Need some feels /b/
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Need some feels /b/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzqNkIkj3rE
>>682166121
fuck this anon
Sorry, this will be kind of out of order and out of focus but I want to get this off my chest
>be me
>none of my grandparents have died yet
>My one grandfather has severe memory problems
>he can hardly remember his own wife, much less anything else
>result of a stroke from years ago
>he's always been a strong person, so they thought nothing of it
>finally caught up to him
>to give you an idea of how tough he was, he had a severe heart attack before I was born
>he was afraid he would never know me
>I've loved him all my life
>he has no idea who I am
>my sister just got married, he'll never know
>none of my grandparents have died
>but it feels like 3 of them are alive
Sad story from last night
>>682166121
Those feels
it is a clock. the numbers represent each facet of men and women, and the cyclical nature of life and death. the 3s at the top and bottom are heaven and hell, the left side is life right now, the right side is this life in reverse. the 2s are women, the 1s and 3s on the right and left side are men.
the 2s are meant to represent the constant nature of women, and the difference between the 1s is "good" men and "bad" men (in a sexual respect. men who want sex and men who don't).
the numbers are symbolic also for the importance of each gender in their respective lives. on the right side men are more important since they are farther from being similar to heaven and hell ( 1 is farther from 3 than 2), and on the left side since it is this life in reverse the men who were 1s before are now 3s and are identical to heaven and hell and 2s are instead the superior number.
In this life men are better; on the other side women are better. we balance each other out. the 1 that is being pointed to represents me and my being a "good" man because I do not want to enjoy life, but I used to be a "bad" man and I would've been pointed at the lower 1..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kYc55bXJFI
>>682165841
I hope your feels become good ones fam
>>682167895
I know that anon, something like that
>>682166121
Does anyone know any hentai similar to this?
>>682165841
here is some music while you are scrolling down https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IKddfxkDWk
and
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5ozF8HuT4k
>>682170601
Code Geass, but it's not really a hentai, and instead of leaving her at the mall he destroys 2 Empires.
>>682171113
Fuckin Kek
>>682170681
thats a good music anon, I like that
>>682169107
sorryto say man thats old, still good story tho
>>682171908
Iv had people look at me like that befor all most started crying because it was then I figured out I stuck out like a soar thumb to ever on I new or "loved"
>>682171908
lol at the guy pulling down his shades
>>682172342
Eh ... no ?
>>682172899
i gotta know why you attracted an entire party's sour puss's
>>682172899
whys that
also nice dubs
>>682166416
i never got to do this
my entire life i was playing video games to escape from reality I was struggling to be in
last few years was awful as i started failing a prospective european uni - the only thing i had going for me. My father got sick pretty soon after i confessed i was suicidal, he died abandoned in a hospital after i "promised" not to fail my exams
his last words were "[that is] at least something"
he died two days later. I failed college promptly afterwards.
Now I'm 24 and I hide from my mom and try to get as much time on the PC as i can...
>shit soaked life anon
>>682168429
God damnit.
>>682172795
Sad story. Hope that /b/ro is still doing well.
>>682172899
dude change that shit, youre like damaging any shred of self-esteem you might have left everytime you look at it
I love you all you gorgeous motherfuckers. Good night to you all and thanks for making me feel better.
>>682173489
Night bro
>>682173728
shit wrong pic
>>682173195
Damn. You got anything else going on other than pc?
>>682173269
I'm this guy. Forgot to add a pic.
Shared my story plenty of times and it still hurts. Can't believe how it happened.
>>682166121
damn some siblings...
>>682171908
It was a copypasta, bro.
ok anons grab your hotpockets
and your memes cause were gonna see a story
(read this first: i am a cringelord cause i have crippling depression so i use memes to try and forget about that i am just alone on a computer looking at memes and whatever else is on /b/)
>be lil anon
>around 10 or 11
>family hates me
> they always liked my sis more
>except for my grandad
>he would take me out to eat and go to waterparks and fairs fun stuff
> family thought i was retarded
>granpa would always say'' your mom and dad >are mean anon there lives are more fucked >than a pron star after a looong day ''
.always made me laugh
>turns out i have asburgers a mild case and
will have some difficulty spelling but can go to normal school
>feels good man
>doing good in school have 9th grade reading level
>but 3rd grade math level
>fuck.jpeg
...
now lets go to 8 th grade anon
>granpa passes
>hateful family says it should've been me
>we go to granmas
>she is the same as grandad
>family tells her i killed my grandad as soon as we walk in the door
"my anon? you must be mistaken"
>two hours later
>i ask gran if i can have a soda
>dad says no
>she asks why
>says i broke a vase
>we have no vases
>fell for the b8.png
>she is pissed
>she smacks the piss out of him
>mom trys to get gran off
>nope.avi
years later i still live with my gran
>>682166416
my father died from cancer when I was 16. I know this feel.
Miss you pop
>>682174518
So you're fucking stupid then?
>>682173768
Well this is fucked
>>682174416
>family tells her i caused my grandads death
as soon as we walk in the door
fixed
>>682174236
Ah, here we go again with the pseudo-philosophers.
i fucking hate these pricks who upload this stuff and sign it '-anonymous' or '-unkown' as if that gives it any legitimacy.
Fucking hacks.
>>682174849
It's obviously made up.
How is it haunting in any way?
>>682171908
I can't look for long to that picture.
>>682173878
eh, just my bike rides. Keeps my fat body in exemplary condition if not form.
>>682174386
I do that a lot. She's not used to it yet but it's going fine. She has no other family other than me, and I believe I inherited a minimal part of her great resilience because I don't feel sad...I just feel nothing. I'd like to be sad.
>>682165841
I once saw this pic years ago and hoped that it would be real with my crush for more than 3 years. Now I get woken up like this everyday.
This is NO dream. Just get your lazy ass up and do what you have to do.
>>682175211
Common sense?
I mean come on dude. You believe anything that's posted here?
The story was fucking ridiculous on all levels, any chick who would do that on a party could not go out in the public for the next 10 years.
Only people with zero social experience would believe any of it.
>>682173728
>>682173772
It's still a cool looking car, anon.
>>682175647
Just because you got lucky doesn't mean everyone else will, cpt confidence
>>682175840
I get you. What put me over the top was the fact I didn't have the social skills to seize what I wanted. The rejection triggered those feelings that I mentioned. All juvenile, I know.
Lessons were learned that night. The only other chick free was the friend of the black guy, who is also a huge tease to everyone and became a crazy bitch when drunk.
>be me, around 15
>dinner with my family
>phone rings, mom leaves dining room to pick it up
>she comes back, smiling
"Derp, someone wants to talk to you"
>go to the phone, pick it up
"Derp here."
>girls voice, sounds cute and nervous
"Hey Derp, it´s Derpette. How are you?"
>don´t recognize her voice, try to hide it for some stupid reason
"Heyyy.... I´m fine. How are you? Whats up?"
>not good at hiding it
>awkard silence
"... do you remember me?"
>plan b, just act like those cool guys on tv
>girls love this
"Nope, sorry. I know lots of Derpettes. Which one are you?"
>silence
>click
>beeep, beeep, beeep, beeep.....
>staring at the beeping phone in my hand
>whatthefuckjustshappened.gif
>try to sort my mind
>Derpette
>Derpette
>Derp...!
>brain_explodes.webm
>remember cute af girl i met at a party some time ago
>10/10, completely out of my league
>she talked with me about some stuff we both liked, and then asked for my number
>gave it to her, not a single second believing she actually wanted to call me
>remembered her name as Derpina, but it could be Derpette as well.
>it was her voice
>slowly starting to realize i just scared off the girl of my dreams because i tried to act cool
>hang up, stagger back to the dining room
>whole family is smiling at me
>dad clears his throat
"So, who is she?"
>stare at him with blank eyes
"Derpette"
>everyone cheers for me
>go to my chair, sit down, start eating, not talking to anyone for the rest of the day.
>>682171113
holy fucking kek
>>682171113
Came here to feel not to
laugh
>>682173768
ohh yissss
>>682173878
Hitler: 'My bad guys sry'
this one hit me pretty hard when I first found it. I didn't even know that was why I played games. But I can see that it is now, it's why I strive to be so good at whatever game I play, because I wanna be told things like "Wow anon you're good at this game" or "holy shit anon you're a good shot." It seems all I do these days is try to outperform everyone I play games with in hopes of receiving praise. But most of the time all I ever get is silence or complaints from the other team. I need to find a new hobby.
>>682177784
If that's seriously why you play games, then you're pathetic.
Didn't get a screencap of this one, but here it is anyways
"Another Valentine's Day alone... This is the 9th one in a row now. To any Anons that aren't spending it alone, or could be spending with someone else, please do. Nothing hurts more than being alone, even if it first you think it's what you want, it only gets worse. And to any Anons that are spending it alone, I'm pulling for you. Because no matter what, we have our memories of times past, friends who have come and gone, but they'll never be gone from our hearts. Some of those memories have been the best of our lives, and nothing can take that away. And even with the tears that drown me every time this day rolls around, I look back at the memories I still have, when I knew what happiness and love felt like. Many years have passed since then, and I feel nothing but fear that I will never know those feelings again, and knowing that if I had just one wish, that it would be to see her again is the most painful part. Don't end up like me, hang on to your friends, and never let go. And if you're lucky enough to still have "that" friend, treasure every second as if it were your last, don't make the mistake I made, and expect it to last forever. I guess I never knew what I had until it was gone. - A lonely Anon, February 14th, 2016."
>>682178071
Everyone on this thread is pathetic.
You, me, everyone.
>>682167273
>Not caring enough to stack the boxes right
>>682169303
/thread
I'm a 30 year old who lives at home. I feel like such a loser.
>>682178096
9th one? hah
I thought I would finally celebrate one this year (in my country it is celebrated in June 12th) but no. She broke up with me last sunday. Still not over it, she was perfect, shared most of stuff I like, cute asian girl. Left me after all I went through with her. No reasons given. Just ended.
Been drinking since.
>>682178950
Time is an illusion. There is only now.
>>682178426
Speak for yourself, you little emo kid.
>>682179268
you're such an alpha, please teach me how you fucking faggot
>>682179183
Time is very real
>>682170049
God... Fucking... Dammit, /b/... ;n;
>>682179183
Feeling profound yet, son?
>>682179375
No problem.
Just hit me up the next time you're trying to impress me in some video game.
>>682174091
I'm sorry. I'm glad you're out there, though. That storytellers are real. And glad you're in pain with the rest of us. It brings us together.
No more feels today for me, just scored some heroin.
>The wierd one in school
>Bullied my whole life
>change school and get along with everyone
>stops being wierd and isn't "as" awkward anymore
>starts going to parties
>one of my friends knows one of my old classmates and invites her.
>ohshit.jpg
>goes to the party nervous as shit
>get along fucking great with her and her bf
>they say I'm a cool dude
>feels good
Fast forward 2 months
>Meet up at the club
>/inv to next party at her house
>hyped as fuck
>arrives a bit late
>no of my other friends are there
>thefuq.png
>I was the only one in my circle of friends who showed up
>stuck there with 8 people I dont know
>starts sweating and generally being beta
>smokes weed with them to lighten the mood
>doesn't work
>try to talk with some of them
>none of them wants to talk to me
>starts getting anxious
>classmate wonders whats wrong
>says that I'm having a bad trip
>spends the night on the toilet, hearing them whisper about me.
>comes up with an excuse and gets the fuck out of there
>go to bed and realize I haven't changed myself, just the people around me
>>682179719
i don't try to impress people when i play videogames.
i just do my best. because i play for the reason that i want to forget about everything else going on in my life.
but truthfully i dont really care for how good you think you are. if you got your shit arranged perfectly, good on you man. have a nice evening.
>>682178950
You're not. I'm 28 and still living at home, too. My parents have control over my money, I earn....
But I talked to them, they know, I should move out. But @ this moment, it's just a money thing, nothing more.
Do you have talkee to your parents? Don't ve scared from having your own flat. I know shit about cooking, laundry and that. But you know, almost every person, even the dumbest, learned that (some better, some not so good for sure). And we will, too. Everyone had to learn that.
>>682179853
wtf is everyone on b/ fucking autistic?
Like, its not that hard to talk to people
get your shit straight god damn!
>>682179943
How and why do they control your money? What did you talk to them about?
We could move into a studio aparment and switch using the bed every night. I can teach you to cook and how to wash your laundry; the latter is mostly not filling the machine up too much and sorting by water temp and colors.
>>682179853
I'm sure your social skills have improved. Keep putting yourself in social situations and keep learning from them.
>>682179943
brah get out of there
like nigga your almost hit the age where most man have a wive and kids
I mean im 20 and everything I want is to moveout as soon as I'm done with college
There is nothing more anyoing then living with your damn parents
Espacially if you have a gf
>>682176857
stop with the derp shit this isnt 2010
Bump
>>682180293
You are right, it's not hard to talk to people. I'm actually pretty good at it, hence the beginning.
Fuck I forgot a pretty important line.
Basiclly it wasn't really a party, just a group of friends that wanted to watch the LoL championship together. I have no intrests in that and I they were basiclly a group of introverts.
>>682178071
sorry we aren't as cool as you mr famous millionaire mogul guy
>>682181081
the fuck does this even mean
>>682181201
Fuck if I know, but it sounded kinda deep
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVz9tZkM5dg
here's one for you guys
even if you lost all hope
even if you think things will never be the same
even if you think you will never be young again
so whenever you desire purification such as when looking in a feels thread for serenity in that dark little corner of sorrow and despair
know that in that time a spark to get out rises
rinsed by that serene torrent of feels
and when the raincloud's silver lining shines and you think you finally had enough bad things, listen to this song
maybe then it's time to fly to a new, better life.
but only if you had enough
you immensely powerful bastards
you are immensely powerful, you know that
I hope you get out
Or listen to this sweet song.
Sorry my artistic skills are very rusty. So you think happy thoughts for me, ok.
>>682175074
Next time you see that fucker beat the shit out of him, faggot.
>>682181386
>Fuck if I know, but it sounded kinda deep
>Basically this entire thread
>>682179740
Story tellers are in these threads when it's way early in the morning (for me anyway). I read each one like I was in their shoes.
>>682180315
Yeah, they had debts in the past and I even took credits for 'em on my name. Hod, they are my parents, you know. I can't lst them down. So, it's now like this: I work currently 40h/week, if I need money (and it should be not more than 100 dollars/month) I get it. If I need clothes or other shit, we buy it. My father buys food/drinks for all of us.
I know, not good at all. Our finances are way to much bonded to each other, for example internet/phone is paid from my bank account, too.
I have to find a way out of this. Not easy. And thanks for your nice idea with the apartment, but I live not in the U. S.
>>682179268
>Speak for yourself, you little emo kid
>uses /b/
>>682182322
Not everyone on hear is sad
>>682179838
CRAWLING IN MY SKIN!!!!
>>682165841
>>682180293
It's nerve wracking to talk to someone you have a crush on, like what do you initially say? how do you not make it obvious or at least not be a creep?
>>682182227
Being a foreigner is a deeply disappointing fact in this case. I hope you strighten your life out.
>>682182322
Maybe these hugbox feel threads have convinced you otherwise, but 4chan isn't 100% self-pitying retards.
But the fact that you automatically assume that tells me that you most certainly are.
>>682180293
Like, it's not that hard to walk
just get out of that weelchair god damn!
>>682182845
Your overthinking it bro. If you are afraid that something is going to come off as creepy, think about how you would react if they did it to you.
>>682182729
THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEAL
>>682176857
>Derpette
>>682183695
fear is how I fall
>>682165841
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>>682166683
This one gets me every time
I'm making preparations to climb mount Everest because I'm hoping I'll die on the ascent.
>>682169107
Holy shit
>>682177784
What game are you playing if you don't mind me asking?
>>682169107
I hate visiting feels threads, I almost died on friday so I was drawn in, now here's something I'll never forget.
>>682167273
Tape up your window right, normie. Fuckin' casuals.
But sometimes it kills you instead.
>>682177784
totaling out at around 1901:41 hours on my 3ds alone, this hits hard
>>682180692
based optimistic anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
Any addicts or alcohols? Got out of treatment for the first time about a month ago. Benzos are what I love but I'll do anything you put in front of me, I'd dive head first into a fat bag of a-php again even though I know it would just be a sleepless week of hell and paranoia leaving me with more nerve damage in my legs. I know I'm not going to get any decent amount of clean time. Relapsed on Kratom and the same day stumbled across a Clonazolam tab which just put it fresh in mind how any benzo let's me feel comfortable in my own skin within an hour. I'm on Gabapentin which helps but I'm taking more than prescribed and run out and then feel like shit. I'm turning 21 real soon and there's no way I'm not going to start drinking. I can't visualize a future for myself. I don't know I really don't know what I want from life or if I do but it has all been too buried by failure, mental anguish, and disappointment that I can't see it.
>>682174054
Depression is hard! It's in some ways the worst of all afflictions, because while you can learn to be happy with a missing leg or a scar, depression strikes at your very ability to feel happiness.
Here's an algorithm for treating depression. It's hard, but it's very likely that your pain can at least be ameliorated. Hang in there, friends.
http://slatestarcodex.com/2014/06/16/things-that-sometimes-help-if-youre-depressed/
>>682182227
Where do you live?
>>682170601
Fuck off Melvin
>>682168429
that one hurts
>>682179853
Ending up in a room of 8 people you don't know and no one you do know would be difficult for anyone. And then you smoked weed. Attempting to talk to people was all you could do. A group of people who all known each other isn't going to be very receptive to one guy nobody knows. You ended up in a shitty situation. Do the beat yourself up for this dude. And you can always leave when stuff like this happens.
>>682186817
I probably would've awkwardly bailed before the 20 minute mark. Your asshole buddies should've all sent you a yay or nay text/call if they were going or not. Sorry for the awkward shit you had to go through bro.
>>682186817
>>682179853
This. I am pretty good at social situations, and this would still disturb me a lot. I would even be mad at the one who put me into that shit. Don't feel bad about yourself for this.
So I had a breakthrough with my feels last week. I was going through some old medical papers and I found some stuff about me going to therapy for my Tourette's syndrome. Aparantly I've repressed the knowledge that I had this for the last 13 years, I knew I had a twitch but I didn't really think about it. Once I remembered it all came back to me.
It started in the second grade and it got really bad. I had pretty much constant head banging to the point where I would hurt myself, and all sorts of vocal outbursts. They had to move me to special Ed for a while because I was a disruption. It took me 3 years to get it manageable.
I had literally not thought about this since middle school, but God it explains so much shit.
>>682187305
Aw, it's okay man, you've gotten it to be more manageable now at least?
My brother enlisted in the army, and he was sent to syria a good while back.
Of course as his brother, I told him "The whole family will be waiting, so don't you fucking dare die" as a joke. And he complied with "I wont, no worries bro, you gotta have a brother to beat you" and we laughed it off.
I found his old gamecube, and had a copy of smash (Our favorite game) ready for when he came home so we could play, together.
He didn't.
That gamecube hasn't left it's place for years, and it isn't moving until my brother comes home.
>>682187698
It's pretty rare for severe symptoms to last into adulthood. A couple of people have commented on me being twitchy, but you really can't notice.
>>682188204
Sorry for shit picture, didn't want to move it anywhere
This video always gets me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyLxuy4tPLs
>>682176857
>>682180936
>>682183753
> tells story about fucking up because tyring to sound cool
> fucks story up by using cringy memes to sound cool
those who fail to learn from history, are doomed to repeat it
>>682188204
>was sent to Syria
Nice try asshole
>>682173768
this is such bullshit
The Pacific Ocean is the Ocean that is currently shrinking, not the Atlantic
>>682188549
Heard of the civil war m8?
>>682186817
>>682187166
>>682187239
Thanks! I honestly have no idea why I was invited, all they did was watch League of Legends.
>>682166983
This picture...every fucking time
>>682166254
Idk why but this got me so hard
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RxPDVIDhIU
>>682188494
Fucking music is too high
>>682170049
1 day before my birthday :(
>>682180293
Get the fuck out of here.
>shit soaked life anon here
>>682190853
Autism
>literally
You were never particularly skilled at anything; never bad enough to be pitied and yet never good enough to be recognized. You can't really remember anyone that sticks out in your life; a few friends, which you usually lost interest in, and some family members, who are either distantly supportive or too busy to care. You've spent so much of your time on the Internet you're starting to lose interest, but there's nothing else in your life.
As you look out the window you see reminders of all the places you used to be and wonder why nothing ever clicked, why you missed out on finding your place in the world. Memories appear and fade away, just as you eventually will. As the days drag on, it's just a matter of how soon you're willing to let that be.
>>682183776
CONFUSING WHAT ISRAEL!
>>682185932
Thanks anon.
>>682169107
Shit man, that one got me
>>682178950
I'm 25, I was independent... kind of... for a few years. Parents still helped pay my bills... I was married but I was living in a country that I wasn't legal to work in, and my wife couldn't and wouldn't find work.
That was a few years ago and now I'm back in their basement.
We might be losers, but you've got me in the same boat with you.
So make me a deal and I'll make you a deal. One year from today we're going to be 20 pounds lighter, working, and moving up in life. Alright? I promise to try if you promise to try.
>be me
>used to fap to anything and everything
>was going through severe depression, used to drink everynight
>think of all the shit i've seen on /b/ and how i feel corrupted now
>think about nothing for the past week except how fucked up i used to be
>feel nothing but regret, anxiety and shamelessness
>have a good career, life, friends and family
>can't enjoy it because of my past mistakes
it's mainly over how much of a monster i was /b/, can any of you give me reassuring words? how can i combat what i'm going through, self-loathing for what i used to be, please share stories of your shame, i'd like to know i'm not alone
bump
>>682194154
You aren't alone. After my most recent ex broke up with me. I was so destroyed I pushed my best friends away and was so mean to them. I lost great friends because of who I was. I had to keep moving though
>>682196221
My life is good right now anon, I don't enjoy what I was in the past. It isn't socially acceptable, and I have the best family possible. I feel guilt/shame when in their presence. The strange thing is, it has never bothered me before, but it's an issue now. I've regressed, I'm starting to fall into a deep dark hole, I will never tread the path I once walked, but I feel its burden on my shoulders. Would it be best for me, to just leave /b/ behind?
>>682190847
>>682166121
I wish I had a cute, blind imouto that I could wife later on.
>>682197057
If it reminds you at all about what you were, and continues to press the burden on your shoulder, then yes. Do it as soon as possible. I wish you the best of luck.
>>682197135
And then you find a logarhithmic function and its negative function + the value of the limit, and they converge forever, always getting closer.
First year of uni almost done. Only 3 weeks to go. It makes me feel sad how fast life is moving and how I feel like I did nothing this first year. This is making me anxious for the future. Anxious that every year will go as fast as this and that scares me a lot. Life just seems so boring all of a sudden. 2nd semester at uni made me feel so dissatisfied with life. Not unhappy, but unsatisfied. Life is this really all there is to life? People just go and do "things" until they die. That's literally it.
I finally got a gf and lost my virginity, and all to a great girl. She was my best friend for most of this first year at uni. We were best friend and shared everything. She finally told me she had feelings for me. She told me she had feelings for a few months. Our one month was a few days ago.There is only 3 weeks left of uni and I can't take the summer. I'm going to miss her so fucking much I can't stand it. She will probably visit once during summer but that is not enough for me. We live on opposite sides of the state. I'm afraid summer will kill us. I'm also going out of the country for 3 weeks over summer so I won't be able to talk to her for even more time.
>>682197309
Thank you anon.
This is to you /b/. I'm not going to make a thread because I've never been too much of an attention whore. Just know that we all have struggles, do not fear though. With time, wounds will heal, any man can bounce back, realise the error of his ways, and move forward. Don't tell yourself that you're worthless, because I'm damn sure there's somebody, even if you haven't met them yet, who's destined to love you. Invest all your feels, regrets, shame, and downright awful faps into the last message you want to write, and strive for better.
Thank you /b/, even though my mind is slightly fucked up and I'm suffering, just know that I remember this site for more good things than bad. I think we're all fucked up though, and take comfort in knowing that we can move forward, that this isn't the last stop. I'm going to do my best to become a better person now, to keep my head straight, and stop myself from ending up in hell, if there is a hell. This is my last message, I hope you all have the best future, and don't let yourself sink any further.
>>682197057
If >>682197309 is the case, do it.
>>682194154
You're not alone. /b/ has been through everything and can give you some of the best advice. Arguably better than any counselor but if you can, go see a counselor.
Best to the both of you /b/ros.
>>682166173
>>682166683
/b/ really likes making lonely people feel better on their birthdays.
>>682198046
What documentary is this from?
>>682194154
I was pretty fucked when I came to /b/ but honestly I don't see why you feel corrupted? The world is full of really fucked up shit anywhere from people getting absolutely tortured physically to really fucked up fetishes like you see here on /b/. The reason you feel corrupted is because you realize the world has got some really fucked up shit in it now but it's always been there and it always will be. The beauty of it though is that you can find the good within the bad and the bad within the good. You can get called a faggot in a feels thread by some and get praise from others for your words but that's just life anon. Be proud of yourself that you're willing to acknowledge and accept the bad and learn to appreciate the good because you know how bad the world really is. I'll share some stories soon if the thread is still up. Stay inglorious you /b/astards
>>682198410
Documentary called Free to Play about professional dota players.
>>682198632
Thanks anon
I hope things get better for you, anons.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCnKl5VQ10s
>inb4 "hurr durr LP ur a faggot"
This song is actually fairly good. It helps me get through regretful feels. And Anon:
>May your love, never end
>And if you, need a friend
>There's a seat here alongside me.
>>682166254
I remember when my cat died....he was so fucking badass.
Sweet dreams Toby.
>>682198181
I had mine nearly a month ago. The only person to say anything was the one person who had hurt me the most.
>>682197771
Best of luck to you /b/ro.
>>682197994
All the best to you.
>>682166121
It's really shitty that older people forget that younger ones might not get the joke. Don't make a joke too often. Anyone who is hearing it might believe it is true. Make sure they get that this is a joke if you make one.
>>682198441
Going back on what I said, I'll keep talking until the thread is kill. I feel corrupted because I partook in some of the worst fetishes, if only once, I still feel physically sick to my stomach thinking about it. I have goals in life now, and everything is alright, but I still cannot accept what I've done, I feel like a monster, and I don't know how I'm going to bounce back from this one.
>>682198783
Np
I wish I had friends. I literally only have one friend who is online.
>>682199303
And he probably doesn't consider you as a friend
>>682166173
Feels good man
>>682199496
That's probably true..but I really didn't need to hear that right now.
>>682194975
Right in the feels. I hate seeming to always be the one to initiate contact with anybody. Messages or whatever will go well for maybe an hour or even as long as a day. But they end eventually and months go by without another word...until I message them again. And the process begins itself all over again.
she was the only one who understood me. i miss my grandma to this day
Where is the self harm thread?
>shit soaked life anon
>>682194975
I know this feeling all too well.
>>682173728
im blue too. right in the feels.
>>682174850
yeah theres this stupid faggot on my facebook friends list who uploads selfies accompanied by quotes that he attributes to himself.
>>682199068
Look, every human being that has ever been born and more than likely every single on that will be born will do something in their life that they'll look back on and be ashamed of, but that is part of being human. And from the sounds of it you're the only the one that knows about what you've done so it's going to be fine. We've all done some really fucked up stuff anon, but condemning ourselves won't help anyone.
>>682199117
FUCK that one gets me every single time
>>682199682
>if only
How about some feels music, /b/ros?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LSvOTw8UH6s
>>682200665
Shit, wrong link.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J0C8emw8jrA
I don't know if you'll care, but I love every single one of you faggots. I love 4chan. I love /b/. I love all you fags.
for my 17th birthday (last year) i was forgoten. the few of my friends who ive known for years forgot my birthday despite me bringing it up a week before. my father didnt even bring it up. the only form of recognition i got was in the form of a generic walmart birthday card from my grandmother. i feel my grand 18th birthday (next week) will be the same, no one will bother with it.
>>682200742
Love you too /b/ro. We have all been an OP at one point or another. Saying you weren't means you're lying.
>>682170049
fuckin hell man....
>>682201781
I've never cut. I have other methods of making sure I'm still alive.
>>682202042
But every time I try it fades to black before the top falls over.
>>682201781
Cutting isn't even worth it. Years later, everyone knows that I was a cutter because of my scars. It's awful.
>>682202218
I'm getting close to clocking out. I don't give a shit. I've gotta see my love in jail next week.then I will probably do it.
>>682174416
>family tells her I killed my grandad
Who just says that to start the topic? Holy shit, this went from sad to rage.
>>682199944
my condolences, anon. i buried my grandma a few months ago, too. well, cremated. anyway, i'm sorry for your loss. i bet she was a wonderful woman who's proud of you, even to this day.
>>682179838
It's not worth it. You can pick yourself up if you want too, I did.
>>682202582
I hope you change your mind, anon.
>>682173768
surprisingly enjoyed this....
>>682202582
If you don't mind me asking, are they ever getting out anon?
>>682172795
Jesus fuck.
>>682178071
cmon anon we all got issues
fucking bumping. christ, this is sad. hope you're all alright /b/ros.
>>682179183
wouldn't go that far, thats assuming shit
>>682166254
I will now hug my cat.
>>682179382
time is in a way a measurement
>>682181386
FEELS!!!! realised why i don't sleep much
>>682168429
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
Damnit.
>Friends have stopped inviting me to go out with them
>Got rejected from an important internship this weekend
>Depression is back and even worse than ever
>Fuckton of tests in the next 2 weeks
>Sleeping like shit, nightmares and pain every night
>The only person I have ever truly loved and felt a connection with is in love with someone else
>Everyone thinks I'm happy but I think about suicide every day
Fuck /b, I just want to feel something other than anger and depression anymore
I live in a shitty neighbourhood of my town, the place where hood rats and low income people live. Once, or twice a week, I take strolls through the streets, earbuds in, head down. All I can think about is that I hope someone will find me, walking alone down the street, and kill me.
>>682181906
somehow the small beast adds to the feels O_o
>>682204149
im in a similar situation /b/ro
i have no advice whatsoever because i'm just kind of fucking done with trying but if knowing that you aren't alone helps i can offer that much
>>682166173
What happen the next year?
>>682204149
Just like me, except for the internship.
My tests starts this week, and I'm drowning in anxiety.
My friends started to invite me out, but I feel that it's just for pity. I kinda let it slide that I felt bad for not being invited to all the stuff.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7xuhA3cj78
>>682197994
respect
can I have a hug please?
>>682170049
kek that's my birthday
#rekt
>>682173728
rip snek
>>682205286
I don't give a shit what you look like, or what your life is like, so come here anon. Have a hug for everything.
>>682172121
this one hits too close to home.
>>682205436
thank you
>>682201781
i hope things get better for you anon
A decent feel thread on /b/? Can't believe it, it's been years. It may not live up to what we used to have, but maybe you newfags aren't so bad after all.
Goodnight.
>>682205689
that made me smile, thanks, anon
>>682205804
felt 4chan got shit recently, my attitudes changed tonight thanks, you guys been decent fags tonight
>>682204149
Make new friends.
Keep looking for a new internship, get a job in the meantime.
Depression sucks, the only way it gets better is if you work through it.
I sleep like shit, have nightmares about all the shit I've seen, sometimes my spine hurts so bad I wish I was dead.
Find another person who actually deserves your time and emotion.
We all think about suicide, you are not the only one. We all hurt.
None of these things are worth giving up life for. LIfe sucks, it is hard, but it is what you and you alone make of it. I know this seems like I am trying to be condescending but I am not. I am trying to convince you to crawl out of the hole you have dug and convinced yourself its too deep now and you can't get out. You can.
I was exactly where you were at a year ago, I watched my family die, I was doing heroin and drinking because NOTHING mattered to me anymore. I was trying to commit slow-ish suicide. One day it all came crashing down around me, I couldn't take it anymore, the pain, the suffering, the anger, I thought shooting myself would be a nice way to go and I almost did too. Something in me snapped and I realized that I was unhappy with my life and the choices I made up to that point but I had a whole life ahead of me to pick up the pieces and just try to be happy. That was 5 months ago and I won't turn back. You can if you want, my life is a fucking wreck don't get me wrong but the only way out is to try to pick yourself up and see if its even possible too. Have you tried? Really tried? Have you gotten out into the world and explored?
>>682205286
Hugs.
I love you, anon. Please feel better.
>>682206297
I love you too
you guys are the best
>>682204844
dw anon dubs mean it'll be good
>>682173768
Dude, it hurts a little bit to realize that humanity is probably going to be around for a long time. We're going to be watching the death of our galaxy from behind heat-proof glass and you and I won't be around to see it.
Well, we'll be part of the explosion, but that's not very special when you think about it.
>>682185909
Hang in there anon. Whatever you are experiencing will pass. I promise you it'll get better. You'll grow wiser as you learn more about yourself with time.
Smile...
>>682206445
I'm starting to feel better myself now.
how can i find motivation to get things done again
>>682175074
So you're tripping over a bitch that had to approve your dick size before she flirts with you? You are a beta fuck, and welcomed by all the autist /b tards.
Alright /b/ros, I need some advice. I'll greentext my story.
>be me about a month or two ago
>Best friend, let's call him M, gets a gf, let's call her A
>A and I start talking once M introduced us
>She has some mental issues, mainly depression and possibly multiple personalities
>Do what I would do for any of my friends, help her though it
>We start to like each other as we talk
>About a month or so after we start talking, she says she really likes me and wants to be with me, but she's already in a relationship, and still wants to be in that relationship, I.e. polyamorus relationship, etc.
>Holyshit.png
>Keep in mind, M didn't know this, and is an amazing guy
>I already am in a relationship, but it's a polyamorus (read: Open) relationship.
>FF to a few days later, A has a breakdown, M and I help her out
>She tells him about how she likes me, etc.
>Somehow M doesn't want to kill me
>After talking it over for a while, we decided to just let it go, and that A and I would try to let our feelings for each other go
>M starts becoming more possessive, which is understandable
>FF to yesterday
>A says she thinks the relationship might not work out because of the emotional bullshit and other bullshit
What do, guys? I really like her, but I don't want my best bro to want me dead. Help.
>>682165841
It is 2 days before my birthday, and I just dropped the "I am emotionally neglected and we have had less sex in the last 2 years than in our first 2 months" conversation on my gf and am waiting for her to reply.
Fml
>>682194154
It's all about learning from your past to make the future better anon. Embrace your future and forgive yourself. Rooting for you man.
>>682204460
I didn't ask to feel that feel
>be me
>Beta as fuck
>It's common knowledge among evryone that I'm akward
>am generaly liked though, not cringy or edgy
>8th grade East Coast trip
>Find out crush since 6th grade is going
>8/10, slightly big nose
>is fucking beutiful 10/10 now
>Am a big fantasizer
>Pretend we are going to actually start talking and she's magically going to have been in love with me the whole time
>Actually start talking
>find out she has had a crush on me for the past year by ten different people
>faggits cant keep a secret
>Im in heaven
>mfw I cant talk to her anymore
>mfw freeze up anytime I make eye contact
>Depite this, she's amazing and continues to try and talk with me
>1 week after East Coast trip
>she walks up to me
>friends are all ooooooh
>asks me out
>stuutering like fuck
>uhhhh
>sure
>run away
>date night
>I cnat even make eye contact
>wants to hold my hand
>stiff as a board, hands wont move
>movie ends
>she's staring
>do nothing
>leave theater and say bye
>run away
>didnt go on another date
I beat myself up about this so much. I genuinely liked her and she was actually a good person. I havent been on a date with anyone since and anyone whos ever shown interest in me cant compare to her. Fuck me
Posting feels.
>be me
>8th grade
>pretty happy, decent grades
>meet girl at Halloween dance
>redhead, 9.5/10, great tits and ass
>really cool, we talk, we chill
>likes a lot of things I like
>invites me over with girlfriend
>lolk.jpg
>go over to her house
>bouncing on bed
>just fun pre-teen stuff
>something shiny falls out of side of bed
>it's a rectangle
>it's a razor
>FUCK.jpg
>that's why she always wears long sleeves
>turns out her father died and mom doesn't care
>sit up all night worrying if she'll kill herself
>have to talk her down more times than I would like to admit
>had slight depression and moderate anxiety at the beginning of year
>by 9th grade moderate depression and extremely severe anxiety
>see her at end of school one day
>hugs me tight, kisses cheek
>she's crying
>ask what's wrong
>"I love you anon"
>runs off
>She swallowed a bottle of pills that night.
I miss you, Lee.
>>682207460
You're fucked. You are going to lose one or the other.
Good luck.... Idiot. You got yourself in this mess by being a goddamn white knight.
>>682207460
A and M aren't going to work out because of A's feelings for you. You are going to have to choose whose feelings you value more, because A is going to leave M for you and you will have to hurt one of them to spare the other. I would side with M, otherwise you are taking advantage of a friend and that shit ain't cool.
can't do any of this green text (newfag rules) but need to get some shit out....
Feeling really down lately and scared of life, into all this illegal shit
realised its an addiction and want out but its actually hard..... temptation is the end of my life
night
I was rejected from fucking Walmart, Target, McDonald's, Big Lots, and Chipotle
What the fuck do I do now?
>>682204460
Fuck man. Feel got hit again.
>>682191615
what can i possibly say to that? what response could i possibly come up with? i'm a writer so i'll try.
it feels like you might have been happy in the past, but you can't really say for sure. there were some good times with friends that you held on to and cherished. they moved on. your unwillingness to accept that things had to change always confused them and kept you apart.
so... if the people with whom you make memories don't care enough to even acknowledge that they happened, do they really make you happy? did they ever? or are you just clinging to any semblance of identity you can find to avoid the fact that you don't have any idea who you are? it isn't hard for anyone else to figure out about themselves, but for some reason you're abjectly lost.
>>682208076
/b/ros before hoes sorry but its rules
>>682208444
It gets better. Your trips prove that.
Goodnight anon. We love you.
>>682208485
Hangglide to White Castle fam.
>>682205584
where is that from?
>>682208666
this is a signnnnn.....
>>682207607
Oh and I bullshitted her that it was the general stress of life combined with a bad bipolar episode that led to it, but when I recently attempted suicide it was because I love her deeply but am very unhappy in this relationship and it felt like my only option was to stop existing.
>>682208666
satan checked
>>682208485
describe yourself a bit anon. physical, mental, hobbies, whatever.
>>682208790
I don't know, I saved it from /b/
>>682208790
Inu x Boku SS.
I fucking miss her guys. I and normally that's okay but fuck has it been a rocky couple of weeks and I feel like I'm barely holding myself together to the point I don't even want to talk to my best fucking friends in the world because I don't want to let them know how badly fucked I am. I don't think I can possibly explain how far I'd go just to have her here with me. I'm a fucking mess lately and it just makes me feel like I'm letting her down everyday.
I'm a very anxious person and I know this girl likes me, and I like her too. I just don't know how to tell her. I'm in highschool and she lives very far away from me. Please help
>>682166983
In and Out. Fuck I've considered moving to Cali, just for that damn shit
>>682208979
choose her, be happy with her ftw
>>682199031
WHAT THE FUCK
>>682208979
It may not seem like it, but she really likes you and feels obligated that your doing that for her. Hugs to you, anon.
>>682209171
deep shit right.....
>>682208485
So was I. Try a call center.
>>682209088
Type up a simple text asking her on a nice but simple date, and then quickly smack the send key and throw the phone away from yourself so you can't cancel it before it sends.
>>682207960
Need some love. It's been 6 years and I still feel like SHIT.
>>682208871
5'4" manlet
I've been depressed for a while
Virgin
No real hobbies
Rejection afternoon rejection from jobs
I'm just wasting my life
>>682172121
Fuck man...This is me.
>>682169107
Holy shit I feel like such a fucking pussy. I am legit crying right now.
>>682209530
being short really doesn't matter. i'm 6'3" and it doesn't mean shit, i'm still a virgin and a turbo nerd.
what country/state you in? i'm in california.
>>682188494
That got me anon.
>>682209467
This is fantastic thank you. I've never been on a date so I don't know where we'll go
>>682169107
this wins
>>682210017
Florida
>>682185909
28 here. I drink until I pass out every night. The sad part is that I'm engaged to a great girl and we have a house together and all that... Still can't stop drinking to escape.
>>682210218
It's spring, go for a walk in the park. Maybe grab some lunch.
