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New Feels Thread, niggers
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>>679682703
Don't loose hope, Anon :)
Es kann immernoch alles gut werden
>>679682898
fucking typo
>>679682703
yay you returned, still hoping for you anon
>>679682898
>>679683013
Thank you.
I have to wait again now
>just go on efukt
>new vid about some cuck having second thoughts while some nigger fucks his wife
>feel
>>679683132
I actually made this thread just for you :)
I'm the Mail-faggot who posted a trash mail in the last thread
Come to think of it, I can do that again
[email protected]
If you're feeling lonely or down you can write me on this Email-adress, just to talk, to destroy the loneliness
>>679683661
thanks. I'll post as soon as I get a reply.
But I don't have a good feeling right now
anybody keeping this alive?
>>679682209
i miss my ex
she'd come over every once in awhile while her kid was staying at college.
she'd get naked as soon as she came in, put on her favorite song and start fucking me while crying. she said the song reminded her of raising her child, and motherhood. she told me it reminded her of how much she missed her child. it made her and me cum buckets.
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVI4Knz24CQ
I once let someone in, she made everything better, she made me better. I used to not give a fuck about people, and then I would've given everything to help out someone. I used to not know what love was, and then I would've kissed her forever. I used to hate everything of me, and then I was there fixing myself up to look good for her.
She came in, she changed everything I was, she made me better and then left. She left a different person that she met, and this person can't stay alive without her. I need my old self to deal with this kind of shit. Being better just makes things worse.
anyone lurking or am i wasting my time?
>>679686414
I'm lurkin'.
>>679686414
Lurking. Mostly waiting to see if that other anon gets a reply
k
>>679685651
well, fucking shit, that's 100% me
>>679686595
I'm still waiting for a reply :(
So many things go through my head right now.
>>679686414
OP still here, just don't have the time for posting anymore, so I just read
>>679686859
>>679686859
Greetings from OP
>>679682209
I get it, it's a feels thread. But I always look at this shit and go "Why the fuck are they digging a deeper hole of sad to be in?" I've felt depressed before, maybe even been depressed before. Though I'm not sure I was actually feeling it. Learn to socialize, even if it's never been that easy for you. This whole fucking thread is always just self-pity. It makes me sad that you guys do this to YOURSELVES. That girl doesn't like you? So what. Those people told you they hate you and you're worthless? It hurts, but so what. Go talk to people until someone wants to hang out with you. Eventually you'll find someone. But no, you just wanna fucking sit here on your keyboard being a fat fuck and pity yourself because "I have it so hard, boo hoo". For fucks sake.
>>679682209
I never did believe this story.
>>679682343
For the ladies.
>>679682209
>the smell of carbon monoxide makes me sick
yfw carbon monoxide is odorless.
>>679685819
i dont want to be killed by niggers you faggot
It's been an hour now again without a reply.
Last message is still marked as unread, but at least I know that she's thinking about it right now.
>>679687007
The fuck? Is this a real pic? If so, incredible.
>>679689577
I didn't think it was possible to be this retarded..
>>679688386
great story
>>679688115
is there one for traps?
>>679682629
Holy fuck the feels
>>679682970
What the fuck is wrong with me that a rover made me sad
>>679686554
You have to look really closely or you won't see the person drowning
Oh haha I get it
>>679690815
kek
>>679691422
Eh thanks I guess anon
>>679691013
she texted him for four days, just four days. truelove5ever = 4 days in woman's mind. guaranteed she is fucking somebody else now. and considering she is the one who screenshot the texts and posted it online, SINCE THE OTHER PERSON IS DEAD, it just means she did it for attention. or its fake, either way i hate it
>>679689847
Cried so fucking hard
>>679691844
doing the same with my best friend who killed himself
usually write him once a week
Dunno, just feels.. good
In a way
>>679688386
Fuck me dude
>>679682383
Well that guy's just a cunt, jesus.
>>679692990
OP here, also the one who posted this pic
yeah he is
also the story sounds fake as fuck in my opinion, but eh, I guess some people like it
>>679691844
That's just all that was capped in this shot dude. You have no clue how long that could have continued. Also, you just automatically assume unless you spam somebody's phone after they die for years you don't care about them? Fuck off asshole, nobody needs your baseless assumptions
Anon here who told his crush that he likes her.
I still haven't received a reply after the last one.
I think I'm going to watch a film to get my mind of it.
I'll post updates when I get a reply and the thread is still alive.
>be me highschool
>pretty decent in terms of popularity
>co-own a highschool talkshow
>we hear theres a new girl
>new girl walks into the cafeteria later that day
>her brown hair which looked so elegant
>everything about her is pretty
>she starts singing happy birthday to everyone every week
>sings happy birthday to me i get super red
>then people start hating on her but i loved her so much
>we put her on the talk show and ask her a few questions
>the crew gets mad at her and she is just calm during the whole thing
>talk show is over
>next day she tells her friends im cute
>she comes over and starts talking to me and we both have a feel for eachother thats hard to explain
>we start spending time together with eachother
>summer vacation
Cont
>>679682703
hey I'm the guy that we were talking in the previous thread. Glad to see that she answered! What happened next?
>>679694072
Last time he said something he was still waiting for a reply, she didn't read it so far
>>679694233
So she just said that (What do you mean by that etc etc), right?
>>679693827
>during the summer we went to the park everyday
>she kisses me one day
>best first kiss ever
>she says to me:
>"I love you."
>all I can do is just look at her in shock
>summer passes and we're a thing now
>don't know what i'd do without her
>one day she doesnt come to school
>I keep wondering where is she
>she comes to school after 2 weeks
>was so worried about her
>continue on with our relationship
>2 months before graduation she doesn't come to school
>i'm worried sick now
>graduation her parents come to me and tell me shes dead.
>everything i ever lived for is now gone
>everyone splits up during graduation and i don't keep in touch with anyone except my best friend
>cry for the next 12 years everyday
>the only thing i ever have left of her is a valentines day card
>>679694072
hey
this >>679693345
so nothing...
>>679694358
yeah and my message after that is still marked as unread, but at least I know that she is thinking about it now
I don't know if that's a good or a bad sign.
>>679694521
Regardless of what happens, be proud you tried. Even if she rejects you, things will be easier now.
--a random anon with a little experience with this kind of stuff.
>>679694521
Yeah, it could mean anything right now, post any updates or your thoughts.
I have a lesson with that friend of her, I am thinking of telling her how I feel about her friend...
>>679694747
Tomorrow *
>>679694684
thanks.
I don't know if you were in the last thread, but I know this girl for 7 years now. She's my closest female friend.
The big crush on her started 3 month ago.
So I have a whole lot lose here.
>>679694747
I wish you good luck
>>679695061
Thank you, and for once more, godspeed, hope she replies with the message that you want to receive.
>>679695198
I hope she does. Maybe she fell asleep. It's already 11:22pm here in Germany.
I'm watching "Seven pounds" now to get my mind off it.
Does anyone here have anxiety, I need some help.
So I have a friend who seems to share my problem, we have a fuck ton of insecurities. We always think people hate us and shit. Only difference, is how we deal with it.
I keep to myself and just ignore it, I don't like sharing how I feel. He shares a little too much. He will text me every other day saying he is depressed and say "I have anxiety right now please respond." I know it's bad, i know how hard it is but, do you guys have it this hard. I want to help the guy yeah. Sometimes however I feel he is just over exaggerating how it is. I tell him to be safe he says no promises. I tell him hey don't cut he says no promises.
I want to help but it's like the guy is guilting me.
What the fuck do I do
>>679696052
If he really did have severe anxiety problems, he probably wouldn't be telling you every time he felt anxious. I have a fuck ton of anxiety issues and I usually feel to anxious to share them with anyone. And if he's telling you he's going to cut himself or self harm, then he's just looking for attention.
Fuck i wish i could tell my crush i like her, she was that type of girl that is juat silent but you can se that she is nice, she isnt even so pretty, she has the most beautiful smile for me....she lost her father 2 months ago to heart, brain and lung stroke all at once...only then did i meet her totally...step by step she opened up and is now pretty chill with me around, we used to walk home together and she would hardly say anything, but now she talks to me a lot laughs with me and everything, my friends are telling me that there might be something more to it but i have been wrong so many times that i am scared to confess anything and i am afraid of losing what we have...fuck this shit man i wish i could just know if she likes me the way i do her.....right now her laughter is echoing in my head and that fucking smile with her canine teeth crooked she is absolutely perfect i love her so much and i would do anything for her but the fright of losing her is too much just...
I'm not sure why but I can't open up to people anymore and I feel like compleat utter shit. Should I just off myself? I'm a overweight 6'5, who's a virgin and doesn't know how to interact with people outside of chatting. I wake up around 5 AM, work out in my shithole of a appartment, clean myself up, get ready for work, go to work, maybe eat lunch and go back home after work around 9 PM. Here's some tits for everyone's time
>>679695909
Enjoy the movie, anon
>>679690815
You are a good human be anon
>>679697075
I'm this guy
>>679695061
I know that feeling. I don't wanna lose her either. And I hope that we can still be friends when she rejects me, even though it's going to be awkward at first.
>>679697483
thanks. I'm watching it on my laptop right now over netflix. So I can just alt+tab to this thread to see new comments.
Goddam, well im sort of a betafag without much experience with girls. Anyways I grew up and scored myself a perf 5/7 gf. Problem is its LD rn and I didn't see her for like 4 months one time. And during this time frame I was at a party and I hooked up with a friend. Do I tell her whats happened or try to hide it? I don't know how to feel about it.
>>679687821
I come here because I want cool sad pics to save.
>>679694473
Continue?
>>679697104
But sauce on tits?
>>679698411
>Check'd
http://nsfwchannel.com/video/pretty-girl-flashes-boobs-at-fast-food-restaurant-424.html Best I've found is this, sorry
>>679696052
Explain to him that insecurities are dumb because 99% of people do not give a single shit about us. And the 1% that DOES care, accepts or forgives the insecurities.
>>679697483
Fucking most simplest thing is what gets me. Tears were shed
>>679697947
I'm gonna do it tomorrow. I'll drop the b8 and see what happens. Thank you.
>>679697104
>cant open up to people
I'd be willing to socialize with you anon, but the question is, would you accept to talk to me?
>>679697483
I swear I am so fucked in the head I can't tell if she likes me or not. I feel like she likes torturing me
>>679700269
You're not alone with that.
>>679700031
Sure, I guess.
I'm slightly drunk right now, whiskey is one hell of a drink
>>679700932
hmu then. I'll reply at the very least once a day.
[email protected]
Note: that is an anon email, i'm not actually a chick.
>>679700716
What is the issue? Lay it on me, it always helps to hear from a third party
>>679701278
>i'm not actually a chick.
Never said you were one.
Atleast I'll have someone to vent too, because my therapist kicked me out for 'disturbing her'.
>have a appointment with the cunt
>She refused to take me
>I waited there for a hour, till two guys walked out
>She fucked both of them and then charged me for the appointment
>>679697947
i'm this guy.
You can read me posts here
By the way, she just replied (pic related)
it doesn't sound too good
>>679702223
Translate it please?
>>679702223
Just noticed that the translation is a little off
Not:
>I'm not so sure what I should say about that.
This one is more accurate:
>I don't really know yet what I should say about that.
>>679682209
Happiness is not a goal.
It's a choice you make everyday.
You can be miserable with a girlfriend, a car, a house, a job, a skill, friends, sucess.
Those aren't things that give you happiness, those things fill your needs.
Choose to be happier with what you have, and you will choose to make better decisions for yourself.
If you want happiness, just choose it.
>>679701949
>never said you were
Just prefacing it, since I've got a female name on my email.
Therapists are utter shit. They always tell you some PC bullshit that won't solve anything, and they always drag you to stay there way longer than you need to.
Supposedly, female therapists are even worse, but I can't confirm that myself.
>>679702223
well you still have chance it's not like she rejected you or anything so good luck tomorrow!
>>679702469
the translation is at the bottom of the pic
>>679702574
I've had two, both said bullshit. Both were female, both ended up just kicking me out and charging me 40 Euro's.
Hell, I've found better therapists in bars.
>>679702609
Didn't notice at first
>>679702608
I think tomorrow is going to be awkward as fuck now.
>>679702223
I'm this one >>679697483
She either doesn't want to believe it (the unfortunate case), or she can't believe it, maybe she wants to give it a shot.
It's almost 2 AM here, I'm gonna have to say goodnight to you anon, thank you for your company. I hope everything will work just fine for you, and you become a great couple! Hope that I see you in another thread, if not, godspeed to all the things that you wish for!
>>679703404
thank you for staying with me.
I'm not quite sure what to think now, but I don't think it's a good sign.
>>679703232
it's better than having regrets and always wondering what would've happened.Anyways, even if it's awkward you will get over it eventually and move on,
>>679703232
it's better than having regrets and always wondering what would've happened.Anyways, even if it's awkward you will get over it eventually and move on.
can I have a hug, please?
>>679704012
If we were in the same room, I would.
>You people are closer to me than my own family
>When a paramedic has a breakdown
>>679704012
I will hug my computer tower for you
>>679703879
>it's better than having regrets and always wondering what would've happened
that was the reason why I did it
I'm just scared to lose her now
>>679689531
Natürlich denkt sie drüber nach, ich hoffe das es bei dir klappt, bei mir hats leider nicht geklappt und ich hab meine beste freundin verloren
>>679703263
.....fuck
>>679703087
Charging someone to listen to you is a dumb concept to begin with. It's like paying someone to be your friend, it's not genuine.
Sadly people are still falling into the trap.
>>679704471
Sie hat bereits hier geantwortet
>>679702223
Morgen kommt sie dann wahrscheinlich vorbei. Mal sehen wie es ausgeht. Ich könnte dann auch meine beste freundin verlieren
Holy shit I only went and just volunteered at the samaritans, am i mad?
>>679702223
Hab eben schon geantwortet, sieht ja auch nicht so rosig bei dir aus, glaube sonst hätte sie das schon gesagt. Würde dir auch gerne nen tipp geben aber bin beta as fuck und in einer ähnlichen Situation
>>679682209
I aint reading that shit nigga
>>679704959
<Nazi speak><Nazi speak> beta as fuck <Nazi speak>
Thanks for making me laugh anon
>>679682970
aww, poor little guy
rip roverbro, drawing dicks on mars in whatever heaven he went to.
>>679704959
Ja, sieht nicht gut aus...
Und ich habe keine große hoffnung, dass es morgen noch funktionieren wird.
>>679704659
Yeah, I learned the hard way. Well, here's a small rundown of my job.
>Arrive around 8 AM
>Get yelled at for being late, even tho everyone else arrives around 9-10 AM
>Have to be the backup IT
>Nobody ever talks to me besides the other IT
>My boss is considering to fire me for the 500th time
>Repeat till 10PM
>Get home around 11PM
>Drink myself to sleep
>>679704443
I don't want to be negative and hurt you, I really don't. But you can't lose what you never had. I'm old and I've lost more friends than I could count anon and I've been where you have more times than I can count. The way it sounds is very familiar and I'm pretty sure I know how it will play out. I would suggest you forego her talking about this in person and avoid the indignity that you'll suffer at her hand. Something you should tell her in a tactful way, and move on. Self respect is the most important thing we have.
>>679687255
>graduated university last year
>got a first in ancient history and archaeology
>spent most of my childhood up too now enthralled by history I literally live breathe and sleep it
>gf got her dream job after uni in about 4 months
>I'm still waiting, i know that at this point the fact I have no contacts or money means I'll never get a job in the history industry
>but despite that I'm too scared to admit to myself that history can never be anything but a hobby to me
so I just sit here unemployed, getting more depressed each day as all my friends with middle class parents get perfect jobs whilst my options are basically entry level retail at best
>>679704012
ill hug my cat for you anon <3
>>679705559
She's my closest friend though and I know her for 7 years.
>>679705675
aww, cute kitty
spooky, eh?
>>679705755
closest female friend*
Sup /b/ros I just wanted to share this picture with you.
Once I was feeling really down one anon drew this for me and whenever I am feeling like shit I just look at it.
I hope it will make someone else happy as well!
>>679686414
This one hit me pretty hard
[spoiler] because it sounds just like me honestly [/spoiler]
>>679705755
Is it worth loving her and waiting for her while watching her go through relationship after relationship while you wallow in self pity? I don't even know you and I want better for you anon. Things will get better. Women come into your life when you're happy with yourself and don't need one. It's fucked up and unfair but that's how it is.
>>679705909
>You're gonna get better
Not likely...not likey
>>679705648
I want to do your degree. However, pressure to get a job from myself and home is forcing me into comp sci. I still like comp sci though so not too bad.
Have you thought of specialising with a masters? Like assyriology or something?
>>679706258
and i got the spoiler tag wrong again, fuck
>>679682383
Even without having received her eye he was a total cunt.
>>679705802
>the room your in
my in?
>>679682383
Still a selfish bitch though, there was no need to embarrass him like that, why didn't she think of his feelings
>>679706339
Actually I believe you will get better!
I mean, I know that you kight be going through some hard shits, maybe harder than I can imagine, but you know what? We are all in this together. We always come here, see that someone else is feeling just like you, trying to help each other.
Trust me anon, someone cares about you, I care about you! And even thought we are just some random people on the internet, we're here for you
>>679706345
>Have you thought of specialising with a masters?
yeah i did i wanted to specialise in the successor period after the death of Alexander the Great, or just the Hellenistic period in general , but here in the UK a masters costs upwards of 10k, not including living and rent fees and there's just no way i could afford that without working for several years first, i didn't mention that several of my friends who got worse grade degrees than me are doing a masters cause their parents are paying for it, mainly because it just depresses me further
Its easier to forget awkward conversations than the ones you never had
>>679683314
kek, I can't even sleep. Insomnia is killing me slowly.
>>679707148
I am UK too. Did you network while you were in uni?
>>679706276
I only had a crush on her for 3 month.
We got a lot closer in the last 3 month and I don't want to become her beta orbiter, that's why I texted her.
I'm 23 and I'm sadly already pretty good at getting over something like this. But it's going to be harder with her.
>>679687821
I just came here for the feels man, my life is going spectacular actually
>>679707130
You made me tear up...
>Someone actually believes in me..? That's a first, in about six years.
My family disowned me, I have a dead end job, a drinking problem and a weight problems. I don't see how I could get better anymore, I've tried already
>>679708443
It doesn't really matter if "someone" believes in you, you have to believe in yourself, and I really doubt you do not have anyone who would not have any faith in you. I guess people you are in touch with are just bad at showing it.
Look, anon, you can always change it! You have so many years of your life ahead, try starting with some little changes, and once these little things connect together, you will be on next level !
>>679685941
Good read
I still wonder why I haven't killed myself yet
>>679706258
fuck
>>679709632
Why would you?
>>679708949
>bad at showing it
The only people I interact are: My boss, my co-worker aka IT nr.1, the bartender that lets the get shitfaced in his bar and everyone in feels threads. The only people that somewhat care are anons in feels threads.
I've tried to change my life, I've really tried. Nothing works.
>>679709632
Same here man, same
>>679707438
But it's easier to get over coversation you never had than those you fucked up
>>679709632
same
I tried though
>>679709897
so true
>>679709739
There is no reason to live apparently and so far life hasn't been really pleasant experience.
anyone have the picture of the man talking himself as a child and it says at the end"at least we tried right?"
Happines is just ilusion. It's just bunch of stuff in your fucking brain doing some fucking reactions making you feel better, nothing more. You can get same fucking effect by eating fucking pills.
Love is just biochemical reaction in your brain telling you that the person you are talking to fits what you (your brain) defines as suitable for you. Nothing more.
Nothing we do really matters for we will all die eventually.
For how long will people remember me after I die? Months? Years?
My fucking great granfather died twelve ago and now I don't even fucking remember his name. No one will remember me. No one.
>>679703878
Cmon man.. dont ruin the thread with your faggot shit.
Schizoidfag here, anyone else?
>>679709754
The key to success is not to give up.
I believe you can make it, try starting again, collect these small pieces of succes, and once you will have enough of them you will take a next step. I know making friends is really hard, and trusting people even harder, but first of all you need to start liking yourself. I really do not believe that you would be that bad to have no friends, really.
>>679711213
I'm with you /b/ro
>>679709632
Because even though you may not see it or feel it, there's still a flickering glimmer of hope somewhere inside.
>>679711290
I don't like myself, because I know I'm a failure.
>overweight
>I spend my free time drinking
>Have no hobbies besides lifting weights
>Every time I talk to my co-workers they try to quickly end the conversation
>>679711901
Sadly. I can feel it every now and then just so its even worse when it's getting crushed once more
Bros, am I the only one here who had/has shitty friends?
I had a couple of good friends, really like best friends, always caring about them, I would've called them my best bros.
We were best bros for like 4 years, but now I have no one, they all found some new friends, started talking with the other friends I had, so now I have literally no one.
I don't know what I did wrong, I never talk much about myself, always caring about the others, and this is how they repay me. Today they sent me photos of them having a fun together.
I don't even know what to do anymore.
>>679707725
networked my ass off m8, best i got from it was a professor tell me that it was a great shame that i couldn't go straight through to a masters because he'd love to have me as a student, i think that's what hurts the most, that it wasn't just something i enjoyed doing but one of the few things in life i actually excelled in
>>679711628
Do you really have been diagnosed with spd? Because I've been.
>>679711976
I feel the same way, but you know what? We are still here, that means something is keeping us here.
We can stick with it and make things better.
You have a job, that's great! Maybe gain some more experience and try to find a new one?
And about your weight, if you are lifting and shit, apparently you are doing something about it, maybe you can give tourself some kind of challenge? I don't know. Try to do some sports so it keeps you busy instead of drinking.
>>679712181
So you know people who could potentially employ you?
>>679682209
Anyone got that one with Link holding a cup of coffee looking tired and the story is about a guy moving on from his abusive gf
>>679706361
There's no spoilers on /b/, anon
>>679689847
holy shit I don't think anything has hit me that hard.
God damn poor anon
>>679712133
Same shit has been happening to me since last year (?).
I got to the point when they wanted to go have a lunch and I was...well, let's say pretty down that day, so I said that I shouldn't probably go with them and go straight home instead. I wasn't even suprised when they went to get the fucking lunch without even asking me why am I not going or at least saying "good fucking bye" or someshit.
>>679712592
I've already given myself a challenge, every time I go to the gym, lift atleast 15 kg every time I'm there. That doesn't cut it. And I don't have enough time for some sports because of my job. I get paid good in my job, better than my last job, when I couldn't pay rent on time
>>679713377
I usually lurk /co/ and /v/, haven't touched /b/ in months
>>679713465
Thanks anon, at least I know I am not the only one. How are you dealing with it?
I think it's gonna take me some more time to cope with it, since they were really my only friends now I don't have anyone to go to cinema with, watch movies, play videogames, everything.
>>679713790
T-touch me more often senpai.
>>679698200
please :)
Well, goodnight bros and broets, if there were any in this thread. Uncle.DeadEndJob is going to sleep.
>>679699757
What exactly am i supposed to feel here?
>she'll never love you back
I want off this ride.
>>679704208
I have full respect for the EMTs and phone line dispatchers all around the world. Extremely underrated roles in society.
>>679715236
>tfw she does but we both know it can't happen
>>679715350
Tell me more anon. You have my attention
>>679703348
this one hits me hard every fucking time.
>>679714027
Way of dealing with it? There is none.
Just keep yourself occupied with things you can do alone.
>Playing vidya
>Drinking
>Reading
>Watching movies/TV
>Smoking whatever you want
>Drowing in depresion and suicidal thoughts
Just pick your favorite activity and enjoy!
Fuck it im going to share my story, not enough time to greentext so fuck it
>>679715751
Go ahead, i'm listening anon
So I was in love with a girl who I was dating for three years... right after our third year I started saving for an engagement ring. We loved each other and things were great. I grew depressed due to the program I am in, occupying all my hours and we barely did anything together anymore. In December she began cheating on me, and then fell in love with the fuck by january.
Fucking hell, reading all of this makes me so sad knowing that most of it applies to my own life, even the story with anon in a wheelchair
>>679715751
>>679715849
I really want to read your story too
>>679710074
I'm sorry
>>679715436
there's a few thousand miles between us
>>679715996>>679715751
A week after valentines day she left me for him. they loved each other and everything... mid march I discovered she was dating him (she kept denying it) and the cheating. AND I still fucking wanted her back
>>679716206
What countries?
>>679705909
thanks anon
i made this for you, and myself
>tfw no anime tomboy gf
>>679707949
when i hugged my gf goodbye
>>679716258
Fast Forward to last week:
Her friend of eight years breaks up with her bf of three years. She turns to ex (who I now am best friends with, I still love her but she keeps telling me were never getting together (with bf anyways)). We hang out a lot on weekends, doing all day things that make it feel like were still dating. Anywho the girl begins to cling to me, and Sunday I ended up hooking up with the friend
>>679704882
Eben erst in den Thread gekommen. Wird schon und selbst wenn nicht, kannst du dir nie vorwerfen, es nicht versucht zu haben.
>>679716206
Hey, you and me both. I'll drink to that.
When this thread 404's, please someone open a new one, I really need it...
>>679707949
A girl I liked hugged me and kissed me on the cheek at a party last saturday.
I want to fug her
>>679714313
Im really fucking sad right now. Im just so tired of making friends only to lose them in a a few years because we have a falling out or i speak my mind and they dont like it. I dont have a single person in my life i feel a deep conections to or can talk to. I have a few people that want to fuck me or are jist nice but i tried talking to one of them and they thought it was a joke and got weird.
>>679716788
go one
>>679716888
will do :)
>>679716925
feels good man?
>>679716788
Now, my ex kept trying to tell me to do it, to go for her... I finally told her how Id been hooking up with her friend since sunday (wednesday now), and she freaks the fuck out. She comes to our apartment (were locked in till july, so we still live together, although she sleeps in her bf dorm)
>>679716571
>>679716925
>tfw only one girl has ever hugged me without being drunk or feeling like she has to
>>679717011
She comes and yells at me.
Basically how could I do that, I took advantage of a poor hurting girl... Why did I not tell her and lie to her... Im the biggest mistake of her life...
Eventually she completely breaks down and tells me the Gods honest reason she was freaking out
>>679717002
I can't tell, I only talked to her twice last week, and she explicitly said she had no desire to suck me off, I an otherwise unrelated conversation
>>679717137
She was drunk, although she insists to me she was only tipsy.
We looked after our mutual friend who tried to cut himself
>>679682970
In 50 years, when we colonize Mars he wont be alone anymore tho
Happiness is just a moment before you need more happiness.
>>679717189
Killing Solaire near the Bed of Chaos and hearing that on DaS 1, kinda got me a bit feelsy
>>679717186
Turns out, that since our breakup, whenever she hangs out with me, the feelings of love came back. That the past week she was so ready to leave her boyfriend to come back to me, but felt guilty about what she did to me, that it was eating away at her. She felt bad doing that to her bf, causing that same pain to someone else, just needed me to tell her to come back. BUt I didnt know. And now, me fucking her friend of eight years may have completely fucked that up. She cant look at me and not see her. She doesnt know if she wants to come back anymore. She would have in a heartbeat before this, but now - she cannot. Now I am stuck in a limbo
>>679717197
keep trying bud :) girls are finnicky
The day where I'm in a position where I can't afford to drown myself in escapism is the day I consider suicide
>>679717556
She kissed me when she hugged me earlier on too and kissed me on the neck :)
She's the kindest girl I have ever met but the past week shes been a bit bitter for whatever reason, maybe since I didn't really respond when she kissed me
>>679717534
She texted me yesterday morning saying we need to work things out, that we should fix us. When we met up later, she said it was a mistake. She cannot live with hurting another person the way she hurt me. Not realizing that dangling the hope that I have been waiting 2 months for in front of me and then yanking it away, while i broke another girls heart unknowingly...
>>679716820
I'm back. Was watching a film.
Thank you. I'll see how it works out tomorrow.
My hopes aren't too high though.
>>679717404
He truly is The best character in that game. I got DkS 3 and i found one of the places where his brilliantly shining signature was in the previous game... i just stared at it for a few minutes and remiesced. Feels bad man
>>679717756
just let her know you appreciate her, however that may be
girls like that
>>679683765
Vote Trump 2016
>>679718002
And now I am learning to tie a noose. I tried to an hero when i first discovered of the affair, but failed (i tried to drown myself, but i passed out and awoken in a pool of vomet and water). Tomorrow morning she comes back to the apartment, and I have no idea what to expect. If she tells me we cannot work things out, that we are permanently done after telling me she loved me before discovering what I did, I will hang myself in the forest behind my apartment.
>>679718091
I will on monday, but still i should have kissed her back but I was so shocked I lost my drink after the first time.
>>679717756
tell her you're a pussy with no experience with girls
you're on /b/ so that's probably true anyway
>>679718409
She knows that, I'm 18 and literally just left an all boys school. The last girl I went with i pounced too quickly, didn't even get her number.
>>679718203
fuck me man
>>679718060
Don't even remind me of DaS3, the Soul of Cinder boss fight got my eyes almost watering when Gwyn's theme started playing
>>679718691
please dont post this
>>679682209
i smell bullshit.
>>679718589
>tfw 23 and left a boys school at 18
still no experience with girls
feels bad man
>>679718691
In high school I sat with friends. Sure, all of them were weird, but still.
>>679718360
She tells me she doesnt want to come back anymore, that I need to decide for myself what it is I want to do. Yet she still texting me checking on where I am every few hours (presumably to see that I am not at her friends dorm), which I am not. Keeps asking me how the cleaning of the apartment (im taking anything the girl used or wore or touched here and tossing it) and making any sign of her being her gone. Which confuses me, is it because she doesnt want to be in an apartment that reminds her of this or becasue shes still considering fixing things?
>>679718884
Never been to a club? Like not even a bar or club, like sports or tabletop wargaming or something?
>>679719061
no because people scare me
>>679719225
Well, you aren't going to have an experience with any girls if you don't like people
>>679687439
Sauce?
>>679719425
I like some people
large amounts of people just scare me
>>679718051
Hopes too high could get you falling very deep.
Good thing you think rational here, could go either way.
If I may give some advice:
- Don't be whiney/too feely/nervous; you should make sure you are serious and not look afraid of the (possible) next step. Alphamoves you know.
- If she says she needs time, give her time, a fix amount, let's say a week, in which you shouldn't bother her or bring up the "feelings"-topic unless she does. Makes you look clingy.
On the other hand, after the time is up, ask for her decision so both of you can move on. I know it may be hard, but it's better than being in a state of not knowing
- If she rejects you, doesn't mean it's the end of your friendship per se. You can talk about how the friendship will move on from this point forward. I assume you two aren't any fucking teenager fuckups who can't handle a bit of serious conversation and planning
Again, the best of luck to you Sir.
I believe.
>>679694473
Pick of the card for feels?
>>679718934
I sat with people in my class, but they weren't really my friends. In semesters were my lunch periods were in elective classes where there was practically no one else in my grade, I would sperg out and spend every lunch in the bathroom on my phone or playing video games. The thought of going up to a group of kids who hang out with eachother outside of school already, even if I've had classes and such with them before and asking if I could sit with them was terrifying to me If I walked to the cafeteria with them from class if would feel natural at least. My stomach would adjust to getting food after school.
>>679719654
Then go to smaller clubs, there are a lot of them that exist.
>>679718803
Yea, Gwyns theme was the best song in the game. That song mived with the ending and the credit song always gave me goosebumps. especially when solaire came walking through the fog gate
>>679719936
I used to do that in middle school. In high school, I realised that if you talk to people with confidence they don't think you are weird unless you do something outrageous
>>679719690
"My drill is the drill that will pierce the heavens"
>tfw I've never had a group of friends who I hang out with outside of school since the 5th grade.
>I'm already in college
I've wasted almost my entire youth FUCK. All that's left after college is to become a wageslave somewhere and not be able to drown myself in anime and videogames nearly as much
>>679682383
LOL THAT SHIT IS FAKE
>>679719690
thanks you, I'll keep that in mind.
>>679720373
I never had this
I'm so lonely
>>679705802
>reads first line
>.gif
You almost got me you fuck
>>679720190
I know they would let me sit with them no problem and I could even be involved in fun conversations. Once I was sophomore it became too painful for me since they would always talk about plans outside of school and such while I awkwardly kept my mouth shut. I don't know why everyone seemed to get a friend group so easily while I was left out. Maybe I'm actually fucking annoying I don't realize it
>>679720373
It's kind of like my situation
>0-7 years old: kind of alone
>8-11 years old: make friends
>12-14 years old: lots of friends 'n' shit
>15-... years old: what?
I think I gave up somewhere. I didn't want to become an adult like this...
