What is it like to kill?
I know some of you sick fucks are on here. I'm talking about those of who actually enjoyed killing (accidental or not). So, what was it really like for you?
Bumperino
>>686992508
gake and fay
Just like switching a light off for me now.
my dark passenger will do what it pleases
>>686992953
People who say this never did it at short distance.
I bit into her... That sweet metallic taste coating my tongue, filling my mouth. She never tasted sweeter. Her eyes shot open, shocked out how deep my teeth were sinking into her neck. She probably thought this was just another one of my sexual games. She was so wrong--I jerked my head to the right, bringing a chunk of her neck with me. Blood spewed from her carotid and I bathed in it, trying to catch it in my mouth like a toddler in a sprinkler. Her screams were the best part, OP... The screaming is the best part...
I regret killing that fly man dont kill... Ever
>>686993252
Autismus prime
>>686993252
This belongs to fanfiction
>>686993197
stabbing someone is like ripping a open a bottle of milk, but without milk jugging out, it's thier life. They scream at first, as the pain spikes, then look you in the eyes in fear of death, they claw thier wound, make some last sudden movements and at the end grasp for air as thier brain shuts off due to lack of oxigen. Thats it, time to clean up.
>>686993641
lol please.
>>686993919
wanna see the video?
>>686994025
Ples
>>686994025
lol please
>>686993252
hey champ, excited for summer vacation?
>>686994103
give me your adress, will produce one then.
>>686994025
you wont do it, faggot
>>686993252
CRAWLING IN MY SKIN
>>686993641
>>686994025
I feel pity for you, desperate edgelord.
>>686993641
>edgy kid writes about shit that never happened
>>686994025
As someone who has being stabbed twice, I can tell you tgat you are full of shit. Didn't hurt till I was in ER and didn't feel it till adrenaline wore off.
Go be fat and edgy some place else
It's like looking at a screen and then telling someone where to point their death and then next client and next client. It's not particularly real.
>>686994504
Call Bullshit, you didn't even die.
Is this the salty spatoon?
>>686994643
Valid point
>>686992731
faye and gak
terrible. after close to 20 years of therapy i still have nightmares about it. the worst part was it was an accident, one that will literally haunt me everywhere i go
>>686994025
Must show video fag
You'll have an opportunity when the election happens. It'll be a killing spree against liberals and will be great
>>686994643
Are you accusing someone of not being dead?
I've never killed someone but I'm guessing it's just a huge fucking adrenalin rush, it's not some super fucking deep shit like these faggots say it is.>>686993641
>>686993252
Probably edgy fucking 15 year old fags
>>686994025
yag dna ekaf
>>686995222
My trips have spoken.
>>686995222
It's basically like a good nut, you do it you're done, feel slight regret. Get over that regret really fast and you're on your way.
>>686992508
Hi FBI. I'm sure glad you guys are protecting our freedoms! Keep up the good work!
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
>>686992508
Its awkward, scary, funny, exciting and sometimes kind of squishy. First time you shit diamonds for years because of paranoia but it wears off. Eventually you take more risks to feel paranoid again. This is part of the addiction.
>>686995478
Do tell stories, being vague like this leaves us other anons hanging
>>686992508
>be 18
>just graduate hs . summer time fun
>try to keep in shape , run on the beach for an hour early mornings
>random july morning hot as balls. going over the walk path . some other random dude is running too
> hear some noises coming from the dunes about 50 yards away
>nod to older dude late 30's-40's ish looks like.
>as we get closer hear cries of help me help me and old lady cries
>some homeless crazy dude is raping some old lady as we sprint over the dunes
>dude tackles raper as I let off a soccer kick to the dome
>secure old lady and try and comfort her as best as possible. fucking sickening this scum bag what he did to her. blood running down her thighs . really fucking pissed and adrenaline is pumping
>hear old homeless dude getting up
>fuck dat shit kick his legs out from under neath him
>stomp with all my might on his chest
>rut ro jpg that was not his chest but his neck
>gasp gasp putter putter RIP RAPIST
>Shiut FML my life is ruined holy fuck are you ok FML FML FML x infinity
>old dudes says take the lady home I got this
>take lady home . here this will calm our nerves. We each take a stiff shot of brandy. she thanks me profusely while crying the entire time. says she will never speak a word of this to anyone . I leave thinking im fucked
>go to work just waiting for cops to come in and arrest me any moment . Work at a walgreens at the time
>see like 5 cops throughout the day . nothing happens
>fucking nightmares and paranoia for months every day
>6 months go bye less and less . eventually years
>forget about it completely for a decade or so
>of all things fucking an escort and she asks what my deepest darkest secret is . holy fuck remember that fateful july day . make up some bullshit I was a bully story instead
>fucking nightmares of that woman crying and frantically screaming only this time we dont get there in time type of shit .
>images of him stopping breathing etc
>fucking hookers gets you in the feels mang
everytime
>>686995078
story now
>>686995808
Damn.
it's like reaching orgasm in some ugly whore feels great but the second after you have finished you are filled with regret and shame. And the fear of your loved ones finding out what you have done.
>>686996194
Would you kindly fuck off you cringy retard.
>>686996194
This seems like an accurate description.
>>686996194
Stories, man. Stories.
>>686992508
Killing somone is not and i REPEAT NOT something you want to do or mentally capable of handling at least if youre an average individual like myself, yes i know there are unicorns that do and blah blah blah fuck you w/e
i accidentally killed my best friend 4 years ago
when it had initially happened and he stopped moving i felt an insane sense of joy because int he moment i hated him and im not sure if i really understood that fact that i had actually taken his life
we were actually out for his girlfriends birthday we had both gotten pretty blasted and were having fun until his girl kissed me which i will admit was mostly my fault i had liked this chick for a long time prior to this shit but never acted on it with the thought fuckit if hes happy im happy but idk why i couldnt just contain myselft hat night he caught us in the act and a battle of name calling started and a bunch of shit neither of us meant was said at least in the long run nothing i truly meant was said
i ended up picking at him just barely too much andhe broke he fucking lost it and started attacking me we fist fought for what felt like an hour but in reality was only a couple minutes i ended up slaming him against the side/bumper of a moving car and that was that i remember being overjoyed like yea now this bitch is mine while she ran over to see if he was ok
and that is the ppoint where my life has spiraled into this crazy coma state where i dont feel alive yet i dont feel dead i cant sleep cause once i get comfortable the sound of him slamming against the car comes to my mind and fucking haunts me
ive tried everything to sleep multiple different drugs and so forth iahvnt become a junkie if thats what youre wondering shit i would with how much it numbs the pain but i have family that cares too much for me andi cant see myself causing them pain because im a pussy and cant handle the shit ive done in my life i try to be a man and accept whats done is done but it never fucking works
>>686993252
>like a toddler in a sprinkler
my first time killing was the best, i thought if i just dismiss a fly for a pest and kill it i could do the same for a man or women. but be careful with the blood,shit could be rampant with AIDS or HIV
I shot probably 5 guys at distance with nothing but a smile on my face. Its the small rooms in front of your face that you dont ever forget
>>686996702
im haunted every day but i somehow manage to squeak by day to day i fucking wish i could takeback what i did but inthe end im just a worthless piece of shit that murdered his best friend
>>686995808
If real. shit. So the old dude "took care" of the homeless dudes body disposal? Also, how long ago was this?
>>686992508
Well it was annoying me a lot so I waited for the opportune moment and caught the fucker in a glass. I then opened the glass quickly and smashed the cunt with an Argos catalogue.
Felt good, little fucker stopped trying to touch my starslush after that
>>686996862
Prob fiction, but stories are fun. How do you get away with that shit? And do you not feel regret?
>>686996702
dude, I have no fucking idea what you just said there.
Nearly 400 words and not a single fucking period, holy shit.
>>686993252
judging by that little fantasy you wrote, i bet the only thing you've bitten into is diabetes and obesity
>>686997241
sorry grammar isnt a thing for me i dropped out of school never grasped the concept in school also this is 4chan fuck off with your actual faggot self
>>686996702
Ummmmm........no. No police investigation, etc.?
>>686997045
I went back after leaving the old ladies house and fucking sand was all fucking over . you could tell something had happened but not what . it was like 20 minutes later and no clue what happened , never saw the dude ever again and saw the lady once at the super market 2-3 years after it happened. ducked behind a display and peaced the fuck out of there and never shopped at that market again.
Happened well over a decade ago . Not going to reveal an accurate time frame doe
>>686993252
Go back to true crime tumblr, sport.
>>686996702
why don't you just kys
>>686992508
Wind check, range, snap, move, range, snap, snap, move, repeat. No big deal.
>>686997161
Im full of regret. I was initially a dump truck operator in western Australia and some guys i worked with had a friend of a friend who apparently could get people dumpy jobs in papua new guinea. About five of us gave our resumes to him almost as a joke not expecting to get hired. All 5 of us did. Cont?
>>686992508
I work security for a long time in a bad part of Milwaukee. We had a couple of guys come up to the door in the back that I was guarding. At first it didn't seem like they wanted trouble but afterwards when I told them they couldn't come inside to use the bathroom they started throwing all kinds of racial slurs at me. It was about 15 minutes later when they started shooting at me. I immediately panicked. I pissed in my pants but I didn't know it at the time. I had put about fifteen hundred rounds through my Taurus at the time. It was the big Raging Bull. I wore it on my head because I wanted to feel cool. My step out from behind the wall that I've been hiding behind pointed in their Direction and started to squeeze the trigger. I heard one of them cry out and saw the other one run. I called on my radio for backup and called nine-one-one. It wasn't until much after the cops had locked down the scene then I found out I'd killed the kid on the right. The bullet went through the cinder block wall and struck him in the shoulder. I was arrested. My gun was confiscated. I spend a lot of time that night thinking about the kid's life and everything that he wouldn't do after that. I felt bad for about 20 minutes. Then I decided that I shouldn't care.
>>686995213
Yeah, he's faking being alive. Killing someone gives you a sixth sense for knowing whether people are died or not. It even works across the internet, it's what makes it so good.
>>686998017
Hip not head. The fuck google
>>686995814
i was seven and my alcoholic father handed me a loaded gun to play with. He didnt warn me at all and i thought it would be cool to play cowboys and indians with a real gun. I shot my five year old sister in the head. the sound the gun made was louder than anything ive heard in my entire life. my mom couldnt look at me for years and even now she barely talks to me. Ive been in and out of psychiatric wards due to ptsd, major psychotic depression and all that and i still see a therapist 4 times a week.
>>686992508
I'm not sure I killed him. He was down, quiet and motionless. Didn't seem to breathe. I had been jumping on his chest and face for what felt like minutes. Lots of cuts, scrapes and definately broken nose, jaw and several teeth.
But I don't know if he died. It's been 19 years. I thought about it and felt guilty, ashamed, for a couple of months. Then it went away. Haven't really thought of it since.
I was angry. Then I felt guilt and shame. By now I'm sorta indifferent. I hope he died, but I also hope I didn't kill him.
Or am I even making sense?
>>686997930
Si senor.
I didnt actively try to kill someone but I saw someone die and was partially responsable
>14 at summer camp with the YMCA
>Kayaking for 2 weeks through the San Juan islands
>About 10 or so of us in double kayaks
>The group immediately turned into with one kid who was kida weird and didnt really fit in
>We are almost done with the trip I think 3 days left and we are camped out on Sucia island and its got huge cliffs on either side and a low sandy part in the middle
>Hike up to watch the sunset
>Kid gets the bright idea to try to climb down the cliffs trying to impress the group
>Everyone is yelling at him to get back up
>Me and another kid reach out to try to grab his hands and he takes a step up the the whole ledge he was standing on crumbles away and he rolls like a ragdoll down onto the rocks below.
Fuck man hadnt thought about that one in a while.....
>>686997563
obviously a police investigation happened i killed him no i will not link you any details on it
i come from a decently wealthy family that paid for me to get out of almost all charges got reduced to disorderly in the end
>>686993252
Sperglord
>>686997826
because i live in my parents house im not a monster i just accidently killed my best friend im not a morally fucked person
>>686993641
wow, so edgy.
Killed small animals when I was young. Like between 13 and 15. Two cats and a bunch of frogs. Never got much out of it, honestly.
>>686998277
I decided against it. Fuck you guys, this is too close to home and i can still be incriminated over it
>>686992508
I killed someone in self defense. He went to his car to get a gun to shoot me because he was drunk and thought I was checking out his nigger girlfriend. As soon as he pulled it out I shot him till he stopped. That was the first time. I felt like shit. But the second time someone tried jacking me at a red light so I grabbed my gun out of my car holster and killed him. That time I felt good.
I let some one die and don't really feel one way or the ther anymore.
>Car drives of ferry (my dads)
>Im in the cabin and see it
>go after ghim and yank the door open (stupid but 18 at the time)
>water [ressure forces the door closed just as I stick my hand in to grab the man
>get dragged under with the car
>Need to decide too leave him be and get myself to the surface
>Leave him
Tried as hard as possible, he was 87 years old, still wearing his seatbelt the next day he was dragged up.
I was more shocked about myself dying than him being dead. It's not fun but it wore off pretty fast. It's not exactly killing some one but i figured i might share.
Also there are a lot of blanks because of the adrenaline and i would imagine killing some one is the same.
>>686998808
You already admitted what you did. No reason to stop.
>>686998243
Obvious bullshit
>>686993641
Lmao...
Edgy fag fiction supreme
>>686998527
>fight to death becasue of a bitch
>not morally fucked
pick one
>>686998160
what state do you live in? shit happens a lot in georgia bc dumb parents keep their guns loaded and unlocked
meh killing's the same thing as killing a pig for food, you watch the life slip from them and their eyes begin to dry and turn white and they just die now what you do with the body is up to you.
>>686999740
if it´s so meh to you, when did you do it and why?
>>686999375
dont fuck with my head like that just because i had a drunken fight im not morally fucked and it wasnt intended to be tot he death it was just afight
>>686992508
Trauma surgeon here. Feels weird. knowing you just ended a life. kinda bad bro.
>>686998755
I used to shoot the frogs and what not that would live in my family pool during the winter when my dad and I wouldnt clean it. (9 yo just about) Used a bb gun with no bb and just pumped it full of air then blasted them with air from close range. Or shoot birds with bbs. Never felt anything either, maybe mild amusement/fascination with the organs.
Shot my brother once too but on accident. Hit his leg. He took it like a champ though considering he was 7 or so.
>>686999676
indiana.
Depends on what kind of person you are. Everyone and i mean EVERYONE has a different reaction when watching a real persons life perish right before their very eyes. Its even worse/more different when its because of your actions. Some people get literal natural highs off of it. Like a rush off it may it be a power trip or just exerting ill will. For some its more natural, like smoking a cigarette. After all there does exist professional killers all over the world that just live and get paid for the simple act of killing. If its due to an accident 99% says you are going to regret it or feel bad about it the rest of your life. You unintentionally took a life that mattered to others away. Something like that will always be engraved into your mind. People that are in the military can go 50/50. I've seen plenty of former highschool classmen get deployed after 9/11, and a lot that actually shot and killed people, were scarred because of it. Internally they just cant handle it. Then theres the hard ass Alphas that can actually take a life and not think twice about it because it was for the 'greater good'. Just all depends on where you came from, how you were raised, etc.
Personally i used to have this weird phenomena where when i used to live with my ex she had a shitty dog, a pit/chow mix. Dumbest and meanest dog i have ever met. When she used to be out and away and it was just me and that dog, i used to enjoy torturing it. I know so edgy omgomg but for some reason just hurting it gave me a rush. A physical rush that made me feel stronger than any pre workout or anything could possibly give. Note I have NEVER gotten satisfaction over cruelty to animals of any kind, but good god i loved hurting this dog i hated so much i would imagine people that actually take real human lives feel rushes that are similar but probably even greater along with greater risk.
>>687000369
You fucking murdered your best fucking friend.
You said it yourself you were happy the instant after, you're utter scum. You didnt kill because you had to, you didnt kill because you wanted to, you killed because you could. And not even an enemy, or attacker, or whatever, you straight up murdered your best friend in a drunken rage.
How do you even live with yourself?
>I was going to add a 'kill yourself' image to this post, but that would be too easy for what you did
>>686993252
>>687000952
This is probably the realest reply in this thread. Nice anon.
I'm supposed to feel something? I mean I guess releaved that I finished off someone that had it out for me I dunno...
>>686997513
Retard
It's like being better than the rest of the world. Having complete power, it's comparable to a drug.
>>686992508
wow 3edgy5me, gtfo here faggot
>>687001105
fuck all of you this is why i hate 4chan all you fuckin niggers gotta fuck with my head and ruin my day IM NOT A FUCKING MURDERER
>>686998160
fuck
if it makes you feel better you managed to land a headshot that young, damn dude
>>686993252
>implying you can reach the carotid with your teeth
Stupid twiglight furry fucker
>>686993641
Fake and gay
Not even worth >implying
>>687001105
/thread
>>687001927
>someone is dead
>because of you
Sure sounds like you're a murderer. And your buddy too, damn, that's cold asf
Better than fucking sex.
>>686997241
Nice thumbnail faggot. I would have saved that.
Kind of related, I pick up bodies for the local morgue. Seen some stuff. AMA I'll stick around for a bit
it's really not an enjoyable experience.
the very first time you actually find it ok, you stare at that person wiggling like a fish and you being the last thing they ever see in their years of existence.
but then when you go outside and walk and see other humans breathing and walking, when you see kids, when you someone of his age, when you see the sky and animals and the sun and many random things, you start to trumble and think about a lot of stuff, at that point you may become crazy, you may even lose your temper and go to the police and say PLEASE ARREST ME, and you cry in your cell forever.
I still dream of my bestfriend every single night, to this day, may he rest in peace :/
>>687002664
so do you pick up bodies for a morgue?
>>686997745
Guy might have been a cop or something. They know how to deal with that shit. Fuck that guy anyways, you know? I wouldn't feel bad.
>>686998808
Gay... I was looking forward to it.
>>686996702
U killed your best friend and thats why u feel shit. U feel guilt, bc u were in the wrong.
Killing a stranger or an enemy, shit like that, is different.
>>686993641
...bottle of milk?
>>686996702
for the love of god learn to break apart sentences and form proper paragraphs you fucking retarded mongoloid faggot.
>>687002830
faggot
>>686998400
If true. I hope this eats you up.
>>687003552
it fucking does
>>686992508
It's like going to the bank and filling
out a deposit/withdrawal slip, Only to
find out there's no money because it's a sperm bank.
>>686992508
>Killed myself
>Felt alright
>Got me away from this thread anyway
>>686996702
now why would you go and lie on the internet, and writing like a nigger no less
-Dad, are we Irish?
-Shut up and finish your whiskey!
>>687004143
Hahahaha
>>686998808
OP here. Just be vague and don't mention any personal information. Just "person #1, etc..." Not "friends", etc...
Never killed anyone, but i've done a lot worse.
I used to work as a hospital porter and accidentally pulled out an old guys catheter as it got caught in the wheel of his wheelchair.
Wondered why he was screaming constantly as I tried to move the chair.
I imagine I felt much worse than anyone who has killed another person ever could.
>>687004143
Because niggers are my idols
>>686993110
fuck off
>>686992508
My friend ran over someone and killed him by acident. Dude walked over a busy intersection during a green light my friend hit him.
He was crying and screaming when he did it and praying for the guy.
>>686992508
Sheldon is gonna be able to tell you real soon faggot.
>>687004885
>>687005121
fuck you
>>687004885
rats cocks
>>687005121
fugg off
>>687004885
cock rats
>>686998160
Wew, lad
wew
>>687001927
OP here. Thanks for sharing your story. We know you're not a murderer. There are a lot of sick fucks on here that want to fuck with people. Sorry for the behavior of my compadres and just know that I admire you... For having killed someone... because I just can't stop fantasizing about what it would be like to actually kill someone...
I'm very jealous of you...
>>686996702
>average individual
>visit 4chan
pick one
>>687004885
>>687005121
please no.
>>687004853
Thanks for sharing.
>>686998160
How old are you, anon?
>>687000952
OP here. When I was a kid, me and my brother used to torture our dogs when we were home alone. For instance, we liked to place it up on a high bookshelf and watch him whimper and whine... Made me feel very good inside... It's very hard to explain it...
I remember when I was 12 years old and do mind this was when I was going through puberty and trying to edgy and shit. Anyways, my older brother had his girlfriend and it was just us. Dad was out getting his dick sucked by some whore. My brother's girlfriend was the extremely clingy type that was always bitching and trying to get everything her way, or else she would get abusive. She was yelling at my brother and when he tried calming her down she stormed into my room while I was playing MW3 and grabbed one of my pocket knifes and stabbed my brother in the neck while she pretended to calm down it looked. She got to her knees and was breathing uncontrollably and crying like a little bitch. I picked up the pocket knife while she wasn't paying attention and stabbed that fucking piece of shit in the eye for my brother. My dad came home and seen the mess so we went into the woods and burned them. I had to watch the corpse of my best friend, my own brother burn as my dad thought it would make me more into a man. Since then I've been killing squirrels and rabbits in the woods to try and get the same rush I got from killing that fucking cunt.
>>687005121
>>687004885
Nigger.
>>687006001
Revenge is a dish best served cold, you took it mildly, would've stabbed her repeatedly. Also for anyone that hasn't been stabbed, it's warm, very warm, more shocking than anything, and the shock REALLY sets in when it's coming OUT of your body.
>>686993641
Oh thank goodness, i always thought milk is what comes out if you stabbed someone.
>>686992508
I've been the cause of somone's death, but I've never killed. You get an empty pain in your stomache for a while.
>>687004885
cunt
>>687006001
what the fuck
I kill the pussy, dog and left the cat in a casket!
>>686995612
this. you start small and work your way up
>>686994361
Kek
>>686993252
>>687006482
Thanks. We moved out of that area when my dad got a promotion.
>>686993252
summerfag
>>686995200
I've reported you to the Authorities.
>>687007274
Why, we need dead liberals, this guy would be doing us a favor.
Fucking faggot cuck!
>>686992508
once I drowned an ant colony with water when I was like 6 or 7
does that count?
>>687004885
cmon
>>687005121
cmon
>>686993641
actually stabbing someone is like pushing the knife into one of those rubber hot water skins.
you can actually hear a small pop when it first goes in most of the time, and no they don't usually scream right away, the shock usually causes a gasp, then maybe a scream/yelp. Slashes causes someone to scream more than anything.
>inb4 edgy cunt
>be in wartorn shit tier country
>hocked up on caffeine and hung over from the previous nights bender
>hands freezing to the point I doubt I could pull the trigger fast enough
>best buddies are with me but all look tired as fuck just like me
>on foot walking through whats left of village
>few fires still smoldering here and there
>can smell burnt meat not sure if human or animal
>fuck this shit man
>reach a house we need to walk around on the path
>my buddie is right behind me
>out of fucking nowhere this goatfucker haji jumps me
>fuck fuck fuck
>he has me on the ground, 6'5 tall built like a german tank
>my buddy puts one through his head, haji goes limp
>blood everywhere
>I get up and buddy says "I just saved your ass"
>I get extremely annoyed and press B repeatedly to retry mission so fucker cant steal my kill
mfw
>>687004885
Faggot
>>687004885
>>687005121
i got it
>>687001931
it doesnt
>>687005835
im about to turn 28 sorry i thought this thread died
Shot a dude on the side of the road outside of Najaf in Iraq. Moqtada Al Sadr was acting a fool, and we had orders to move in. Was during a roadside ambush. Didn't feel bad for the longest until I got married and had a family of my own. Regularly ask myself if that dude had a family. It sucks. Nothing cool about it
>>687008298
he had a family and you took him away, kill yourself you fucking murderer
>>687008429
That almost hurt my feelings. At the end of the day though, I would do the same thing for my family if my country was invaded. He died with honor
I thought I would post my story a gain, seeing as you cunts pretty much fucking ignored it.
>My dad is sleeping
>My mom hears a smash
>mom goes stiff and wakes dad
>my dad hears some rustling and the odd creek
>thinks it's the dog
>I'm fast asleep when this is happening
>dad keeps mom I and brother up stairs so that there is no way they would be on their own
>dad walks downstairs
>points shotgun at kitchen
>sticks head in
>sees guy peering at him from behind the island counter in the kitchen
>shouts at him "I'm armed" and "get the fuck out"
>this wakes me up
>guy must be on drugs or is retarded or something
>the robber gets up and walks towards my dad
>dad sees he has something in his hands
>just fires his shotgun in the mans direction in the adrenaline rush
>the robber falls back
>the robber has clearly been shot across the shoulder arm and chest, turns out some buckshot went in the mans face too
>the guy gets up and starts screeming
>my dad is in shock, he shouts at the guy to fuck off
>the guy gets up and stumbles towards the window while groaning
>I am awake now and I am agitated because my mum isn't letting me see whats going on and is keeping me in my bed.
>the guy then drags himself back out through the window
>my dad watches as the guy limp-runs off into the bushes
>turns out that the guy died of blood loss on the pavement in our sub-division
>my dad composes himself and checks the kitchen
>blood is on the counters, cupboard doors and the floor
>my mum comes down stairs and my dad tells her to call the police
>my dad just puts the shotgun on the counter and when I look downstairs the lights are still off and he is slumped in the doorway
>the police come over and are actually quite understanding, tells us everything is going to be okay
>few people come over, take the gun and clean up the kitchen which way bloody as fuck
>there was a knife outside the window apparently and the guy was a career criminal
>my dad is fine though.
>>687008298
shot him because he was an insurgent, or shot him just because you could?
>>687004885
no fag
>>687008580
but your country wasnt invaded, you invaded his country and took him from his family...
>>687008581
i read and liked your story anon
>>686994643
How do you know?
>>687008881
Thanks.
>>687004885
>>687005121
fuck you all
>>687006001
Gay
>>687008798
Well aware of that. I was a blind 17 year old who emancipated himself from his parents. I felt like I was serving my country
My Kill ratio in bf4 is 1.27
bitches!!!!!
>>686992508
Never killed any humans but gross amphibians, some squirrels, racoons, i think once I killed a possem.
Idk it's hard describing the first time you do it. Green text my first time?
>Be me, i'm 20
>outside working in my backyard, prepping to install a pond in it
>I notice frog in my rockbed on side of house
>nope.jpg
>dont want it there
>grab a 30lb cinderblock from basement
>throw it down on frog
>more than once
>It was exhausting picking up a dirty cinderblock more than 15 times and throwing it down
>ended up smashing it into the dirt of my yard
>it felt disgusting but in an exciting way and I felt some adrenaline
>kinda like i could bench press the Eiffel tower
>next day I actually looked for squirrels, raccoons anything
>I hurried up and installed my pond just so I could start drowning them
Story is over I'll just add I've used bolt cutters to do it on squirrels, used the 30lb block more than this one time, and when I thought they were weak enough I would hold them in my pond (5x8ft) pond btw and bring them up just before they passed out only to dunk them again
Am I evil? I could never harm a human anytime I've been in fights at school, when I was in school I couldn't ever hit someone my fist would literally freeze up even if it meant getting my ass kicked.
>>686993110
Settle down dexter
>>686998160
ah hahahaha
100pts for headshot
>>687008581
No. I replied you fucking moron. But thanks again. Could you post a newsarticle about it though?
>>686993641
You're wrong.
People being stabbed do not usually scream at first. I remember an old actor (but dont remember his namenow) who fought at war and obviously saw people being stabbed or maybe even stabbed someone, and he said a man never screams at first when they're stabbed
<=> shut the fuck up
>>686994025
Rolling for quints to show video.
It depends what we are killing for. To murder someone for kicks can be countless on what they feel, it could be the feeling of power from taking someone's life or just for sick pleasure of hearing them scream or suffer.
To murder someone for some kind of revenge leaves a satisfying feeling in the beginning but quickly turns into sadness because you loose a sense of purpose all together and the fact you killed someone does not make it better. Knowing you can be killed for killing another person or being arrested, hell even imagining your family knowing you killed someone is nerve wrecking. Most people would just kill themselves after they have done their deed.
I've met a hitman once and all he does is offer me advice about this world, how to avoid and protect myself from people like him. One day I grow balls and ask him "How does it feel to kill a person."
He tells me that once you kill and kill over and over again. You loose the ability to feel sad. He told me when he started it was so nerve wrecking and how he couldn't sleep for days. But now it's like killing a bug and tells me how fragile someone can be, how a bullet can kill the strongest man alive.
Just remember that not all murderers are bat shit insane people who will shove iron rods up ur ass. Some kill because that's the world they grew up in or for some money that they need desperately, hell some do it for food like in Mexico or third world countries.
TL:DR It's different for everyone and in the end, if you stay long enough you'll just forget how to feel.
>>686992508
Killing is like doing your mom
Disgusting, disturbing and displeasing
https://youtu.be/-ytqQIE14fQ
>>687008164
how do you sleep at night knowing your little baby sisters face got fuckin blown in by your own two hands
>>686998872
damn, you should move out of the Ghetto
I guess hunting ducks does not count...
>>686992508
Underwelming
>>687009622
already said this. they scream when you slash them. stabbing they go into shock and gasp more than not.
it doesn't sound like milk jugs either, there's a light rubbery pop noise when you stab someone.
>>687008298
OP here. I admire you. What was it like the moment you killed him? Was it just indifference? Just part of your job? Did it feel good to eliminate him?
>>687009607
It wasn't directed at you, This was 8 years ago.
surprisingly disappointing.
>>687000617
Were you pleased? Was it pleasing?
>>686992508
I went to iraq expecting to find out but i only learned what it was like to get shot at.
Probably doesn't qualify as much, but I killed 4 people in a car accident, was never convicted because it couldn't be proven who was at fault.
I have never killed anyone, but I can tell you how it feels to kill a frog brutally.
>be me 16
>see a toad
>dog tries to bite it but gets poisoned
>dog is later ok
>I take a crowbar
>whack at the frog in the grass
>indent on his body
>whack it again
>keepwhackingthistoad.webm
>until all that is left is his face looking back me
>>687010703
lol
>>687009768
good attempt at being edgy kiddo
but in all seriously i dont thus why i have therapy 4 days a week faggot
Ever play hotline bling? based off of my life.
>>687009768
Fucken brootal cunt. kek
>>686992508
>>686992508
>>686992508
sick fuck kill urself next you piece of shti
>Vet here
It's weird. I think it does change you but I don't think it can be a bad or good change.
The first person I killed was a man in his 30's, we presumed he was armed with intention to harm by the way he walked. He had a small limb with suggests he has a weapon tucked by his leg.
When I hit him it was weird, I felt a constriction in my chest as if I was the actual bullet. I don't know how to describe it.
I didn't hate it, which is a little worrying but I suppose I just removed my empathy at that point.
Sorry I can't give a very clear answer, OP.
It's strange, but it doesn't feel...wrong?
>>686993252
>>687009422
Sorry to say, but you're a fucking psychopath dude.
>>687010387
I know but I felt offended. Isn't there anything online about this? If it's 2008 there probably should be.
>>687011160
why are you even on 4chan?
this place isnt for sissy puss wads
>>686993252
found pic of anon here
>>687011462
I'm looking but I can't find anything. My dad still has the gun he did it with.
>>686996702
Prison?
>>687004885
fine
>>687011638
Why are you even here, newfag?
Was at a party and watched my drunk friend put a gun to his head.it ended up being loaded and blew his brains out in front of like 20 people.fucked up shit
>>686993252
like an episode of the walking dead
>>687004885
Press it
>>687005121
Kill yourself
>>687004853
Your dad is a badass
>>687012187
IT'S JUST A PRANK BRO
>>687012017
wondering why the hell some crying kid is on 4chan instead of tumblr
people use insults they feel would have an effect
you are a newfag and its showing.
The first time i killed was in nam. We were at war with them gooks over nothing. I was the lucky few that went there. Now mind you, im a badass in my prime, 5'7, 168 of muscles, can bench 130lbs, and run a mile in 7min. When i first killed a zippy eye chink he made a god awful sound. I hit him on the right chest. He was bleeding into his lung and choking from it. The face of pain, helplessness, and fear was all over him. He tried to speak but couldnt make a sound bc so much blood was coming out. You can slowly see the glistening of light disappear from his eyes. I had to sit back and reflect for a few minutes when all of a sudden more of these bastards came out of no where and started shooting. In the end, i killed over 3 dozen and lost my left pinky and ring finger bc i was shot there. Killing isnt fun and being killed is worse. I had to do whatever to survive under govt orders. Now im disabled and have to use the internet at starbucks.
>>687004813
puss
>>687004885
Go fuck yourself.
>>686992508
Can someone give him his pills please
>>687012665
IT'S JUST A SOCIAL EXPERIMENT BRO
>>686998160
this is so fuckin sad holy shit
here for you anon
>>687012904
Holy shit dude, i sympathize. Cant imagine what that shit would be like
>>687010208
Op are you a psychopath ? i just think most of people don't live good when they ve killed somone
Be careful with yourself
>>686993197
>People who say this never did it at short distance.
No shit
People have a lot of life in them, very hard to take that from them
killing is soooo fun, I like to take the bloody stuff and rub it over my nono parts sometimes, it's almost as good as pokemon :DDDD
>>686998160
>i thought it would be cool to play cowboys and indians with a real gun. I shot my five year old sister in the head
>>687012613
Yeah, I can't imagine how I would handle it in that scenario. Glad that there is one less piece of shit on this earth too.
>>686992508
I've never actually killed somebody anon but damn I'd love to! I would love to kill people I hate and hear the screams, feel the pleasure of their deaths.. I don't know, sometimes I dream about this and I get a little pleasure Everytime I think I'm killing someone so fucking hard :^D and no, I'm not being edgy, I'm just being honest
>>686993641
Real stabbings usually include anywhere from 10 to like a fucking hundred independent punctures. Its fucking awful to watch and the person usually survives. Its nothing like you described.
Source- black people.
>>687008581
Tldr hahaha fuck your need for validation
It pays the bills.
>>687014185
I hope your mother gets raped!
>>686993641
Yknow, getting stabbed in an actual fight doesn't hurt that much, it usually feels like a punch
You barely feel it until you calm down
The Best part is when you get alll that xp at the end
>>686993110
The nostalgia :))
>>687013860
>suicide squad reaction pic
>>687014286
I don't give a fuck you cancerous faggot I sure would love to kill someone I hate and I'm not ashamed to admit it :^)
It feels like nothing. There is no gratification that is heavily romanticized by grand society.
Its not the killing that does it for me since I'm empty inside, but eating them really makes me feel complete. Like I'm absorbing their power, everything about them, their life force. That's the exhilarating part - the consumption.
I.. Gave some one a high-five...
i activated my sharingan eye and violently stabbed an ignorant BITCH nd the screams plesured my blood lust for blood
when i was young and did not have my powers liek then, some closed minded fuck thought he could push me around
i offered to fight him (being the knucle head he is he obviously accepted) and brought him to a secluded place
his friends tagged along, but that didn`t matter, i was done acting like some innocent guy and SLAUGHTERED all of them
>>687014644
I love how you call me a cancerous faggot, while you're over here spewing bullshit to make yourself seem cool
>>687014633
>tumblr reaction pic
I found it fitting + I'm hyped for the movie.
>>687001927
why is everybody feeding this troll?
>>687015043
>spewing bullshit to make yourself seem cool
I don't think anon is going for "cool".
>>687014644
>>687015236
Not coming out of the closet does alot to an anon.
>>687015236
anon wants to be dexter so bad
>>687004885
digger nick
>>687015119
kinda looks like anne frank
>>687005121
saved you mom
>>687015249
kinda looks like anne frank
>>687004885
lil shit
>>687005121
based shelly
>>687013541
It's fake you dingus.
>>687015508
I've heard a lot about that show and never saw it.
>>687013560
No... I'm just jealous of those who had a chance to kill and got away with it.
>>686993110
>never finished the series
[spoiler]His dark passenger was never real and he accepts that he's just fucked up[/spoiler]
edgy
>>687005121
Faggot
>>687000952
good post anon
>>687016028
no ur edgy
>>687016076
no ur edgy
>>687016124
no ur edgy
>>687004885
roll
>>687015904
Actually its really good anon, i reccomend it
>>686997048
Gake and fay
>>687008627
. . . just to watch him die
>>687016168
no ur edgy
>>687004885
Fuuuck
>Be me
>Be 17 years old
>Driving with friend from a party
>He was drunk
>Suddenly he pulls out a fucking gun out of his backpack
>Starts playing around with it
>Tell him to stop
>He wont
>Starts pointing the thing at me
>Swears it has the safe on
>Stop the car in front of a 711
>Try to take the gun away from him
>He was really drunk
>Struggle for about 15 seconds
>Gun goes off accidentally
>Gun wound in his chest
>It was an accident
>Drive to the hospital
>Keep telling him it was an accident
>He dies on the way there
Had issues with the police for a few years after this. Never play around with guns. I still miss him. Still have nightmares.
>>686992508
Not fun at all Op, you have to be crazy to enjoy killing and the crazies are out being crazy, not on /b/ speaking to spergs like yourself.
>>687004853
Good man.
>>686992508
it feels like you own a piece of the victim's soul. They are a part of you forever
>>687006001
how would she know you had pocket knives in there and where they were in your room
lying fuck
>>686998160
Ohhhh thats some heavy shit man.
>>687016230
The premise turns me off. A serial killer who only kills serial killers or "bad people". It's ridiculous.
Reminds me of people who look for cases of people being depraved in order to project their violent fantasies on them. They clearly had them beforehand. They're just looking for an excuse to express them so they can look like moral upstanding heroes instead of being depraved themselves.
You've seen the type. The ones who comments on articles of child rapists or whatever. The ones who go into detail about how they want to cut the person's dick off and burn them alive. Dissolve them in acid. Etc.
>>687016838
It was his fault anon. Honestly could have been you or someone else otherwise.
>>687016441
>>687004885
>>687005121
heres your (yous)
>>686994191
I kekd
>>687016664
>>687017211
niggas can't even notice a shitty reference
>>687017100
It's hilarious.
>le edge
>>687017101
True, true, I understand. I enjoy the show but I do see your point.
>>687017101
Doesn't describe Dexter. He's merely following his dad's "code" so he wouldn't get caught. There's more story behind this but someone else can spoil it for you.
Well, I'll only speak about my personal experiences.
I was in the military. An Army Ranger. My first day out on the field, I was able to get three kills. That acquired me a spy plane, but that was only the beginning of everything. Everyone knows that this is not the stopping point.
After getting those three kills, I became a monster. I kept going, not even thinking about it. Seven. Fucking. Kills. I was able to call in my attack helicopter at this point. That shit went to town.
By the time that the war was almost over, I had thought that I wouldn't have enough time to complete my goal. But I kept going, I didn't back down. Yes, I made eleven kills. This sent my attack dogs in swarming, killing every enemy in sight.
I'm now a seasoned killer, with hours of experience.
>15th prestige
>>687004885
rfwefwe
>>687017650
>He's merely following his dad's "code"
"You see, their morals, their code...it's a bad joke. Dropped at the first sign of trouble. They're only as good as the world allows them to be. I'll show ya. When the chips are down...these, uhh, these civilized people? They'll eat each other."
>>687004885
Fucker
>>687004885
pls mama pls
>>687004885
Nope
>>687012904
>being killed is worse
no shit
>>687004885
mr sheldon
ITT: cringe inducing edgelords act like they've killed people
>>687018652
haha kid.. you think you are safe behind your little monitor
ive got a fucking monster inside of me and i wont hesitate to let it out against ignorant little fuckers like you
