not properly placing images..
>>689642782
>human bean
>>689663361
I could have stopped being a faggot.
I could have said i fucking loved her, and stuck around with her.
I could have been there for her, i was her fucking best friend dude, i left her when she most needed me, and i never came back...
>>689663523
and I just posted a fuckin picture for ants.
>officially giving up
>>689663421
You were right about being like me. Try to stop, you won't be able to after a while. Hunger needs to be satisfied.
>be me
>really like girl from work
>ask her out
>she agrees, go see a movie then get ice cream
>says she had a good time, tells me to text her and set up a second date
>cuts off all contact like 2 days later
>starts dating another coworker
I shouldve known no girl could ever be interested in someone like me
>>689663523
Come to Russia. No smalltalk there ;)
For real tho /b/, why I do I have to live through a life that I just don't enjoy whatsoever, you can say "oh just find something you enjoy doing", but that isn't really what the point is, I just feel empty /b/ros, I wish I could sleep more because I have literally nothing to do but be at my computer all day, and going out feels like hell to me, I do have friends but this just feels empty as fuck.
>>689643769
Holy shit. I've read this a billion times and never got it. I'm stupid
>>689664159
Russia? Don't you guys drink ice or something
This is the shittiest feels thread I've ever seen. And I've seen plenty. You're all to blame.
>>689663639
Would have felt better after seeing your friend slowly degrade and die in front of you?
>>689646628
I call SO much bullshit
>>689664386
jew
>>689664304
Fuck stereotypes..
Anywhere in eastern Europe. People more strait forward, no Smalltalk, no bs. You might like it.
>>689664328
At least i would be able to look her in the eye...
I'd be able to actually hug her, and face the fact that i was there for her, that i stuck around instead of being the biggest cuck of all times
>>689643184
>>689662892
>>689662927
I can't help how I feel. For almost a year, I was her support, she needed me after what she had been through. It got so bad it was to the point sometimes where if I wouldn't have been there for her, she would have killed herself. I brought her back up, showed her the world wasn't going to end, that everything was going to be OK. In return she gave me love, She was the first person to ever want me around, the first person to like me for being me, and not the mask I wear every day. Someone I could talk to for hours every night and never run out of things to say. She was someone who would kiss me at the end of the night and say "I love you", who would worry when I was late.
She got better, my job was done, she didn't need me anymore, and we drifted apart. Now I'm where she was, and no one is there and I'm lost and scared.
>>689662970
I fucking hope so man, I can't even sleep anymore, I think of her all the time. I've been trying to find someone new, but I can't ever seem to make it happen, it never feels right, like it did when we first met
>>689664559
yeah if you wanna be surrounded by slavs
>>689664559
I hear you, but be straight with me. Are the people there cold and aloof? Because I have enough of that in solitude. Being surrounded by it might drive me to madness
>>689645931
Fuck off nazi
>>689664847
hi goldstein
>>689660015
Find a hobby. Pursue it. Through that hobby/passion you will meet others like you
>>689663523
happy birthday my friend.
>>689664589
Seeing someone suffer and not being able to help isn't very good. She wouldn't have wanted that for you.
What you did was only natural, run from hopeless situation
>>689663505
I mean, it was weird. Although her and I weren't together, I began talking to this other girl that started to flirt with me(stupidly) after she moved schools and she got really pissed and jealous. She did the same with another guy and I got pissed and jealous, which led to a ton of arguing and her saying how I'm gonna replace her. Everytime we talked after that led to arguing and cursing and shit. Eventually she said then if this is going to keep happening, then should be even be friends. And I said no, we shouldn't. Fuck man, I made her cry when I said that. you don;t know how shitty I felt, but I didn't know what to say. We were so close, but I fucked it up by being selfish by talking to some other bitch man. Plus this other bitch that I began talking to led me on, plus some other friends. So now I know this bitch is a skank. God, I really miss her. But I mean now she has a boyfriend and she's really happy. Plus shes going to move to New York in a couple months, so for sure we'll never talk again, so that should make her happy. I just wish I wasn't so fucking stupid back then man. I don't even know if I should talk to her now either, I doubt she would want to see me. She doesn't bother to speak to me or our mutual friend group at all really anymore. fuck man, I feel so stupid.
>>689663774
Well, I'm not the one causing the pain anymore, just listening to it. I'm in college right now and I've met a lot of cool people, but there's a certain type of personality that I can't stand for very long and those are the kinds of people that I enjoy seeing get hurt or whose pains I enjoy hearing about (because in my mind they deserve it one way or another). Those are the people I call my "friends", but I have met a few people here that I consider to be actual friends, and I do my best to avoid hurting them them as best I can.
I like helping people, too. But I'm more inclined to be nicer and more helpful to people I know nothing about because then I don't think about all their traits and what may or may not be good about them.
>>689665006
thanks m8. i felt that
>>689664736
Not this bs familia. Was in such a relationship only months ago. I ended up catching on to the bs going around and got enraged. Was Able to not do anything dumb.
You were just a toy to her.
>>689664171
I sit on my computer all day too, and it's shit. I know people that spend a lot of time on their computers too, but they do it to learn coding or other useful skills I could just as easily acquire if I used my time on the internet wisely instead of shitposting and watching shows
>>689664792
It's not any colder than Canada. Our weather is harsher though. As in winter is dryer, windier and sun seems hotter.
So weather is Canada but shittier. Not bad all in all.
>>689663523
Happy birthday anon, a shot of vodka to remeber a /b/ro by.
>>689664791
Slavs are based.
T. Slav.
>>689665479
All I do is listen to music and play CSGO with my buddies, I've tried to make music and I still do make some quick beats every now and then, I've tried to learn how to code but that shit never got anywhere and I've also learned how to edit videos decently but none of these skills will really get me anywhere, so it's pretty much useless.
>>689647480
White girls are sadistic creatures
>>689665522
"lol i can find an example of degenerate faggots who believe what you do therefore all your ideals are invalid"
>>689664847
Fuck off schlomo
>>689642500
OP you should just talk to her. Stop sending those pictures, and confront her saying how much you feel, depending on how long you are dating, than you can say "i love you"
If its less than 6 months dont say "i love you"
>>689665682
nah nah, not cold in terms of temperature. I mean the people. In general, are they standoffish or stuck up?
getting 666
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>>689666130
witnessed, what the fuck
66666
>>689658779
No, he was a fucking toff and was actually decent looking. He wasn't rejected by people because he was awkward, he was rejected because he has full narcissistic personality disorder.
>>689665934
>>689665909
>admits to being nazis
Go back to your containment board
666666
>>689666022
Everybody minding their own business. People can be cruel, not to be trusted.
>>689642500
such a emotional faggot. just dump her since ur too fucking autistic to talkto her. ffs i prob hate emo overdramatjc dudes like you more than gay people. and i fucking hate faggots.
>>689666339
Nice argument there
>>689663523
Happy birthday to my fellow /b/ro!
6666666666 i love satan
>>689666339
Go back to Auschwitz
>>689666417
sounds about right
hitler was an ok guy
SEIG HEIL
check em
>>689666339
I invite you to read mein kampf for yourself before making up your mind. What better way to learn what people believe than asking them? Albeit indirectly through a book
>>689665055
We all fuck up my dude, and I can understand that it was something at that moment, emotions fuck us over quite a bit.
I also think that most people who browse these threads are here because of love aswell, so am I, long story short basically Girl best-friend of mine that I pretty much fell for, I know that she feels something for me but I can never bring myself to date her because of how much she cheats, even as of right now she has 2 boyfriends and they don't even know about eachother. Fucking sucks man, I wish we could love eachother, she's so perfect that it hurts /b/ro, and I haven't talked to her for 3 days, trying to get her to talk to me first, but i'm still waiting...
>>689655102
u made ur friend kill himself? greentext it. then fuck off cos ur a pce of shit
>>689658779
I don't sympathize with him at all. He wasn't simply a good hearted guy deep down who just got sick of being mistreated, he was fucked in the head. He was a psychotic narcissist. Even if he had girlfriends and sex, it wouldn't have cured his mental illness, which was apparent since he was a child, before sex was in issue. He was incredibly privileged yet felt he was entitled to more. There are plenty of lonely dudes who don't go out and slaughter a make believe enemy in the form of innocent people
>>689667207
Get out
I get attached to romantic partners for too easily. It usually leads to me falling for them a month into the relationship. My most recent one, which I am still facing the repercussions, is I was dating this one girl for three months, but something happened thay caused me to slowly find her annoying, to the point where I couldn't be in her presence for more than an hour. She bored me and I wanted us both to move on.
But I still love her, and besides me finding her annoying, a small part of me wanted to just sling around with people. Thing is, I did this about two weeks before her prom (I'm 18 she's 17) and, even if it wasn't before her prom, I'm still angry at myself and think about suicide roughly once every ten minutes. This has been going on for a week.
I put the blame entirely on myself, /b/. I should've focused on her, and made sure she was happy. I failed her, and I failed myself. I was driven by primal urges and my own logical side, rather than what I should've done to help her.
I hate myself, /b/ros. I wish for death at every waking moment.
>Be me
>about 2 months ago
>have a friend who is girl
>spend a lot of free time with her
>hang out, go to movies etc. not dating just spend time with them alot. i usually paid cause i make way more money
>thanks patriarchy
>did have feels for her too though, never said anything but some people could tell
>one day another friend tells me "hey i hate to tell you this but (females name) said she basically hangs out with you cause you pay for shit when you hang out"
>shows me a few text messages
>get sad
>get pissed
>next time group of friends are together
>all chilling around a fire drinking and talking, mostly just making fun of eachother
>crack joke about her just hanging out with me for my money then look her dead in the eyes
>she goes quiet
>comes over and talks to me
>"im sorry anon... i didnt mean to hurt you like that"
>still pissed
>done with this bitch
>say "damn, you must be pretty narcissistic to think you actually mattered"
>smile wink and do the shooting fingers at her (you know, where you point at them and bend your thumbs? hard to word)
>bitch is speechless
>get up, get in car and leave
>felt like shit still but damn if im gonna leave without making her feel like shit
>feels neutral man
>>689667767
Hey at least girls will talk to you. Consider yourself lucky.
That fucking picture is how I feel every single day, holy fuck that's so accurate.
>>689667831
Based
>>689662280
Don't "hope" for her happiness, it's a waste of energy and she doesn't deserve your good thoughts. I'm not saying you should hope for her death but she was a piece of shit. Be happy that you don't have this piece of shit in your life anymore, it's a great thing. Work on yourself, try to be a decent chap, spend energies on people and things that deserve it.
>>689668125
>>689667767
Im autistic, Picture I meant.
Feels
>>689668087
I have crippling depression which makes relationships, romantic or otherwise, last often less than a week. Shorter, mostly.
>>689647480
Wow. What a cunt.
This, boys, is why you don't invest too much in a girl.
>>689647480
What a fucking cunt
>>689668193
See >>689668308
It's one of the worse feelings you can have, depression creeping up on you at the best of times.
I've moved on it my life. Working, going to school, met someone new that I'm crazy about. I can recall memories about you and I and it doesn't effect how I feel one way or another. Until I remember your smell. Then I fall apart.
The memory of your sweet scent makes me ache.
>>689648913
If she was really your friend, she'd spare you the pain of telling you that.
>>689665522
>>689668235
That fucked me up
>>689668617
I disagree, I think if your friend is on the chain of some girl who obviously doesn't like him than you should try to get him to move on, it is a sad sight when they finally learn the truth, only thing to do is save them their time. Also, that girl who said to give up might actually like that guy, so she wants him to give up on her friend.
>>689660015
Find a roomate, start small, latch on to 1 or two people, go to your 30 year old colleagues bbqs/
Source: moved country alone when 21. Have a circle of friends in all 3 of the cities I've lived in since.
When high school ended for me, during the first few days of summer vacation is when I found out that all but one of my friends made a plan together to seize communication with me all together behind my back. I'm the reason that they are all friends.
Since I am drunk I will ask for advice. I am 24, in college, employed but still live with parents. I have never had a serious relationship and I haven't got laid in around 5 years. I have met maybe three girls in the last 4 years. I go out in public all the time but never seem to get any opportunities to meet women. All the while, all of my friends are always meeting girls and starting and ending relationships, I just don't understand how it happens. I guess the most obvious answer is to just approach any random girl but that doesn't seem natural to me. How do I get out of this rut?
>>689647480
Is this real??
>>689670224
Probably not, a girl like that would never admit she was wrong. Maybe someone else got on her facebook and posted it.
How do I let my friends know how much they mean to me without it being awkward.
An easier way of saying to someone "Thank you for the massive impact you have brought into my life."
>>689670401
Do you mean like they knew she did it and posted it or just bullshitted some really fucked story?
>>689662985
We're only stepping Stone's
>>689668308
same here. It haunts me every day.I never really had friends for longer than a month. I always fought with my brother until this recent year. I even told my brother and parents about it, in hopes that they would know what to do and because we are family. They haven't helped me at all. I've always felt abandoned, but now I realize that I actually am. I try using excuses like "people have it worse than me" and "there's no reason to be," yet I just feel like a shadow is lurking over me.
Every day is a struggle. I sleep all day and stay up all night so I don't have to interact with people. Every party I go to, everyone knows I'm there, but no one cares. I just blend in to the couch. I go to bars alone and drink myself until I pass out in my car.
Now, it's made me barely a functioning person. I cant talk to people or anything.
I truly don't know why I just off myself.
TFW life has always been against me
>>689644113
what video is this from
>>689669168
The skinheads just take the idea of white supremacy, but that idea was promoted by the american media
>>689670206
If you want some quick pussy just level up your social game on tinder nonstop until you can hold convos easily without spaghetting.
For real relationships you just gotta click man, for me i just tried to be like my most alpha friend and after a while you realize its all in your attitude, you have to be a person people want to be around, i know all this generic advice never helps but man you gotta believe in yourself /b/ro, luckily im good looking but socially awkward as fuck and i hate fake socializing but it works and i eventually found a girl who is awesome.
Been together 2 years and she was a girl i never thought id get but now she watches me play vidya, plays league pretty damn good, always watching the newest anime with me and its great
>Pic related, dat ass, you can do it /b/ro
>>689664171
get an instrument. and start listening to some good music.
>>689671281
guess i forgot the pic
>get close to amazing girl
>we have so many similar interests and can literally talk about any mundane topic for hours.
>whatislove.jpeg
>I had gotten out of an emotionally abusive relationship with ex a few months prior.
> I talk to new girls friends since they are my friends as well.
> I tell them I'm asking her out they encourage me.
> crazy ex finds out and his herself in the face for black eye
> Sends pics to new girl saying that I'm abusive and takes screen caps for proof.
> ruined my chance with the perfect girl for me
>>689671099
becca?
>>689671099
How did you meet her? That is my biggest problem, I haven't actually met any girls so I have no opportunities to click. The girls that I have met are always already in relationships or have kids or some shit.
>>689642500
>>689664159
Seriously considering it fuck this side of earth
>>686666666
>>689643854
Oh god
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PidmxSov6QY
hang in there anons, theres always a light at the end of the tunnel
>>689671571
Literally went to a party to try and blow off some steam and i met her, my game usually revolves around teasing and i can sort of gauge my chances based on reactions, best part is she said id never date someone like you, 6 months later i was out and about and she remembered me as the guy who was teasing her (go figure) and we kindof just clicked. Just literally ooze confidence and love yourself and it will just happen. Like you know how you make new friends hownit kinda just happens? Its just like that man. I suggest you learn to talk to them easily first.
>>689671540
Not even close shes puerto rican as fuck /b/ro
>>689672512
>>689672662
Yea I am actually pretty good at talking to girls in a party atmosphere. I did ok when I was living on my own. Only problem is now none of my friends throw parties or know anyone who throws parties. Also, I mentioned I live with my parents now who are really strict so I can't be out all night. Have no options for moving out. Basically I feel trapped, no opportunities, no chance. I guess it'll happen one day but I wish it was sooner.
>>689673102
https://youtu.be/oEDmscjbI8k
>>689673102
>>689642500
>contact name:
"my very real girlfriend"
>mfw when i noticed that
>>689673267
https://youtu.be/sAbvFroSYA0
This ones my favorite
>>689670447
This.
>>689670206
I've been I this same situation, and I know how it is.
First thing's first, You have to get over your fear of thinking that they will just look at you weird and turn their heads away if you try to strike up a conversation.
Secondly, YOU make the opportunities. They NEVER fall in your lap. To make them, the best way to do it is just by talking about something relatable that is currently happening at the time you are talking to them. For example, if you're in a line that's long, just say something simple like "Wow, I've never seen lines this long here before." ("here" being a location that someone would frequently go to, such as a grocery store, Best Buy, clothing store, etc.)
DO NOT say this directly to her. Don't get her attention before you say it just say it in her general direction.
Body angles matter in this situation. Carefully adjust your body angle until you're kinda half facing her, half facing the direction of the line so she knows what you're saying is still directed at her.
If she just nods her head or says "Yeah", she's not interested. Drop it right then and there.
If she goes on to say something like "I know, right? They never get this long... [blah blah blah]", you try to make what you say next based off of something that she said.
Hopefully, the conversation will continue from there. When you get about 6 exchanged sentences (total between you and her so 3 each) is when you introduce yourself. Just say your first name, no last, no age, just first name. Say your name as you stick your hand out for a friendly handshake. It shows that you're not just trying to get in her pants.
When you're getting close to the front, say a couple goodbyes, and then you ask for her number. If she turns you down, just say "Oh that's alright, (not okay, okay sounds like you're trying to guilt trip or could possibly be perceived as having a nasty attitude) and that's it. You shut up after that.
That's the basics of getting girls in lines.
>>689643322
"By this fence near a quiet wood, I sit alone where once I stood, Beside my brothers in a row; As Panzers attacked from the treeline below.
The farmland echoed the sound of war, Where only peace had been before, And here where things are meant to grow, I fought and fell in blood-staind snow.
The years since then have drifted by, I rust away beneath the sky, In a country free from Hitler's reign, My sacrifice was not in vain."
stuff changes and it's sad
>>689673521
>>689659470
>>689658779
Anyone else don't even get crushes anymore? I see a cute girl and I just go "wow, she's cute". But I don't feel anything anymore because there'es no point in crushing.
>>689658779
Elliot never realised he has to talk to the girls to get them..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yrO9ovdJ5WA
Reminds me of my dead uncle, RIP, I never even went to visit him on his dead bed, I was too young to even understand what has happening, fuck man.
>>689674198
>crushing
I didn't know it was still possible past middle school
>>689674198
That's me for sure, I haven't felt anything for anyone in a long time. Seems girly to talk about but I haven't gotten 'butterflies' since the first year of college. That used to be what drove me to talk to girls and ask them out, now I am broken. I think it is just being jaded. Don't know if there is a cure or not.
My birthday is coming up. Sense I have no friends, family, ext. I'm going to celebrate it by getting a storage unit big enough for my car. CO is a peaceful suicide I think.
>>689643184
thats just father son banter. at least he believed it at first. 3/10 post, doesnt belong in here
>>689674011
>>689674198
Never had a crush
>>689647829
>>689647829
>>689647829
All the advice you're receiving here is BS. She's giving you one-word answers because she's ON VACATION /b/ro. Chill. Don't seem so needy. Make plans to hang out when she's home.
>>689673999
I'm sure that is good advice, but something about faking my way through social interactions just sickens me. I guess I'll just have to get over it though.
>>689674976
Hey, do you have Kik?
>>689674899
He said that she came back from vacation.
>ywn have passionate intercourse with a pretty girl
why live
>>689675083
No I don't have anything like that.
With a girl I hate because the real girl I want can't get over her anxiety
>>689674106
It really sucks being an ugly girl. I'm behind on everything socially and I fear that I'll spend the rest of my life alone and never have kids.
>>689675359
>>689675490
Are you fat though, if not you can make it, if you are then work on it, motivate yourself
>>689643701
nigger you made me cry over a fucking tank
>>689663523
Happy birthday /b/ro, and I understand the sort of normie status, a couple years back I was a hermit, but decided to go out more, make friends, ect. I'm interested in getting into coding, basic hacks. I'm planning on learning c++, any tips? Programs? I'm posting from my iPad in bed atm
I want to die but I don't want to kill myself. I know killing myself would have too much of an effect on my loved ones, and I just don't want to put them through that. I kind of wish everyday that I could just be run over by a garbage truck or something quick and painless would happen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q&list=WL&index=2
Take this vid for a spin!
>>689654548
Fucking hell I relate to this pic so hard
>>689663523
wow that hits home. You have a way with words.
>>689675832
Not fat, I'm actually kinda underweight. I do fine in everything else but my social life is nonexistent and I've never had any guy show interest in me, ever. Which just depresses me and demotivates me :/
>>689676134
This fucking video, fuck man.
When you notice what's actually going on, damn dude.
what makes me sad is when i play video games or do stuff related to video games and getting a gf somehow gets in mentioned.
then i just sit there thinking about what i'm doing vs. what i wish i was doing. (obviously hanging out with the gf that i never had)
>>689667831
>>689667831
only person in this thread that didn't act like a cuck/ultra beta
>>689676316
Doubt it. You probably have just never noticed any guys take interest.
>>689676316
Im pretty sure you don't want to post your face, but how would you rate yourself?
>>689676588
Guys only befriend me but never ask me out or make any first moves. It takes a lot of courage for me to make the first move but I've always been rejected
>>689676760
Maybe 3/10
>>689676978
Well shit. You and I have the same problem. Just opposite teams.
>>689674198
Yeah man
To the point i cant even fap now cos i lost all concept of physical beauty.
I think it's a cure.
Things have gone really nice ever since i forgot women are females.
>>689667831
I fucking wish I had done this to at least 3 different people. Never had the balls.
>>689675490
>>689676316
Post face or you're lying/exaggerating
>>689674631
Hope you find peace
>>689676978
It just takes patience, eventually you'll find someone that actually does like you, and as you said atleast you are befriending other guys, so there is still a chance it might happen, as for me I only have 1 girl-friend and she has 0 interest in me, and she has no other girl-friends for some reason.
>>689674631
I'm not going to be an annoying faggot telling you to not do it, but I do hope that something happens to you that makes you rethink your plans and feel better. Happy soon-birthday anon.
>>689674631
No one is going to tell you what to do man. But at least if you are going to do it, try to be kind to yourself to the end. See you in the next game huh?
>>689670010
do you mean cease? If so I just don't understand why people would do that, go purposely out of their way to be assholes
>>689647480
may she burn in hell, i'll be happy
>>689676134
That was actually one of the saddest videos I've ever seen in my life. That hit me hard.
Anyone else here have no friends? I mean no friends as in zero, not just a few friends or no close friends like everyone else with "no friends", zero. I'm always alone and it fucking sucks. I don't seem to be capable of making friends, it's not a matter of "putting myself out there" or "just being myself," all of that bullshit just doesn't work. Maybe I'm just fucked in the head or something, but even then people with downs, autism, schizo or what have you seem to be able to make friends and have companions, but not me. Fuck
I feel like a subhuman.
>>689647480
Can someone sneak a pint of bleach into this cunt's vodka?
>>689662280
Hey man, I know your feels
Told myself the same thing too, when I dated a girl in college I was infatuated with her, she was really digging me and I was really digging her. It felt mutual as fuck.
Small college campus so everyone knows each other real well and I had a few people come up to me and say "hey man, I know you like her but be careful, she's unpredicatable".
>Nah fuck that man, I know her dude, she's good
How fucking wrong was I. 3 years later and I'm still cringing about how she broke up with me and consistently contacted me each day for some shit. Psychologically fucked me up to the point I don't date anymore, I only get into really weird narcissistic relationships where I get praised.
Just start lifting man, focus on studying health and psychology, it'll turn you into a better man.
> I hope
>>689678491
Could you give us some background on what kind of a person you are? Can't be that bad
>>689677919
Right. That's what I meant to say. According to my one remaining friend, I apparently was "annoying to have around". I don't know why. I don't convo-hog. I was not obnoxious. I just tried to fit in.
>>689676134
holy shit that hit me hard.
