feels thread?
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feels thread?
Bump. It's a sad night, /b/. Gimme some feels.
>>682043115
Samefag here, Anyone seen this movie? Not crazy depressing, but I certainly wasn't expecting a feeler out of Will Ferrell.
bump
>>682043469
Ah bitch I'm too drunk and lazy for that TL;Dr shit. I'm sure sure it's worth it but meh
https://youtu.be/9U5l5b3-Lg0
this video gives me too many feels.
its been a year today, god i miss him
>>682044888
Nice trips, anon. Wanna greentext it out? The Swarm is always here to lend an ear.
>>682044888
Checked. Story anon?
>>682044598
fuck that's sad
The love of my life is a lesbian. She tells me she loves me, but can't be with me for the sole reason that I'm a male
>>682045100
>>682045205
i dont really want to greentext this out and theres not much to tell, ill leave the story telling to the others
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqaBMSjNUek
Decent feels music. Gonna be honest, /b/, I'm sad, like, constantly these days, but I've not really got many reasons to be sad. People I know tell me about bas shit that's happened to them, and I relate to how it makes them feel and usually do a pretty good job of helping them through it, but I feel like I don't fit in because I've not got any real reason to feel the way I do. Anyone the same way?
>>682045875
Alright anon, stay strong. We're here for you. Always will be.
>>682045450
yeah, must have been really depressing living that situation.
>>682044360
This is me
>>682044888
Me too,
Me too.
>Tfw you realize that there are no true altruists in this world and that the only people who come close to one are your parents. They love you so much but then you realize that you've been treating them like shit and now you wallow in self-pity and despair because 'no one loves me/there's no one I can trust'.
can I have a hug please?
>>682046764
>>682046926
thanks, anon
>>682047020
Any time, friend.
>>682047062
Beat you to it, anon :P
>>682047062
>>682043957
shit. I feel like im going to turn into this, maybe not with smoking though
I'm going to join the marine corps after high school, my only ambition is to die in combat either heroically or a random grenade it doesn't really matter, my only fear is coming back to no one and nothing, my parents don't know I plan on joining yet, I'm going to tell them after graduation, idk if they'd disown me or not and my girlfriend just broke up with me so I'm feeling lonely and I haven't been here in awhile I thought it'd be a good time to come back, idk why I posted this Its not feelsy but it's what I have to say
>>682046205
The worst part is when no one will take your advice when you try to help.
>>682042852
>shit soaked life anon here.
Thread Theme:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXKIdyDWJTg
>>682047626
Try something productive. Hit the gym, learn to play guitar...
>>682047930
I actually have been hitting the gym a lot, but man she broke me
>>682047833
This offends me, cuz i like dudes.
>>682044374
Sorry, but people don't work that way.
>>682048100
I know the feeling
>>682048152
That one hits deep.
>>682048198
then you can go cry in a corner
>>682048152
lost
:'(
>>682047749
shit you really need to get a best friend
like, my love life and academic life and social life all suck, but on the other hand I've got a close circle of bros that hold me down. I don't know how people get by without that
Looks like we've actually got some anons lurking here, so let's have a little chat before the thread dies. What gets your feel wheels turning, /b/? For me it's the goddamn feelback loop. Whenever I'm down, I think way to much about whatever it was that got me feeling. I over-analyze it and end up hating myself, which leads to a cycle of negative emotions giving rise to more negative emotions until my brain just short-circuits and I crash for the night. Anyone feel that same feel? What gets you feeling down?
>>682047643
I feel you, anon. I'd strngly considered doing the same, but I'm too physically weak, I'd get weeded out before I ever even touched a gun. Hang in there, /b/ro.
>>682048198
There you go, since you like faggots
>>682048152
So relatable.
>>682045931
Yes dude
I have things really nice, but one major thing is that I really don't have any true friends and socially I'm just boned.
Even when things are really great, when it gets into the wee hours of the night you realize whether or not you are truly happy because you have no distractions to hide behind.
If people always come to you for help, it's something that's going to keep happening. Some people just have that approachability about them.
Best of luck, man, hope you find happiness.
>>682044888
4 years for me, but, I dont miss her, I miss the momments, the hugs, the cuddles, the kisses, I havent been with a woman since there, it really sucks.
>>682046652
This
>>682048366
>>682048476
They say the sad people are the nice people, but thats wrong for you cock monglers.
>>682048463
When I think of all the great things me and her were, and what we could have been. I should have stayed there to tend to the embers of the relationship, do not be me. Do not be me.
>>682048590
yeah he was horrible to me, but not having anyone to just care about you hurts
>>682046205
>>682048806
I guess self-irony isn't the clearest in my post
>>682047749
>mfw I have a gf but no friends that really hang out with me out of school
even my gf would rather talk to her best friend about shit than bother me with it. I literally have to bug her for a long time to get her to even start to open up.
>>682048590
Lol look at this fag
>>682043746
Am I the only one who read this in the voice of Will Turner (Pirates Of The Caribbean) and Count Olaf (A Series Of Unfortunate Events)?
>>682048848
Yeah, I know, it sucks.
Sucks more knowing that we are so obsessed with being alone and all that stuff, meanwhile another people are very fine with, actually they enjoy it.
>>682042852
Couldn't even crop the 9gag watermark out. Kill yourself faggot
>>682048520
Thanks, /b/ro.
I know what you mean. I'm actually in not too dissimilar a situation. Last year was the best year of my life so far, actually came out of my shell, met some great people, had some great moments, was the happiest I've ever been.
And then this year, my friends have slowly drifted away. Relationships cut us apart like an ice pick, and differing interests and general boredom were the tides that carried us in opposite directions, a bunch of little icebergs adrift in a silent ocean, cold as space itself, with water as smooth and clear as glass.
I've got almost nobody left. This isn't meant to be a means of bitching about how hard I've got it, God knows I've got it great in life, but I know how you feel, my friend. It's the silent killer, and its only cure is genuine human connection.
God look at all you sad emo fags. Youve probably never even been within 5 feet of a girl. All your sad shit is just /x/ tier roleplay of your waifu's company threatening to sue you if you didnt stop your weird shit.
I mean, what kind of pathetic loser do you have to be that you cant even have a handle on your emotions. People come and people go, this is life. Stop getting attached to everything you see unless you're buying a pet rock since at least it wont die.
>>682048417
It's a horrible loneliness that eats at you every single day. I've had best friends but when life takes people separate ways, you kind of have to find another and another. When you can't seem to find anymore, makes you wonder where else you can turn and who else you can find.
>>682049015
I hear you there. I had that exact problem with mine. Hell, she always used to bottle up her emotions and not let anyone in. I'm pretty sure she still does.
>>682046652
Yep, that's me.
I'm pretty sure I have social anxiety.
>>682049856
You sound like you're hurting inside, Anon. Need someone to talk to?
>>682049646
Jesus christ dude it's eerie how similar we anons are sometimes
>>682048315
Fuck, that actually made me misty eyed.
How many people did I miss who were just like me?
How many people could I have helped?
>>682050138
Yeah, i need to talk to YOUR MOM
>>682050212
Samefag here, you the anon I was replying to?
And it's not just anons, friend. It's all of us. We're all just humans. They recently uncovered diaries of... Fuck, can't remember which, but one of the great Roman emperors. Was revered as a God. And what did they find in his diary? Anxiety about public speaking, frustration at the superficiality and frivolousnes of social gatherings, things like that. Some of us may look different, sound different, act different, but on the inside? We're all cut from the same cloth.
>>682049015
I was there once too bro. It will Never work out if that is the case. You need to get rid of her while you can. If you let her dump you you could feel terrible for a much longer time than if you do it first. I know you wouldn't take advice from some anon on /b/. But when I tell you I've been there, i mean I followed this girl into community college and was left broken hearted by her cheating on me. Also broke, and sad for a very long time wondering what i did wrong. Now I'm stuck in community college and scared to date again.
We stopped dancing together. We stopped talking. We stopped fucking like it was our last days on Earth. I hung out with her instead of my closest friends all the time, and her closest friends convinced her I was a terrible guy, she was of course nineteen going on twenty, so it was only natural. She's the only ex-cunt i have to talk about and I can't stand having class with her younger brother.
Please, if you can't even talk to your girlfriend about whats going on, let alone your friends, you should begin to move on. I promise bro. I promise. Girls today stuck in their phone screens and the material world thinking life will come easy to them if they're pretty.
>>682050554
Actually yes, so wanna hook up or something? Go see civil war when it drops? I promise my ass is tight.
>>682045454
>current year
>not being gender fluid
check your privilege cis scum
real talk tho just tell her you identify as female or some gay shit then hit it, you might have to take a dildo in the ass but this is your one true love
even more real talk she probably isn't into you anyways she just says that because that's what women do
>>682048417
I just kept losing more and more friends to different colleges and walks of life, and I nobody ever wanted to talk to me in college for more than was absolutely necessary.
After a certain point I just stopped trying.
It's safer this way, and as long as you can keep your mind on other things, you don't even notice it most of the time.
>>682044082
the fuck sleeping 10 whole hours its too much
>>682047643
I wanted to do the same, but I have an autoimmune disorder that disqualifies me right out of the gate.
If there is a God, he deserves to die.
Slowly.
>>682051080
And that's why 4chan exists, friend.
Sorry, lurker here, I'm not the anon you were talking to, but I feel you, man. As degenerate and disgusting as it can be, I truly believe that 4chan is one of the most beautiful places on earth because no matter what is going on in the real world, Anonymous is always here. Anonymous listens. Anonymous feels. Anonymous accepts and tries to help out. And when it's time to disappear, Anonymous remembers.
Stay strong, /b/ro.
>>682050692
Yep
Well-worded my friend
Although it's not as crazy as roman emperors, that reminded me of Elvis and how often he dealt with severe loneliness and anxiety
>>682044598
Goddamn.
The world really does suck.
Oh, well live on.
Become a leech on the system.
Pleasure yourself in every way possible
It's the best way to give a middle finger to the universe.
I'm 16 now just hit the milestone a few weeks ago I got held back and I'm a freshman currently I'm really popular and people think I'm hilarious but i always see these "friends of mine saying awful things about the best friends they've had since like 4th grade and I just wonder how did this generation turn to such shit I scroll through these boards and find people that are truly hurting inside and I feel at home I haven't had a girlfriend because with all the stress in my life I became anti social like I said I'm popular and known by everyone but that's meaningless my dad is cheating on my mom and I'm the only one that knows my parents hate eachother and my mom wants to divorce my dad and I'll have to move to Massachusetts I've hit a gutter and I'm lost and with my popularity comes the burden of no privacy and nothing but fake friends
>>682051663
Thanks.
I'll be back tomorrow.
>>682052465
So will I be Anon, in this infinite cycle of depression.
>>682048983
damn
>>682051931
You've always got 4chan, m8
Been here since I was 13 years old and haven't left yet (18 now)
As much as it sounds cliche and repeated, fuck high school, man
It's a shitty petri dish of drama and adolescence, I hope you find some good friends, even if you don't, don't see high school as a premonition of the future, lots of the people who were hot shit end up being the bad examples
>inb4 banned for underage in a feels thread
>>682049756
Oh god, not this poorly-written fake ass shit again. Who was the retard who screencapped this garbage?
"I see you're leaving me,
And taking up with the enemy.
The cold comfort of the in between,
A little less than a human being.
A little less than a happy high.
A little less than a suicide.
The only things that you really tried.
This is not my life."
-Elliott Smith
"A Fond Farewell"
>>682051663
>shit soaked life anon
Right. I know when I have nobody else to turn to, I always have the /b/ros here. The anons here have been through everything that there is to go through. These threads are really the only thing I do reply to since there are so many that come here to let out what is bothering them.
>>682051692
Exactly. Hey. You're pretty cool, anon. From one faceless user to another, respect.
>>682051931
Yikes, that's rough anon. 16 is a tough year. If I'm gonna be totally honest, I don't know how I've made it this far into it without losing my shit. More than I already have, anyway.
I can't promise you things will get better, because the fact of the matter is that they might not. But what I can tell you is that there's always something to make of it. There's always something to do still. If you can make it to adulthood, take advantage of your freedom and make something of it. Godspeed.
>>682052465
Lurkfag here, Anytime. I'm here on a nightly basis now. I hope we meet again.
>>682051931
You aren't alone brother. You would be amazed at how many people struggle with this shit. Things will get better though. Don't let anything get to you too much, life changes very quickly.
>>682053030
>Lurkfag here
Exactly. It's a beautiful thing, really. Together we are strong, /b/ro.
>>682044888
Wish I was there to give a drunken kiss faggot
>>682053036
Same to you man
One of the coolest people I've bumped into here for sure
Respect back to you, especially for the advice you're giving to others
Told a girl I like her. Her name is Jennifer, Only second girl I've ever told that I liked her like that, but it didn't work out. She's already got a boyfriend. I'm 23, things shouldn't be like this.
>>682051398
not when sleeping is the only relief from crushing depression. it aint healthy, but its relief
>>682053444
>Lurkefag here
Checked. Thanks, bro. I do my best, though I should probably stop this soon. I don't really have much basis for advice giving, I'm just trying to help people get through the next night of threads.Ah, well. First do no harm.
>>682042852
What a faggot ass crybaby post. You want feels? Try being a real man, try and build a family while hiding any hint of emotion and providing the building blocks of a good life for other humans. There's no emotion allowed in reality for a man, you bitch pussy.
>>682053472
Keep at it bro. There's lots of girls out there, and who knows what will happen with her boyfriend.
I miss her so fucking much.
i'm going to bed /b/ros, that's the best part of my life because i dont feel sad while sleeping,
>>682053808
I know that feel.
You ever look like you're not in control once, they'll tear you down like piranhas.
Which is exactly why I come here.
It's safe here.
Just discover the girl I like probably likes someone else.
Shit, /b/, she was the only one who heard my voice when no one else had.
She was the only one who would notice the little things about me.
And now, once again, I need to force this feeling out of me before it hurts myself more.
>>682047643
The DoD is cutting back. Good luck getting in. It's not a given like it was back in '06.
>>682053808
As much as this fag is trying to be abrasive, he's actually right. It's pretty tragic, actually, that one can be so aware of this fact and yet not see any fault in the truth and nt have any desire to change it.
We're here if you need to open up, /b/ro.
The 16 year old here again im glad you guys are chill as fuck its good to just relax and talk to some of the faceless men of 4chan but 23 year old man I get you I find it hard to talk to girls since I'm such a clown its the only way I know how to act and when I tell a girl I like her I just bitch out after saying it I've become too antisocial
>>682053808
Well, I suppose your family doesn't know you are a /b/tard, so here you can vent. Never seen anybody be a IRL man on the internet.
>>682053915
Thanks, that's how I was thinking too. I'm beating myself up about it, but at least this way there is a chance. She said she was flattered, didn't outright reject me. I'll keep up hope. Even if I can't be with her, she's a good friend at least.
>>682054105
You work for the DoD?
>>682054194
Lots of people are socially awkward at 16 man. Keep working on your social skills, everyday is a chance to learn.
>>682054194
>16
Nigga you will still be same at 20... Results may vary obviously. Turing 21 in a week. Show us that baby face:3
>>682053758
Haha, you'd be surprised
Many times it's less about the advice and more just somebody to talk to and remind you you're human
I'm hitting the hay but godspeed dude, anons like us are the reason I can never leave this place
>>682054104
Its happened twice to me man the last girl I manned up to ended up stopping talking to me and I saw her purposely outside of one of my classes with some douche and we had plenty of convos about douches I thought I was good to her but I guess just not good enough
>>682054542
Night bro.
I hate myself so much that I starve myself
I understand my situation is going okay but I still feel like how I did when I was younger; small, weak, useless, ugly etc. It's a certain type of hell to intellectually understand that things are going okay but emotionally I'm a suicidal, self loathing 12 year old
Am I going to be like this forever?
>>682054194
>>682054541
Same anon btw was talking about someing unrelated to what you were saying
>>682054194
>Lurkfag here
Yeah, man. I agree entirely. I find it quite comforting, if ironic, to connect on this deep and intimate a level with people you'll never meet. I'll never know your name, anon. You'll never know mine. And that's the magic of 4chan.
Here, have some music for your chilling. Look up an album called Sometimes by City and Color. Give it a listen. It's worth it, if you've got nothing else on.
>>682054542
Thanks, man. Sweet dreams :P
>>682054105
This is mostly true, but unless you have some sort of criminal background you can pretty easily get in.
That or you don't have any crazy medical issues, many things you can just lie about as you're going through MEPS.
>>682042852
Or better yet.
The light is on but I don't work.
>>682043957
can someone remind me what this is from? its some e-sports documentary, right?
>>682054746
Na nigga. Change your world. You are the creator. You make a choice to get up from bed or not no? You can either change the situation or keep it the same. You just lazy and don't really want help. You want some elseto do the leg work. That doesn't help you
>>682054746
Feels know no limits bro. It's a terrible feeling to be with happy people, knowing that you have every reason in the world to be happy, but being absolutely miserable.
Got to get over he self hate man. What do you think caused it?
>>682054746
there's always different never better, sad shit, but true
>>682055027
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjZYMI1zB9s
I don't enjoy life
>>682055644
Why not?
>>682055644
>Lrkfag here
Checked. I know the feeling, bro. I once read a book from the perspective of a suicidal person, and she compared it to walking into a room with a TV just showing static, constantly, 24 hours a day. The only logical answer is to switch it off, right?
All I can say, anon, is that I hope you figure out how to change the channel before your fingers find the power button.
>>682053472
Keep trying /b/ro. Its all we can do.
>>682055990
Hey lurk fag when are you going to show that boipussy?
All I do is sit here and play video games, I haven't bathed in a week, I dropped out of high school, only friend I have is on Xbox, my family is disgusted by me, but I manipulate them with pity from all the shit they put me through so they don't kick me out, just turned 18 April 7th, just waiting to rot away pretty much, AMA
>>682049856
This is so unoquivically false and I can't refrain from denouncing your complete and utter ignorance
>>682053674
How can you sleep? When I try, my mind starts to wander back to the things that keep me in these threads. I only get sleep when my body is too exhausted to do anything else.
>>682056280
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Nah, not tonight. Not this thread, anyway.
>>682043115
That feel when the woman you're in love with is caught with a dating app on her phone TWICE. Help me /b/, I'm feeling all kinds of suffering right now. I haven't cried this much since I was a child.
I don't want to leave her but out of self respect I feel I have to.
>>682055841
I discovered that everytime i win i'm actually losing, and i feel like hours just pass by so fast.
>>682053472
Fucking loser if your still hung up on that.... You just want what someone else already had. You want companionship yet you can't even be alone and happy withyourself you fucking nigger why the fuck would anyone want to get with that??
Just found out that my GFs "friend" was never her friend but was a guy that she was going out with behind my back. I just wish she would have told me when I had asked if they were just friends. I would have hurt less if she had just told me. Ive never felt like killing myself more than now
Everyone is beautiful!
I feel like every song I listen it's so sad, saddness it's just so fucking addictive
>>682056521
??????? Sounds like someone need to get on /soc/ and SPREAD around the happiness for some drunk anon(me)
>>682048463
A girl I knew, it began as just a casual thing but grew. A guy bought her tickets to newyork with him and when I heard I kinda shut down from her. We still slept together and hung out, and every time she wanted me to tell her to stay with me. When I think about it now it was so obvious: the drawings she drew for me, the birthday card she made, how one night after I dropped her off at her place she told me she wished she spent the night with me, and how throughout all my bullshit she kept coming back. I'm not the easiest man to love, many exs have told me that time and time again. But she loved me, she believed I would have swooped in and been with her. Even when she was flying to newyork.
>>682044082
My life but I go to sleep at 4am and wake up at 7am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Yl54YiXKjQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ae7fLwy4MP8
When you complete a game you could never finish as a kid just as you became a teenager but you move onto new games and toys so you can share something in common with the friends you thought you would be friends with forever. Some start to go to prison. Sex becomes more important. Friends move away. Some join the military. Others make new friends. Some may become parents. Others stop talking to you completely. Friends start to go to college. Others immerse themselves in dead-end jobs and lose touch. Some friends die.
Friends you remember hanging out with. Friends who taught you how the world works and how to stand up for yourself. Friends who stood up for you. Friends who you lose touch with from being in different schools. Friends you forget about until you see a Facebook post. And you say to yourself, that isn't my friend is it? It's just another guy with same name.
But you're wrong. He's dead and no one knows or cares that the two of you were friends.
You're stuck in school or a job - waiting for bigger and better things. Wondering whether any one knows how you feel. Knowing you aren't alone in these experiences. After all,
>we're only human
>>682056907
Love you
>>682056365
You're 18 bud, plenty of time to turn things around. Idk what your situation is exactly but take advantage of your youth while you have it. Start small too. Like tomorrow take a shower, the next one sit on the porch or do some housework it something and go from there. Get some sun too, like seriously it helped me with some depression a bit. Just hang in there /b/ro
>>682056914
Sorry, friend. I don't swing that way, though I respect if you do ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Besides, we wouldn't want to be caught in posession of CP, now would we ;3
>>682056686
I did everything for her. I was always there for her and always made her feel better when she was sad. I protected her and all I got was nothing in return... I just want to end my life now
>>682056559
Then do it fucker. Show yourself that you are in control in your life and that some bitch isn't going to ruin that. Bet you ask permission if you can do anything huh faggot
The vending machine joke is kind of funny, I guess. Not really my type of humour, but whatever.
But if people actually take the kind of shit in this thread seriously as being sentimental and sad then they are a pathetic whiny bitch
ITT this thread faggots with a shitty attitude about life
shit happens to just about everyone... get over it
>>682042852
The day before I was going to propose to my ex (we had been dating for five years), she told me that I was 'the wind beneath her wings,' and that she 'loved me more than anything else in this world.' The following day, she declined my proposal, told me we couldn't be together anymore, then blocked me on her phone, facebook, and everywhere else. Feels fucking bad, man. It's been two years and I'm still fucked up over it.
>>682053472
Hey bro, the part of that which shouldn't be like this... It's that it's only the second girl you ever told you liked her like that. Step up, bro, get out there. Whatever shit is fucked up with you that you're sure would prevent anybody from giving a fuck about you don't matter. The only frame people have to see you in is the one you display. Step up, throw yourself out there. Getting rejected once is heartbreak, getting rejected the tenth time is a setback, getting rejected the hundredth time is a minor waste of time.
Even if you're certain you ain't worth confidence, get confident. Act confident, even if you don't feel like it. You got no experience with confidence, then do it poorly. Do it anyway. Act confident, go for what you want. If you're into a chick, go for it early. Then if she ain't into you, you're free to find another chick to be into. If you only told two chicks you're into them, it means you've missed out on a hundred girls you could have been into but you were too busy pining over this chick.
There isn't any 'the one', at least not 'the one' that's already got a boyfriend and ain't trying to fuck you anyway. That ain't your 'the one'. Don't build up them fantasies where you get the girl who ain't into you. Go after all the girls you're into until one of em's into you. It's bound to happen, statistically. Make it happen. Step the fuck up.
>>682057268
Tried that, didnt work. Dont do it
>>682056559
Hahahaha fucking cuck.
>>682056626
Sounds like your depressed. How long st been going on?
>>682057264
O fuck I forget... I'm shitposting in multiple threads can't keep up.. Also don't be cuck and say shit like being like that Mr I'm so progressive
>>682056365
The abyss watchers was a rad boss fight right? I thought it was pretty good
>>682057310
>Lurk here
I dunno man, you should stick around. Actually read what these people are saying. Try to connect with them. I think you'll find that these people are some of the kindest you'll meet anywhere on the internet.
Besides, not all of us here even have a reason to be sad, but it doesn't change the reality that we are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
>>682054194
Take some advice from a Senior. Participate in school activities. Join choir, even if you can't sing. Take up tennis or running. Do something, and you'll get to know people. The only reason I'm still alive is because I met someone this semester who cares. I just wish I met her earlier, because she's going out of state, and I'm going to be alone again.
>>682055644
but you want things to get better and you continue to live thinking there is a chance things can get better?
trust me anon things do get better, just try to take life one day at a time and dont plan too far ahead. you have an entire life time to get your shit together.
>>682057597
Yeah dude, when I got to the second phase I was amazed.
>>682057529
I know that it isnt the answer but I dont feel anything but anger. She was the love of my life. I suffered so that she wouldnt suffer. I just wish that I knew so I didnt have to.
>>682057596
Nah, not progressive, actually I'm more conservative of politics, but that's a topic for /pol/, not here. I just try to respect people until they do something to break that trust. Innocent until proven guilty and all that good stuff ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>682042852
Anyone else notice how the dude taking this pic is hipster garbage? Would be suprised if he put the sign there
>>682056365
lol did same thing you did until i was about 20, then i got a job, bought a car, got a social life, made some new friends and now trying to get a gf. baby steps anon, you'll get there if you try
>>682057537
I want you to know that you're message actually hurt me. I will not be a cuck to that woman
I just want to leave everything behind. My family, the few friends I have, and my girlfriend that I resent.
>>682057644
Aww man. Welp hope that rope is strong enough for youc:
>>682057644
You always got us brother. Lots of good people out there, you'll find some.
>>682057905
Wouldn't
>>682056559
Yes, you have to. You have to or you have to give up your self-respect. There's plenty of chicks. Whatever's makin you think that one's the special girl is wrong. She's fuckin around on you, she don't respect you, she don't give a fuck. If you're into that cuckshit, then be into that cuckshit, have fun. But you ain't. Don't fuck around, ditch her, there's other chicks.
>>682056559
It’s because she thinks you are a loser that deserves to be a degraded cuckold and doesn’t deserve any respect whatsoever
if she liked you and was your real girlFRIEND she wouldnt do that
and you tolerate that shit because you are a cuck
if you spend money on her then you are pathetic waste of life. also you should be cheating on her as well
if you cheat on her and dont waste a penny on her then i guess it doesn’t really matter if she cheats
just dont kiss her on her cum drinking mouth or eat her dirty pussy
>>682043469
Still my favorite. That song is fucking great.
>>682055288
I know what caused it, I was severely bullied throughout most of my childhood in school and at home by my brother and father whenever he was home. My dad travels for his job so he's never home and my brother is 8 years older than me
I was taught at too young of an age that this world is a shitty place and my problems don't really matter because there's people worse off than me
>>682046652
I'm glad I'm not like these other pathetic anons. I love my parents, appreciate them as much as I can appreciate. I'm their favorite of the three siblings and they're grateful to the fact that I stick around. It's gonna be hard for them (and me) when I get my degree, but I'll have to move out eventually. Also, I'm single, but that doesn't bother me, only thing I get is the urge to stick my dick in a flesh hole. But I'm certain I'll be able to soar like a flying wizard.
>>682057268
I feel you, bro. Going through a similar pain right now. I can't believe that some people just can't be trusted. Stay strong. Time heals all wounds, remember that. I'm sorry for us both
>>682043469
God the fucking feels..
>>682057827
Fucking same dude, sucked though I just got instantly comboed every time I got too it
>>682057842
Im in the same spot you are in. Literally exact. Just keep on keeping on. Dont end it here, there could be something worth it later on.
>>682058039
Ha, okay that actually made me laugh
>>682056559
how about you confront her. there is no turning this around. this story doesn't have a happy ending so get it over with quick like ripping off a bandaid
>>682058180
Same anon
>>682045454
She's fucking with you
>shit soaked life anon
>use this to identify myself from a feels thread a couple days back
>>682053345
Always together, always a /b/ro.
>>682054542
/b/ro is right. Even though we are not right next to each other, we are always in front of the other through the use of this board. Rest well.
>>682056686
I've been told this by my counselor: "There is nobody on this earth worth hurting yourself over." I wanted to do the same thing here a few weeks ago before I went to see my counselor. Guy she is with now is a lowly piece of shit neckbeard. I try my best not to best his ass into the ground every time he even gets close to me. It's not worth it.
>>682057871
>Break that trust
Oh excuse me high and mighty....
>>682057962
Not using rope. I have a bottle with about .5 L of codine.
Say hello to a 30 year old loser who still lives at home
>>682058547
Hey, buddy. What's up?
>>682056827
There are ugly people, stop fucking lying to yourself.
>>682058337
Yeah, I just put on every fire resist item I had including consumables and pushed through, I'm about to fight them in ng+
>>682058090
The world is a shitty place, and most of our problems don't matter.
But life's too short to not enjoy it. You've got to accept yourself and your past. It's shaped you whether you like it or not, but you don't have to let it bring you down.
>>682058197
>Lurk here
Couldn't have said it better, anon. That's why I try to be as trustworthy and open as I can with people. I talk to people when I have issues rather than keeping it bottled up, that sort of thing. My hope is that if I continue on like this, the world may return the favor when it counts.
Stay strong, /b/ros.
>>682058486
Hey, I thought you went to sleep :P
>>682058523
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I mean, it doesn't matter what I say, really. You're going to find some reason to hate me no matter what. Just trying to make some people's day a little better here, bro.
>>682058547
Hey, /b/ro. Welcome to the party :)
>>682057499
Haha ya I can relate to women telling me they love me one week then saying goodbye the next. I just realized it wa own fault and I needed to improve. God blessed me with the previous women in my life and I spat on it. Either through not having the skill to keep em, or just sabotageing it.
>>682046509
kekd
>>682058197
Thanks anon I feel the same. Its just that I really should have known better. I always wanted to be there for her. But she didnt feel the same way. I just cant stand the fact the she never told me the truth and still wont now. I really do wish I had known. Atleast I have a good social life with friends that I hangout with all the time. The only thing is she wont be there. But I know now that she never wanted to be.
>>682045454
Keep sticking around her, it's not like you're hurting yourself by doing that.
>>682058538
Hell I'll match you with one bottle I have in my fridge. Fucking pediatrition wanna kill my nephews lol
>>682058547
living at home doesn't make you a loser. you're saving money hopefully.
the world isn't the same as it was 30 years ago when our parents could buy a house in the early 20's and people would have several kids before they are in their 40's.
you may be a loser but living at home in your 30's isn't why
>>682057133
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjgAu3GpGI0
>>682047703
this
>>682058732
I don't know how to accept myself though, I just hate everything about me because I was told by so many people that they hated me everyday for so long. I tried to tell myself that it's over but nothing happens and I'm scared of what I'll become
>>682058758
>Find some reason to hate you
Nah man just conversing with some mild homo lust with a deep resentment towards someone who's trying to please everyone... But please keep givings me (yous) making my night
man i fucking miss baw threads
you know, i sit and think to my self; why do humans cry? as i for one do not experience these emotions. I've been neglected from a child and now im as cold as they get. its actually quite fascinating to me. i don't feel left out, i dont feel hatred. so, what am i? what have i become?
>>682058846
You and I are in similar boats, friendo. I'm just sorry that we have to go through it like this. Why does it end up being this painful? I have no idea. This is the first time I've had my heart broken. And I feel just as duped and humiliated. Some people aren't quite as honest and good as we are, anon. Remember that too. We're better than they are because of this
>>682051931
oldfag here. (like, actually old-ish) lemme offer some unsolicited advice. even if you have to temporarily become someone you're not, make the best of the age you are now. my teens and very early twenties were some of the happiest times of my life, even though I was completely fake. now those memories are all I have left
>>682059351
Haha, and you, mine. Glad I could help :P
>>682042852
>Be me
>Be child of military dad
>Dad was k at first
>Kinda mean
>He'd sit me down and yell at me for three hours on end for "Practice"
>I was eight.
>Fastforward ten years
>Dad, ready to retire, is now on WOW every minute he's off work. I never see him except for at 2 am when I'm in the kitchen holding a bottle of 200 mg Motrin contemplating things.
>I always say that I just have a headache and need a pill.
>It's not true.
>He still yells at me for fun.
>Mother is angry all the time
>Brother and Dad have gotten into fights multiples of times
>Sis and I have no friends whatsoever because we move every year to a new base and leave everything.
>Also homeschooled with no relatives, meaning while most military brats go to highschool and make life friends Sis and I have to rely on creative sources.
>She chose instagram etc
>I chose internet and porn
>I'm here now, looking into dispatching jobs.
>But I know I won't be able to do it. I've never been told that I could do something. hell, I've played piano for twelve years and my mother still says I need lessons. I don't sound bad, and I can sightread extremely well. Do I really need lessons still?
>You've been my best friends, even if I was just a stupid anon and a nobody with a name.
>You've made me the happiest person alive.
>Heil Hitler motherfuckers, make me proud. Hopefully I wake up tomorrow.
>>682056866
Oof :'(
>fuck you
>>682059512
Cheeky faggot. Be that little shota I know you secretly want to be
>>682058758
Closed window by mistake and had to find thread again.
>>682059118
It doesn't make you a loser though it is a huge turn off for most women even though they are the same way (oh the irony). Hell, I've been saving money, got myself a car and trying to get my shit situated and possibly get my own pad. I still feel as though I'm not ready, never will be since I would most likely be living alone anyhow.
22 year old fag here. Just got out of my first relationship after 8 months. I enjoyed the relationship, but I knew in the back of my mind that it wouldn't last. She wasn't happy that I was thinking about joining the military (which I now have) and her cousin molested her when she was a child, which left pretty serious mental damage on her. I hated seeing her suffer, but I stuck it out and was more than willing to keep things going. She moved out to go back to school in a different state, and things basically drifted apart from there. Now I have to send the last of her mail on Monday that's still coming to my house. I know it's a normal part of life and I will get over it, but it still sucks not having someone there.
Fuck. This thread...... Just made me realize how lonely I actually am. I mean I have some friends I hang with and talk to about games an shit. But no good friends, no friends willing to listen to my problems. I've always tried to put myself out there, talk to people and make friends. But I'm just not sociable. The only people I can talk to are the people I know. And none of them enjoy my company as much as I do theirs. I long for their acceptance and understanding even though I will never earn it.
>>682059449
Damn we really are in the sameboat. Its my first time awell. Usually im the one to fuck up a relationship but she was the one. I wanted to spend my life with her but whats done is done ill get over it and your right. We are better than they are
Hey /b/ I don't post much on here, just wanted to get this off my chest. I'm 18 only had one job from when I was 12-16 (family business) that's not really the point, I'm just a loser, I don't have my permit, I don't have a job, I never really had a real relationship. High school is almost over I have no fucking plans after it, I've been thinking about killing myself a lot more than I used to I can't find motivation ever just everything is a chore. I hate myself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bo6lKQYVUBU
I miss my cat. In a night like this she will be sleeping on chest. God I miss her so much.
Jesus Fuck it's like tumblr in here. Bunch of self loathing, first world problem having, who has it the hardest measuring, atention seeking crybabys.
Either kill yourself or keep on living! You always have the choice to opt out, but you wont, because you actually want to live this life! So stop complaining , clench your fucking anuses and give everything you got.
>>682059889
So if I told you i had friend s you wanted and I treat like shit would that trigger you?
>>682060019
i agree with you anon. This world isn't meant for weak sacks of shit.
>>682059932
Exactly. One day both you and I will get over it. It's just not this very second, that's all. Stay strong. You'll find someone better along the road
>>682053915
fuck you ...
>>682060019
Shut the fuck up anon. People are allowed to vent sometimes. At least we keep it on 4chan instead of making it a gender.
>>682059605
strip the flesh
break the bones
nothing left is but a soul
>>682060229
Thanks man. I actually feel like ill get over now. Never thought that talking to a complete stranger would actually help me
dumping pics that hit me hard
>>682058682
>>682058758
>>682059118
I'm doing laundry and my dad is yelling at me for putting too much in at once. He's letting his imagination run away with him because putting too much in has wrecked the washer before. I'm terrified that he'll kick me out.
I work, usually, but nothing that would pay rent; I tried once and I was always a wage slave. It helped that my dad bought most of my food.
I've been in the Nat'l Guard, been on two deployments and saved most of what I've made and earned from the GI Bill so I've done something. I don't ever see myself having an actual job, in part because I failed out of college so hard I don't have the wherewithall to ever go back to any post-seondary school. My hope is that it works out with my QT3.14 (or, I suppose, another one comes along), we get married, and I can give him (or her) what's left my my education benefits.
I'm on order through mid-August so if I can just hang one for another 16 months with what ever jobs comes along, I'll have the money saved for a trip to Europe with him. Otherwise I could apply to a couple to either the Post Office or a Workers' Union but I wouldn't have the time for that trip; I'm doing my best to allow it to happen.
The Union has their own, private school but I really don't look forward to it. Setting myself to fail as hard as I did the first time is really scary for me; even learning the routes for the Post Office makes me think it's too much and I shouldn't even try.
I didn't think I'd get any replies. Even though I haven't managed to build anything impressive, I have a little that I can call my own.
>>682060407
>>682060276
>instead of making at a gender
What did he mean by this?
>>682042852
Is there a reason to try for a relationship anymore?
I mean, it's always blown up in my face; I actually tried to ask out girls. Only had one say yes and we dated for 3 years, she cheated on me, tried to literally cuck me, and left me. Came back a few times and didn't know why I didn't want anything to do with her, kept trying and shit. Went to a psychologist and got diagnosed with depression(shit's been going on for a while), social phobia and agorapobia. Thinking I have gynophobia because I was never completely honest on the tests/to my psych but I can't deal with em' unless stoned or drunk.
Talked to this one girl now and again this semester, have a few things in common, she found some stuff I said well put or some shit; not one of those frilly cali girls but plans to go work in a fishery or something like that for a bit to pay for class.
So summoning up my drunken shit. She's leaving this summer, I fall in love/get infatuated too easily since I've get near zero social skills. She's cute, down to earth and shit; but is there a point to ask her out when I'm this fucky with people? I'm no good for anyone, including myself. but I'm just so sick of being alone; and she'll be leaving so it kinda contradicts my wants.
Fuck, I don't know. Was never good socializing and was filled with delusions about people. Any thoughts would help.
>>682060407
Yep
>>682060483
>>682059849
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Hey man, if you're paying.
>>682059858
>Lurk here
Well I'm glad you could rejoin the party, you're pretty cool for a faceless stranger :P
>>682059964
Look at it like this, man. ow that you're out of high school, you've got a newfound freedom. You can go do whatever the hell you want, no matter how dangerous and risky or how stupid of an idea it is. Go for it! What have you got to lose? So what you might fail, you might die, you've still got better odds than the 100% chance of death you're facing with suicide. These aren't my words, someone else said 'em first, but I'll remember 'em until the day I die.
>>682060373
That is the magic of 4chan, my friend :)
>>682043469
that song ended just as i finished reading. im relly drunnk right now, so nit making gOod decisions, but expect a possible suicide post from me in the next few days/weeks. LOVE YOU /B/
God, I miss that feeling of actually hugging someone that you care about it. I haven't had that for four years now. :/
>>682060556
although that pic has too much of a happy ending for a feels thread
>>682060019
You can't compare pain my friend. Each of us have the things that effect us. Just because other people have problems that seem larger or harder to deal with than ours doesn't mean the pain and difficulty our problems give us is any less important
>>682060492
It's a joke that everything is a gender to tumblr
>>682060019
I fucking hate that faggot ass phrase "first world problems," implying that someone cant have it bad because someone somewhere has it worse is just as fucking retarded and asinine as implying someone cant have it good because someone somewhere has it better
>>682060643
>>682059261
Figure out what about yourself you hate and work on it. Build up your confidence. Set goals and achieve them. It will get better .
>>682060683
>>682059964
Dude exactly the same but 20 so I'm out of highschool living with the family. It only gets worse if you don't do anything ie get a job
>>682060373
Incredibly glad to help.
>>682060751
>>682055644
Yeah me too. I never understood why life is so fucking stupid sometimes.
>>682060861
>>682060888
trips+chicken breasts
I am no longer suicidal.
>>682060978
>>682061020
>>682060560
>if your paying
This fucking guy/whore. Getting turned on there little fella?
>be me 11 years (2010)
>kinda beta
>i apply for this wellknown school
>start going to this course to enter the school
>with 2 other girls from my previous school
>first day i see a lot of shitty kids
>start feeling kinda alone but felt like i just couldn't do anything about it
>starts class
>5 minutes later this really wierd, but kinda cute, girl enters the class
>just let it slide
>same shit for almost 4 months
>until i start making some friends
>the course ends, i enter the school
>one of the girls i entered the school with starts hanging out with the wierd girl ( i thought she was wierd cuz she had a piercing in her nose and dyed hair and for the age at the time it was kinda wierd)
>i get to meet her
>we start to be really good friends
>i start going almost every day to her house and viceversa
>start being friends with her twin brother
>best year of my life
>everything is just so easy
>even school, that apparently was hard
>the 1 year in the new school is over
>the summer vacation starts (where I live the summer vacations are long)
>pretty sure it's going to be the best summer of my life
>suddenly my best friend, lets call her jane
>says to me she's moving to another country
>start feeling like shit
>get kinda depressed but never told anyone
>in the surface i'm the happiest kid ever
>start making new friends
cont?
>>682060888
Life's a bitch and then we die, that's why we get high.
>>682060645
so what you are saying is that your shitty non problem of your gf breaking up or whatever is somehow en par with having no acces to clean water, being tortured or being born with a rare disease?
>>682061096
Lurking
>>682061067
>>682061072
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>682061096
Please continue, anon.
>>682044888
TITS OR GTFO
>>682061315
It will all be okay guys, it has to be
>>682061358
>>682061257
please see
>>682060659
![Link_1ee434_2783236[1].gif](https://i.imgur.com/QOdhHhZ.gif "Link_1ee434_2783236[1].gif")
>>682060701
Why is it the stupidest ones that get me?
>>682059605
wanted to kek at the WOW.
>>682061456
>>682060560
I always find my way back to the feel threads. The chill ones always seem to be in these threads which is the one thing I love about /b/
>>682060373
It works my friend. the anons here have been through everything.
>>682060659
that is not what that sentence implies at all. Sure everybody has their problems. But most people still have it way worse than you. You are still most likely relatively free, have access to food and shelter. heck you even have a computer. Your unappreciative, defeatist victim mindset is what makes you unhappy not your circumstances.
>>682061670
>>682061347
The thought of some anon rubbing one out to you makes you warm huh Mr. I don't roll that way?
>>682061757
>>682048983
fuck this one gets to me.
>>682061169
AZ and Nas lyrics checked
>>682061868
>>682061527
that doesn't refute anything i've said. it's just a repetition of the previous statement.
>>682061990
>>682062096
Someone making a new feels thread?
>>682061755
Dif anon coming inbetween for a moment.
Can I ask you something, Mr. anon?
If you're so upset about people telling their feelings to each other, and how they are so weak and pathetic,
why stay on the thread?
Do you have pent up feelings as well that need to be said aloud?
>>682061257
You can't compare the two. It's like comparing apples to park benches. Each of us have our own pain to deal with. I'm not saying their pain is less or even equal to my own. There is no value to it. No way to compare and no scale to take reference to. Our pain is our own.
>>682061990
Fuck, don't bring dogs into this. Those ones get me every time ;_;
>>682047979
Shit. This is accurate.
>>682062151
>>682061473
i feel like most people on /b/ dont like edm but i liked that song. Thanks anon
Why aren't these 16 year old fags getting banned? Man has /b/ changed.
>>682062278
when i read that comic i always tear up
>>682062369
>>682062558
>>682061755
and thats where you completely fail to understand what the point of that sentence is. no one here is saying they have it worse than starving children in third world nations. no one here is saying that their problems are the worst in the world. they are just talking about the problems they have with other people in the hope that they will commiserate and maybe offer some useful, patient advice, or maybe just an open ear because sometimes just talking out your problems can help. but downplaying their problems just because someone somewhere has it worse is ludicrous, because as I pointed out earlier, if thats how it works, then no one can have it good because someone somewhere has it better
>>682062399
>Lurk here
Hey man, we're not hurting anybody. I dunno, don't stress about it too much. We clicked 'I agree', we know the rules ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>682062617
>>682062687
>>682062399
What? Because we want to share our pain with others who understand that makes us 16 year olds? To take your emotional insecurities elsewhere or spill them out and try too feel better about them faggot.
>>682061990
fuck yOU I didn't need to see thAT
My dog just got put down two months ago kill me please he was my best friend.
Sad Keystrokes
>>682061357
real original
>>682062756
>>682062818
I'm sorry man.
>>682062976
>>682062861
Nigger is you serious
>>682062778
>Lurk here
Dude, please, don't paint others like me in a bad light by reacting like that ^_^;
>>682063021
>>682063097
>>682060556
Fixed*
>>682062818
It got me too anon, bawling like a bitch right now. Way too close to home
>>682063217
thanks thats much more appropriate and realistic
>>682063204
>>682062369
For sure man. I figured at least one or two of y'all would enjoy it. Time to get drunk off my ass and cry myself to sleep.
