Feels thread anyone?
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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
Feels thread anyone?
>>687831924
Proceed.
So i've been depressed ever since age 10 when I was raped. It's been hard to make friends or socialize with anyone.
Fuck man
>>687833090
>>687833081
how's that affected your life? how old are you now?
>>687833177
Well it's not just that, i could go on and on with the other bullshit thats been fucking with me. Such as trying to get a job. Or taking care of my dad. Dealing with my brother.
And i'm 26.
>>687833430
i wanna hear anon. I need to hear.
I managed to get a job and i got fired today after only a week. My parents were proud for the only time i can remember. I dont know what to tell them. It's an honest option just to go to my workplace and just eat so they think im working.
>>687833794
wrong image
>>687833430
Change your out look on life, the past is behind you. Yesit was a horrible thing that happened to you but dwelling on it is only going to bring you down.
This life we live is incredible, the fact that we are here on this oasis floating through an infinite void that is space is one of the most mind boggling things.
You have this life, you are alive and you have the opportunity to do whatever you want in life. I used to be the exact same, I would make myself miserable going through the same loops in my mind until I decided enough was enough.
Stop giving yourself reasons to be miserable and find something that makes you happy in life. You don't have to know what it is now but stop shutting yourself off to the idea of being happy.
We're all climbing the same mountain /b/ro; everyone just takes a different path.
>>687834095
>>687834462
>>687834658
welp, bump
Posting for anons who didn't see it last thread. Read it. Read it and weep.
Holy crap I almost cried with that story
>>687833081
Why depressed? I'd be happy and proud as fuck that I lost my virginity at age 10 instead of 18.
>>687836496
Woah
>>687837209
Not that guy but...
This should help you understand: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ikd0ZYQoDko
Yeah i guess I'm a little down today.
I'm a kinda insecure guy who has a bf (yea go ahead say it)
We love each other and do a lot of things.
BUT sometimes he doesn't express that love as much as I do. I know he loves me as I do... but he just don't express his emotions too often.
And today I got that itch... Does he still love me as before or that love has diminished a bit?
I'm 90% sure he does love me--- I guess the rest is my insecurity...
God I wish I could read his mind...
>>687837444
You don't need to read his mind, next time things get intimate just ask.
>>687837634
You know what?
I always try to anticipate to facts
This is what would happen
>me: hey do you still love me as before?
>bf: of course I do, why?
>me: its just I feel you dont express it too much
>bf: don't be silly, I will say it more often
And that will make him act not naturally as himself... but as a suggestion of me. I wouldn't feel confortable with that. I just need to know his feelings, but with him being as normal... not changed because of this insecurity
>>687837444
Trips Checkeds
Just talk to him an be honest how you Feels b/ro
>>687838164
Then when he asks why, just say you were double checking or something of that sort.
Or you could say you love him and he'd say it right back. There's a bunch of ways to go about your current situation.
Nevertheless, whether he expresses it or not, he loves you.
>Gf
>thinks I'm beautiful
>thinks I'm sexy
>She leaves me
>i'm a fucking ugly monkey who would have sex with me? Nobody!
>>687838164
stop pressuring him to be lovely dovey we all different ..if you dont your needy self will be very lonely
>>687838681
post pics of her to see how much you punching above your weight with her .. kek Just be glad she into you an stop being a low self esteem faggot ok b/ro
>>687838956
Every woman is above my weight
>>687831924
why are astronauts so homosexuals?
>>687838654
I appreciate your words /b/ro. thank u
>>687838685
yeah i think you nailed it.
my last 7 years relationship was very "lovely dovey". I guess i got used to that.
It's just a small thing that doesn't bother me... Just today hehe TY
>>687831924
>>687841242
>>687841278
>>687832767
+1 for this one...
>>687832767
I've seen a lot of people who acts like this...
Today I wondered as I walked by the street...
How many people have I seen today that are secretly depressed? Maybe someone just wanted to talk to anyone to brighten their day, and I just walked past them
>>687834834
man, this was my very first creepy pasta/comic. loved it
>>687842215
About 1 in 15 adults in the US have major depressive disorder, 6.7%
Ridiculous...
>>687832482
>I fucking told you guys, didn't I?
>try to hang yourself
>Cable breaks
>Don't have another one
>>687843529
Did this happen to you? How long ago? Why'd you try?
>>687842819
that's a fucking lot
sadly... we can't openly help them because they aren't saying it out loud lol
my bf told me a story the other day (i'm the insecure guy from this topic btw)
he had a cousin who lived two blocks from his house... he saw him everyday while going at work... But this dude didn't go out a lot... just hanging in the window and games and such. One day my bf was on his way home, tired as hell and saw his cousin... He waved... But my bf was so tired he just went home, and said that will go visit him the next day... Thing is... that night his father got drunk and forgot that it was cousin's birthday... Next morning, father woke up and the first thing he sees is his son hanging from the ceiling in front of his bed.
BF felt terrible... all his cousin wanted was a "happy birthday" and a hug
>>687843529
Devin?
>>687843778
Just 5 minutes ago. Don't know hot to kill myself quicky and painless
>>687844175
Just don't. I won't bother telling you a good excuse for not killing yourself. JUST DON'T.
Few more years from now. you will remember this day and think " i'm glad i didn't do it"
>>687844175
try again, use your computercables
>>687844175
Shit man, give me your life story. How old are you and why are you feeling this way?
>>687843837
Horrible story, I mean great story, but horrible story. It's a shame things like this have to happen.
>>687844436
>687844436
Well it was a computercable
>>687833177
Extremely shallow and naive. The girl even asked a great question and his response was to just move the goal posts.
>>687844666
satanic trips witnessed
I'm hurt lads and very confused. I don't know whether I'm in the wrong or not.
Was seeing a qt for a couple months. Was going really well but she unexpectedly broke it off last week. Understandably I was disappointed but otherwise no hard feelings, no worries, I accepted it and started moving on.
We have mutual friends, so a few nights ago we went to the same party. Everything was fine. We got along great just like we did before, joked about, had a great time, nothing was wrong, nothing was awkward, and I had no issue with her. Then, she randomly hooked up with one of my friends. Just kissing, no sex.
I am extremely angry about this. I think it's wrong to get with someone else after a week, but if you're gonna do it, I think it's absolutely deplorable to do it with a friend of the person you've broken it off with. Especially while they're right there. I think they've both stabbed me in the back here and this is completely wrong and fucked.
The guy has apologised profusely, you can tell this has really affected him. Obviously that doesn't stop the fact that he knew what he was doing, but he's apologised a lot and it seems very genuine. You never would've guessed he would do anything like this. The girl on the other hand hasn't said a thing to me. She kinda tried to grab me on the way out of the party but I just blanked her and walked out. I haven't received any message from her or anything. I have no idea how she feels about this or how she's doing or anything.
Am I in the wrong for being angry about this? Also, what the fuck do I do? Obviously, we only broke it off recently, I'm still not over her. And now this has happened. It's really fucked me up.
>>687841242
>>687841278
Story?
>>687844175
>Don't know hot to kill myself quicky and painless
Option A
>Get into a bathtub
>Submerge neck under water
>Check for pulse and locate vertebral artery
>Use sharp knife to puncture said artery
>Close eyes and feel euphoria as you slowly black out
>No pain, only slight discomfort
Option B
>Purchase helium tank
>Attach mask to helium tank
>Make sure the pressure isn't too high, otherwise you'll blow your fucking lungs up and die an extremely painful death
>Lie down on bed
>Feel euphoria as you slowly pass out
>No pain. You won't notice the difference between helium and oxygen; but your body certainly will
>>687845026
Well she's whore.
I don't have any friends so I don't know what think about your buddy.
>>687845026
no offense but she behaves like a slut.
we're all different... because it's a no-brainer "ditch her" to me...
IF you get together... are you willing to forgive and forget that? Are you going to be sure she will be loyal?
>>687845469
this is all fake and won't work out. dont even read. don't kill self
>>687845026
She's in the wrong my man, so you have a right to be angry. It's a bit heartless to do that, so I think you should just try and forget about her and move on, I guess she wasn't the one for you.
>>687845469
Oh, and option B is the preferred method to legally perform euthanasia in countries like Switzerland.
Takes a little bit of ebay shopping to get the items, but it's the absolute best way.
>>687845638
Why? HOw can I kill myself?
>>687845533
Yeah get what you're saying.
Obviously I'm very very put off by it, but I never wanted a serious relationship and the 2 of us were never a serious relationship. We were seeing each other and we were very much exclusive, but we weren't in a serious long term relationship.
Like part of me wants to ignore her, part of me wants to shout at her and tell her how bad she's fucked up, part of me wants to hear her out then ignore her, part of me wants to hear her out and try to work things out, part of me wants to fuck the living shit out of her and her massive breasts.
>>687845910
of old age
I love these threads, all the little faggots posting about losing a girl or a girl not noticing them and acting like it's the end of the world. keep it up guys, i'll be here enjoying a good read
>>687845910
>HOw can I kill myself?
Stop beating around the bush, you attention whore. I already gave you the method that professionals use to perform euthanasia. Zero pain. You actually feel euphoric as you pass out.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
Read, purchase items on ebay and finish.
>>687846255
It's venting fam.
>>687846452
NO! ignore this... it will give you cerebral palsy and u will be disabled forever.
Don't kill self! Solve your issues
>>687846010
work it out man... I'm not saying this for you to get together again... it's to solve the conflict. Then decide if you want her back or not
>>687847256
Do I wait for her to come to me and say something, or do I approach her?
>>687846999
Does anyone have one of the Asian war vet sitting alone at his battalion memorial?
>>687847477
maybe she won't... I haven't had a relationship with a woman (i'm ghei) but i know how they behave... she's expecting you to solve it all because "you love her".
Maybe you should. I won't be very patient about it if you wait for her
>>687846999
Trips of sadness
>>687848020
There isn't love about it though.
I want to know why she did, how she feels about it, what she wants to do about it, etc.
That's the first order of business. Then I'll think about fucking her, or letting her back into my life.
>>687837209
lol
>>687849025
this is hilarious and depressing at the same time
congrats to the artist/author
I'll contribute.
Pic is so true. Many people close up to dont get hurt, or feel ashamed.
Specially men
>>687837209
Wow how funny anon.
Take this funny reward
>>687847926
RRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>687844175
Are you still there? You mean something to this world
>>687834834
Whoa what the fuck
>>687844175
>>687844666
I'm not going to lie. Maybe you do need to do it.
Depression can be chronic and that means that, best case scenario, one has to take pills for life just to feel normal.
But if it's not chronic... if it's just really bad sadness...
Then don't do it man. It's not cool to do that to the person that will find you.
I'm scared that if I go to doctor, I will look stupid for thinking I have depression if I don't have it.
Should I say straight away that I think I got it, or should I act like I don't know? Thing is, idk if I could fake 'not knowing', because I am very suicidal... also, how can I say that if the doctor can tell on me if he thinks my life is at risk... what do I fucking do...
>>687847085
What am I looking at?
>>687837307
i went in expecting rape jokes but that was genuinely interesting
She's always on my mind. I'm never on Her's. She's everything to me. I'm nothing to her. I want to talk to her. She doesn't want to talk to me.
>>687833103
This is what I'm feeling.
>>687852391
Then move on dude.
That is not love, it's fixation.
You either move on, or you make someone worthy of her affection.
And someone worthy of her affection wouldn't be as hopelessly devoted as you are to her. That someone may love her, but he would have other interests and a complete life.
Be that someone.
If she doesn't love you then, at least you'll be a better person.
I remember one time when my friend told me he'd posted on /b/ about wanting to kill himself, and then the thread 404'd.
God Switzerland and Belgium got it good.
They can kill you and you are good.
>>687843529
>cable breaks
lol you fat fuck
>>687853312
Every Feels thread 4040ing I just try to kill myself.
>>687832482
Lloyd George is a bro. He knew that shit was gonna happen but couldn't say anything because the British were too retarded, he was seriously the only one with any sense at the Treaty of Versailles conference.
>>687845910
you're killing yourself just by being on /b/ congrats
>>687853932
well you're not very good at it are you
>>687854314
Persona?
>>687853910
i'm underweighted faggot
>>687854547
>Update
Can you make it so I, I, die?
My friends are having a party tonight, but I wasn't invited nor did I know anything about it.
And now I'm constantly getting snaps of them having fun while I'm just sitting here all on my own watching tv and drowning my sorrow
>>687847273>>687847273
Damn...
>>687834834
Never gets old
>>687854291
I'm good at nothing
>>687844175
>>687854547
there's no replies cause every1s mum is dead here. welcome to a feels thread m8
>>687841278
fucking beast
>>687855171
I know that pic. and people just fight it and go vegetable. I don't want that.
>>687854547
No plz
>>687844175
dont do it, you wil be happy later that you didn't do it
you mean something
>>687834450
>I am someone who either lies to myself because I can't handle how much the world sucks, or a nieve, childish fool.
>>687854547
Again with this shit
>>687854547
i dont give a shit about these threats sheldum
(but just in case love u mum)
>>687833081
Don't let something like that break you. Have you ever talked to a psychologist or something? You can get help mate.
>>687854547
Why my mother?
Just kill me.
>>687833103
Shit
>>687854547
You`re late faggot.
>hey buddy I feel pretty bad, actually I want to kill myself Can I come over? I'm sorry to be a burden.
>Well too bad, I'm at a friend. Have a good night!
Really?
>>687833177
Great, saved
Yesterday I saw HER for the last time.
>Move to another country absolutely alone
>Find job but feel affraid and lonely all time
>Find out that the hottest girl in work is from my country as well
>Find out we have common interest
>Become inseparable so much supervisors watch us all the time so we can't even get close to each other to talk
>Don't give a fuck, because we were sitting together in canteen for half hour before work and on our break time
>Buy car
>Start to give her lift to work everyday
>Start to be rly good friends
>Help her out all the time, because my language is a bit better than hers
>Go together for dinners, cafe, museums etc
>Best times so far since I came to this country
>Feel happy
>My parents call me my dog got hit by car and died
>I know this is life reminding me I'm doomed for shittynes and I know that all I can do at this point is wait for it to kick me harder
>Here it comes
>The people I live with asked me to move out
>When I visited my parents for weekend I went out with friends for drinks and got beaten hard by some fags
>Look like boxer after a fight now
>But wait, theres more
cont...
>>687859719
cont
>Came back and feel like shit, tired and knowing this is not the end of my suffering
>Her birthaday coming
>Decide its time to tell her how I feel
>On her birthday I said I fell in love
>She said she don't fell the same
>Actually she thinks she loves someone else
>I play cool but I died inside
>Promise to her nothing changes
>We both know its bullshit
>She looks like she shoot guiding dog, and I look like shit
>We can't look at eachother and every conversation is awkward
>But not for long
>One week after her birthday she takes sick days
>One week passed and I have no idea whats up with her and everybody at work keeps asking me that
>I feel even worse having to say it houndreds times a day that I have no idea whats happening with her, because she won't speak to me anymore
>Yeasterday finnaly she texted me that shes going to work and I can pick her up
>When she got in the car she looked so happy
>She said its her last day in this work
>I feel my guts are flipping upside down
>Say nothing
>She seems rly happy about changing work and I know this is definitive end
>All day at work I saw her going to various people to say goodbye
>To everyone but me
>I feel like I'm drowning
>End of the day
cont...
>>687859757
cont
>She said bye to everyone and I'm waiting for her at exit
>See she has a bit watery eyes
>Ask her if she feels bad for leaving and basically some small talk
>See her answars are short and she don't feel like talking to me at all
>Die a bit more inside but at this point I got used to it
>Finaly in front of her home I just wished her good luck with new job and nice weekend and all
>She just looked at me, smiled and said "bye"
>That was it
>In her eyes I didn't deserve good bye talk
>Not even thank you for all help, driving her everyday to work, few times even when I had day off
>Just smile and "bye"
>I felt like shit
>I felt I didn't mean anything to her
>I wanted to believe she didn't gave my goodbye speach because it was too hard for her, knowing I loved her and that we can;t be friend anymore
>I wanted to...
>But voice back in my head keeps telling me that she just didn't care at all
>I just cried myself to sleep and now I feel terrible
>Can't imagine going back to workplace
>Now I'm going through hell
>I'm facing absolute lonelines in near future
>Lost my only firend and girl I loved, being forced to move out to shitty flat alone, working in place I hate that will remind me everyday about my broken heart
>Well played life, well played
>I know I will get up and I just can't wait what will you do next time to bring me down, because right here we got a fucking fatality already
>And I know that everytime it hits me harder
>Hopefully not the end yet...
>>687851760
It doesn't matter whether you look stupid or not, you know more about yourself mentally than the doctor can ever know so I recommend you go to the doctor and tell him how you feel
>>687854786
feel you man, just know that you at least get snaps. Try to change your appearance or personality if can to get them back, you don't want to end up where i and many of us are. Change be4 its to late
>>687859719
>>687859757
>>687859834
So, in summary, you moved to a new country by yourself and fell in love with the first girl you met who reminded you of home and showed you any attention.
And you got depressed when she wasn't in love with you to the point that you sperged out so hard she didn't even bother to give you a proper goodbye.
And despite all this, you're still in love with her and depressed?
Wow. Have you ever considered, like, not falling in love with strangers you only hang out with at/before work?
My ex wife got remarried today. We were married 24 years, two lovely girls. When they got into high school she wanted to go back to work. I got her a good job with a friend of mine. They got married today.
>>687862250
I'm sorry anon.
At leas your two lovely girls love you. Keep on for them!
>>687831924
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P40CC9T91Bc
>>687859422
Damn dude, sorry to hear that. Were they your best friend or?
I had an uncle that used to live far away . He was always a guy that wanted to make everyone smile . He used to call me but i never answered in time and i was too much of a faggot to call him back
guys do you cry sometimes?
I really miss it and haven't been able to cry for ages... How can I cry again /b/???
>>687863181
Call him
>>687862980
Best? I don't know. but only that's for sure.
>>687863285
Drink just drink. I can't cry as well and then I drink and I just crawl on the floor cryng screaming
I remember hanging out with him in a social event . we had a pretty good time. a week later there's another social event i have to go to and he was going to go too . i decided to stay home and play video games. a week later he died . i cried for three straight days after that.
>>687861517
No, there were plenty of people from my country. She was the only one I felt connection to tho. We had same worldview. We were going to gym together, giving eachother advices on diet. She was my 1st real friend here. She wasn.t stranger. And i can't help it. I was dreaming about her, I was thinking all the time about her. I just had to tell her. Even knowing the outcome I still would. Its better than not knowing what would happen
>>687863384
Got any other friends? He doesn't sound like a very good one.
>>687863797
No. he's my friend, I'm not his.
>>687846820
Underrated post made me totally cry
Like i amnot even depressed anymore, but i am sad that i cannot show my parents i love them especially dad, they are very nice to me but i just dont know how totalkto them. When i was teen i had a very long edgy and depressed times (13-19) then i felt that world owed me something and now i am here crying in bed because i dont know how to tall to my parents
>>687864036
Sorry to hear that, any good hearted person would talk a stranger out of suicide in most circumstances.
Why do you want kill yourself? What's going on?
>>687864943
Just my gf leaving me. I coudl cope with it if I had true friends or a job.
>>687846820
This doesn't make me cry, this just makes me angry.
>>687862961
Damn...
>>687845026
This might be very random but... Is your name Anthony by any chance?
>>687865108
How old are you and how much did she mean to you?
>>687865597
33
A lot, 2 years old relationship.
All my "friends" are also her friends and I know they like her more.
You guys are my real family... I don't belong here :(
>>687865898
Same problem somewhat. 21 here though. I made new friends and ditched everyone she knew.
>>687866062
You belong in my Heart, Anon.
>>687847926
>>687866142
I dont know how to make new friends. Really, I'm shitty at it. Too shy I just drink and drink and then I'm a fuckling cunt.
>>687866201
Thanks man, it means alot to me..
>>687865898
>>687866284
If you drink a lot you could meet other people at the bar.
If want to quit drinking, just go do something you enjoy that involves other people. Gaming online, sports, or other activities. Just be where people are and you'll make friends.
>>687837444
Don't worry anon, I won't judge you. And I somewhat know that feeling. Past month since something having to do with trust being broken happened, every once in a while I'll suddenly get really paranoid and worried that all of a sudden my friend is ignoring me or something. And I also worry if I'm bugging one, because sometimes I see "k". I'm sure he loves you, and I understand your insecurity, but it just seems like he is the kind of person who doesn't always display their emotions.
>>687866201
I know. Give me your name. I will always remember you.
>>687867063
>>687867063
>>687867197
I recently get in a relation with an ex, but all I think about and want is my other ex... In this time I realize I love her, I was too immature before.
And now I got nothing more like a fake relationship, helping me to feel less alone, but sometimes it's better being along than surrounded by bad companies.
Today is my 23th birthday.
Literally, the only one who remember it was my gf, the only thing she did was saying "happy birthday!" to me, 10 minutes later she was heading to her friend's house because she promised she would go, that was 7 hours ago.
Im here, alone, with no job and no one would take me because im too old already and have never taken a "real" job in my life.
>>687867523
I know the feel. Beinf alone seems awfuls and you stay, and stay and in the end that girld just hates you because she just knows it, man, she knows it.
>>687849025
Funny, the right side of the picture is my lock screen
>>687843529
There are countless tutorials on how to tie nooses not only on the Internet, but also on 4Chan. How can you fail this badly?
>>687867713
shit man... happy birthday /b/ro...
>>687867713
Well Anon, a month ago was my birthday. The only one who remebered it was my GF and she did was saying "Happy Birthday" to me, gave me a computer mouse then fell asleep.
I'm here, alone, with no job and no one oulw take me because I'm too old already and have never taken a "real" job in my life.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I care about you even if you don't care about me
>>687867713
Happy birthday anon! Did you do anything special for yourself today?
>>687847926
At that moment, patricide would be the best option.
>>687867713
Don't be too down anon, there are a lot of birthdays ahead of you. You're never too old for anything.
Happy 23rd btw!
>>687868168
The noose was alright. And I juste have a door so I have to sit while dying. It was on the spur of the moment.
free tickets for the feel train.
>>687854547
well rip
>>687868564
Nope. Not again. I know that image. I ain't reading it.
>>687868218
>bringing you a mouse and falling asleep next to you
Are you sure she isn't a cat girl?
Either way, she loves you and feels safe with her.
Accept, appreciate, reciprocate.
>>687867757
I know man, I really do...
>>687868564
This gets me every time. It reminds me of the one with the evil aunt or something like that.
>>687849025
That pic is me.
>>687833177
Man, these are exactly the words I've been meaning to write down. Does anyone know if he makes good stuff?
>>687868773
>Either way, she loves you and feels safe with her.
Well no she broke with me today.
For her birthday I organised a suprise party with all her friends. I got a computer mouse. I don't even play on computer.
>>687868564
man
>>687847926
Every FUCKING time I read this, it always leaves me mad as FUCK, I hope he is okay.
>>687867713
Don't be selfish, nigga. Nobody has to care about your birthday but you, so enjoy it, do something for yourself. Don't rely on other people for fulfillment.
You're lucky you got anything at all. Be grateful and thank your gf.
>>687867713
Happy birthday, Bud.
>>687867713
My bday was around a week ago. My crush told me she likes me just as a friend (was acting as if she liked me more than a friend for a month). Best birthday present. Ever.
Happy Birthday Anon. Maybe your gf thought you are having fun now and didn't want to disturb? And how was your day in general? :)
>>687851781
Sigh. It's a crime scene photo, the markers are for marking evidence.
>>687869535
Also look at the book. :(
>>687868564
fuck man this is some harsh shit
>>687869783
Yes, I am well aware. That is why the photo is of any significance.
>>687833081
Jacob?
>>687868564
>tfw feel threads are too normie for you
What's her name, guys?
The one that broke your heart, the one that got away, the one that can't escape your thoughts, the one that brings you back to these threads?
>>687834462
Underrated post
anyways ill dump what i have
>>687870185
Faith. She's currently in the process of breaking up with me and I'm afraid there's nothing I can do to prevent it.
>>687854547
My mom died in her sleep before a night shift in October. An artery erupted and she didn't even notice.
>>687868564
If he loved them all, why did he leave?
>>687868237
I wish
I may just go to the park or something, i dont wanna be here.
>>687868181
Thank you
>>687869472
She promised the whole week we would spend this day together.
I dont really like birthdays, the fact that she was all excited about it and she ditches me at the very last moment is what bugs me.
I may just break up with her after this, id rather to be alone than this happening to me again.
>>687854547
no pls
I'm 22, and I'm considering death. Don't wanna suicide because that would make my family sad. I want to die because there is nothing worth living for. I'm studying something that I don't even want to do later on. I live a life of loneliness. I'm cold towards my family, friends, because I don't want them to be too sad.
I'm smoking >40 cigs a day for 8 years now. And everyday I hope I get cancer or some other terminal shit.
I don't see why even bother living. Why should I hope for it to get better, if it's never going to happen, or if it's happening in 20-30 years. Why should I suffer for so long. It's not worth it.
>>687847735
I can't find another one... is this it?
>>687870764
Go to the park, or wherever you can to have a good time. You deserve a good birthday anon.
>>687870764
>I may just break up with her after this, id rather to be alone than this happening to me again.
I think you should talk to her about this, ask her why did she leave you at such a day. Maybe there is a good enough reason? Maybe her friend is actually very depressed but she doesn't want to say that?
>>687854786
>my friends
At least you have some, bub
>>687854786
>>687871257
No offence but I wouldn't call them 'real' friends
>>687832495
>>687854547
plz dont :c
>>687871359
then why did you say they were your friends???
>>687843529
>Try to jump out window
>Window breaks
>Don't have another one
>>687871879
-said by a giant faggot
>>687869082
Hmm, well I never thought cat girls were the smartest things in the world. Cute, but not too bright.
>>687870185
Saskia.
>>687871862
I'm not the guy who posted >>687854786
, just a random /b/ro like yourself
>>687844360
It's been 12 years, when is that day coming?
>>687847926
Jesus fucking christ. I would have killed them both or lived enough to make their lifes miserable.
>>687844666
haha what a fat fuck, kill yourself, oh wait
>>687870185
I'm still friends with her on Facebook. My wife and I went to her wedding, it was all very nice. Looking back I know that we both want quite different things, and that if we had been ready for each other when we met we would have got sick of each other in a year and imploded.
But most days I just think, I wish I didn't see her posts every day, and that smile i fell in love with, nearly twenty years ago.
>>687872709
gayest shit I've read all day m8
>>687852134
I know geez..that was an all expenses paid travel to planet feels
>>687854547
>>687854547
Posting
ii luv le dankast maymayz xDDD
>>687851781
suicide
look at the book
>>687854547
why though?
>>687854547
fag
>>687872632
But I'm not even fat...
>>687854547
fuck u
I was going to write, but why would anyone care.
>>687873364
that's exactly what a fattie would say
>>687873489
/thread
>>687873489
No, please, go ahead. We're all here for you. Please type your whole life story, I'm sure we'll all try to help.
>>687873489
Because this is feels thread mate, we come here to vent and care. :)
>>687873489
Don't listen to these cunt. I care.
>>687873516
I'm not american m8 (I would have a gun.)
>>687846820
shit
>>687873865
keep denying it Chubs McGee
>>687873489
Go ahead. Feels threads are where we can join each other in our depression. Share your story.
>>687854547
You nigger
>>687874044
>>687873822
>>687873633
>>687873764
I lost my remote and now my tv's stuck on BET
>>687874301
I suggest you just stop breathing. You will die with pain but quite fast.
>>687844175
It's a sign anon, you are the chosen one
>>687854547
Damn it...
>>687833794
This made me cry
>I would green text it but this isn't green text worthy.
So I was interested in this girl. You know, she and I get along great and everything. I'm falling for her and what not and things are amazing. This has been going on since December. I'm finally getting over my ex-fiance who I was in a 2 and a half year long relationship with. Things are just going so great.
Until yesterday.
So my mom decides she is going to start working out and invites this girl and her mother over. Things kick off pretty fast in a good way and then her mom and my mom go walking. I tell the girl my room is off limits, I'm in the process of cleaning it. (I have not been home, the house is a fucking mess). So I need to get something for my mom before my mom and her mom start their second lap. I go upstairs looking for it and girl peaks in my room. My room has clothes on the floor, and my bed only has the fitted bed sheet on it. I tell her that if she mentions this to my mom, I'm dead. So please don't I have not been home (she knows this. ) so I have no had time to clean it.
After a fourty minute long make out session, her mom and my mom return. We have to play it off like we weren't just making out (not ready for her mom to know). So I'm playing Overwatch on my computer. Her mother says "Always on the video games ay'?"... I was caught off guard by this so it took me a second to respond which she poked at me for taking a second. Then some how the conversation of dirty rooms become a topic. Girl mentions how i have one sheet on my bed....
So anywho, after this conversation the girls mother thinks i'm a degenerate for playing video games ( I rarely play) and a slob. "A grown man should not be playing video games..." Instead of watching TV, I prefer to play video games but I spend most of my time writing poetry, listening to music and poetry. But none of this matters apparently. So.... FUCK THAT SHIT! I'M GOING TO DO WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY! FUCK A RELATIONSHIP
>>687874044
Oh come on, in these threads noone cares unless its aboutgf breaking up or someone dying
When i was at my worst and wanted help from /b/ in feel thread i got reply just once and it was ,,kill yourself faggot"
Noone here genuinly cares, unless its death of loved one or gf breaking up with somebody (even if she's. A slut ) lets get rid of fairytale that you or anybody else gives a shit
>>687874666
nice try satan, I ain't falling for those crocodile tears
>>687874680
kill yourself
>>687845026
I feel it's almost not a coincidence that I found this here but if your name starts with J Anon then you know who I am
>>687874820
Thanks i guess i will
>>687871000
Yes and thanks you so much!! It just gets me
>>687846101
This.
>>687874044
alright
>Been married 12 years
>5 years ago wife starts getting ill, hospitalised, doctors telling her she's making it up and there's nothing wrong with her
>finally a 1st year med student goes balls out on the blood tests and spots that her c-reactive protein levels are around 200, similar to a car crash victim or large scale 2nd degree burns
>shit gets real
>X rays, MRIs, more bloods, endoscopy
>diagnoses come one after the other
> Ankylosing Spondilitis, her spine grows together and snaps apart at intervals
>Crohns disease, her bowel inflames and ulcerates
>Nerve compression affecting her legs, she uses a wheelchair now
>had to give up work because she can't stay upright and awake for more than a few hours
We used to do all kinds of shit. We worked together, went all over the place. Europe, singapore, vegas, New Zealand, Dubai, everywhere. Now she can't commit to driving to her friends place for the weekend in case she's too sick to get out of bed. She's on slow release fentanyl for the pain with morphine and gabapentin on top. I'm talking the sort of drug load that could kill someone who didn't need it.
You think losing your girlfriend is hard, so did I once. But keeping someone you love, and attaching them rot in front of your eyes is far worse.
Everyone says what a god job I do keeping things tight and in shape, but I don't know if they are right or not. i just know that at some point it's going to exceed my limits.
She's in hospital tho week - again - I'm working on the house in the day and drinking more than I should in the evenings.
things aren't looking good.
>>687874680
As a person who haven't been on 4chan for so long and who still haven't died inside I still care.
>>687874666
So um... You still like that girl or you plan on giving up on everything?
>>687854547
post
>>687875590
Attaching
>watching
WATCHING
fuck you iOS
>>687854547
why y do dis
I feel dead inside, I have one friend who dosnt give a fuck about me. I flit from hobby to hobby just to distract myself from my crippling depression. All I have left that I know wont change is you /B/, please someone talk to me
Last three years have been complete shit. Gf of 11 years left me, I've been living in a shit hole ever since and working jobs that I hate. Tried to kill myself and almost succeeded with booze.
4 months ago I got a job I can work from home, and a new house I can live in rent free. Shit turns around. You've just got to let it burn.
>>687876519
well, it is because
He is a stupid nigger
Who only posts shit.
>>687876578
Three words from someone who knows
Amitryptiline
Venlafaxine
duloxetine
>>687876578
I feel you man, I have a friend, or at least someone I considered a friend and now he talks shit about me in another language thinking I don't understand and fucks around with me. But whatever, how is your life going? Anything fun happened lately? :)
>>687854547
Nigga...
>>687877353
Well i just spent my life saving on a car just because i thought it may cheer me up, what you up to?
>i just kissed a girl today
>it was the 2nd girl i've kissed in all my life
>I'm 25, not virgin, but 3 years from the last (and only) time I get laid
>I was shivering all the time with this girl, and talking like a retard
>tfw I think she won't put interest on me and never talk me anymore...
B-but I still hope she's the one... I'm just tired of searching.
>>687877030
I dont want to start on any drugs, i feel its a sign of giving in, which i just cant accept
>>687845026
Nope you are completely in the right to be pissed at them. Fuck those cunts.
>>687874680
I'm sorry Anon but I care, even if it's just loneliness, just absent friends or old loves. I really care because I know what it is.
>>687877758
I know exactly how you feels, first time i was shaking like a fucking pedofile in kidzone, i just kept saying i was cold and thats why i was shivering. hopefully she does talk to you again
>>687834658
Omg dis
> parents get divorced when I'm 8.
> Don't know how to process it, always kinda been quiet and in my own world.
> We were living with grandparents when they split, mom tells me as we get to their house. Go in to see dad. He's not there.
> Eventually they work out visitations and dad comes over on Saturdays to hang out with me and younger brother while mom gets day off.
> One day before leaving dad decides we should play prank.
> We put a rubber snake in mom's bed.
> Next weekend mom and dad have huge fight as soon as he arrives. He leaves with out saying anything.
> I lose it and call his friends house with whom he's staying with.
> Crying uncontrollably, just want to hear his voice.
> He is no longer allowed to stay with us at mom's, has to take us out.
> Doesn't have much money and friend doesn't want him bringing us around his place.
> See him maybe once a month now.
> Eventually gets his own place and my brother and I get to stay for weekends.
> At first excited, but he has been drinking more and more.
> See his temper more and more.
> Start dreading the weekends.
> Be 10 now, going to dad's means hanging out in his apartment while he drinks and chain smokes while listening to talk radio. Feel like an inconvenience to him.
> Eventually he gets a PlayStation so the 3 of us have something to do.
> Only game he gets is tiger woods pro golf, I'm 10 and hate golf.
> Visits become scarcer again.
> Doesn't even call to let us know.
> Brother and I wait most Saturdays packed up ready to go. But never shows or calls.
> One Saturday I was hoping he wouldn't show up so I could chill with a friend.
> Shows up oddly, honks horn.
> Ever since snake incident, parents can't even talk without fighting. So mom just sends us out to car without seeing him.
> Get in passenger seat, younger brother in back.
> Weird vibe.jpg
>It's middle of March, still pretty cold out and dad has cold air blasting. It's colder in car than outside.
>>687831924
I just had my cat euthanized, I had her for 14 years and she's been the only pet to stay this long with me it killed me to see the life go out of her eyes, she was such a fat lazy cat and I adored her.
>>687877607
Crush told me she likes me as a friend on my bday recently, then started hating me for no obvious reason, I have to sit with her on dinner (lunch? idk even) before prom, gonna be the worst one hour of my life probably. On the other hand it's summer time, school is end, time to have fun :)... *sit at home alone all summer*
>>687877758
Maybe she is confused about her feelings, don't give up your hope just yet!
>>687878456
gutted mate, at leat your going to prom, on prom night i just got stoned and pissed with my mate, who now cares more about his cunt of a gf than me whoes been his mate for 5 years. where you from?
>>687855171
Nitrogen gas is better since helium contains oxygen in some cases. also nitrogen gas cannot be detected in an autopsy since the air we breathe contains 78% nitrogen
>>687878384
Be happy that you were there when she died.
My parents had my dog put down when I was out of town for work, and only told me weeks later.
I don't think i am over it yet. I always tear up when I see a dog like her.
That was in 2008. Still hurts like fuck.
>>687874680
I care. Bring it on.
>>687878718
Sweden mate, you? :)
