I can't even kill myself even though I want to. I failed twice (1 maybe a cry for help, the other the real deal) and now I'm too scared to face eternal nothingness. If I cant even kill myself then I can't kill you. Unless...........
Well I tried it this way. thought it was fool proof. 1. Make a noose out of electrical cable. 2 tie noose high up on a shed ceiling beam and place a chair under the noose. 3 take a load of sleeping pills and wash it down with alcohol. 4 put head in noose and stand on chair. 5 wait until you pass out from sleeping tablets and the bottle of vodka you drank. you will fall asleep and never wake up again.
I failed because a neighbour with binoculars likes to spy on the neighbourhood. He saw what I was doing and called the fucking cops! They cut me down and I woke up in the hospital having my stomach pumped.
you could try that but I don't recomend it