Feels thread
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Feels thread
>>681421450
bumping with some background music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxEPV4kolz0
https://youtu.be/KP_7AwGshmw
>>681422000
checked, nice song too
Every single day of my life
bump
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLNAemW3I6s
>>681424485
Who cares really we are just billions of years of evolution on a single planet out of trillions of others. If your not a being that travels between dimensions you are merely nothing more then clumped up elements forming compounds
>>681425652
And even so, those clumps of elements are more than the sum of their parts.
Quotes from previous feels threads
(On pursing girls, thinking there is a chance)
"Hope is both a great gift and a great poison to success.It lets us keep moving on, but at the same time it can make us keep working towards an unattainable goal with the expectation of an eventual reward that may not exist." - Anon
(On Dreaming you are with the girl, then waking up)
"I can't tell if it's your brain taking pity on you and letting you be happy for just a brief moment with that illusion, or if it's just a cruel reminder of what your reality will never be." - Anon
This one, every time
>>681425933
that's probably the most undeniably uplifting thing I've heard
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VyEaHN7QKik
this i a old one but still gets me in the feels
>>681426835
I thought this was a feels thread not cringe
this is cringe
>>681427916
This isn't a YLYL thread
>>681427729
fuck these are the worst, you always think of what could've been and your never the same for so long.
This one gets me.
>>681428626
Damn...saved
be me see cute coworke at work everyonce in while want to talk to her dont know how to start converstaion with her though sometimes i help lift stuff up ans shell say thank you and reply back but in a quite and nervous voice think about this girl every fucking day
>found girl in kik slut thread
>she responds to my kik message within an hour
>cool girl, not a slut at all
>talking for a week, telling eachother personal shit.
>she gets posted in another kik thread, says she is making a new kik
>I never get a message from her new kik
I don't have an story but my pet is dying and i have to put him to sleep tomorrow, i don't want him to die guys
i know the feel bro how long have you had him?
>>681427729
It's a tumblr screenshot but I'll let it slide for sheer feel
>>681429458
First pet? I've had this happen before, feels bad, just remember the smile and try get used to not seeing him
>>681429458
Why is it being put down? Sometimes you have to do something hard because the alternative is worse. If your pet is going to suffer, then you should let them go.
>>681429424
Man that's just factually incorrect.
>>681429625
How about reddit...pushing it?
i remeber loosing my first dog had to put her down after me and my two brothers came back home from it me and my mom and my brothers just held eachother and cried all day
>>681429757
he's shaking his head like crazy, we have been feeding him with a syringe for like 14 days or so, he has no energy to stand up, he starts to panic if we pick him up.
It just breaks my heart to see him like that, i feel so impotent
>>681429796
Maybe, but it's all good. Don't worry anon
>>681426399
This.
There's another one where a kid has a blind sister, who he dumps in a Mall and realizes how much of a shit he is.
They make my heart hurt.
>>681430132
then his time has come he has to go to the other side
>>681430571
This one?
>>681430615
kek
>>681429184
fuck, thats well said
I feel like my drug career resulted in irreversible brain damage and most days I just want to commit suicide.
>>681429791
Explain how the moment after death how the body has structurally changed
>>681427469
This just makes me want to go out and get some shit done.
>>681430830
Yeah, that one.
Thank you, and Fuck you all at the same time.
>>681431402
Heil Hitler amirite? Gas them kikes with the dank HCN, tek kop
>>681431615
sorry anon cant find the will to laugh right now the feels are on me right now but thank you for trying
>>681431195
Damn
>>681431890
I did pretty much this to a girl, we haven't spoken since
>>681431822
But i didn't
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m1pKY8UE0mQ
Anyone have that picture of that black guy, the one where nobody came to his birthday??
Gets me everytime
>>681431465
I never had this shit growing up. I've never walked into room with a cake that I didn't know about.
I see these pics, where people treat them like a cringe pic, when the guy is 21 or even 30 and there's a birthday cake cos his parents thought he would like it.
I would love to know that experience, just once.
>>681429577
I know where that sign is
I droped my meds like three weeks ago and stoped going to the psychologist...
They were pretty mild but damn i had forgotten how shitty it was to function without them.
Why am I lying to my psychologist and family that im all better now? I am hoping someone sees through my bullshit? But even when i was clearly feeling like shit without hiding it they did almost nothing.
I am 20 years old never loved anyone. I Only kissed a dude and it was just to see if I felt anything. I didnt. Maybe im a lesbian and that only increases my chances of dying alone.
I am just fucking tired /b/
>>681431855
You're a big guy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
>skip to 4:01 for the feels
>>681432237
my greatest fear
>>681432353
I'm sorry anon, me neither.
>>681431978
Love me some Boone's Farm bum wine.
>>681426399
Right in tf he fucking treasure chest
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aW8BDgLpZkI
When was the last time someone told you you are beautiful /b/?
Fuck, i love you all anons, you've always felt like family.
>>681432376
Stop being a small guy and become a big guy anon-kun. Accept who you are and stop being a hothead okay?
>Suffering severe depression after my family passed away
>Wife died, found out she was cheating with a nigger
>Son is retarded
>Find solace in baneposting
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpgWc5u0PPw
>>681432748
Couldn't remember
I am almost sure whoever you are, even if you are a shit person,a fat fuck, an asshole you have SOMETHING of worth.
Or maybe im just talking out of my ass
Who knows?
>>681426835
/b/ is no longer that website
say what you want about the fact that /b/ never changed even though you joined in 2013, it really was a different website where i felt a lot closer to all of you than i do today
>>681432417
Holy shit
>>681433044
Maybe you outgrew it?
It happens
>>681433044
Not entirely, been here since that Cornelia virus hit /b/. I would say some newfags did in fact stained b, but nevertheless I still enjoy this.
>>681432187
The worst part is seeing the logic in this. I was fortunate enough to have someone take pity on me, but I just met her this semester (senior year) and she's going out of state fr college. I was almost lucky enough to escape...
Sometimes I play along to a piano trio on youtube just to feel like I have someone to do something I enjoy with.
Link related, it's the trio. I play 1st part.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lqj6ptNnqMw
>>681422000
That's some good shit anon. I just happened to have it playing too.
Clucked by this fag
>>681427916
i was in that thread. had a good chuckle.
>>681433326
Scratch that, I play it every night
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q&index=6&list=WL
>>681433333
Witnessed
>>681433333
>>681433333
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcClZMv6KYo
I was feeling fine, no loneliness or depression, and then I got into a fight with my father. He was really fucking rude to me. And I've been feeling shitty the past couple days; I'm lonely right now. I'm 24 and my father's the only human contact I have 90% of the time. My life feels like a complete waste. I wish I hadn't even been born.
i just want to say i love all you motherfuckers in this thread
>>681432936
I wish i could be like before, but its all gone.
>>681433616
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAuz7HeiOFE
just gonna drop this here for nostalgic appeal and feels alike
>>681429708
>>681433616
I love you too anon
>>681433333
>>681422000
HOLY SHIT
>>681432361
...fuck
>>681432417
Lost my homie about 3 years ago. Still think of funny fucked up shit that he would laugh at and think "I should text that to anon".
I guess I needed a good cry.
>>681434459
This one is just too much for me
>>681432417
Damn, thats heavy.
good shit
>>681433333
Just found out I got quints, Nice
>>681433527
Good shit, little bit of nostalgia here.
Here's this picture. Long read, but it hit me hard when I read it.
>>681433577
I had bad fights with my parents. Never happened, but a few times they almost came to blows. I would feel sick in my stomach. Like I was gonna throw up.
Days would go by where we wouldn't talk. But it always sorted itself out in the end. And we would behave like it never happened.
I hope you're in one of those fights. I hope it's all OK tomorrow.
>>681434757
i read that story a week ago and i felt worse for the redhead than i did for anon tbh
i wish i could meet everyone in this thread in real life and hug all of you just so i dont feel so alone
>>681433577
fuck man, i remember one night when i was bout 8 and my dad said he though i was sick in the head cuz i was really into collection knives. that fucking hurt, i cried myself to sleep for a while after that. i know where you are right now. my pa and i are really close not tho, so i think its reasonable to suppose that things will get back to the way they were for you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o12mh9x4TFU
Good night /b/
>>681435203
>>681434459
fucking hell man, that hits me
>>681435548
goodnight friend
>>681430860
The girl I've been falling so deeply in love with, just left the country on vacation. One of the reasons being... to meet up with someone she's been falling for. At first I thought "Hey, its not so bad. I'll be fine with it all". Now I can't help but think of her being happy with someone else. Its killing me slowly inside.
>>681435548
We'll be here when you wake up.
>>681434972
can you sum it up for me, its too long to read right now
it always gets better anon
>>681435548
I'll always be here anon..
>>681432353
>>681432530
Honestly, fuck lonely birthdays
the thing that makes a birthday special is having the people around you,
not just your parents going to party city and spending 20 bucks.
I had no friends growing up, so my parents would invite my entire class to birthday parties because we were well off.
It was neat seeing a bunch of kids spend time to go to this stupid place just for me, but they weren't really.
They came for the free bowling, and I spent most of my time talking to my parents anyway because they didnt actually hang out with me.
Atleast if you never have a party, you never have to look forward to being disappointed every year. I hate thinking about my birthdays,
they all make me angry.
>money cant buy happiness
No child new this better than me. I wasnt as spoiled as I could have been. My parents usually gave me what
I wanted because it was really rare that I asked for anything at all. It didnt matter if I could have any toy I want because I couldnt enjoy them
because they didnt fill the void of being friendless. I told my parents at one point to please stop wasting their efforts because it wasnt helping me
get my mind off that I was socially isolated because the neighborhood and school body gave me a quarentine treatment.
There were alot of years spent eanting lunch all alone getting stared at every once and while. When I got the offer to give my senior quote, I just told them that I had nothing to say to the school family that I wasnt a part of.
>>681436152
college kid falls in love with gril, ends up dating redhead instead, eventually gril falls in love with anon and they fk then she dies in accident, then anon ends up with redhead again.
(that retelling was biased because i didnt find it sad at all)
Look For the Lower Case 'L' And You
Will Be Kissed Tomorrow:
LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLlLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LLLLL
*Now Look For The Q And Your Wish
Will Come True:
... ... ... ... ... OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOQOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O.. .OOOOOOOO
*This Is Really Hard, Now Find The 'N':
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNMM
*Now Find The Mistake:
ABCDEFGHIJKLNMOPQRSTUVWQYZ
*Something You Really Want, After the
countdown!!!!!
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 Now Close Your
Eyes And Make A Wish! ;*;*;*;*;*;* Now
Paste This On 9 pages And Your Wish
Will Come True! Hurry, You Have 20
minutes! Or What You Wished For Will
Be The Opposite!
>>681427729
I think its worse to wake from a dream where you have no one and you're all alone only to realize it wasn't just a dream.
It's kind of weird. I've been hating my life and everyone and everything in it, that isn't new.
But the other day I was on some cold medicine shit that made my brain feel loopy, so I just got really depressed.
All of a sudden, the solution comes to me, why not just cut? All these edgy attention-seeking teenagers with issues do that, so I thought i'd just try it to see how it is.
I mean it didn't really feel good, but it kind of helped very slightly.
Now I'm off my cold medicine and I'm thinking straight, but I started thinking about things, got really frustrated, so I turned on some music and started cutting, and I feel better.
I don't even know how and why it works but it just does in a weird way, now I'm afraid I'm going to get addicted. Should I stop now or is it something I can just stop whenever? Does it really turn into an addiction?
I mean it's better than killing myself I guess, right?
>>681435203
Ahhh shit, the feels that game has given me
Grandpa passed away recently, favorite relative hands down.
Dude stole a vietnamese naval ship to smuggle his family and other families out of the country near the end of the vietnam war, worked his ass to the bone making as comfortable a life as he could for 9 kids, and spent his retirement gambling himself into a rich last 20 years. None of my extended family likes me but i was always his favorite. I think it was because me and him were the only members of my family that didn't worship the military
He had Alzheimer's for the last few years before he died, it's always the saddest thing seeing someone so amazing turn into basically a depressing extremely confused infant before you even have a chance to say goodbye while they can still understand it
can someone save this thread so i can look back and reflect on all these feels
>>681435708
See ya heavy
>>681436488
I was going to put this as the reaction image but I forgot
>>681436449
You are a true fag. This level of faggotry shouldn't be contained to one thread! Go, spread your retarded message to other boards you astoundingly enormous faggot.
>>681432261
...
>>681436287
Couldn't agree with you more
>>681436287
I always hated my birthday because every year my parents would ask me "Who is coming" Want me to buy snacks or something"
I undesrtand that they were being nice but it fucking hurt to explain to them how much of a loser i was. When i was like 14 I shouted at my mom for asking the same question every year. I still feel bad about it because i know she was just trying to be nice.
Even now that I have a few friends i only expect a happy birthday frot hem and at most watch a shitty B movie to make fun of it.
>>681436509
you can save it yourself.
File> save page as
Then save it as Web Page, Complete
you get an html file you can revisit whenever you click on it
>>681436890
thank you
>>681436448
ahh thanks anon, i truly owe you a great debt
>>681436625
Goodnight Doctor.
>>681428626
I remember having seen this growing up. No real idea where I saw it as a kid, but it really stuck with me
some music to help you feel more https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZa0Yh6e7dw
>>681433333
Witnessed
>>681436449
Making fun of feel threads is the newfagiest thing ever edgelord
>>681432353
talk about feels...
How do I meet her?
I need new hobbies because Im tired of being alone in my room.
All my friends have relationships, althout it makes me a little jelous, I dont want to just go and have a bad experience just to get it over with.
For all my life, I haven't found that special person that makes me want to have a relationship, and Im tired of waiting.
What are some good hobbies?
be happy anons!
>>681436822
Every time I had a birthday I invited everyone in my class but no one ever came because i was too quiet or weird. I never talked and when I did people didnt like me, so all I had was family. Im greatful I had family but all I wanted was one good friend to battle Pokemon with or to play with Legos or something.
Today I don't get angry if no one wishes me a "Happy Birthday" or even Acknowledges that it is, its the same as every other day just sitting a computer all day.
>>681436625
>>681437136
Wrong story.
>>681436158
That webm confuses the fuck out of me.
>>681436158
>>681432000
This is exactly how i feel, i dated a depressed lonely girl and built her confidence up with love and kindness, bought her everything i could. she loved me dearly but she suddenly broke with me, i got her back, then she broke up with me again, i ignored her, then she wanted me back so i made her promise not to break up with me again. then i broke up withe her and she wanted me back. 4th time i broke up with her but i really just needed time but within the week she was dating someone new
This one gets me every time.
I hope I never forget to live
>>681437168
>>681437644
I know the feels annon! My birthday is on the 2nd and I'll be by myself. I got used to it , its still hurts but whatever
>>681437750
>ifunny watermark
>still makes me feel
welp guys im going to bed nice meeting all you i hope someday we will get to meet eachother someday in this life or the other. i hope you all find the love you seek and the happiness you deserve and have a happy birthday
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KehwyWmXr3U
well im callin it a night, may you glorious bastards live forever
>>681438206
Goodnight anon, We'll be here tomorrow.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHjIXCCHh3s
>>681432376
Yeah, me too. Really tired.
i love you guys, but here's some advice:
figure out why you suck and fix it
i don't say that to be mean - i say it because i care
>be me
>be fat
>no friends
>hate everyone
>feel in threads like this
>lose weight
>get healthy
>don't look so bad
>approach girl in my apartment complex
>awkward conversation
>ask her to hang out
>now dating
>feel better about life
pretty much all of us are, or have been, losers. but normally there's a reason. whatever you have to do to fix it, do it. i used eca stacking and starved myself. it sucked. but i did it because i didn't want to be a loser and feel stuff like this anymore. whatever reason there is that you're a loser, think about it, and fix it, and be happier
>>681437526
I met her in cooking class.
>>681422654
10/10 Tv show.
>>681427729
I met this feel for the first time the other week, one of the only dreams I can remember. It was awful
>>681437644
>>681437644
This human cares about your existence. Happy belated birthday and early birthday to other anon :)
>>681436822
I've always hated my birthdays too, but for a different reason. I guess the loneliness too but I was used to it since I didn't have any friends but if I did, they wouldn't be able to come anyways because I have a big family.
I hated it because it's the one day everyone pretends to care about you. I still hate it actually.
No one gives a shit about me any other day of the week, but my birthday comes and all of a sudden I matter.
Maybe that's the only thing keeping me from suicide, because my funeral would be the same thing. Everyone pretending to care about me that day when they never did any other day.
Time for bed anons.
>>681439532
good night sweet prince
>>681439413
kill yourself somewhere remote, where they'd never find the body. that way there wouldn't be a funeral, since they wouldn't know for sure if you were dead
>>681431978
>>681426835
Yeah, /b/ is a fundamentally different place than the one this comic wrote about. It's bizarre, really.
>>681438587
I watched this episode and it made me feel so much
>>681436287
similar story, no one in school liked me or even talked to me and if I tried to talk to them they would give me a weird look and walk away laughing, when I was young like 5-10 the kids didn't want to play with me but they did like coming over to my house to play with my toys and even when I got older the kids/teens would use me for what I had and then ditch me once they got what they wanted.
once when I was 13 they wanted to see a rated r movie but nobodies parents would take them but they knew my parents would cause they don't care about that kind of stuff so they invited me along, this was the first time I felt accepted and like people wanted me and liked me but after we(my parents) bought them movie tickets and popcorn/candy/drinks probably at least 100bucks worth of stuff after the movie they had someone elses older brother(18) pick them up outside the theater and they went back to one of their houses for a after party I guess, and they never even bothered to tell me they were going to do this or invite me.
just one of many bad experiences I've had, I guess I just wasn't meant to have friends.
>>681439983
Best episode BY FAR
They could have gone with the cliche "blaze of glory" ending but they really suprised me and kicked me in the gut while doing it
>>681439413
>be me
>twenty-something
>be homeless
>living out of my car
>have part-time job trying to save for a place to live
>be my birthday
>decide i want to have whatever i want for dinner
>one small thing just for my happiness
>decide on a restaurant
>unfamiliar town
>look on phone for location nearby
>drive to one
>closed down, google thought it was there
>find another location
>over half hour away
>drive there just to have $8 birthday meal
>eat alone
>no birthday interaction with anyone
>one glimmer of light in my otherwise miserable existence
>best birthday dinner of my life
all pain leads to is more pain. getting older does not get better.
>>681440565
Was it good?
>>681432261
Oy vey six million!
If you're currently wallowing in your own sadness and feel like shit
https://youtu.be/iZ8so-ld-l0
Enjoy :)
Also.. you are the universe experiencing itself. In that sense all that is and ever will be is connected to you. As distant as the world may seem from you, you are the world and likewise the world is you.
>>681441068
it was just a shitty fast food meal. the kind of stuff i have for lunch every day at work now
but just the feeling that i was doing whatever i wanted at that moment, just for me, made it the best meal ever
>>681438763
Perfect. But You forgot the part where You tell me how to have a life purpose and don't suffer from depression coming from nowhere.
>>681441901
how are you doing now anyways? You ever get your own place?
Are things more or less doing good?
More importantly, are you doing good?
>mfw I have more friends online that I've never met then I do irl
I did it tonight /b/. I'm 21 and I've regretted what I did to miss my opportunity when we were 14. I kissed her tonight, but she has a huge boyfriend that's a narcissist and an asshole to her... She is leaving him, but then there's my 2 1/2 year relationship. My old friend is so much more beautiful, smart, interesting, successful... I feel numb, what did I do?
>>681433616
This fucking post. Every day I visit /b/ on a feels thread in hopes that it will bring some type of peace into my life, knowing there are other people out there going through things. It's an entirely neutral state, really, trying to be happy at the fact that there happens to be other sad people in the world.
But a concept has no meaning without an opposing force, right? Surely you can't know what happiness feels like unless you've been sad, in the same way you can't know what life is without death. So naturally I visit this board as a daily habit in trying to find peace in a common feeling of isolation. I'll come on here and shed a tear or two, and afterwards I go about my daily life that amounts to absolutely nothing. But for a moment, I visit this forum and have a chance to know that there are people who do care, and the feelings of desperation go away for a minute or two. Then I take the time and stop and think about how sad it is. That these wonderful people, that know how I feel. The only people who give a fuck enough to stop and share expressions with me are strangers over the internet.
And then I fucking lose it.
>>681441901
I kind of know that feel anon. Once I figured out having a car and driving meant I could basically go anywhere I wanted whenever I wanted was a amazing. Just simply driving and knowing that I'm doing want I wanted and going where I wanted was the best.
I hope you're doing better, in every aspect
I hate the girl I'm in love with.
I hate how she makes me, someone who never feels anything, be it remorse, happiness, anger, anything, be able to feel... almost content at times. I hate how funny she is and how it brightens up my day whenever I get to talk to her. I hate how comfortably she is able to be friends with a worthless person like me. I hate how deceptively easy she is to talk to on account of our myriad of shared interests and similar life experiences due to similar circumstances and background. I hate how I know two other guys, much better in life than I am, who also love her and have even confessed to her already, knowing that she turned them down, and knowing that if they couldn't be the guy that she would have liked to love, that I have no chance in hell. I hate how pretty she is. I hate how strong-willed, yet gentle, she is.
But most of all, I hate that I love her. I hate that she's special to me. And I hate that I will never be that kind of special to her.
>>681442352
i'm actually doing pretty good now. semi-old fags may have seen my threads from a few times in 2012. as i was running out of money and contemplating going homeless, i got advice on here, then started a few threads while homeless, sitting in mcdonalds on my laptop
after a shitty summer-type job that didn't last, i got a seasonal job as a cashier. worked my way up through a few promotions, and now make $15 an hour. have my own place (after a couple years with roommates), have money in the bank, have a gf, etc.
i'm actually
>>681438763
as well. while homeless, i read Atlas Shrugged, and while Rand is a bitch morally-speaking, it motivated me to get off my ass. i took whatever i could get, worked as hard as i could, didn't make any excuses, and scratched and clawed my way up. works for business and your personal life. after college, i kept thinking "i deserve a really good job" and limited my searches, tried to get stuff i was unlikely to get, and pissed away what i did have. it took running out of money (literally 74 cents in my bank account before my cashiering job's first check cleared) and debating suicide over begging for money, before i finally said "fuck it" and took what i could get and embraced it
>>681443152
Love you /b/ro
These feel threads got me through so much in the past
>>681432261
That's heavy as fuck
>>681442998
I don't think I fully understand this story, care to explain in more detail?
>>681438904
Why...
>>681443666
So I went to school a long time ago with a beautiful girl with a huge crush on me, but I was so focused on gaming that I declined her every time.
A few years ago, I got to college, stopped being such a cuck, and found a nice a girl. And it's fine, she's sweet and vanilla. But that gets old.
I met back up and we immediately clicked, so tonight we had a drink and went for a walk and I started flirting and stopped for it, and she leaned in and kissed me. Then we talked, made out in my car, and I drove her home. She is superior. She's smart, she's a freak, and she talks to me like like a bro between kisses. I'm engulfed.
>>681444249
The problem is that I am emotionless. I don't give a fuck about my girlfriend's feelings, but I realize I've fucked up
>>681440125
Holy shit what a rollercoaster ride
>>681422654
He was really good in until dawn
>>681431169
inability to keep homeostasis bro. Also, a dead person can't communicate or react to his/her environment
>>681443352
I hope it turns out that way.
had a friend several years ago pass away in a accident and I never told her have I felt, never got to say goodbye, it hurts everyday.
that painful feeling of regret and sadness always looms over me, sometimes I dream of her and a life we could of had, that beautiful smile, those gorgeous eyes, that gently laugh I will never hear again, holding her hand, kissing her, cuddling on rainy days and watching the stars on clear summer nights but then I wake up and realize that it was all just a dream, I don't know if these are good dreams or if this is a nightmare where I try to chase the only good thing that has ever been in my life but I always am slightly out of reach.
she's so far yet so close, just one heart beat out of reach, abbi I love you and I'll never forget you.
thanks to whoever is reading this.
>>681444249
she sounds cool and all but you gotta think long term happiness.
This chick's could be a mother to your kids someday, if she even lasts that long.
From the what I've seen, the crazy fun "freak" girls are just that. They're prone to wander. They're fun to be with and they seek out fun. But they are just as much a "freak" in the fun way as they are in the bad way.
Basically your relationship would not last. It'd be fun for the short period of time, but it just wouldn't last if she's just the crazy type.
"Sweet and vanilla" girls do last. She's only boring to you because you're selfish and want some kind of fun experience that will not last.
This "fun" girl will not always be fun either. Everyone craves "fresh and new" things but that never stays fresh and new.
But I don't know her, and I don't know your situation. I'm only guessing based on my own life observations.
Either way, you need to tell your current girlfriend about what just happened very soon. If you wait any longer things will get ugly. Telling her right away since it was just tonight will smooth things over. It'll be bad either way, but she'll appreciate your immediate honesty. If you wait even until tomorrow morning, it fucks you over more. The longer you wait, the more fucked. So just tell her and see where things go. If she leaves you because of it, I guess you have a new open spot for a girlfriend.
But if she doesn't leave you and wants to fix things, she's a perfect girl that you're 100% stupid to be leaving to pursue a jr high fantasy.
>>681445163
Because communication and being able to react are structural
Dr Manhattan's statement is still true, the body is the same right after death
>>681435418
Seems more appropriate.
and when a train goes by it's such a sad sound...
>>681432261
>le tip
>>681438904
fuck anon....
>>681445442
I'm pretty much at wits end with the current girl, she's bossy and inefficient at simple tasks outside of gaming.
This other girl isn't so much "crazy" freak, but more along the lines of "not opposed to wear a skirt above her knees. I don't feel like I'm being that selfish when I haven't been happy but my feeling are never a priority for her.
>>681427729
Quivering lips/10
>>681444249
honestly, I'd say go for whoever makes you feel happy, see, relationships are two way streets, both partners have to be happy for them to work out. if one is happy and the other in unhappy it might end in a far worse fashion.
from a outside point of view it seems like you are only with your current gf because you think she's hot/cute/beautiful and just don't want to be single, which is fine but that will only last until you find someone you love or at least connect with on a deeper level and it looks like you found her.
so my advice is to follow your heart and be with who you think will make you truly happy.
just make sure she wants the same thing you want and she isn't just looking for a one night stand or a friends with benefits kind of deal.
to all feminine hormone enriched /b/ros
http://www.dictionaryofobscuresorrows.com/
>>681430970
I hope some faggot on a message board "keks" when someone you love dies
>>681445815
You're right. I'm not happy. And she and I discussed a lot of things tonight and concluded that it's best left as a "really good friends" thing until things smooth over, but we go back so far and have been through so much, I can honestly say I love her
>>681431978
>>681432037
>be me last September
>20th birthday
> don't want to be around home and be with friends
>invite all of my "friends" to join me at my family camper up north
>nobody cares enough to join me
>go up anyway because I don't want to be around family
>go out to eat at 8+ after hours of solitude
>table for one
>waitress knows I'm a pathetic looser so she's extra nice
>eat and leave really want to kill self at this point
>7 mouths later shit hasn't gotten better
Fucking why live none of this shit seems worth it? Fuck why can't I just die.
>>681432376
you will have to help yourself, which means that you can only count on yourself to make you happy. nobody else can be inside your head to protect you from your thoughts, you have to train that ability yourself
going back to the psychologist would probably be a good thing
>>681446226
You need to find better people, anon. Explore something new and find something you like to be good at. You'll meet solid bros with things in common who will take a journey for a friend
>>681445568
>>681433352
he seems like a nice guy
>>681446154
love her or in love with her? cause you can still feel great love for a close friend, kind of like love from a brother/sister.
My wife tried to kill herself last week. She just got home from the hospital, and she posted this long letter confessing to everyone on facebook what she did so she can "end the stigma". She's so proud of herself. And as all this encouragement is pouring in from everywhere, I'm completely alone. The burden of her feelings are mine to bare, silently for years. And I'm almost jealous she cares enough about this absurd existence to try to leave it. It's more than I feel. I really can't explain it. If anyone cares, It'd be nice to try...
this song express what im going through right now, but you won't understand it if you don't speak spanish
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fk5oL0mgI08
>>681430860
good friends with this girl ive actually always liked. we dated twice when we were real young, dont really consider it anything. flash to now, we are still very close friends. she has one of the best personalities i know and we can make each other laugh like no one else can. even her new boyfriend... shes been in and out of a couple relationships and only been in one serious one. not sure if she is just not considering me anymore because we had a thing twice before. she never fails to bring a smile to my face.
>>681432361
Hits me right in feels
>>681446393
I'll be attending a new school in the fall, hopefully I'll meet some people there who are worth a damn. Thanks man
this is some of the best advice I've come across
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_2kelqYz_o
Stephen Fry knows what he's talking about. He's been suffering from severe manic depression his whole life.
I try to remember his advice whenever I start to have self-pitying thoughts. Increasingly often, I'm able to discard those thoughts and stop myself before I end up in a negative spiral.
>>681446628
Ugh fuck dude i dont know what to say. Existance is worth it in many ways. I mean you have this gigantic world to explore. I am depressed an have decided that if i ever feel suicidal i will pack my shit and leave. I know it sounds chilidish but whatever
It's been years since i knew anything about my family, since i had a friend, i've never hag a gf or even dated a girl, my dog passed away 2 weeks ago, and a few hours ago my boss called me to tell me i'm fired because i didn't go to work the day my dog died cause i was with him in the hospital.
Is it time to kill myself, /b/? I've always thought suicide is for faggots but fuck i just have nothing to live for anymore, i'm probably gonna get kicked out soon of the apartment i live in, i don't even know if there's anything left to do in my life.
>>681446958
Why doggo has to die ;_;
Doggo just want be love
Doggo dun nothing wrong
I hope doggo is happy now
Goodbye doggo
>>681445561
They are structural. If it wasn't structure (chemicals) then how could things functions work one moment and not the next? Are you implying the soul or some other motivator?
>>681447409
there is always something left to do
>>681447409
wow
Are you for real on all of that....
Depressing
You still have to pick yourself up though.
>>681442579
fuck u i just wanted to see some funny hair styles
It's weird. Whenever I see a feels thread, I always drop in and cry over the same stories and same pictures and even cry over new stories and new pictures in these threads. But whenever I'm on twitter, facebook, or instagram and I see some sad, depressing picture, I almost always think "LOL faggot" and just scroll past. I just find it weird. Anyone else feel the same?
>>681432237
in case you wanted the wallpaper of this
>>681436508
My grandfather was also my favourite relative, he also suffered from years of Alzheimer's.
I can relate to that part of your experience. All we can do is have nice thoughts about them once in a while, to remember them...
this was in a thread a few days ago.
>>681447785
you are 4chan now son
>>681447409
I kind of know the feeling. My last friend died yesterday. My family is dead or scattered. I could drop dead tomorrow and no one would know until they smelled my body. If then. It could be weeks or months. I would never ben missing because no one would miss me. But, I find that liberating. I don't have to care about anyone or anything. I did cry over my friend, but it didn't matter, he didn't care. There's something to be said for being alone and unknown.
I wish I could dive in and swim away from my loneliness and miserable days...
>>681437555
thanks for showing me that things could be worse
>>681447684
Idk man, since my family decided to forget about me and so did my friends some years ago, Terry (my dog) was there making things better, i mean it's not like i made some friends or met any girl, but i was happy with the little guy, but now everything it's worse than ever. I'm lonely again, and now my dog left me, i have no job anymore, i don't even know what to do.
>>681447409
that is a massive load of bullshit. Fuck that boss. Seriously fuck that guy.
That's a beyond shitty situation but you have to keep going despite that, anon. Start looking for new jobs so that you won't get kicked out of that apartment.
I'm not saying you have to replace your dog, I know exactly how it is having a dog so close to your heart. But I think going to the pound and finding a new little guy to take care of would give you something to clear your mind and have a goal to live for.
>>681427469
This one makes me want to talk to her
>>681432232
OP of that, look up Julius Movogo
What does "Chop and talk" mean?
>>681447300
That's what sucks. I'm not suicidal. I'm hurt. She would rather kill the person I love most than keep living with whatever pain she's feeling. She cares more about herself than me.
>>681448374
I dunno man i only come on here every so often i think it really is a cesspool of shit and the less you come here the better your life will be
>>681429230
Was her name Aidanne?
>>681445350
fuck
>>681448737
You know that scene in American Psycho where Patrick Bateman has an axe and he's talking about a song playing on the radio
>>681447300
And everyone around us cares so much about her, even she's focused on herself. Of course, you could say I'm a self centered prick but trust me, I've already considered that and have plenty of self loathing for it
>>681447409
your boss did you a favour. now you don't have to work anymore for someone inhumane.
you have the chance now to find something better. who knows, you might make real friends at a new job. meet a girl...
How come she never says I love you too or even acknowledgea what I say?
>>681429184
I couldn't tell you the last time I was not awake at 4 am.
>>681448298
It'd be nice if life were like this
>>681430615
BUT IT WASNT
>>681449605
because she's not mature enough to love. she's self-involved, self-pitying. there is no room in her mind for any other thoughts than "I want...", "I need..", "I can't..."
>>681449731
Shit never noticed it was the woman standing up who sets off the explosion. Scary shit.
>>681449605
Why do you only talk on kik?
But the fact that it says she hasn't read it means that she either logged out/ deleted the app or deleted your conversation after receiving the messages without reading them first.
So she could have no idea you even sent them.
But if that happens a LOT, she probably does that on purpose to look like she didn't see the texts so she doesn't have to respond.
>>681432353
Me too anon. For my 12th birthday, I got a pack of gum.
It was a banner fucking year in the old Bender household.
>>681449926
She used to say it, not often and I asked about it before she said it but she said it once.
The next day she told me to forget about what happened though :c
First time poster
> Be me
> Be 20 with no drivers license
> still live with parents
> work a shit job with no ambition to find something better
> try to better my life and save up to buy a car
> parents won't help so they can live off my rent
> have car have permit, friends helping me learn to drive
>>681450068
I text her aswell, but she likes using kik more then texting for some reason.
She had seen tem before, she just goes 'Oh Riley' when she sees it though.
And after that she goes all self pity and gets angry at herself for 'hurting me'
>>681450122
When i turned 18, my present was that my dad tolde me "Happy Birthday". It sounds really shitty, probably it was lol but no one ever rememered or just didn't care about my birthday since i was like idk 10 or so...Just get over it.
>>681450295
So, what's the sad part?
>>681427729
i know this feel too well sadly
fuck those days are the worst
>>681450494
that since he is on /b/, he has the worst of his depression to look forward to
>>681450388
It'd probably help if you explained your situation.
Is it some girl that your friends with that you love but she doesn't love you back?
If that's the case, you shouldn't be getting all over her business and telling her you love her constantly. You can have your feelings, but don't just keep telling her that stuff because it makes you look desperate and clingy.
>>681448008
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8lQ57wCbLQ&index=103&list=PLQZirZPMm33Ww6lLFwlphk6gq4PQjfpCS
>song kinda related
>>681450494
Being a virgin
>>681426399
I'm lost in her eyes, tho. She looks so happy, like she doesn't know her brother its ugly as fuck.
>>681450730
We used to date broke up 73 days ago.
She said she still had feeling but she wasn't ready to date again.
I end up being her therapist more then a friend or a boyfriend most of the time.
It's always about her, I understand she's 18 and she has her own probably lt just like I do, but that doesn't mean she should constantly btch to me about them.
I still love her, I have no idea how to loose the feeling. She gave me so mucheck to remember and then just walked out one day.
>>681428626
"...Who knows whether the best of men be known, or whether there be not more remarkable persons forgot than any that stand remembred in the known account of time?" Sir Thomas Browne, who ever the fuck he is.
>>681434459
no omg
>>681450913
That's not sad, you know what would be sad? Being raped by your uncle as a kid, then you go tell your dad and he rapes you too. That would suck.
If someone's sad about being a virgin, just go fuck a hooker or something.
>>681449148
But if someoone says "Chop and talk", what is he want to tell?
>>681436488
Not worth it tbh. /r/selfharm will agree. If you're a reddit fag. I want to be happy eventually and not have the scars
>>681450666
Lucifer speaks the truth.
>>681436822
>>681436287
>>681432353
I moved all of the fucking time growing up. One time, I went to the same school for two years in a row. Usually it was a new school every year, sometimes every 6 months.
You don't really get to have birthday parties or get invited to parties when you're constantly the new guy (especially from 6th grade and higher). I hate my birthday now, I don't even want to acknowledge it.
They have a board at work, where they will put everyone's birthday for the month. I always try to take mine down with no one noticing.
>>681431092
are there no examples of people who had similar drug careers and who were able to turn it around?
also, try meditation (with a teacher)
>>681451426
kill yourself redditfag
no one even fucking cares, you need to leave now and go wring your neck
>>681433616
I fucking love you too anon, thanks.
>>681433616
fuck you asshole faggot, I love you more! no homo... okay maybe a little homo.
>>681451028
She sounds really immature, both what you told me and from her messages.
It's not that she doesn't love you or anything like that. Who knows. She just doesn't understand relationships and how they work, and she's also really selfish.
I mean all of this is about her. Venting your problems to your significant other is one thing. But that's all she fucking does and makes everything about her. A good way to see for yourself is to have a conversation about yourself and see if she turns it to be about her somehow.
That's just how she is because she's young and immature and needs to mentally grow up.
I honestly don't know what you should do though. She definitely isn't any good for you right now, and who knows how long it'll take for her to grow up, if she ever does.
But I'm getting the feeling you care more about her than she does about you. She probably can't even comprehend those kind of feelings you have.
>>681439947
Fuck u
>>681451028
From the looks of it, she is acting like a leech, depending on you, an immature act. Many girls my age (19) sadly act like this. Do what ever your heart feels is right man.
>>681451691
Too bad he's long since left the thread and will never read this. He was never even talking to you in the first place, just the people who were posting in the thread at the same time as he was.
You are all alone, once again, and forever.
