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feels thread
>>684519950
>>684520008
>>684520044
FEELS BAD MAN
>>684521047
Jesus fucking Christ
>>684521047
This is the worst
>>684521047
Holding back tears bro.
>be me circa 2012
>loser, burden on everyone, on probation for b and e
>sister in law is tired of me mooching
>makes up a story about me molesting my niece
>police
>probation revoked prison for two years
> sex charges dropped
> working hard, build a life
>fall in love, get married
>morgage, dog, job, cars, wife
Lifesgood.jpg
>arrested at a parole visit one day (acing parole, fines and fees paid so far ahead they dont even ask)
>sex charge is back
>facing thirty five to life, on a charge that guarantees conviction regardless of evidence
>》wife sent me picture related today while I was at work
Im so scared.
>>684520044
these bitches got super troopers and a crossword game? fucking ungrateful whores
>>684521489
Fuck outta here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j0naRFSK2hQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fSX13jgRxI4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8Mjmbmjy_Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvIGgN-McsY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppzTFgwZxhc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXHHASilBRw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p2qgEl4KWB4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_heR2ekoxI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_pLV94telg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kKVWknupeI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQZryuPliQ0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52Gg9CqhbP8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9PQuFLz7WQU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUO-sRLotOI
I remember listening to this in like my freshman year of high school
yeah I was that emofag in high school...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJUz1yit8Us
accurately me*
>>684523066
Just reminded me of a few loose ends.
>>684523066
Well, your gonna be in prison for the rest of your life anywho...
Kill everyone.
>>684524091
I need to make ten grand in the next two weeks for a decent attorney to pick it up before pretrial. Im fucked. Literally one witness statement, and zero anything else is going to send me away forever.
>>684519829
>date girl for a year
>convinced I found my soul mate
>move away
>stay in the relationship for a bout 4 months
>finally break and decide I can't put up with Long distance
>meet girl
>was in 5th and 6th grade class together
>she admits she had a huge crush on me
>get drunk and wake up next to her
>start talking
>week passes
>make plans to hang out after I get off work
>get off work
>"hey femanon, I'm home and showered so when do you wanna hang?"
>20 mins pass
>oh I'm at my friends house and I got drunk and I can't leave now (cause D.U.I.)
>"that's ok I guess it's cool."
>you can come over here if you want
>her friend calls me and tells me to come over and drink with them
>yeahsureok.jpg
>friends brother is being a total douche to me all night
>femanon seems genuinely uninterested the whole night
>get up next morning and leave
>I feel so sad
>why do I have to be so soft
>>684523493
only one of this is actualy lisenable
>>684524563
Dude, open more lines of credit, get a loan, sell your car, fuck, whatever you have to do to get an attorney fucking do it. I had to essentially wreck my credit to make sure I had a lawyer for my divorce, but it was worth it to get access to my son. Your married, with a baby on the way, and innocent, so take a hit now and get that attorney, you know you don't want to miss all of that.
Dumping as much as i can. if i can make someone feel something and not be as numb as me, maybe ill feel a bit better about myself. maybe, i'll feel something.
stop spamming with cringe pics and let anons share their own stuff...
>>684525611
I feel defeated already. How can this happen. How can I risk leaving my wife with nothing?
Am i alone even if feels thread? did the only source of solace and companionship i had left, abandoned me as well?
>>684525976
Fuck you anon
>>684526104
>>684526403
K, ill stop posting. sorry.
>>684521489
get the fuck out anon im feeling rn
>>684523066
hang in there anon... im feeling for you
>>684525976
i don't get it
>>684525611
this. please anon do it.
>>684526878
>>684526997
>>684526475
I mean, im not más, i said it because i started crying for your post
I love you all, specially you for interacting with me
>>684527118
>>684526857
Alright, im going to man up. I dont know how, but im going to do it.
>>684527250
if you guys are enjoying these I can keep dumping
>>684527472
>>684525914
I wish i had this image years ago. I could have explained that im not worth it.
>>684526764
His best friend died and they are standing next to his grave. the girl is his soldier so he is supposed to act strong and not show weakness next to her, but he can't. shit was heart break even for a cartoon. guess you had to see it to fully get the punch of it.
>>684527472
>feels thread
>enjoying
>>684527472
keep it up plz
>>684523066
you win anon. hang in there
>>684527472
Keep it up foo I almost felt something
>>684527592
>>684527853
I want you guys to make me feel harder.
>>684527906
>>684525809
my feels are broken...
>>684527965
DAT BOI
>>684527472
this was literally my birthday the other day except my mom just left the cake out for me because she couldn't bear to look at me...
>>684526963
This is oddly relaxing for me
>>684527965
MODS
>>684527965
fuck you
>>684527198
Didn't hear those words in so long my heart skipped a bit when i read em. Thank you so much.
I love you too bro, no homo. and you sound like if anyone isn't interacting with you he is just losing a great friend and a rare, special person.
>>684528149
>>684527612
What is the name of the show
>>684527472
The only sad thing about this one is that you people are posting it here
>>684528275
>>684527954
>>684528134
oh good another one
;-;
>>684528390
>>684528282
Full metal alchemist brotherhood.
or, FMAB in short. it's a great show even for a cartoon, rated very high on imdb. only like 50 episodes long, if you're looking for something good to watch you should definitely give it a try. it's one of my personal favorites and i'm not even a weeb or something.
>>684528444
Ban these trips
fucking faggot
>>684528455
>>684528134
Just know that when you come on /b/ your on the same level as us and have people who actually like you
>>684528585
goddamnit
>>684527965
good god, confusion and horned up.
also what do these drawings mean?
>>684528585
starting to run out of sad
some other sadbro come and supplement me
>>684526354
Love you
>>684527263
i dont know where you will be anon but i wish you luck man
>>684528889
>>684528994
>>684529118
>>684528134
its ok anon we are here for you
>>684529118
>this normie bullshit on my feels thread
>>684529174
>>684529375
>>684529359
I don't see you contributing, nigger
The best feels greentext guys. heres a long ass greentext that will break you.
>>684525809
Sometimes I really fucking hate women. The cunt could've been a decent person and apologized in the message, bet even that woulda been enough to keep them in line.
contrilbuting more
>>684527853
I'd actually prefer that. Since I was a kid I wished matrix style gaming would become a reality. I now know it won't happen in my life time; if at all. However, this renewed interest in VR is amazing. It's putting us on the right track. If I'm going to die alone, I'd rather experience the simulation of a interesting life experience while I wait for my peace.
>>684528134
ayy lmao shits going to be alright. keep on keepin
>>684529879
wait mb i didnt mean to troll i thought this was legit feels
>>684528262
Can't remember the last time someone said they love me, everyone is so senile these days.
feels really bad https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxlj4Tk83xQ
>>684529886
i wish that videogames were real man, pokemon being real would be the best. that way you would always have friends who would never leave you. always would defend you, always would fight for you. we just dont have that normally...
>>684529535
>>684529663
>>684527433
>>684527118
>>684526997
>>684526963
>>684526878
>>684526805
>>684526704
>>684528275
>>684528390
>>684528455
>>684529174
these really made me feel plz keep it up
>>684529944
Yeah, sure.. i probably just didn't notice or anything.. guess i wasn't that focused in the past few years.
>>684529942
There was a time this hit me like a train. not that hard anymore because i stopped feeling and became numb but it's still an atom bomb in feel threads in my opinion.
>>684519829
I worked out until I could barely move today...but I still don't think I've really made that much of a change. I want to lose more....
dumping hard anons you are making me feel
>>684529690
Actually read this a few hours ago. Still depressed as fuck and now i cant sleep worth shit
>>684530137
fuck man, thanks
idk why but that made tonight slightly more bearable
>>684530509
glad someone feels the same as me, love you anons (homo all the way /b/ros)
Anyone else emotionally dead, and here hoping to spark any kind of feeling?
>>684530154
well there goes any remaining hope i had
how should i do it, /b/?
>>684530576
np
>>684525748
Please share more on my kik : emptyglassofwhiskey I need a friend fo
A few years back I was over in Iraq with a bestfriend. We just done patrols around Al Rashid in Baghdad. We went into the army together but he was just following me. We made a pit stop to stretch our legs and look around a bit and I asked him to grab my cigarettes from the vehicle. The next thing is a massive explosion, an IED detonated under the vehicle. That should've been me. My best friend is now deaf and missing his legs from thigh down. He lives with me now since his wife left him. Every morning I wakeup reminded of this. I no longer smoke. Every morning I help him to the bathroom while saving to help him get nerve impulse prosthetic legs. The army does nothing aside from a therapist that tries to tell him many people without legs live a full life.
>>684525748
For a while*
this one hit me hard the first time i saw it
Yeah so I think my girlfriend is finally leaving me. She always threatens this when we fight but my b gut tells me this is it. It's funny because I acually don't care at all I almost enjoy this feeling.
The only thing is we have a son together and I love him very much, she's also told me that if we do break up she would move to Arizona because my mom is willing to take them in.
Thing is I don't want to lose my son I don't care if she leaves and moves to AZ and tell my family how bad I am. I don't want to lose my son he means the world to me.
I'm not sure how to feel on one hand I want to get rid of this controlling bitch but I also don't want to lose my son.
It feels good to let this out...
>>684530998
it's not your fault
>talking to girl
>we live kind of far so we dont see each other that much
>in love with her
>she says the same thing essentially about me
>whenever i try to see her or want to see her she never can
>yet always out with her friends
>drove several hours to the beach on tuesday
>drove all the way to florida for spring break
>drives around to visit her friends at colleges around the state
>goes to concerts all over all the time
>goes out to clubs with her friends
>but she never has any time to see me
i havent seen her in 5 months
>>684523066
I wish you, your wife, and your unborn child good luck
>>684530998
its not your fault anon. hes alive man, you working hard for him makes up for it. im sure he realizes what you are doing man. we are here for you
>>684530154
That's... annoyingly accurate.
>>684521047
Actually crying. Fuck man. Fuck.
These types of threads are exactly why I stopped giving a fuck about women.
Let her go, /b/. Fuck her. Let her become the victim of her own stupidity, and DON'T YOU DARE try to save or clean up after her. She didn't deserve you.
>>684530689
fuuuckkk dude. My old dog died two years ago and this just hit me hard...
>pic related. Her last day.
>>684527954
Could write an essay on this. It's like art. The nuances. A masterpiece
>>684531687
oh fuck I know this all too well
>>684531687
I'm samefagging but I don't mind.
>Tfw you would rather call in sick and watch anime then go to work.
God I work at a shitty warehouse I kind of wish they would just fire me already because I have no motivation to work for them.
>>684530998
Here it is:
You didn't know there was an IED under the car > It's not your fault > you're still a good person.
:)
>>684530689
Going through this right now with my dog too many feels
>>684528262
I'm not even in this conversation but this is touching my heart
This one always gets me
>>684521047
jesus fucking christ.
i dont anything in a feels thread has ever hit me like that. my grandpa is old and also has alzheimers. he mistook me for his son once. haven't seen him in years, since my family is fucked up in that regard. i fear alzheimer myself, since i believe that your memories is all you are and all you really own. losing them is really just losing your life.
>>684529118
This shit hit too close to home. I mean lately I've still been caught up within my own mind about something that happened a month ago.
>>684525849
This did a horrible job of describing the color
>>684531443
why am i crying.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7OqwKfgLaeA
The song Cat's in the Cradle always gives me all the feels. Back when I was 4, my Mum and I moved back to my dad's hometown in America because it was too dangerous where he worked. He still works there, and visits every few months, but is still, probably, the most prevalent figure in my life. I feel for the kid in the song, and it always resonates with me on a personal level.
A funny note with that one is that all my close friends in high school all lack a permanent father figure, which is an interesting dynamic
>>684532556
probably loneliness
>>684532556
because the feeling of waking up next to someone you love is second to none... it got me too
>>684528199
I recognize that CP
>>684526997
no.
i came to this thread because i've been zombie-modeing for a few months since my last breakdown. looked at a few pics and it's all coming out now. this was a huge mistake. not gonna be okay for a while. oh well.
>>684528994
This makes me happy
>>684530154
might as well end it now
i fucking hate this world
>>684530998
That hit me. Hard. Good luck, man. You sound like a grey person, and I'd probably try to donate to help you out if I could. The fact that you've stuck with your friend through all this really shows how strong of a human being you are.
to the anon who's b'day is in 3 hours
Happy birthday man
we love you
>>684532855
i use to wake up to my girlfriend every weekend.
i was always rushed to wake up
i was always abruptly awoken
i always just wanted to sleep in.
I swear to fucking god you losers would have fixed most of your problems if you just started lifting in your early 20's.
It builds discipline, women want to fuck you and men want to talk to you.
I have 0 fucking sympathy for fat people and sad cunts. Sad cunts are emotionally obese. Instead of being uncomfortable for a little bit you'd rather sit on your computer and post in "feel threads" about how much your shitty life sucks without trying to change anything.
Close this tab, get yourself another beer and go on being the same person. You don't deserve to change.
>>684532639
Fuck man, that hit me hard. Thanks.
Gonna visit & hug my parents tomorrow.
>>684533268
:')
I'm gonna keep the pic because it's sad still tho
>>684531247
the feels... hitting me hard man
You know, when I first came to this website and started using /b/, I usually avoided Feels threads.
Sometimes I would look into them to read a story or two while I waited for a thread about religion or video games to pop up so I could argue.
After a while, I went to feels threads a lot more. I started reading more about these posts. Sometimes I could hold back the tears, sometimes I would start bawling.
Then came the day that changed my feelings towards these threads. I read that one picture about the Kid who played Heavy a lot and called Anon Doctor, you know. I laughed when I had read the whole thing. I laughed and scrolled, then I froze up.
>Why the fuck did i just laugh at that..?
I didn't laugh at another one in the thread, but after a couple months, I had it figured out.
I laughed at the people who cried about it. I laughed at my old self.
Why?
It's stupid to cry for these. that's why.
I started laughing because there was no need for ME to cry. It didn't happen to me. I laughed at the people crying because of this reason: This is /b/. We've made Murderers, Pedophiles, Rapists heroes. We've made people kill themselves. And it's ironic. We, as a community, cause all this shit, have the indecency to call our friends Niggers and Faggots.
Then, I look at this thread, and realized, we're not "/b/tards."
We're human.
We're human, just like everyone on this planet, all seven billion, and no matter what anybody on /b/ says, they're a human. Any of these adjectives are used for people on this sight:
Straight, Gay, Brony, Furry, Psychopath, Sociopath, Pedophile, Nerd, Jock, Murderer, Asshole.
But the one that fits most is Human.
We, as a community of all of those, memorialize Kids and Adults to be remembered forever. The next time you see someone call /b/tards heartless monsters or whatever the fuck, send them this.
>>684533420
com her im going to freakin beat u up
>>684531964
I can live with it by being there for him, it makes me feel better about it all. But it kills me inside how expendable he was to the army, their whole "rehabilitation" programs are propaganda and lies.
If anyone here is in college/uni and is approached by a recruiter please spit in their face.
>>684533420
>>684533576
hey shut up faget NERD
>>684530998
It's not your fault, no one knew that the IED was there. And you are a good person for taking him in and helping him. You're doing something many people wouldn't be able to do, your best friend is most likely proud to have such a friend like you. Just remember: it wasn't anyone's fault, please don't beat yourself up over it.
>>684531586
my dog died a few months ago. i woke up to get to school and found her lying on the floor with shit all around her in an awkward angle. she always responded to her name and she couldnt move. turns out she had a stroke, she was alive and the doctors said she could live but would be paralized for life. we had to put her down. i know the feel man
>>684533576
Nigger faggot
>>684533420
I'm 18 years old, 6'1" (185.45cm)
I weigh roughly 168 (76kg)
I'm relatively low body fat, I work out everyday.
Why am I still upset?
>>684528994
holy shit anon...
>>684531687
this hit me hard man
>>684533576
I love the power we have on this board.
it's humanity distilled to its pure basic instincts
And I love you, anon, for realizing this. nothing really matters in the whole scope of things, so what we do could be considered heroic
>>684527472
>>684527954
I don't see why these ones are bad? Like evidently hes got a mom who cares, the second one even worked hard to bake him a cake. And someone else is taking the picture in both so I'm assuming they have dads. All I've ever had is a mom who thinks I'm not worth child support. And my sisters who had either a different mom or dad hate me.
>>684533621
You are a GOOD man and a wonderful friend.
>>684532353
this, my biggest fear is losing my memories or who i am. and being this alone and depressed i feel like im going insane.
>>684531247
that image man that hit me right in the chest its been a long time since ive felt something like that.
>>684534053
because they haven't done anything
they're still getting birthday parties in their parents living rooms
no friends invited
>>684523066
Did your niece lie as well?
Just kill sister in law.
>>684525555
you don't know music then anon
>>684533420
Lifting doesn't do shit.
I've been working out vigorously for the last year, have lost about 50 lbs, and am still suffering from crippling depression.
But hey, at least I have rock-hard abs, a solid core, and strong, cut arms now.
>>684533420
what if i told you that i have a lot of friends and im actually fit but feel alone? what if we told you that we arent all the stereotypical fat person behind a computer. nice bait but please gtfo when we are feeling
>>684521047
Literally crying.
I really am scared /b/, I don't want to live anymore but i also don't want my friends or family to suffer. i'm afraid that my father would start drinking again and resulting in him being alone and also do the same as me. Im scared that my friends would be sad and or forget me compleatly.
Please help
>>684533576 you mean this greentext?
>>684529690
100% worth the read
>>684533576
this is beautiful anon im capping this.
>>684533420
why are you here
>>684530689
Shit got to me. I was glad to see that ending. Almost cried, and I'm a grown ass man.
>>684533576
here anon i capped it
>>684533854
I feel for you. She had leukemia and it was suppressed for a while. It just came back swinging one day. It was on Christmas Eve. I woke like a normal day and I come downstairs to see her on the couch with my dad next to her. I looked at him and knew what was happening. First and only time I've seen my dad crying. I went next to her and pet her for 30 minutes before they went to the vet. As I sat down, my dad just said, "Merry Christmas". One of the worst days of my life. Fucking tearing up just writing this. Godspeed Keeper. Godspeed.
>>684534465
he';s talking about the kid that died from heart failure and called the anon doctor and spoke in heavy lines
>>684521047
stopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopit
Thanks /b/ u really made me cry..
..reminding me that how lonely and meaningless my life is..
..i´m not afraid of death..
i´m afraid of life..
>>684519950
I fucking hate time
>>684534454
know that feel. what are you scared of/struggling with, /b/ro?
>>684519829
sfkglhjsalkalshj
>>684534454
Living is easy. Dying is the hard part. Just hold on.
>>684533904
this is true. i feel worse now with friends who never invite me to things, who never text me, who never ask me to hang out, who never talk to me than i ever did while i was alone and bullied.
>>684534312
Have you tried being less of a bitch about life?
>>684534465
No, a other one
>>684534825
Got you broh. Get a handkerchief.
You know honestly /b/ its been a bit since I had a good cry and as beta as it sounds it's needed I swear.
Rip 2.5 year relationship.
>>684534817
Yes, and let me point out that you don't *know* my life. I hate you,
>just smile and everything will be o-kay!
-types.
>>684534312
>cut arms
I bet u do
![The Simpsons - S17E05 - Marge's Son Poisoning.avi_snapshot_14.41_[2015.03.31_20.40.45].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/1Bvi4Za.jpg "The Simpsons - S17E05 - Marge's Son Poisoning.avi_snapshot_14.41_[2015.03.31_20.40.45].jpg")
>>684534780
I've just stop feeling happy, everything i feel is sad but try to mask it with sarcasm and jokes. i don't think anything triggered it though. my life as a whole just seems like a mistake and that i will never achive anything...
>>684535106
I do. I more ways than one.
>>684535270
>>684534802
i know that killing yourself is the "pussying out" equivalent of life and only a pussy would do it (i know many see it like that). But it really seems like the way out
>>684531443
Though it's been many years since, I remember these moments with great clarity. Waking to the sight of her face, completely innocent and partially obscured by her fiery red hair, and the gentle, rythmic, pitching of her shoulder as she breathed. It was always difficult to stay awake in the morning, the warmth of her skin putting me back to sleep just like a child's comfort blanket would, but I would force myself awake so I could just look at her, even if just briefly. Those few minutes of looking at her would never fail to amaze me, understanding how willing she was to entrust me with her sleeping, defenceless, body, it felt as though she was giving herself up to me declaring "I am yours". I would always kiss her forehead before getting myself up from bed and she would always respond with the same cheeky, warm, smile that told me she would rather be nowhere else in the world than right there with me. Some days I still think about that as I wake up to the flat blue paint of my wall and the coldness of the other side of the bed. I tell myself "just one more day, you can do one more day alone". It's been more than 1500 days now, I can do one more.
>>684532556
because of the gifs name.
>>684535019
Thank you bro
>>684520008
>>684535144
early life crisis. probably around 20?
you just need to choose a path in life and go do something. start by volunteering to help at a shelter or something. you may even find your very own qt there and she will adore everything about you
>>684531586
I'm sorry anon.
>>684525809
He does seem incredibly obsessed. Should've just ignored that bitch and live his life
>>684533499
Thats okay anon
This thread is giving me too many feels, I'm out.
>>684533576
damn dude
>>684533603
>>684533694
I'm glad I made you feel something other than self pity
>>684533886
>76kg
I assume you're an ectomorph white male, in which case you're no where near your natty limit. Eat more, lift heavier. Bulking diets are easy and skinny white guys lose weight faster than everyone else.
>>684534312
You can do better anon
I got two words for all the sad cunts in this thread: DELAYED GRATIFICATION
Women understand what discipline looks like because they're fucking weak themselves, emotionally and physically.
Chad is always gonna be Chad without any work, that's the way life works.
But there's one thing you have over him: There's millions of him over the world, but only one you.
Women WILL think your esoteric & autistic humor is funny if you can learn to fucking socialize for once in your life and converse properly without dropping spaghetti everywhere.
>date my ex for 5 years
>ex moves in around year 3
>she doesn't work and stays home all day
>decide that i was gonna propose
>work extra so that i could afford a decent ring
>end up having less time to spend with her
>finally have enough
>buy the ring
>come home
>she's sleeping
>wait till tomorrow
>leave work early to surprise her
>come home
>find shoes that certainly arent your's or her's
>lingering smell of cologne
>wtfisgoingonhere
>kick open the bedroom door
>she's in bed with another man
>she gets angry first
>tells me to piss off while throwing shit at me
>remind her that the apartment is mine
>start yelling at them to get the fuck out
>they leave barely covered
>she moves out
>i later learn from one of her friends that the guy she cheated on me with was her ex
>i also learn that this affair had been going on since we moved in together
It's been over 6 months since then /b/. I've barely left my house since. I want to die.
>>684526997
Not really, my life has been absolute shit so I only got things to look forward too
>shit soaked life anon
>>684528994
>>684533268
Nah this isn't feels. It turned out that the guy just sucked at planning. He didn't invite anyone before hand and just posted it as a facebook status. People where actually commenting that they would have shown up if they knew.
>>684536255
im literally done right now
My english is not good, you guys are the only thay i can tell this right now.
I suffered from a cancer a few months ago and i've used a lot of my money on the process, with medicine and treatment. Lost mt jobs, lost contacts with ""friends"" and the only one who supported me as my grandma. She came almost everyday visit me. A day she stopped to came visit me and a doctor said she gonna to a trip, but she died from a car accident. They dont said me until the end of the whole thing, with fear that i got a depression or something like that. When i finally get rid of the cancer and they told me about my grandma death, i was more dead than i was before. My car died before i was born and my mom is a drug addict, i dont even know if she is alive. I just feel so lonely, hope you guys do well in your life.
>>684535909
well i hardly think that helping out at a shelter will help me much and we don't really have those in Sweden (that i know of). And also i am way to busy with school anyway. I'm 19 now but i've been feeling like this for the past 4 years.
>>684525809
Why's there an unrelated suicide report though?
>>684533911
why does life always kill the ones who shouldnt die man...
>>684526963
looks comfy af
>>684536142
>Women will
stopped reading right there.
I don't workout for women. I don't push myself to the limit each session for the appreciation/acknowledgement of women. I don't. I do it because I want to at least be in good health. Before I started working out last year, my health was a mess; I was Class-1 Obese, and my body was starting to let me know it. I got tired of that (and developed lactose intolerance), and decided to dedicate myself to working out regularly as well as eating better. It paid off, but I'm still alone and about as social as a neutrino.
I just don't care about people, "love," or relationships anymore, Anon. I could die tomorrow or even later tonight, and my only regret would be that I didn't truly achieve my dreams. At this point, I'm not sure if I ever will, so even though I workout regularly...I still think of suicide every single day.
>How's that for 'doing better?'
>>684532556
Are you a teen/kid? I'm sure this has to have happened to everyone (who's an adult), otherwise the people who haven't are socially awkward or just simply like isolation.
>>684534053
its because they are alone, normally 20 year olds are partying and drinking with friends
>>684536255
>>684536441
> i was more dead than i was before
holy fuck anon, i'm so sorry
>>684535144
sounds like depression. Trust me, probably your life is way better than what you think now... your brain is fucking you up. Happened to me.
Depression is a bitch and its hard to overcome it completely, but once you do, you will be fine. Im serious: The world isnt as bad as you are seeing it now. Address your problem: There is any reason for this? If there isn't, get antidepressants prescribed and enjoy your (slow) recovery. In some months you will not believe how much your life has improved
>>684535219
I often thought before this past year, while I was still depressed, that I would be happier if I could go back to being a child. Then I realized that I would have been best off to never have been born at all.
I have moved away from really following religion, but one piece from the bible really sums it up.
Ecclesiastes 4.2-3
"And I declared that the dead,
who had already died,
are happier than the living,
who are still alive.
3 But better than both
is the one who has never been born,
who has not seen the evil
that is done under the sun."
>>684536441
hope it changes for you anon
>>684521047
man life is weird
>>684521047
>>684528134
ha, my mom got me a pack of cake flavored gum and wouldnt even try a piece with me.
>>684533420
Wow, and I thought I was insecure
>>684536085
And yet the Tank Man made history, not known, but not forgotten.
>>684536142
>ectomorph
I'm very broad shouldered, not very productive metabolism for shedding fast.
>bulking in spring/summer
lmao you must come right off the /fit/ boat.
>>684523493
nice list m8, feelin to some modest mouse atm
>>684536473
Anon, this is normal. When you're alone and you don't have anyone you can have an intimate relationship with, you'll always feel lonely and somewhat frustrated. Trust me.
>>684536160
Dude, start going to gym. It gives you a reason to leave the house and see people. You don't have to talk to anyone, just got out, lift, and see the same people there everyday.
It's something to do that can make you feel better.
>>684536160
Talk about it. Time will heal. You can and will get better in all ways. Believe in me, who believes in you.
>>684528134
>>684536861
>your moms are around and remembered your birthdays
must be nice.
>shit soaked life anon
>>684536635
One more. Off to....I don't even fucking know anymore.
I feel tired, but I don’t want to sleep.
I don’t want to sleep for fear of good dreams, and bad dreams.
If I have a bad dream, I wake up and hate myself for what has happened.
If I have a good dream, I wake up and remember nothing of that is true, and I just feel like I’ve woken to a nightmare.
I get tired of feeling like this.
I feel unhappy because I’m not happy.
I know I can and should be happy, but it upsets me that I’m not.
I feel lonely. I distance myself from people when I feel like this because I don’t want to bring them down with me; it’s bad enough that I have to feel like this.
I hate that I can’t just be happy for myself.
I used to enjoy going to work, it was an escape, and it gave me something to do. It was something to take my mind off of everything, but even that feeling has gone.
If I have a bad day, I feel crap, as expected. If I have a good day, I feel crap after it, because I’m not in that high moment any more, and if anything I just feel worse.
I try and not experience happy things because I know I will just come back down again, and the down feels so much worse when I have been up.
I feel lost, relationship-wise, because I know I fucked things up, but I can’t move on.
I feel like I should be so much farther in life. I wanted to be on the way to getting married and having kids by now. I feel like I let myself down so much and there’s nothing I can do about it.
I feel like I let my parents down every single day that I wake up. I feel, I know, that I can do so much more with my life and that I should be someone with some sort of responsibility by now, but I’m not. I’m just a bartender, working at the lowest level on minimum wage. Where my brain is telling me I should be.
I feel my anxiety and short temper has made me lose sight of what I should or could be doing in life. I cause people to get annoyed at me for stupid things.
>1/2
>>684537241
I can’t make decisions based on what should be done, I just do what I want in the moment and I know that’s not what I should be doing.
I say I appreciate what people do for me, but I’m not sure I even know what that is anymore. Do I even care what people do? I don’t feel like it makes a difference.
I feel that I am wasting other people’s time, they are trying to help, but it doesn’t help. Nothing does.
I feel like I am the person that’s just there, almost in the background. Someone who is always there to be nice, make sure everyone is ok. That I am here to make everyone else happy, and that’s ok. But I hate showing weakness, I hate not being that happy person that’s there for everyone else, if I’m not, then I’m just another person.
I hate when people ask me if I’m ok. I hate telling them that I’m fine. I’m not fine, but I can’t explain my feelings, I can’t bring other people down with me.
I care more about wasting people’s time than I do about my own wellbeing. Maybe that’s the reason I just feel like dying. But I can’t do that either, people would be sad. I can’t have that.
I wish I could make everyone stop caring about me so I could take the easy way out, but it’s not that easy, nothing ever is.
I don’t even know what I want any more. I have no goals, no aspirations, and no care for myself.
I feel compelled to harm myself; I need to know that my body is still feeling, because I just feel so numb all the time.
Maybe one day my cuts will get deeper and deeper, so I can just bleed out.
But nothing is ever that easy.
I can’t even cry anymore.
>2/2
>>684536489
That was him
>>684536489
you fucking serious m8?
>>684521047
I have Parkinson's on my dad's side and Alzheimer's on my mom's side.
This fucking terrifies me more than any level of pain or death.
Call your parents kiddos. You don't know how much time you've got left...
Anons, having a relationship doesn't really help. They can comfort you, but they're their own seperate person. They can cause more stress than ease. Caring for others can be a burden if they cannot pay attention to you. You yourself might become so attached and needy, and it'll always be hell. - M.P.
>>684536705
I'm meeting up with this therapist now on Friday and she'll most likely tell me what to do. I've many times thought about antidepressants but just never gone for it. I really have to sleep now its 4:30am here and i have school at 7. thanks for your advice this evening.
Have a great life /b/ro
>>684534053
by the look on their faces i bet they want to die lol
>>684536441
Godspeed, anon. I really hope you find the strength to continue, and do something great with your life, in memory of your grandma.
>>684537581
Goodnight man. Good luck with the therapy.
>>684530154
fuck man. just turned 23 and this is way too true.
>>684533886
Because lifting only helps to an extent, even though some retards make it look like the solution for all problems in life.
Why do you feel down anon? You are still pretty young
>>684537031
I'm not alone though. I have a very good and supporting family and many friends. They are all i have and is the only reason as to why i am here still
just for everyone in here....
in some shape or form we all know that feel
born to early to explore the universe
born too late to explore the world
born to just feel
you know them feels
>>684537871
Just don't feel good enough.
Never have, don't really expect too.
>>684525748
To fucking close anon
>>684536545
That picture depresses me.
>>684527906
/an/ here, thx for making this a rage thread
fuck zoos
>>684534194
>>684536583
Fuck that shit, I'd kill just to have a functioning family.
>>684537998
But the scariest time is when you can no longer feel. The numbness is killing me.
>>684537581
try to lay in your bed and close your eyes anon
play some music from your phone
start imagining an awesome dream
maybe youll fall asleep. if you dont thats okay too. just try to get a little rest, even just 15 minutes of sleep helps
I never realized why these Feels threads hit so hard but i guess its just cause at the age of 20 i already realized that my life is fucked and that i have nowhere but down to go from here. The realization that the only fun i have is being literally dumb as fuck on youtube and 4chan since i can actually evoke emotion on here instead of too the small amount of friends or family i do have. I'm a pussy.. confirmed..
>>684537581
>therapist
>the rapist
coincidence?
>>684537998
Born just in time to explore dank memes.
>>684533603
Kek'd
>>684538219
>>684523066
run away to south america.
i just want to say thanks all of you anons, this is the most ive participated in a feels thread and ive been in here nearly an hour i have read legit every post.
Ive always been the alone kid. I was made fun of in middle school, never had real friends. I had a few however in middle school. a group that got smaller as the years went on from people moving away, going to different places, or people just moving on. i got to highschool and made some friends. They are never close enough to go to, never invite me to things. im the friend who always invites people to do things because i wont be included otherwise. i feel worse now about this than when i was alone, i at least had some people. Now i just feel terrible and not a day goes by contemplating suicide. what do i do /b/. i had a gf for over a year in hs and she cheated on me with 3 dudes throughout all of it. (btw gonna greentext all of this into a story in a sec.)
>>684538637
Just feel, bro, just feel
Let the feels flow through you
Makes me cry every time
https://vimeo.com/154739710
My grandma died last year, it wasnt as sad for me but for my dad it was.
>My dad was raised by his mom from age 11 due to his fathers suicide
>She raised him and let him live with her till he was nearly 30
>Went on to become succesful
>visited her every sunday
>he truly loved his mom
>Last year, she had both cancer and dementia hit her bad
>terminal, wouldnt make it through the end of the year
>got a call to come to the nursing home, she wouldn't make it through the end of the night
>went, she couldnt talk, was shaking alot, had only one eye open, but she could hear us
>Everyone goes to say i love you one last time and how much she meant to us
>watch my dad go up, telling her I love you over and over and as he went on I heard his voice start to break
>never seen him cry before
>tell her that he'll always be there for her and that she means so much to him
Still remains one of the only times I've ever seen my old man cry. Tearing up just thinking about it. I dont know how i'll be able to deal with losing my dad one day
>>684537314
antidepressants my man try them
I think about how amazing, America was. And what it is today. My great grandfather, a ww2 veteran, fought as a bomber tail gunner. Shot by a anti aircraft gun. The round exploded under his gun throwing pounds of metal into his chest. He didn't die immediately but later died from the metal poisoning him. My grandpa, Vietnam. Dropping. In the silence of the Asian landscape, crippled Cambodia with cluster bombs. My father, built ugbs and cluster bombs that killed all the soldiers escaping to the capital of Iraq in desert storm. But. Despite all of this. We never complained...watched as America slowly tarnished and died. My uncle, saved the survivors of Redwing...but yet he never once said claimed any hero status. I was in high school, and I called my dad, told him how good things were going, he asked me how 7th grade was. And how well I was doing in band. And he tells me the same story about that military girl at the bar. Front of the convoy. And I laugh and say how awesome it would be to do that. Even though I've heard it ten times, I don't want him to cry. He called me. Asked me how eight grade was....but he was at my graduation. I hugged him. But I'm only an eight grader to him. His little boy. And how he shows me the same pictures of me and him, and how he took them last week, but I was only 13...my grandpa is being taken away by cancer....but my father doesn't know....he only knows his 20 year old son...and how he is happy that I made it to eight grade
>>684538637
i feel you
This happened tonight around 7:30 est
>be me
>be 18
>be living at home waiting to start collage
>cleaning a bathroom in my house
>mad.jpg
>hair is all over the fucking floor and its not my fault
>piss and shit is all over the toilet and its not my fault
>on the outside I always keep a charismatic kind smile although I'm slowly dieing on the inside
>quietly cursing so I don't explode
>step father walks in
"Anon why are you mad?"
>"I'm cleaning up hair that isn't even mine"
>I stand up from crawling on the ground
>"you know anon you've gota real anger issue"
>he now grabs my head and puts his fist in my face
>"your an idiot anon"
>"Yep I know thanks"
>dog starts barking at me
>"sometimes I could beat the shit out of you"
>mind you this is a 56 year old man
>"ok" I reply
>walks away
>I finish the bathroom and text my mother about what happened
>he comes into my room 20 min later
>anon did you call your mother
>"uh yeah"
>"why anon"
>"I'm tiered of you coming after my physically every time you don't like something I do"
>he starts screaming at me and throws me against a wall
>"you know anon this is why your father never wanted to see you"
>"not true at all my father was a asswipe who left my mother before I was even borin"
>he tells my some more shit about how I'm a shitty person
>"anon get out this isn't your house"
>"ok"
>He's right though the house is in my mothers name
Now I'm wondering the streets with $4000 to my name and no job.
>>684528149
Thats my background pic
>>684533420
dude, tried that, made no difference
at least I'll leave a beautiful corpse
>>684519829
>depression.jpg
I'll just leave some Hank Williams blues here...
https://youtu.be/g1duoDJ8QlQ
>>684539180
that's a really good idea man, thanks
>>684538637
Are you still in hs after this year? Because trust me, things can change. Like you, I've always been a loner. This is my senior year, and I met some people this semester who are the kindest and most caring friends I will probably ever have. Right now, I'm just trying to deal with the fact that they will be leaving for college next year, and I'll be on my own again.
TL:DR Just keep trying. Good people are out there.
OP here im going to bed
thanks for make this night alright
good luck to all of you
>>684537315
>>684537428
Those posts were made in October. The report claims he died in May.
>>684533420
lifting doesn't do shit if you're a manlet, legitimately autistic, or have an ugly face
