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Feels thread
Just ready to be sad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
Yeah.
>>684219505
This hit too close to home
>>684219985
>>684219751
>>684220186
I can relate to everyone of these... Why can't it all go back to the way it used to be?
>>684220521
This is sad but I kekd at pic
>>684220860
thats why i posted it!
>shit soaked life anon
>>684219751
>>684220186
Both.
>>684219985
He died 17/04/2015
>>684220284
That... is really depressing.
>>684219505
no wonder nub
you always say tomorrow, these are self-defeating cycles that you beat yourself into
the correct frame of thinking is "i change today", followed by actually making some small level of change
you kill yourself from the start thinking you're going to wake up tomorrow and find all the motivation you've lacked is suddenly going to be there and all the uncertainty and lack of distinct goals will suddenly go away. it doesn't work like that
>>684221170
Why such a precise date?
>>684219985
The soul i used to be is now hidden behind several walls that i've built within myself because if i acknowledge that my old self exists then it'll become who i am again. I dont want that to happen
>>684220482
What do? Get drunk, smoke weed, eat good food, listen to music, do drugs, have sex, literally anything than bitch about how unfair everything is.
>shit soaked life anon
>>684221384
Fuck, I could give you an exact time and place.
>>684221408
I'm the opposite man. I used to give my lunch away to kids who couldn't afford it in school. Now I tell everyone to eat shit and I'm on probation while still doing drugs to keep myself interested in living for as long as I can.
>>684220284
Jesus, that guy is driving himself crazy. All because he lost someone that close to him.
>>684221583
All of that has absolutely no significance if you really think about it. I mean come on. What have humans ever done that is worthwhile? How is anything meaningful? It seems like everything is just pointless and bland.
>>684222379
>Inb4 kill yourself
>>684221979
NO YOU HANG IN THERE!
>classic
>>684221635
I'd prefer to have memes than friends
>>684221979
>>684222610
Go hang yourselves, faggots.
>>684222822
ok.
>>684222822
Careful Anon, I almost cut myself on that edge.
>>684222379
I never said it had any significance. It's just more enjoyable then bitching about everything. Instead of crying about mundane shit try to enjoy the senses. Hedonism yo
Long ones
>>684219505
I feels like you're a complete fucking twat. and a faggot obviously. Fuck off a bridge, sad cunt.
Im just tired of being ugly and depressed.
>>684223201
You know what to do
>>684223310
Put on makeup?
>>684223201
Funny how those on the opposite side of the spectrum end in the same place.
>>684223453
heheheh
>>684223037
Nihilism, bitch.
Philosophy question- it it TRULY better to have loved and lost? or is that all bullshit? I propose if you've never known love, you're used to never having it, which doesn't hurt as much as losing it.
>>684223448
No, you retarded fuckwad. Go jump into a goddamn wood chipper.
>shit soaked life anon
>>684221741
>>684221384
Sorry /b/ro. That was the day I lost what genuine happiness I had left. Got my heart broken that day and since then had anxiety and depression, almost had two heart attacks as well from the anxiety and heartbreak.
heres one
>>684223931
I would say it's better to have loved once, but merely because im a knowlege freak.
Though from experience... i would say it feels worse for a while, then it goes back to "normal" once you stop caring.
>>684224028
For me it was November 16th, 2015.
I lost everything i cared about and tried to kill myself. I couldn't even die right... and so here I am.
>have a wallpaper i guess
>>684219505
Sage. Sage. SAGE!
Fucking newfags need to stop posting this tired-ass "feels thread" bullshit on The Chan. Nobody gives a fuck, homos!
>>684224298
It's never too late to try again
>>684224313
/thread
>>684219505
>>684220186
I can relate.
>>684224392
Way ahead of you. Already have tried again. And the only reason i haven't given into
>third time's the charm
Is because maybe, just mayyyyyyybe there's something i'm SUPPOSED to do before i kill myself. And so I'm searching for it.
>>684223931
Yes.
>>684224313
The Chan? Please leave.
>>684224313
>you rite now
>>684224313
>The Chan
Kill yourself
>>684224313
>>684224524
>Samefagging your own /thread
Go back to your gfur and dick rate threads, anon. Nobody wants you here.
>>684224633
That was one of the gayest things I've read
>>684224817
Fuck you bitchboy, I have been here since 2006!! Eat dick cheese, summerbitch...
>>684224817
Kill yourself.
>>684224392
If at first you don't succeed, try, try again.
>>684224974
You're the gayest faggot alive.
>>684224694
More like you, samefag bitch with the hairy tits...
>>684225256
Im going to assume satire.
>>684223931
No, the pain of losing something you had is much worse than the pain of not knowing it
>>684224669
I hve been here since 2006, bitch. You little, summerbitch!
Also, check 'em.
>>684225378
this term is
reserved for any OP who does not deliver.
>>684225468
Feels like summer for you, bitch. Now tits or gtfo, Cornhole Carl!
Guise I just... I dunno
I thank bout the universe n stuff n how big it is and how little I am n I just get sads. Wut if there isn't a meening to life n stuff. Sumtimes I cry cus nobody gibbe hugs n stuff. I don no wuttado. I want to die but mayb just maybe there like a reason or sumpin to stay live. Existnzsz is cruel I cry everytiem
>>684225652
You just gave me AIDS you're such a queer, Queerbag McSalty Balls
>>684225943
Die you are too weak to compete with real men like me. I will take your women, get that promotion and drink more than you because I am real man. You're still wanting that new X Box game? I already own it. Before it came out. Your shit is weak and I will fight you IRL to tell you killing yourself if weak and stupid. Also check em.
>>684226151
haha what a faggot, he hasnt realized that there is no irl
>>684219505
>>684226513
Wadduuup Boiiiiiiiiiiiiii
>>684223136
God damn it i wished i had someone like frank
>>684226908
I think we all do anon, i think we all do
>>684224179
at least he got to play his games forever
>>684222787
>memes never leave you
>memes never ditch you or cancel plans
>memes never steal your crush
>memes never stop communicating with you because they found other memes
>memes never talk behind your back
>memes can always cheer you up when you're sick
>memes will always be there till the end
and the best part is
>you can always make memes
>>684222633
worth the read.
What is /b/'s thoughts on drug usage and self medication? Life's been rough the past few years and I've been getting high a lot more frequently in what I guess is a break from the stresses of life. Previously I thought negatively of recreational drug users thinking it was a path to degeneracy but now that I'm here I've started to wonder whether I'm doomed to degenerate or if the life I want to live is still worth fighting for with full vigor.
>>684227156
That fucking got me
>>684221170
Holy fuck, an anon I recognize! It's Lurk. Whaddup?
>>684227708
Are you me?
>>684227708
"medication" isn't a PATH, it's a SIGN that you already are.
>Lurk
>>684224028
Damn bro, sounds like you're all beat and the thread's dying. You probably won't end up reading this, but hope you have a good one anyhow.
>>684227951
>tfw I'm 26 and I bought my own cake for the past 10 years
worst part is I get to eat the entire cake.
>>684221752
how old are you?
>>684228693
Back when I was little, I had a cake, but I didn't get to eat it.
Now I have my cake and I eat it too, it isn't as good as I imagined.
DISCIPLINE FAGGOTS. I'M TIRED OF DEPRESSION, MEDICATION HAS NOT WORKED. I'M TIRED OF BEING INTOXICATED, CAN'T HAVE A DRINK WITH MY FRIENDS WITHOUT BLACKING OUT BECAUSE OF THEM, CAN'T HAVE A JOINT WITHOUT LOSING BALANCE OR SHAKING HAND BECAUSE OF THEM. I'M FUCKING TIRED OF THIS SHIT. DISCIPLINE IS WHAT WE NEED. ENOUGH OF SELF FUCKING ROMANTIC PITY.
>>684229079
>N HAS NOT WORKED. I'M TIRED OF BEING INTOXICATED, CAN'T HAVE A DRINK WITH MY FRIENDS WITHOUT BLACKING OUT BECAUSE OF THEM, CAN'T HAVE A JOINT WITHOUT LOSING BALANCE OR SHAKING HAND BECAUSE OF THEM. I'M FUCKING TIRED OF THIS SHIT. DISCIPLINE IS WHAT WE NEED. E
>>684224313
gtfo
It's my one year anniversary moving to a city, I wanted go celebrate it with my best friend but he ignored me and feels like he has been ignoring me this whole week...
>>684219505
Literally my everyday life...
>>684225182
Shit. I wrote that a few years ago. I'm still depressed as fuck, but if someone cares, I'll inherit some land, sell it for 50k and get the fuck out.
>Lurk
Trying to keep the thread alive, wanna get some feedback on something.
Alright /b/ros, been thinking recently. Like, in my spare time when I'm not mentally occupied. And usually when I think in my spare time I get depressed as fuck. it's been happening a lot recently, actually. My brain is in the video-game induced state of numbness that I intentionally set myself in every night (Hotline Miami for the win) so I won't be able to describe very well what it is that I think about. I mean, shit gets really bad, but I can't give you the full scope of it now because I don't want to breach that mental floodgate right now. But here's the TL;DR: Real bad shit, thoughts about existence and stuff that drives me toward extreme suicidal thoughts and whenever I think of it I begin to feel as if I'm going insane, a thought I've been having more than I'd like to have been having recently...
Anyway, I got thinking about that state of mental numbness I described earlier to dull my mind so that I can't think about the stuff that drives my mind to darkness, right? And I thought that maybe suicide by ignorance might do it.
Think about it. I'm still young, well below 25, my mind is still developing. Enough weed at this time in my life would leave my mental abilities permanently reduced (studies have shown this, please don't start this argument right now). If I could do that, intentionally starve myself of sleep, and do other things of this nature, I may be able to reduce myself to a state of below-average intelligence, and that might permanently dull my wits enough that I might be happy. I dunno. It might also help me take a load off in life. I'd disappoint the fuck outta my parents, they're expecting a doctor, but I think it wouldn't be as bad as if I just straight up became an hero. Because I have trouble imagining putting them through that much grief.
What do you all think? Now that I've got it in writing, it sounds like a stupid idea, but at least it's food for thought.
>>684227951
It's kind of funny. I feel like my aspiration isn't even dead so much as it is frustratingly out of reach.
>>684229618
damn dude, I thought you'd be halfway across south america by now. What happened?
>>684229638
>worried about going crazy
>plan to abuse weed and sleep deprive self
bad plan man. You'll probably be fine but take it from a guy whose been hospitalized for psychosis, you don't want to do that. You want to kill your brain? See a shrink, get on prescription drugs... maybe klonapin will be right up your alley
>>684229638
You sound a hell of a lot like me.
But I don't think that your plan would work. You would probably just end up more depressed and with less chance of being able to do something about it.
>>684229638
That's not too different from the theory I have about the correlation of intelligence circumstance and depression, you can be as smart as you want, but when life fucks you in the ass too much, being smart is a good thing anymore, it feels worse to know how bad everything really is, knowing that you could have done so much better.
Maybe ignorance truly is bliss
Im bored
>Lurk
>>684229809
oH ShIt WE'Re opENiNg ThiS CAn of WoRMS
To be honest, nothing. I know, GTFO or I'll give you something to cry about, but it's the truth. I'm under some stress, being a student and all, and I did go through a breakup that shook me pretty bad, and I never have gotten enough sleep despite not having insomnia or anything, but aside from those minor things nothing's wrong with my life. It's actually pretty excellent so far. I'm just not sure. Going through some kinda emotional breakdown or something, not entirely sure. Depression will hit me hard for a week or so and then subside, only to hit really hard again at the slightest provocation. Literally had one of those waves set off by someone asking me if I was okay, if you can believe it. I mean, I understand how that lead to the depression, but I can't explain it. There's too much going on. I can form it into a coherent thought, but because there's so much going on up there when I get to thinking about that kind of stuff it's hard to explain one thing without explaining everything, and it's impossible to explain everything, period.
Shit, sorry, rambling again. Not gonna delete all that because I probably had a point in there somewhere, but I can't remember what it was well enough to sort out the sensible stuff and trim out the fat. Sry :P
Might be worth another thread but, describe your 5th grade self in 3-5 adjectives. I found it's kind of a constructive technique to understand your personal happiness and easy way you think.
>>684220482
Such is my life fellow anon
>Lurk here. Surprised y'all actually responded, and so many of you to boot.
>>684230088
Lovecraft dealt with some pretty similar themes. His works are kinda samey to me, but basically the TL;DR of every Lovecraft book ever is that the more you know about the horrors that lie beyond our earth, the more you know about the TRUE nature of the universe, the deeper into madness you inevitably slip. Pretty chilling stuff.
>>684230052
>>684230023
Yeah, good point. Like I said, sounded worse once I got it on paper. But hey, there's gotta be something. It's funny, really. I don't want to talk to a doctor because I'm afraid that the diagnosis will actually be something wrong in the head that they'll have to drug me for, and I'm afraid of prescription shit because I'm afraid it'll fuck me up in the head, but then I go off and suggest intellectual suicide.
>>684230571
I'd really like something to fix our problem, it would be nice...
>>684229809
You need money to start a journey, but the whole job thing is not really my thing. Inheriting land will be my ticket to freedom, at least for a year or so. 50k can be a lot if I travel light.
>>684226999
>A melancholy witnessing
>>684226908
No one's coming to save us anon.
turning 20 in a year and realizing that ive wasted so many fucking years of my life indoors doing the same things over and over and over every fucking day. i have no friends, i have no job, i dont know what to do with my time. video games are so dull to me now. i think about killing myself every fucking day but im better than that. i hate waking up everyday cause i dont even know what ill do. im weak, im tired, im a waste of a person, a bum, a loser.
>Lurk
>>684230659
Unsure, malleable, naive, and I know it's not an adjective but FUCK was I so full of myself, thought I was the smartest little asshole on the face of the planet because I played chess and read long books and drank tea and my parents said i wuz smrt god damn I cringe thinking about it all.
>>684230901
Meds? Nah, they do more harm than good. Therapy? Therapists come off to me as condescending and useless to anyone but dimwits and attention whores, though it's probably not true. Suicide? Nah, that is one HELL of a dick move to your friends and family. plus I get sad thinking of all my wasted potential. Some other option? ZHonestly there's plenty, but due to circumstance I can't personally do most of 'em, or don't want to. So GG buddy, because I'll bet my life you're in the same situation. Honestly it's a pretty fucked up little checkmate, if you ask me. Its worse than tic-tac-toe, because you can't win even if you decide not to play.
>>684230897
They probably won't give you anything serious if you're just coming in there of your own will. I respect people that don't want to be on anything, though. Only real advice I can give you is not to isolate. Even posting here is better than nothing I guess, but probably not enough. And if you're like me and don't have friends you can really talk to, a therapist is helpful. They're basically feels prostitutes
>>684223931
One bad relationship fucked me up for years. Now I'm going my own way, women bullshit is too damn exhausting to keep competing. It feels stupid just to behave like a fucking neanderthal when females are around.
Though, I'm glad I had the whole teenager love experience. I got to banged a 16 yo cutie as a teen.
>>684232030
>MGTOW
kek, though i agree
>>684231636
continued
both my brain and my eyes are fried from starring at a screen all day long. im so hopeless that for the first time in my life i walked into a church and prayed for my life to change. i dont even believe in any of that stuff. im so desperate, everyday i feel worse. everyday i try to find ways to change my life but idk how. fuck it. i guess i have to accept my destiny in life
>Lurk
>>684231850
I mean, yeah, I hear you, but I dunno, man. I don't think I could handle a specific timeslot dedicated to feeling sad, because it's a sort of "mode" my brain has to be in, yeah? And intentionally triggering that on a regular basis, plus the awkwardness of having opened up taht much to someone and the awkward anticipation beforehand during the day and stuff? I mean, while I hear what you're getting at, IDK if I could do therapy. Would totally avoid isolation, but due to circumstances that don't involve me my friends are sort of isolating me. Not their fault, it's all got nothing to do with me, it's just a series of coincidences, but the issues is that I live in a town that has less than half the population of the university I'm headed for. Got nobody left that I actually have any connections with that has a friend group I could enter that ISN'T shit. The ceckmate metaphor is actually pretty accurate, wish I had thought of that earlier.
Chess is all about predicting the future, looking at a bunch of different ways the game could unfold (similar to a causality tree or the butterfly effect) based on your moves, and then selecting the most favorable outcome and playing that way. But here's the thing, I feel like I've examined all angles. Got no good options left, all moves would result in a negative trade for me, so I'm just moving my king back and forth, which is an extremely disadvantageous play in itself, too.
If you get what I'm saying?
Maybe someone will take this advice, if you want change you'll heed it. For I was once posting to feels threads because I was hurt, lonely, extremely lonely. Until I read two books.
Anthony Robbins - Awaken the giant within.
Grow and think rich - Napoleon Hill.
These two books can change your life, all you have to do is read them with a positive attitude.
Trust me, it works. :,)
>>684232618
I can actually relate quite well to that, /b/ro. I've found myself grasping for straws just like that, despite knowing it's hopeless. Hell, there was once a time when I would proudly declare my lack of faith at a moment's notice (went through an EDgY AthEiSt phase, cringe every time), but since then I've caught myself praying once or twice. The irony is unreal.
>>684232975
>having the positive attitude prior to reading the books
Fucking normies in my feels thread.
>>684232975
Will do anon, unlike ^this phagot I'm willing to take free advice.
Here's some music for your troubles.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_W6w70nQ4JU
>>684233081
A positive attitude toward reading a book. The rest of your life may be miserable, but if you've read a book, you'd know how well you can escape in them.
>>684233211
This makes me happy, knowing you've taken it. Good luck my friend! I will certainly listen to the track :)
Hey everyone, it's OP
I'm going to bed now since it's 3:30 in the morning and I think I have to get up at seven.
It was nice spending the evening with you guys.
Stay alive until I see you again.
my first attempt at a relationship in 6 years has been a terrible mess.
I really liked her and its fucked beyond repair.
what I hate is that I cant end it.
its a fucking nightmare and i cant end it
>Lurk
>>684233337
NIGGER YOU WERE 4 OFF OF QUINTS
But yeah, read the reviews for the first one. Actually seems like it's legit, not just snake oil. Alright, I'll give 'er a go.
>>684233383
Agreed, this has been nice. You too, OP!
>>684233383
cya op
>>684232975
My boy! Tony Robbins is pretty amazing.
>>684233383
see ya space cowboy
>>684220284
I haven't cried in a feels thread in a long time
>>684233612
The guy who wrote this came from nothing, a janitor he was. Changing his life was the aim, and he did it by himself, sharing how he did it, made him a multi millionaire.
>>684222633
I have tears in my eyes.
really fucking bored.
>>684222779
where is this from?
>>684234546
Ned Vizzini
;)
>>684232786
turn your king into a drug dealer - Life is over as far as you make it out anyways? Might as well go out with a blast
>Lurk
>>684220284
Fuck, I can't believe I skipped by this. This is powerful. Damn.
>>684234484
I feel you, anon. Doing anything fun this weekend?
>>684234949
I'll probably... do nothing... got any recommendations? id really like something to... pass the time.
>Lurk
>>684234930
While I appreciate the sentiment, can't do that. I'd get my shit fucked up in the process, and I'd just be a massive disappointment to my parents. A suicidal guy shouldn't be so worried about that, but I love them too much to die a disappointment.
Fuck. Not you, just... Fuck.
>>684235094
I feel. Studying for finals all weekend. Probably not great to be feeling this shitty before a weekend of studying, but hey, at least my mind'll be occupied while I'm hitting the books. You know what might do you? If you can't manage to find any friends to be with, try doing something you'd normally do at home, but do it somewhere other than home. IDK, read, work on something, draw, whatever you do, but find somewhere nearby to do it. Have a little look about. Find a secluded spot, especially onne you didn't know about before. Go at it. I like it, anyway. The change of pace is nice, but you stay nicely within your comfort zone.
>>684235681
>>684235094
This is a pretty good suggestion. I've taken to learning how to write some R-rated phrases in other languages. it's more memorization than anything, but it's a neat parlor trick to be able to whip out "I eat ass" in Japanese on demand.
>>684235882
>Pic related
>>684235681
>try and learn somethin
like what..? I cant come up with anything,...
>>684235527
>>684235527
fucks sakes the exact same position to me and its as if i almost needed to hear the same thing you said that has been echoing in my head for weeks.. I understand the fuck you gave, I find it hard to give yet so easily said than done.
>pretty sure I have mental problems now after the years of abuse I have self inflicted with depression.
>Lurk here
>>684236450
My friend, I can relate completely and totally to the idea of self-inflicted abuse. Actually, that's a pretty good way of putting it... I may use that at some point.
>>684236408
>>684236379
Ketsu wo taberu ;)
>>684224313
>The Chan
You sound like a middle schooler who just started lurking who thinks there hotshit for it.
>>684236698
This
>Lurk here
Thread is dying. Anyone lurking? I need some good feels movies. Recently watched Everything Must Go and was not expecting feels out of that one, but was give them nonetheless. What else have you all got?
>>684236379
>>684237072
Pi, the life of
>>684236408
go to khan academy and pick up something that might interest you. or learn a new lingo like this guy >>684236686 he eats ass
>>684237072
Here ya go
>Lurk
>>684237260
Nice!
>>684237370
Seen it, read the book first. Book was better. Really not too feely of a story, though. IDK, it's been a while. Great book, no question.
>>684237372
It was meant to be "I eat ass?, but yeah, you get the idea :P
>>684237403
Image pretty zoomed out, what's going on?
>>684237742
>Nice!
ahh this is why i love 4chan, even when you say something like that you still get such a response.
>>684237742
Yeah it's big. If you download it you should be able to zoom in
>>684237902
Well I didn't actually manage to translate it, I just assumed the English below it was the translation, no?
>>684237963
Ugh, fine. Make me work for it, then :P
>>684238040
ahahahahaahahahaahahaahahah, dont translate it.
>>684237742
Yeah it's "I eat ass". if it was "He eats ass" I think it would be "Kare wa ketsu o tabemasu" or something like that. I don't know, my japs are pretty pleb tier.
>>684238040
Sorry bud, it's how the site works. Definitely worth the read though.
>>684238158
Same here, all I know is enough to give an elderly chink woman a heart attack. That, and genki.
>>684238255
I'm reading, I'm reading, don't have a cow.
>>684238129
Pls bby gib transl8 ;-;
Burn
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsFUxMxzw6w
>>684236686
It was my birthday 2 days ago, I got one "happy birthday" from an ex who cheated on me. My parents were a day late as they forgot but luckily for phones someone reminded them. I feel very very alone as i went backpacking to become better but ended up getting a job and buying a computer to eventually end up where i left off. If anyone is in Melbourne give me a shout I could do with a belated birthday drink...
>>684238367
>Lurk
>>684238565
Would if I could, anon. Don't know how it is there, but here in L.A. I'm underage, broke, and tied down with studying for exams. I know I haven't much to offer in the way of help, but at the very least me and the other anons will be here for you until this site eventually dies or goes to shit, which will hopefully take a while. Until then, we'll be waiting :P.
>>684238850
You are my hero
>That filename
>>684239083
>not saying an hero
pshhhh
>>684239300
Fuck off that was funny. And dubs.
>Should probably just sudoku right now
>Dubs demands it
>>684239440
fucking kek anon
>Lurk
>>684239440
Shit -soaked life anon, is that you? I mean, regardless, that is quality feels right there, just curious.
>>684219505
This is me, but replace the computer with weed, poker, and pussy
>>684221635
I'm actually amazed how much Memes and shitposts help in this regard.
>>684224313
The fact that there are faggots that fall for this bait proves that summer is here.
>>684239581
Nah. I'm pretty good lifed Anon cursed with social anxiety and existetial dread anon.
>>684240399
>said anon twice
Shit!
>Lurkfag
>>684240399
Ah, okay. Just the image you used was an edited version of the one that shit-soaked life anon uses as his signature. But you seem cool too, Dread :)
>>684219505
my mum knows my neet ass never had a gf
and is pulling strings to make me meet girls (which is way out of my league)
>>684231636
I find it difficult that at 20 with so much life ahead of you that you think your life sucks. Get into school. Take a part time job and work toward making something of your self. You won't feel better over night but a couple years down the road you will have friends and have a good job.
ksv, balding, scoliosis, marfan syndrome (skinny af), heart problems, family in huge debt, friendless, dropped out off college TWICE
top that anons
>>684241844
Lived a great life but I'm depressed anyway so I constantly have to deal with the guilt of being born into such blessed circumstances and wasting it all because oh boo hoo I'm sad for no fucking reason.
My point? It's not a dick measuring contest. The circumstances of one's birth are relatively meaningless. Everyone thinks they have it worse than someone else. It's what you do with what you've got that makes it all worthwhile.
live
See you space cowboys
Indeed. It's been a good night, /b/ros. You've all been wonderful. Until next time, this is Lurk signing off.
Live.
/thread
>>684244052
Have a good life.
>>684244683
have a good death, faggot
>>684245100
y-you too...
>>684224179
yeah, next of kin are notified before releasing personal details. I'm calling shenanigans.
>>684219505
Four years ago I lost my fiance. Yesterday I lost the man that got me into the only thing I really hold interest in anymore.
To top it off, I may have cancer for the 5th time and honestly I don't feel like fighting it this time.
anyone still around
>>684245367
pretty much.
I think my life was going to shit before she came into it but I guess it was just a last one impulse to get the shitstorm begin
Can't fucking fall asleep at 3 am :/
I am not happy with myself. I have never been. But when I was younger, I didn't care about that much. After all, I had my vidya and friends to play with. I still have both. I just don't enjoy it anymore as I see how meaningless it is.
But I keep playing. It is my way to escape from the reality and forget how much of loser I am in real life.
I am getting sick of everything. I am sick of being single. I am sick of being virgin and having to hear jokes about that from my very own friends. I am sick of being such a pathetic loser, but I can´t break the circle alone. I tried many times, but I just can't do it alone and no one seems to care enough to help me with that.
And longer I stay in this circle of depression and sadness the more empty I feel.
I have nothing to help me keep going.
No interests. No hobbies. No talents. No one to tell me "I love you".I have never heard it from anyone. Hell, I have never even heard anyone saying "I like you, Anon". I can't even imagine anyone being interested in me. Why would any they be? I am not the most handsome. I am not smartest. I don't have any special skill. I am just a saracstical, cynical asshole. I tried to get a girlfiend /b/. I tried change. No results.
I have nothing. Only thing I have are my friends. But that makes me feel worse. I am getting pissed at them whenever I see how successful their lifes are.
How girls are hitting on Jake even tho he is same asshole as I am.
How Thomas and his girlfriend make that fucking perfect couple.
How Dan always gets out of every problem with luck.
How fucking succesfull they are while I am just pathetic virgin without talents or skills.
I am happy for them, sure I am, but in the end it always gets me more depressed.
I have been like this for months now and I feel like dying every day.
I am not suicidal. I don´t think I want to hang myself or anything. I just want to die. Every single day.
Call me beta, call me a faggot. I don't care anymore.
Someone here have the pic with a guy crying (I think) with so much words in red and below is he with a girl who touch his face and say "her." In red??
>>684247776
>>684247457
I'm going to recommend you an exercise that a co-worker taught me when I was going through your crisis.
He told me to go to the public mall, and just lie down on the ground. It's not illegal, and they can't kick you out for it.
Just go, lie on your back, and relax. Let people stare. Let people laugh. Some of them might even tease you and give you shit.
Forget them. Forget what they think and forget what they say. They can laugh all they want, but at the end of the day, you're the guy who has the stones to go lie down in the middle of a mall and get made fun of.
Promise me you'll do this.
Lesson number 1:
Nobody knows who you are
Lesson number 2:
If nobody knows who you are, what he or she could possibly think about you is irrelevant
Conclusion:
What everyone on earth thinks about you is less relevant than a hill of beans
You really think you're broken? You think it's possible for a person to become so downtrodden that he can never recover? You're fucking wrong. So you fucked up some thing with a chick a few years ago? So you were awkward through school and didn't have friends? Big fucking deal. Those aren't aspects of who you are because those are stories. What you are has nothing to do with the past. There is only the present and there is no self. Resolve to be something and that is what you are.
If you feel inadequate, it's as simple as deciding not to. Being sad is only natural, but there's nothing commendable about wallowing in self-pity. In any given situation, don't think about what's happened in the past. Think about what you are, what you have learned, and how you're going to be better in the future than you ever have been before. At any given moment in time, you're the most mature you've ever been. Don't let what happened in the past bring you down, because it's irrelevant in regards to what you are in the present.
You are the only one stopping yourself from getting what you wan
>>684248044
Thx /b/ro
>>684219505
would u mind not making fun of me with comics please.
>>684227951
so at age 30 he loses his arms and dreams back to days of having arrms...?
>>684220614
is that a grave stone of some kind? did they tell someone to put that? did someone pick that for them??
>>684221635
iv hated normys my whole life before the term came back into shitpost status(the fuck why) and iv never hated those things about them.
>>684247457
I know that feel, mate
>>684219505
Anyone who can relate to this is a giant piece of shit.
Nobody to blame but yourself? Damn right there's nobody to blame for yourself. Self pity is bed enough, but when its your own fault?
Just kill yourself. I don't normally recommend suicide but if you are this worthless then you don't deserve to live.
>>684222779
the words sound like twiztid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xB-vIF1ZYgA
Hey /b/, I'm kinda liking this girl who is super fucking cool but sometimes we just aren't on the same frequency, like we'll click but other times it's a miss. I really want to just ask her out cause I don't fear rejection, it's just I'm afraid it won't be as good as my ex who I've done so many first times with if I do get it.
What do I do /b/?
>>684222779
What's the anime? It's probably really good, so I'd like to see it.
>>684221324
This guy gets it.
It's Saturday today, you've got fuck-all to do. Build shit. Fix shit. Experience art. Go on google maps and find the nearest forest. Buy a ukulele.
>>684249695
>it's just I'm afraid it won't be as good as my ex
Then why is she your ex?
>>684249704
The quote isnt from the anime btw
>>684249818
??
My ex.. she moved away and we both agreed it would be better if we just parted.
>>684250167
Well you can't have her, so why should it make an ounce of difference if some other girl might not be as good?
>>684250303
Thanks dude.
>>684242173
Fucking mewtwo
So I dream about my ex sometimes and it seems to worsen whenever I get in a new relationship
What do you think it means bruhs? I dont miss her in the slightest
>>684250519
you are a faggot.
>>684250562
takes one to know one fag
>>684250646
you know it better than anyone faggot
>>684249968
I know.
>>684219751
>for the cuts that bleed the demons out
That went full-on cringe, fast.
>>684251210
I cried at that movie back in da day
Let's clean out those fuckin' tear ducts.
>>684251210
>>684251314
>>684220186
>How all of a sudden , someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason.
There are plenty of reasons, and no-one just wakes up and does that. In the past weeks or months, they've been letting go. At worst, you're just blindsided.
>>684221635
>normies
>happiness
Normies are as miserable as we are, they just have different coping mechanisms.
>>684251397
No, people do that
>>684233383
>>684251518
Based on what data? Yeah, that's totally not biased at all.
>>684251351
You fucker.
>>684220186
I was that person once
I still feel bad
>>684219751
I get up at 330, do an hour of study then go to a job I love. Fuck your faggotising of 4am. Its when the coffee kicks in and I'm at my finest.
>>684251230
Up until a year ago I would have laughed at anyone who got attached to somebody online.
>>684251612
Yes, and nothing you said was biased at all, and you had data.
oh wait, no, shut the fuck up
Speaking of: my gf and I are going through a break. It's been over a week by now.
She asked it, I agreed, we were both quite mad at eachother.
>Should I call her?
>>684219751
4am is also for those who pounded too many monsters late in the day
>>684251867
What were you mad about?
>>684220186
This fucks up something fierce.
How many people have had this happen to them? Does it burn? Do you hate the person? Or do you just want answers?
I happen to be one of those who went silent.
>>684250553
Guess none of you have a clue either huh
>>684251311
Damn, cry of fear was one of the best experiences in my life
Srsly tho check it out
It's fucking free on steam
>>684251801
What you're describing is inconsistent with human nature. What I'm saying is not.
Or let's presume for a second that I'm wrong, that people actually just drop important things to them at a moment's notice and for no reason.
How often do you hear people dropping out of college, selling their house or quit their non-peasant-tier jobs all of a sudden and for no reason? You don't, because making important decisions takes time.
Ergo, the burden of proof that people discard long-term relationships like used napkins falls upon you.
>>684251867
>>684251929
She feels alone and sad, basically.
We already had this topic, but this is the first time we hit rock bottom with it.
She feels bad because she thinks she is not worthy for me. And because whenever she feels sad she just closes the door, I'm impotent.
And it soft-exploded last week.
>>684252182
There is no burden of proof here fuckwad, I just said that people do that, I didn't say it was common, but it does fucking happen.
>>684235208
I came here just to post Grace's story.
>>684223201
What if you inscribe in some sports shit from your town? Like basketball or martial arts?
Friends+exercise=no more ugly nor depressed.
>Also, sports dopamine, which makes you happy.
Good luck, anon. Be brave.
>>684220284
even in death they're noisy neighbors
>>684252161
Fuck, dude, does anyone have the screencap?
>>684229441
That sucks, anon.
>maybe he is passing through some struggle? maybe help him?
>maybe he is an ass
>>684226513
quit trying to make dat boi happen. it's not going to happen.
>>684224313
the Chan?
>>684252616
I gotchu
>>684251271
Mr. Friedrich sounds familar.
I don't want to dislike people.
>>684227951
almost 27 here and this is feeling pretty accurate
>>684253194
OH MY GOD DOES ANYONE HAVE DOC?
>>684252680
I think it is a mix of both, but it is getting hard to be understanding about it. It has been a year and they been doing this, I just wish they would try for once.
>>684219751
stopped at the first line, I was on a seven hour phone call with my girlfriend that ended at 4:30.
4am is definitely for the happy. We all got this.
>>684253478
gatchu
>>684252737
nigga, have you been on /b/ recently? i dont like it either but its happening
>>684253936
thats why i try to seclude myself to such threads, so i dont have to deal with the shitposters as much
>>684251351
damn it damn it
>>684228727
What a fucking idiot, touching me so deeply, B-BAKA!
>>684251351
>>684224313
>the chan
Wasn't there another screencap like this?
>>684248287
Malls are private property. They can kick you out for any reason.
Does anyone else here have a lot of good friends that they hang out with a lot, but those friends also have better friends? Like, whenever they are doing something, they invite their friends rather than you, and you are really just always that one kid that is singled out. You are still their friends, but will never be as good as their others.This always makes me feel like I'm just clinging on to them and they wont tell me im not their friend because they will just then feel bad for me...
>>684256058
That's basically all my friends.
>>684219505
I SHOULD MAKE YOU GUYS AWARE: THIS THREAD HAS BROKEN THE RECORD FOR LONGEST LIVING 4CHAN THREAD!
>>684236698
He's trolling, man.
What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.
>>684256229
not even close m8
>>684253769
damn
>>684256229
Try making a thread over on /po/
That shit literally lasts forever...
>>684256730
'the longest-lived lasted 6.2 hours' source: knowyourmeme [cancer i know]
'Posted by Anonymous 3 hours ago' source: 4chan catalog
>>684257330
well, longest living /b/ thread i should clarify
