It's time to admit you have a problem.
What is your problem?
I don't have much of a backbone or identity; I just tend to go along with what authority figures tell me to do
everything bores me.
At a party? Im bored and want to go home
Chillin outside with friends? Boring.
Play vidya? Boring
Educating myself? Boring
The only thing that makes me happy is going to sleep when being super tired
i dont go outside, and progressively gaining more weight, i used to be pretty steady on my weight but now im slowly gaining due to my lack of exercise and poor eating.
So pretty much half of /b's problem i guess.
I just wrote it down was it any good?
A capsule so small holds so many incredible wonders
Overjoyed, excited, loved, and happy are but a few
But never were they bereft of blunders
So much to know I already knew
Epiphany never occurred behind a desk
So off I went, with brilliance like poison in my blood
And while life passed by in a beautiful burlesque
And even the flowers enthralled, light graced only the bud
The world hummed and so many bees were off to work
It was a wonder so few tasted its honey
As daylight shone, so too did they irk
The world laughed loud, but it was never funny
And as vibrance turned dim, all fell numb
As warmth turned cold and concrete,
Unfamiliar bars would not dissolve like some
And at the end the yearning was again for the street
Like once a year browsing 4chan actually entertains me, hell I havent even fapped in like 2 weeks because I just find it boring. I get hard open porn jerk for 2min and then I just stop because I cant be assed
I constantly lie and hurt (not physically) everyone I know to make myself feel better and when I apologize and they think I'm sincere I do it again the next day to so it hurts even more.
Only boring people get bored.
While that may be a catchy one-liner, it's actually true. Boredom is 100% self-caused. Seriously, think about it, people meditate all the time, they literally sit there doing nothing, but they aren't bored.
Unless you're locked in a box or some shit, boredom is completely your own fault. There are always interesting things to do or think about if you actually make an effort.
i am addicted to masturbating to ballerinas
I make girls fall in love with me, and I do end up falling in love with them too. But then I fall in love with other girls. Thus slowing hallowing out one years worth of a relationship.. But hey Fuck it right..
I am the guy from earlier that said he cannot get a girlfriend and that its fucking up his brain. Well it's true. My life is pathetic. I joke with mybft ends but hide sadness. I have considered suicide multiple times. I have even thought about cutting myself.
yes, quite a few times actually
i legit can not go to sleep without masturbating
if i just keep myself busy until im exhausted I can sleep for 3 hours but I will be awakened by a wicked itchy boner
i tried staying busy, but the moment I got the slightest bit bored, there I go
nothing short of going to live in the woods for a few weeks could keep me from spankin it and I still would have to walk around all night like a horny zombie until i pass out
Exactly, there are too many lazy fucks who want everything given to them without having to do shit.
>boohoo I'm poor
>wahhh I don't have a girlfriend
>I have no friends
I fucking hate people
the only women i find attractive are tall, flat chested, and have short hair (with rare exception). Unfortunately most of the one's I've talked to are basic as fuck, or retarded
I also take advantage of my ADHD medication and I revolve my life around a lies. I am still in genuine love with my ex girlfriend Maya... I wanna kill myself on a daily basis.. but fuck I have my life made. I'm top 10 of my class, NHS, NTHS, Track and field champion, cross country champion. I have my life made.. but i'm still unhappy.
You have probally seen her before
You're nowhere near being "made" my young faggot friend.
Your biggest problem is that you think that. It's probably the thing oppressing your happiness too.
life will fuck that silly notion out of your faggot brain.
anxiety. general and social. People love to hang out with me and usually want me around but im anxious as fuck most of the time. I could have so many girlfriends but my anxiety fucks me. im seriously considering going to the doctor about it.
The fuck you want a girlfriend for? Fuck and chuck is way better. Don't have to listen to that bitch nagging and trying to start fights. Also, you ain't got to include that bitch with everything that you do.
I don't know who I am. I'll never know who I am. I just try on identities but I always feel empty, with each radical identity shift I feel a little better until I don't and then there is blackness and I am aware of the void. It stings. I like to pretend that who I currently am is static and that this time this is for real, but it's not. This is my curse. This is my problem.
pretty much addicted to weed, alcohol, and jerking off
Ok buddy...I very seldom get angry, but you just did it.
I grew up with 6 siblings, a stay at home mom, and a dad who never went to college and worked 2 jobs just to barely make ends meet. I started doing work for my dad when I was still in the single-digits, and started mowing lawns around the neighborhood when I was 10. I got a "real job" at mcdonalds at 16, the soonest I legally could. From that point on, my parents have no paid for a single thing for me because they can't afford to. I have worked 2 jobs for most of the past 15 years, put myself through college, and am currently barely making enough money to survive.
I have been dumped by ever girl I've dated, after varying amounts of time.
My best friend died a couple years ago, the person I was closest to in this world.
After that I gained about 40 lbs because I was severely depressed.
I slowly made my way out of the depression, and have recently started exercising and eating better, and I have since lost 10 more lbs than I initially gained and am in the best shape of my life.
I am also happy, and it is completely my own doing. I could be unhappy, I have every reason to be, but I choose not to. I do things that make me happy, that make me feel good. I'm improving myself every day and working towards goals.
I have worked my fucking ass off for everything I have and everything I am.
So, in summation: you can go fuck yourself, as far as I'm concerned.
Porn addicted, self conscious, shitty person in general, maybe a bit of an overkiller, should be in treatment for depression and anorexia, and may have to be in treatment for bipolar disorder
Besides all, I kinda like the way I am, I'm too used to it even if I hate myself from time to time
My problem is not being able to open up.
My dad has been abusing me (punches, kicks, and throws shit at me) since i was 13, and i can never talk to anyone about it, cause i feel like they'll think i deserve it, so i'd had this bottled up for a while, when i was 16 a kid in the locker room pushed me and called me a faggot and... I kinda lost it. I grabbed him and threw his head into the lockers, and beat the shit out of him until the coaches pulled me off. The kid had a major concussion and filed a restraining order. So now im not allowed at school, meaning i have to put up with my dad all day. What the fuck do i do? Im so stressed and im so ready to fucking end it. Help me /b/ros.
I don't care about anyone, I don't care about what you have to say or your problems, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE UNLESS YOU HAVE SOMETHING OF BUSINESS TO SAY TO ME.
I hate small talk, I think most people just fake relationships, socializing is just fucking annoying to me. I don't know how to get over this. It's a goddamn chore.
I'm a narcissistic two faced douchebag who feels no guilt in using people as pawns. I need help, but I can't afford it. I'll probably just manipulate someone into giving me money.
>inb4 "edgy faggot"
I have an obsession with dating someone to fix them. My newest ex cheated on me after three years because she thought I was too "controlling". I wasn't trying to be controlling. I was trying to keep her from ruining her life with drugs. And I failed. She's a complete addict. It sucks to see such a beautiful promising young woman destroy her life.
This, exactly. I have a million things I want to do and a million plans. Just lack the actual effort part and that totally kills me.
I did start running regularly a while back though and I find that really helps. I had to force myself to do it at first but after a few days, I was looking forward to it every morning.
I don't know, I've never been to Houston.
Make sure you Google the phone numbers. Also if the number has parts of it written out in letters -> they are trying to make it so you can't Google them -> they have something to hide -> they are a waste of time
btw, your situation reminds me of mine, let me tell you this: people are shit, expect shit from everyone and shit from you, everyone is shit and so is your life
make the world your enemy and youll get strong enough to stand w.e shit comes at/from you.
but srsly, go talk to a psychiatrist because if you dont do it now youll end up crazy like me
I am a fat piece of shit, who has bullshitted a lot throughout my life. I have been constantly stealing from my work for the last year gathering and selling over 6 grand in shit. I have a girl that wants to get together and hook up but I'm too much of a bitch even though I act tough all the time to do anything. I prioritize weed over food money, I continue to take shooms even though I get lost in my mind and end up having a bad trip because I want the rush
I make a shit ton of money off of my fellow classmates by selling drugs. lol fun living in the city
>mom put a knife to my dads throat and called the police on him
>mom got my dad deported
>dads father died in the USA and dad was not there for him
>mom took me out of school at 6th grade
>mom tells me for 18 years dad is a deadbeat
>left me at the house until i was 18 then kicked me out
>moms dad dying of cancer
>mom fight with him one day after helping him move in next door to us
>calls police and tells them he is attack us or attacking our door.
>police and landlord was friends with us so they believed us
>another grandfather dead
>mom got a dog
>dog is super cute and nice but needs training
> mom gets mad and puts him outside the window by collar and or ties the rope so she could not sit down all night
>one day mom in the night takes dogs out after getting angry and i never see her again
>games was me and my bros only source of entertainment
>one day she puts me and my bro on a computer class and i snap when she ask why i didn't call her
>breaks my bros ps3
>i bitchslap her back
>sent me to my dad who took care of me
>told me i can live her as long as i need to and ask me if i wanted to study
>say yes and come back to the USA to study
>take GED and pass(2 years and only ever took it 2 times)
>in collage bmcc
i have lost all my childhood friends and have horrid spelling/math skills. i have no job skill nor do i know how to get one for a beginner and the final thing that i have to live with is sad.
i can't stop thinking that girls will betray me and there are times i would just think of a what if this happens to me or if it happens to my bro and i get mad. i have to punch the air to relive stress but its happening more and more. the only relationship i ever had had me only wanting sex and never showed any sighs of affections to her. i fear that if i do get cheated on i am going to hurt the women and if not i problem would sill hurt her even if she didn't.
i don't trust females because of the women of my past
That'll be fine. When you do, either ask for a second round with your remaining time, or just say goodbye. I came in like a third of the time I paid for today, so we just chatted about cats for a bit.
My first few times I horrendously overpaid, but I think it's still worth it. Also, be extra polite. It's easier (and safer?) to be a regular with a girl, then it is to go find a new one each time. The only way to get someone to see you twice is to be pleasant to be around.
I'm addicted to sleeping pills. I only take over the counter types, I differ doses, but I started working 14 hour shifts and alternated from days to nights and back to days regularly. Someone told me to take them and I loved having control over when I fell asleep. Why risk being awake for hours and suffering through 14 hour work days of hard physical labour on little to no sleep when you can pop a pill and go to sleep when you want to? That's how I think of it anyways.
sounds like you're just a miserable working stiff like the rest of us and youve got the nerve to bitch at people who want more out of life like maybe a living wage or a person to talk to? you think you're the only person out there who works hard? youre the kind of faggot who thinks poor people are poor just because theyre lazy. you think youve worked and struggled harder than anyone else and people who slave away and have nothing to show for it are shitty for wanting anything out of life? people like you are whats wrong with this world.
Sorry for the delay. Currently meds are helping but my main delusion is that I'm genuinely trapped inside a simulation and other people are ghoulish apparitions, occasionally reptilian in nature. This usually bleeds into presumptions of telepathy whenever I interact with other schizos. Our body language tends to synchronize oddly and I've yet to discern whether or not this is simply confirmation bias.
But yeah. I have very few friends and am regularly pegged as a loon, often lashing out at my own paranoia.
I own a couple of fitness clubs and I basically use it as an avenue to fuck some of my employees and club members. They bring in quite a bit of money and I'm doing well. I'm going to get caught by my wife and fuck everything up, but I can't stop.
nobody is going to recognize her. I assure you unless she's either underage or pissed /b/ off somehow her nudes are seen as just some random bitch. unless shes insanely hot and everyone in your town wants to fuck her like crazy she just gets scrolled by
Storm/tornado phobia and PTSD from a tornado destroying my home and neighborhood and almost killing my entire family.
Never sought professional help for it.
And storm season is here.
I really wish I didn't live in tornado alley in the spring. I want to be anywhere else with my family safe.
I'm trying really hard to be witty like my friend and end up contributing nothing worth acknowledging. I think I should just stay as the quite type of person and just smoke(weed) my way through social life.
Extremely bi-sexual (closet, and not physically attracted to men, just like dick)
Zoophile (male animals)
Pedophile (girls as young as 6... would never act on attraction or hurt aanyone, but fuck they can be sexy/cute)
Have a bit of a drug problem.. not physically addicted to anything, meantily though is another story
i loved this girl but i kinda fucked her over. she might still have feelings but it doesnt even matter cause we live really far away and even if we ever got back together it wouldn't work cause her friends hate me.
please someone help me i can't stop cosplay i waste a lot of time and money
Been off coke for about a month now. More out of laziness picking up. It honestly hasn't gotten that bad. And I just had the opiates lying around, again it's been about a month. Those weren't too bad either I guess. But I'm at half a pack of marb reds a day and either a case of beer or a bottle of liquor. And I consistently waste money I can afford but still shouldn't spend on dates and going out for pickups when I have a perfectly fine long term fwb.
Which is fairly dumb.
And not gonna lie, given the chance to do blow, molly, or opiates again I'm probably gonna jump on it. But that really doesn't worry me as much as the drinking.
>I'm only 22 and I drink this much
My daughter had professional photographs taken of her when she went on spring break. I saw them on her Facebook and jacked off to her. She looks just like my wife when she was younger. Fuck.
im a angry and bitter good looking 7/10 (some say 8) guy who pushes everybody away and i wind up making myself even more lonely and angry and bitter
im about to quit my job and take all the money i have and disappear in Eurostan.
Add to the list
Diagnosed with schizophrenia when younger, but i dismissed it as bullshot, although shit is real weird sometimes, but i think thats the drugs
I want to be attractive as wemon are seen as attractive, but want to be masculine aswell
I lie to people i love to keep them from finding out how fucked i am
Want to be popular, but hate being singeled out: would rather be another face in a crowd
I think i lie to myself telling myself im not as fucked as i sometimes think i am, but i dont know which side is saying what now haha
Moral compas is retarded, frequently suicidal, but i doubt i have the guts to do anything..
I push our limits sexually too much. Seems like I'm most sexually satisfied when I'm pursuing some new kink or pushing our boundaries. Newest thing is exhibitionism and I'm worried it will end badly.
I've cultivated a rather large social following under the premise of myself being a rather religious and devout Christian, when actually I am a horrible and hateful piece of shit. I only did it to be popular and fuck bitches. I can only hope at this point that if there is in fact a heaven and or hell that the party in hell is fucking awesome, because I will undoubtedly be spending eternity there. Best case though is that people like me, I got laid, and when I die, I just simply cease to exist.
It required me to fly to Peru and I had this inkling suspicion that she was going to brainwash me into marriage after taking ayahuasca.
Saw her titties though.
Women just have annoying personalities.
This one is pretty hot
She is kneeling on a pile of her own puke
and cant stop herself from throwing up more and more
she tought being a pornstar was rock bottom
but failed even at that
she is naked on the ground and vomiting some guys cum while being filmed
so completly exposed and humiliated.
Lack of motivation in life
Lonely despite having people
Terrible in social situations that do not include alcohol
Terrible self-worth/esteem etc.
Unable to concentrate of anything
Cannot sleep unless my body forces me
Never do anything for myself, would rather help everyone else out and just fuck myself over
Desperate for some sort of emotional bond with someone
Desperate for a relationship with a girl i can tell everything and simply be myself, no bs
Haven't contacted my father since before Christmas for no reason
Probably some other shit but cant be bothered trying to think about it.
God you're an idiot.
That was a response to somebody telling me that I sounded like I had never struggled once in my life.
My life has been full of struggles. Nowhere did I say I've struggled more than anybody else, just that I've struggled plenty.
But the fact what I said upset you so much makes it really seem like you're just one of those lazy fucks who expects shit to come to him without any effort. Why else would you get so pissed off at a guy who's just trying to point out that people who don't do shit don't deserve shit? Maybe it's because you yourself don't do shit and you're bitter that you don't have shit.
Sometimes the truth hurts, dude.
i'm an alcoholic.
it's not the greater of problems i have, but it's one i have right now. right now it helps me function. i have a job, a family, and friends.
if i stop drinking (i've tried numerous times, sometimes with help from medication) i suffer from general social anxiety that fucks me over. with alcohol, i can at least function to the point where i'm a productive human being.
the times i've quit, i've suffered from extreme anxiety that has ruined my social relationships. especially those with my kids and my wife. one time it got to the point where my wife (my biggest critic) told me that i need to keep drinking a small amount until i can find a way to function without it. my friends and family support my continued declination of drinking, but as long as it keeps me sane. sometimes i'll stop, and i'll get sick, irritable, and impossible to work with. then i'll end up with no choice but to "medicate."
i've dialed back to a six-pack a night. sometimes with shots on the weekend where i'm not the only one watching my kids. hopefully one day i can quit. I haven't had an "incident" of being an asshole in over 3 years. so i think i'm on the right path.
you faggots are fucking pathetic, I have a great life and i still want to kill myself because I know true happiness is unattainable to all mankind. the only real problem anybody should deal with is whether or not to kill themselves. all other problems are fucking easy to fix.
I've been so used to having whacky adventures that I don't know how to cope with being financially independent and watching all of my dreams become sucked away in the oblivion of the workforce.
Jesus. Sounds like me but I thankfully don't have the kids to deal with. I run a company so I set my own hours and get people to do the legwork but if I had to hold a regular 9-5 I'd be fucked.
I don't really have incidents except for embarrassing drunkenness that I had to recover from PR-wise but I definitely need to dial back.
I never bothered learning how to meet women and I kind of hate myself for it. I have no problem talking to dudes but those skills just don't carry over for women. I was in a relationship with one really good-looking girl for awhile but she was religious/crazy. Not that there was too much of a problem with that, but she really really fucked with my head.
I get stuck in a loop of having a chance and blowing it somehow and I get pissed at myself for it. I'm not bad-looking but fuck it's like I'm a sexual autist.
I don't know how to use my potential.
I have zero sex drive. I have no interest in sex at all. I can watch porn and not even hard anymore. I no longer date women because I know that sooner or later there will be sex. There is something really wrong with me.
I keep going to this site named 4chan. Namely, it's random board. It's gotten me in it's snare, since 2007. I tried to quit a few times, but I always find myself right back to it. Does any anon know of any sort of rehab group for this sort of thing?
the worst incidents were in college before i met my wife and started a family. i never hurt anyone, but i would break a lot of stuff. throw a whiskey glass at a wall, kick a fucking bathroom stall in, get into stupid fights, etc.
after i started a wife, my stupid shit would consist of walking out of the house blacked out drunk (whenever i'd get upset and felt like doing something stupid) and then walk barefoot into the woods until a friend or family member would find me the next day. I have never hurt my kids or wife physically. i have a certain set of rules that even my drunk self follows.
one incident i thought was overplayed by my wife was when i woke up in the bathtub. it wasn't the worst thing that could have happened. it was benign. but it was one of the first times since we got together, and it really bothered her.