My gf passed away. i do not know what should i do with my life anymore. Feels thread for the last time before i an hero? Thank you all for being here my /b/rothers. It sure was a ride.
I love you all
>>686126449
post pics of her tits as a memorial.
>>686126449
dont an hero anon, live with her memory for her
>>686126540
This, full nudes if you got em, also sharpie in pooper with timestamp faggot.
>>686126540
I wont. She was too dear for me to do that.
>>686126722
Probably killed herself rather than have a pussy like you as a bf.
>>686126449
Dont do it man...live but never forget, remember her forever
>>686126616
I do not want to live without her.
>>686126879
thank you man. do you people feel like listening to my story?
>>686126449
Do a flip faggot
A man willing to kill himself over a dead bitch needs to be removed from the genepool
dude do it if u feel like u are in a dead end,if not keep looking for someone,its not imposibile to find someone you can love again,while keeping her memory alive,just think that if u die all the memories you have with her are gonna dissapear,forever(rip english)
>>686126449
sucks
if there is an afterlife determined by suicide vs natural
you wont get to be with her
honestly if my gf died id be pretty broken..
everyone else close died already..
fuck that feel, find a way though
>>686126897
Live life going on with her in your mind, she wouldnt want you to kill yourself over her man
>>686127081
Of course anon
>>686127081
I wont tell you bullshit like try to find someone alse and shit because im sure noone will be like, remember her until you get alzheimer or die of old age, I would read your story
>>686127173
she died in a car crash.
>>686127336
Did you kill the ones responsible or was she at fault
okay, dont let this 404 i will try to type it as fat as i can
>>686127430
Godspeed anon
>>686127103
>always talking about the genepool
is having kids your fetish faggot?
>>686127421
It was some drunk assholes fault. he died aswell.
>>686127430
>>as fat as i can
>>american detected
>>686127508
lolno.
But being so dependant on a woman has no excuse. It's okay to be sad, but if you want to kill yourself over a girl, moreover already dead, maybe you should die, indeed
If it can help you feel better, keep in mind that she would have ended fucking niggercocks
>>686127592
kek
>>686127544
Wreck his grave
Burn down his house
Destroy the people who brought him into this world
If you an hero you're going to hell, might as well get retribution
>>686127675
lol, this faggot
op never said suicide
>>686127895
it's summer already?
holy shit
>>686127895
>>686127688
>>686126812
>>686126644
retards
>>686128016
projecting already?
summer it is.
>>686127500
Not gonna green text this guys, hate me as much as you want but i will try to keep this short and simple.
->Be me 18yr old dude. Nothing special, not fat, not supet athtletic either. Just a normal guy.
->I met her in 3rd grade.
I swear she was the nicest and most beutiful person in my life and in the years I've known her I fell in love as much as a person can.
-> We started dating 3 years ago, those were probably the best years of my life.
-> Fast forward to a couple of months back.
-> We had a fight. then came more fights. and more.
-> As you can guess we broke up and it fucking destroyed me.
-> I became the most self destructive person I know. Smoking drinking all that stuff. didnt care about anything at that point.
-> Then there came a guy called "Dave" (lets call him that)
-> (inb4 you all guys start saying beta and fuck hear me out) They started talking and going out as you might guess. That hit me even more but somehow in a good way too.
cont.
>>686128088
>retards
Posts a tranny...
>>686128258
Baiting me hard bro
>>686128258
>...
what else did you have to say you fucking loser
>>686128326
I'm still calling wang...
Tell us your story OP, get it out of your system
>>686126449
letting your girlfriend dictate your life.
weak OP.
go out and aquire some identity faggot.
>>686128448
Like that load dave got out of his...
I've never understood people who post on here looking for anything other than sarcasm and disdain or those that give anything else to them. Isn't that what /soc/ and facebook and shit is for?
>>686128247
continue man
-> It hit me in a way that i wanted to get her back. to fight for her. because even though we broke up, we still loved each other. We met up casually, we had sex. It was just because of all that fighting.
-> Fast forward a month and they are dating. She cant decise between me and him. I've known her for almost all my life and she sure as hell was not lying about that. So she decided to try him out. see how it was with him.
However Dave was a typical asshole. Like those guys that are typical slavic fucks. I have no idea what she saw in him. It was only an escape to her from all our shitty fights.
-> She had to move to another city. (Not far from mine). The asshole followed of course. by that time they hadnt even kissed yet. (And neither did she even have sex with him. Thats important.) I know all of this because we were such people without a huge circle of friends. I had her and she had me. So even after we broke up we were best friends and we could tell each other everything and anything. She told me all about him.
-> One day in thay other city he invited her to a trip to the beach. Where he proceded to try and kiss her. It wouldnt be half as bad if he had only done that.
-> On that evening I got a call from her. I could hear the wind and the sea birds. She was crying and kept on weeping, I couldnt understand a single word.
cont.
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>>686126449
Med fag reporting in.
Been doing some reading on neuroplasticity and romance/love/sex. Neuroplasticity = the ability of the brain to change
When you lose a lover, it's hard to forget about them because you have built up such a strong neural pathway centered around them. But, it can change. The brain can always change. If you confront your memories of her and accept they are past, then your sadness will fade over a year or so. You will also be able to love another woman in the process (due to the release of a chemical called oxytocin). The brain can change in staggerring ways, and you can learn to be happy without her. Hope this helps OP.
Now pls show her tits
>>686129519
>>686129494
>>686129466
-> I tried to calm her down, but all i could get out of her was that he hurt her. You wouldnt believe how that got me going. At that point I was ready to murder that fuck. As i jumped in my car and I was on my way to her I got another call from her. She was a bit more quiet this time but she was still crying. She told me that he forced himself upon her. And that he beat her. He raped her. Even trough all my anger and rage i could still feel the sarcastic thoughts and some anger for her too. Thoughts like : "Didnt I tell you so. Its your fault" and etc. were flying trough my head. I fucking raced my way there at 120 km/h and found her near the beach.
Her face was full of tears, the makeup had been washed away from them and I could clearly see her red eye and blood from where he had hit her. She cried and jumped into my arms. As i calmed her down I asked her to wait in my car, as I would chase after Dave.
cont.
>>686127261
yes she would, she would find that romantic
>>686128088
Stefanie Joosten? she aint dead nigga
>>686129885
I hope you fucking killed him, or at least castrated him.
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>>686129885
keep on going
>>686129885
continue
...The wait is real
So what's /b/ been up to today?
>>686130843
Waiting for OP
So I ran after the fuck. I found him near fucking large rock near the shore. Guess what the fucker was doing? i found him fucking SMELLING HER RIPPED PANTIES. mother fucker it makes me type fast like some sort of white knight even now. As he saw me running at him he looked towards me and was saying "What the fuck are you do-" I smahed jis open jaw with my fist. I then rammed him with my body and proceeded to hit him in the nose. Hę somehow managed to get up and push me away, but I kicked him in the nuts. Fucker fell on the grounds and i started trying to choke him with those very own panties. He bit my hand and i let him go. Then i took his head and smashed it against a rock a couple of times. I spit on him and left him there. passed out or maybe even dead, I do not know what happened to him.
I returned to her.
cont
>>686131077
This pleases me greatly
>>686131077
Fucker deserved it
>>686129466
I always really liked sinks like these
Dont let it 404
>>686131077
wait, are you OP or not?
Bump for op
>>686126449
pussy
>>686131077
I dont think this is op he aont using those arrows ->
>>686131477
This is a good shop
>>686131507
>>686131077
Hope this is wrong
Bumpety bumpy
>>686131225
Shame it's fake.
>>686131683
Bippity
Neither did I care about him to be honest. I hope he died and his body wouldnt ever be found. This sick fuck deserved to die.
Then I got back to the car. all full of broozes and stuff, when she saw me, she had allready stopped crying and looked at me, her eyes became so big, because she realised what I had done. I asked her if she was ok? She nodded. Then i asked her if she needed to go to the hospital. She told me it that she will live. I rented us a hotel room for a couple of nights and stayed with her for some days. she told me that it was a huge mistake. That she still loves me. That she never wants to lose me again. or fight me again. And the thing was that all that time she had been wearing a bracelet that we had gifted each other on the first month of us starting dating back at the day. it suprised me. She had kept all our photos and all our letters. The girl loved me all that time even whilst dating that fag. And it makes my eyes watery while typing this because i remember these last days we spent together so so very well.... Then I needed to drive her back to her relatives in the same city that she had been staying with.
cont
>meet gril at work
>casual flirting and talking
>get talking online
>we connect instantly
>she is married
>find out she is my twin flame/soul mate
>feels like i have known her my whole life
>spend 3 weeks together almost never leaving eachother side
>husband is doing work shit states away
>she finally tell me she is moving to cali with her husband
>dont know how to reply
>hold her tightly she cries
>i cry
>dont know what to do with myself
>i dont feel anything, some part of me knows she will come back to me
>i just feel it
>inb4 soul mates are not real
>i am a massive fagget who gets what he deserves
>>686131716
;-;
life is a bitch, and then you die
>>686131754
Let me tell you something.
You are a fucking retard if this is true.
This girl was not special, and you are neither.
Kys.
>>686131754
This op?????
>>686131793
gg.
Your gonna end up like dave
>>686132015
?
2edge4me
-> its me guys, its just my laptop running out of battery and im in a hurry to finish the story before it dies.
So fast forward a couple of weeks. I drove her back, then had to return home myself. she was done with the job she had in that city and was about to come back to me two days ago. She rented a car because she had just got her driver license and she didnt want to ride the bus. She left the house and i was waiting for her all evening. However she didnt come. Being the paranoid fuck that I am I called her relatives. She told me she had left 4 hours ago. but she had forgoten the her braclet and was gonna turn around and go back for it.
She never came back. An hour later her mother called me. She got into an accident. A drunk driver rammed her with his shitty Audi and got himself killed. she was in a coma. My whole world turnęd upside down. I left fot thw hospital the same instant. the fact i was wearing only my shorts and crocs didnt matter.
cont
>>686132066
>>686132015
Don't listen to these fags op
Finish story pls
>>686132066
dave?
>>686132246
you already spoiled the ending -_-
>>686132246
Fuck that's rough. She gets poked by another guy and gets rekt in a car crash in the same few weeks
>>686130211
my nigga
>>686127772
>If you an hero you're going to hell
kek
>>686132407
The guy who OP rekt for poking his girl
So i got there. and it was the most terryfing thing i saw. she was so so badly injured that i could berely recognise her. the fact that she was coveręd in medical equipment didnt help either. At first the doctors wouldnt let me near her so i had to lie to them that i was her husband and force my way trough. i didmt even care at that point. nothing would have stopped me. not even fucking police. She was uncounsious. But no mather what she was till beutiful in my eyes. You guys have no idea how bad it hurts to see your most loved persons life just slowly fade away in your eyes. I spent the whole day there slowly watching her slip trough my fingers. I didnt want to beliebe that she would die. I hoped every second the doctors would save her. But she did. 13:27 was the time she left this world. it broke me. it fucking did. I went home and i received a call from her mother.I'm all teared up now ananons. Last part is coming.
cont.
>>686132896
I want this feel to stop
>>686132896
Im sorry OP
>>686132896
You German?
>>686132896
All being trolled by OP. Many holes in this story.
She wanted me to come and pick her things up. "She would want you to have her things, Anon"
She said. I got all our letters. Our gifts. A few days later i picked up her braclet from her relatives. the braclet that she went back for... and died doing that.
Mine is the blue one. Her is the red. It sounds childish and foolish. but these mean a lot to me.
May she rest in piece. I still love you Juste. I will always do. 4ever. It was good to let this all out guys. Thank you /b/rothers. sorry for my errors. I am in tears and I am not native in english.
God you do not believe how I miss her. And it was so close for spending our next summer together. Like we used to do every year. She was about to come back anons. she was about to come back..
>>686126449
Do it Faggot
>>686127081
who else could
There is another photo. I rushed this story. I am sorry if you think there are holes here. btw if someone could screen cap this i would be grateful
>>686133642
Where are you from OP? Sorry for your loss bro
>>686133642
I know it's hard bro, but don't let it consume you. I doubt she would want you to an hero.
>>686133370
No i am from Lithuania. sorry
If she loved you she wouldn't want you to die. So if you love her. Don't an hero
>>686126449
so gay ,just kill ur self
>>686133821
Feel better /b/ro
>>686133950
I feel better now after speaking out, thanks :) I do not believe shit would want that either.
You never found out what happened to Dave? Most often you get arrested for that shit.
can someone screencap this?
Sorry for your loss OP. I lost my sister to a car accident too. Not a drunk driver just a big fucking mistake. Things get better with time OP. Dont do anything youre gonna regret. If anything, find out when the drunk driver's funeral is and go disrupt the fuck out of that funeral. I would
>>686134111
kinda rough calling her shit after her death
>>686133821
>>686134161
I didnt. I left no evidence, noone else knew that he was in a relationship with her and he had no close relatives. However if he is still alive he will probably come up sooner or later
>>686134111
You gotta die now nigga.. Only way to fix this.
>>686134297
Good idea. I will do that for sure. Thanks!
>>686134305
she* im sorry :/
>>686133821
2nd
>>686133642
>>686126449
Did she pass from opiates? Car accident?? I'm confused
>>686133821
3rd
>>686134768
she died in the hospital. she was in a coma
>>686133821
4th
Fuck the captcha is annoying
>>686133821
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0YRICEt7XiY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9Xu6mkacg8
>>686134869
What area you from?
>>686134111
I can't believe you just called your dead girlfriend shit :D she must've meant a lot to you
>>686133642
we're there for you OP. much love
> not being a fag.
>>686133821
6th
>>686133821
7th
>>686133642
ok polish asshole, she died while your watch, and she got raped as well.
i only hope she came when she got raped to b honest. and its because she died weeks later.
she was not special to you nor you were special to her. you only didn't knew any better, and also you have did the most beta commitments to her (we all did, sshhhh...) because it was first real shit you had.
if she was really in love with you, she would not fucking see another dude. period.
you just think it was all pink and white, because she died, thats all. if she wasnt and you had married to her, you'd see how miserable you will be in your 40's, and your life wont be any better then average shit. you may think that even it would be enough, and it would mean the world to you, but you think that because she died, and you have missed her, and you didn't know any better.
she did. but didn't worked out at the first time. she just haven't allowed to try again.
but you do. so...
>>686133821
Last. Don't give up on yourself OP
Now good fucking night.
>>686134482
you think he will kill himself over shit?
>>686126722
>too dear for me
nigger gtfo with your sentimental horseshit. this is /b/ faggot
Op here. to all of you asking, I am from Lithuania. Not poland or germany or anything like that. Ask me anything else, im here to answer. *btw that shit was typo. I mean to type she
>>686135441
common typo she/shit wtf
>>686135327
thank you
>>686135441
What is love?
>>686134297
>>686126449
>>686133642
also, assholes, here, some real music https://youtu.be/av_2DlLeaC0
>>686135441
Will you still an hero?
Dont do it /b/ro. Not worth it
>>686134161
More likely Dave didn't want to press charges and get caught for rape of a dead girl
>>686135441
How about you leave here, b4 asshats here make it worse for you.
>>686135441
I am with you bro. Dont throw it all away...
>>686134111
So Dave really raped the shit out of her?
>>686135661
baby dont hurt me
>>686135676
i think i will not
Why is OP always a fucking faggot?
Am I the only one who's kinda disappointed that OP won't an hero?
>>686126449
Please don't an hero :/ do something productive, something that would have made her proud
holy fuck OP
live on with her in your memory
this is op here. I will be leaving now. need to go and try to sleep. goodnight you magnificient bastards. Thank you
Just think about it OP, you lost the love of your life. You will never have anything like that again. Would't it be easier to just give up? I recommend it.
>>686136711
Fuck You.
>>686136759
kys already, asshole. quit whining about how you'll never meet anyone else like her and blah blah blah and just fucking do it already. or gtfo. preferably to tumblr because thats where your pussy ass belongs
>>686127592
Kek
>>686129200
Underated post also Check'em
>>686126449
if she really loved you, she wouldn't have died
