hope you slept well.
tell me why you will not KILL YOURSELF today.
I have my daughter with me. She goes back to her mother tomorrow so I'll probably do it after that.
that's great you are going to wait till your daughter leaves. No need to scar her for life.
Honestly, because I'm too scared. I've wanted to for years, it's been in my mind for years, since I was like 16 and I finally realised that despite the fact that I make friends really easily, and have always been popular, I will always be alone because I am hideous to look at. Like, seriously. There are 2, well maybe 3 things that matter to girls, namely personality, looks and money. I have the first and the last, so by process of elimination I must be simply too ugly. Fuck.
tl,dr; too much of a pussy.