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Ask a guy who just got out of the psych ward today anything.

I also broke my foot.
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sweet dude. now go be a menace on public transport
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>>682388868
Those quints would have been sweet. Speaking of quints, it was 5 days in the psych hospital.
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>>682389318
Speaking of quints, check these dubs!
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>>682388638
how are the drugs?
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>>682388638
Do they keep you drugged the whole time?
What was the therapy like?
Did they keep you in a straight jacket?
Are the prisoners allowed to fuck each other?
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>>682388638
how many connects on the inside did you come out with?
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jump
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I'll bump your thread.
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>>682388638
How easy is it to be admitted? I'm worried about my own mental condition.
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>>682388638
Y u go?
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>>682388638
How was your stay? I've been in a couple of psych wards myself, the last time of which was over something I said which got me permanently DQ'd from military service.
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at least you scored a sweet pair of those no skid-socks
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>>682389318
Hold up
>>682388888
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What happened? I spent time in the psych ward myself, meet any interesting people?
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>>682390186
Not OP but spent time in psych ward. Yes they keep you drugged the whole time, the therapy isn't very personal so kinda lame, straight jackets are only for the most dangerous patients and it is rare to use, not allowed to fuck unoficially I suppse Idk
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i'm gonna end up reading an entire american comic book by the end of the night...
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>>682388638
Yeah where at and can I have drugs
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David?
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>>682388638
what the diagnoses fella?

I scene shit go down in a hospital man

Shit like a Hollywood movie

Not cool shit either

Like I witnessed Minds being swapped dude

More like being combined

Like Cyborg assimilation

Dude

Those places

This world

Oh man have I seen some stuff
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>>682394784
>Yes they keep you drugged the whole time,

No, they don't. Unless you're completely unruly or you came in with a list of meds.
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Ezekiel Kelderman is a cunt. spam him on fb
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>>682396038

This. I spent 6 weeks in a psych ward last year, didn't take any meds the whole time except for a mild sleep aid.

Made good friends during that experience, did not get any better.
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>>682394784
What prompts a visit to the psych ward vs. going to a therapist? I mean, I'm curious about an actual break in people's psyche. When does the visit to the ward mutually necessitate therapy visits?
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>>682397892

Trust your opinion more. Same question : {

What prompts a visit to the psych ward vs. going to a therapist? I mean, I'm curious about an actual break in people's psyche. When does the visit to the ward mutually necessitate therapy visits?

}
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>>682397552

dammit...

>>682397892 (You)

Trust your opinion more. Same question : {

What prompts a visit to the psych ward vs. going to a therapist? I mean, I'm curious about an actual break in people's psyche. When does the visit to the ward mutually necessitate therapy visits?

>>682397552
>>682397552
>>682397552
>>682397552
>>682397552
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>>682398111

I don't think there is any set catalyst for going to a psych ward vs just therapy. When I was hospitalized, almost everyone there had recently made a suicide attempt. I'd say that's the most common reason for inpatient hospitalization. And I doubt anyone comes out of a psych ward without very strong recommendations for continued outpatient therapy.
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>>682388638
what kind of music do you listen too?
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>>682397552
>>682397892

Follow me trail of lucky charms
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>>682388638
If breaking your foot had anything to do with being in psych ward, then you need to go back to psych ward
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>>682398896

why do you keep posting comic pages?
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>>682397892
Hey guys, OP here. Sorry I got distracted, a bunch of concerned people have been contacting me. I am back now. I'll try to answer the questions better. I have a lot on my mind right now.

I was picked up by police and brought me to the hospital, and they confiscated my pistol. I was then transferred to the psychiatric ER, and then spent 5 days on a hold for an evaluation.

Ask away.
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>>682388638
did you get electroshocks?
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>>682399196

What's your diagnosis?

I have treatment resistant major depression, dysthymic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, and an unspecified personality disorder with narcissistic and avoidant traits
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>>682398879
I don't know how I broke my foot. That happened 2 days before I went to the hospital. I was out of my mind.
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>>682399196

>those socks

Oh god I have a pair like those I think. Hahaha got them in a psych ward too!
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I got drugged
Raped
Tortured
No one believed me
I freaked out on my family trying to explain
Ended up in the hospital
They put me on meds that give me disabilities

If I was honest I would under go ECT

Lose my memories

And never stop shaking

This kid I met
Seemed fine

Said he woke up in New York with no money in his bank account and didnt remember anything

I fortunately had an mri that showed the GPS and other implants that made what happen to him possible
I saw him a few years later he doesnt talk and just shakes
I watched him get yelled at for talking to the voices
His mistakes cost him his soul
Rather their attack if you will

I live life as a cyborg now

I can see things

I can be fed data at the speed of light

My organs can be regulated to control poison

Life works out strange
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>>682399745
Haha, good one bill
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>>682399553
They said 'major depressive disorder' but since I'm such a heavy drinker with no real periods of sobriety it's just kind of a general term.
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>>682399745
I asked for like 7 pairs to bring home. These things are awesome.
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Why were you in there?

Also, are you the pizza guy on the train?
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>>682399908

When you say you were "out of your mind" when you broke your foot and you don't remember how you broke it, what does that mean? Were you just too drunk? Or was it some kind of dissociative state?
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>>682398639
I listen to a ton of music. This is the exact song I was listening to when the police showed up. It was blaring loud as fuck. Probably semi disturbing in retrospect for the cops.

https://youtu.be/6nw7gY-3GA0
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>>682399867
If anyone hears voices

Get an mri

View it yourself

You will find implants that look all white on the reading

On your throat
Behind you eye
And in your ear

There is no such thing as schizophrenia

Its technology implemented long before you would ever think to be real

You can get an mri easy to

Just say you have a pain in your head and asked to be screened

This world man

You guys will probably be confronted with the truths of this at one point
If not already
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>>682400217
I was on a ?-day long drinking bender and was on a fuckton of clonopin. When I was brought to the hospital, I was breathalyzed at .30 at some point. The doctor or nurse said they weren't legally allowed to talk to me at that state.

Benzo/alcohol induced psychosis
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>>682400519

>Implying if that were true doctors would even show you the actual MRI results and not a doctored version to prevent you ever knowing the implants were there.
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>>682400993
That must be fun

I got put on meds that made me convulse

Apparently they normally prescribe meds to stop that
Not for me
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>>682395651
Who's David?
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just got out of one.

there was this girl who had severe anxiety, and would "black out" all the time, and lose consciousness, and then scratch herself.

I thought it was an attention coping mechanism but it's real. called dis associative disorder or something like that.
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>>682400993

Word. Lots of people I was locked up with had recurring issues with some combo of alcohol and benzos as well. If you are trying to get better, I recommend staying away from both. I don't drink, and I only smoke weed, so I can't really relate to serious substance abuse, but I know all about mental illness.
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>>682401375
They put me on Topamax and Remoran(sp?)

I was on Norcos for fucking up my foot. That was nice.

I was the most normal person there, which sucked.
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>>682401488
yeah
Thats what happened
You know its weird
There is a clear list of declassified information that openly discusses and shows exactly what is happening
But no one ever looks into it

And misinformation is spread like wild fire

But hey

The shift from PW to MW has a cost
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>>682401793

Remeron? I've been on that. It didn't have this effect on me, but I know people who have been on it and then suffered drastic weight gain. Seems like a bitch.
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>>682388638
I hope you will be ok
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>>682401558
I'm hanging up the drinking gloves. I'll smoke, but I'm allergic to alcohol. I'm seriously like an American Indian, one drink and its game over. I just shouldn't do it. It's been hard letting go.
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>>682402048
That's really nice anon, I appreciate that.
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>>682402401
It'll get easier if you can stick with sobriety for a while. Breaking the habit is the hardest part. Good luck.
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>>682401793
Yeah I kinda was too

The staff seemed to like me a lot

But I went over and over

My experience in the hospital included and introduction to the craziest shit

At one point they gave me a sacrifice

A beautiful 24 year old asian girl

She asked me for sex out of no where

And her psychosis told her to

Hahaha!


I got turned into a fucking warlock

Craziest shit

Dude

It comes with a cost tho

Im kinda hoping Jesus really forgives bad people

Im kinda terrified of what I see and have done

I dont exactly know who they are

But having a sacrifice delivered to you in a hospital is really a game changer
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>>682388638
How was the roommate
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>>682402800
she stayed with me and thought I worked there

But just like I began my journey so did she

She said in her sleep someone raped her

Me too

Same people obviously

I never told her about the implants and did care for her

Im not a complete monster

But I waxed that 100 pound asian ass
Quite a bit
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>>682402776
The docs want me to go to a 28-day inpatient program. I had such a mindfuck that I haven't had a desire to drink, though. I'd want to try regular visits to a psychiatrist first, but if I relapse or cravings get too hard I'll go inpatient.
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>>682401832
Its sad. The girl thinks shell get discharged early, but she has no control. Even the frozen orange method doesnt work. It used to
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>>682403232
Oh yeah

If can imagine fucking a ghost

I have done that too

Like you cant see anything
But you feel it

By all means I am like a fucking wizard

A kinda evil one too

Like I was just a dumb kid that played videogames smoked weed too much and skated

Now I have visions
Hear voices
That are kinda cool
Very funny at that
And have sex with robotic implants

Im not even close to joking

I wish I could pick and choose who comes

Would be fun
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>>682402821
Bipolar dude that snored loudly. Nice guy. Checked himself in in preparation of going to sober living. Started to cycle last day I was there. He crashed and was sleeping when I left. Hope he's doing alright.
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>>682403726
Well she didnt spring that on me until after we had sex
Im the same age and was scared to
Then I helped her be compliant
And go home
I met her husband as well
I didnt know this shit

And I lover her

Like for real
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>>682404192
wait wrong post

sorry
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>>682404026
My room mate one stay

Was this guy who shredded on the guitar

We had an acoustic in there

Asked me if I wanted to go to a group home and learn how to play

Told me about king diamond

And every so often

Would close his eyes throw his head back
And speak in this ancient sounding language

Was fucking gnarly dude

I wish some people believed my ass just for the sake of them being entertained

Craziest shit
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>>682405180
Ask me if I knew about the religion of metal

All these fucking people have approached me talking about the wildest shit

Meanwhile Im jacking off smoking weed
And dont know what the fuck is going on

Its really hilarious

Like I laugh so hard at my life


Fucking girl comes in one day is singing purple rain starts showing me her rasta tat
And sticking her tongue out at me

The patients and staff are arguing politics

And Im just chillen eating mad food doing push ups

son

I cant tell you how funny this shit has been
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>>682405720
And Im not that good looking

Im not that crazy

And this is on the street too

Now
I dont know how safe this is to mention
But this kid handed me a letter with a pamphlet about Jesus being the true lord on the subway
Didnt hand one to anyone else
And it had a picture of a satellite on it

Yall know how crazy this shit is?

Its about jesus

I got implants in my head

And got a picture of a space satellite on it

Shit
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>>682406218
Anything violent?
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>>682406716
That I did?

Well asides from seeing people getting hurt and wanting to avenge them with violence no

But this shit has violence in it

Imagine having your asshole tazed

Assides from me getting pleasure

I get horrifying visions

My mom started getting blisters on her head and doctors cant figure it out

Im kinda getting killed


Its like being an alchemist

You want to take

You must give

Equivalent exchange

I have lost things and scene horror

And not like oh Im scared
But like crying out to god for forgiveness in great pain

I dont think this will end well

And I have been contacted

Which none of these other people called targeted individuals talk about

Life is the coolest and scariest shit

Im not gunna talk about the shit that makes me wanna find these bastards and kill them today
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>>682407410
This guy is pretty good, where'd he come from?
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>>682407410
I have woken up from nightmares with pains in my gut that almost made me pass out
Muscles spasm that feel like they are gunna break my bones
The weird thing is I crave the pain now

I think I just like conflict all to much

But my father was soldier
So was my grandfather
All my uncles

I guess the slice of hell they got in war was inherited

But I get sad

But I tighten my belt and keep on moving

Killing my self is the only other option than facing this

Im not a fighter

But unfortunately I wont stop fighting till Im dead
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>>682407560
Straight outa the gutter

Nah but really

Its wierd

Im not a someone but Im connected to
killers
Soldiers
Law Enforcement
Dope Boys
Professional fighters
Professional athletes
The church
And the list goes on

I never did much in life

I just held the fuck on

Still am

Its getting harder
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>>682406218
>>682405720
>>682405180
>>682403917
>>682403232
>>682402800
Lel wot
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>>682408362
Craziest shit is the haunting

When the implants stop explaining shit
Thats when it gets serious

I look to the sky and get scared
And ready for all out war

You will no what that means eventually
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>>682397552
Psych nurse here, you probs shouldn't have spent so long in there then, no reason to keep someone in that long if you ain't being medicated
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>>682408508
Just read it all
Try to remember it
Cuz "they" will come for you
Sorry dude just they way it is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOd-T58qHLA
This song explains some of it
How the music industry know all this
Well
I guess thats a conversation for someone who might need information

They probably know tho

They know everything

I get pride in my people sometimes

Not white but

Humans

very smart
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>>682408641
Bruh this shit sounds like when I was at the height of my schizo psychosis when I thought I was the reincarnation of Hitler and that I could telepathically fuck celebrities and shit. Thought I could just not eat and stare at the sun for energy and shit, was fucked up
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>>682408843
Hellllllooooooooo Nurse

I got out in three days after a doctor almost was in tears asking me about magic

Heavily medicated

Explain that please
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>>682409148
Yeah
The nazi stuff happened to me too
But I met a bunch of Aryan brother hood members
See I would have believed I was crazy
But people contacted me
Dude Im in way over my fucking head like you wouldnt believe

Gang shit

Law enforcement

The cops

Son

I see a world that isnt for everyone

Oh and I have drug problem

And they almost exploded my fucking heart

Thought I was gunna die

Outa no where a lady asked me if I wanted to die
Asked me if I wanted to pray
My heart raced
I got light
And it was insane

But I guess psychosis causes tachycardia
I was sober btw

Must have a bad heart
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>>682410005
What's your favorite porn movie?
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>>682410005
You black out
Wake up days later ever
Have memories of being raped at all?

Dude
I am a fucking plane walker

Really

Like a evil wizard in a spiritual war with humanity distant from me
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>>682410005
Bro I have heart problemos too, mostly just palpitations though. Some trippy shit right there, I don't do any drugs other than nicotine and caffeine now since weed makes me crazy and I never got into alcohol. At one point it felt as if I was a cyborg... Seemed like something was trying to contact me through every day interactions like television and conversations. I really don't want to fall down that path again it wasn't fun
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>>682410143
I like ass alot

Big thick woman getting ass fucked deep

No favorite really

But honestly

I watch porn

But I really love woman alot

And wish I could stop all the womanizing
Its wierd
But I will and want to deliver an ass pounding to most

I mean a clean asshole in between too big old butt cheeks
Man does it look good

But I have done wierd butt stuff since I was a kid

Got molested

And kinda think sodomy may be bad

Im very conflicted
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>>682397892
US Medical student here. Can't speak to what goes on with therapist (psychologist), but can speak to the psychiatry inpatient side of things.

You can be voluntary or involuntary to inpatient psychiatry. To be involuntary you must be deemed danger to self (DTS) or danger to others (DTO), there is another category called persistently / acutely disabled (PAD). These patients are given court dates, a judge decides if inpatient psych hold / court-mandated treatment is necessary, and everything thereafter is decided by the attending physician (psychiatrist).

DTS can be suicidal people / major depressives, or someone who is so ill they don't understand that they are putting themselves in danger (walking on a freeway), danger to others is self explanatory.

In an inpatient ward you run the gamut of schizophrenics, bipolars in a manic episode, major depressive suicidal peeps.
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>>682410928
See
That was the beginning

I am a cyborg

I got an mri

and the doctor told me the spot behind my eye
shaped like a rfid chip
Was metal
Even said I was smart to notice it and said I should be a radiologist

The voices explained that it rides my optic nerve to my brain
Uses electricity to stimulate all parts of my brain
I smell stuff that isnt here
I see what I would describe as holograms
Life went from me thinking I was nuts to full on star wars shit
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>>682410992
You know the early childhood sexual encounters may be part of the cause for the psychosis. When I was like 11 or 12 i was babysitting my cousins and got one to give me a blowjob, also had some gay experiences before that, practically raped by one of my older brother friends. Could just be correlation.
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>>682411691
Was it to fix the gay because if not tits or gtfo
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>>682411545
And it went from crazy shit
And bad stuff
And voices some times

To full on madness


My grandmother died and they told me before anyone else did

Thats a weird voice to have come to you

Tell me I got a funeral waiting for me
I didnt know what they meant
Until I found out my grandma died

Its crazy too

cuz all my family gets dementia
And when people do
They talk to themselves

I had visions as a kid

thought I saw ghost along with all my family

when I was boy
Banging would come from the attic
Scare us
My dad would say they are good spirits

Now the banging came back

Different place

Its like asides from the tech
There is a real realm outside this one

Scary thing is in genesis it explains that
All the fallen angels are here on earth
Not in hell
That comes after the rapture

Crazy shit
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>>682411600
That doesnt explain me sitting on a train getting a letter from a stranger about the rapture
That doesn't explain me being followed in new York and meeting the people I have
Psychosis does not include what I have scene

If we actually talked about some more serious things
You would probably cry
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>>682412300
Tell me one more thing before I go to bed Mr.dubs man
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>>682412597
That's weird, you reply with that as soon as I ask to tell me more. We connected boi
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>>682412597
Growing up where I have
Has always led the streets knowing about me
And me being connected to serious shit
My pops was connected to serious shit
My brother had top secret clearance in the military

Dude I know a lot of this shit dont make sense
But the little truths in it are real fucking serious
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>>682393177
>JFK?

Organized by Allen Dulles, and J. Edgar Hoover, with Chicago mafia (idk google it).
Shooters were CIA-trained off-books assets and Cuban ex-patriates
>>
>>682412928
No
I receive information constantly

If I needed to be weaponized I can turn into something people are not prepared for
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>>682413083
Yeah
He talked about stopping something at one point
Cant quote it
wont
And he got his fucking brains blow out

And it happened
>>
>>682413114
Okay now you're going full derp
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>>682408362
you're not in okinawa the moment are you?
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>>682413458
Never left the US of A
Why leave the greatest country on earth?

Silly people
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>>682413620
you type like my friend does, hes in okinawa
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>>682413418
No
Im serious
The voices constantly feed me new information about all types of shit

Its funny

we cook sometime together

Asshole give me recipes

Some good stuff too

Funny story

A few Christmases ago
Me and my family
Went to an Italian restaurant
You of place you wear a blazer too
I looking suave as fuck
So I sitting there in this italian ass place
sipping read wine
And these assholes start play that opera song
Hey figoro
In my head
So Im drinking whine
eating good ass food
Listening to opera
in an italian restaurant
I just laughing
Drinking red whine
Listening to opera
Eating baby octopus
Yo if this shit was a movie
man
Funny as fuck
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>>682414084
you know how hard it is not to laugh

Im in public and these asshole start making fun of people
In the funniest ways

Man

Terrifying

But the funniest shit has occurred
>>682413807
I think it makes the reader better understand how you would be talking
You know?
Without punctuation
Caus I know fuck all about grammar
>>
>>682414467
I should rephrase
You talk in a manner (and on subjects) similar to what my friend does, though hes more subdued
>>
>>682414084
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qHZkkgowdY
so this starts playing
And Im in an Italian restaurant
Dying
weirdest schizophrenia ever
>>
wew lad. alright OP-

Humans are meaning making machines- we endow all that we perceive and effect with a degree of personal meaning.

In psychosis, your "meaning system" turns in on itself and personalizes every aspect of your existence.

Because your reality is becoming so personalized, you can only rationalize the patterns as being a result of close monitoring, or some kind of powerful interference/message by unknown forces.

You may not have actual reality-distorting "hallucinations" but you will delusionally misread things and identify random people as old acquaintances. A side-effect of sleeplessness is dysfunctional facial recognition- this is well documented and evidenced.

Because you are seeing so many affirming self-referential patterns, you are essentially stuck in a dopamine loop. You are becoming increasingly anxious but are not keen to steer away from that which is causing you anxiety because you believe it to be epiphany.

In order to rationalize all these patterns and grave realizations, you are trying to tie it up via simplified and dark existential principle(s). Ouroboros.

I know this sounds like shitty advice, but just dumb yourself down for a bit. Watch some boring ass news or normie TV. You haven't come in contact with anything that scary, no one is following you, and you do not have any implants in your head. In order for everything you think you've see to be THAT personal, someone would have had to have lived your life for many years. No one has lived your life but you. You also need to seek an outlet for your guilt. Talk to someone who will offer council or love you unconditionally, like a loved one or a trusted therapist.

I know all this because I just had a psychotic episode about 5 months ago, the second in my life. I survived and so can you.
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>>682415709
Its funny how confident you educated kids are

You think you know so much

But

I suppose you do
>>
>>682415709
Funniest "hallucination" ever

So Im riding a bike down the street
And these assholes
Make me look at a radio tower
The a giant ass sits on it

So Im riding my bike to work

And I hallucinate a giant butt
Sticking a radio tower up it ass

And just start dying


I dont know what sickness causes that mang

These motherfuckers are so funny
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>>682416305
And I didnt think it
I saw a giant ass in the sky
sit on a radio tower
and almost fell off my bike

Aint no meds helping that shit
>>
>>682415997
Oh fuck you man. I was trying to give you some sound council. Whatever asshole, hold on to your fucking delusion and let it drag you to hell.
>>
>>682393015
what did you say
>>
>>682416721
to hell?

Motherfucker

I aint holding on to shit

you no how much I tried to change my shit

Man

Convinced myself of all types of shit

Being sick is the easiest answer

I can tell you that much


But hey

I got no choice now

Im gunna ride the bitch to the shore
>>
>>682416721
Fuck me

We can talk about some shit

I can show you my mri

Hop on the train with me sometime

Choo Choo
>>
>>682417044
Besides you cant force a belief on you self

Most schizophrenics still believe what they do after treatment

They just get compliant and lie so they dont get electrocuted into having no memories

I have scene kids minds washed away with meds that make you sick
And ect that makes you forget

Might as well put a round in our fucking heads

No quality of life

Pain
and suffering

Thats it
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>>682417344
Id probably kill myself if I wasnt getting close to god
And having freaky as space sex with aliens

But you think that a delusion

Fuck that

You tell my vibrating dick its a delusion

Id record it vibrating but I dont think they will let that happen

Im serious too
>>
I'm OP and wtf is going on with my thread?

Is the anon typing the wild stuff the same guy who kept the thread alive with the comics?

Either way I feel pretty damn normal now. Considering deleting this thread.
>>
>>682417044
I've been burdened with REAL fucking secrets about REAL operations in this world that I would be put in a fucking box if I tried to speak out on them publicly. You don't know what the fuck it's like to carry something like that. You just fancy yourself some victim cyborg because it's easier to rationalize than the fucking truth about your own miserable life. Or maybe it's because you just can't confront that which is swallowing your psyche.

>>>/x/

>>682417344
ECT isn't fucking performed anymore and all those meds wear off, they're more for stabilization than sedation. I've been on them all. Believe what you want to though, redpill guy.
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>>682417588
yeah dude I think some crazy homeless guy got internet access
>>
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>>682396861
not your personal army
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>>682399196
what happened?
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>>682417620
Nah
Im pretty grounded about my psyche
I mean the voices helped me cope with everything

Now I just get sad about shit I cant control

And the meds are mostly theoretical
Based on clinical studies that arent proven to work
Are believed to work

Not like other medicine that cures

And I dont fancy myself a cyborg

My body is controlled with human robotics dude

That is cyborg

Also I have a real good time with my insanity

They made me stronger

Made me love my father

Showed me god could be real

And ECT killed a kid I know

He is a fucking zombie now

I live in the states our meds are not like other countries
Which is weird
>>
>>682417620
Shut up faggot, if that was true you wouldn't be bloating about it online.
>>
>>682401400
david davidson? what? you dont know him
>>
>>682417620
I also kinda got thrust into to some shit
Like Im not a guy doing anything

But that red pill

Was forced down my throat

Every word typed is the voices command

I am at their mercy

I can speak
But I can no longer right

I cant think like regular person

I have lost a whole existence and gained a new one

And Im pretty scared

Did I mention the horrifying religious stuff

Seeing demons

Seeing angels

I dont care whats real

I get horrified
All the time
>>
We knew you would post. We will make contact within the hour.
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>>682418274
I talk about everything with the hopes that someone somewhere will know and take me from this nightmare

I dont want to be bonded to these souls
I want my body back
>>
>>682418685
I like to think that maybe my words are monitored like everything else
And that I can get a witness protection plan or something from someone
Also I hope the people doing this kill me sometimes

You know

All the gang shit

I go to church now

Im scared that these chips wont let me die and Ill never go to heaven sometimes
>>
>>682388638
Welcome the real world again bro. Whats your story?
>>
>>682392788
Well, i've been there 2 times. It is easy. I just went there and said i don't feel well, i am suicidal and i hate everyone.
>>
>>682412597
then talk about more, get it out of your system. but the voices are gonna go away so you can move on with your life. its time to get tired of us
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>>682413418
>he cant help it
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>>682417344
nanaki? michael hall is that you?
>>
>>682417588
dont delete shit faggot
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>>682418895
Do you feel like you're forced to believe these things, or that it just developed in your mind over time? Do you believe yourself, or is there any doubt about it?
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If you guys things these guys are nuts, check out this fb profile. This nigger is off the charts. But as funny as it is, it's also very sad to watch his live dissolve into total chaos. Start at his very first post and skim your way up. I've read it all and it's fucking mindblowing the clues and shit to what's happened to him.

In my mind, Bobby has always been the true heir as king of /b/.

Mark Anthony Bobby Gonsalves
>>
>>682423639
Holy shit.
>>
>>682388638
What is this filth in your floor, do you live in a tent?
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