feels thread?
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feels thread?
I'll dump something
Anyone got a greentext?
>>684464897
What's on your mind op ?
>>684466171
What a fucking cunt
Francis Bacon
>>684466022
Wasn't me after this post up untill now
Thanks for the dump anon
a bit of a laugh, to move away from the sadness for just a little
>>684464897
This thread's already killing me inside.
>>684467647
you can blame me for that anon, its pretty much only me posting at this stage
whats your story?
I am the the type of person who likes to be alone. I like to go home alone with my music. I like staying home alone on Friday nightfall. I Just like the peace and quietness of it. What I don't like however is being alone for a long time. I don't like being alone for the bad thoughts to take over. I guess what I am saying with this is that I like being alone,
But hate being lonely
>>684467971
i know how you feel mate, im pretty much the same
stay up late on computer every night and hate it, but then wake up late every day so it becomes the only thing i do anymore
>>684466246
>feeling like shit
>would like to feel better but instead cry in baw thread
tonights feels thread we all have to talk with eachother and make eachother feel happy, tell us one thing that makes you feel good no matter how dumb you think it is
shit.. that's just me....
>>684467738
eh, mostly apathy. Parents are stupid and while they don't hate me or anything, I feel like my life has been a series of stupid bullshit and pointless events that I could be doing so much more with.
Man I'm tired of being called a great person by a female that I'm interested in and then she'll barely talk to me.This shit happened 3 times and it may not seem as much but it does taking to account that I had a big crush on those 3 girls and when I got complimented I thought I was finally going to stop being a beta spineless virgin.But no they leave.They say you're nice then go on to crush on some total scumfuck bastard that's not even close to being a decent human being and an obnoxious attention seeking sad cunt.Oh and not to mention I don't even have the guts to playfully touch a girl or make remarks about her tits or ass just because I think I will sound creepy and disrespectful(expect that total whore in hs that shoved her arse everywhere).Just fk me up how can I be so spineless.
(1/3)
>my grandparents meet in their early 20s
>marry young and have one son
>my dad
>dad meets my mom in his late 20s
>both work full time and overtime trying to survive
>grandfather works in construction and helped build our entire small town
>known by everyone
>grandmother is a stay at home wife
>my mom gets pregnant and they have their only son
>me
>just as I'm born, my grandfather's body is worn out and he retires early
>parents still working way too much, so I spend most of my time with grandparents
>grandparents have regular old people problems
>in and out of hospital for little things here and there
>always worried that one of them will suddenly die
>I'm 10 years old
>at my grandparents place
>sitting on the balcony in the summer sun with grandpa
>suddenly hear a loud noise from the kitchen
>try to call out for grandma to see what that noise was
>no answer
>grandpa says why don't you go check on her?
>go to the kitchen
>grandma on the floor
>bleeding wound in her head
>call ambulance
>grandma making weird noises
>grandpa freaking out
cont.
(2/3)
>find out later grandma has had a massive stroke
>grandma comes back home after a few weeks, unable to speak
>slowly regains speech but with bad aphasia
>can't read or write
>can't find the words for anything
>uses a limited number of (wrong) words to describe everything
>grandpa has to do almost everything around the house
>he also takes care of me
>and takes care of grandma
>they still love each other even though they can barely communicate
>grandpa buys flowers twice/week
>grandpa gets older
>I have to walk to the store with him to get flowers
>people stop him on the street all the time
>old friends and friends of friends
>children of old coworkers
>or people who have just heard of him and recognize him
>they ask about grandma
>grandpa always says grandma is wonderful
>grandpa gets even older
>I have to walk to the store on my own
>bring home flowers so that grandpa can give them to grandma
>grandpa has heart problems
cont.
(3/3)
>need to put grandma in a retirement home while grandpa is in the hospital
>grandma gets depressed, can't talk to anyone there
>grandpa comes back home after a month or so
>bring grandma back as well
>they go back to their normal life
>until grandma has another stroke
>she dies that night
>60 years of marriage
>never seen grandpa cry before
>I don't cry
>just feel like it was time, she was old
>funeral soon thereafter
>my parents and I walk up to the casket along with grandpa
>we all carry a rose and put them on the casket one by one
>my grandpa waits until last
>he puts the rose on the casket
>then he says, very quietly:
>thank you for all those wonderful years
>I cry like a baby
>grandpa dies a week later
>>684469460
im the exact same way too, I get all the signs of a girl liking me and I tell my friends and they all want me to ask her out yet for whatever reason I cant
My mind comes up with reasons why she doesnt actually like me and I cant help but believe them
>>684469460
if you want a solution, be gay. it's much easier that way.
>>684468651
i always have mixed feelings when it comes to 'feels threads'. i've always been a social outcast which most likely resulted in me being a total introvert (it's not as bad nowadays). i met the girl of my dreams and got lucky enough to call her my girlfriend and was lucky enough to fall in love with her and her falling in love with me. i'm so lucky to have her fall asleep in my arms after fucking her and hearing her say 'i love you anon' with her soft, panting voice during sex.
yet i am here. i come to these threads as if i'm still living the sad times of my life which are now mostly behind me. those years defined me as a person and i dont want to lose touch with my "sensitive side". life is a shitshow mostly but i hope you all find somebody or somethinf that will make you see the beauty in life.
sometimes i just need to cry for no apparent reason and feel like complete shit. that's where these threads come in.
so yeah, what makes me happy is that i found somebody who truly loves me. good luck anons. wish you all the best. except for bananaposters. fags.
>>684469661
We've been there dude. Copypasta or not.
>>684467971
I know that feel /b/ro
I like to do things alone mostly, like shopping or lectures or working in the library. I do pretty much everything with my headphones on. I just find it hard sometimes to make the effort to see people and to do things with them when I do begin to notice the lack of contact. I'm not really sure why, but I have a slight tendency to isolate myself, even if there are people right next to me
I am grateful fro the friends I have at home though (currently at uni), they're the most awesome and accepting people in my life and I'm so glad I know them. They're all guys so there's never any drama, just friendly gossip and banter, which I love. I'm looking forward to going home this summer so I can see them all and just fuck around like we used to in sixth form.
>>684469755
thank god. Love her and never let that die. It's okay to just randomly feel like shit sometimes.
>>684469755
im glad we have people like you anon, any positive message in these threads can potentially stop other anons from killing themselves. hopefully one day we will all have no use for these threads, and will be in the same happy position as you
so go ahead and cry anon, cry for the people in this thread that have forgotten how to cry because every day is full of sadness
>>684470087
>>684470021
there's so many people sad about not having somebody special in their lives. what i wanted to portray is that there is always hope. just get up at morning and do what you love. just dont give up completely although life can be pretty hard at times.
>thank god. Love her and never let that die.
im truly trying my best. we've had our problems too but i suppose its just natural. our fights strengten our relationship and it's all getting better all the time honestly.
thanks bros.
>>684470461
i had someone once, posted about it once or twice before
it wasnt really much but she was everything to me for the better part of a year
i want a relationship now but im afraid something like what happened there will happen again
>>684469676
Exactly man it sucks big time.Hope we both stop being betafags someday
>>684470461
I know life's hard and there's always hope, but sometimes you just want to throw up your hands in defeat, y'know? All of my life has been little more than me stuck in my own head while reality unfolds around me. closest I got to a relationship was sleeping with a guy a few times at a party and then getting dumped over the Sims 3.
don't know if anyone here likes jazz but give this a listen, it helps me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3W_alUuFkA
>be me
>dad dies at 3, dont remember him at all
>half brother 7 years older than me, crushed
>separated after the death, we each go with out mothers
>his neglects him
>mine is abusive, lets her boyfriends abuse me
>forget about him, grow up just with the knowledge that i have a brother
>idolize him
>build him up
>wait for him to ride in on a white horse and rescue me
>that's what brothers do right?
>develop a complex
>fast forward
>we reconnect as im a teenager
>hes a depressed manchild, plays video games all day
>has no idea how much i love him, hardly talks to me
>i always sit and wait online, hoping hell message
>i would die for my brother, even though now i know he isnt a hero, and probably wants nothing to do with his annoying little sister
>i just want him to protect me
>i just want him to love me back
>>684470826
honestly, i get that. when you constantly get shit on for trying your best it might feel like theres literally no point in anything. however, going through hard times does make you grow as a person. it could break you but it could also make you. hopefully you'll look at these times someday and think "god it was horrible. im so grateful to have my life in order now". it wont get fixed without trying though.
Some music that gives me mixed feels. It sounds quite sad but there's a bit of hope mixed in there
maybe some of you can relate
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n69jY5ouozA
>>684471319
yeah. I tend to get over bad moods but sometimes life fees like a torrid wave of bullshit that just overshadows you and then drowns you before you can react. I'm not unattractive. I'm not untalented. I'm not a bad person. But it's scary. I find it very hard to put that much trust in a singular human being because so many times it's just withered away and died. Hell, both my parents are divorced and their life story just taught me that people are spiteful and retarded when it comes to love.
Sometimes I feel like love just isn't worth it. I just can't bear the thought of pouring my heart out to someone and having them spurn it. I hardly even have a breakup story, but why bother?
>>684469661
Just went thru this with my own grandparents 3 months ago. :( still hurts, not as bad, but still. Grandpa passed 1 month after Grandma. If there is an afterlife i hope they're together.
>>684472074
theres a really REALLY good set of caps where heaps of threads were made contacting this guy, basically saying that the person who posted about him was an ultra piece of shit and they funded a huge dance party for him
shits amazing
anyone stil laround?
>>684472716
always around anon, gonna start posting pics of cute girls for anons to smile at
>>684472716
no
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SbKGsEK_T9g
>>684472074
this shit made me cry harder than my own damn sob story does
>>684472454
btards are good people at heart
they are just a bit prickly on the outside to protect themselves from getting hurt
>>684472871
i wouldn't bother. why allow us fantasize when you know reality will never deliver?
>>684472907
>>684472871
been thinking of reconnecting with my ex
has been nearly 3 years now, 2 years since we last somewhat texted
another guy who made b sympathize
>>684473218
poor julius
>>684467107
I read the "oh noooo!" In Patrick Star's voice
>>684473133
don't.
>>684471849
Came here to post this
>>684473133
DONT, when I got back with my ex it ended even worse than the first time, with her cheating on me
No matter how you feel anon its usually best to avoid doing that, the relationship ended for a reason
>>684473368
glad you liked it anon!
>>684473397
why?
because its something people say?
>>684473609
i'm not after getting back with her, only thing i want is to maybe get back in contact, sit down for a coffe or two and talk whats been going on in her life in the last couple of years
>>684473609
>No matter how you feel anon its usually best to avoid doing that, the relationship ended for a reason
Funny, girlfriend of mine just dumped a guy for her ex, whom she broke up with after having a sort of relationship with that guy for well over half a year
some people man
I was gonna kill myself today. Hanging by a belt from my bed frame. Came here instead. Looks like I'll save that decision for another day.
>>684473281
>>684473218
I'm not crying, promise.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ho2e0zvGEWE
last time i cried over a feels thread was in october last year, been taking meds since then, i don't feel anything when reading all this now. i miss it
>be me
>lastnight dreaming
>having fun with this girl
>start getting feelings
>we lay with each other
>we start kissing
>I start kissing her lower and lower
>end up eating her out
>feels real
>she surprised and loving it
>we hold each other for a while that felt like forever
>dream ends
>alone again
>try to go back to sleep
>can't
>just drink the rest of the day away
I don't know what to do with my life anymore
Pic related it was her
>>684466171
Ha. Reminds me of new year's eve last year.
>>684471319
>>684473824
well if you just want to be friends, then go for it
always good to have an extra person in your life to talk to
>>684473880
that sounds really similar to what i imagine happened to me
me and gf broke up, she moved onto someone else before coming back to me not too long later saying she didnt realise what she gave up
took me a while to realise that the guy she broke up with probably was still with her for a while when we got back together
>>684468160
Something I think about all the time, never really had a gf in my teens, I'm 20 now, and the closest I got was when I was 19 just about to turn 20 and I lost it all at once, we were never a thing but I liked her so much that I don't want anyone else at all
>>684469661
Was very close with my grandma as well...I'm 20 now, studying my ass off. I still remember how she used to support me and always wanted to hear about my life. She was so sane, didn't have Alzheimers or anything like it, she was (next to my mom and gf) the most kind person in my life, a second mother, if you will.
They diagnosed the bowel cancer after a trip to the hospital, she had trouble speaking and eating for a while now. Slowly it went from bad to worse, needed a rollator to walk, speech got up to the point where whe had to strain ourselves to understand her. She started losing weight too, and became a shell of who she used to be. That was so painful to watch. The last months of her life she moved in with us because she just couldn't take care of herself anymore, and she knew it. I remember my mom asking her how she'd slept that day, and she said:
>I sleep wonderful, because then I dream. I dream I can cook for all of you, do the laundry, and do all kinds of things with the kids and you. Then I wake up, and realize I can't, so I go back to sleep.
That just...broke us. All of us.
She passed away two months ago. Surrounded by everyone she loved, but it still hurts so fucking bad. She's taken care of me and my sis all our lives. Turns out it wasn't the cancer that killed her, either, but the speech and breathing part of her brain deteriorated to a level where she couldn't breathe.
I miss her, and I'm glad she was aware of all of us being with her when she passed. But every time I think about it, I feel the feel.
>>684473609
Thank you for that funny post
>>684473885
good decision anon, keep putting it off enough and hopefully it'll never happen, we love you you glorious faggot
I was at a party for my school on Friday and literally almost no one talked to me man, everyone pushed me aside so they could talk to their own friends, I thought I had some real friends so I went with them to the party and they ended up not talking to me at all. First time I felt happy in years, whenever I'm happy is when I actually talk to people and make friends or something, but then I had a crush, probably my worst mistake, I saw her with someone else and that someone was just holding her tight, I have realized before that, that my life was shit due to not looking like the best person in the world, please cheer me up /b/ros.
>>684468160
This.
I hope I'm wrong but I think I'll never be happy.
I'm 27 and the only thing that could give me a chance is going back in tim 15 years ago, getting the girl I liked and actually try at life.
And sex isn't really the main issue, is love, I just want to get back and love her, because I can't feel anything like that now.
>>684474088
Damn, I had something like that a day ago. Had a dream where I was hanging out with my crush, he even said my name... In reality, he doesn't even know my name...
>>684474197
no idea how to start though, she has not responded to my text from a year ago so
gotta find something not too cringeworthy or too stalker-ish
>>684474197
>me and gf broke up, she moved onto someone else before coming back to me not too long later saying she didnt realise what she gave up
so you guys still together?
OC...
>>684474197
>that sounds really similar to what i imagine happened to me
happened to me, got sorta used as a rebound
we dated for half a year, she went back to her ex with whom she broke up because he stayed lazy
we had 3 months of no contact at all, started texting again and she texted me lots of "ive missed you in my life" messages
>>684467238
fuck, anon...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gSh7_P1saM
im still numb
>>684474527
no, did to me what I assume she did to the guy she was going out with while we were broken up
kept going out with me and almost ignoring me, while in reality seeing someone else behind my back for weeks
thankfully it was only long distance, or else id by in jail right now or dead
>>684466251
>big black
nice
I've become so bitter that I no longer even look for relationships.
Even if people come to me, I just hide my true self and lie about my hobbies, so that it doesn't hurt when I eventually ignore them completely.
I can't get hurt if I don't let anyone get to me.
>>684474701
then i guess its true to never go back to an ex, no matter the reason
>>684467440
Awww
>>684474788
tell the truth about your hobbies anon, if you already dont care then it doesnt matter
and maybe just maybe youll find someone who has the same hobbies and interests, might just change how you feel
>>684474990
exactly, unless maybe something unrelated to the both of you came between you, and now its gone, like a family member or something
>>684474978
I loved a woman, a beautiful woman on the inside. We were meant to be together, we were ... We were happy at the first, she broke up with some retard who hit her.
It was on Christmas that we passed together. I was happy, really. Happy to be with her.
And six days after, she told me her parents invited her ex. She tried to tell me she loved me, and she never wanted to see him again.
I believed it ...
The next morning, she slept with him and they were back together.
And to this day, I will never believe a woman who says she can love me. I don't deserve it.
>>684475218
oops, i didnt even realise i had the same greentext saved as two different pictures
>>684474427
I don't think I will ever be happy. I somehow made my crush actually like me. After four fucking years of obsessing about her I got my chance. At first I didn't realize it, when I did, I didn't know what to do, and when I knew what to do, I changed my mind. I still can't forgive myself to this day.
And the worst part of it all, she died in a fucking car crash years later. I still think about her every day. It hurts. Permanently. Maybe if I had some balls and got together with her, things would have been different and she would be alive now.
>>684474257
I get you.
My grandma died this year too - Lung cancer with metastais to liver and brain. She lived 3 month since diagnosed. At month 3 she wouldnt eat. Only person who would she eat from was me.
The thing that i was struck by the most was the fact that she was buried without her hair. She had such beautiful hair.
Oh im sorry, my eyes are sweating
>>684475441
you do deserve it anon, you just need to find the right woman
everyone deserves someone no matter how horrible they feel about themselves, especially you my friend
>>684475482
its gonna be hard getting away from that pain anon, the pain of no closure, im sorry to say but theres really no escaping it
>>684467238
you're a cunt. visit you father fuck-face. I mean, you may have ruined your life but you dont have to ruin others.
>>684471274
Snap the fk out of it and fix your own life. Focus on yourself, evolve or be miserable.
short summary
>meet girl online
>text for a month back n forth
>decide to meet up
>very pretty girl
>same kind of humor
>spends 3 days at my house
>we have a lot of fun, go to the movies, friends party, sex
>continue to meet up for the next 5 months
>just before christmas tells me she cant do it anymore
>gets back together with her ex
>3 months pass without any form of contact
>slowly start texting again
>i get "i've missed you in my life" messages
>last week
>some more of those kind of texts
>ask her if she'*s happy
>she says overall yes
i asked her why she's still so unsure about how she decided
she told me she "isn't unsure" and buts two texts with "it was beautiful with you" after that
what is up with this girl, besides obviously trying to either get me to tell her i want her back or keeping me on the back burner?
>>684475482
I'm in the same boat for the first part, except that she got a new boyfriend who is an absolute piece of shit.
The best thing you can do is try to forget. There is literally nothing you can do, so there isn't much use brooding over it, albeit it is a really shitty situation.
>>684475775
this isnt my personal screenshot anon sorry
if i remember correctly, the father was abusive to the mother and ignored the kids up until they split and the kids didnt have to see him again
sad story, thankfully not mine
>>684475218
Hey guys we found him!
>>684474551
We can't always get what we want.
In Through the Looking Glass, little Alice phases into a curious shop with a wall of cubbies and a human-handed lamb. The lamb is knitting an endless weave and is keeper of the shop. What catches Alice's eye but a beautiful doll in the cubby, but it dances out of sight into another cubby, always eluding Alice as to its exact beauty. Eventually Alice corners the doll with her eyes but it fades into the ceiling.
Next thing, Alice is on a canoe floating down a river, with beautiful country coming down on either side. Wildflowers line the banks amongst the reeds, which Alice yearns to pick, but the flowers lose their meaning in Alice's hands. She cries, but she was only far from her house, traveling across some hyper-dimensional chessboard which was inside the reflection of her den's grand mirror. The curios shop and the river journey were squares 5 and 6. I remember her dreams being triggered by a kitten play with yarn.
>>684475925
THIS IS THE EXACT SAME THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME MONTHS BEFORE MY GIRLFRIEND LEFT ME FOR SOMEONE ELSE. DO NOT FALL FOR IT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewBOcdz29Sw
1/2
>>684475675
I'm so sorry, anon. It's the worst to see someone so close to you wither away...
I try to live by her words she told me so many times: "don't cry, it'll be okay. Just keep going and somehow, you'll get right back on track." followed by a smile and hug.
And somehow, it always did. We both have to go on, for her.
2/2
>>684476175
really?
were you the ex or the guy?
>be me last night
>go to party with friends
>see my crush there
>try to talk to her but betafag.jpg
>get something to drink in kitchen
>walk back into living room
>see my friend making out with my crush
>go home not long after
>go to bed
>cry
>>684467971
I know that feel but I've slowly began to take it all in that I'm antisocial and an outcast people go to party's on the weekend go see friend's and stuff I sit in alone playing games thinking about how I could be out doing something but in the end I'm happy being alone when im alone I don't have to deal with awkward sitsituations I won't get clingy on a girl who could care less about me of course I get sad sometimes but in the end it could be worse then what I feel so I don't mind being alone I enjoy it I'm safe with my own feelings no one else's .
>>684475925
All women are whores nowadays. You have to find that gem in the pile of shit.
If a woman sees that you are not entirely perfect, there is a good chance she will leave you for another guy with a bigger cock/more money/better looking.
>>684475925
She's acting like a fucking child. She wants to eat the cookie and still keep it. I know that exact kind of woman, and I'd never touch one again with a 6 foot pole.
>>684476320
fucking both my nigga, shit is a trap to make them feel better without any thought as to how you feel, dont feel any guilt in blowing her off
>>684476354
that shit sucks anon, only thing to know is that you missed your chance this time
if your friend is anything like you are (personality wise) then you should go for her, talk to her at least, but not about her making out with your friend of course
>>684475836
dont get me wrong, im doing good for the most part otherwise.
but when i let myself think about my brother, i just... it hurts so much. my entire family is made up of shitheads. he may be an antisocial NEET but hes a good guy. even growing up separate we ended up liking the same shit. i just want him to want to be around me, and ive been trying for years... it just doesnt seem like he wants the same. i dunno.
so i actually try not to think about it. this is just a feels thread.
>>684475950
>>684475719
It is extremely hard to get over it. And I can't feel anything for any new girls I meet. Simply nothing happens and I don't want to lie to them.
>>684476385
if that's the case, i'm done with woman man
>>684476568
so, delete her, right?
>>684476636
she's just using me or emotional comfort then i guess?
>>684476234
Since then i understood one thing. Money doesnt matter.
You like that overpriced shoes? Buy them.
Your car is piece of shit but you like it? Invest money in it even if they laugh at you.
Only thing i can do for her now i to live good happy life. I intend to do so. I just bought myself a fuckin 50cm teddy bear cause i liked it.
Today my girlfriend with which i was togheter with for over 5 years broke up with me, it was for a stupid reason, she's manipulative and controlling me yet i love her so much... this time around i stood up for myself and told her how things are and she couldnt take it... now i'm alone... i was thinking of which way would be the best to pass away and i thought of /b/ considering that it's the place with the best ideas over those things...
>>684466084
He's right you know no one cares for him
>>684476017
oh, ok
>>684467238
Whoever screencapped this is a horrible fucking person.
>>684466032
Jealous. I never had a dad and his seems like the top tier of dads.
>>684476746
Some people come out calloused by love. You need not live that life, it's a cold path. Most people are shallow but we are also blind to our own bodies, that is we judge others by their behavior and ourselves by our intentions. Forgive and let live, and you'll live a life with meaningful relationships with ups and downs of its own.
>>684476778
That made me smile. I hope you'll have a good life, anon, and keep that mentality.
>>684466084
I care
>>684476723
i know how you feel anon
once in high school i had a major crush on this girl, but she was leading me on even though she would tell me she didnt want a relationship (i never asked her out but it was obvious)
eventually when drunk i sent her a bunch of abusive angry messages
shit haunted me for fucking YEARS even during another relationship
only just a couple months ago do i find out she had forgotten about it and we talked for a little bit at a party like nothing happened
its unfortunate but youll have to find your own way to make closure somehow
>>684476746
emotional comfort anon exactly, when things dont go perfect, she needs (as bad as it sounds) something to fall back on
>>684476905 see >>684476017
>>684477107
You too anon
>>684477142
>emotional comfort anon exactly, when things dont go perfect, she needs (as bad as it sounds) something to fall back on
just
wow.....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_f5TNGC2qk0
>>684477280
im sorry man i know how bad it sounds, like i said ive been the same
Since we're anonymous... tell me your biggest secret.
>I prevented my best friend from raping my other best friend but never told anyone about it
>>684477440
What a cockblock...
>>684477440
i dont know how to feel about this, good on you for protecting the person who nearly got raped but you should probably tell someone that it nearly happened
i dont even have any secrets im so boring
>>684473076
Because they have been hurt so many times before. This is the only place where the walls can come down without the risk of getting hurt again.
Sup /b/ros, just received this earlier from a girl I've been hangin with and really liked. Not feelin to well. Time to join the feels thread
>>684477433
shit sucks man really does
>>684477440
I will never get a pet because the day it will die I will die too
>>684477748
well shit, welcome aboard faggot!
>>684477142
It's a good thing you got to talk.
>>684477748
best thing to do in this case is to act as if nothing changes from that
women usually like to see that you can accept shit they say and take it in your stride
can potentially make you more desirable too anon!
>>684473097
Why wouldn't it?
Are you really such a bad guy that no cute girl would want you?
I know you're not, you're a great guy and you deserve a cute gf.
>>684478175
Insincerity is slightly hollow isn't it?
does anyone have that comic where there's a meteor coming to earth and how it's going to wipe out humanity and there's a little girl standing on a hill with a baseball bat whos gonna try and hit it back?
>>684476636
thanks anon
although I'm not quite like my friend personality wise, so I hope I still have a chance
Have a Job interview on Thursday, pumped af.
Finaly getting money again and can buy stuff to fill the emptiness. I think i'll get a g of coke and have fun in the city.
>>684478094
Act as if nothing changes as in still talk to her in classes?
>>684477440
Too boring to have secrets I guess.
>>684477748
It happens to the best of us.
I remember coming back from Iraq the first time. Before I left I was flirting with this girl from my hometown ALOT we ended up going on a few dates and then I deployed. Thoughts of her kept me sane. I thought I loved her. I truly thought we had something. This was early Iraq time line no WiFi and computers I was in the shit. Long story short after I came back I ended up on leave to attend my friends funeral back home (I'd took out a large portion of a convoy I was on). He was a childhood friend. She asked me to meet her on the same day the funeral was being held. I chose to meet her over going to his funeral. She just wanted to meet me to say she got a boyfriend like two weeks after I left and while she liked me she didn't want me to get involved and told me to lose her number. I missed the funeral of my childhood friend and battle brother to get my heart broken. Even now 8 years later I regret nothing as much as I regret that day. Remembering it still make me want to put a shotgun in my mouth.
>>684476787
Love you anon.
>>684478779
IED*
>getting a job again
>still no SO
>still feel like shit as soon as my mother talks to me
>>684477440
>no qt girl will ever talk to me
>>684478779
Holy shit dude.
>>684478681
exactly, dont talk to her any differently or as if you got rejected or anything, just talk to her as if nothing was ever said
>>684478739
im very boring
>>684476787
im glad you were able to stand up for yourself anon, you died on your feet rather than living on your knees, you wont regret it later down the track
>>684478779
What can you do?
Why do I even get up in the morning
>>684478779
Jesus man, women are nightmares. But if you think about it, you were just thinking about the future, not the past. Funerals aren't the only way to mourn friends and family. I don't see anything wrong with your descision, especially after hyping her up while in iraq.
>14, moms boyfriend is a drug dealer
>rolling in sketchy cash, but mom doesnt pay rent or electric bill
>electric cut, evicted
>homeless for a month, live in a small pickup
>upgrade to camper with the bf
>out of school for about 2 months at this point
>move 100+ miles away
>out of school for another month, but finally get enrolled
>shy, awkward, weird; go from 1000+ students at old school to 200 at this one, and no art program(which is the only thing im good at)
>finally make a few friends, though my grades are starting to suffer from stress
>left home alone for weeks at a time, mom nowhere to be seen, no food in the house, no way to get to town and even if i did i had no internet and no idea where anything was(small school, but was a large vacation town)
>starve, lose 20 lbs
>moms bf shows up to take me to walmart to get stuff
>on the way home he puts his hand on my thigh. i dont say anything because im scared of him.
>we get home; he hands me a vibrator, says "dont get me in trouble" and leaves
>im scared, angry, dont know what to do; i throw it in a nearby lake
>home alone again. no coats; its getting colder.
>still, try to survive, make plans to hang out with my new friends and play their cute little dungeons and dragons knockoff they invented
>one of them asks me out to the winter formal
>hell yes
>that night, cops show up at 4am
>"are you anon?" "yes" "ok, well, do you have any family you can call, hun? we just arrested your mother"
>have to move again, never got the guy's number because phone is shit, and basically feel awful guilt because i just disappeared without a word
>>684479177
To try
>>684478536
Best advice I can give is go for it. Put in the effort and if she reciprocates that's awesome but if she doesn't try and leave it. The most important bit is going for it.
I knew a gril and really liked her, would text a lot and stuff but I never had the balls to ask her out. After a while she lost interest and thought I was leading her on. I did eventually tell her how I felt, but by then it was too late. Rather than accepting that, I let that little spark of hope stay there and that was the worst fucking choice. Took me a bit over two years to get past that shit. Sounds pathetic, and it probably is, but she's the only girl I've felt something like that for.
Best of luck anon
>>684474368
is that the mbv font
>>684478779
fuck this is hitting me, I dont know what to think about this
>>684479114
Idk I mean we went out on dates and I had sex with her twice. Like making love type of sex and cute kisses and shit. Like we both liked each other. Then we've been texting but she said she was busy to hang two weekends in a row so I asked her this morning if she actually liked me and she said that. So it's a bit weird
>>684474699
>welcome to the nhk
this is my favourite anime, it made me realise that i wasn't the only one that felt that much despair and loneliness
>>684479374
>DUN DUN DUN DUN
>>684479474
hmm that is pretty weird, i dunno anon just some people dont even know how they think themselves
she might be just the same as all of us, struggling in her own way
I love her /b/ and she don't even acknowledge I exist.
>>684479542
I tried to watch it in middle school, got bored.
19 now, is it sny good or just a meme?
>>684479782
doesn't* fuck me
>>684479227
Anon, may I recommend a book to you by a lady author of similar circumstance.
The Glass Castle by Jeanette Walls
Thinking of you-
>>684479542
same its probably top 3 for me as well
one of the best black comedys with depressing subject matters portrayed hilariously sad
truly a one of a kind perfect anime
>>684479904
that book made me cry alot at the end
Still Alice also made me cry so much
those two books are good feels material and great reads
mfw im in a relationship with a gay guy because i wouldent make it another year if I had to endure the loneliness
>not even gay
>>684479753
>tfw loveless was the first shoegaze album i listened to and now everything else seems dull
why
>>684479816
it's extremely good, watch it ASAP
>>684466084
Jesus...
I'm not upset, just got something in my eye. I think I'm gonna call my mum.
>>684468046
It's even sadder if you think how if no one comes to check on him that dog will die of starvation.
>>684472934
this makes me happy
>>684480396
you like lotsa shoegaze anon? maybe youve heard this one
https://youtu.be/pbyI3Z5Voms
>>684479904
ah, i love that book. that one and flowers in the attic, but that ones a bit more dramatic id say.
thank u anon
>>684477440
Ok fuck it.
Family friend of a family friend. Hanged out as kids, first boobs I ever touched (as a joke) but too autistic to make a move. Then she stopped talking to our common friend when we were 13, so I lost contact.
I am 20 now, last time randomly talked to her on the street 4 years ago.
Like I dont even know her now, dunno if she d recognise me but fuck she is still the cutest thing I have seen in my life.
Ok, she may be into tumblr and dating a retard but I still think about her every now and then.
>>684480056
Yay reading
Hi, first time posting here, how you guys doing?
dunno if anyone will really like this but this is a fucking amazing performance
https://youtu.be/JdD7dQUiyM0
story as well, shes singing about some really depressing shit about herself, worthlessness, suicide, depression that kinda stuff (shes singing this to a crowd mind you, they applaud at the end, always fucked my friend up when he heard them clapping)
only about two months later she killed herself
How the fuck do I stop being so fucking insecure? How the fuck do I learn how to talk to people? How the fuck do I stop being so bored of life? How do I regain the almost 20 yeas I spent doing nothing but locking myself behind a fucking monitor?
I'm just so mad some times it actually led to start college, to start a daily routine of exercise, to talk to people, still a fucking kissless virgin thought, and I was getting decent grades, lost a lot weight, but now I'm just starting to lose motivation.
Fuck I might not have had the worst life or circumstances like some people in this thread, some times I just think some kind of cunt really.
>>684474368
I never went to parties because of shit like this. Ever. I was terrified it would end up being a big joke on me.
I'm sorry that shit happened man.
>>684478779
It´s ok Anon
But remember
Bros before hoes
i still remember the first time we met
that she put her suitcase between my pc and wardrobe
that she sat on my bed, eating peanuts, smiling
damn
>>684480738
that was so good!!
thanks for posting this, i might check them out now
seriously, this is the perfect combination between dream pop-ish vocals and melancholic guitars
thanks man (or whatever you are)
>>684480932
Bummed that I am a kissless virgin who has to report tmr morning cause of mandatory conscription in this shithole.
>>684480923
yay
>>684480712
happy feels for a change can be a refreshing change of perspective so i try to throw some of them into these threads when i can
>>684468651
Parents used to beat me up when I was a kid. Mostly my dad. Cracked my head open twice, broke my ribs, my teeth, my arm and so on. Grew up in hospitals, barely went to school or high school because I was mostly in a hospital. Parents got divorced when I was 16 so I ran off to live with my older brother. Never heard of them again. Barely graduated, caused him so much trouble and he never said a word about it. He'd just put a smile on his face and say "Don't worry, we got this.". Got a job and climbed the ladder. We were doing great. We get in an accident, brother is in a bad condition. I get in the ambulance with him. He puts that smile again and says "Don't worry, you got this. I am proud of you.". He doesn't make it to the hospital. Even though I was sad that he was gone I was happy. I made him proud. Now everything I do I do it for him. I know he watches me from above and I know that every good thing I do puts a smile on his face. And that makes me happy.
>>684467238
Fuck you man, i wished my father gave a shit like this one... I wish he called me son at least, I wish that one day he'll come and tell me it was all just a test or something and that i'll feel what having a dad feels like.
>>684481231
Same, pretty much sad most of the time that I exist.
>>684481088
I feel the same way at times.
I think lots of us do. But past is past us, just keep trying.
Oh, and finding a waifu wont fix your life
Damn anons I keep missing feels breads... Didn't have time to read everything in here so I apologize in advance, my feel lately:
>Be depressed for a long time, but it's hitting me hard lately
>Home all day (mostly)
>Mom asks me almost everyday: "What's wrong, anon?"
>That feel when close family can visibly tell something is getting you down
>They can see through the shield you put up everyday
>The walls you've been building so long to block yourself in public
>I respond to her, "nothing mom"
>Just come up with some excuse every time
>We've been through a lot, and I should really open up and express myself, but I just want to stay strong and show her that I'm okay
>She doesn't know how much she means to me and how hard everything is deep down, and I don't want to have to tell her
hey, anon from>>684472907
>>684469849
and >>684470826
how many of you feel like you're sad for no reason? or lack thereof? there is so much to be hurt and torn over, and yet little in my life has really happened. but I feel upset and choked up over something that isn't there.
People called me horse face and teased me because I liked to do boy things (like horse riding and archery), but I stayed true to myself and found someone who loved me for who I am. Even though I'm locked away in a tower because of a jealous ex, I'm happy knowing my brother will come for me and take good care of baby Jon once I'm gone.
>>684480932
most people in these threads arent doing great anon, i think theres a few people who come in and regularly post (me being one of them)
im just lucky in the fact that i have my good nights of not being depressed
>>684481088
try to find a small group of tight friends if you can anon, dont go out and try to be a mega socialite, just stick with the people that matter
>>684481216
i know right! my fave bit is about 2:50 i think when the guitar really picks up and gets higher pitch and faster, so nice
>>684481362 check >>684476017
im sorry about your dad anon, deep down he thinks about you whether he realises it or not
>>684481340
this is what i like to see anon, a man with a great purpose, sorry about your brother man but glad to hear youre doing good, keep up the good shit!
>shit soaked life anon
>>684465615
Well, just opened thread and already have watery eyes.
>>684469755
Well put anon, well put.
>>684473979
Always gets me.
>my thoughts
You guys always manage to get me. The advice from /b/ros here is more valuable than any I have received from people that I know. I didn't want to wake up this morning, like usual (woke up at 3:21pm so not much morning).
>>684481614
please understand that i know how you feel. no matter how hard i try i can't bring myself to tell anyone how i feel or get it out of my mouth that i feel like shit
just don't give up
please
>>684481616
I do. I've had a generally good life, but since the past couple years, I've just had this deep, deep, extreme sadness.
>>684481616
Routine boredom.
Find a hobby.
>>684478627
Ouch.
I think about it all the time, like you think pf your soulmate and that person probably exsisted at some point somewhere.
Thinking of you too...
>tfw feels thread are the only place where I truly feel safe and at home
thank you for everything
>>684481614
Anon, open up to her. it hurts to push away the world. Here, a talk on coming out of our closets: https://www.ted.com/talks/ash_beckham_we_re_all_hiding_something_let_s_find_the_courage_to_open_up?language=en#t-133073
>>684481614
Opening up always help, you will feel so much better afterwards.
>>684481550
>Oh, and finding a waifu wont fix your life
I just want to know what it feels like to be loved, and actually try to be a better person for her. You know the kind of shit that actually makes you try having a relation ship over the internet that con potentially fuck me over. I'm just that desperate.
Sorry I'm just venting.
>>684481220
I like dis
I always feel quite a strong urge to be alone somewhere nice after social events, especially parties
Also reminds me of home, I grew up in a pretty rural area, a tiny village a few miles from a medium sized town. Never really appreciated all the woods and general greenery till I moved to a city for uni
>>684481840
hey its shit soaked life anon, seen you a bunch of times now it feels like, good to see youre doing good and hey! youre still getting out of bed earlier than I did today ahha
>>684481614
you dont have to tell her shit anon, you dont even have to speak, just go to her a give her a huge hug, bigger than any old goodbye or hello hug, make that shit count
i do that with my mum when either of us are feeling depressed (i can tell it more in her than she can in me) and it feels good
>>684481950
go to a psych anon, if only for 2 or 3 sessions
they are the most non judgemental people you will ever meet, just go there and get all those feelings and shit off your chest, it will only feel good
>>684468160
its even worse when you know all your friends have experienced teenage love.
>shit soaked life anon
>>684481614
I'm the same way. The one person that has been with me for my whole life is the one person who I want to believe that I'm completely fine even though I am dead on the inside. I can definitely relate to the green text.
One day you'll be out walking, a careless little walk that you don't really remember why you started.
It'll never be during the day, but at one of the times you feel at peace, late at night, or before the sun rises.
Somewhere during this walk, you'll check your phone, no notifications, nothing asking you about where you went or why, just the time, that you'll forget as soon as you put it back in your pocket.
You'll remember something you wish you hadn't during this walk, that will just make the walk longer, even as you mindlessly make you way back home.
You'll simply slip into bed, and the cycle will repeat.
>>684482059
believe me, I have hobbies. but whenever I'm doing something that isn't with a friend, it just feels empty and pointless. then I go back to playing dumbass video games and tuning out of life until I forgot that I'm sad.
>>684473885
Thanks anon, made me smile.
>>684466542
>>684482520
cant say i will ever do this cause im still afraid of the dark ahahh
>>684471849
lost it....
>>684477748
I'm sorry man. At least she respected you enough to be honest with you. Many girls just don't do that. And now you know one way or the other rather than wondering 'what if?' your whole life.
So you put yourself out there like a courageous son of a bitch and got shot down this time. It's difficult to be open with your feelings and sometimes you do get hurt. It happens to the best. Get a beer and chill with us /b/ro.
>>684482321
No, you want to feel evaluated. You want to make sure that you changed, or at least better now, and a gf would be living proof of just that (since your social life is almost as dull as before)
Internet gf? Really? Do NOT go there, you know it is lame.
Anyway, work on your confidence, do not clinge on to ones that aint interested and you will find one.
