Secrets thread? I'll start in the thread to get it rolling.
Just accepted that Im bisexual finally. Still keeping it a secret from family. But I fucking love boipussy.
Kind of a story so I'll green text.
>Be me
>Female, 18
>Have a really low sex drive, Like really low.
>Not nonexistent just low
>Have a very poor view on porn,think it's just kinda lame and boring
>same with Hentai, just think it is more acceptable to look at because you hold this facade that you are 0% sexual
Continue...
>>679755810
Tits or gtfo
>>679755810
>sometimes, once a month you decide to touch yourself
>that's really as far as it gets no cumming or anything just shameful rubbing
>get bored and stop
>still feel extreamly awful about doing it
>You know it's normal and don't think it's unhealthy
>But when you do it, it's just pure embarrassment and sadness
>>679756235
It's 1 am I'm not making a time stamp and turning the light on
>>679755099
Nice try NSA.
>>679755504
If you don't plan on marrying a dude your family doesn't need to know. Just not needed info, /b/ro.
One thing i feel guilty about
>I essentially caused or, at the very least, expedited the death of an old family friend
Wouldn't be surprised if the younger daughter still blames me.
I helped my ex gf to suck, fuck and get licked by a friends dog
>>679757088
It wasn't even her own dog...
>>679757193
Nope, her own dog was small and female. She licked willingly but obviously that was all it could do
Write fanfiction on the down low unironically.
I'm worried about being judged if anyone I know finds out.
i fap to all this sissy and trap trash sometime 1-2 hours a day at bad times in my life (it is a bad time right now). it is not possible to be a properly functioning human being with that kind of trash eating into time for things like sleep, work, chores, relationships...
>>679757429
You disgust me
>>679757429
For what fandom
Last time I cried I was 11, at 14 I was unable to cry even if I wanted to.
It was like keeping my emotions in check and never allowing them out
I knew 7 people who killed themselves, family members who died, couple of girls who broke up with me because being with me made them depressed, my dog died last week
And with all that not even a tear, I'm unable to express emotions that makes a person human.
I was seeing a girl lately, she stopped talking to me because she thinks I'm a sociopath
I'm almost 20, feel like killing myself everyday but I keep telling myself every morning, standing in front of the mirror "let's just keep going and see where that lands me"
>>679758675
That's almost my exact situation... holy shit
I'm bisexual, but nobody knows
I still look at pics my ex sent me and Jerk off, been over a year since we talked
>>679758912
How do you cope, anon?
>>679755099
used to do things with my sister when we were younger
I actually dislike most, if not all, of the "friends" I hang out with and I'm slowly starting to distance myself from all of them.
I haven't had any meaningful social interaction with anyone outside my family in about a month and a half.
>>679755099
I cut myself frequently.
I cut on my legs and just wear long pants all the time so nobody will know.
I'm black and I have a 5 inch penis. I'm a hard top and I like rape/rapeplay but whenever I think about that I'm ashamed of my small penis as well as being black in the first place. Actually, I just hate being black. I could live with a small penis and no one would know unless I told them but everyone knows I'm black. The problem is I hate both and it feels like I got the worst of both worlds. On top of that I'm fat. I have literally nothing to be proud of.
>>679759046
Ditto man, still do it with all 3 of my ex's
i just recently realized this one, but one day my grandma and my aunt cornered me in my backyard, and one held me while the other (my aunt) spanked me like an animal until i was crying my eyes out. never told anyone that.
I cannot stop thinking about how evil is abortion
>>679759503
I burn myself with cigarettes.
The girl I like got drunk today and let it slip she wants to sleep with one of her friends. That friend wasn't me and I was/am completely devastated
>>679759775
Why friendo?
>>679759503
Can you post pix?
It's kind of a fetish
>>679759913
Just let it go.
>>679755099
Sometimes, I get really strange urges of harming others. They are usually like overwhelming spontaneous instant urges where a thought pops up in my mind about how I could kill or harm a person nearby me with whatever I'm handling or however I can, and I even get this physical impulse, my hands and legs move for a second in agreement with the thought. It's really weird and sort of scary, I haven't done anything to anyone so far, thankfully.
I am unable to form healthy relationships. I dont understand how people can just simply do it and i need someone to explain.
Sometimes I shit in the shower and stomp it down the drain.
>>679759955
I don't have any fresh ones, just some healing almost scars at the moment.
If that does it for you then sure
>>679758675
no i don't think she thought you were a sociopath, she prolly thought you were just a boring, depressed asshole. But we know how you really feel anon. just numb.
>>679759508
Dude the worlds average is 5 inches just because you dont have a huge dick doesn't make it small and get more in touch with your culture and start going to the gym
I have a fart fetish, the only person that I know IRL that knows is my bro that knows all the weird shit about me, and vice versa.
I've started collecting pictures of Lord Dominator and I have no idea why. Please help me.
>>679757429
It's okay anon.
I got popular writing a pokemon fanfiction after trying to impress a girl.
I average about 10,000 views a month and am one of the most read fanfics in my sect.
>>679759913
Go get yourself a drink and listen to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gxNW2Ulpwk
She ain't worth it /b/reh
I'm a closeted transgender mtf
>>679760288
muh nigga
I hate all of my friends and classmates, I just want to grab an axe and kill them,
i think I need help.
>>679760189
Eh, why not. Sure
>>679755099
I jack off to Kung Fu Panda fan fiction
>>679759922
I don't really know.
My Zoloft prescription ran out and I don't want to go back to my doctor to get it renewed.
I don't actually have to deal with people in person on a daily basis so it doesn't really matter too much.
I love g/fur and I become bisexual. What the fuck is wrong with me?
>>679760792
Are you sure you're bi?
>>679760574
In a few years you won't ever see them again
>>679760607
Woohoo
>>679759602
Still wish I could fuck her, was a hijabi but a total slut when not in public. Best memory was getting head in a movie theater with her scarf on
>>679760713
Try taking 5-htp
It helps a lot, and scars are a bitch to hide.
I lie about how many donuts I have when I self check out at the grocery store
>>679761125
you monster
I love watching my wife get fucked by black guys. We go out to bars and clubs and she picks up the hottest black guys she can. She grinds on them seduces them and makes out with them at the club and then fucks them. The best is when she comes home and tells me and shows me how she was fucked by a black stranger. Fulfills my fetish and fantasies in every way and I cum buckets to her slutty behavior. Pic related. Her with a black guy she fucked. He made her cum so much.
>>679755099
I am a buddha.
I fap to Taylor Swift songs.
>>679760288
>Get in touch with my culture
>African Americans in 2016
>Culture
Yeah no. One of the reasons why I hate being black is because of the people I'm associated with. Namely the ones who were always trying to interact with me back in high/middle school who all disgusted me. I don't know what culture you want me to get in touch with that doesn't involve rap, murder, or stealing.
>>679755504
i hope you get all the cock and pussy you so desire
Messed up in the head.
Moved to colorado a few years back where my mom's side of the family lives.
Re-meet everyone on that side, cousins, aunts, grandparents, and unlce.
Uncle and i connect, we are about 10 years apart in age, his wife is my age, 22.
Him and I agree to hang out one night, get a fifth of jager and redbull, start to take shots and drink. Talking about how everything has been, how it's been 14 years of not seeing eachother. What not.
Tell him i really enjoy his company. Start flirting with eachother. I tell him I'm attracted to him, that I've had a fantasy about sleeping with him from the first time I've met him.
Fifth and a six pack later we are laying in his livingroom on the couch talking about what it would be like to do anything sexual. I ask him what he would do if i kiss him, he said nothing. So i lean in and we begin to make out, the most passionate kiss I've ever had. He runs his hand down my back, lingering before he puts in down my pants, making his way to my wet cunt. So turmed on at this point, i don't even question the moral aspect to whats going on, i allow him to continue playing with me. I take his pants off, and it's like the first time for me ever exploring another man. My hands can't seem to get off him, and we make what i would call the closes thing to love I've ever had. Wake up with my dress on wrong and my underwear on the floor at six in the mormning, still drunk. He takes me home and we don't talk about it for a few weeks.
Happened two more times with him, then i ended up moving back to Illinois, not talking to him anymore.
I fucking miss him more than I've missed any other man, something about you not morally being able to do that, and how attracted i was to him brought out so much ecstasy, passion. I have yet to feel it again, and have thought about talking to my other uncle in the same way.
Fucked up
>>679761125
Bruh
>>679760920
is that your leg? post tits
>>679755099
I'm secretly a normie.
>>679755099
I hate my trap brother and don't support his sjw bullshit
>>679758675
exact situation im in. weird to see how common it is
>>679755099
Nice dubs OP!
I like fucking married women or ones with boyfriends.
>>679761586
Why is that a secret?
>>679761425
Hot. Never wanted to fuck your dad, though.. just the uncles? Usually it's a dad thing with girls.
>>679761489
Girly legs don't mean tits
>>679761031
Tell me about it.
>>679760104
Seek help. Really. I've worked with countless people with this same problem and when they finally do strike it's horrible and some of the worst things I've seen. You have potential and I don't want you to get to the point you do strike and your life is ruined.
>>679761775
In real life it would be the end if my social life if it wasn't a secret. Maybe you guys can be dicks to everyone but I actually function and contribute to society.
I have a 9/10 gf, still fap to increasingly shameful porn when she's not around
>>679755099
Secretly, I can only roll dubs.
>>679761425
Shows us ur boobs plz. To jack off too.
>>679760334
It's called a Waifu. Turn back while you can
>>679757049
Elaborate please?
>>679762033
Evidently.
>>679759955
Do you like old or new ones? Curious.
>>679761936
When you go to the store next look out for bio-oil.
It's supposed to be really good for diminishing scars, even if it only helped a little it would be something.
I'm sorry you did that to yourself man, you deserve better than that.
>>679762025
Dude that's great
>>679762162
It's a curse
>>679761889
so you're gay?
>>679762294
What do you know about the dubs curse? You're not me.
>>679762294
curse is gone
>>679762184
Doesn't matter, but fresh ones get me going.
>>679761733
Thanks. And u a cuck
>>679762404
The curse is broken! I'm free!
>>679762335
Maybe I just shave one leg so I don't feel so alone at night
>>679762196
It's alright.
I don't really have an opinion on them either way, It's just something that's a part of my life now.
>>679762462
Bull my friend. I also like 2 women. And I don't share my girls.
I'm watching Formula 1
>>679762444
Same..
>>679759482
I feel you anon, all my friends are bunch of cunts, but its hard to shake them off.
But i also think most of my family are cunts too
My biggest secret is that it is my deepest desire is to rape this one friend I have.
>>679761976
IDK, I'm afraid of figuring out what I really have.
I wish I was dead.
>>679755099
I have never told anyone this but when I was about 11 I sucked both of my friends dicks
>>679762520
It is part of your life, but you can get better.
Try to get better friend <3
I like all the super-nasty porn like cuckold, scat, watersports (especially drinking), sissification.. basically anything degrading. I imagine being the one getting degraded.
>>679760920
AHAHAHAHAHA GTFO WITH THAT SHIT. Its not cutting if you barely even break skin you stupid shit.
>>679762885
me too
>>679756354
This much masturbatory shame can only stem from a history of some kind of sexual abuse
>>679761861
My father is a body builder, huge fucking turn off. But my uncle was big, bulky. My mothers youngest brother. For some reason he was everything i like in a man i have horrible incest fantasy's about all family members, but would never approach my father, not what i consider attractive. My ex was huge into roll playing where i was his niece, or daughter. He was 11 years older than me, which was the huge turn on. Never dated anyone younhere than me.
>>679762822
gross, but nice dubs m8
>>679760173
AHAHAHAHAHAH
>>679761278
Another black guy she fucked in our hot tub
>>679755099
Sometimes when I'm alone in my room. I grab a wiffle ball bat and swing it around like I'm leading an army in a Great War. My opponents aren't real I guess but I defeat all of them
>>679762968
These are like three weeks old.
Obviously it won't look like much anymore.
>>679755099
I don't love my gf and am not sexually attracted to her at all. we have sex about 6 times a year. we've been together 4 years. feel like it's beyond the point of no return. suicidal ideation nearly everyday.
>>679758243
Op tell me that thi>>679761395
Look, I'm not sure what black culture you have experienced with all your life, but I am a black who lives in the south and seen both the good and bad of our culture. To foolishly lump al aspects of our culture into a conglomerate of bad concepts and generalizations does a disservice to not only modern blacks, but also to past people who have all sacrificed in order for us to be who we are today. That is not exclusive to blacks alone. Seriously actually learn about your culture and stop degrading it as to gain putty for something you cannot change. Education is the difference difference between a freed man and a bound or enslave man.
>>679763082
Your father was a body builder and your uncle was big and bulky? LIke bear-mode? Or fat?
>>679763139
you're a strange person anon, nice dubs btw
>>679762488
how would that help with loneliness?
>>679763177
So you'd rather kills yourself than break up? Seems like a good idea
>>679763206
Wait a minute, I never thought I'd see the day, niggers on 4chan
My dog felated me.
>>679762444
Pretty old ones, should have gotten them taken care of. Never did
>>679763126
moar pics. you ever watch?
>>679762936
Thanks anon.
>>679763297
Obviously if pretend that the smooth leg was a lady and that I'm not forever alone
With the best girl I could most likely be with. Puts up with my dumbass and pays for half of everything.
Before I met her there was this little cute ass girl I was trying to smash but she played hard which drove me nuts. Girlfriend now just wanted the dick and had talked to her for a few weeks compared to 6 months with the cute girl.
We've been together almost 3 years and whenever I see cute girl I get super fucking nervous. Hung out with her a few times at the beginning of my relationship but I didn't do anything stupid. Girlfriend knows I liked her, but I just can't get that bitch out of my head
>>679760173
you monster
>>679763001
No kidding, what the fuck happened? Can you imagine if someone talked this way about blowing their nose?
>I try to resist for as long as I can, until the urge is just too great, and so I blow my nose and throw the tissue away, and then I'm just overwhelmed with feelings of shame afterward..
I've cheating on my bf roughly 20 times.
>>679759503
I cut my forearm. Lost feeling in my thumb and occasionally my finger tips. Chose the worst spot and everyone sees it. Of fucking well
>>679763617
Hot. Does he know?
I sneak around my house at night. One adventurous night I crept into my eldest sisters room and stole that plant that makes you silly. While in there watched her sleep, froze. And mesmerized by her sleeping figure. I watched her. I listened as she snored and when I was satisfied I trudged to my room smoking her funny business
I'm allergic to soap
>>679763155
That won't even fucking scar. Like seriously give it up, you're not a cutter. That's embarrassing. How old are you?
>>679763617
moar details. with how many dudes? was it worth it? was the sex better?
I'm getting married next week
and I'm still in love with my ex
>>679763632
If it's only one you can usually lie about how it happened.
How deep did you cut?
>>679763617
A little. I don't think he knows it was so many.
>sexualized at 9
>repress memories
>get depressed as the years go by and more... Pervy.
>end going to the hospital psych ward
>seven hospitals. Adds up to about 10 months of my life.
>hold a grudge
>pretend to get better. Cured.
>released from last hospital
>one year later
>the urges return. voices telling me that I'm suppressing my true self.
>stopped taking medicine in February.
>downloaded pictures of... Stuff
>nothing illegal I promise.
Ive never told anyone.
Now I have this huge friggin stash of stuff I don't even masturbate to. I just look at them. I look at them and we think, soon.
>>679763357
Watching is my favorite part. The craziest night we had was we got this huge black guy to do a breaking and entering rape fantasy. He tied my up to a chair. Ripped my wife's clothes off and slapped her around then he fucked the shit out of her. She had 10 huge orgasms in a row. I came watching them. Hottest shit I ever saw.
>>679763777
How do you clean yourself???
>>679763783
If I was aiming to impress I'd probably cut deeper, but there's no need.
I'm doing it for the pain, not for blood.
I'm 21, if it really matters.
I had five girlfriends at the same time and dumped them all for the woman I'm currently with.
>>679763342
it's always a terrible idea. kinda beside the point, since rational thought has gone out the window, yeah?
When my ex-wifes mother in law went out of town for a week I broke into her house using her hide a key and stole 800 dollars from office desk and 300 bucks worth of jewelry i wanted it too look like a normal burglary so i trashed her house when she got back i consoled her and my ex wife they kept crying about how the photo albums got destroyed
>>679763279
I didn't get dubs handsome. Not pointing fingers but you oughta know the game before you leap
>>679763960
you could always dance yrself clean
>>679763960
The same way Mowgli does in the Jungle Book.
>>679763866
The scar itself is atleast 1/8" wide. Uh, I was 14 now 22 and used a drywall razor. However deep those are. Woke up in the hospital and sent me to a fucking mental hospital
>>679764088
goddamn dude why would you destroy the photo albums? it's not even something a regular burglar would do.
>>679763960
I only wash my hands with soap when I need to
>>679763866
Oh and no there's atleast 27. Can't really count they're overlapped.
>>679764225
You're lucky you didn't die bro
>>679763798
I just love making a guy Cum it's so rewarding. It's been with all sorts of men. Wouldn't say it's better just different and scary which makes it more fun.
>>679763265
Bear big, just makes my insides happy. Father kinda looks like Arnold. Lol guy in the middle.
>>679764225
>sent me to a fucking mental hospital
sounds about right
>>679763357
Black guy she met at a bar. He fucked her in the ass and came all over her face and tits. She loved it.
>>679764343
I'll send a pic in a bit. If not add snapchat verifiedpretzel. If you're interested
>>679764374
manlet. definitely overcompensating for being short.
>>679764365
do anything more kinky with the other dudes? anal? do they make you cum?
>>679764007
Well, you should stop. I understand the wanting to feel alive, but ive lived with my scars for 12 years. It fucking sucks.
>>679760104
Are they just random people or do you dislike the people you want to kill?
>>679762916
Holy shit me and my friend took turns doing each other once. I can't even remember what it feels like though :( Virgin by all aspects at the moment.
>>679760903
Because he will have murdered them with an axe.
>>679764524
Eh, he likes the routine. He's 5'8", maybe 230 right now. He smoked, ate horrible food, overweight. Mother got sick, obeise, lung cancer. He gave everything up and became healthy. I'm sure it wss his own mortality that caused him to live the way he does.
>>679764699
No, it's not even people I hate, it's actually family, friends, whoever I'm around with.
I'm a dog
>>679763001
Yeah, you would think. I don't ever remember being sexually abused and asked my mom several times if I could have been as a child, Always a no. I haven't had a period in two years and I also abuse Vicodin so those could have some effect on it? I don't know why I'm embarrassed though.
>>679761425
Holy shit I think I know you. Do you have a son?
>>679764524
Really nice guy, soft spoken like a teady bear. Easy going, not violent at all. Good guy
>>679764688
I'm trying to get the scars faded entirely right now, because they do suck.
I used to only do it repeatedly in one spot but started drinking too much and being stupid.
my ex broke off our engagement and dumped me because she thought I was cheating on her when I went out of town last minute for a day. I was seeing a specialist. I didn't want to worry her because I was sure I was going to be fine.
long story short I found out I have terminal cancer and lost the love of my life in the same day.
>>679765115
weight training for fitness and weight training for body building are two different things. there's more than a little bit of insecurity/vanity involved
>>679765170
That's because your mom was the abuser. the vicodin is just self-medicating to compensate.
>>679760420
Nice choice. I've had that on all my playlists for years now
>>679763357
I took these. Getting pounded and eaten out by her personal trainer.
>>679764568
Usually I make them cum no reciprocation wanted the first time. If I get excited enough and they are down I'm up for anything.
>>679765342
did you at least make her feel like shit afterward? Sorry 'bout the cancer.
>>679765582
you ever feel bad about it? if i'm in a loveless relationship, should i try cheating?
>>679764007
You must be the biggest pussy if a cut that barely draws blood is painful to you. Its obvious that you do it to "impress", or get attention more like.
>>679765004
I wish it was that simple to explain. No history with abuse in it.
>>679765210
Oh god, no. No children. Where would you think you would know me from? Curious
>>679765499
so hawt. moar
>>679765582
Haha, I'd turn you into a trashy slut.. fucking doing anal, pissing in your ass, throat-fucking.. all behind his back. So hot.
>>679760420
Also try this if you're into instrumentals
https://youtu.be/paR3U8CfwQo
>>679762885
Probably like 95% of /b/
>>679765779
religious upbringing? shamed by a parent for touching yourself?
>>679765758
Considering nobody knows I do it that's really not the case.
I do what I need to do to get through the day.
>>679765794
It's just some troll trying to frighten you.
I was phone
>>679760104
For me, imagining how i could kill somebody and desecrate their corpse is a good way to relieve stress
>>679762836
You're gonna figure it out eventually. It could be in a therapist's office, or the scene of a horrific murder. Totally up to you.
>>679765745
Sometimes I do. Sometime i think about it when we are having sex and it turns me on. If you get caught it definitely won't help anything.
>>679765437
I'm not going to say this isn't true because maybe I just don't remember, but shit I kinda hope it is just so I understand why I'm like this. Thanks for bringing it to my attention.
>>679762123
Dude was fat and already had mounting health problems, and was forced to move a large majority of the familys belongings onto a moving truck by himself because i was too lazy to go help. Not a week after that he wound up in the hospital, lost multiple toes/fingers/eventually entire limbs, and then died. I realize that that may have been inevitable, but it feels shitty to know that i catalysed it.
I was raped twice. I'm terrified of women now. I'm a good looking guy and people think I'm gay because I never approach women. Still really only get off to the idea of being controlled.
>>679765824
I tell him to be rougher but it freaks him out. I moved his hand to my throat when we were fucking and he just looked at me weird and pulled it away.
>>679763126
How can you see someone you love getting fucked by strangers every other day man.
>>679766023
Fair point. Implying i have anything to hide, pretty open book, but thank you.
No clue why but I can't feel sadness a few weeks ago my dad died and I didn't feel it at all I didn't even go to the funeral because I thought that I would only make things worse
>>679760792
dude g/fur made me a fag
>>679766336
What a pussy. I love choking a girl out when fucking them. Just makes it better when you feel their pussy clenching down when they almost pass out.
>>679765794
Never mind. I was, well, for lack of a better term "involved" with a woman who went to school with me here in Illinois. I guess more like I fell in love with her and she was more for the types of guys that, iunno, treated her like shit? But I knew she was somehow sexually abused as a kid by relatives and she lived back and forth between here and Colorado. The douchebag she was with got her pregnant and I was prepared to sell all my earthly possessions to be with her anyways and she didn't want me so she just didn't respond to me for like a year. I eventually moved on and got married, I think she's with some guy in another part of Illinois? Iunno. She tried to reconnect with me because we used to be really good friends, and I wanted that too but she kinda broke my heart. Like, I know that wasn't her fault, people don't always reciprocate those feelings, but like the way she went about it just kinda sucked and made me not want her that close to my life ever again.
>>679764088
monster
>>679765949
Yeah, Christan home. But I was never told masterbation was a bad thing. I didn't even attempt it until I was 15 and then I didn't think it was even remotely interesting.
>>679766023
No, just a similar circumstance I suppose. Even the writing style was oddly familiar.
i wanna have a square relationship with my bestfriend and his girlfriend so we can do cuck/bull fantasies and do so much lewd shit
>>679763357
>>679766347
It's fake M8's. The original comment is copypasta.
>>679766188
Same situation as you except for the controlled part. Got raped when I was a kid and have no get-go when it comes to approaching/getting intimate with girls. Guess it's because we got raped early on. I hope it's treatable cause I can't go on with this...I feel like shit.
>>679765604
I have no way of telling her. I don't even know where she is right now. it's been a month since she left. I don't have a lot of time so I just wish her the best.
>>679765337
I fully understand. The big ones from a pair of scissors after my father found out i had stayed at my boyfriends place when i was 14. I remember the fear of not getting them to stop bleeding after 40 minutes. Terrified. Could see the fat. Had tp have my dad come in and help me. Thought i was going to get stitches, ended up using butterfly's. I wish they would fade, but it reminds me to be strong. When i get anxiety bad, I'll rub them, almost therapeutic.
>>679764688
I got giant scars that look like I really did a number on my wrists, but they actually came after surgery from a huge fall at work. Oh well, I guess if people see them they think I really must have wanted to die.
>>679765799
With another bull she picked up at a club
I'm almost done with my first year of college and still haven't made any good friends or had a girlfriend. Still a virgin loser and it's starting to get to me.
>>679767008
Sorry you had to go through that. sounds like you've got a good attitude about it though. best of luck to you
I didn't figure out how to tie my shoes until high school
>>679766347
It's my fetish. I love seeing her wanted by black men and I really get off to seeing them make her cum. She cums like crazy. And watching gets me off too.
>>679755099
>Secrets thread? I'll start in the thread to get it rolling.
>made a fake snapchat
>acts Flirty to girls from college
Gets nudes
>profit????
Also since my actual snapchat account is dry as fuck I post exciting spectacular snaps that other people have already posted on there's and use it as my snap story....
>>679756354
>You know it's normal and don't think it's unhealthy
This is deceit. Our nature is not to touch ourselves but to procreate. This is why is not natural or healthier. Also, a psychiatrist has discover masturbating and watching porn alternates neurons in the left front lobe which leads to a unstable mood and behavior
One thing is that people say it's natural because most of them do it and other thing the truth
Is for the same reason why being homosexual is not normal nor natural: it's a behaviour that leads to extinction. I.e.: doesn't procreate and leads to use our bodiess in acts they were not create for. I.e: the rectum fiber stand outing friction (deposing of vowels) but get damage with the insiding friction and for fact's sake it's where we defecate!
I fucked a tranny raw. Pic related
>>679767022
Had kids ask what happened a few times, i play it off as if i had a really big bird that cut me. It's fucking pathetic, but I'd rather not explain whatnthey really are. Never went down, always across. Too much of a pussy. Can i see yours?
>>679766477
I used to think I was like that too. My mother died when I was really young and it felt like it didn't affect me. Now here I am with almost crippling anxiety and depression as well as hints of paranoia. It may be delayed or it may just gradually build up. The fact that you post this here as a secret prooves you t least feel guilt, which is just a kind of sadness. I remember there was one day I was thinking about my mother and I started crying really hard for seemingly no explanation. Before and after that I was never affected by talking about my mother or thinking about it. I did accept her deal very well but I think it affected me self consciously without me ever realizing.
>>679767413
Aids is cool
>>679755099
This gives me a legit erection
>>679767401
>a psychiatrist
source? sounds like a bunch of niggotry to me.
>>679755099
Im afraid of deep sea creatures dont know why or how it all started.
>>679767386
Wow bro
>>679767386
Your probably someone I know
>>679767386
Not really worth it
>>679758675
You don't have to cry to be a human. And why to be a human? We know humans can be so many bad things.
I suggest you to follow your path because it's obvious that something has to be behind your story. Like a puzzle. You only have to figure it out
>>679767471
Yeah hold on.
>>679767386
This is why you pay for pussy instead of spending tons of money buying them clothes and feeding them.. it's more expensive then prostitutes
>>679767386
Send those nudes man
>>679766535
Well, it Would depend on where you lived? I was expecting at one point, but lost the child 16 weeks in a very long time ago. I imagine an incredible amount of people have been abused by a family member in their childhood. Champaign county is where i grew up. I hope I'm not the girl that broke your heart, and I'm sp sprry that it happened to you, it's very sad.
I love being jailbait.
>>679765758
You're kind of a pussy yourself, friend.
>>679768006
So you like being hot and tempting to guys, knowing they will go to jail if they do anything about it?
>>679768006
pics
>>679766186
He should have hired someone to help, they have businesses for that. It's not your fault Anon.
>>679766047
Pfft, if only it was stress-relieving for me. I freak out the second later, when I realize what I just thought, and what I was about to do.
>>679766069
Well, eventually I'll go to a therapist, or whatever needed, sometime when I'm not around my family or going to the same facilities that my friends work at, it's just that I don't want the others to know that, I can see it ending up pretty bad, with even my family distancing from me.
>>679768006
youre a fat 40 year old virgin until proven otherwise
>>679760792
Im no one to judge but, how does one find furries attractive?... Everyone have their fetish i know that, but thats one them that im unable to understand.
I wait till my aunt is in her room watching T.V. and I blow my cousin in the living room when we get bored of video games...He takes forever to cum Sadly..
>>679767892
I'm not a fan of the fact that I like it either.
>>679768077
I let them do things about it. I love teasing them when I first meet an older guy until i see them again, then I make moves until it's clear that I want it, I get fucked hard, and once the reluctance is gone so is the attractiveness, usually.
I accidentally caught feelings for my most recent man. Whoops.
>>679767471
Yeah a few kids do. You can tell them it was an at work accident. I have 3 total. Two straight down my wrists.
>>679768088
haileyeli snapchat
>>679767990
I'm also in Champaign but it's def not you. I've seen the child in question lol. Did you go to school in Champaign though? We might still know eachother depending on your graduation year
>>679767386
Does anyone else do this?
My secrets are I am heavy into being tied up and fucked. I like the feeling of not being able to get away. I love the feeling of being manhandled and fucked so hard until my makeup is ruined. I love the feel of a mans hands around my neck. I'm into being dominated by a man and I love every second of it.
>>679768515
Fuck forgot the pic.
>>679767990
And the whole heartbreak thing is nbd. Hearts break and mend, and from that wisdom grows like a tree. No harm no foul.
>>679768460
How old are you, anyways?
>>679768573
I have two snapchat accounts as well. One for whoring, one for actual use.
>>679768677
17.
>>679758675
I probably went about 12 years without crying. I realized It was fucked up, worked on it, learned to cry again in my 30s. Had to relearn the first fucking thing I probably ever learned in life.
Its been a while again now. Getting all bottled up again, have to learn again. fuck.
>>679768731
haha, prime jailbait age, you hussy.
>>679768819
Only a few months left.
>>679768535
Really? 2008 is the year i graduated. There is a poic earlier in the thread that is of a pretty bug guy, and two girls next to him. I'm in the right of the picture. With the shades on. If you would have known me when i was younger, you wouldn't know what i looked like anymore. Dropped 120lbs from 19-21.
>>679758675
>>679759482
Wow, same here anons
>>679768628
I'm sorry.
So I like shit a lot
Like idk I don't have a shit fetish it's just sometimes i will stare into the toilet and acknowledge that this enormous log of feces came out of my pooper
Also, if we run out of toilet paper I just use my finger, and usually smell it to because it smells nice to me
I am EXTREMELY emotionally weak. I start crying at the slightest inconvenience, I freak out when things don't go exactly the way I planned, and I can't handle criticism in any capacity whatsoever. Yesterday I literally cried because someone unfriended me in a video game. Now, it sounds retarded to even me, but at the time I was consumed by the despair of not knowing what I did wrong to make them remove me, and it was so overwhelming that I just sat in front of my computer and cried.
I have no idea why I'm like this, and I fucking hate it. I wish I could be stoic and calm, but it's just impossible for me. Makes me want to kill myself most of the time, but that's probably a product of emotional weakness as well.
>>679769101
>>679768643
God, thank you. If you stil are in the area, habe to meet up downtown for a fucking drink. Always at blind pig.
>>679769101
>to
too*
>>679768960
You def look familiar but I don't think we knew eachother. I'm a centennial grad, class of 2010.
>>679766188
>>679766971
So you guys cant approach girls at all? why not start with small steps. like just randomly starting a conversation with some chick you are used to. Slowly start by friending another girl and so on and so forth. Dont try to go all out at once, you will never get no one. Just small talks then slowly hanging out with girls.
>>679769258
Still in town. I work at the new black dog in the back and also frequent the downtown bars lol.
my grandfather could die any day now and i don't feel a damn thing
>>679755099
I kind of molested this girl who's like 5 years younger than me. Never got in trouble for it. Our dads still hang out
>>679758675
>>679758912
I swear if fuckers like you just took a shit load of acid or DMT or something not only will you go through all the emotions you so desperately crave all in one night, but it will wake you up!
>>679769067
It doesn't bother me other than i play guitar, and I lost a lot of my technical ability. If you are not who I was talking to they are work related, fall almost 35 feet and live through it, and most people think it's just a good story.
>>679767401
Masturbation isn't bad, porn is bad. We are taught that masturbation isn't right, it's because of morality, religion and what not. It's now sort of an instinct to some to feel bad when they do masturbate. Porn on the other hand does affect/damage your brain/mentality.
>>679755099
i have 8 1/4 inch penis but its still considered small by black standards thats why only date white and latino girls
>>679759046
This is immeasurably sad anon
>>679769277
Lol well, you eber wanna meet up, i normally am off at ten, always getting a drink at the blind pig, the little pig, with the beer garden. Super close to where i work, but all the bartenders are good friends of mine. Always down for a good conversation.
I often think that marrying my wife was a mistake, and that she should have been having kids with someone else during the years we spent almost divorcing and fighting and being unhappy
>>679769258
I'll probably be out and about Tuesday night for my friends birthday, I'll probably go to blind pig, maybe esquire since my boss's owns it lol. I'll be the one with the medium length dirty blonde hair and glasses if you're out and looking.
>>679769647
Faggot.Go back to fucking Reddit, little bitch.
>>679769549
I have taken more acid than most people ever should, and done plenty of dmt. I'm also a loser heroin addicted mess who has lots of cats.
My brother was 9 years older than me. He raped me when I was 6, he killed himself when I was 25 and I can't tell anyone what he did in order to preserve his memory.
>>679762968
>i cut more than you
>look at me guys
how about you gtfo with that attention seeking shit?
>>679769713
Deal. I'll keep an eye out for you. (:
>>679769589
I was. And i understand, i havbe been playing bass for 9 years, i couldn't imagine not being able to play properly anymore. Weird random note, i like your wrist. Being a creeper.
>>679755099
Raped women all over Europe Hungary mainly probably around 30 but this was a long time ago when I was much younger and this is /b/ so you'd be a fool to believe anything you read here
>>679769953
Hey, don't get me wrong. I fap to porn, I'm probably addicted. I was just stating the truth.
>>679769978
Yer well your a fool as well, most drug takers can control themselves in the long run, getting addicted to H and buying loads of cats (wut lol) is on you buddy.
>>679759508
thats tough, blackie. but like old mate said, 5 inches isnt exactly micro at least, its kind of average. dont be so hardon yourself.
i cheated on my current gf of 4 years with a much younger hotter freakier girl i met online. The sex was insane and now sex with my gf is just awful in comparison. shes pretty financially dependent on me and if i broke it off she would basically be homeless
>>679769301
No confidence in myself. I don't know why but I feel like I'm doing them a favor by not approaching them. I'm scared of being boring/desperate which I am. I also look like a fucking beta so that doesn't help.
>>679769914
Lol well, fuck it, i want to see if i know you. Come into Aroma around 4, I'll just be getting off work, pr anytime tomorrow, although i will most likely be in a horrible mood, AC is broken, 90+ imside the café. And do you work at esquire? Lmfao if you do, ive most likely seen you.
>>679770494
Best post I've seen in a while, a thousand kek's for you anon.
>>679765499
If you're gonna make shit up at least make it believable with the images you post.
A few years ago caught my little brother killing neighbours cat i got rid of the carcass by feeding it to the foxes dumbass was covered in blood and just staring at the dead cat pretty sure he's a serial killer now i hide all the kitchen knives
>>679770104
Sorry about the spelling, tablet is a piece of shit. :D
>>679770301
Who the fuck buys a cat? Not this faggit
Someone close to me said they killed a guy long time ago. They said this while really drunk and it freaked me out. We were driving at night and were drinking a bit. We were out in the country side. I thought he was going to kill me for a moment.
>>679770655
I'll still be at work at that time. I work at the new Black Dog where the train station used to be, and Pedro owns both black dogs and esquire. If you want you could probably find me on Facebook by searching the name "Bearcrusher." It's my stage name lol
>>679770643
well not having confidence on yourself is hurting you even more, Fuck it man, just do it. Just because one chick doesnt pay attention to you doesnt mean no one will. even if its 20 chicks you tried to talk to, eventually you will find one that will be there for you. dont give up. the last thing you can and should do is giving up.
>>679760460
>I'm a closeted transgender mtf
I used to dress up in my moms clothes when I was in high school. Business trips and I was always so nice and behaved so they left me home alone sometimes. Felt so good. But also felt like I had murdered someone and needed to dispose of the body without a trace afterwards. Put that shit back EXACTLY the way I found it. So scared she would find out. Also put stuff up my ass all the time. Feel jealous of girls and secretly hate them. Fuck my life...
>>679759482
Dude, try all your fucking life. Ive had one good friend and we were like seven. Others followed but ive never been able to make a real connection.
>>679762636
>Bull my friend. I also like 2 women. And I don't share my girls.
Seek help. Really. I've worked with countless people with this same problem and when they finally do strike it's horrible and some of the worst things I've seen. You have potential and I don't want you to get to the point you do strike and your life is ruined.
>>679770876
Yeah I'm on mobile so I get that lol. Even if we don't know eachother it's crazy I've never met someone here from the same town
Im a 10/10 guy, model, dentist. Not akward. Have a 9/10 gf whos a doctor. Not sure if im capable of feeling love. Already 25 but feel/felt nothing
>>679755099
My older brother did sexual (thankfully, non-butthole) shit with me when we kids. Ive been embarrassed about it ever since and hes super fucked up nowadays.
When I was about 7-10 I would catch lizards, grasshoppers and insects and torture them.
I'm very depressed and have tried a few medications, none of which have worked.
Fapping to porn for over 10 years has caused me considerable erectile dysfunction, am trying to quit but keep relapsing.
I used to hit my dog when it barked.
I lie constantly to everyone around me, but nowhere near as much as I used to.
When I drink at home alone I sometimes worry that i'll kill commit suicide without really meaning to.
I tricked a tranny by promising to masturbate onto him him for $8000 then took the money and never did it. I still see him around my area sometimes and get freaked out that he'll break into my house while im asleep and try to kill me or my housemates.
>>679770157
Well thanks, I can add wrist compliments on /b/ to things I never expected. My Face don't match, I look like the long lost childhood of Geezer Butler and Jesus Christ.
>>679769470
Oh jesus. You know jessie?!
>>679771511
Yeah dude! Jessie's my homie. We used to work at Clark Lindsey and on the cracked truck together!
