>>679206353 I don't have a gf with a body like that
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>>679206353
I don't have a gf with a body like that
>>679206353
because life is shit ergo my life, your life, their life is shit
Was this at an EFY?
why your life is shit
I'm not living, I'm just existing
I put on a facade so people close to me don't notice
I am dissapointing everyone in my life. I have no value to this society. I am addicted to gambling and smoking weed. My girlfriend doesn't know anything 'bout my problems. I am more anxious every day.
>>679206501
Mines pretty great actually.
>>679206353
Because I lack a young, tight and wild pussy to use 5 times a day
>>679206353
>shit job that I commute 150 miles, round trip, for
>trying to get out of this job but have no idea where to look for my next one
>shitty rented house by the train tracks
>live with my gf. No sex for months cause she's pushing 50 and dry and the desert
>her kids are leaches
Still have feelings for a girl that fucked me over around half a year ago. Feelings suck.
>>679206796
You'd get bored of it after a week.
>>679206353
It's not.
- I have a job
- I dont have any vices (drinking, gambling, drugs, smoking)
- I recently recieved over $3k tax free.
- payday is tomorrow, expecting at least $1,500
- No credit problems
- Family loves me
- working towards a better career.
>>679206759
as i give a fug
>>679206632
This. If I didn't have people who cared about me I'd go out and mess shit up and go out with a bang. Stupid families n shit.
>>679206353
I wouldn't know.
Phone just broke and I'm working at a shitty job same thing day in day out
I have a girlfriend who i love, and met a girl a month ago who i fell in love with. The girlfriend now knows i love her and i have no idea what to do
in love with my girlfriends sister. oops
I made it this way on purpose, to boost the confidence of my other siblings, who weren't as naturally gifted as myself. I got all the good genes, so I squander my talent and don't take care of myself physically as well as I could, so that when they see me, that can at least say they're doing better than I am
>because off karma
>waiting for that bitch stop following me for 10 years now..
No shit anymore after I jerked off to that awesome feet. Nice pic!
>>679207256
Girl I'm falling in love with
>>679207256
punch em both on the face and then take a random flight
>>679206353
its not shit I just convince myself it is so I dont have to try
>>679207493
Fucking, WHY
I am anxious, paranoid, have an explosive, hair trigger temper, zero self-esteem, I am very overweight, I've pushed all of my friends and family away. However, I know the responsibility lies with me and me alone to fix my problems, and I've been taking steps to fix them. I've made pretty good progress and I am more motivated every day to continue striving toward self-improvement.
>>679206353
Because no one likes me outside of family and no girl wants me
>>679207707
Talk to a counsellor?
>>679206353
Because i don't have a ass like that to bury my face on when i'm feeling down.
>>679207214
At least you make money
>>679207651
Whats wrong?
>>679207837
this
>>679207707
Mother fucker get a hold of yourself, get your fatass on a treadmill, make things right, and quit being a goddamn queer already.
>>679206353
i make $75k/yr at a great job, have amazing friends, eat incredibly well, am in alright shape, but i have no girlfriend yet and no prospects either ;_;
>>679206353
I'm in love with a girl I'm not even allowed to look at.
finished basic training but then i got medically discharged right after.
they really brainwash you, civilian life ain't the same.
i lost my virginity to my gf who wasnt
>>679208109
youre probablly ugly as fuck, so kill yourself
Enlightenment.
>>679207493
Anon... I'm fairly sure you can do MUCH better. Unless your current gf is a fucking ham planet. Don't fuck up what you already have, for this (at the VERY best) 5.5/10
As a very wise man once said to me. "You don't burn the Mona Lisa for a Polaroid of Snookie.
>>679206353
Because I finally got a decent job. Was making about 70k a year. Wife was pulling in close to another 30k a year. Waited close to 2 years till I made the decision to buy a house. Bought the house. Now my company got sold to another big corporation and I've gone down to 47k a year. Dropping over 20k and just buying a house does not mix. That is why life is shitty right now.
>>679208147
Pics
I'm Jewish
>>679208248
you'll get over man just do some crazy stuff with her be her first anal, bj etc.
>>679207146
Exactly. Ever since my mom died my life is just a downward spiral I'm sick and tired of
>>679207256
OH GOD YOUR GIRLFIREND KNOWS YOU LOVE HER?! WHAT EVER WILL YOU DOOOO?!?!? PEOPLE DON"T JUST GO AROUND LOVING THEIR GIRLFIRENDS!
>>679208288
Gf>>679208288
I'm married. Was much happier when didn't have to worry about upsetting someone. And I could just hit it quit drink and do drugs all I wanted and start it all again the next day.
>>679208109
I have a girlfriend, but no friends or money and I eat like shit.
>>679206353
the ass looks better in this version of the pic
>>679208504
The other girl ya smeg
>>679206353
No money and everyone around is a backstabbing asshole.
>>679208335
Of her? No. Too dangerous. She is 13.
>>679206353
Miserable the past ~16 years.
Everything is shit or turns to shit.
Working as a dev for a kinda shitty small company for shit pay.
Just into a place to find out i'm stuck with a couple of faggots living above me who stomp around non-stop. Gonna have to move again.
I had a friend who had been my friend for 10 years. He secretly was in love with me. I'm a woman. I'm gay and have a girlfriend. So he hid in my room , in the closet, and decided to attempt to shoot us both. His plan was to rape and kill us, but the gun jammed so he fled. Previous to him hiding in the closet, he was spying on us, drilled a hole in our room, and when I found his phone he had searched how to sedate women with OTC drugs and how to kidnap people with even worse searches. And all this happened Just because he was single and a loser who couldn't get any girls. Long story short, we had to ditch the apartment and now owe 2k for early termination/cleaning fees and he didn't even get arrested. But that's okay. He's in so much debt it's not even funny. So I guess his life is shittier than mine. So I guess that makes me feel better about my own life lol.
>diagnosed Asperger's
>had anxiety and depression all my life, intensified at puberty
>body is Auschwitz mode
>finished high school but even community college classes gave me panic attacks from hell
>finally get on meds at 22 after fucking up Pell Grants by dropping out of classes
>low wage low skills jobs while the pills keep me sane
>one time I gained 25 pounds in muscle for about 3 months, woke up one day and 100% of my motivation had disappeared overnight
>lose 25 pounds in 3 months from atrophy
>parents love me and all I do is disappoint by not being outgoing
>attractive enough to get girls attention and I've gotten laid plenty, but its empty because I'm too depressed to carry out a long term relationship
>can't bury my face in an ass like OP's
Only thing that brings me happiness or joy is weed and knowing I'll die before I completely run out of it.
>>679207837
Enjoy cleaning fecal matter off of your face.. or eating it which it sounds like you'd do
I have scoliosis bad and my spine pokes out and so does my shoulder blade bad like 3-4 inches. I cant leave the house wearing an t-shirt I feel so bad. idk what to do...
>>679208795
r u retarded?
My girlfriend of 5 years suddenly went crazy. Suddenly started messaging some guy from another country, shortly after started flirting with him. I give her another chance, tell her to block him. One day bitch apologizes to me profusely, swears she will block him; the next day she tells me she's lonely and wants to unblock him, because I've been too busy to talk. Then she blames me for that, because I'd been very controlling, manipulative, alienated her from people, etc. Says she can't keep up with my expectations ( not talking to other guys, not being late for our dates, falling asleep on me at 10PM. ) She showed no signs of unhappiness before that. Never cheated on me. One day just, "BAM, I'm crazy now." We've been fighting for about a week, then she runs the waterworks. My capacity to care is reaching its limits. I won't be sad if we break up. My life doesn't suck. I just don't enjoy this whole transition period.
>>679208637
Nah youll be fine. just a selfie
>>679208553
OK... So minus the gauges in her ears, I don't understand why you feel the need to downgrade? Your situation is like trading in a 2015 Camaro, for a 1983 Yugo... You are going to come to realize 2 things if you follow your current line of reasoning. 1: You were REALLY stupid. And 2: There is no going back once you realize buyer's remorse is a permanent condition in this trade.
Seriously bro, it's like if The New Orleans Saints traded Brew Brees for a 7yr old autistic kid with no arms...
>>679207707
That's the attitude. Best wishes
>>679206353
It;s not.
I'm a white male.
>>679206353
I started dating a girl around 11 months ago. We knew each other previously for about 2 years. Our relationship was great but we dated before she was completely over her ex which we should've waited but whatever. We loved each other so I put that aside and I fell more and more in love. About 3 months ago, she had spoken and flirted shortly with another guy. She apologized like crazy and I forgave her. That happened around 3 more times and I was always too beta to stand up for myself. She then decided to take a break a few months ago. Then she decided we needed a break. I didnt handle it well and I was beta and desperate. That drove her away a little bit. Ever since we've been broken up but kind of friends with benefits. My life is more confusing than it is shitty I guess
>>679208002
Did you read my whole post, you fucking idiot? Or are you such loser yourself that you just couldn't wait to insult someone else to make yourself feel better that yu only read the losery part?
Blue laws in current home state making me spend hundreds of thousands of dollars to fly across the country just to get a driver's license. I'm a literal loser.
>>679208999
I meant "not falling asleep before 10PM" as in I want to chill with her till late at night, not go to bed at 10, because that's around the time when she doses off.
Because I'm 5'6
>>679207818
I am. Also dieting, joined a gym, practicing mindfulness for anxiety and paranoia, and with each bit of improvement I gain a little more confidence.
>>679207394
Bahahaha saddest excuse for being shit ever
>>679208737
Tits or GTFO!
>>679209084
I can't even find her on facebook unfortunately.I just see her every day at work. Pretty sure she knows I want her.
I'm 20 years old and 6'2 but have the face of a 12 year old.
Kill me now
>>6792092>>679209296
Do you realize you are talking about people, right? The guy just likes a girl, you can't objectibly judge shit like that.
>>679209364
What does being white have to do with having a shit life? Nothing. Now quit being a closed minded racist fuck.
>>679208999
I say you should break up or make that she is afraid to lose you then you turn the table around
I suffer from paranoia and clinical depression, I do have a girlfriend who tries to help but honestly she can't do much to help me.
im 26, well educated, but working a job that makes 30k a year. i no longer have friends or money, and am not sure what happened. i fap a lot though.
>>679206353
Has nobody realized that this chick is wearing basically what Misty wears? or am I just pointing out the obvious?
>>679208999
Waste of trips. Fuck off.
>>679209873
dont have a girlfriend idiot, wait till you are mentally stable or else you'll just hurt her if you do anything stupid
>>679209693
If you want tits just look at your own bro.
Ok be here's mine:
>> When I was 6 mothers tells me.
>> Anon you like 140 IQ or whatever, so better be good at school or you will know
>> Bitch is a Psycologist so, so small anon believed what she said
>> Small me feels the rush. Bitch started coming to my room to scream at me "I'm so ashamed, I'm the mother of a fucking dickwad"
>> At 8 mother and sister, come at me with this story:"Because esoteric reasons, all the people you will know in life will betray you. You can only trust family".
>>There goes my outcoming personality
>>Family is said to be a Left Wing Political Ideology. Because everyone else is retard.
>>10 years old anon thinks that politics is shennanigans.
>>Family said i'm a retard. They tell me that im only good at math and at everything else im a retard.
>>Depresion mode ON!
>>Never had anyone to talk to, way to divergent
>>Got old, got bitter
>>One day i realised i was dating a person extacly like mother
>>Broke up. Depression BOOST X 9000!!!
>>Only good thing in life is work and trap porn
>>Wish to fake death and start life elsewhere
It's not that bad. I'm just being a complete and utterly evil asshole, so whatever happens, I fucking earned it.
Because im in my late 40s, in a sexless marriage, have kids, shitty low wage job and no prospects and have a closet bi side that nobody knows about. Feel i cant be myself or even really know who that is any more
Can't find a decent fucking job...
>>679206353
because I'm not fucking that chick in your pic right now
>>679210100
dude thats awful im so sorry. If you do do that, before you go i think you should make your family pay. Tell them all the shit that they have caused you and if your mom was really a psycologist than she should have known to treat you better n shit. Fake your own suicide and leave a letter or some shit
>>679208789
Are you me?
Diagnosed with Asperger's and anxiety disorders. Dropped out of college twice, fucked up my financial aid. Now I'm working 60+ hours a week and studying full time, 6 classes a semester anyway just to pay for my own way through college.
>>679208795
Listen here, underage: You are going to a war, do you go geared up or go with your razer keyboard/mouse, you filthy casual bf-player?
A little cunt like you would never understand the secrets of love making.
Or you just dated pigs and i feel sorry for you.
>>679209716
I'm speaking on a completely superficial level. Just physically, and aesthetically, it is a downgrade. Plus the anon already said he loves his current GF. So why bother betting on the nag who finished last, when you he already has one that, at least, is gonna show?
my life is shit because there is a curse in my mind that won't let me live without the constant reminder that I am part of a species that has symbol recogonition, throwing the entire balance of nature off. it has become nessary to do a companies bidding in order to sleep in shelter and have friends of your choosing.
I can't stop thinking about if it is ok that schools seperate people into different labor forces, mental work, and physical work. work done solely for companies to make their quota. interweaving altogether to where everyone is holding something up, and the labor workers are at the bottom, and the mental workers are at the middle, and the TV and hollywood are near the top and the military's got rediculous money and they are doing things that we, as a community, would not approve of, then keep it a secret, and still ask us to pay for all of it.
I can see the walls of seperation that have been SOLD to us through advertising, from the ones on the surface of the walls of our homes to the ones seperating us from our and seperating us from friends over a much too short duratin of time
people accept this because they accept the benefits of it, which are aplenty, but idk... i can understand wanting them when you live without them, but i truly think they are less important than what is given up..
the reason my life is shit is because i have the strong urge to do somethign about it.
i cri
>>679206871
how old are you anon?
because I need to start beating my gf to make her stop being a bitch
also, need a better job.
I've actually got it pretty good
>>be in my 30s
>>married with two kids
>>awesome 6 figure salary
>>great job, working less hard than many of you making $8/hr
>>buying a house
>>have pretty much everything I want
Life is good
>>679211276
suck a dick, faggot
>>679210792
so I'm in love with a girl 27 years younger than me and i dont know where to go. shes 19
>>679211458
>>679210792
Wow, real living edge-lords.
>>679211363
Not everyone has to supplement their fast food paychecks in the same way you do.
>>679211458
technically, you don't have to do any of that shit
>walk on the pavement
that's just makes it sound like an 8 year old wrote it
>>679210792
1. There is nothing you can do about it.
2. Take off the tinfoil hat and realize that most people have already realized these things and just continue life normally because unless we band together in anarchy and chaos to overthrow such systems, it just simply cannot be done.
Time to adopt the "well fuck it" attitude of everyone else in the world and move on with your life anon. Even if you were a genius with the connections to get you to a seat where you could put in a reasonable effort to change any of that, it wouldn't matter because there are always other people in equal or greater seats of power that have to agree with and support your cause to make it happen. And since it would negatively effect their lives, they never will. The end.
Move on anon.
>>679211276
>6 figure salary
>On /b/
Are you familiar with the robot phrase "Does not compute"?
>>679209296
dude, his gf is a landwhare
what are you talking about, a fucking camaro? she's at least a moped
girl 2 doesn't have a belly hanging over her pussy at least
she would look way better if she smiled, that's all nigger
>>679211480
seek a therapist for being a pedophile
I am married with two kids and in love with some other chick that just got back with her ex.
>>679211792
stop worrying about my fast food paychecks, read OP`s question again and then tell me why you described you boring, average life to me
>>679211855
I stop in once in awhile for porn and rekt.
Normally a /k/ommando.
>>679206353
Im a faggot with no friends
>>679211820
I've thought about it to many times, I've even tried, but it always comes back.
it's always there man.
it's not
>>679211820
the thought of giving up on it kinda really fucking hurts
>>679211458
>Be me
> I wish to live my life rich, I work hard and learn to drive.
> Get a girlfriend because pussy is good and children because I always wanted kids.
>Don't act like an autist because I havr a good life.
>Follow fasion trends so I have shit to talk yo my wofe about and so I don't look like an idiot.
>Walk on the pavement so I don't get ran over.
>Watch some T.V after a long day.
>Obey the law as not to spend the rest of my life in jail.
>Save money so I don't have to wprk at 87.
>Some smelly homeless man walks up to me.
>"I AM A FREE MAN BECAUSE I AM AN AUTISTIC VIRGIN THAT DOESN'T CONFORM TO UR FASION LAWS!!!"
>Wtf.jpg
>Cops appear from ally
>"THERE HE IS"
>Man runs out into the busy street
>Dies without a penny to his name or kids to continue his family.
>Continue my day with kids and go get icecream.
What an oppresive way to live anon.
>>679206353
haven't worked in 5 months because I told myself I be fighting forest fires this summer and didn't want to get some shit job for a couple months and then quit. I have taken all the courses but haven't been hired or even had any agency return my applications or calls about employment. I applied for a ton of firefighting positions in February and have heard nothing back from any body.
I will at the very least be able to do the same job I've had the past 3 summers with USDA doing invasive species stuff if nothing else though I guess but what a fucking waste of the majority of a year god.
>>679210932
36 years old. A rather miserable 36 years old.
>>679209716
I just want to know what to do in the situation that you love two people.
>>679211820
>Time to adopt the "well fuck it" attitude of everyone else in the world and move on with your life anon. Even if you were a genius with the connections to get you to a seat where you could put in a reasonable effort to change any of that, it wouldn't matter because there are always other people in equal or greater seats of power that have to agree with and support your cause to make it happen. And since it would negatively effect their lives, they never will. The end.
Never heard "the way the world works" put so well. Cheers.
>>679206995
No girlfriend?
Virginfag?
>>679206353
Because I cant pass until i get my adams apple removed and i cant afford it, and nowhere is hiring me because i dont pass.
>>679210792
You need to take a heavy dose of shrooms and you'll realize all that shit doesn't matter
>can't make my gf cum
She says that even she struggles. Are there any toys I can buy to help?
>>679212579
I know those feels
>>679206353
not really shit but why it's worse than what i hope for is that i don't have the balls to ask to get really used,abused and humiliated
>>679212579
>>679212651
Litreally the only way to escape this system is to runaway and live in seclusion. This can only be done by going out and building your own home somewhere in the middle of nowhere on non private property where you supply your own power and food. Good luck with that.
And I say the only way to "escape" it because it is far too late for anyone to change it. It would take a catastrophic event to force change onto people to make significant change to the current system. So all you can do is accept it and move on or run away. Take a pick.
>>679206353
because I'm too lazy to help myself.
>>679212688
>>Follow fasion trends so I have shit to talk yo my wofe about and so I don't look like an idiot.
>Follow fasion trends
>so I don't look like an idiot.
faggEt
Because i am not currently nor will i ever get to date yolandi visser
>>679208147
Then how do you know you're in love with her?
>>679213163
yeah you can dump her and let her be fucked by someone with a big black cock.
>>679212411
This is the girl Im in love with.
>>679213737
Brilliant. Any actual advice?
>>679213792
the one with the white dress
>>679213401
try going from that to full time 7-5 job. a lesser man would be dead already. somebody kill me. the money isn't worth my time.
>>679213062
What do you mean you can't pass? You're already a whiny bitch.
>>679213792
Nice, she's got that whole "bridge troll" look about her. Jelly.
>>679213931
I mean the fact that I have a very prominent adams apple is a very obvious tell. Aside from that i'm golden.
>>679206353
i used to fuck that girls mom
she'd come over every once in awhile while her kid was staying at college.
she'd get naked as soon as she came in, put on her favorite song and start fucking me while crying. she said the song reminded her of raising her child, and motherhood. she told me it reminded her of how much she missed her child. it made her and me cum buckets.
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EVI4Knz24CQ
>>679209699
I'm 18 years old and 5'10 and look younger than I am + I have a big nose. It can always get worse anon. And yet I'm happy the way I am, and getting with girls isn't too big of a deal (though if i was better looking it would certainly help)
>>679211363
Sore loser
>>679211820
You're the reason everyone just moves on dude, fuck you
You are extremely wrong, there is a way, and there are multiple reasons why i think that.
I forgot that I don't care if I die young and alone.
I am not gonna move on. it's not ok. not in any way. There is not a single fucking reason I need to take your advice.
humans have a higher capacity than this.. i know it
and I refuse to live this way without trying to get out of it.
>pic is a bit.. ya know, but it still hit me
>>679211276
wait for it.
Me and one of my best buds gf like each other but it'd probably never happen and I'm in one of those Mexican situations where I'm going to be stuck supporting my mom and never move out and all my ambitions and investments so far are in music which will probably not go anywhere given my situation
>>679213310
you're wrong. that is the worst way to escape the system, christopher mccandless was a retard..
>>679206989
No he wouldn't, if you do you're gay.
>>679206696
I feel you man
>>679208795
Do we have more of the original babe?
>>679211458
Lol holy shit. Go to a college city and be a vagrant, you'll get pity handouts from naive college students and you can be as free as you want. Or go live off in the woods somewhere. The only person stopping you from abandoning a "normal" life is yourself, because you know you can't handle the alternative. Go be free. Do it and stop bitching.
>>sorry to hear that anon, your situation seems kinda stuck and with her being 50 and having kids it doesnt seem like a lot is going to change, maybe you just need to take a chance, you`re still pretty young and can make new start
>>679212416
I'm not even the same guy, I just agree that you sound like a teenager, and I work with teenagers all day. They are the scum of the earth.
Different people have different definitions of boring. To some people, the life that you are critiquing does sound boring, but you are complaining about the outline of the man's life. You don't know what he does or why he loves it.
Having a job just to make money isn't even bad whether you enjoy your job or not. It is the modern equivalent of having to go out and hunt. Did our ancestors have to go hunt so they could eat? It doesn't fucking matter.
The presentation of our life outline and guidelines may change, but in the end, it has ALWAYS been like that. Whether you're a human, or an animal, or a whiny little cunt sitting at a computer with delusions of being enlightenment reading shitty "mind opening" articles online.
>>679214343
>humans have a higher capacity than this.. i know it
They really dont man.
>>679206353
bad decisions and stupid mosly
>>679206353
I like my life, i would really like to have a gf as OP image, and some weed since im out, but regarless that, im ok
>>679207940
That's a dude, dude.
I owe over 500 dollars in tickets, owe 2000 in student loans, i need to move out before summer, shit tier job, only about 1500 in the bank
>>679214738
well, to address maybe what you're point was
I will never judge someone from the amount of knowledge under their belt. humans do have more capacity than this.
chaos and anarchy aren't the only freaking way, why does everyone think that?
It isn't.I buy and sell call and put options, I write romance/erotic novellas which gets me a nice following of about 37k. have a beautiful 19 year old girlfriend,I'm 37. the only thing that sucks is the horrible,depressing feeling I get when I have nothing to do,I need to keep myself busy or I lose my mind. but other than that,Life is good.
>>679214343
>there is a way
>then continues to give no examples of how
>"wwwe could make a change! Wwwe can do it! I'll just go hold a sign in the street or go on a hunger strike! That will make them change!
Grow up anon. There's a difference between logically acknowledging when there is nothing you can do and simply giving up because "meh"
>>679206353
Why would I want to do that? That's just going to depress me.
>>679213149
people have told me it doesn't matter, when i was in high school that's how i felt, but now that i work, i feel like a waste, i feel used, i feel like I'm getting fucked over every single time i spend a dollar
it sucks
>>679209699
You could make good money. Id pay for good money to have some with someone like that
>>679206928
it's a wound that can only heal with time
>>679208430
kill a lot of pepole
>>679214731
you took your shot with what I do in my free time but you missed just like you missed my point. Maybe his life is really exciting, I dont know and I dont care, but this thread is about lifes that suck
>>679206353
i work in cinema...
survivor's guilt
>>679206454
Neither does op
>>679210011
checked and rekt
>>679215553
what the fuck man, stop telling people they should just give up, jesus christ.
i can give you plenty of questions you logically can't find the answer too, but if you cared enough to find those answers you would find a way. so stfu dude
>>679215452
you should read some Arthur Schopenhauer on boredom
>>679214731
btw, you on the other hand like you have good reason to talk about your life, why dont you tell me why you spend your time with the "scum of the earth"?
>>679208265
Relax, 75K per year ain't shit. If you make less than 80K annually you are shit.
>>679206353
I get friendzoned by every girl i know... fuck my life, i wanna fuck an ulgy girl... and he said not today, never seen her again
>>679216487
you are shit
>>679216618
and you are mad
>>679211276
>still on /b/ though
>>679208795
What a maroon.
I don't have any education, I am clinically depressed and I'm constantly too tired to do anything about it. I sleep 12-16 hours a day.
Basically I'm a piece of shit who isn't good at anything and can't do anything right.
Honestly my life is pretty fucking amazing, i just can't help but feel hopeless sometimes
>>679213048
We broke up last year.
Currently kicking it alone for a while. suits me just fine. I have to focus on important shit anyway
>>679217250
sounds like you`re pretty good at sleeping
>>679210534
At least you got back on your feet.
I've accepted my fate as a depressed, miserable sack of shit.
Waiting for the parents to die so I can off myself.
>>679217250
There's no such thing as clinical depression. There are only lazy and irresponsibe bums.
>>679216149
>I can't think of any ways to make any changes
>b-but there are ways to! Cuz i said so!
Other then what was already said (that you would need to be very gifted socially/politically and would need connections just to get to the position where you could even make an attempt to make a small change, and then would have to persuade those in equal positions as well as those above you that what you want is beneficial for them. When it isnt. So they won't support it. So it will go nowhere. Hence anarchy is the only ways and that will only destroy everything for everyone and won't happen anyways because people won't band together in anarchy for a cause, they will just take advantage of the situation for selfish reasons: looting n such.) There is no way to do it. You would have to overcome all of that and make micro changes consecutively for decades to make even a minor difference. Good luck.
>>679206353
Damn. Misty got ass.
Before she was my gf, I found her beauty. Now is not. But she hasn't changed
>>679217418
Why wait? That makes no sense. Shows that its a load of bolox
>>679217344
That's true, so I got that going for me which is nice.
>>679206353
I am a well-educated, positive-spirited, talented jack-of-all-trades who can't find a purpose in life to which he can commit himself. This makes me appear to be a lazy, unmotivated, unskilled freeloader who is too naive to admit when he is a waste of life.
>Spoiler: the depressing part is even I don't know which one is true.
My chest is fucked slightly on one side.. I'm stressed out as fuck to the point that I literally go on rampant rage mode when I get stuck one one math problem (despite doing pretty well at it). I have CS labs due every Monday that are given on Wednesday with less than ample knowledge on the newer material needed to complete the labs. I have an exam next week on Tuesday that counts for 20% of my overall Chemistry grade, and I'm currently doing ass in there because I haven't had Chemistry since about 4 years ago. Ontop of all of that, I lost my fucking 60 dollar clicker the other day when I accidentally forgot to shove it into my backpack after not using it in a lecture. So yeah.. I'm doing fucking fantastic. I wish killing myself would be easier just so I could finally rest.
>>679206696
You should wake up in the morning, and flip a coin. Heads you go to work, tails you get high. Either way you win.
>>679210100
Please don't fake a suicide like that other retard said
>>679217429
I am both depressed and a lazy irresponsible bum, but you wouldn't understand depression unless you had/have it yourself.
>>679208572
I don't understand why people get married. It's a scam against men. They get nothing in the deal.
>>679210100
>>Depressio BOOST X 9000!!!!
pretty much
>>679217855
Where do you go?
>>679217586
When I was younger I didn't because I was scared I'd mess up. I didn't want to hurt my friends. I didn't want to hurt my family.
As I got older I stopped caring how my friends would feel.
My care for how my parents feel has slowly dwindled in the past 10 years, but its still there. They actually care about me and somewhat understand the depression.
It'd kill both of them on the inside completely. I'd rather not repay their love and devotion to me my whole life with making the rest of theirs a depressed mess.
I doubt I'll make it all the way to mom dying, dad is much closer than her. I know for a fact I won't live till 40. I'm one good event from blowing my brains out at this point and the thought is no longer the least bit scary, just very comfy.
My skin is slightly darker than ideal.
>>679217855
Continuing.... my FWB left me with no explanation a month or two ago and I recently saw her walking around with some faggot. End me.
>>679206353
I'm lonely. I've got women in my life but none of them can love me back. I've tried twice in the past few months, and both times they had to back off because they weren't in a good place. It makes me feel like that's my fault. I can't find a job. I have a BS degree, but nobody will hire me, either I'm overqualified or I don't have enough experience. I put in hundreds of applications a month. I live in a small town of only 500 people so there's nothing to do. I have no money. I have no freedom. I have a roof over my head, but it's not mine. I can't contribute, and I feel like a leech. I keep missing therapy because the depression fucks with my memory. I'm trying so hard to do everything right, but I'm getting fucked at every turn. I don't know what I did to deserve that.
>>679206353
Because now I have to pay uber to get to work when I'm opening or closing because I'm having car issues and waiting for the buses would take too long.
>this wouldn't even be an issue if I had good hours
>hours got cut because we hired new people and I guess there's some kind off corporate hourly quota for each department or some bulls hit
>mfw
This shit has almost made me pickup smoking again, I've been bumming cigs off of my mother.
>>679206871
Stimulate her a-spot, that should get her hole wet.
>>679206353
not shit, just less awesome than it could be, probably due to not having a job and hardly any cash, but that's easily fixed.
>>679212954
>Pick one
>Get over the one you did not pick
>>679214738
Think of how stupid the *median* person is.
>>679214148
>>679217429
Shut the fuck up faggogt
>>679212954
This is not uncommon. At all. Particularly if you're a beta cuck who thinks loves means anything to anyone other than someone with Aspergers
>>679207256
Fuck you that's the best problem ever you jackass gtfo
>>679215920
no don't, just yourself please. Don't ruin other people's lives pls
>>679214211
Why not get the nose fixed? It's not that expensive.
>>679214392
Nah, there are other companies that would grab me pretty quick if I wanted to leave the company I'm with.
>>679212877
Dude where are you from? I want to chill with you and compare our miserable lives.
>>679214428
BTW are there any other Mexican Americans that can relate to this?
>>679206759
>my life is great
>I go on 4chan
k kiddo keep believin that
>>679217429
dis nigga never watched evangelion
cuz im alone
>>679211276
Except you didn't earn shit. You deserve to lose everything.
>>679206759
same principle basically
>>679217550
and that's where i think you're wrong, you seem to think you have it figured out.
but i think i have it figured out, i can't release my plan, because honestly, it might ruin it.
>me 29, have kid with once 8/10 post birth 4/10. Gave up after she had the baby. Engaged, but hate this bitch. Have 10/10 hottie waiting for me to dump her ass, don't want to lose seeing my daughter every day.
>>679206353
Because I'm here you faggot.
>>679206353
Because I am poor.
>>679211276
>30s , 6 figure job just now buying a house
>successful.
Pick one nigger.
>>679211276
why do people lie on the internet?
>>679206928
>>679215795
Some wounds never heal, i am 10 years past ''her'' and still think about ''her'' when i get up and when i go to bed. sometimes i talk to my self in her voice ..its really weird but sadly true
I'm in a marriage when I want a harem
>>679219246
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE A KID??? Seriously, do you motherfuckers not get this shit? Now you are bound to her for the rest of your life, like it or not. Stop having kids with whores you don't like. Why have kids at all? So much freedom and money is saved without them.
>31
>No kids
>When I want to get up and go, I go
>Not bound to kids or any one squaw
Mi wife is pregnant and his personality is changing. Is bad men. Like another person. No idea how to handle this shiet.
My life is shit bc I'm in love with my exes best friend who wants nothing to do with me but I literally can't stop thinking about the Jew. My life is literal shit.
>>679219369
I've been working around the country for the past few years. No point settling down when you move from city to city. The company I work for is keeping me where I am for at least the next few years. No more renting and hotels. Good for the kids too. I think they're tired of moving around.
>>679219369
The fuck is wrong with buying a house in your 30's? Better to save up and invest in a nice home that blow your load on a double wide just because you can. Enjoy being tied to that 40 year mortgage on a shithole you bought at 22.
>>679219369
>Success if based entirely on my shallow and narrow view of monetary gains
>>679219198
i agree. the most successful and happy people in life are not here.
>>679219154
I earned it. I work in machine learning and data analytics. It's something your average retarded, neckbearded American can get into.
Because you got shit heads like Trump straight up winning at life. Right and wrong don't even matter, doing good doesn't really benefit you when it comes to the average idea of success. In fact, you might be better off being greedy rather than genuinely nice. We're fucked!
>>679219412
Ugh, I'm in the same situation here bro
>>679219474
All men want harems, yet settle for marriage, shit sucks.
>>679220150
Or not. Otherwise all you whiny bitches wouldn't be whiny bitches.
>>679206353
>Well paid, but only short-term job, not enough experience to be sure I will find something good later
>Dumped by gf two weeks ago, not enough experience to be sure I will find another one later
>Shitty passport
>Receding hairline
>Finding joy in bullshit, like watching TV shows or reading comics instead of living a normal life
>Depression/sadness preventing me from starting anything serious and gratifying
>>679219625
Pregnant women are vicious.
I have bad teeth.
I have no money to fix teeth.
I have no job to make money.
Cant find job due to extreme social anxiety caused by bad teeth.
Im 24 and ive wasted lots of good years of my life away.
Drop out from collège
No job
No interest in anything
Can't remember last time i felt something , joy or sadness
No friends
>>679220150
You didn't earn shit. Your time is coming. Be prepared to lose EVERYTHING. Things are changing. No more will scumbags like you profit off working people.
>>679208361
boo-fucking-hoo. Your people are stereotypically well educated, well to do, and sociable.
Try being a beaner. THIS is some shit.
>>679221025
File for medicaid and get those teefs fixed.
>>679221734
Boo-fucking-hoo. You people get for welfare handouts just for existing. Try being a white male who has to work.
>All this pissing and moaning and self pity
How about you fucking neckbeards pull yourselves up by your cockstraps and better yourselves. Learn a trade, make bank, fuck squaws. Self confidence is key to getting your shit. Be a hung-dick alpha and let your cock lead the way.
>>679222340
brother most beaners work a fuck ton. the reason they still collect welfare is because they still don't make enough money to get by because they work those shit jobs crackers don't want. and try visiting places like Martinsburg, WV. you'll see white people left and right on the dole.
>>679221666
Ok, jealous fag. I'll be waiting.
you know what guys im not gonna list my problems here im gonna fix them and be proud that using 4chan made me a confident young man with a bright future. used to be depressed then i fucking found the network of REAL MEN
>>679206353
well, It's not. kek
>>679208594
thats one majestic ass
>>679222785
You'll be dead.
I was with the love of my life for 3 years and I did something horrible and she left me. Then a year later I met my current gf and we've been going out for almost 3 years now, I haven't talked to my ex in about 3.5 years and she's with someone else now. I still love her, I still think about her every day and it fucks me up and makes me feel dead inside. I love my current gf but my ex was THE one and I'll never be that happy again
Im enlisted
>>679218886
I'm not self conscious about it. I'm fine the way it is and the way I look lol.
>>679223354
/thread.
The day I ETS'd was fucking anti-climactic.
>>679223007
Cool story
women whom i like don't even give me a chance. work is cracking down on mistakes like a fucking prison, no matter how much i help them make money, it is never good enough. i wasted my life going to college and getting a degree and listening to my boss. My boss gave a promotion instead of to me or my friend to his fatass douchebag son
>>679223354
Not that bad. There's loads of people who suck ass at life and don't have half of what you have. Plus you get at least a minimal level of respect.
>>679210011
S A V A G E
b/c I can't write like pic related
Because I have all this potential but still find myself doing jack shit with anything, leading me to think about how I am such shit because of what I'm doing, causing me to get depressed and not do anything, repeat, repeat, repeat.
I'm constantly hoping I die in an accident or some shit so I don't have to do it myself.
>>679206871
Hi Carlos sorry for being a leach but remember I could kill you with little effort
>>679206353
I think I just hate everything.
>>679208789
>>one time I gained 25 pounds in muscle for about 3 months
fuck how, I am also auschwitz mode
>>679224052
same
I want to kill myself so badly. It is all. I. Think. About. I wish I could do it right now in my bed. I just want to be fucking dead someone kill me please Im about to start sobbing
I'm dead inside
>>679225726
> This
Cause I'm wearing a defibrilator vest, my ejection fraction is about 10% and my cardiologist gave me 50/50 odds to be alive in two years and I'm in my early 40s. So yeah, things could be better.
>>679225502
Can someone tell me how to kill myself asap with no resources please? I fucking hate my life
>>679209716
Did you forget where you are bitch? You're surrounded by fags and neckbeards who have never known love or the touch of a woman wht do you expect?
>>679211276
>>679206353
I'm failing god-damn precalculus
>>679226505
Jump in front of a train.
>>679224221
stfu b8
>>679215452
>nice
>>679226505
You could try holding your breath
>>679206353
She doesn't want me init
>>679226505
meditate anon and u will find the answer u r looking for. meditate for 15 min every day for a month and ur life will be better i promise u
I will die in like 1/2 years. No ones know. Also Virgin...
>>679219412
Men thats fucking serious shit, get a shrink
>>679207493
looks like a guy tbh
good luck whatever you do
I fucked my best friends girlfriend, we started a secret relationship while they were still together. Then she broke up with him to be with me, but still as a secret. Now she paused the relationship because she is confused but i think she started to see an other guy, with who she goes to university with. I think she is going to break up with me. So now i lost the girl i love and my best friend.
The best part of the story, we are all working in the same company.
im about to be 24 and only have about 7k saved up is that bad
>>679226760
Then get off fukin b and fukin study you fukin ADHD dipshit
>>679228437
Spend it on hookers. Not so bad.
>Joined the army
>Serve 3 tours
>return to home city
>family fears me
>friends think im gnna freak out at any moment
>Most local employers think ill flip
>make ok living and collect guns now
>females want dramma and me to burn cash on them
>no longer tolerant of BS due to mil thinking.
so all together life = kinda shitty
>>679207493
Then go for it anon I'm guessing there's not much competition in the mental ward
>>679228678
Thank you for your service.
>>679223259
Same here bro. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be.
Moved out of state for the first time at 25 to DC to start the whole "living life" thing. My mom got sent to the hospital in April shortly after and was put into an induced coma after having a devastating gran mal seizure. She came out of the coma last September and has been in a vegetative state since. I stopped my life and moved home to help my dad who recently suffered a massive heart attack a month ago dealing with all of this. I work two jobs now, I'm lonely, every night I have to relax I go to the hospital to let my dad come home to eat some dinner and rest. I have multiple girls interested in me and I can't even give them the time of day. I have no free time to myself and no one to really talk to about all of this
>>679206353
I'll never get to cum inside of Penny Gadget
>>679206353
im too focused on money to ever be free
>3 bedroom house surrounded by mountains and calm, no family here, no hassle
>huge field for quad and dirt bikes
>work from home, self-employed dev
>get up at 2pm, get high and play some RimWorld or some shit, tell clients I'm busy
>no more perma-bitches, too much complainy not enough sucky, escorts all the way
Life is still shit, no matter what you do /bro it will never be enough. I've been homeless in Prague with no passport and been happier.
