feels thread
I don't know what we're feeling, but damn it I'll try
I need feels... Anon-kuns please, give them to me...
contribootin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YRmJfGZeX_g
put you niggas on that melancholy shit
bumperino
>>686788777
Probably gonna fail 2/4 university units this semester. I've been seeing hookers every other week so I don't really care. I just want to get a fucking full time job already.
Today, I came within 10 minutes of fucking some whore, which is good I guess, since I'm used to lasting over an hour.
>>686788868
>>686788932
>>686788932
Any lurkers?
>>686789155
Fuck...
Right in feels.
But there's always like that, great people are the most hurt people...
>>686789155
Currently lurking. Contribute.
>>686790144
She has not replied since I asked her out. It's been 42 Hours.
Maggie.
>>686787392
Fuck man, this hits way to close to home
>>686790340
>>686790499
Tammi
>>686790465
What did you write?
>>686790144
>>686790981
Something based off of the suggestion of others, based off of my history with her.
"Hey, I want to take you out on a date. What day works for you?"
>>686790499
Natalie
>b-but she's happy with other
>>686790144
Still going.
>>686790499
Sigh
It's Mikaila
I'm still trying to find her
>>686790499
Jasmine, but she never used that name
Anna, left me and i was to blame
Josephine, saw us as a game
>>686791635
>>686791635
>>686785361
>>686791686
Oh god damnit. Ugly always gets to me.
>>686791869
>>686792341
>>686791409
You fucked up. You don't ask for an explicit date by message. You should've asked her about some coffee instead. Asking out works face to face. But it's not all over yet. Write another message where you ask her when would she be available for a coffee and some cake and make it so, it doesn't sound like a date at all. Good luck.
6 years ago, a photographer got this shot of my neighbor's kid, a 9-year-old, at his father's funeral.
Tomorrow is Memorial Day in the US, when people stop to remember veterans who gave their lives in service to the nation.
The honor guard, made up of servicemen from each branch of the US military, in full uniform, accompany the deceased and stay with them until they are buried and the earth is leveled at the gravesite.
When the marine was giving that flag to the kid, this is what he said to the boy:
"On behalf of the President of the United States, the Commandant of the Marine Corps, and a grateful nation, please accept this flag as a symbol of our appreciation for your loved one’s service to Country and Corps. God bless you and this family, and God bless the United States of America."
Listening to this makes me feel....weird. Kind of nostalgic but I want to lay down and cry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lldiIo9VUg
>>686785794
I just love that kind of image
>>686790499
Alicia, and I never really "had" her
>>686792546
>>686788879
Gosh, take your balls, study, go see people, stop being a pussy man
>>686790499
julianna
>>686792558
Yea. I see that now. The situation with her is a bit odd to say the least. (Can post if needed)
I can't do it in person as we don't see each other in person any more. At least since class ended earlier in the month. I just hope shes out of town or has phone issues and thats why she did not respond.
>>686793333
>>686793349
Call her and ask her if she would like to meet for a coffee and talk about <somethinginterestingforbothofytou>
>>686793333
Still going. Nice to see more anons posting.
>>686790499
why do you do this to yourself?
>>686790499
Charlotte.
>been two years.
Bumping my shit
>>686790499
Valentina
>>686793670
I don't think that would be the best seeing as this is the situation
>Meet M. at end of January
>She sits infront in Pub Speaking
>She's cute enough, with a great personality
>Start to like her
>Ask her out in Early April
>Say's yes, Friend R seems to force his way to tag along
>I ask her out to get coffee a week later
>"I'm Busy" with now counter offer.
>I stop for a month, other than occasionally speaking in class, and an odd text here or there.
>Most day's we don't acknowledge each other, sometimes talking around each other
>Mid-May rolls around. Invite her to hang out with friends in the City
>Busy (Her Bro's Graduation from College)
>We agree to hang out soon. No dates set, as we both have finals
>Text her randomly a week later asking about the graduation. We end up talking for 5 hours, with another short thing the following morning
>Invite her to a thing in the City that Saturday.
>This time she's doing stuff with friends. No date offered again.
>Text asking for an explicit date.
I suspect her friend R may have influenced her to a degree. Maybe he sees me a competition for her? She does speak differently to me when he's not near, seems more natural.
Maybe she friendzoned him
On the last day I saw both of them, he randomly says bye to me, and only me. Only spoke to him 2-3 times prior.
>>686792612
Fuck. Just like me...
Had to dump my gf few hours ago, 2 years of life wasted...
I still love her, what should I do to not feel suicidal?
>>686793333
>>686794262
why do you had to dump her?
you didnt wasted two years mate. you just got some new experiences for a better relationship which is yet to come
>>686794184
Friend R is your friend or her friend? Wait, when you meet her in person later, ask her out for a coffee (nothing more), but make sure nobody's around. Don't let your plans be ruined by someone else. Maybe she has some things she has to make right first. Give her time, but let her know in a subtle way that you're interested. Tell her that whenever she'd like, you're always up for a coffee/tea/whatever that's not explicitly going out together.
>>686793333
bump
>>686787392
>>686790499
>>686794412
She kept lying to me, I gave her a chance but she still fucked it up, I can't be in relationship with someone I don't trust. She wants to talk tomorrow but I doubt anything good will come out of this.
I feel like those two years are wasted because I will have to erase them from my memory. It's not like I will find another girl, I'm short, fat, not so handsome and kind of antisocial, she was the only person that was interested in me, I doubt I will find another girl like her.
>>686794651
R is her friend, probably one of her closest. Though he has emotional issues, as I herd her mention that he's called her when he's broken down crying.
And I can't see her in person until August at earliest.
>>686795452
Wait until august. Write her a message from time to time. Probably it's a guy that's friendzoned and she has to think whether she wants him or not.
>>686795427
If she kept lying to you throughout the relationship, she's definitely not someone you want to be with, dude.
You don't want another girl like her, lying bitches are a dime a dozen.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IXdNnw99-Ic
>>686790499
Ha, jokes on you, I was already thinking about her.
>>686790499
Rae
>>686793333
>>686795016
this one fucking kills.
>>686793333
some more perhaps.
>>686795734
The thing is that I don't know IF we will actually see each other, depending on our class schedules.
I'll also add that R tried asking her out in front of me. She said NO to him 3ish times before she reluctantly agreed to go with him.
When I asked her out originally their was no hesitation from her.
this one always gets me
>>686790499
Ola
I told her I love her on her bday last week. She said she don't feel the same. Now she can't look at me. Last friday she took sick day in work and txted me about this 30min before going there (i drive her everyday to work, but now it became awkward that she know I love her and that I know I'm rejected) and I heard from people in work she asked them recently about switching jobs. I knew she wanted todo this and that was actually the reason we became friends. We used to walk around city to agancies and look for work together and on the way we went for cofe or restaurants. I had offer but I rejected it and told her I'm not going without her. Now it turns out she's propably switich jobs without even telling me a word. I don't mean anything to her. I told her I love her and she got mad at me for it and won't talk to me. Fuck my life. I don't understand. I'm not even ugly. I work out, a lot of girls tell me I'm handsome, I can easily get one night stands from clubs to fuck, but I can not into relationships at all. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm devasteted at the moment. Everyday I drink vodka on 4 in the morning and every afternoon I listen to sad songs while I lay on the floor. Fuck my life
>>686793333
>>686796438
Who says I cant date teenagers or take their virginities?
>>686790499
Marta
>>686790952
I cried
>>686796738
>>686796704
Oh come on now i feel again thanks.....
>fuck
>>686795786
this
So, /b/
>Have you ever thought your life is just nothing? >Surely you had. But forgetting about all isn't the >way... You want to remember. You want to >remember these days with her. Her smile. Her >laugh. That feeling, when you were hugging.
>But it hurts. It hurts, but you still want to >remember. 'Cause you are made of your >memories.
>And you remember. She doesn't. You look at >her, but she pretend not to see you. She's >happy.
I wish I could say that. But I've never said that I loved her. I still love her. And she's happy with one of my best friends. And sorry if I wrote anything wrong, I'm pole.
So goodnight /b/... Don't loose your chance like me.
>>686796381
Fuck it then, I have no more advice for you. If you really like her, then fucking go meet her in person. You'll have the answer instead of radio silence.
>>686796738
...
obviously that is not the message of that greentext
>>686785361
Alright, story time everyone.
>be me 4 years ago
>adoption home in Sweden
>place is a complete madhouse
>Alot of people there severely depressed
>made alot of friends
>One friend in particular
>Lets call her "Alma"
>Her and I did everything together
>We made the place bearable
>Even through being yelled at for nothing
>"Punished" (slapping etc.)
>she always found a way to make me smile
>super selfless person
>She would help anyone, not just me
>Her and I both had many interviews
>with potential families
>No one accepted
>One day I receive offer
>Offer is to come to north america
>I accept
>Come to foster home in Canada
1/2
>>686797723
Holy shit that's depressing...
>>686797974
2/2
>Cont'd
>her and I still talk
>we kik, skype wtv
>Every day after school I would call her
>Doesn't matter what time of day
>She would respond
>If I had a bad day she would talk to me about
>it, for countless hours
>just to see me smile
>One day I come home
>Kind of a crappy day
>I'm bad at english and get bullied because of it
>Call her
>No response
>Kik her
>nothing
>She won't respond
>I figured maybe the power was out at the home
>A couple days go by
>Still no respone
>Start to worry
>Call her every day
>Nothing
>A month passes
>Still no response
>One day I receive a package in the mail
>It's from Alma
>it's a picture of both of us
>On the back she's written a paragraph
>Paragraph is appologizing
>She had killed herself
>I felt like I died
>she was my best friend
>I still call her everyday
>Even tho it tells me shes offline
>I leave her messages
>Telling her how my day was
>She doesn't respond
>idk why I do it
>I guess I hope that she sees somehow
>I miss You Alma.
>>686789894
I'm the greatest of them all then.
No i'm not, just a guy too coward to an hero.
>>686793333
>>686789058
>>686792751
This annon is clearly retarded. I can't really feel as I'm too mad at him.
A large cup of coffee or alcohol usually helps with depression.
>>686790499
Jokes on you cause I always think about her
>>686790499
Same as yesterday, and the day before, and two weeks before.
>>686798060
Damn, I hope you're doing good man.
>>686790465
My nigga. I know the feel...
>>686798588
I do my best :]
>>686794184
Did you post this exact thing on a diff thread
>>686798060
I have a similar situation right now.
I really dont want that she kills herself.
>>686791686
Lost.
>>686792546
>>686798827
I'm so sorry :'c no one deserves that
it's one of the worst feelings in the world
cause for all intents and purposes
>we were sisters
I mean we grew up together
>>686785361
Timing is a bitch.
Started to talk to this girl. She's just like me. Same humor and musical tastes. She sends heart to me (never does this with anyone), hugs me often ( she never does thid either). We're perfect for each other but... ...she has a bf. And i leave the country for a whole year in 2 mounths. Trying to see other fish in the sea but they all look so uninteresting... want to kill myself
>>686793333
Holy shit.
Okey what ever i just have to get it out somewhere so why not here i fucked everyone i trusted just spited on me i cant trust anybody anymore i got bullied i got raped the human race doesn't need me nobody does.. i just a shadow or something paranoia is haunting me all day long what ever
>>686793333
Quads of feels
>>686799126
She's pretty slutty if she hugs you often AND has a bf. I think you can fuck her.
>>686797802
If I had a way to do that, I would. Only real communication is by text.
Distance is not a problem, but why would I need to be in her town? Everything I would need is easily accessible here.
>>686798805
Yes, but I was talking to someone, and that helps to explain everything.
>>686793333
Still here.
>>686799602
Bump your shit fam, I need the feels
Girl I was starting to date decided she wasn't ready for a relationship even though it was going so well, and I started feeling happy again. She still wants to text a bunch but I don't know how much longer I can handle it with the constant thought that when she is ready she won't come to me.
>>686793423
So true i cried.
bump
>>686794002
but life isn't a movie. it's not created or directed, and the characters aren't actors. it just is. and in real life, the plot twist is always hidden. if you really are convinced that life is a movie, then you're a victim of dramatic irony. wait. something will happen. just wait a while longer.
>>686793333
>>686799715
Dumping what I have. I needed the feels today as well.
>>686800073
>tfw never gonna happen to you
>tfw finally happen but as soon it began its over again
>tfw never know what's worse, never feel that or feel it for very short period just to feel worse
>>686800245
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IM GOING THROU RIGHT NOW!
>>686793333
>>686791686
>>686791268
Do you have the one with friend?
I believe he was painting a lake when he said that
>>686790499
Ashlynn
>>686793333
bump
>>686794571
fuck...
>>686790499
>Alma
>>686795766
This god damn song man. I remember listening to it right after I said goodbye to a girl I fell for. She didn't feel the same way. Haven't seen her since but the emptiness inside is still the same.
>>686790499
Death
>>686800800
Almost quints. Disappointed.
Not sure if anyone will read this, but here goes.
I'm looking for a chance to find purpose in living again. I'm about to be jobless again in about a month after finding this one job in another state that's miles away from home. Found out in a casual meeting after letting down supervisor again. I'm looking, and have been since January (Job is contract position. I don't have days off, so any days I do miss, I don't get paid. And I missed 20 hours in one weeks because of snowstorm) But nothing as of yet. So yea, I don't know what to do.
Not to mention, my gf just moved up here a few months back. What at first seemed like a good idea is now an annoying nightmare. I feel some days not even being near her because of her not wanting to trust me at times, and her overbearing, know it all attitude. I love her, but sometimes, her attitude and mood swings make me just wanna take a sledgehammer to my face.
It seems as though I disappoint EVERYONE. I think that's my role, and everytime I try to get out of it, life reminds me harshly not to do so.
So yea, if you can, make me laugh, give me tips to end my life quickly, etc. I don't care. I'm tired of feeling like a husk at 26.
>>686798670
Yea, I'm just hoping that Memorial Day Weekend may be preventing an answer. Even a No would suffice
>>686799395
No she's not. In my country, hugging isn't a big deal you know. Just some people do it more often than others.
>>686800800
This... hit painfully close to home.
>>686801170
A no is always better than no answers
>>686793333
up
>>686796617
oh and I forgot that I got beaten 2 weeks ago by some fags when I went to pub, my dog died month ago, and my friends I live with now are throwing me out, so I'm facing a perspective of absolute solitude in near future. The only friend I made in this country since I moved here now hates me because I told her I love her and friend I have from my old country are throwing me out. Man I love my life
>>686801229
Dude, she clearly is. Imagine you have a gf and she hugs some "friend" very often. Are you really ok with this? Her bf may actually be some friend+ or fwb guy too.
>>686790499
Andrea, how come no one loves me man?
>>686800534
Sucks doesn't it. We had sent over 13000 texts in 2 months and it I knew she wanted to go ahead and label our relationship then it just changed and she decided she wasn't ready. I'm trying to keep it going but I feel like maybe in a few months we could try again but by then she may still not be ready or might have moved on. I've never even had an actual relationship before so that's why I'm having so much trouble with it.
>>686801336
Yea. The thing is that she always replied in the past. So.. Also it was sent as a SMS and not via iMessage like usual. So I'm hoping that has something to do with it.
>>686800800
Yea, this is my life story.
>>686790499
Mirre
>>686801112
>offbyone.jpg
>>686793333
>pic. still this guy.
>>686795427
Man, the same problem here, just had a year of my life wasted over a lying girl. You will find someone new and better, also if you're insecure about your fatness then start working out, think of your future fitness as revenge that she missed out on that.
>>686790499
i have no one
>>686800245
I can relate to that.
Thought I found someone special.
Then she blocked me on all the sites we knew each other on....
>captcha flowers
Oh the irony
>>686801880
Just emptyness right?
>>686801130
Don't sweat it too much, man, I'm 27 and life isn't that great either. I do have a steady job, but it's a dead end and I have no fucking clue where I'll be when this gig runs out.
As for your gf, seriously dude, your gf isn't supposed to be someone whose character pisses you off. How can you love her when she sounds like a fucking nuisance? What is there to love?
>>686793333
>>686802168
Man, thanks for that. I'm applying everywhere, and I talked to some people. I even got invited for an interview. I just want to deal with numbers and not talk to anyone. Let me know what I have to do through email, and let me be. If I need help, I'll let you know. That's how I feel.
As for the gf, we've been dating for 4 years. Moved in 2 months after long distance. But it's like she's changed A LOT from when I met her. But I don't wanna start over with someone else. If I break up with her, it's like I"ll do something drastic. Like move cross country, and not tell anyone. Make everyone think I'm dead and start anew. Thing is, that's how I've been feeling for a long time.
>>686792612
Holy shit that's awful
>>686785361
Ive started a youtube "lets play" channel almost a FUCKING decade ago! and i still havent gotten anywhere with it so can you guys please come subscribe or ATLEAST like the videos
https://www.youtube.com/user/Shyhalu/about
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Also my steam incase u want to be friends
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http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198004572694
>>686802362
I know that feeling
>>686801514
Leave it up to Americans to be the most sexually insecure nation on the planet.
People hug and kiss their platonic friends on the cheek when they meet all over the world.
>>686793333
>>686793496
>>686793734
>>686794322
>>686794797
>>686795954
>>686796248
>>686796704
>>686799602
>>686800350
>>686800583
>>686800800
>>686801348
>>686801763
>>686802187
Yeah, I've posted quite a few.
line up fellows
>>686802746
Yes, but in other countries people actually have friends
>>686793313
You can't spend what you don't got, and you can't lose what you ain't never had…
>>686793333
>>686802716
Yea man sure,anything to help
>>686793333
>>686802152
i dont know if this is emptyness, but i dont have anything to look forward to. im a dissappointment to my family, i dont know what the fuck to do with my life. i try to be antisocial around my family so if i die one day they'll not give a fuck.. well at least thats what i hope
>>686793333
bump
>>686790499
Julia
> she lives in front of me but i cant find the chance to talk to her again
>>686803865
thats me. dont know if its even worth waiting for a little good to happen if i have to suffer 20 more years for it. gonna die alone anyways
>>686793333
Found one that I've been looking for in my mess of a folder.
man this thread is making me want to kill myself
>>686793333
>>686790499
Fuck you
>>686793333
bump.
>>686793333
From a past thread.
never had a gf, never said "i love you" to somebody, never was loved, gonna fail school, again,
dont know what to do in the future, dont look forward to it either.
thinking about suicide everyday. gonna kill myself before 30s if nothing happens. not worth it to wait more.
why is it that people try to tell you it is wrong to kill yourself.
why is it bad to die? sonner or later, it doesnt make any difference.
even if i live on, nothing good will ever happen.
there is no reason to live, none.
i would be better dead.
>>686798060
Too metal Man...
>>686793333
Here's another one guys. This one is for all the anons that help others.
>>686790499
It doesn't matter anymore. She only refers to me as anonymous now. I might as well be dead to her.
>>686793333
Pretty much this.
>>686805772
I was in that thread too, it was beautiful
So my girlfriends sister graduated the other day. They are having a pretty big graduation party for her. Mostly family. I can not attend as I am out of town. She invited a couple of her work friends. Lately when she would hang out with these work friends they were bringing along this other guy that also works with them. Well her friends asked her if she was going to invite him to the party, which she originally wasn't, but they said she would so she did. I dont know why, but I have an uneasy feeling about it. I am just being dumb aren't I?
>>686805772
Fuck. Made me cry... Again
>>686790499
Sam
>>686806345
Said she should** fucking phone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8f0DKR037PA
This makes me feel hard for some reason. Maybe it's because it's something I'll never have.
>>686790499
Anna, I think about her all the time.
>>686801996
She hasn't blocked me thankfully, but it feels like she isn't trying anymore. She takes so long to respond sometimes I feel like she doesn't care as much as she used to.
>>686795901
Same here. Are you me?
>>686793333
>>686806342
I think I was just a lurker in that one and capped it for future threads. Also, if the anon that wrote this is lurking, here you go /b/rother.
>>686790499
Raven a beautiful thick buhddist lightskin vegiterian
>>686793333
>>686793333
bump.
>>686793333
Still dumping.
I haven't seen my first love since it was 18. It was a pretty bad break up.
Long story short, we both end up moving back to our hometown at around the same time. I was 24, she was 23 at the time. We text a bit, but I no doubt turned her off because of the alcoholism I developed since then. It was partly do to us breaking up years before. It's a small number place, I still see her dad from time to time, and we've always liked each other. I can tell we both wish things were different. Guess he never liked her other boyfriends.
I'm now 27. I've seen her in my dreams for the past 9 years. Thats not the hardest part. The hardest is her not looking like I remember when I wake up. My mind can't figure out what she'd look like at this moment. I just know it's always her. She liked Johnny Cash a lot. I always end up listening to the same song after I wake up.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RilnRVHhziY
>>686802362
HA it's me !
>>686806968
I hate this kinda things that say all is in your mind, if you think positive good things will happen, 6 years of depression, the last 2 years I wake up thinking today will be a good day, guess what, still being a shitty day, everyday the same shit, no matter what I try to change always the same
>>686793333
puppers perhaps?
>>686790499
Janneke
>>686790499
Roberta Paulson
>>686790499
Laura
>>686790499
>>686809022
Today was the last day...
*sigh* My ex was basically what I wanted to be and our interests were very similar so it always felt like I was copying him... Anyone know this feel?
>tfw no femboy bf because he dumped me over the phone and am a femboy wannabe myself
From some time now I've accepted that getting beat up about what other people think about you is worthless and even destructive. There are only things and how you feel about them... and even then the world is still the same place
>>686797763
she's cute anon
>>686808906
how does one even distinguish a good day from a bad day? if i'm gaming and get something incredible out of a bossfight, is it a good day? nah, for me it's just the moment thats good. that very moment, thats it. the rest of the day is still shit. i dont enjoy life
>>686793333
Hopefully you lurkers have gotten a tear or two out of this thread.
>>686808982
ergh,...fuck you man. just fuck you. I really hope u die. natural cuases. slipped and fell on a 9mm round
>>686809378
There are no good days, only empty days and bad days
>>686809378
Same, I don't even know why am I alive, I have nothing to fight, probably if I keep this way won't get to 25
>>686800245
I'm starting to think it's less that she wasn't ready and more that she didn't want one with me.
>>686790465
From the other thread.
Anon I am sorry - I really am
>>686794055
saved
>>686809689
guess i have just the empty days then
>>686790465
I was here yesterday.
Still holding out hopes for you bro.
>>686790499
Julia. And i just bursted out in tears. Thank you
>>686809819
me neither dude. why am i even trying? maybe i still have some hope left that something good will come. i probably wont get to 30 the way i live right now. smoking almost 40 cigs a day, fat af. doc always tells me "if you keep this up you'll never see your 30s". and im always happy if he says that, why would i be sad. he doesnt know though
>>686793333
>>686797587
>>686798926
>>686806402
>>686810063
im highly depressive but i also laugh often at stupid shit, am i psychopath or whatt
>>686810063
Be glad you don't have the bad days then, it can only take one bad day to be your last day
>>686810063
I would say there are bad days and less bad days, good days doesn't exist for me
>>686810815
>>686793333
This guy. Hope you anons could use the tears.
>>686809925
>>686810347
At this rate, it most likely is not happening. Fuck.
It looked like there was a decent chance with her saying yes based off our history. But looks like that was false.
Well, it still can be that she is unable to answer due to Memorial Day, or cell issues as it sent as a SMS and not through iMessage as it normally would.
> be me 24yo dude with Nice gf.
>Living together,have decent salary.
>feb this year Boom fucking life changes.
>wtf.jpg
>Manage to somehow get amnesia.
>mfw idont recognise my gf, my family.
>Reading feels thread want to feel.
>All i can feel is emptiness
What to do
>>686800245
Been there pal save yourself the pain and show your self worth don't wait for someone to be ready for you
>>686800245
I know this feel. My ex dumped me over saying he wasn't ready for a relationship. I get so down when I think about who could convince him otherwise.
>>686790499
Noone. Sometimes you just know that you will never be loved or wanted, and you give up on such things in life.
its hard you know,
sometimes i think that it only me that's holding myself back but i never seem to take responsibility to fix it.
Hope you guys can break the infinity loop of loneliness. :)
>>686790499
Claudia. It's so fucking pathetic to long so much for someone you can never have.
>>686794797
I always felt this one to be very accurate.
>>686806420
>tfw my name is Sam
I'll just pretend you're someone I care deeply for.
>>686790499
Max.
>>686793333
More puppers.
>>686795284
Hollow 99?
>>686790499
Mathilde
>>686788868
fuck you