Feels thread /b/?
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Feels thread /b/?
>mfw i can feel everyone in my life drifting away
>mfw there's nothing i can do to stop it
>mfw family only keeps in contact with me to make sure i don't shoot myself
>>681082683
>girl I loved died a couple years ago.
>never got to tell her how I feel and it eats me up on the inside
>2 other girls I knew I loved like the sisters I never had
>due to life circumstances they are far removed from my life
>I don't know if they would even remember me
>I love them so fucking much
I will never forget you guys, I love you.
I just wish I could see them one more time
>>681083338
Even if a man has little he always has his life.
>>681083338
Go out and do fun things, this will lead to you meeting people who also enjoy those things. Friends.
>>681083825
The one that died knows how you feel.
>>681083942
I've tried. social autism keeps me from making any sort of connection with new people. I just embarrass myself
How do I kill myself without my dad killing himself after?
Basically, he's always told us that if he were to lose any of his kids, he would most likely just give up, knowing that the other kids would be fine with my mom. Is there something I should write or do to show that he needs to be here?
Pretty disillusioned, can't disclose my vulnerabilities without being taken advantage of or having advice shoved down my throat so they can feel like a good person.
Hurts to think most days, rarely enthused about things, see no reason for self-improvement, just want to relapse on heroin and watch my life spin down the drain.
>>681084335
If you're allowed to leave then why isn't he? Also you'll be dead and won't be able to feel bad about the fact that you killed your father.
Finishing Senior year and I'm scared shitless. I was gonna become an hero the day before my 18th but met some poeple who made me remember what it was like to be happy. Now they're going away for college, and I'm going to end up alone with my thoughts again.
>>681084335
I feel the same, but the other way.
I don't think my mom could handle it.
And, I really don't know.
Sorry that I can't help.
>>681084331
do you like guns?
>>681084335
Live for him man
Go for a bit longer and see how things work out
>>681085113
I don't own any but I shot a few back in highschool. Was pretty fun.
>>681085363
>>681084788
Do you have any collage opportunities?
>>681085417
>>681085437
Yeah. I'm staying in town and everyone is leaving.
>Life not worth living anymore
>Gf is "asexual", too much of a betafag to actually get laid
>Still a virgin to boot
>family doesn't care about me, only my younger siblings
Fuck me, /b/. Should I just become an hero and just get it over with?
>>681085502
>>681085502
why does this always hit harder than before?
>>681085718
>>681085816
>>681085437
Here's a collage for you.
>>681085900
Last one, this one always gets me hard.
>>681084788
Same here dubs
>>681085964
Ayy lmeow
>>681082683
>ifunny
>>681085569
Try to meet people in collage i know shit advice but it's all i got.
I've been thinking about killing myself lately, it's over a girl of course. The stupidest thing one could ever really kill themselves over.
>Broken up multiple times due to her depression and commitment issues
>Always get back together and have amazing time until next episode a good while longer
>This time she says she never felt like she meant it when she said she loved me
>Always trying to convince herself it's real and she can't do it anymore
>She always get depressed about life and ends up running away
>This time she hooks up with 2 guys in the following week after break up
>Goes on drinking and smoking spree
>I'm sitting here depressed as fuck
>Is it that she honestly just needs to grow and figure her life out?
>Or am I just unlovable? Did I really spend 4 and half years in a lie? What's the point then?
>Sadness consumes me
>Yet I still love her because I feel like she's just going through too much and hasn't gotten help
No one probably gives a shit but hey, I needed to say it.
>>681084738
Yeah, but just thinking about it in the first place is the reason why I've still been here. But I can't fucking do it anymore man
>>681084834
It's alright anon, hope you find your answer too /b/ro.
>>681085190
I just don't see how I even could considering I don't do anything at all anymore. I try hanging out with friends that I don't have, and I end up wanting to just get high and sleep all day. I know I really should, but fuck, I'm so tired of everything
>>681085612
Shut up, your younger siblings must see you as almost a hero, you know.
Do another day, just for them, they deserve some kindness, don't they?
> Dump gf,
> Get siblings to park (groom the hell out of ya)
> Insta-attention
> Find new gf.
>???
> PROFIT!!
Women, are usually attracted to men who have parental skills, use that to your advantage, if they admire and care for you, will obey you, you'll appear as "a man in charge" somewhat alpha.
Do it, change for them and get a girl, it shouldn't be that hard.
>>681085362
Boom, just made a friend right there, easy. plus that alone opens up a fuck ton of windows. You have ranges and shops, gun shows, the NRA. That is just one thing too. You have a whole world of hobbies plus a whole internet community of hobbies.
Music for your sadness
https://youtu.be/d3q_0UP6sck
>>681086097
The worst part is knowing that its gonna happen. Just knowing that the clock is ticking... makes it hard to enjoy the time I have left.
>be me
>I play dota 2 with my friend every night
>one night he can't play
>I spend the entire night staring at a wall and listening to "Medicine" by Broods on repeat
>I realize now that he has affectedly become my antidepressant
>I'm scared of what I will do next time he can't play
>>681086189
It's my birthday by the way, hers was early April, great time that gave me good memories, we broke up mid April, now here I am, happy birthday to me...
>>681086189
Chick`s crazy m8. Walk away. It`ll be hard at first but in the long run you`ll be avoiding a lot of needless drama. People don`t really change, she`ll be doing this type of thing to you again and again.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeSH80zfb5k
This movie was so beautiful. Full of feels
>>681086189
I care. You're not unloveable. You should have a greater sense of self worth and find someone else that's all. And if you're thinking "but I can't find someone else." Trust me, as long as you have a pulse, you can!
>>681086284
I am a social autist. Like, I need a fucking helmet level of autism. I'm surprised I was able to even get into THIS relationship. Plus, I'm a super fag. You'd be surprised. My room is total cringe tbh. I love it, but it's bad.
My girlfiend left me because I was insecure. I was too clingy. I didn't really let her live her life. It's been 4 months since she left me. I've seen the error in my ways and since then, I've been working hard to fix what's wrong with me. I want another shot at a relationship with her. I want to show her that I've changed for the better and that I'm worth it. It's my own damned fault that she left me in the first place and I hate how I basically pushed her away. I have a mutual friend that is willing to bring my ex with her and "accidentally" run into me and my other friend this coming weekend. I hope all goes well.
>>681082683
>dated girl for 3 years
>she slowly falls into depression in the last year
>helps her out, keeps her going to classes and shit
>she breaks up with me to date equally depressed loser
>He ruins her life, doesn't encourage her to do anything
>She drops out of school, doesnt work anymore, literally does nothing all day every day
>Boyfriend has no job either, living off parents
>Even though we're still close, I can't help her
>I can't spend the night and help her get her life together because boyfriend
>She doesnt believe that her boyfriend is ruining her life because she blind as shit
>still love her, can't help her
I used to be much worse until I became christian
>>681085816
This one always gets me. It reminds me of why so many homeless people keep a dog when they can barely feed themselves. It gives them a sense that they're responsible for something, a living being that depends on them, which is a reason to keep going. It probably helps that bigger dogs might also provide some level of protection, can share body heat and act as a big fat coin lure, too.
>>681086189
Honestly anon, she has so many personal issues that she can't control that most likely make her unable to stay with you. Sorry for my shitty explaining, but from what I've seen, her constant ups and downs in her emotions most likely cause her to worry about whether what she is doing is right, if you love her, if she loves you, etc. She's so fucked up that maybe she just doesn't want you to have to sit around and try and help her. By pushing you away, it hurts, but she's able to to see what she should be doing now. I'm not saying you held her back, but she worried about holding you back. By letting go she wants you to move forward in life without her and she thinks she'll be able to do that. Take it with a grain of salt, but maybe she just wants you to try and be happier without her anon if she's truly depressed.
>>681086136
How?
You know, this is shitty.
We're supposed to be the scourge of the internet.
Worse than tumblrinas, worse than stuck up twitter users.
Yet, we are the ones seeking and giving advice to the people who need it the most.
Yet we are the ones who encourage to live one day again, to cry, if it's necessary, without introducing politics, beliefs and that kind of stuff.
Without being edgy about suicide and the usual "do a flip" comment.
I love you guys (no homo). You deserve to be happy, to try another day, to proof everyone in the world, that the scourge might be the most human kind of person these days.
I'll be glad to share a beer (or some coffee if ya don't drink) with you.
>>681085417
I wear it on the outside. I want half of the world to hate themselves and i want the other half to stop hating themselves. I want those chipper little fucks to see the negativity and sadness.
>>681087292
/b/ro, I wouldn't mind getting shit-faced drunk right now.
>>681087292
We're better in every way.
>>681086189
My GF was the exact same way. She still is, minus the drinking I suppose, and I feel the exact same way you do. I love her so much, and I want to help her so bad, but she just won't let me. I give a massive shit. Reading that shit made me happy because I know I'm not alone. This isn't something that's only happened to me. If you wanna talk more about it, I'd be glad to drop my kik or something for you, cause I know that venting about it helps.
>>681086608
I understand how you feel; I was pretty much in the same situation, except I never really got told "I never meant it when I said I loved you". Now, she's dating a guy who recently raped his ex, who won't press charges against him, and her life is practically falling apart because of the decisions she's making. She's likely to become a young mom at this rate.
Once I got out of the relationship, it opened my eyes to a lot. If you can, find some way to distract yourself from thoughts about her. Mentally stop yourself if you're finding your thoughts are turning towards her. I know that in my case, doing so was tough to do, and I would even just let myself brood on her. But see, the issue is is that if she's gone, no longer by your side, and can't be bothered to keep in touch like a friend should in the first place, she's not worth your time, effort, or heartache to begin with.
>>681087292
I just wish I could meet you fags irl. This community is what gets me through the bad nights.
this always gets me for some vague, stupid reason
>>681087130
This is honestly how I see it. She told me last night that she didn't want to do this to me anymore that I had to move on because she just doesn't know if she'll ever feel like she loves me. I just feel it in my heart anon, I don't care what it takes, but she doesn't want this anymore, so nothing I can do.
>>681086608
happy birthday man
i hope it gets better
>>681086822
You may still love her but it looks like you dodged a bullet. First of all she left you for some other faggot, red flag number 1. Second, girls like that who are so easily suggestible are bad news; those are exactly the kinda girls that leave you for someone else and have the non-apology ''I'm doing this for me.''
I dunno how old you are but just keep your distance if you care so much. Don't let someone sink your ship while you're try to save theirs, because in the end you only have yourself.
>>681086786
You know, admitting it is the first step.
Human interaction is difficult, and people might be cunts, but usually if you try, they aren't as asshol-ish, as you might think.
Watch some sports, some recent movies, if you read, talk about those things.
What's your best subject or talent(?) You might have one. I bet.
Best friend/girl I like currently one room over with her boyfriend, about to move halfway across the world to be with him.
Feelsbadman
>Last year
>Friend and me in senior year of highschool
>Beginning of school year, friend seems distant
>Becomes more distant over the next few months
>Finally ask him whats wrong
>Tells me that his family just has a rough economic situation and he's stressed over school
>Start trying to bring him to parties more, buy him some games cause he can't afford
>He starts getting better
>2 months away from graduation, girlfriend breaks up with him
>Week passes and he hasn't been at school/home/online
>End up finding his body a week later with a bottle of pills
>had his bright blue diamond snapback on, one that he wore almost everywhere
Could I have prevented this? This around the same time he died and I feel so bad about it. We've been friends since the 1st grade and I can't get it off my chest knowing that he's gone and I didn't do anything to help him..
How's this for feels. In less than 10 hours you will be sitting miserable in your cubicle.
Anyone else agree with each choice of your life individually but are incredibly disappointed in your life thus far?
I just thought I would be a lot further in life. But I squandered my chances. Thought I would find someone to hold and be held by, but I drove those away by being a spiteful prick. Thought I would do something that I could be proud of, but I've done nothing.
>>681087906
How old are you?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=QSfaIukLonY
Here's some tunes guys
>>681087906
I know your feel. Friend jumped off a parking garage last year. Saw him that morning.
>>681088130
Just turned 19 a month ago
>>681087738
Thanks /b/ro, that's what I'm trying to do. I just had dinner with her today, told her what I thought about her life and getting her shit together. I've been distancing myself for a while now, talking with her gets me depressed as shit and cutting her out of my life was exactly what I needed to do.
I love her like a sister at this point. I don't want to date her or fuck her, I just hate to see her fall so far into depression like this. She used to be such a promising/talented person. I'm not sure what happened, I only wish I could help her be herself again.
>>681086608
Happy birthday Anon! Here's to you pal! I wish you a long, happy life!
Pic is my doggo Cooper.
>>681086189
my ex was also the same
i feel like shit and still think about her all the time
but ask yourself
was she good for you?
was she right?
for me no... and thats what keeps me going
then again, im still alone and sad so what the fuck do i know?
>>681086454
Everyday just seems to go by and you just know that some of those faces, you won't ever see again
My girlfiend left me because I was insecure. I was too clingy. I didn't really let her live her life. It's been 4 months since she left me. I've seen the error in my ways and since then, I've been working hard to fix what's wrong with me. I want another shot at a relationship with her. I want to show her that I've changed for the better and that I'm worth it. It's my own damned fault that she left me in the first place and I hate how I basically pushed her away. I have a mutual friend that is willing to bring my ex with her and "accidentally" run into me and my other friend this coming weekend. I hope all goes well.
Pretty relatable
>>681088584
Really like this
>>681088552
Yep. And I cant even tell them how much they mean to me, because it will lead to questions that I don't want to answer.
>>681082683
just asked out a girl and she said shes willing to try but can't because her religion and her parents would disown her. I really like her and I guess she likes me too. I told her I promised we could still be friends but idk I dont think its the same. Im always that fag who is smiling and making others laugh and my friends have never seen me sad so idk what to do. Its a feels thread so I guessed I could just write whats happening with me since I dont want my friends or family knowing I have feeling for girls and that i can be sad too
>>681088850
I have a similar one if you want, about 5 long pics though
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDeRhF6PPNU
>>681088516
I mean, other than these issues of commitment and not knowing what she wants and how she really feels... Yeah, she was great, we almost never fought, she was someone I could sit back with and just enjoy life with. We didn't need to go out or anything. We could just enjoy silence together, or watching stupid shit, hell she even browsed this place with me just because she knew I liked it and she wanted to be apart of the things I liked. She's an amazing woman, I guarantee everyone that, but her issues are just too great for her to handle.
This always cheers me up for some reason.
Gives me a sense of control, maybe.
I'm now too drunk to read most of your posts, but I want you to know I love you and care about you guys, all of you
you're wonderful people
thanks for being my friends
>>681089022
Why not
I like this pic because you can use it in both feel and cringe threads
>>681088197
From my view, you could have prevented it but You shouldn't have been in a place to prevent it. This person had at least 2 big safety nets that failed his parents and the school should have caught it way before it even came close to this point. Schools like to pack in that half bit curriculum of pure bullshit that you will never need but they don't tell you any of the real shit like how to notice these things in people and stop them on your own. So yes you could have stopped it if you were properly equipped to do so. You also shouldn't have even been in a place to have to stop it. Does that make any sense?
>>681087292
Fucking Christ. Every time I look at one of these feels threads I get this feeling that every single one of you on this same thread is my best friend.
I love you, /b/
>>681089650
I usually just post this crop
>>681082683
Wait a second op, does that mean she has a dick?
I'm 21.
Live on my own.
Make decent money.
Every Saturday I pull out an old revolver my uncle gave me and load a bullet.
I spin it and point it to my head and I think about what's holding me back.
Yesterday I couldn't find a reason and when I heard the click I couldn't tell if I was crying because I couldn't find a reason or because I was still alive. I need help.
>>681089650
Kek. Mostly cringe. The anal and being so desperate for a relationship honestly.
>>681086317
>Underrated anon.
People like you are why I keep on coming back here.
>>681089650
Hey, that's me!
>>681089650
For real though. Its not the sex I want, its being wanted.
>>681082683
Test
>>681089376
1/6 actually sorry
>>681086189
NO YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO MAN UP AND GROW UP.
DO NOT THROW AWAY YOUR LIFE FOR A GIRL WITH DADDY ISSUES. YOU NEED TO GROW UP.
YOU NEED
TO
GROW UP.
GROW THE FUCK UP.
>>681089789
Take it as a sign.
>>681090099
I think its working anon
I feel like I will never amount to much no matter how hard I try
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjgAu3GpGI0
>>681088685
Good luck, anon. I know how you feel
>>681088926
And even if you did, what they might say could either destroy that friendship or just cause a further drift
It's very hard for me to make friends because I feel everyone's trying to undercut me and establish themselves as the alpha of the group. I often work
alone because I don't have it in me to be dominant since I get very little out of having others be subservient to my will.
Does anyone else have this issue?
>>681090279
I'm retarded/7
>>681086813
> can't wake up
>>681090425
Done/7
Just wondering, how many of you have played russian roulette? Does it actually help you through the night when it lands on an empty chamber?
>>681086229
You're probably a 21 year old who still lives with his parents and you just are delayed in figuring out what you want in life after high school.
Listen, you're still young and I need you to just fight the sloth that you are feeling and fight the self pity you are feeling so that you can go out and get what you really deserve.
Once you take the SMALLEST step in progression towards your goal you will look back on all of these negative thoughts with disbelief as to how you could've been SO FUCKING DUMB.
You will feel like things are finally looking up even if you take the smallest step. IF you do not trust me, then kill yourself already.
Found this in one of my screenshot folders while doing backups last night.
I wonder how that anon is doing.
>>681089683
Yeah it does, just sucks cause I never knew any of that beforehand
I just have to tell someone, and you guys are my closest friends. After a life of failure and many, many bad things, I did it. Lovely underage girl, on chatroulette, fantastic lil' titties, cute as fuck; not a video; she watched me jerk off for her and then asked me what she have to do. I got feet, titties massage and make her masturbate for me, get hard again, we came together and she's like super cute. I kinda fall in love. She looks a bit like Arya Stark. I'm 30yo. And this is the best day of my life, thank you god.
Never give up, brothers. One day, karma repay you, even for a little.
>>681087292
I love you too, man.
I want to feel alive. I just feel like I'm existing... Not LIVING. I want to feel like I mean something to someone. I want to feel love. I want to feel friendship. I want something to take away this pain in my chest. I want it all to just stop. Why does every friendship I create end so horribly. Everyone I have cared for is either dead or left. Why is life so painful?
>>681089789
Not sure how to respond.
>>681082683
That's kinda how it works. Girl gives a guy her heart, guy gives a girl everything that he is.
Women still bitch that they get the short end of the stick.
>>681090537
I don't even know where I would start anon
>>681090384
kek
>>681084335
If you kill him first, then he cant kill himself after!
Used to be depressed as shit for about to years when after my dad died which was in 2012.
Now these feelings are coming back for no clear reason.
I feel heavy, tired, empty, kinda sad but not really and really lonely even tho my family always Supports me.
Does anyone know this?
>>681090346
I kinda do. I honestly couldn't care less about making people do shit. I'd rather do things for others, but when I can't make friends I don't get many opportunities.
>>681084788
Brendan if this is you then we're here for ya. If not, then best of luck bro. Your situation sounds like that of a guy I know.
I can no longer explain my situation
>>681084335
hi luke
>>681086118
This
>>681091163
Try. Its poetic sometimes. Doesn't have to be descript.
>>681090987
Feel it everyday anon
>>681090966
I just want him to be happy
>>681091206
No, not close either sorry
>>681091098
Not him. Just a lonely anon
>>681090653
I mean you shouldn't have had to, the baby boomer generation is too busy stroking their own dicks and looking at the past to realize how hard the fucked everything up for their kids.
>>681091422
damn could've sworn that's something my brother would say
>>681091118
>How Zoidberg really fells on the inside...
>>681088865
I hate this pretentious bullshit. There are 7 billion people in the world; fuck you for chastising me because I don't think I'm special, and fuck you for guilting me because I can barely make it day to day.
>>681091002
I like doing the same, but that usually opens me up to being taken advantage of, plus nobody cares whenever I stand up for myself since I have no fight left.
>>681090871
Join the military. Go to community college. Start with small steps that'll make you feel good. Go to the gym.
Forget women, STOP centering your life around getting pussy. That is just internet /b/ culture. WOMEN admire a man who PUTS HIS GOAL AND MISSION IN LIFE FIRST ABOVE ALL THINGS.
Women do not want a guy who puts her above all things. You need to find the mission in your life and EVERYTHING ELSE will fall into PLACE.
>>681091266
Parents are disappointed as to what I have become
All of my girlfriends have left me for other guys
Only accepted by people who abuse my knowledge
But always get rejected
>>681090987
Made me think of this. Not sure if it will help.
I had to verfiy this post by clicking pancakes. It made me happy.
>>681091531
Mfw we all have a little Zoidberg in us
>>681090987
Minus the loss of a father I'm right there with you anon, especially the loneliness, it hit me again a few nights ago and it's getting harder every night to fight it.
>>681091576
Sorry just from my feels folder
>>681091526
Nah sorry my family wouldn't know anyway
>>681091531
I actually do not have a picture to represent how i feel.
>>681091680
See >>681091635
What have you become? Family isn't really that important when you get down to it. They just gave birth to you, you have no obligations to them.
>>681091680
What have you become?
>>681086317
>opens a fuck ton of windows
>>681086335
saw you in the other thread. Thank you Anon
>>681091576
It's normie shit. Not everyone has middle/upper middle class parents who can support you every time you need it. They look down on you for not travelling to Europe at the drop of a hat, or quit a job you hate or move to a new city.
It's the difference between living life with a safety net and without one, but they call you a pussy for it. If they fall they don't get hurt.
>>681091581
Same, Anon. To my "Friends" all I am is someone to brag to, someone who can give them rides, and someone they feel an obligation to talk to. I usually try to stay out of situations where I'd have to defend myself. Don't talk to or look at anyone. If someone decides that they want to talk to me, or want my help, they'll do it themselves.
>>681091635
Never cared about getting women kek, I have that up a long time ago. I would join the military but with my current mental state I don't know if I'd be able to survive. I will be going to community college soon, but I don't even know what I want to do
>>681090491
i have done it a couple times and it doesn't help. some people say it feels like there is someone looking out for you, or you are meant for something better. all i think is i can't even fucking shoot myself right. i am a fucking failure.
I'm graduating high school in a little over a month and moving to a new city in a new province in 4. None of my friends will even be in the same province as me. Even though I know the girl I love, who used to be my best friend before things got fucked between us, has no feelings for me, it still rips me apart knowing we'll be so far away, and that I won't see her every day.
I don't know what to do with myself.
>>681092166
Basically this. However, I think with a lot of effort you can build a safety net for yourself. I've done that, and I have a few thousand to fall back on, plus my work experience can get me a new job in most areas of the world.
This is my little feel better quickly song. It works when ever I'm setting up table alone at work or driving home at night. It lets me know just to simply hang on. Not for anyone else but to just hang on for myself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Jz706sJMjg
>>681083338
You have two choices
1. Do something with your life
2. Blow your brains out
I don't care which you do, either one your benefiting society somehow.
>>681092328
Welcome to the discussion. At least 3 of us here.
>>681092079
I have become a blind to the joy in life
I no longer care like I used to and it has pushed me away from everything near and dear
Below the smile on my face I have everyday
Is a sad sad man waiting for it all to end
>>681088927
I haven't really been in your position before, but friends and family shouldn't judge you for having a girlfriend. That's just immature and dumb. Is it against your culture or religion or something?
>>681092214
Find it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9Wg57ErBvw
>>681092214
gave*******************
>>681092332
I feel like this is the point of life for most people. People who have it made for them already, like before they even begin working, have a COMPLETELY different set of worries and goals and aspirations. Whereas the common man is just trying to build their life up enough so they don't have to worry about everything coming crashing down around them at any given moment.
>>681088584
fuck you, you made me cry. asshole
>>681092205
I'm sending you a hug anon. That's honestly all I'm good for.
>>681092538
Listen to this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9Wg57ErBvw
Find your passion. Forget women until you are where you feel strong. Where you feel confident. Be a leader. Prove everyone wrong. Destroy your fucking tunnel vision.
ESCAPE THE STEW OF YOUR OWN BALL SWEAT
>>681092097
It does, the firearm community (at least in the southern U.S) is massive and is not limited by gender, race, income or sexual orientation. Anybody could be an active member in the community.
>>681092748
sorry x2
>be 20
>Two jobs, college full time (paying for it myself), and have a two bedroom apartment to myself
>Family is proud
>Still feel empty and full of self hate
>Can't find a man that wants me for me
>Depressed for two years, contemplating suicide for the last six months
>Can't figure out how to be happy
>Also lots of other life events that are negative
>Tried counseling but couldn't even tell the truth about my feelings to a stranger
Anybody know how to be happy?
Some good ambient stuff for you faggots
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GW6sLrK40k
>>681090479
That was an emotional rollercoaster. Just lost my Aussie two weeks ago.
>>681092525
2. I'm calling it a night later anon
>>681092557
>>681092859
Thanks anon for the help. I'll get on it. Why are you here? Something up?
>>681092967
See other post >>681091696
>>681093079
Good luck man. I'll be lurking inthe future
>>681093175
I'm here for you.
>>681092997
Sorry to hear that anon, hope you're doing alright after your pup's passing.
Mfw I recently contacted her and thing are running smooth ... And I realize I fuck everything up years ago
>>681093397
Thanks again anon. Truly appreciate it
>>681092967
Quit a job. Think real long and hard about what makes you happy.
Finish school. Its an awful place full of depression and dysfunctional bullshit.
pic related defines my life
i have never ever read anything on the internet i relate to more
i promised myself i wont kill myself until 55.
27 more years to go
>>681092750
Much appreciated. Knowing that some dude who doesn't even know me cares even just a little puts me on the verge of tears.
I'm sure you're good for more than just hugs, you just don't know it yet. There will eventually be someone who can appreciate what you have to offer, or something that you will be good at. Finding these takes time, and I'm waiting on it too, just don't give up.
Broke up with the love of my life 6 months ago, shit was getting to intense and i wanted to fuck other girls. I have since fucked those other girls and it just isnt the same as her. I got arrested shortly after and now have felony charges and will probably go to jail for some time. got caught with a few pounds of marijuana. i went to rehab to help myself and my case, i was also taking other drugs. In that time she had a threesome with a girl and a guy, i found out because her facebook is still logged in on my computer. Yeah i snooped but i needed to know if she had for some dumb reason. I started seeing her recently, she lives 2 hours away (used to go to college together). we went on one outing and i could sense she still had feelings for me. she has no idea about the arrest. I run into her friends all the time and they always tell her i look "sad" or they see me at the gym and tell her i lift less then they do, which isnt true but she believes anything they say. She says shell never get back together with me to them, she even told me this a few times but i never really asked. She messaged me the other day saying she found out i slept with 1 particular girl that i lied about being interested in while we were together. Told me we should dial back this friendship thing and not talk anymore. We had been talking for 2 hours on the phone once a week. I told her i want to be with her, and she said she wanted nothing to do with me after this even though i hooked up with this girl 6months after we broke up. I dunno what to do, i think about her every night. Part of me wants to just let her go because i may end up doing time, but most of me wants to marry this one.
>21
>working a min wage job at wendys
>basically, consider me insanely attractive.
>My boss makes my life hell for this reason
>I have no friends for the same reason as well as some health issues
>health is bad and deteriorating
>don't know if my quality of life will ever be decent
>think about suicide often
what do /b/? what would you do if you were ridiculously attractive but had no friends and possibly only so long to live?
>>681092878
This
Gun people are good people, the firearm community and hobby pretty much saved me, I had always had an interest in guns and shooting and had bought quite a few, but my life had started takeing a bad turn and I was starting to get mixed up with some bad stuff, but on a trip to the gun store to sell off one of my guns I got to talking to the shop owner who invited me to a competition, now I pretty much live for the shooting competitions and have stopped doing stupid shit because I know if I get busted I will lose my right to own guns.
>>681093644
Hits hard when you feel like the stray
>>681093725
i can relate to you on this one anon. If you want to talk I'm right here bud
>>681088584
I don't want this feel.
>be me
>has crippling identity issues (no im not trans-garbage)
>has gotten to a point where i cant even handle my own shit anymore
what do /b/
>>681093876
Just curious, but why did you have a "few pounds" of marijuana. That's kinda alot
My girlfriend is my whole world. I honestly can't remember life without her...I love her more than anything in the world. She finishes my sentences, makes the best references and gets all of mine, shares almost every single one of my interests and hobbies with intense zeal, after all this time can still introduce me to something new and surprise me...and she is so, so beautiful.
That's just everything she does for me emotionally, too, not even getting into the physical things like how she does almost all the cooking, cleaning and shopping for us, or how she didn't even flinch the month I lost my job and told her she'd have to pay all the bills herself that month, or how she comes home from a 9 hour shift and 1 hour commute with a smile every single time...I'm rambling, I know, but it's just because she is PERFECTION. I've never felt worthy to so much as breathe the same air that she does, much less make love to her and live with her.
She seemed too good to be true, though, and she is. Terminal heart condition...I don't know what I'm gonna do. I haven't planned, I can't even think of planning. She's probably going to find some way to take care of me until the very end, but the end is coming and I can't stand it. I am trying to enjoy what I have left, but whenever I see her so much as sway on her feet I wonder if she's gone already and I just can't fucking stand it. I don't know if I'll even try to live after she goes. I don't think I can
>>681093901
need proof
On a serious note though, you have to take a different approach to social encounters. Instead of keeping things surface level when you meet someone like most normal people have to do, you can jump straight to the deep and personal shit, or literally anything you want to talk about. You have the advantage that people will talk to you anyways because you're attractive.
This is what I do. I talk about whatever the hell I want, and it's great and people love it. You get to ignore the surface level meaningless shit.
Or you can just get internet friends. Voip clients strip away that superficial shit.
>>681093725
I know that feeling
>>681092556
Its not mine, its her parents and her culture. Shes the first girl Ive liked from personality and not looks. I kept telling her to give it a shot but she said she has before and it didnt end well.
>>681093901
try to look for another job where they can appreciate you. and maybe pick up a conversation with those colleages there
>>681094430
yeah i know, cant really say cuz i dunno whos looking but you can just assume why
>>681094008
I like them because of all the sadness in the world. Most distress is caused by person to person. I spend my time and dollars training because i know that when it comes to the people i care about that i will be better than the instigator.
>>681093901
They say that the most attractive people are the loneliest... Maybe get a really bad haircut?
>>681082683
there are always 2 types of feels in this threads
>i am working 2 jobs to pay for my uni, my parents left me when i was a child, my best friend/gf/wife/children died, too stresssed and depressed etc.
>my gf is fucking other guys and i am too much of a loser to not leave her already.
>>681094677
Do you ever visit grow threads?
>>681090479
> not Done crying yet
>>681094564
Man they murder their kids over shit like that. Stop being a cuck and man up and realize that you need to respek her families boundaries. It'll happen if it's meant to be but she's already probably getting daddy dick an you're fucking it up
>>681095008
i dont do hair, i prefer bald
>>681094551
This, except I haven't "had a few experiences" of any kind
>posted 7 times in this thread
>mfw no one's replied to any of them
>tfw not even feels/b/ros want to talk to you
>>681086058
Go away evil dogger
>>681095223
Well shit. I got nothin bro
>>681095281
Comment on this one. I'll reply
Just remember guys. Focus on the finish. Your goal and that finish line is the ONLY thing that won't cheat you unless YOU CHEAT IT.
Stay alive. We'll all laugh at this in the afterlife, and trust me i'll find every single one of you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgBeXueVa98
>>681095281
here for you B/ro
>>681095410
I'll cya there, brother
>>681094256
you are a good person
anyone this deep in the thread is
just means we care
love pic related, always seems to help
>>681095281
Welcome to my world. Such a degenerate even /b/ ignores you.
>>681095197
Yeah, i just wish it was meant to be
>>681095141
no, i dont, wasnt growing it, wasnt even really interested in it but got things done, my ex even knew about it but doesnt know i was arrested. If i didnt break up with her then she probably would have broken up with me when it happened. so i guess thats better, but i know shes trying to find another guy and i just want to be the person shes looking for, also the person whos not in jail. We both have herpes too which kinda blows and ive been sleeping with other people, some have it some dont, but i get a feeling if i really like someone else it will be a deal breaker if they dont have it. my life is fucking weird
>>681095281
What do you want to talk about, i would reply to all of these if i could, never completed keyboarding class.
To anyone in need to someone to hear what they have to say, add me on kik, i want to hear your story anon, lets talk.
Thatanoncalled.j
>>681083338
Love you Anon.
>>681095410
You better. I don't want to be alone for eternity
I just wanna get it out and its probably been said before by others. i come to this fucking site to let out all the bullshit and hate and everything else inside of me i cant turn loose outside of here. But more often i come to /b/ for these threads. It always feels like youre the only people who get anything i have to say or feel and i love you all anons and hope you can all be happy someday
If I get dubs I wont kill myself
>>681095547
Please refer to >>681095602
>>681095281
You have to use pictures to get your post noticed.
>>681095764
reroll
>>681092967
You need time to be you and not a mindless drone. You have to feel good emotions and those take time to build.
>>681095764
77
there you go
>>681094526
bro... thanks for the advice. Im not lying, but i totally understand you wanting proof. kinda insecure to give it out on 4chan in this thread tho
but i mean sonof ab itch.... i was blessed with some seriously good genetics that have to be like one in 10 thousand seriously, a sight to see. however, I was cursed with a health predicament that has ruined my body and quite possibly my life.
>>681095764
Feel like I need to roll for you
>>681095764
Rolling... Don't do it Anon
>>681095764
You don't get to leave us
>>681095764
reroll
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>be me
> be last Friday
>see cute girl on if
> she goes to my school nice
> we discuss dark souls almost all weekend
> her friend kiks me
> says she likes to be choked
> start sexting
> girl randomly texts me " 8 inches huh"
> says have fun and she's taken
> girl that I was sexting says that she is a lesbian
> tfw I got catfished for entertainment
> tfw I'll never have someone to hold
> someone to call my own
>>681095764
reroll
were all the same
>>681083825
God I feel the image and the story of the girl who died a few years ago. I only found out 6 weeks ago a girl I loved a long time ago died, and it will have been 2 years next month. I had the chance to reconnect years ago but she was already on a downward spiral. I still don't know if she overdosed or just killed herself.
This comic also gives me feels. But then I remember that the beautiful people DO have it easier.
Then I realize that I sound like a Marilyn Manson song/emo faggot and should probably drink some bleach.
>>681095542
Thanks anon I just know how it feels to not have anyone there to be sad with or to help console me even though I'm willing to lend a hand for them.
I always find it funny how i have to come to a place that is usually known as a god awful place with horrible people just so I can relate with someone at the least. Although i am active b/tard for 3 years now I just can't understand why so called friends or family won't help when im down in the dumps.
>>681087343
muh nigga.
Bojack is classic /depressioncore/
for all you /b/ros
>>681087906
Anon i will tell you a short story (not greentexting) and hopefully it will answer you. a few years back when i was still majorly depressed i went to have dinner with one of my friends just to BS with him for a while. I finally spilled everything that i had been hiding for quite some time to him and he was supportive of me completely. He stayed there and talked everything out with me and helped me and gave advice as best as he could. that night on my way home i turned the wheel on my car and crashed head on into a tree, i did it to try to kill myself. in the moment when i decided to try that, there was nothing that anyone ever could have said to me that would have stopped me. It wasnt your fault.
>>681086608
Happy birthday /b/ro.
>>681095764
Roll
Don't, Anon. We'll miss you.
Hey /b/, might as well share my story
>last September
>first semester of college
>I've been dating this girl Paige for over a year and a half
>she's literally the girl I want to marry one day, though I never tell her this
>at the start of the semester she leaves to go to school out of state
>she got a pretty big scholarship for it, and she has her heart set on going there
>Although I didn't want her to go away I put on a smile and tried to be happy for her
>she tells me how she doesn't want to mean the end of our relationship and we agree to try and make it work over the distance
>Two weeks into school and after avoiding my messages for a good 4 days Paige calls me
>ICantDoThisAnymoreAnon.png
>"this isn't healthy for either of us, and I'm sorry but I don't feel the same anymore and haven't for a while"
>she ends up leaving me for the first guy to hit on her
>I was hit pretty hard by it, but managed to cling to the unlikely hope that I could somehow fix all this come Thanksgiving when she returns home
>I've always been close to her family and her mom especially loves me (still never found out why), so I talk to her about it all for closure purposes and its helps a bit
>Thankgiving comes and when I finally meet to talk to her she victimizes the fuck out of me
>Didn't turn out as I hoped it would, and didn't make me feel any better about it all
>Winter break comes around and Paige calls me out of the blue
>asks me to stay the fuck away from her family because apparently by me staying in touch with them I'm ruining any chances of her family accepting her new boyfriend (who I hear from her mom is a total douche)
cont.
This always hits me hard. Makes me realize how empty I am.
>>681096204
That sucks man. But on the bright side, you were sexting a real grill. Beats anything I've done
>>681088584
Almost made me cry you bastard.
>>681096239
>>681083825
BTW, contact those other two, no matter what it takes, and no matter how much of your ego you may feel you are risking. It's worth the embarrassment if they reject you, just to know you tried. I missed the girl I mentioned when she was on Facebook for a couple of years before she died, and I'd give anything to go back and at least try to reconnect before it was too late.
>>681092966
checked, and that story reminded me of my dog before cancer took her.
Graduated high school in 2013 with no friends other than druggy with a kid that I sat next to in English lit. He got slapped with a 10 year sentence as I hit college. Made a fair amount of friends and aqquired a girlfriend through through my first two years. About two weeks before end of the spring semester, found out girlfriend was cheating on me with roommate I barely knew. My two best friends I made through college move to california. 4 months ago I got a phone call. Druggy hung himself in prison. Its true that we're all born alone and we all die alone
>>681095764
Reroll for you
>>681096249
They do, even cute kids have it easier. Ever find yourself getting mad at a somewhat annoying, but cute little girl? Probably not. Now think of some ugly, fat kid that's just as annoying, maybe even less so.
Not sure where to post this, but I need some advice. It's not really sad, but whatever.
I finally slept with a girl. Not sex, but shared a bed with a girl. It was weird, because I'm not sure if there's anything there. We cuddled and spooned, but our relationship has been very platonic for the most part, except once when we made out a few months ago.
Asked her to have sex once before a few months ago, but she declined saying she didn't want to ruin my first time and that she was drunk.
You think there's anything now, or was this another time I cuddled with a girl and will just stay friends? How should I handle this? I'd love to have sex with her, heck, I think I'd date her if she wanted, I've never done that before. Any advice would be great
>>681086608
Happy Birthday B/ro. My B-day is in 3 days and i fear people will forget. I will probably be here that day
>>681096665
clo sose
>>681095764
check em
>>681096665
almost quads kek
>>681082683
>9fag
Step dad used to abuse me and my mom. Fast forward till I'm twelve an mom passes away due to complications caused by lupus. Sisters and I go though years of hell. Homeless for quite some time, find a shitty home with some people that treat us like slaves and eventually move out. Younger sister gets taken by our grandma so me and my older sis are forced in more hell.
I'm 18 now and we found a stable place to stay.
I recently got out of a break up and I'm taking it hard. My older sister doesn't love me.
My ex was my only source of happiness.
I miss her.
I miss everything.
I miss being with her.
>>681096585
Thabks, /b/ro you mean a lot to me.
>>681096744
Happy Birthday, i got it first. 3 days ahead of scheduled .
>>681096949
She was the only thing really stopping me from killing myself.
Now I consider it every second. I just don't know anymore /b/
>>681096744
mines in 6 days. i was gonna throw a huge ass party only because the girl I liked said I should throw one, I asked her out and she said she would go out with me but cant because her religion and parents didnt allow her. I guess shes not coming since things might be awkward now.
>>681096737
Just ask her out. Don't continue on this path of inaction.
>>681096737
Ask her to date you. Don't end up like us, regretting never even trying
>>681096744
Chin up anon. We may never meet but just know people care.
Happy early birthday.
Hope you smile tomorrow.
>>681097104
Thank Bud means a lot. On the 27 if there is no feels thread i'll make one. find me and i'll tell you how it went B/ro
>>681096572
Pre type next time.nigger
>>681096744
I'll be here for your birthday feels thread
>>681094476
I dunno what to tell you /b/ro
Enjoy it while it lasts?
>>681097123
How old are you?
>>681096744
Everyone I used to be friends with
Everyone I thought I could atleast call a friend
Everyone forgot mine. I had to work, no one there remembered mine. I tried to forget mine.
I hope you don't have to feel the same man, its a pretty shitty feel.
Pre Happybrithday bud, hope you have an alright time
Then I read this to put things in perspective
>>681097239
Might give it a shot. My only concern is of course the inevitable rejection. But I dunno, we both have a pretty similar dark sense of humor, and I actually kinda like spending time with her.
I've never asked out a girl before. My self confidence is so low, I don't know how to even do it
>>681096922
I've been dealing with depression for almost 2 years know and no I'm not autistic I don't cut myself but one of my closest friends is also depressed and I'm know to be the nice guy and try to cheer people up no matter what I'm dealing with myself I spend time with her so she has something to do so she won't kill herself she finds my company I guess enjoyable but she also dated my friend whom ive know for fucking years and he thinks that we're dating and I'm sorta sponging all of her problems while dealing with my own and not only that my friend is now pissed at me because he thinks we're a thing a dont know what to do anymore I don't to kill to brids with one stone and lose two friends who are super close to me wat do
>broke up with GF 6months ago
>She was very jealous of other girls, caused a lot of unwanted drama made her act crazy
>I loved her though, wanted a break
>also Bi here, she doesnt know, i cheated on her with a guy and i got herpes from it, i gave it to her but didnt know at the time
>she doesnt think i cheated somehow
>wanted time to figure myself out so i broke it off
>a month later get arrested for a lot of weed, felony charges may do time
>she knew about the weed while we dated, no idea i got arrested
>Her friends hate me and make shit up about me
>I know because i snoop on her FB, i know i shouldnt but i cant stop
>Ive been sleeping with a few different girls but no one is the same, i literally wish they were her while my dick is inside of them
>Me and the ex meet up, she seems interested in being friends with maybe a possibility, we dont discuss just have a fun evening, no kissing hooking up etc
>she tells her friends she wants nothing to do with me, even tells me no chance well ever get back together
>We start talking on the phone once a week for 2 hours
>she finds out that i hooked up with a specific girl she hated and knew i wanted to bang while we were dating
>Says she doesnt want to speak with me anymore
>I want to marry her, part of me thinks i should let her go because i may go to jail, but i think about her every night.
>not sure how to play this
Music for you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTfa-9aCTYg
>>681097312
ok, i'll call April. you respond with July.
or email at [email protected]
>>681097481
18 since last September. Shitty birthday as always.
FOR EVERYONE FEELING LIKE SHIT LISTEN TO THIS:
https://youtu.be/BpqOWO6ctsg
I hope it all gets better for you /b/ros! I love you all! :-)
>>681097645
Confidence goes a long way. Don't think of "inevitable rejection." Girls enjoy confident guys. If you enjoy spending time together why wouldn't she mind dating you?
Go for it.
>>681087292
I love you
>>681097746
Would your buddy be okay with you two dating? Who do you value more as a friend? I'd talk to him first
>>681088584
fuck this shit man right in the feels
Hows it feeling it this thread /b/
some oc b/c why not?
>>681087292
I love you too (some homo).
>>681097627
thanks man i hope i have a good time too. and i wish i could say i didn't know how it feels for everyone including my Mom, Dad, brothers (except 1), friends and all of my family to forget my B-day. I wish i could also say that my birthday wasn't on the Day of Prom and that the girl i was head over heels for and she knew asked someone else to go and basically ruined my confidence. Yep i wish i could say i dont know the feels
>>681097818
Because we're friends. I've met plenty of girls who like spending time with me who wouldn't ever date me.
I think I'll talk to her tomorrow though. Why the fuck not.
>>681096572
>flip the fuck out
>"well maybe they would respect him more if you didn't publicly proclaim that he's getting in your pants 3 days after you met him" (she posted a pic of them wearing eachother's pants on her insta that her parents follow)
>apparently I hit a nerve
>come new years I get shitfaced and end up texting her, wishing her a happy new year's and to take care of herself
>when she replies it's not her but the guy she left me for
>turns out he's been staying at her house for the last week
>she's with all her friends as well, and are clearly also drunk
>they proceed to verbally attack me threatening to call the police/file a restraining order/other bullshit if I dont fuck off
>feelsbadman.jpg
cont.
>>681097783
>almost 40
no anon, it only gets worse from here on out for me
>>681097783
thanks bro
>>681097645
Do you usually act a little shy around her?
>be me
>3 years ago
>beta as fuck
>Saw this beatiful girl in my first year un college lets call her M
>10/10
>put of my league
>literally stalking her from the far
>Knew this girl in one of my classes
>She told me she would help me
>She did
>She gave me M's facebook
>Talked with her for like 3 weeks
>only on fb
>finally talked with her irl
>we have similar paths on out way home
>start walking with her everyday
>I fucking love her
>time pass
>first girl I ever kiss
>everything fine for like 4 months
>one day she told me she doesn't feel nothing for me
>she loves other guy
>heartbroked
>not even a week
>that same weekend she told me she was dating with a guy
>worst feeling ever
>I can't stand this
>push her aside
>is the best
>it wasn't
I still love her /b/ros, 3 years and I can't forget her, I saw her face the other day, and I had to run away, she was with other fag.
>>681097953
I've talked to him about it ive know them since we where kids we grew up together he said he was cool with it but when ever we're together I see hatred in his eyes or sadness I can't tell I love them both I don't think I can choose
>>681096737
Ask her out. I kinda know what type of position youre in. Kinda. but just go for it. if she says no get over it. itll be hard the first days but later youll get used to the pain or forget aboutt it.
>>681098137
"Almost 40"
You're not even half way through life! Go out and live! You've got a life ahead of you! Go out and meet people!
I need help, how can a let this girl I like go? She's been there for me so many times and I finally asked her only to find out that she never dates anyone. What do I do? Do I still strive to be with her or do I let her go? And if I do how?
>>681098125
Well what's the worst that can happen? It goes a bit awkward and you move on. It can turn into something really good if you're willing to take this small risk. Worse case scenario is she says no. You live your life out knowing you at least made the effort and made another step towards finding what's right for you.
>>681097635
I like it.
>>681098158
Nah, I'm pretty okay around her. Usually we just chill and watch dumb shit on her laptop or something. We've cuddled a few times before, but I don't know if that means she's interested or just likes cuddling
>>681097771
once i see April I'll message with July. If i dont see you though im emailing you and chewing your ass out for not being there
>>681098125
Do it. You can literally just ask "do you want to start dating." Just know that even if the answer is no, you can keep the relationship you have.
>>681097138
Dang i'm sorry to hear that anon. Still throw the party. maybe she will show up and who knows you could have that dance with her that you know you want
>>681098252
I'd talk to him again. Tell him to be honest. Seeing hatred in his eyes might just be you overreading the situation
>>681098528
Well, i don't know, my computer could blow up or some crazy shit.
When I was young in elementary school, my family was really poor.
>I wore one of my uncles hand me downs including shoes that fit too big.
>At school I was always made fun of and bullied for being poor.
>My dad would pick me up in a rusty old truck that would constantly die on him and we would have to leave it and walk home.
>On some days when my dad would see me down or depressed he would look for change all over his truck and pockets and we would sit down at a fast food place and he would buy me some small fries, it always cheered me up, he said I could eat them all because he was wasn't hungry but I could hear his stomach growling.
>I grew up and we were still poor I got alot of scholarships just to go to college.
>On my first day of college, was excited to be there until I saw how much the books costs, financial aid paid for most but I couldn't afford 1 medical book.
>I had about 13 dollars on me and the book was 75.
>I got home mad because everyone had there book and we're already reading and writing notes.
>I got off my car and saw my dad through the window he was always sitting in pain from working all his life all he could really do is sit and watch tv, he turned off the tv and I thought great he's gonna ask me how my day went.
>I walked in and he had a huge smile on his face, he asked hey how was your day.
>I just yelled, do you always have to ask! Then went to my room.
>I laid in bed trying to figure out how to make the money, I could hear my dad fidgeting with his truck (yup same old truck) it was so old it took a while just to start it, first had to add gas to carburetor and let it warm up.
>He got it started and drove off.
>About an hour later I could hear him pull up, he walked in the house and knocked on my door a few times them walked away, I got up and opened the door on the floor he had left a small white bag, I brought it inside and there was a small order of fries.
I cried.
I ran into my ex girlfriend of over 4 years ago a couple of hours ago at the store and it killed me to realize how in love with her i still was, still am. honestly made me want to pull out my EDC pistol and blow my brains out in the parking lot after walking out the door...
>>681097266
Thank anon i'll sure try to.
>>681097776
Dude, you will walk this shit off, and I promise you ten years from now, if you do remember this shit, you'll scoff and wonder how you ever let something so petty trip you up so bad. You're fucking 18, man, there's years of crazy pussy and crazier relationships ahead of you, but all that bullshit only makes finding someone you actually connect with that much better. You'll get to that point, you just can't rush it. Sometimes you come close, sometimes you don't expect it, but eventually one day you'll look up and be like "I've been living with this person for 10 years and don't at all want to murder them."
After being dumped by the love of my live whenever I see some nice girl I always thought:
"Why should I even try".
I've become beta as fuck after this. It so fucking sad and I want to die every single day.
>>681095046
You're wrong. There are people with legitimate hurt in these threads, often the lurkers, who don't believe it worth your time or theirs to tell their story, who know no one really cares. There are people here who have had everything they ever loved torn away from them. Their are people here who are old and tired and bitter and lonely and just want to take a nap, and not wake up.
