protip: don't spell words the same retarded way you speak them
>be me, 19
>depressed as fuck with social anxiety
>i get out, meet this 29 years old handsome guy
>i become his boyfriend, everything is so nice in my life
>he's my only reason to live(it's sad i know but aren't we all?)
>fast forward i thank god I met him.
>he's becoming cold, distant, would tell me to find someone else, suspicious, would ignore me, wouldn't car if we break up
>starts hitting me at his house, car, public, everywhere
>he wants to break up for no reason at all
>i am left heartbroken, he friendzones me
>fall into depression again
>meds stop working
>i tell him I'll kill myself because the damage he did to me
>i cry everyday and plan my own death
>doctor appointment,cry there and tell him nothing bad happened to me; it's just depression
>he prescribes me 5 kind of different medication
>still love my guy, he says it's over, we'll never get back together again but we can still be friends
>he says he can't see me as a partner anymore
>i don't wanna be his friend wtf
>i threaten him like a retard I am
>he's sad and depressed, had a panic attack at work
>I decide to go ''no contact'' to see if it works; i really love him and want him back :( I think it will work because he wouldn't let an hour pass by without texting me
To crush my enemies, see them driven before me and hear the lamentations of their women.
Woah I know what you're trying to do and you ain't getting a free "faggot" out of me you stupid faggot
Same over here. I use to think maybe somwthing special would make me happy. Now I don't know about anything. I just go on autopilot the whole day. Wake up, eat, work, eat, sleep. Rinse and repeat. I'm not even sad anymore. I'm just not happy.
his name is Obi and he is really tiny
the cat was named Gatito (kitty or kitten i think would be an accurate translation) but then it grew big and now is Señor Gatito (mister kitten)
HAHAHAHA to save face he took "lmao" literally, and then went FURTHER and decided to actually impress this question onto your mind "how is it a top kek. are you rolling on the floor laughing?"