In the mood to jump in front of a train so feels thread
Post what you got or just talk, cause I dont have much
there was a good greentext I saw the other day about a guy whose fiancee died while he was away, i wish i saved it
>>683943913
Man, this one got to me.
someone else post please, post your story or something
Bump
My own story I wrote a few weeks ago, haven't done shit since... Kill me /b/
>>683945143
The reply tho.
>>683945207
gonna read it now nigga
>>683945207
Kinda hard to read. Got separate images maybe?
>>683945670
nvm i was just a retard and not zoomed in
>>683945207
Man... Are you me ?
>>683945207
fucking kiss her you retard, she wants to get away from her current boyfriend and she is annoyed you wont help her, wtf are you doing?
might just neck myself soon bros
>>683943048
don't jump in front of a train because that will involve the driver and passengers in your drama.
Just end yourself quietly at home without discussing it further, we aren't interested and we don't care.
Goodbye. You are doing the right thing and the world will be better for it.
Hey guys, I am here for a short happy message.
I know you all come here to hold eachother crying but I just made a pregnacy test. Happy to say it was negative (I am a lady).
I'll be here and listen to y'all 'cause I'm happy and can spare some of that today.
>>683943648
This isn't YLYL thread.
>>>/out/
ok I was looking for this one and now I found it finally
>>683946547
if op of this pic is reposting, you could become like yoda or something. not to make a meme out of your physical condition, but people i know who have gone through experiences of this caliber, if they can shake off the swing of their circumstance, tend to become some of the wisest, gracious, and most caring individuals i have had the pleasure to meet.
>>683948708
MS isnt really the kinda thing people easily live with anon, that guys probably dead
>>683948708
that being said I know next to nothing about the illness that has come over you and I won't pretend to know how you feel.
Saw this earlier today, wasn't even a feels thread.
It's long as shit but it's worth the read if you haven't read it before.
#longlive8beers
>>683948898
so what happens to someone with ms as it develops? apparently he has (or had) ppms which worsens over time. I mean do they stop being able to think clearly as well as breaking down physically?
>>683949985
completely physically gone and usually death at a quite young age
>>683950079
wow. and they don't even know what causes it? jesus christ.
>>683950079
>>683949985
My friend's dad has lived with MS for many years now. He's not in great physical shape but he used to be much worse. It's not always a 100% debilitating disease, but he can't work anymore due to it and has to live with pains.
>>683950322
just bad luck at birth i guess, some people unfortunately get dealt a shit hand in life
>>683943441
looks like you both mutually hate each other anon. i'd say that's a draw.
>>683951038
that isnt me but im in a similar thing anyway haha
>>683944068
>>683951555
fuck, thats the one
makes me want to kill myself
>>683951555
A tear fell, damn feels
Checked...
>>683951555
oh nononono i know what this is
>>683949474
fuck dude. im actually crying :(
>>683944155
that hits home. too real, anon.
I wonder what MTV is getting up to these days
A long read, but definitely worth it
>>683944583
god damn
>>683944831
wtffffff
>>683951555
wow...humans are a work of art.
>>683945207
if you save image and zoom in the text gets clearer
>>683954428
just open image in new tab instead
I ruined my fucking life, /b/. Long ago, I was the person I wanted to be. That which will approach a person in the street if they look sad. One that will go to your house if you even hint about feeling bad. Had a lovely girlfriend that I loved back, had the best friends that I thought would stay with me forever. And I ruined it all. I never really thought of how people react to what I try to give them; that little place of comfort. But that all changed with one person. Will greentext.
>Be me, 18 YO student.
>New year of studies begins, meet with friends and gf.
>Happy to be back with them every day.
>Arrive at first class, know and love everyone.
>Suddenly notice new student.
>Let's call him H.
>H sat alone, probably because he didn't know anyone.
>MyTimeToShine.jpg
>Approach him, greeting him with a smile, asking for his name and giving him mine.
"O-ohh! Hey anon! I'm H!"
>He sounded really happy and smiled brightly.
>He considered me his best friend from that moment.
Cont?
>>683955645
continue
another night of sitting on facebook and 4chan, not doing much besides refreshing the pages over and over
whats wrong with me b?
>>683955645
>Continue a few days forward.
>H doesn't leave my side, no matter where I go.
>My friends are a bit uncomfortable, specially my gf, but ohh well.
>I start studying H.
>He seemed like your typical R9K robot.
>No friends, not much socials skills, usually a loner, etc.
>Don't really mind, dealt with people like that before.
>Give H lots of motivation, talk to him every day, make him feel wanted.
>H seems a bit selfish, but don't mind.
>Fast forward a few weeks.
>H has become a bit too comfortable with everyone now.
>Says whatever he wants, even cringy, annoying, and sometimes disgusting things.
>Insults start to fly in.
>He can't say thank you or please, ever.
>Never says anything good about anyone.
>Quite the opposite, has quite a dirty mouth.
>Feels as if he's above others.
>People realize that and start getting away from him.
>Slowly losing friends.
>I'm his only friend now.
>Fast forward to nearly the end of the year.
>Kept up with H's bullshit all year.
>Really getting tired of it.
>And I finally did.
Cont.
This one just fucking broke my heart in half.
>>683956323
Same brother. I'd say depression but it's been like this for so long I don't know anymore.
>>683951555
I stopped reading this one as soon as I figured out what it was, it fucks with me every time
>>683949474
shit dude, why is it the great people who decide it's not worth it. we need those kind of people here to prove that it IS worth it. fuck me.
>>683957071
>H starts with his bullshit again.
>Only sit with him because none of my friends want anything to do with him.
>A day before, a friend asked me to bring him something.
>Forgot.jpg
>Friend says it's fine.
>H stands up and says the following:
"That's what you get for asking anon for something and not me."
>People don't really mind what he said.
>I did.
>IntenseRage.gif
>Lash out at him in front of the whole class.
>Yell everything that's wrong with him into his face.
>Literally 3 minutes of yelling.
>Finally calm down.
>Everyone looking at me in utter shock.
>One minute of silence.
>H starts crying and runs away.
>Everyone go back to normal routine.
>Friends tell me I might have overreacted.
>Don't fucking care.
>Felt way too good, not having done anything like this, ever.
>H doesn't come to school the following few days.
Cont.
>>683949474
Shit man. That's good.
I recently lost my soulmate ... I'm fucking dying, it hurt so much.
I want it to end /b/ros, I can't stand the pain, I fucking can't. It's unbearable ...
>Life is just a short flick of nothing in a universe.
>You are just a slightly inteligent monkey, standing on a rock rushing through the universe 30 kilometres every second.
>Every day, you can die in a flick of the second due to bilions of different reasons.
>All the feelings; Hapiness, love are just biochemical reactions in your brain. Nothing more. Just dopamine in your fucking brain that could go off any fucking time. You can get the same effect by getting druged.
>There's no god. No heaven. No hell. People like to lie to themselves so they can hope that there will be something after they die. But there's nothing.
>Neither you nor me will matter after we die.
>No one will remember us.
>No one will remember who we were.
>No one will remember this site.
>This thread.
>You.
>Me.
>>683951555
This made me cry
>>683957836
>Last month of the school year.
>H comes back.
>No one cares.
>Everyone ignoring him.
>H doesn't talk to anyone.
>Finally hang out with my friends again.
>Fun and laughs.
>Notice that at some points, H is following me and watching me from afar.
>During breaks, during free time, etc.
>Creepy.fuck
>Still don't care, keep ignoring him like everone else.
>Few days later, principle calls me in his office.
>Sigh.
>Guessing I know what's it about.
>Walk in, school psychologist (Yes, we have those.) sat with principle.
>This is bad.
>Sit down and they start talking.
>Tell me H went to the psychologist to complain about me.
>Makes sense.
>H said I bully him, harras him, give him a bad name, and humiliate him.
>WTF.WTF
>Go on about how I should behave better, and that they didn't expect this from me.
>Next things they said are blurry, too angry to think.
>Enough is enough. Time for revenge.
Cont.
>>683957906
It can't get worse from here, can it?
>>683954947
oh true
>>683945207
not worth the read at all... total waste of time
>>683958850
This can't end well
>>683946715
If you're a lady pls follow the rules
>>683958850
cont pls
>>683957348
I've had depression since I was about 10 hahah, almost 20 now
you fucking nigger do somthing, stop worrying about the other beta motherfucker and get yourself that woman, shes creaming for you and and still are telling yoursef that youre not really sure about it, fucking nigger
check my dubs for being right
>>683960100
did you vote for trump?
>>683956323
well, what's so bad about that?
>>683960191
It's true. It can't be more clear
How my "girlfriend" is
>>683958850
>People believe me pretty easily.
>Start rumor that H tried to rape one of the girls in class a while ago and he told me about it.
>Class goes apeshit.
>Break time.
>Everyone outside, waiting for H.
>H goes out of the door and stares at everyone in shock.
>People circle around him, myself included.
>Everyone all together start yelling hate at him.
>More than anything I could possibly imagine.
>H already broken down crying.
>People keep going.
>Teachers arrive and move everyone away.
>Best fucking feeling of my life.
>Think about it all day with a grin on my face.
>Can't recall that amazing feeling I've gotten.
>Want more of it.
>Next day, school time.
>Friend found out what I did. (Kept them out of it.)
>Tell me how wrong that was, and it was way too extreme, and whatever.
>Suddenly that urge rises again.
>Lash out at all of them altogether.
>Know them very well, press all the right buttons.
>Never seen so much shock and sadness in one place.
>They just walk away.
>Feels amazing.
>Gf confronts me.
>Tries talking to me too about it with an angry tone.
>Fuck your shit.
>Do same to her. Break up with her on the spot.
>This goes on along the month with anyone who tries to tell me I did something morally wrong.
>End of school.
>No friends.
>No gf.
>Sick of everyone's shit.
>Can't even recall how I loved without this feeling.
>Go the same rout with family.
>Live with them and don't talk to them at all.
>H didn't come the next year.
>No one speaks to me.
>Became what I always tried to avoid.
>Hate everything and myself.
>Don't care, still have good feeling ever time.
And I don't see this changing at all, any time soon. And to think I could avoid all this, and have friends, but miss out on one of the greatest emotional peaks of human nature.
Thank you for listening.
>Rejected by girl of my dreams
>What do know?
>>683958430
true ignorance.
Anyone have the one where anon meets the girl of his dreams while working at an amusement park?
>>683960402
AMA, also. Don't go that route, /b/. For you will become that which is feed by the negativity it causes.
>>683960402
Damn man. You took it too far.
>inb4 you destroy me emotionally
>>683960893
Nah, I know you fags too well. There's nothing there to destroy, anyway.
>>683960402
Kek I love you Anon
You didn't do anything wrong the person deserved it. Fuck those ambivalent moralists
>>683961078
You're good. You're very good
>>683960577
Should I carry on trying with her?
>>683961247
Thank you, love you too. Would do it again 100% and even worse. Might as well turn stone into rubble and rubble to dust.
>>683961257
You are too.
>>683953729
Holy shit that was really good. Thanks anon..
>>683960402
>Choosing to become just like H
>>683961580
No, just move on, dude. I know it hurts, but you have to do it.
>>683961078
nothing that you can attack, anyway. that's the realization that comes from this. you can perpetually thrive off of destroying people's egos until they realize that their ego never existed to begin with. You are a blessing to others. Jesus did this to many men whom he came across. perhaps not as maliciously as yourself but he always spoke of how no amount right doing can save you from sin, because the striving to do right is what creates the tension. You cannot force yourself to be better, or good, or positive.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-nUigOMRwc
>>683961675
How do I move on, ive literally tried everything, but I always end up thinking about her
>>683961932
you just wait.
>>683961932
It's hard, eventually it goes away
Had the girlfriend of my dreams for about a year until I found out she cheated on me, this ended around September or so. Still sometimes just sit and think about how I felt better back then
>>683949474
Dude. I'm crying. The feels.
>>683961651
Not at all. He did it unintetionally, and suffered from it. I do it intentionally and love very bit.
>>683961808
That's quite thought provoking. I did, in a way, force myself into the greater good, always had that little tingling of wanting to spit on someone's face instead of talking all nicely to them.
>>683962211
Are you other your ex yet?
>>683961932
Well, do any other activity. Cloud your mind with other things, ask for advice to friends. Those things.
Gonna make a kik group for people in these threads to join. It's always nice to get shit off your chest, anyone want to join some Bros?
>>683962453
Hell yea my negro.
>>683953047
>young adult
>20-39
>young
>39
>pick one
>>683962380
Absolutely not over it, sat down only last night and thought about all the shit that we had in common, and that a year long relationship went down the toilet all because someone else was there and I wasnt
I finally met the girl of my dreams, and i'm slowly dying and she doesn't know. Anyone want my story? I've posted it before, and I know someone screencapped it but I don't have it. I don't mind starting over, it helps to talk about it.
>>683960646
>true ignorance
true hypocrisy
>>683951555
Fuck, I'm touched as hard as I've never been.
>>683962518
What's your ID?
>>683961808
not only that, but your sheer honesty reveals to others what they fear to recognize in themselves. everyone maintains two (at least) aspects of themselves. one could be called figure, and the other shadow. no matter how hard you try, your figure always has a shadow that cannot be caught or repressed. it is just as the waves of the ocean have crests and troughs. to have a negative you must know positive, and vice versa.
>>683962647
I feel for you lad, I guess your situation is much worse than the one I am in
>>683962734
evilwesker0
>>683962912
That's the one thing to always remember anon, it only gets worse
>>683958430
After reading highschool biology and physics textbooks everyone (having some brain) realizes this. So what ?
>>683963196
It can get better as well, or at the very least, tolerable.
>>683948213
Well, I lost...
>>683963434
>>683963220
Shit this just makes me want to go out and get some hermit crabs, might just actually make me feel better
Thanks anon
>>683963278
For me it's always been something
Bullying from classmates and teachers, stress and harassment from parents to do better when I cant, not being able to be as successful as others, getting a girlfriend too late, getting a job too late, losing girlfriend, losing normal friends, no hobby no interests, drinking frequently
There's always something wrong
>>683948213
fuck.
Bumping thread cause I don't wanna go to bed
