Feels threads are just not holding on tonight. Let's try this again.
>>684742403
i dont know how to break up with my gf...
Its been 3 years
>>684742514
Honesty is the best policy. It might work.
Do it man. Don't live a life of regret like I am now.
>>684742514
Don't be a bitch just tell her why you're no longer happy and assure her that at one point you were friends. Go back to being that for the sake of not hurting each other.
This one hits me hard
Im 24. And I am still in college (due to taking a year off, and a couple of semesters in which I wasnt full time while I figured out what I wanted to do). Studying engineering. Feel like I should have already been done by now. So that eats at me. I also constantly feel inadequate. Like I am not going to be able to succeed at school. That I am in over my head (despite never having failed a class). I also fear that if I even manage to get out of school I will somehow manage to not be succesful in my given field, that I will just look dumb, that I will again be in over my head. I have no idea why I think this way. Its not like I dont have a good support system around me.
>>684743592
Yeah..... super sad.... especially the part that i couldn't read.
in love with my best friends girl, she admitted she had feelings for me first but she still wont breakup with her bf for me
does anyone have that comic that's about like a guy whose grandkids come around and ask about the computer, and then he opens the old gal up hoping that 4chan is still there or something and it isn't?
that one hits me right where i live, it was really popular in these threads maybe four or five years ago. it may have been since, but i haven't been in one of these in that long.
i'd love to read through it again right now, as a 28 year old, about nine beers deep expecting my first child in a couple of months.
i hope it's out there. and i hope you guys are doing alright tonight.
>>684744479
How long have you been friends?
>>684745174
>internet neckbeard
>had kids
my older brother got diagnosed with diabetes last night. hes at the hospital still in the intensive care unit. they cant regulate his blood sugar. i feel really sad and dont know what to do.
I cry everytiem
>>684745634
Maybe get off /b and go to the hospital
Donald Trump will probably be our next president. Smh
>>684745634
Damn dude, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope everything turns out for the best.
>>684745174
The only problem is that this place is a hell hole.
>>684745174
thanks, man. i really do appreciate that.
this was my favorite back then and it holds up to me now.
you know, i sold a screenplay a few years ago that i wrote based on this comic in a way, but it was set in a video store in the early 2010s when they all died out.
so, this one has a special place in my heart.
again, thanks, anon.
>>684745881
Sorry, not sorry Eduardo
>>684742403
I feel those feel threads. Everything good can't last. My bf/fwb just told me I'm not going to see blink 182 with her because her bf is going. Super bummed.
I have feels but they are too real and I don't want to share. I'm 18 and haven't cried since I was 16 and I was crying on saturday. Fuck feels
>>684742403
I fucked up my entire life, don't have the balls to an hero. Depression's a bitch.
>>684746201
Anytime.
>>684746513
You might feel better if you talk about it.
>>684745860
visiting hours are closed dude. its like 12:30am and hes ICU.
>>684746125
i do too man. doc said hes gonna have to be on insulin for the rest of his life. i dont think theres any "getting better" in his future. im afraid hes going to give up on himself and not take care of himself.
>>684746519
>>684746519
How could you have possibly fucked your WHOLE life up
>>684742403
I have become Hank hill.
>>684747492
Exactly this. Logically, you did not fuck up your whole life because you don't know what the future holds. Stay up. You can still change your life. There is no point in looking at the past and telling yourself that you're a failure because there isn't anything you can do to change it. So why the fuck would you focus on it? Look towards the future and try your best to be happy. I know it's depression and that's a bitch, but you got this.
How about some music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJby2fs0SQI
My fiance is leaving me for a youtuber. Apparently because he is funnier and more social than I and better looking. They started off streaming, then skyping. I should have known since we started separating more and more over the phone. By the way I am in another state securing a living space for us at the moment, but I guess I'm not at all what she wanted in a person... I don't know if I should drink or not. only thing racing in my head was when she called me hers and claimed me for her life. Advice on what to do? Not sure if an heroing is an option.
>>684745634
I'm diabetic /b/. Have had it for almost 10 years now. The beginning is always the worst man trust me. All it means now is that he can't be a fattard now or else he'll lose a limb, but I heard it's the easiest way to lose weight so it's not too bad
>>684748998
Out of curiosity, what youtuber?
>>684746865
I'm 20 and doing fine bro. Dont worry about him.
I've got a better version of >>684743592
>>684749665
I don't want to disclose his name. I honestly don't know myself on what his yoututbe name is. I just thought it was some guy who does commentary or something and that it was cool that they were friends, but never thought it would end like this.
>>684748998
Well I'd say that you should let the pain of the situation have it's moment, maybe drink some if you think it will help, get wasted one or two times. And then pull your shit together and realize that you just dodged a bullet. Because I mean honestly, she sounds like a pretty shallow girl to me if she's really leaving you because of those reasons, and she would have just been wasting your time by breaking up with you/divorcing you for some other reason further down the line. I can tell by the way you told us what happened that you already don't need our help to get past this and move on. You're going to get through it man, just keep pushing through it and in time the pain will slowly lessen and disappear. And then eventually you'll find a girl who actually IS meant for you and not so shallow.
>>684748998
Stay headstrong bro. Get through it however you need to, Then pick yourself up. My best advice is try to find a hobby. I run daily to get my thoughts out and it keeps me healthy too. Keep your chin up and remember that an heroing is never an option. Should you do it, you wasted thousands of years of your ancestors working their asses off for you to be where you are now, don't let that be in vain.
>>684750990
He's on point.
>pic for contribution
About to graduate from highschool I've never had a gf ...does it get better /b/
>inb4 19
>>684751944
>Implying a kissless virgin high school graduate is in anyway abnormal or weird
You have nothing to worry about
>>684751944
People lie and over report sex in HS. College is different, everyone gets laid.
>>684743592
>>684752745
Really? I've been really depressed about this ... I feel like i didn't get to experience this shit enough I'm probably more sad that I don't have friends and I'm 19
>on my last day of school I walked home by myself
>>684753109
I don't care about sex I just wanted someone that cared about me or atleast pretended too
>>684753253
The worst thing you can do is beat yourself up over it. Focus on other stuff besides wanting to get a girl or whatever; hobbies (so long as they're not too autistic), working out, etc.
>>684750990
The reasons I disclosed is what I think she is leaving me for. I honestly don't know all I know is that they talk on skype more than we do. I used to be the one to call her at night to tell her goodnight. She would call to give me a good morning. One day she didn't do either, the day I had it was when she told me "hey I need you to hang up so I can call someone" after we havent had a chat for an ENTIRE WEEK. I asked who she was calling and sure enough it was that fucker. I told her that I was happy they were friends and all but that I missed her and that I wanted my time with her.She pretty much said fine like it was her job to be with me, or I was some burden and continued to message him on the same phone we used to talk, so I could hear every message vibrate. During it all she was just so snappy. I don't know what I was thinking at this point but I logged in to her skype, since I pretty much knew how she thought, and their messages are full of flirty and gushy stuff that got to me especially some pictures of her in revealing dresses... they skyped on average of 4 hours a day. and for the past 3 weeks it was him who gave her the last call. I'm going to end it with her tomorrow, I had it all planned out so to the point we move in together on her birthday.. sorry if this is too long of a text. I just don't know what to feel or do. I definitely apologies if it makes no sense either.
OC
>>684744163
What, all of it
>>684743945
You have to try your absolute best to live and breathe the mindset of "One step at a time."
If you can truly achieve that state of mind I promise you will go far. Even if you never accomplish anything. This game isn't about winning, mate. It's about the happiness, fear, sadness, and unfathomable joy that you have to relish in any and every chance you have to catch it, hold on to it for a moment, then let it go while you are reaching for the next one.
One step at a time, bud.
Also here is a picture of an armadillo walking in front of my guard shack that had no fucks to give. I even walked up and nudged the little bastard. Bastardillo.
>>684753253
Please listen to this song. Everything will be fine.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VA8hzUDXvtk
OP abandoning thread for the night. Goodnight everyone and see y'all later.
>>684745881
Statue of Heraclitus? Even if he does, I remain skeptical of anything significant happening because of it.
>>684747964
It's is illogical to assume with any certainty that your "whole life" will extend beyond the present or even near future.
My ex girlfriend just got cheated on by her boyfriend and I wanna be the guy that swoops in to scoop her off her feet but I was an asshole to her because I didn't know how to handle my emotions well enough.
>>684755124
Just know you won't be the only one trying to swoop de woop.
>>684745881
Bernie fag here
I have found peace knowing the witch will not have it her way for once
>>684754407
HeraCLITus
No idea why my sides are in orbit
>>684755555
Jesus christ my first quints and I shitposted. Time for bed.
>>684753554
Oh, well she still seems incredibly shallow from what you just told me, actually even more so than I originally thought. She sounds like a cheater waiting to happen, man. I know it sucks having to end things like this after having planned so much out, but you're making the right decision I think. She's clearly not smart enough to see what she had with you, you deserve someone better who will actually appreciate you. Sometimes things just don't go as expected, people disappoint you by showing you who they really are. But it's like I said before, you're going to get through this alright man, you already know what you have to do and have prepared to do it. But try to take comfort in the fact that this isn't a completely bad experience. It's no doubt taught you a lot about yourself and about other people, and it saved you from what would have turned out to be a bad relationship. Keep your head above water, man.
>>684755631
I think I know why, anon. He's known as the weeping philosopher. Pre-Socratic.
>>684754202
Thanks it helped alot
Im 24. And I am still in college (due to taking a year off, and a couple of semesters in which I wasnt full time while I figured out what I wanted to do). Studying engineering. Feel like I should have already been done by now. So that eats at me. I also constantly feel inadequate. Like I am not going to be able to succeed at school. That I am in over my head (despite never having failed a class). I also fear that if I even manage to get out of school I will somehow manage to not be succesful in my given field, that I will just look dumb, that I will again be in over my head. I have no idea why I think this way. Its not like I dont have a good support system around me.
>>684755675
I'm just sad, angry, confused and scared. I never trusted anyone in so long like this before. I just don't know what to do, I don't understand how it all flipped. Maybe you are right i'll just drink some of it off and hopefully not soak my bed in vomit again.
>>684756256
Copypasta?
>>684743945
Better not be copypasta. I replied to you, man.
/b/ why dothe people you most love leave you behind? knowing they had you? do they become bored? do they not like the thought of being settled? I'm confused I gave my all to women, it seemed like the best ones were when I gave no shits and this was towards the less attractive ones. Is it me? or is it the way things are?
>>684745174
A romantic display of this spermculture.
4 chan is toxic, hurtfull and dangerous to the soul. Especially if you are here 24/7.
The anonimity is amazing for example, but also fks with your brain.
>>684756416
I don't know man, some things just happen that you have no control over. It's not like it was your fault, it's hers. Shit happens all the time, and there are things that you can just never really plan for. I know it's going to take a while for you to recover from this, and it's going to be hard as hell, but you WILL recover from this, man. You WILL recover, and you'll be a better person for it. Just let the pain have its moment, and then take back control of your life.
>>684757448
Then why do I feel like I belong only when I'm here, anon? This site can't be too bad.
>>684757247
The people you love the most feel their own way anon, they dont realise the amount of love youre actually giving them, and they never will. Youll find someone who does though, trust me
>>684742514
Its alright anon, your not happy and you should let them know how you feel.
Guys does cutting yourself actually do anything I've never done it and I've always felt it was more an attention thing
>>684748998
I have a similar situation and I fear that this will happen to me.
So met a girl online, we hit it off well for the first few weeks. Apparently I'm the only one who treats her with respect and care. Mostly because I only wanted her as a friend, but she began to have really strong feelings for me to the point where we call everyday. Recently she got in contact with her favorite youtuber. They skype today 2 min after we got on the phone, she seemed so happy and open and wild. She told me they talked about cats and inappropriate stuff. I don't know. I feel threatened by this and I want an honest opinion what is my chance of staying with her? btw im broke and she only loves the way I make her feel. idk what that means.
>>684759020
Yes. I would never recommend you try it.
>>684759020
Adrenaline rush
>>684759020
It's for cowards and degenerates. Fuck cutting
>>684742514
post nudes
>>684760525
Thats a bold statement. How do you justify it?
>>684744567
Worst fucking advice ever.
>>684759020
It hurts and makes you bleed thats it so if you get pleasure from that go for it
I would actually recommend not doing it though cause someone will definitely see the marks no matter how hard you try to cover them up
>>684744567
Worst fucking advice ever
One of my best friends died a few days ago and i cant stop thinking about him. Every time i feel like im done crying like a little bitch something happens or some faggot texts me asking about it and im dead inside all over again. I texted his phone last night knowing i wouldnt get a response, and instead of giving me a sense of closure all it made me do was cry. None of the numerous family members that have passed have away over the years have even drawn a tear out of me, but this kid was 19 and it just makes it so fucking painful.
>>684750493
Fuck just got left by my girl and this hits so hard
>>684744567
fuck you
>>684760725
By cutting, you establish you have no control over your life. You show that a knife, and yourself, can do more damage to you than anything ever could. You waste your skin, creating ugly lines across your skin that make you look like a torture victim, in the name of emotional maturity. You are willing to sacrifice dignity, respect, and sense of self worth, and for what? You're just a bit uglier, with more pain than you started out with. Instead of seeking help, you turn the knife towards you. Instead of calling a suicide prevention hotline, getting counseling, focusing on other things, getting your life back in shape, you decide hurting yourself MORE is the correct answer because you think no real solutions are effective. It's the most disgustingly pointless and inhumane act of all time, perverted to the point in which most people who do cut themselves are addicted to the "rush" of pain. If you'd rather feel pain than solve your problems, you should just fucking kill yourself.
i want to give up but i dont have a reason to, yet, i don't have a reason to move forward either. i have no motivation to advance on my career and my depression is only getting worse. im stuck inbetween with no push from either side to mentally lead me to a conclusion. The worst part is that i have no one to talk to so everything just bottles up and its only a matter of time before i lose control.
wat do /b/
>>684761582
That seems like you written out of anger over actual critical thinking and facts. Why are you so angry?
>>684762306
you can always talk to us anon, I know personally exactly how you feel, like theres nothing ahead to work for and theres nothing you can go back to doing. shits fucking painful
>>684761210
fuck im sorry man, what happened?
>>684762306
to all of you who feel that your situation is too much. to those who want to end it and call it a day. remember this.
the strength and iron will of humanity brought you to this moment. every single one of your ancestors, our ancestors, brought you here through sheer force of will. the will to survive. the will to be better, stronger, harder and smarter. the will to master their world. they bent water, fire and stone to their will and bound the very planet beneath their feet to the sole end that you could be here today. that you could be alive to feel the pain you are feeling. that you might look up from this planet and forge our future in the stars. their strength and their suffering is bound in your blood. my blood. the blood that runs through the veins of every human being on this rock. you are the cumulative product of millions of years of strength. you are an adapted, dynamic and terrifying force of nature. you have the inherent ability to dream, to work and to bring the world to it's knees. you can understand and exact that iron will in order to aid, or to destroy. never underestimate your strength. never underestimate the biological marvel that is you. you are a product of the stars. a direct descendant of the most powerful bodies in the universe.
don't end your life before your time. humanity needs you. you need to pass on the fire in your blood. the fire in your mind. you have a goddamn job to do. don't you dare abandon us.
>>684762619
Because emo's are the fucking scum of this Earth. I dated one once, and all she ever did was use me to make her feel better. She cut herself regularly for attention, and cheated on me with two other guys. Fuck emos, fuck cutting, and fuck cheating whores. The world doesn't deserve this much suffering, emo's deserve it all.
>>684761170
I'm sorry for your loss.
>>684763014
I don't think cutting, cheating and generally being a shit person is exclusively an emo thing. I know plenty of not emo people who hurt themselves or have suicidal thoughts that are very serious, Just like i know plenty of normal people who are fucking useless and complete fucks.
>>684763042
it actually means so much more coming from anon instead of someone in real life who is just trying to feel important or talk about how they knew him. Thank you.
>>684761170
SORRY ANON...
>>684762969
wow...thanks anon..
>>684742403
barechestedness
>>684749484
he wasnt even fat. the beetus actually made him lose 40 pounds in like a month.
>>684753383
I get it man. 18 in college myself. No GF. Dont worry. you'll find someone
i found out my mom has brain cancer today. she now has it in 3 places. i really dont wanna lose the only person I confide in,
>>684742514
As others have said, you must end the relationship. Do it for yourself, don't be afraid of being single, don't be afraid of how he(kek) might react to it. I was stuck in a relationship with a girl I wasn't in love with for 6 years and I was miserable. I wish it would have ended sooner even now.
Be a man, be strong. End the relationship and move on. You'll feel so much better in the long run.
>>684744163
Hearty chuckle, thanks.
