you have 24 hours to live.
How do you spend them ?
from this moment?
everyone or just me?
everyone, abduct next homeslice as stealthily as i can rape and run, think about some shit, find somewhere peaceful for it to end
require proof, confirmation, evidence, maybe write some stuff out, try get it printed, mail it back home.
i would play vidya games and talk to my friends about the situation
i wont be able to manage something with my friends because i dont have friends
so i´ll be play more games and use all of my money to be happy but then i find out that
im not going to die and now im homeless
yeah that would happen i think
maybe run to the next suburb over to see if an ex girlfriends still living in the same house and spend it with her willing
then when shes not there... cry.. watch traffic pass, think about things, listen to music.
dickhead focus on more important things than that
stupid cunt of an ex
Nothing much, just clinical depression, girlfriend left me, pretty poor and a shit personality. The world doesn't need me in it. Won't kill myself because I'm a pussy and I don't want to shock my friends and family.
So all I really can do to make up for existing is diminishing myself and making sure I leave as little a mark on the world as possible. Being taken by a terminal illness seems like a fitting way to go so I'd just accept it.
>I cross the country
>break into the house of my dreamgirl
>kiss her passionately weather she wants to or not
>eat pizza and burgers
>kill rich cunt
>just as 24h hits the mark I jump off of the highest spot I can
i wont give you this moral speech im just gonna say do your thing but if you wanna get better seek help dude btw how can you even say that you have a shit personality? everybody sees you different
I'm just an overemotional whiney little bitch, I don't show it, but it's there.
I am on medication, and it's surprisingly nice to have only one mood, but I do miss being actually happy, right now I'd describe my only mood as unattached and functional, which is handy, but the polar opposite of exciting.
Because of that I don't really care wether I live or die, it really doesn't matter.
not tell anyone whats going to happen then create the greatest murder mystery ever by decapitating myself in a locked room with a book with loads of symbols and meaningless code in my hand let the conspiracy theorists have a field day
i had to take pills that made me depressed as a kid because the teachers said i had adhd even though i didnt i got checked again when i was 11 they took away my happiness as a kid for 5 years that makes me sad sometimes but im pretty happy now i still had 12-16 years old of happiness but dude i kind of had the same feeling of nothing and that generated to depression i hope you find that point in life m8
would resolve conflicts, contracts, business-stuff so my relatives would not have to deal with it (actually this would be so much work, would not be able to get it all done)
something with speed (maybe rent a car or something)
weird sad love fucking my gf
take some drugs so i am relaxed and call everybody, not telling them, just to have a last laugh with them
do lots of cocaine eat chic-fil-a and jerk off
Dude get off that shit medication. Smoke some cannabis, and start feeling better. I got out of depression this way. It will show you what is wrong, and give a deeper connection to yourself with ways on how to fix it. At least worth trying a few times anon.
>i think I'm some sort of mystical shaman but in reality I'm just a fucking burnout
It might be nice if I find some purpose, a way to make myself useful, but honestly I don't care that much, I'm just waiting life out. But thanks for caring, you're a good person.
The medication does stop the panic attacks though, and that's pretty useful.
I do smoke weed, it's more or less the only way I'm capable of laughing.
I'm on SSRI's though, quitting cold turkey leaves me dizzy all day, mentally confused and gives me brain zaps, which are really annoying and distracting, so I'll need some guidance if I really want to stop.
I can smell the stale Cheetos and mountain dew
What!? I'm sorry I can't hear you over THESE DUBS
cant help it, could never bring myself put my dick into such dirty hole of a whore