Where did it all go wrong, /b/?
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Where did it all go wrong, /b/?
>>685258004
Punkasses bullied me in middleschool.
Found friends online, then became addicted to MMOs for the rest of my life.
Punkass bullies.
>>685258004
When the kush hits you
>>685258004
in san francisco.
>>685259428
you had better wear some flowers in your hair
>>685259746
why?
>>685259843
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=06X5HYynP5E
I stood by my dad in the hospital and watched him breathe his last breaths. If anyone in there would have tried to take a selfie I would literally shove my fist so far up their ass I would be able to pull out a shit log that wouldn't be processed till next week.
>>685259985
that's pretty gay.
>>685258004
I forgot how to walk normal cuz of OCD and lot of drugs, for 2 n half years I lost all my friends was ridiculed by little kids,my own family members strangers, I was called a faggot, I think he's gay he walks like a girl, I couldn't leave the house I couldn't even leave my own mr to go get a drink, and when family had gatherings I stayed in my room, everyone thought I was gay becuase the way I walked, I was said that I have a "Shake" in my walk, and I almost lost my sanity this year,
I finally learned how to after so many videos and reading transsexual forums of girls tryna be like guys. Before the incident I had a "ghetto walk" you could say I was they guy you'd smoke with or ask to do crazy shit with.
It turns out after two years n a half the reason why walked girly or gay is because I didn't push off with my toes I never did after the incident I don't know why, so now when I walk I put all the weight in one leg while keeping for straight and push off with toes like I was picking on the ground. And finally figured how to get my shoulder swagger back.
Sorry for the long posts but am I right? When u guys walk your pusing off with all your toes while leaning forward? I feel I can ask you guys better.
Probably exposure to the internet. YouTube hit the scene when I was in middle school, so not really anything unusual there, but then that got rolled into my fledgling anime addiction and kept expanding to include all the wonderful Autism that was 2006-7. Really though, it was puberty occurring while my interest in anime was still expanding. The result is now being known as the guy to ask when hentai is involved, despite being terrible at that game nowadays.
>>685261047
Forgot to add so now that I think I'm walking how I use to walk before incident, (before I walked with feet sticking outward for gangsta walk) I'm slowly getting my confidence back and starting to like being in public places again, even though I still have a little bit of social anxity.
>>685261058
Also: ITT, https://youtu.be/03qBqP2I4p8
>>685258004
no clue the story behind this pic, but sometimes death can be a release. not just for the person but the family. I had a friend who's mother suffered for a long time with cancer and when she died they all treated it like a party. They'd all already gotten their tears and grief out of the way so when the day finally came everyone was honestly happy.
hard to imagine, but everyone reacts to death different. I don't see anything wrong with this pic.
>>685261807
taking a picture like that is INCREDIBLY disrespectful to the deceased. how can you not see that?
>>685261984
>Disrespect
>To the Dead
Nigga, unless you that guy's next of kin, you can shut your tits, aight?
>>685261984
that guy isn't dead hes just asleep and has a problem with his pancreas.
>>685261047
*keeping foot straight straight and pushing off.
Can someone answer my question googling this type of shirt gets no results.
>>685261047
My buddy's daughter has the same problem, she's 1 and she keeps stumbling.
You just put one foot in front of the other, should be no problem /b/ro.
>>685261389
sauce?
pls deliver
>>685262197
i didnt say i care, einstein. i was exposing why its disrespectful. next time, take a little more time to think before posting.
Is he kill?
>>685258692
Same here, but I'm slowly getting it all back..
>>685262323
I mean /b/ro like when you push off to walk with the back leg to move forward your pushing off with all your toes right? You know heel strike first then toe off sorry if sound crazy or not making any sense here's a pic.
>>685262417
Only pic I got left of her. Help me out with this?
>>685263120
>>685263120
>landing heel first
it's like you WANT knee and back pain when you grow older...
My mom died when I was 17. Found the body. Prescription overdose. I know she killed herself but no one believes me. After that, orphaned with my two sisters. Little sister in mental hospital for attempted suicide and I had to tell her.
After that, went to live with psychotic aunt who brainwashed us into thinking no one else cared about us.
11 years later and that shit still sticks with me. Severe abandonment issues so I shut everyone out and just work hard. I'm lonely, though.
>>685263799
Ahh anon just look at pic>>685263120
Just answer these. Two questions,
You lead with your back leg not front leg right?
And you push off with all your toes ?
Sorry if I'm sounding weird 2 and a half years with no social contact and just being trapped in my head locked in the house is his making me ask stupid questions
>>685264414
well you need to practice your english, caus I have no idea what you're asking.
>>685264410
cry about it some more.
>>685263619
>>685262417
mandy muse
>>685264414
When you walk your walking with your back leg lets say ur right leg you put all weight in right leg and when that happens it forces the left leg to come forward and then cycle repeats with putting all weight in left leg.
Do you also push off with all your toes. (Talking about the back leg) this the toe off
>>685258004
Some moments are best left to memory. The people that do this are disingenuous as fuck. Shit man I remember seeing a video on 4chan of a redneck family that recorded the moment they carried their terminally ill kid that died in her sleep to the funeral home herse waiting outside the trailer. I mean, why the fuck would you ever want to relive that moment ever.
Fucking idiots man.
>>685264640
When you walk your walking with your back leg lets say ur right leg you put all weight in right leg and when that happens it forces the left leg to come forward and then cycle repeats with putting all weight in left leg.
Do you also push off with all your toes. (Talking about the back leg) this the toe off
>>685263120
>>685261047
You're describing the abnormal gait that's commonly found in autistic people. You sure you're not just autistic?
>>685261047
That is seriously the most beautiful woman I've ever seen....
>>685265944
How would I know? Maybe I don't know , link me where u read about this?
The video that finally changed my life for the better said to push off with your toes, it was a youtube video from a physical therapist, it said if you push of with your toes it stops the sway or shaking in the walk.
>>685258004
I went through so much and in the end I lost all my emotions... found 4chan...
/b/..
Became an arrogant fucking sociopath..
Now everyone is scared of me because I think differently
>>685265944
Wow I just googled it no not walking on my toes anon, I'm saying PUSHING off with my toes.
>>685261047
Holy hell that is a perfect looking woman
>>685266768
It's not literally walking on tip-toes, it's walking with more force towards the ball of your foot and exaggerated hip movements. Which fits what you describe
>>685267231
Can u link this I want to read never even heard of this and I read bout the whole autism walk thing before.
Also doesn't pushing of on the toes counter act exaggerated hip movement?? I'm doing everything leaning forward and all that stuff.
>>685267009
Are you not white?
>>685262417
http://www.youporn.com/watch/11193715/hardx-pornstar-mandy-muse-s-real-and-rough-anal/
>>685263248
ahhh audrey i love hwr
>>685261047
Please post moreeeee
>>685258692
you were probably fucked up before the bullies got to you. that's why they got to you in the first place. if you blame your problems on other people, you will never fix them.
>>685268008
Help plz? Going to bed in 5 mins.
>>685269623
What's her name
>>685264414
why not go for a run. first of all, I can't understand how somebody "forgets" how to walk. were you brain damaged from the drugs you talked about? but it seems to me that an efficient walk would be practiced by jogging and running to train your mind. you don't want to have to be thinking about every step you make. put it into muscle memory by running.
>>685262323
FUCKING KEK
>>685261389
this might actually be the most retarded shit ive ever heard. truly.
>>685263120
If youre thinking this much about how you walk, that's the entire problem. Stop over thinking it or get a psychiatrist
>>685269623
well that pic is ruined. look at her waist on her left. the plastic from the tag is still on the bathing suit.
>>685262588
HOW THE FUCK CAN IT BE DISRESPECTFUL YOU FUCKING TWAT. THEY ARE DEAD. I AM 101.01% SURE THAT THEY COULDN'T GIVE A FLLLYYYING FUCK SINCE THEY ARE.......FUCKING.......D.E.A.D.
are you retarded or something?
>>685270370
you don't understand. you don't understand that you don't understand.
>>685261047
What in the flying fuck are you talking about
>>685270537
I think he developed schizophrenia.
>>685261047
>>685262316
SAUCE NOW PLS
>>685263120
CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW TO WALK. THIS MIGHT JUST BE THE MOST RETARDED THING IVE SEEN /B/ TAKE SERIOUSLY EVER. PUT ONE FOOT DOWN. THEN PUT THE NEXT ONE INFRONT OF IT. REPEAT. TA FUCKING DA. YOU ARE DOING A BASIC ACTION THAT 99.9999999999% OF PEOPLE ARE EXPECTED TO DO.
>>685270085
I just forgot I woke up and everything felt "manual" for those 2 and half years I walked "manual" not automatic. I guess it's becuase I didn't push off on the toes.
This last two months I think everything feels normal now every since i started pushing off with toes I just wanna be assured from the other anons if I'm doing it right.
>>685261047
You are literally retarded
>>685264698
gotta love /b/
>>685270762
Just kill yourself instead
>>685270724
jailyne ojeda
I dont know what is going on in this thread. But I am dieing of laughter
>>685270737
mental illness can effect how you walk. I think he developed schizophrenia in that he suddenly had to start thinking about something our minds do for us easily. when he consciously thought about his walk, it came off wierd and people thought he was gay. this is because a lot of gay people have mental illness and they just connected the two.
>>685270779
my reaction too. this sounds like actual mental retardation.
>>685270779
>>685270962
Im thinking the special ed class is on the computers again. They just stumbled on to /b/
>>685270762
I feel for ya man. I think you may have some deeper issues than just your walk. I would suggest talking to somebody about it. is there anything else that has changed besides your walk?
Growing up in a household where my mom would physically and verbally abuse my father really fucked me up mentally. My mom is a psychotic bipolar bitch and my dad has clinical depression but he's so poor that he can't do anything about it.
From the time I was 10 until I went to college they each had weekly custody over my brother and me which fucking sucked. Going from a house in the middle of nowhere with my emotionless poverty-stricken father to my mother's various rental houses was a developmental train wreck. Now I can't sleep in the same bed for more than a week, I always feel the need to move my furniture around, and I grew up believing that it was okay for women to hit and scream at men. I just recently realized that that's not something people normally do.
Now I need to fix myself because I was born into a family who never actually wanted children, my parents only had kids because my grandmother on my mom's side is insane and she demanded grandchildren, yet every time she visits us she complains that we're too shy and quiet but we're like that because we were raised to be submissive and to obey all of my mother's fucking crazy rules.
I don't even care if anyone reads this, I have no one to talk to and I just want to dump this out.
>>685270762
jeez guy i thought you were just overly self conscious about ur walk, you actually forgot? see a doctor you tripped yourself retarded
>>685264640
Here, have the better one.
>>685258004
>>685261047
Forgets how to walk, analzes it to death.
Just fucking walk bro. Do math in your head as you walk, it keeps the autistic part of your brain occupied.
>>685271122
Just tell me this... Do your toes push you off in the last cycle of gait, that's all I wanna know, so I can go to sleep.
>>685270762
i'm kind of worried that you don't realize that you might actually be autistic. "i didnt push off the toes" what the fuck does that mean. how are you about to ask other people if you are walking right holy shit.
like come the fuck on man.
>>685262588
>>685262588
You didn't expose shit, faggot. You said it was disrespectful with no supporting argument. All you did was spout a retarded opinion.
>>685271305
see I have to stand up and walk around a bit because I don't e en think about it.....
not exactly. I just k7nda roll the ball of my foot until my other foot comes down. my toes just stabilize.
>>685261047
>>685271375
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9jt4d_828g
Skip to 1.06 this what I mean by toes. Fuck man this would be easier Irl.
>>685261389
10/10 ass m8
It started to go wrong when Lincoln and his rich cronies attempted to gain pecuniary advantage by preventing honest people from using domestic animals to perform labour. The negroids that people kept as service animals performed labour intensive tasks better than early industrial machinery, thus big stock owners had a financial advantage. By allowing the negroid to run free and infest human society, it has been fundamentally altered from a useful domestic service and companion animal, even a pet to some, to a dangerous form of parasitic vermin. By imbuing it with human characteristics we have encouraged young people to emulate its animalistic behaviour. At this stage the only (long term) solution is the total eradication of all negroidal species.
>>685271375
you can't develop autism later in life. it becomes obvious at around 4 or 5. this guy was an otherwise normal guy into his teens.
it's a different mental illness or damage.
>>685258004
Walking is basically falling and catching yourself over and over. Its more complicated than you think. I can understand how an autistic /b/tard could fuck it up.
>>685271672
>>685271704
>>685271512
>>685271252
This what I mean
>>685271614
>>685271614
listen dude. this walking thing is a symptom of a bigger, deeper problem. address that.
>>685271672
How to you know he was normal? Because he said so? For all we know he always walked like some fag whore his entire life and someone pointed it out to him.
OMG!! DID HE DIED?
>>685271614
alright: now that I know that....how the fuck were you walking? how do you not walk like this...
>>685258004
When I was first introduced to soda.
>>685271808
he talked about the changes that happened, that he had friends that he would smoke weed with. autistic people will never make friends that they can then loose. you are right that there is something deeper going on, it's just not autism is all.
>>685258004
>Where did it all go wrong, /b/?
We're going forward much too fast. Before technology (tv, internet) should have spread around the word, we would have needed education.
>>685271131
>Tripped yourself retarded
My sides are gone
>>685271808
schizophrenia begins around late teens, early 20s. it can be more pronounced or "triggered" by an event or drugs. his story really sounds like that.
>>685271962
Autism is a spectrum. Some autistic people seem almost normal kids pre-puberty but as kids develop into young adults, the autistic ones can have trouble with the more complex relationships of young adulthood and become isolated from their peers. It looks like they "develop" autism.
>>685259985
So you'd pretty much have gay sex in front of your dying dad? That's fucked up dude.
>>685271839
I dint push off with toes because b4 I found video I read that guys walk on heels and girls walk on toes, I looked up difference between women and man walk and that's were shit got worse.
>>685271808
Because the type of lifestyle I lived a guy who walks gay can't be in, or would get beat up for trying to fit part and made fun of daily.. Like I said my life was ok till that day and now things are getting better.
>>685271808
schizophrenia has a way of mixing up signals in the brain and shutting down parts that we use without thinking. his disease may have shut down the part of the brain that controls his walk.
>>685271614
Post a vid of you walking. We must see it now.
>>685272235
what happened right before this whole walking thing?
>>685272368
This.
Walk for us anon
>>685272235
you have certified that you are actually an utter retard. i literally cannot handle this. the worst is that you dont even understand that you are retarded.
YOU SAID YOU WALKED NORMALLY BEFORE? NOW YOU ARE SAYING YOU LEARNED TO WALK FROM SOME OTHER IDIOT.
i cannot handle this.
this shit needs to be archived. I have truly never seen something so utterly retarded on b before.
>>685258692
>mmos?
wat dis?
>>685272235
So pretty much being lost and tryna find myself again I never pushed off with toes which gave the gay walk.
Now that I'm doing what the guy says in the video these last two months have been great I'm just slowly building myself back up
>>685272368
How do I do it on ipad?
>>685272431
Typical nigger being a nigger doing nigger things basically.
>>685258004
Was born to junkies. both died of AIDS. Never hat a fucking chance.
>>685259985
this
>>685262222
Quads well spent
>>685272592
Sigh well besides the insults and anons thinking I'm schizoid I'm gonna go to bed I think I got my answers. All ima say is this I finally know what it like to be a popular person people respected invited to party's and being a loser people make fun of on the daily
I know now what SOME people of /b/ go through on the daily. Sometimes I think this is karma for being a human piece of shit. Those 2 years I learned what it was to be the guy everybody fucked with. I'm just glad I think I finally got my walking back.
The God.
Freshman year of hs I had it pretty good, I would bully the faggots like you guys. Then sophomore year came and my parents put me in some gay fucking charter school, lost all my childhood friends, made online friends, jerked off way too much. Junior year I tried making friends but most "friends" would use me for rides or just Bc I had money, around February of my junior year I tried to kill myself by poppin some pills and just ended up waking up the next day covered in vomit.
After that cowardly act I decided to stop being a pussy and just try to live my life, I switched back to my old school from freshman year and finished the school year (was still pretty shitty)
Over summer I got back into football and made my old friends back and shit started going well for me again. Still wasn't as cool as freshman year and I learned to not bully all the faggots because I realized it sucked cock to be bullied all the time.
Senior year started, I stopped giving fucks about other people and pretty much had little emotions and would try anything. Then went into October and decided to say fuck it and talk to this cutie, went to a haloween party with her, got drunk as shit, talked about our feelings and other gay shit shit and didn't even touch eachother, and things just escalated over the years with her and somehow she's my fiancé.
Graduated highschool didn't know what the fuck to do, hated living with family, joined army, now I'm getting paid to sit on my ass and build a few radio towers here and there.
Pretty proud of how I overcame all of this and am now pretty happy. For all you pussy ass fuckers who still aren't happy just start taking chances and something will come out of it
I am currently 19. Everything went to shit when I was 17, but the decline started when I was a horny 13 year old boy looking for weird shit on the internet.
>Be 13, started browsing /b/ for porn and gore
>14, started getting into tranny porn, browsing /d/ often, and fapping to gore threads
>15, realized I was bi, start experimenting with anal, get off to men and women
>16, first date with a guy.
>17, lost my virginity to a guy
>Start thinking I might be trans
>My only close friend (female) spent all of her time on tumblr so she encouraged me 100%
>Talk about it all the time
Looking back on it, I think if I didn't have a friend that encouraged all the stupid shit I thought back then this might have just been a phase I would've moved past...
>I get sucked into all this crazy tranny logic and start thinking that if I don't transition immediately I'll be an unpassable hun forever
>One night I find my mom's adderall prescription
>I literally think to myself "Oh I'll take one to help with studying"
>Realize I felt fucking amazing and wanted more
>Took two more
>They were 30mg tablets each (I had no previous usage prior to this occasion and I actually overdosed during this)
>Go into the bathroom feeling like a fabulous motherfucker
>I start staring in the mirror for 3 hours until I've nitpicked every last detail of myself
>Decided I hate being a boy and that I've looked up enough about orchiectomies to do it myself
>>685275079
>Go into my garage at 2am put bands around my testes and castrate myself
>Bands slip off, nearly bleed to death
>Scream for my mom, she takes me to nearest hospital, she's traumatized
>Lost more than half of my blood, heart rate was close to 200 bpm
>Soon after, at my request the family pretends like it never happened
>Order estrogen from europe
>Taking it for months, but the moment I started growing titties I suddenly chickened out
>Realized I wasn't ever trans, I just really like men and my only gay friends were tumblrinas that think being trans is a fucking game and that being "Genderfluid" is real
>Live without hormones for over a year being a unmotivated sack of shit
>Just got on testosterone a month ago and I feel like my old self
>Excersicing, having motivation/a life, going out more often, more creative
>Still have slight man titties (Btw do any /fit/ bros know of good exercises for lessing chest/manboob fat?)
>Cry about 30% of the time I watch gay porn because balls [spoiler]trigger my ptsd[/spoiler]
>Life is better but I have to live with being a eunuch
I'm a fucked up dude.
I expect no sympathy, I'm to blame for being crazy, I just wish I had a time machine to warn myself sometimes.
>>685269164
Kek, so naive.
I was bullied in middle school because my nose grow before my face and I was a skinny as fuck queer unable to physically defend himself. I also was ugly and poor. Everytime I stand for myself I was beat up. Also my older brother hated my until we finish adolescence so he abuse me with his shitty friends they lock me in wardrobes,hit me, insult and stuff and my mom didn't ever do shit because she is weak AF and my father died long time ago. I developed severe social anxiety, panic attacks, depression and diagnosed bipolar disorder.
I'm much better now and in my way to been a normie but still not there.
Sometimes you take shit without any fold specifically when you're a kid. And can only star to fix yourself when you're adult and mature enough but it's not a one day thing. Other things you can't fix like the bipolarity
>>685273848
the comments blamed her too. lulz were had.
>>685258004
As soon as millennials hit their teens.
