Need some feels
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Need some feels
Bemp
>>682820708
Implying
>>682821183
>self medicating his problems
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrpMncSZe-I
I just stalked my EXs fb profile and found out she has a ney boyfriend.. it's been 8 month since she broke up with me and we were only a thing for like a year.. why can't I just get over it? I threw away all the stuff, deleted her and pretty much everything from everything, talked to other girls started new hobbys, working out
It's just that nothing seems to fucking work. I don't think there has been a single day I haven't thought at least a little bit about her. I just fucking hate myself for it. Everything else is going fine but this shit is just so incredibly shitty.
How the fuck do I fix myself?
Don't we all?
why
Post yfw someone calls you reddit but you're not.
>>682823089
is that woodman?
>tfw i can feel the relationship dying
>>682823988
god i'd take a hug from anybody that isn't my mom right now
Too bad there's only her who's willing to
>>682824531
Karl Pilkington
Feels bomb, be prepared, i ve told you...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8
>>682824593
Then save it.
>>682825226
Don't take your mom for granted, anon. She won't be there one day
>>682820262
Start touching yourself anywhere on your body. You'll get lots of feels there.
>>682825226
>>682825401
But I don't know if it's worth saving or not
>>682821337
You did this to yourself. Pic related.
> Be me
> 8th grade
> My middle school did this weird thing where they divide everyone into 4 teams and each team has 4 teachers
> Almost all my friends get put on other teams
> Start making new friends
> One is this dude I knew from elementary school named Colton
> Get really close to him
> Start hanging out
>Town has a music festival
> Me, my friend, and his girlfriend spend almost 2 straight days together.
> feelsgood.jpg
>Make an assload of other friends on the team
> Yearbook signing comes
> Colton is the first one to sign it
> Freshman year
> Colton and I have almost no classes together
> Don't talk to him any more
> Find different friend groups
> Drift apart
> Sophomore year Nov. 1st
> Me and some friends are playing LOL over skype
>at my dad's house alone (parents are divorced)
> Mom comes in
> She is bawling her eyes out
> "Anon, Colton is dead"
> Died in a car crash cuz his friend floored it and lost control
> Immediatly tell my friends
>This kid was one of the most popular kids in school
> We all sit in silence
> I go to his funeral
> cantspellfuneralwithoutfun.png
> Actually the saddest thing I have ever seen
> His 13 year old brother has to pry his mom off his corpse
> Go home
> See 8th grade yearbook
> "Anon, you are hilarious and smart, hope we have some classes next year"- Colton Taylor
I have to keep that yearbook wrapped under blankets in my closet or I can't sleep at night.
>>682825401
to be honest I got a lot of love to give out and so far she's on the receiving end. No dad and a brother i never see. In many ways, her passing will be the death of me
>>682825626
thx anon, made me smile a little :)
>>682825797
If you're not sure, it's definitely not worth saving.
>>682825797
If it isn't, perhaps you should put it out of it's misery
>>682826016
Very touching, anon. Glad to see you think so much of your mother.
>>682820262
you need some feels anon? I'm gonna give you some feels, I'm a 21 y/o kissless virgin, I haven´t even cuddle with a girl, every time I try to get close to a girl I enter retard mode, and the one time I tell a girl I liked her, she laughted at my face, since then I lost all my confidence, one month ago I met a girl on omegle, we started chatting a little bit, but then it turned into a lot, we talked all day, last saturday we were talking and she confeced me that she liked me that the only thing she wanted was to be by my side, she lives in the US and I live in chile, the only girl that has ever liked me, lives thousand miles away from me
>>682826381
Dellamorte Dellamore.
>>682826626
Yep I just made it, I love the film and this quote. Glad to see someone know the film too!
>>682826734
do you have this pepe? i want it so much
>>682825850
Fucking pussy
>be me
>go to a magnet maths and science high school for sophomore year
>make some friends
>one of them is a dude, everyone calls him Chez
>Chez and I talk a lot about depression
>I confess to him that I used to take Dramamine or Benadryl to sleep all weekend, popping another pill every time I woke up
>we spend a ton of time together
>go on long walks or out for pizza
>he suggests we get pizza on a Tuesday afternoon about a week ahead of time
>kinda weird, usually it's impromptu, but I agree
>Tuesday comes
>I take yet another "mental health day" and spend the day locked in my room
>winter break is coming up
>get a message in Facebook "honesty box" app
>my computer won't let me view it
>borrow Chez's laptop to view it and respond
>it's really sad, about how the person's Catholic family will never accept their atheism, and suicidual urges
>it's the day we're leaving for winter break
>Chez didn't go to his finals
>Chez isn't showing up to the bus
>wait and wait to board my bus, really want to say good bye to him
>his roommate goes and gets him for me and I hug him
>two days into winter break
>at my female friend's house
>in the middle of telling a story about something I did with Chez
con't it pisses me off when I hit char limit and IDK where I am from mobile
>>682822785
you dont. you just learn to live with it.
>>682826734
>kissless virgin faggot
>22
i just want to fucking die.
>>682826416
that sucks anon
>>682827074
>her mother comes downstairs
>"hey do you two know anything about that kid from your school that died?"
>"what? No. Who?"
>"uh I think his name was Matthew... Chessare?"
>I fucking faint dead onto the floor
>few days later
>at his funeral
>trashy idiot guy I've been sexting with for months is sobbing
>tries to assault me and has to be held back, and screams at me through his tears that I did this, I killed Chez
>I did
>autopsy reveals high levels of Benadryl in his system
>he died of carbon monoxide poisoning in his garage, truck running
>his best friend tells me he had bought me flowers on that Tuesday, was going to ask me to be his gf
>whole funeral service is about what a good catholic son he was, always so happy, tragic accident
>I WAS THE TRAGIC ACCIDENT
>I had promised him if he ever killed himself I would too
>I didn't keep my promise
>>682826734
>>682827588
You may not be a teenager anymore, but you always have a chance at teenage love.
>>682828275
school life with no worries about adulthood etc is over, m8
>>682828137
Ah shit. Wasn't expecting anything to get me, but this did it.
>>682828600
Not with her.
>>682826966
sorry fam, can't seem to find it either
>>682826734
Teenage live is so overrated and almost always ends badly. You'd be jaded the same way she is from the fails of young stupid love. Real love comes when two people are grown enough to know what they really need, find each other and grow together.
The curse of youth is shortsightedness. In way better in my 30s than I ever was in my 20s, and a lot less vulnerable
>>682828758
there is no her
>>682826734
I always see shit like this here but no one realizes you don't appreciate anything when you're 15. You could have having this ideal John Mellencamp song life, but you're still stressed about shit that you think matters. Its not until you get older that you realize life was relatively carefree and that you should have enjoyed it more.
>>682820262
I failed another math course.
At my age (24) I might as well just drop college and sell fries - with my gpa I can't get a job anyway.
>>682827629
Cant you do this faster?
>>682828695
I feel you /b/ro, the same happened to me when I first saw this one
>>682828946
There will always be a her, she can be anyone who isn't a guy.
>>682823988
I was sure he was going to pull him back over with him
>>682825848
I haven't loved I'm a while. Every time I do I always end up hurting myself. The last time was last summer when the first girl ever finally paid attention to me. I've been damaged ever since, and I've refused those feelings that allow love. I'm starting to fall for a friend of mine in a relationship, and I'm wondering when I won't be able to push back the feelings anymore.
Question for medfags - what are some things that look like cancer in an ultrasound, but aren't? Need something to hope for until the culture results come in. I'd rather suffer disappointment of being wrong than wallow in the impending death of my dog.
>>682821337
selfish motherfucker
>>682827588
I'm almost 20 and am a virgin
Had relarionships, i know what they're like but i didnt make it that far into the relationship. And i feel like shit about it, in a way, because it's just society construing me into something i seem incapable of doing.
Does this make you feel like dying too?
Kinda makes me, tbh.
>>682829054
But Anon, that was the end. He died on December 18th 2008. I'm still alive. I'm a cunt. The end.
>>682829699
Sky, she lives in another country, and is younger than me
>>682829699
The USA.
>>682829699
actually there are 3, Sarah, Amanda and Christine
>>682829699
His name is Marshal
>>682828895
The pic made me feel good, thanks :)
>>682829699
I guess if call food a "her", then that's what I'm thinking of. Fuck! I'm hungry. I got the hunger feels.
>>682830238
Thats actually not bad at all. Did you write it yourself?
>>682830389
way too many of those applied to me
i'm now crying on a day I promised myself I wouldn't
fuck
I'm being evicted and I fucked up my chance to get into school. My family thinks I'm a fuck up and I'm starting to think they're right. I want to die.
>>682829699
Julie, she's sleeping, waiting for me.
>>682830389
This kind of obsessive introverted mentality for one person needs to find their peace in death.
>>682825850
Rip colton
>>682829699
His name is Evan. I don't even know why the fuck
>>682830883
i havent cried since i gave up on her
>>682829699
Jocelyn.
We fucked. Now we're barely friends.
Why does it seem like there are more depressed people on 4chan than tumblr sometimes?
>>682831108
Yeah, I also love chris evans
>>682831186
Because a truely depressive mind doesn't want another's watchful eye. Just a release here and there.
>>682831186
Because our problems are real and we don't broadcast self-diagnosed OCD to the world for attention and false comfort.
>>682831186
It's because we're the real broken people, those who doesn't tell anybody, tumblr is just bitches pretending so they can get some attention
>>682831186
Here, we can judge others and be judged without it ever actually affecting our lives.
>>682831177
how the fuck am I supposed to give up on her when I feel like she's the only good thing in the world ?
Fuck, I love loving her even though that's not mutual. That is fucked up
come and wish post >>>/int/58923687 in the Nederdraad a happy bday.
>>682829705
Jesus, you're a suicide magnet.
>>682830692
No, it just fit.
I do write, but I'm cluttered after he kissed me so hungrily, and then he said goodbye so we could part to our respectively failing relationships.
>>682820262
You're a loser.
I really want a girlfriend, but I'm tired to see all the mainstream girls, I want THAT girl.
>>682826416
que paja ser tu hmno :c just save money dude or skype idk
>>682829699
Rina
>>682831604
how long have you been doing this
>>682831604
There are plenty of fish in the sea, but you're nowhere near the sea. You're in the desert, alone, and the only time you aren't is when you visit that nearby oasis with only one fish in the water. You should be going to the sea, but maybe you've settled where you are right now.
>>682829699
I don't know if I should feel glad I do not long for someone I'll never have, or despair for not feeling that strongly toward another.
>>682827834
What did she said?
I've been broken for so long. I've been told and taught to never cry. I've forgotten how to cry. Pain is the only load I carry in life. No one will help carry or unload. I am left to my own. The only escape is the sweet release of death. To be reborn into another sphere where the only hope I have is to not carry the burdens of this life again.
>>682831875
"you are beautiful, broken brain". The grammar here broke my brain for sure.
Thank you guys. seeing everybody crying and being a pussy about stupid shit made my day.
hope you guys stop being your own worst enemy one day.
>>682831186
It's because it is anonymous and and /b/ros care more than others
>>682830389
I can't even fucking read past the middle of the 2nd line
>>682832433
you have committed dubs blasphemy. Go fuck yourself
>>682826416
lol otro chileno, yeah I think I'll work and get money for a ticket
>>682822785
I'm a lonely and virginfag who's never had a relationship. But I think you'd be heartless to completely stop loving someone. I feel like if you love somebody and dedicate yourself to it, there will always be a part of you that loves them. You may love them less and less, to the point that you don't realize it anymore, but you'll always love them. You gave them a piece of your heart. A piece of your life. She can't give that back to you, and you'll have to find something new to love, that may fill the piece she took. You can gain hobbies and friends and maybe, one day, find love again. But you'll never be able to just fix yourself. You simply have to get stronger to accommodate for the hurt. At least long enough that the pain heals. And nothing heals a broken heart better than time.
Good luck, anon. I wish you the best.
>>682821432
This is sad
>>682832717
will do! hope get get a nice day for one.
>>682832215
idk, like maybe a year now ?
>>682832220
I settled here I think, like you said. I've tried socializing and very little good came out of it, except her. I don't know what the fuck i'm waiting for.
Some guy just said "stop being your own worst enemy" and it just is so true. As hard as I want to hate her for making me fall in love with her, I'm the only one to blame in this mess. I gotta change bro, i gotta change real quick.
Thx for being there though
>>682832725
>>682832176
this was for you
>>682827588
I have it worst anon...
I lost my virginity at young age due to housemaid taking advantage of my innocent self. I think about age of 5-6, and I did not even enjoy it nor felt what I was suppose to feel. I mean, I had a tiny cock at that age. I never told anyone about it in my family, I find it to be an embarrassing experience. I guess it contributed unto my uncomfort when near women in general. I am working on it now.
My first kiss was from a truth or dare where I lost and was forced to kiss this qt3.14 who's an exgf of a friend of my besfriend. I was 19 and proud that I was not a kissless virgin anymore. But deep inside, I knew it was a fake kiss, no tongue, just a game. I felt cheated in life afterwards.
My first date at age 20, is an unofficial date due to this girl had a fight with her boyfriend. This girl knows my feelings for her and she led me to believe that she needed me, only to end the date with her going back to her boyfriend's apartment.
I feel like my life runs backwards, now I am just waiting to be reborn again...
>>682832768
Would it be less sad if they weren't white?
>>682832574
why?
>>682829699
Caroline
>>682832725
una rareza en /b. must be cool to have someone , even though she is far away. Good luck, anon.
>>682829699
Merry
>>682833089
actually yes
>>682829699
Lidia
>>682829699
Jocelyn. I didn't make a move, and she got with my best friend instead. She's likely forgotten me by now.
>>682831186
My ex-gf used Tumblr as an outlet. She didn't tell many people about it, and in the past she put some really heartbreakingly honest stuff there. Even though /b/ is anon I'm still not going into it, I won't tell another living soul.
But on her header she had her full name, and she TOLD me about it. Obviously I was flattered that she let me in, but I feel like if I were her, knowing someone MIGHT see it would change what I post.
I think I mentioned once that I posted here. I used to post here all the fucking time. I had some dark days, but I've since lost 150lbs and my life is kinda going alright, despite the stress of uni and the recent breakup making me breakdown once in a while. (heh, "breakup/breakdown")
Shit, I'm even careful what I post to reddit sometimes because it's all under my one username.
But here, it's nothing but real honesty from me. I don't shit post really, I barely post these days at all, but when I do, I can really, REALLY say that I'm thinking because it's truly anon.
But these days I don't even admit to myself what I'm thinking, and it'd be too hard for me to write it, so I don't bother. There's some real honestly for ya.
>>682829705
hmmm, tits?
>>682833185
thanks anon
>>682833167
Recent breakup /b/ro
>>682833038
I've done this twice each time lasted three years
and i cant believe i let it happen the second time
right after i said i wouldn't
>>682833038
If you put a frog into a boiling pot of water, it'll jump out. But if you put a frog in warm water, and slowly heat it up, it will stay there until it's death. That's what life must be like for you, except unlike the frog, you know the water is only getting hotter. Have you forgotten how to jump anymore?
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1YFGgYkh0Tu
feely feel
>>682829699
Karolina
>tfw in a loving relationship with the girl of you dreams
>tfw it feels fucking good man
>>682829699
iam happy there is no name at the moment, i want to keep it that way.
>>682833497
I'm really sorry to hear so. I can only wish you feel better soon, courage friendo, courage!
>>682822785
Thinking about my ex every day for the past year if not more no way to fix this shit no gf after her too fucking sucks
>>682829699
Steffi
>>682827588
24 here
i don't even care anymore
lexapro killed my libido anyway
>>682833953
Thanks man, first time posting on /b/ in probably a year and I get some kind words immediately
I was in long term relationship once, lasted two years. I didn't realize it for awhile but my feelings slowly started to fade for the person, and I hurt them so fucking bad in the end. The last weeks I had shut them and the world out in another depressive episode. We're friends now but I still feel like a shitty and selfish human being for it.
>>682833527
bro 3 years ? Fuck fuck fuck
shit i'm scared as shit now, i can't feel that for another 2 years. I just can't
>>682833528
really good analogy work anon. A bit weird though. And it's like I never learned how to jump. I'm 21 and its the first time i'm in love. Previous 2 relationships were boring and mostly for sex.
Summer is coming and I won't see her for months, i'll also try to not talk to her that much by phone or whatever. There's going to be some major changes in my professional life aswell, might give me the opportunity to meet other people.
thx again
>>682834292
You are a woman.
>>682826966
https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSmDg8wiYUv5adwGwu096DdbVA5Ip-dRXpfpfowrequzKWyEEPdOtQ_o0tIqw
You're welcome anon
>>682825183
oh man..
>>682834235
Welcome back then, try to get some distraction it always helps. You'll be calling a faggot to some furry and smiling again soon!
This is the first night I don't text her. i know she's waiting for it right now, becuase we've been talking for hours every night since three months now. ut I'm not doing it anymore.
And it fucking hurts
Just lost £450 in a scam looking for a place to live with my girlfriend.
She and my family saying it's not my fault and what not, but it was totally so damn obviously a scam. I just fell for it because I was too hopeful I'd happened across a really nice place at a great price.
>>682834721
>this is going to hurt me more than it hurts you
we need some green text plox
>>682834557
Yes, but man or woman what I did was still shit
>>682822785
Never forbid yourself stuff... you will just want it more. Accept it for what it is, accept that you might remember once in a while. It's over now but the fact is you have to accept it and learn to live with it. Crybaby bastard.
>>682834513
yeah its a battle and to make matters worse near all of my friends left
but ive got whisky and smokes so my advice to you start lifting and find love somewhere else
make her chase you and cut off all contact with her also do you know of the dark triad
>>682834802
I'm sorry to hear that. I almost got scammed as well. I was supposed to be a mystery shopper. I got a check in the mail for $1,740. I had to send $710 through Western Union and MoneyGram to two different addresses in Illinois. If I would have sent the money the check would bounce then I'd owe the bank all that money.
>>682825850
did this happen in 2013?
>>682835056
She'll finish college this year and she'll be free to leave this town. I'm ten years older, I'm stuck here, I have to let her live her life. Because I love her.
>>682835168
I was just stating the fact that only a woman could have done that.
And I was right.
Yes, you are shit too.
>>682826416
Te acompaño en tu depresión compare :c
>>682834802
Well man, shit like this happens, I'd be feeling down and angry as fuck as well... But try not to focus on it, you couldn't have known at the moment and you were get something really cool...
Cheer up, bro I'm sure you will find a place soon
>>682835427
Thanks, anon.
>>682829699
Amal Y.
She's a stupid bitch who manipulate me...
This girl stole my life.
She will be a MD and not me ...
This girl is cancer.
Hope she will kill her first patient.
Salope, je te déteste. VA TE FAIRE FOUTRE CONASSE DE MERDE ! TU M'A MIS EN DEPRESSION. PUTAIN DE SECOND SEMESTRE DE FAGGOT !!!
>>682829699
freedom.
>freedom and loneliness because of it
>>682835321
Thanks for replying.
It's nice to know someone read what happened and took the time to reply. I'm glad you dodged your scam too, cause this feeling sucks.
Have a nice day anon.
>>682825626
after the 50th time it shows a picture of a dead baby being raped. No lie.
>>682829699
Elizabeth; she is and always will be, the one that got away...
>nice dubs tho
>>682829699
Lara
>>682831186
/b/ros have each other's backs and it's anon. plus we're not self diagnosed libcucks
>>682835200
that's good advice. I started some pushups when I wake up, mostly in lieu of stalking her facebook.
I also run a lot and i just started some swimming lessons. Not a lot of people there though. I figure if I work on my body well enough, my mind might follow the lead and be just as sane. Dunno
The dark triad, is that about three different personnality traits ?
>>682829699
Julia
>>682829699
Dipshika.. I know she loves me but she's ashamed to admit it even to herself
>>682821756
This is beautiful
>Have a two year long relationship with the best girl ever
>Near the end she thought i was cheating on her
>Breaks up with me
>Threatens me with restraining order if i ever talk to her again
>Two weeks after breakup sleeps with my friend just to get revenge for something i never did
>And that shit doesn't even bother me i'ts the fact i will never have a chance to say goodbye to the person who made my life worth living
>Half a year later still think about her
>>682835518
gracias amigo
>>682835670
well that was intense and got out of hand rapidly
anyway you're better off without her
STAND UP FOR YOUR FUCKING SELVES.
DON'T LET STUPID SHIT BRING YOU DOWN.
BE AGGRESSIVE FOR ONCE. PLEASE.
for fucks sake guys.
>>682834802
Aw man that sucks. I can always remember 7 years ago when I was 15 (fuck...) I was on holiday with family in Bulgaria and took a wander alone. Two big guys stopped me and tried to sell me some shitty little bag of "fruit" for a rip off price. I felt intimidated and kinda instinctually reached for my wallet before I said hold up, I don't want it and have no money. He said he knew I was lying and pointed to some really old grizzled guy sitting on a chair saying that's his boss.
So I bought the shit and immediately felt awful and threw it away. I dunno, it's nothing like yours obviously but I just thought I'd share that story, I haven't ever told anyone that before.
We all make mistakes. Look on the bright side: You fell into that trap only because you've got a gf you obviously love very much and want to live with and provide for. That's something special anon that a lot of other guys here would kill for. Sure, if you were single you wouldn't have fallen for it, but honestly, I'd take having a little too much faith in humanity and having someone I loved by my side over the alternative.
>>682828895
Nice advice anon. You're a good fella.
>>682831833
Yeah
My boyfriend tried to kill himself about a month after we met. He assures me that it was nothing I did.
But it was totally me, it was my fault again. I was too nonchalant about his depression. I was supportive, in that I told him he could get better and overcome, but I didn't react like it was some shocking horrifying thing that he felt suicidal, because it isn't to me.
We weren't dating yet. Now he's won my heart and I can't stop thinking about how I failed him at the beginning.
>>682836081
what i learned out of boot is
10 pushups for every thought of her
25 for messaging
50 for masturbating
100 and 5 miles for all three
yes it is and i got a link https://illimitablemen.com/archives/
good luck and swift gains
>>682829699
She was already in a relationship when we kissed first time. She still with that guy who insults her and also we still meeting. I want to she leave him but she doesn't know what to do. I'm neither...
>>682830485
Never.
You have one wish, Anon. What do you wish for? What would make you happy right now?
Honestly I dont know, what to wish for. Objectively my life is great, but I dont feel happy at all recently. I dont know why. At moments I am fucking happy, without any reason.
>>682827790
This is bullshit.
I said what I needed to say, and still regret it.
>>682820262
i have schizophrenia, the worst case i have is where everyone i know are repeating my name... the voices slowly gets more and more angry, the last is my dad in full rage calling my name. never had a good relation with him... I'd rather be black
>>682836644
shit i might become the hulk with that program
I'll definitly check out that link bro
Good luck to you too my friend. I wish you well, i really do.
>>682836412
she didn't think you were cheating on her probably. girls use all kinds of bullshit excuses because they are weak, scared creatures.
you're literally better off alone. or ofc if you can find a tough bitch who can be honest, goodluck with that
>>682835526
>>682836535
Thanks anons.
Means a lot you took the time to reply. I'm not much of a poster, mainly a long time lurker, but you guys are making me glad I posted. Idek why. Maybe it's just nice to be listened to or something.
Have a great rest of the week.
>>682836997
I'ts really sad when people do stupid shit because they are afraid to be happy
>>682836987
You faggots piss me off so much. Like boo hoo my life is bad i wanna kill myself. Well either kill yourself (who's stopping you?) or fuck outta here and go live instead of eating shit. I'm not some dude that never went through shit and is just saying this without knowing what it's like. But don't you ever get tired of being miserable, and alone? Doing the same shit over and over. Constantly talking about the same thing how you wanna die and you're depressed. Not everyone is meant to succeed at life. Some will be failures. It's how it works, in nature too. So just end it and stop wasting space and oxygen. If you really want to make an difference get your ass up and do so.
>>682837547
Someone's jimmies are rustled
>>682836942
to never have to sleep cause she's in my dreams
>>682836942
same here, my moods seem to be separate from my conscious cognitions
>>682836503
Yeah, i'm really mad at her ...
I can't deal with this situation.
All I want is to be a sociopath and have no feelings like our friend Sherlock Holmes.
Think fast, no worries and be confident with myself.
>>682837547
fuck off the thread then. no one forces you to be here. or you can fuckin sage this and move on
>>682822785
That's easy. You find someone new and fall in love with them.
>>682837163
No worries /b/ro. I used to post a shit ton but hardly ever even make lurker status these days. It's definitely good to be listen to. Take care man.
>>682837547
You don't really get the point do you,most of us here are sad and are looking for some comfort,that's the whole fucking point,people need to let out their problems and here we are willing to listen,so why not?
>be me
>17, best and only true friend dies find out a year later, always wanted me to sleepover at his house never did it
>started failing exams held back for the first time in my life
>girl I like and she obviously likes me back is ashamed of accepting her feelings towards me
>start alienating everyone I know cause heavily depressed
>suicide not an option until I lose my mom who is my everything the only person I truly love
>listen to music and browse /b/ on mobi cause poorfag and can't afford computer
Maybe it'll get better
>>682837994
Cherish your mom anon, she's all you really need.
>>682837885
yeah. i guess for me i want to be like dr house minus the addiction
some days i do great and i feel like an impervious robot, ready to take on whatever the world throws at me
and other days i lose it
hang in there
keep your head up
>>682836942
I wish to be financially stable. All my problems would be solved
23 year old kissles virgin here, failed 1 year of college already, feel like shit, play vidya all day and waste away, can't properly talk to girls without being awkward as fuck
>>682837994
If you don't have a reason to live on think about your friend that passed away,he would want you to be strong and hold on,don't worry mate there is always a bright side we just need to find ti
>>682837994
>>682838182
In fact, I just texted my mom to say I love her and I'm looking forward to seeing her again soon. Thanks anon
>>682829699
Faith
>>682838344
Dude, I'm 30 and i was a kissless virgin until months ago. Suddenly i had a girlfriend and met another girl who was into bdsm, met her and half an hour later I was deepthroating her.
Never lose your hope.
>>682828895
/thread
>>682829699
Destiny
>>682838570
fuck yeah bro
>>682838182
I do, every second of it I don't deserve her..want to be successful to make her proud but she already is genuinely proud of me for nothing I can see
>sort of a social recluse
>not many friends
>mostly just chat with internet friends and listen to music
>not well accepted
>best friend is my bro
>don't see bro much anymore
>starting to feel like not accepted
>>682829699
Dubs
>>682828895
jokes on you, I'm at my 30s
>>682838218
Feel the same dude.
I can resolve complex problem and memorize in few minutes a thousand of things.
But somedays, i'm a piece of garbage, lying down on his computer. And trying to forget and not thinking, chilling on the internet.
Guys what do you do when nothing makes you happy anymore
s
>>682838570
Haha, alright, thanks dude
>>682833764
song?
>>682834721
And now she's posting sad romantic songs on her twitter
>>682838355
Thanks anon here's hoping.. I wish you a great life
>>682837957
I never said that's wrong. But most people on here usually stay for a long time without doing anything to make their lives better.
>>682837163
No problem, sometimes that's all we need, to be listened. Good luck /b/ro and have a nice rest of the week too
>>682838641
You can't seriously be thinking about that piece of shit game, can you?
>>682838448
Do it asap anon and give her a kiss on my behalf
Welp. all these problems dont matter shit for me you guys. im never even gonna look at a non-virgin woman and think she's sexy.
This dick is for virgins only.
ITT
>Omg gf dumped me i can't live without her now
>Friend died/left me
>No one loves me i'm a kissless virgin
Move the fuck on. My fiance and my best friend died but i moved on with my life instead of whining.
>>682838936
I feel the same. I'm wealthy, at a top university, young and healthy yet nothing seems to give me excitement. Everything seems fabricated and fake. I can't truly apreciate anything.
>>682839479
I somewhat agree. I don't want a guy to stick a dick in me if he has stuck it in another girl before. Gross.
>>682826734
Actually I did do this. We grew to hate each other's company in college, and now she has another bf. 3 years later she still calls me sometimes.
>>682839723
Hey I've never stuck a dick in another woman. Wanna mate?
>>682838936
exercise, coffee, good books, naps
those are my big things these days
lord how the mighty have fallen
>>682840071
do you even slightly expect this will work?
>>682838936
Watch God tier standup..binge shows..drown my thoughts in music.. Play games.. Fantasize about my death
>>682840071
Sure, but I need to tell first. I was born a male. I hope that doesn't bother you.
>>682826734
Those were the days.
>>682840314
I don't care, I'll be happy if you love me.
>>682840314
YESSS
OH OH OH
FUCK ME IN THE ASS
YOU LIL CUMSLUT
ILL BREAK YOUR BONES AND MAKE YOU CUM
>>682840238
Yes.
>>682837547
The people here don't go around talking like this all the fucking time. Threads like this are a means to let out stress and feel better with other people by sharing stories.
That being said, get the fuck outta here with that weak ass bait. It's the same fucking shit every single thread. There's a goddamn button to hide threads, you know. If people moping around and feeling bad with one another really pisses you off so much, maybe you're the stupid cunt who needs help.
>>682840520
>>682840554
Okay, I'm not sure which is who, but thanks to both of you.
>>682840638
Ikr where else should you let your feels out other than a feels thread on an anonymous board
don't any of you guys use your desperation and sadness and turn it into aggression?
that's what i do. feels good.
>>682840071
Not really. I only want 1 sex partner in my life and that's not gonna be you.
>>682827925
sleep tight lovely otters
>>682841125
arrogant bitch, whats your problem, you dumb cunt?
>>682840990
520 is the original I can confirm coz I see the (you) and I know what I wrote but it's difficult to prove without evidence. Since I'm on my phone that's not possible so I might as well be the other guy (even though I'm not). No problem by the way, how does it even work, the new gender I mean. You were probably just messing with me anyway, still curious if true.
>>682841096
Yeah. I do, every now and again. I'm often too down and tired to do anything but mope around, but occasionally I get quickly angry about whatever is making me depressed and take it out through frustration and overall salt. I don't enjoy being pissed off, but it usually feels better than sitting around and doing nothing.
>>682827834
Sorry anon but i cringed a little
>>682841125
Well how do you know? Maybe it will be exactly me.
Or maybe the more likely outcome, nobody.
>>682840638
How am i the one that needs help when you literally come on a thread to complain? It's not because hey i wanna be that guy that just comes out of nowhere to eat shit. It's not only here, it's everywhere around me i'm sick of it. I never understood how can someone just be in the same spot and not move without doing shit about it? Just because i said shit how it is that doesn't mean i'm baiting. I just wish every whiny ass bitch killed themselves so it would save everyone else the bother. For instance i have a few friends that wanna kill themselves and maybe this makes me a bad person but sometimes i wish they did. I do care about them but they're just people. Everyone is replaceable and the world would be better off without useless members of society populating it.
>>682825850
Dude, that struck me right where it was supposed to... I have something similar.
>be 7
>move to another country
>no friends, don't speak the language, don't know anybody
>be outcast
>like to draw shit
>this one dude also likes to draw (fist day at school
>lets call him Robert
>draw rogether even though we don't speak the language
>be stupid autist and pull chair back as he tries to sit
>apologize and we become friends
>Robert and I hang out all the time
>no other frieds than him through out primary school
>both outcast nerds, but not real autist tier shit
>draw pokemon and shit
>other kids laugh at us byt whatever
>middle school
>we go to different schools for some reason
>fall in love with his sister
>still trying to keep in touch with him
>become more and more of a "normie" and lose contact eventually
>high school
>lots of friends, gf etc
>still talk to him sometimes, but nothing special
>it's his 18 bd
>I send him a pic of a drawing we both made when we were 7
>he ignores my message
>think he is mad at me, so I carry on with my life
>fast forward 1 years
>come to school as normal
>go in to class
>mutual friend looks at me dead serious and tells me
>Robert is dead, anon
>what the fuck no way
>find out it happened 1 week ago
>memorial is today at his school
>can't believe it wtf
>turns out he killed himself
>cry like a bitch for several days
>I could have prevented it
>visit him regularly at the cementary
>>682841321
Why do you assume i'm arrogant or have a problem because i have a different view on something than you?
>>682841867
forgot timestamp btw
>>682841698
Better nobody than 10 guys.
>>682824593
I can understand the way you feel, anon. I'm going through the same feeling
>>682841993
you didn't need to be so arrogant about it, you think you're something special but you're not, deep inside you're exactly the same as that guy.
so suck a dick
>>682841463
I'm on hormone replacement therapy and I noticed a difference. My breasts are more sensitive and my cum is completely clear as it should be. It'll take years to save up for sex reassignment surgery. But by then, I'll have developed to look much like the gender I identify myself as and I think life will be much easier.
>>682841996
Timestamp for what you fucking retard
. . .
>>682838936
Try something new. Anything. I know you can do it, anon.
>>682842352
The other dude posted a timestamp as well. Thought I'd do the same. to prove my story is true i dunno. Now fuck off
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WcxhgOs7PYU
>>682842381
stop being a doormat.
unless you get a boner from taking it up the ass.
I am a 28 year old waste of life. Virgin, jumping from shitty job to shitty job, and permanently haunted by my failed uni experience, in which I had to drop out after two years and watch as I never had money nor moved out or had any new experience while everyone and their brother finished their university careers, moved away and got good jobs. Worst part is that my brother is having the same problem since he became unemployed 4 years ago, except he´s a worse version of me. At least, I have some basic social skills; not for clubbing or picking girls, but for casual chat and going out. He doesn´t. His circle of friends is literally mine and nothing else: and even then, I know he comes with us because he has no one else, because he´d like to go to more "socially standard" places while he´s stuck with a bunch of nerds who gather around to watch B movies. I feel like he would have loved to have a cool older brother who brought him to cool places and helped him pick up girls, so now I have to deal not only with my very own failures but with the feeling that I also failed him. Even though over time my parents have supported me, there are always some lingering comments about how they´d like if I could save some money and finish my university career so they could shut up mean family comments.
I also chickened out on a relationship with the only girl I have ever truly loved, for what now seem petty reasons, but I was immature seven years ago. And even though I was seriously falling for another more recently, she pretty much ghosted me: never directly saying she didn´t want to speak to me but gradually ignoring me more and more.
I feel like I´m in a dead end life situation: not too bad since at least I can get through and save a bit for ocassionally going out and buying cheap vidya, but without the prospect of doing anything worthwile in life.
But tonight I´m seeing some legit anon support.
Nights like this make 4chan worth visiting.
>>682842071
I feel like everything that I tell you will be thrown away by your closed mind. Wrote this just in case it doesn't. Good night beautiful.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgxTYCbr-K4
>>682842609
. . .
>>682842288
1. I really wasn't being arrogant.
2. I never said i was special and i'm well aware no one is.
What point are you trying to make here anon? I expressed my view on shit, nothing else. The whole it's not gonna be you, i was just being honest. It's an anonymous image board for fucks sake. Why are you being so butthurt? Will offending me make you feel better? If so by all means, offend someone you know nothing about on a fucking anonymous image board.
>>682828137
This one gets me because I try to make this person happy but they never show it. I don't even think it's worth trying anymore. I'd rather end it now than go forever on feeling this sad but I can't. And that's the sad part
>>682841867
>>682842517
Anyways, heres the drawing. Forgot to take a pic of it. Im drunk, forgive me
>>682842588
Fuckin thought I had lost my heart until I saw this...Reminds me of so many birthdays past. Glad I don't do birthdays anymore...
>>682821135
Jesus Christ these Twitter memes are becoming too accurate
>>682829699
Death?
She`s female, so it counts i guess
>>682842954
I feel for you Anon
Sometimes im too tired to even feel sad. im so tired of being this way.
>>682834085
This girl...
what country is she in?
>>682842613
>Nights like this make 4chan worth visiting.
this
>>682843027
>>682829699
His name is Leon.
>>682842517
To prove your story is true? A timestamp is for proof of something like example putting it next to some letter he wrote to you, his grave etc. But you just posted a picture of a timestamp with nothing to show in the background. Not saying i don't believe you but what you did was pretty retarded. Anyone can post a timestamp with no proof and make up a story.
>now fuck off
Aww i'm sorry did your feelings get hurt? Fucking retard.
>>682833089
Duh.
>>682821183
He died on my bday
It's also known as freedom day in usa
>>682829699
Konstantina, I call her Danish
Dubs checked
>>682842613
As a younger brother, one of my biggest resentments of my past self was following my older brother in his footsteps and not following my own. I tried dressing like him, in some way behaving like him (even though I couldn't), and took all the same hobbies and interests as he did. Until this day in my early 30's, I visit my relatives and remember them trying to offer me popcorn and saying "we have some popcorn for you because we know that's what you like" and I have to remind them "that's my brother, not me. I'm nowhere nearly as big on popcorn as he is". It's little things like that I'm constantly having to identify myself as an adult separate from my brother, and even his old friends would confuse me for him since I strongly resemble him in the eyes of everyone.
If you really want to play a good role on your brothers life, you need to show him that care about him, but admit to him that you are no role model, and its in his best interest to follow his own path. Tell him to be his own man, it's what he needs to hear.
>>682842588
15.06
Julius Mvogo, you fucktards
>>682832743
Oh fucking Christ, this hit me WAY too hard. Made me think of the one girl I truly loved. Dedicated everything to her for 3 years of high school. I loved her and she said she loved me. We couldn't date because of her family and she liked to focus on school. So we we a kinda unofficial couple for a good 2.5 of the 3 years. Then one day, close to the end of junior year, I find from someone else that she's been dating a guy for several months now.
Now they're broken up, I've graduated and have a fiancé with a baby boy on the way, but there isn't one night I don't think of her. How different things could have been…
Oh my dear maple, frozen stiff and bare,
Why do you stand bending in the blizzard there?
Have you seen a vision? Have you heard a babble?
Just like you are out for an idle ramble.
Like a tipsy warden, walking on the roadside,
You have stuck in snowdrift, hit by burning frost-bite.
I myself quite often lose my whereabouts,
Cannot find my house after drinking bouts.
Now I see a willow, now some other trees, and
Sing them songs about summer in a blizzard.
I would think myself to be a sort of maple,
Not a bare maple - verdant as in April.
And forgetting virtue, drunk as drowned mouse,
I would hug a birch-tree like somebody"s spouse.
Sergey Yesenin
>>682824937
>>682833192
>>682843367
Good. Glad they're white.
Do your worst at assuming what race I am and attack me in the worst way possible. Get mad.
>>682821527
crashing into pepe
>>682820262
Fukken saved
>>682836216
Me too anon
>>682831186
I don't know...Personally, I find it kind of shameful that I'm depressed. I don't understand it. I guess, although I am fighting it consciously, subconsciously, I am still stuck with the stigmas of a past era.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHS9B-nOUk8&index=27&list=PLKK5zVWYx1NRZMeEy79EjJnMZY5SBpNaU
>>682829699
Grace
>>682829699
Yes I'm thinking of her every day, I think of her because she gave me 2 chances and I missed them because I'm a pussy. I hope that she returns to the town this summer, I hope that she will want to hang out, I hope that she hasn't given up on me, I hope that I'll have the balls to tell her, I hope that she hasn't found someone else, I hope that she will be up for a relationship even though it will be a long distance one. But no matter how much I hope I know deep inside something will go wrong. Her name if that's important is Margarita.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CN4IIgFz93k
>>682826416
Meet up with her when you can. It is good that you have someone, but going through that must be frustrating to be separated. I wish you well
>>682829699
The game
>>682828391
You don't know how close that hits to home right now.
>>682838320
same here, anon. fucking same.
>>682826734
As someone who spent more time fucking in middle AND high school than studying I just wanna call BS on this.
Unless you have a seriously seriously shit life (if so, I'm sorry- that sucks) every pleasure you had when you were a teen just felt that much better because it was new.
Looking back on how insanely vapid and retarded all my relationships and fucking was the only thing I wish I had done was spend more time with my actual friends and less time getting pussy. I miss hanging out with my friends, I miss my older extended family members who aren't alive anymore, I miss my dog that I should've played with more, I miss road trips, I miss being able to do really dumb shit and bouncing back overnight because of youth.
I don't particularly have any fond memories of dumping loads on the thighs and hair of girls who mostly would end up dead or on opiates/meth. I lucked out and managed to avoid getting dick-rot or AIDS or a kid. If I was smart I would've just jerked off. If I wanted companionship I should've actually looked for it in college or met people through mutual friends.
>I'm a kissless virgin!
There is nothing special about fucking. It's only emotionally wonderful when you're really into the person you're with. Sex in general is overrated, virgin and unexperienced sex is way way overrated. It's almost always awkward, over really early, and usually one person doesn't cum. Unexperienced blowjobs are possibly the worst thing on earth.
I literally know a bunch of fat ugly weird furries who found SOs and fuck like crazy. One of my former coworkers was a fat fujoshi who wore inuyasha t-shirts and ended up marrying her fiance- and hasn't changed a bit. If you REALLY want it you gotta go out and get it. I cannot emphasize how many fucking people there are on this planet and that there are people out there who will fuck you if you find them, and you might actually enjoy their company. The latter is more important anyway.
>>682841821
I guess I see your point. I just view these differently. I see it as a way for people to feel better when they're down, but from what I understand, you see it as a place for people who bitch and do nothing to progress themselves. As much as I hate to admit it, you do have a good point there. I come to these threads to try and give advice to people. So, I don't often think about whether or not they'll actually let themselves get better. People that bitch for attention, rather than help, are fucking worthless though. I can agree with you there. It's all about perspective, I guess. Thanks for explaining yourself, anon. Even if we don't agree, I'm just glad you're not a faggot pointing fingers and being cancer without any supporting reason.
>>682843482
I try to be supportive and have him pursue his own interests but I always have this feeling that I am not the kind of old brother he´d want. Still, I´ll keep on trying. Thanks for taking the time to reply. Legit thanks.
>>682843171
I don´t mean to sound sappy, but if I brightened your mood just a tiny bit, my work here is done anon.
>>682843664
Shit, I'm sorry man. Even after being on /b/ for years, seeing all the gore, racism, loli, and more- nothing disgusts me more than cheating on somebody. If you want to be with someone else, break up. People who cheat are some of the scummiest fucking people I can think of. I don't envy you, anon.. You're a far stronger man than I.
>>682829699
Jenny
>>682836521
this!
bumping with feels music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8
Most days I can maintain a fake smile but on those days where I wish life, in it's entirety, would just back off.... it's a never ending torrent of bullshit.
