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Feels thread
Feeling pretty down tonight.
>>679079060
... god damn it.
>>679078030
Scout kitty is a faggot.
I bet she didn't even let Charlie dog get all up in her business.
This is a song dedicated to people enduring hard situations, some things only give rewards really really long term:
Tough of the track,
With the wind,
And the rain that's beating down on your back.
Your heart's beating loud
And goes on getting louder
And goes on even more till the sound
Is ringing in your head,
With every step you tread,
And every breath you take,
Determination makes
You run,
Never stop,
Gotta win, gotta run till you drop,
Keep the pace,
Hold the race,
Your mind is getting clearer,
You're over halfway there but the miles
Just never seem to end
As if you're in a dream,
Not getting anywhere.
It seems so futile.
Run, on and on,
Run, on and on,
The loneliness of the long distance runner.
I've got to keep running the course,
I've got to keep running and win at all costs,
I've got to keep going, be strong,
Must be so determined and push myself on.
Run over stiles, across fields,
Turn to look at who's on your heels,
Way ahead of the field,
The line is getting nearer but do
You want the glory that goes,
You reach the final stretch,
Ideals are just a trace,
You feel like throwing the race,
It's all so futile.
Run, on and on,
Run, on and on,
The loneliness of the long distance runner.
>>679078030
Aww, you got me, OP.
>>679079791
The guitar solo is what really makes this great..... oh wait, there's no fucking sound.
Typically I just lurk on /b/ but I just got some very bad feels so I'll share.
This is the tale of Chunk, the Canine Monstrosity
>be me, 14
>get dog for my birthday, he's chubby and has lots of wrinkles, so i name him Chunk
>I'm a normie but even though i already have some friends, Chunk slowly becomes my closest friend
>he's a Pitbull mixed with some type of mastiff, he grows to be an absolute beast
>140 lbs and up to my waist on all fours (im 5 foot 11
>he goes with me everywhere, i refuse to go on vacations unless he can come, im never separated from him
>im 15 and hes full grown or close to it at this point
>parents leave for the weekend, naturally i throw a party
>some Chad tries to pick a fight with me because i dont have a girlfriend
>Chunk hears me yelling from upstairs (he didnt like the loud party noises downstairs)
>only my close friends know about him so as he comes down the stairs people stare
>he walks over to where im sitting and people move out of his way so there is a clear path
>he comes up next to me, and just stares at Chad and growls
>Chad says something about how i need a dog to pick fights for him
>he hits me
>chunk bites his kneecap
>Chad goes from starting on varsity to riding the bench real quick
Cont.?
>>679078030
>>679078030
damn op, you just bought my cat a ticket to sleep in the bedroom i usually dont let him
>>679080478
Yes, please do.
>>679081528
Otherkin detected
>>679081863
Fuck off
>>679081863
I'm just posting some animal feels.
Anyone lurking?
>>679082342
and they're working goddammit!
>fastforward, im 16, grade 10
>both parents killed in a car crash due to this dodgy intersection close to our house
>feelsbadman.png
>dont leave my room for 3 days, just cry
>Chunk stays with me the whole time, doesnt leave to shit or eat or anything, just lays in my bed with me while i cry
>me and my sister move to live with our aunt and cousins
>thankfully its in the same city so we got to keep our friends
>from then on, chunk walked with me everyday to school, and he would sit outside the school for 6 hours until school let out and walk with me home
>animal control got called a couple times but after realizing he was harmless they kinda just fucked off
>he becomes my fully fledged bestfriend, spend all of my time with him
>sis and i end up going to the same college
>shes a year older so when i shipped off i got to bring Chunk because she had her own place
>register him as a legal support dog, now the college cant tell me im not allowed to have him
>he comes with me to all my classes (on leash of course even though he doesnt need it)
>go to a party
>leave Chunk at home for parties, even though he doesnt like being away from me, he dislikes loud noises and parties even more
>go to party
>qt offers me MDMA
>take it because i want to fuck
>fucks me up beyond all repair
>pass out
>wake up to Chunk pulling on my pants leg in the middle of this random persons house (it was walking distance from my place)
>still fucked up, Chunk escorts me home, nudging me back into the correct line if i start to stumble
>get home, immediately go to sleep
>wake up, notice large cuts on Chunks lower stomach
>he jumped through our first story window when i didnt come home when he thought was appropriate and tracked me down
>take him to vet, they sew up the cuts
>scars but he was okay
Cont.?
>>679083121
I'm still here
>>679083318
carry on
>>679083121
always
Goodbye cruel world
I'm leaving you today
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye all you people
There's nothing you can say
To make me change
My mind
Goodbye.
Anybody here ever seen The Wall?
>>679078030
Im so close to killing myself these days.
I'm starting not to care about who I'll hurt when I do. I'm starting to not be afraid of blowing my brains out.
and im scared.
>>679083786
its behind my monitor... sorry i seen a pun had to take it
I haven't actually read this is years so I don't know if it's any good.
>>679078030
I'm getting nervous. I really want to live on-campus and do the three classes I signed up for during the Summer, but this school keeps fucking up how much aid I'd be getting....if any at all. I only need 6 more courses, 3 of which I can take in Summer, and the last 3 in Fall. They already fucked me up so I had to delay my graduation once before.
Just let me finish and move on with my life already, fuck.
>>679084282
its a hurdle. there will be a way to work around it,i swear man
Fuck... Dammit I'm feeling!
>>679084551
Well, it worked out last year with my school's "Retention Grant" combined with a new Perkins Loan. I'm going on-campus tomorrow to see wtf is going on. Just wish they'd stop jerking me around.
I love college, I do. I always love education and improving myself. Still, I've been doing this for TOO goddamn long. I want to work full-time, travel, and do what everyone else I finished HS with have been doing since 2007.
>>679084998
im in the same boat as you with education. friends are out making full time jobs cause they breezed though. how ever i take the piss with keeping info. so im due to get out of edinburgh uni this year. then i have to find the job i wanted. its crap being the one who is in uni and everyone else is making there life
>>679085453
Getting married, having kids/starting families, working in their ideal careers, etc. And it doesn't help that even my own mom likes to compare me to all of the other relatives who are doing better than I am. All the time...
>If you're so fucking proud of them, then go and fucking adopt them!
I want to say..
>>679084090
Kek
>>679084998
Damn that picture... One of the most depressing things I have ever thought of is just how short life is... It sometimes just hits you like "Fuck, one day I'm gonna die. I can delay it, I can run from it; but I can't stop it. One day I will die." Honestly, there's not much that scares me besides the fact that I have to realize my own mortality and how I've already fucked up a lot of that life. It's too short, dammit. To all younger ones in college or recently out of school or shit, don't waste your life. Go out and live. Use it while you still can. Don't be afraid of failure. Try everything, you don't want to have to look back on your life with regret.
>>679085804
i have lashed out at them before and they called me a moody cunt cause of the work i had to do. that didn't help at all. i just fucked off for two weeks, couldn't deal with them
>>679085904
thank you sir. i may go back to the void and lurk till the next pun arises
>>679086250
Puncake
>>679086163
Yeah, I've been keeping distant from my mom lately. I know she really doesn't care, so I'm learning to stop caring that much about her, too. I know that's a horrible thing to say/feel, because she could die tomorrow for all I know, and I'd be lost.
I got the feels 5 minutes ago when you faggots made nicole quit with your spam
>fastforward
>23, working as a mechanical engineer
>have my own place due to good salary
>Chunk is getting pretty old at this point but he's still very healthy and energetic
>even though its my own place, not the best neighborhood
>Chunk is still my absolute bestfriend
>friends invite me to go on a trip to the beach
>they leave on friday, but i have to work so i decide ill leave friday night, after them
>tell them im bringing Chunk (of course)
>they are ok with it, everyone knows how close he and I are and how much he means to me
>i load all my stuff up into my car come back outside and start up my car, wait for Chunk
>while im waiting a nignog crack head runs up to the drivers side window with a gun
>"get out the car, its mine and so is everything in it"
>i tell him to calm down and that its all his just to calm down
>he starts yelling and hits me with the barrel of the gun
>i scream in pain
>from the front of my house, i look over and see Chunk in dead sprint coming at the nignog with the intent to get blood
>my heart sinks i know its going to bad
>nignog hears him bark, turns and shoots the gun 3 or 4 times
>Chunk tackles him into the side of the car, the whole car shakes with the force of the impact
>he latches onto the area between the guys neck and right shoulder
>in the mix of things, the gun goes off 2 or 3 more times
>after its all over with, i put a bloodied Chunk in my car and drive him to the emergency vet
>they patch him up but he's in really bad condition
>not nearly as bad as the crack head, he died the day of the incident, his head nearly cut off
>Chunk powers through it for a couple days
>soon the pain is evident
>wounds from 3 gun shot wounds to his belly are infected
>go to vet, am told im making the right decision
>they inject him
>he dies in my lap
>go home
>cry for 2 days
Happened two weeks ago, still can't look at where his bed was without crying. I don't think I'll ever love anyone as much as I loved Chunk.
I miss you buddy.
long, but worth it if you have the time to read it.
>>679086438
the best thing i have learned with uni and life so far, is to say no. the straight up truth. be ruthless its great, shuts them down so fast.
its a sad thing that someone could just die, but you,i and every other annon could die just by going to get food form the shop. going to the hospital you know i have learned that and i accept that. if my time is up then so be it. the world is a shit place sometimes it would be better to just leave
>>679086645
Fucking niggers
>>679078030
>tfw talked to my ex after two years
>thought I had a shot
>nope.
And I tried to not give myself hope.
>>679086926
Agreed. I think about suicide everyday, actually planning ways I'd go about it. I'm not even afraid of death any more, but my dreams are what keep me alive.
>>679087005
I've been single since 2005. It won't get better.
>>679087231
i just think of after uni. i dont know what its like, no one does. may as well see whats waiting for me. i have made one part of my dreams ,but i want to get more.
>be me
>17
>chilling on /b/
>suddenly get put in group chat with 6/10 gf of 2 long years
>everyone talking about how they are gonna tear her ass up
> I cry
>confront her in front of them all
>gets laughed at
>mah soul is hurting
>tried to commence raid
> no one wants to raid
>>679084082
What's the problem bro?
>>679087618
Being in a relationship is like being in a party, it's fun for the first month, then you want to go to other parties and have fun with other people.
Being single is like not being invited to that party.
They both suck, just in different ways.
yo does any one know of any word of max olson? he was on a feel thread 08/04/16
that shit was deep as fuck. people need to read that green text
>>679087771
I see. I'm in the process of altering my dreams so that, even if I don't achieve the ones I initially want, I can still have something to call my own in the end. Otherwise, pic related happens.
>>679084082
anon. I'm not going to tell you not to do it. I've got no right to tell you what to do with your life but just read for a second. Everyone feels the way you do, there has not been a person on earth that hasn't considered killing themselves. Even if you have no reason to exist, no purpose....you don't need one. Just go out and watch the world, observe it. If you feel that you want to do something then step onto the path to facilitate it. Live your life like a human being and vice versa, if you kill yourself do it as a human being. I'm always thinking about you anon and what you represent. So long gentle anon
>>679088215
the way i worked it out was by thinking of my ultimate one and then go down a few stages. it works quite well, so its always "simple" to hit a goal
>>679083786
I always hear the Korn cover
>>679086645
jesus fucking christ anon, I'm saving the hell outta that if you don't mind
>>679078030
Looks sad, but the cat does it for the heat, not because of the image on the screen.
>>679088466
I see. It's like Zeno's Paradoxes, but with smaller goals instead of distances.
>>679087231
I've come to a point of rationalizing it more and more and that's the bit that scares me. I always think of it as a game that just isn't fun.
I'm not sad. I just don't want to play anymore.
>spending time with my mom, raised me alone
>was away from her getting my degree on
>it's granpas birthday, he's dead since 15+ years ago
>mom asks if I have any memories of him >says I was so strong at his funeral, everybody else cried, not you anon
>tell her I remember him building doghouse with my brother, not invited
>he said I wouldn't amount to shit >she says he would be proud of my degree
>tell her all kinds of funny shit about growing up >she wasn't there much, always at work
>she laughs
>I laugh >she doesn't laugh anymore >don't you have any happy memories?
>Can't think of one
>tell a joke that'll make her happy >remember that rabid dog? You beat him with your purse when he bit me haha
>I was scared as fuck of that dog
>her eyes are watered up.
>she starts seizure crying
>she says she wishes she could live her life again
>i sit there for a while
>go to my room.
>couple of hours later the house is quiet
>go to get some water, see her
>she's lying on couch, tears still falling down her face
>her mouth is open, she's still seizure crying, only silently
>hey mom I got my degree
>yeah anon, I'm so proud of you
>>679086645
Fuck that makes me mad. We feel for you anon
>>679088732
thats the one! don't put stuff out of your reach, have them just within touch, when you get them it will feel just as good and then you move to the next tier
>>679088805
>I'm not sad. I just don't want to play anymore.
fuck....
>>679088805
pretty deep man.. well fuck.
>>679089015
I see...that makes sense.
>tfw /b/ gives better life advice than family and/or therapy at none of the cost
>>679079060
fuck
>>679087979
I am a failure and there is no way i can come back.
>>679088290
see you at the finish line
>>679089181
i lurk the feel threads. and put input in where i can, for people with depression i try and such like that but when its drugs and what not? its a harder thing for me to help
4am and I don't know why I'm still up
I promised myself I wouldn't get drunk so much, I really want to right now
>>679087618
For me it just gets worse every day.
Anyway I have to go anon, bye..
>>679089181
/b/ is shitty alot of the time but it can be a god send for those days
>>679087618
I've been single since 1992
>>679089589
Good luck. :|
>>679089748
dam...
>>679089424
This is why I like /b/, especially for the feels threads. They're like oases from all the trap, s/fur, and rekt threads.
>>679089731
yeeep
>>679078030
>>679090081
thats the one. its a bit of slack, we can dump. and find others like our self.
>>679089451
dear anon,
Please go to bed. You've got the whole of tomorrow to do all the things you want before you die. If drinking hinders your ability to do what you want to do. THEN FUCK IT, throw it away anon. Don't promise to not get drunk, just don't get drunk. Actions will save you. Goodnight anon, we care.
>>679090147
that truth
does any one remember the max olson green text? i'm trying to find out if he did actually cross to the other side
I have a story if you guys wanna hear it. Don't have it pretyped, so you'll have to bear with me.
>>679090516
im not that anon but that made me think of my gf. she said that too me when i said i was going to go out for a friend's 21st... is that you ellen?
>>679090853
shoot bud
>>679090853
It's what we're here for
>>679091003
nah man, ellen sounds nice though. Life is a struggle and it sounds like you've found someone to struggle with. Good luck
>>679090516
I don't want to do anything.
>>679091467
I'd OD myself to death too, if I lived in Missouri.
>>679091467
HAHAHA!!!
>>679091341
hard work with her man, what with her depression and suicidal thoughts, makes it hard to do stuff, but its all working well.
thanks though man
>>679091466
that was me though school... not a great time in my life
>>679091045
>>679090853
Alrighty
>Be 17 year old me
>Be failing my junior year of highschool
>Second quarter, first semester
>Be depressed, lost all friends due to depression
>Sitting alone at lunch one day, see a friend I always used to chill with
>Wave at him
>He just sneers at me and flips me off, walking away
>Kinda soured my mood for the rest of my day
>Get to sixth period
>New girl walks in
>Short, pale skin, emerald green eyes, nice bust, perfect ass, a little chubby, but curves never hurt
>Since loner, no partner in class
>Teacher knows of my plight with depression and decides it's a good idea to seat the new girl next to me
>Takes her seat, offers me a thin smile, then directs attention to the front at the teacher
>Didn't really pay attention to the rest of the lecture, I was too distracted by her and her beauty
>As the bell rings, grow the balls to introduce myself
>She's REALLY friendly and does the same, offering me another smile before walking out of the class
>I'm just sitting there on my ass, wondering how the hell a girl that pretty even noticed me, even if she was sitting right next to me
Want me to go on?
>>679091360
Then I've got something that you might enjoy anon. Meditation. Find somewhere outside that's quiet and peaceful for you. Sit down and do nothing, don't think, don't move and just breathe. Do this for as long as you want, but once you start just be consistent. Do it a couple of times a week. We want to help you anon, but help comes from within.
>>679091467
Nah...
But you'll have minty fresh breath.
So, ya have that goin for ya
>>679091945
yeah man carry on. i like stories and if we can help its always good
>>679091945
I'm interested.
Its my birthday. Only 2 people told me happy birthday; my parents. Its hard to realize i cant be a teen anymore, my fun is over. Jesus christ, i feel so bad and alone.
>>679084282
>You'll never be able to speak without it feeling like you're just bothering someone
Hell man...that, of all the feel threads I've been in, has hit me like nothing else. I'm not gonna speak tomorrow and see what comes of it.
>Nothing as always i'm sure
>>679092409
happy birthday, anon
>>679092409
happy birthday anon!
Just looked at my messages from my ex. Thought I'd get a feels trip but tbh I keked a bit at the last part
1/2
>>679092526
I know this feel
I want to study Japanese tonight. I want to practice coding tonight. I want to do my actual course work tonight.
But I can't. I just...can't.
>>679092409
happy birthday anon.
>>679092529
>>679092536
thanks guys. still enjoying the last bits of the day before i shove off and hope christmas will be better
>>679092592
2/2
>Jan,16
>>679092526
I usually go entire days without speaking to anyone. No one ever notices, asks how I'm feeling, asks how I'm doing. Nothing. Even my so-called family never says anything to me any more.
>>679092663
yeah man enjoy it all you can! dont let it slip
>>679092677
ah shit, the feels. i get this.
>>679092819
im trying. its fucking tough. Every day is the same and i was hoping for a change on my birthday. Growing up sucks.
>>679091945
>Come to school the next day
>See her in the morning, sitting all alone
>Decide to NOT be a bitch for a day and walk up to her
>I smile at her and quietly sit, looking at her face
>She returns the smile and says "hey anon"
>I take off my backpack and slide it under the table, saying "hey Becca"
>Yes, her name was Becca
>Anyway, we chat for a little bit about school, "how is it; do you like your teachers;blah blah blah"
>Get to the topic of personal interests
>Find out she's a HUUUGE nerd, like me
>She plays WoW, does table-top RPGs, and a shit ton of other games I play, but we're gonna focus on WoW
>We start talking about our characters, and we decide to make new toons on a server together
>As the bell rings, I walk with her to class and wave goodbye, before heading to my class
>FF to Lunch
>Sit alone, as per usual, and guess who sits next to me?
>Becca gives me that million dollar smile and sits accross from me
>We chit chat again, until I notice that jackass I used to chill with glaring at us from afar
>I didn't exactly realize it, but that was the beginning of the end
2/?
>>679093018
i will double that.i think for my 21st i stayed in and fuck about on payday 2, cause everyone i asked out said sorry they couldn't. that was rough but fuckem
every day I just sit here wondering why I'm still alive
>>679093185
keep going
>>679093466
checked and doubled man
If anyone here is struggling with depression, I just wanted to say something.
Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain that makes you feel that way. A functional brain would not ruminate on one thing someone said months ago, you can't be expected to "stop thinking about it" when you never consciously started to. Meds fucking suck but believe me when I say they're worth it. It took me over ten years to find the right combination for me but the difference is life changing. Call your state's mental health center now and get an appointment with a psychiatrist now. And if that psychiatrist doesn't seem to care about you as a person, DUMP THEIR ASS and keep trying until it works. I know this is /b/ and no one will read this but I just know how it feels and I want to let at least one person know there is hope.
>>679086647
This is the only thing I have ever seen on 4chan that has ever given me any hope for the female sex.
>>679093367
I think I spent mine drinking and playing CS:S by myself until 5am
>>679093185
>Walk her to class after lunch
>FF to 6th period
>As she comes in, she looks a little more weary than she had in the morning, but then she flashed that smile at me and I forgot about it
>She sat and we began working on the classwork together
>About 20 minutes in, I decided to say "fuck it" and talk to her again
>She apparently was thinking the same, cause she practically threw her pencil down and began to talk to me
>The realm we had decided on was Skywall, but we couldn't agree on characters
>I loved the Undead, but she wanted a night elf
>Of course, I gave up and decided to level my first nelf with her
>We nerded out the rest of the period, and when the bell rang, I walked her to her bus and walked to my car
>I realized too late, I should've offered to take her home
>Promptly facepalm and drive home
3/?
>>679093655
It's even more depressing to know that all of my emotions, memories, interests, ambitions, etc are just chemical transactions.
>>679092809
Funny in the picture responding to me was the reason I started growing a sense of humor and now tend to make classmates during lectures laugh.
>Because if I don't make anyone smile or laugh, I'm just another face in the crowd
I will say /b/ and 4chan in general has helped me with gaining minor confidence but hey I'm still a 20 year old virgin who has no potential with anyone.
>>679093811
good times getting pissed and trying to fps....
>>679082342
oh my god my fucking feels
>>679093655
but my other health problems prevent me from getting drugs
>>679093836
keep em coming
>>679094127
I've bought a lot of prostitutes in my day. While I can say the sex memories are...fun, sex itself no longer interests me. I may have given myself ED as a result. I'm only 27.
>>679094375
I wouldn't buy a prostitute on the grounds that I have 5 brothers and a sister who would never let it go if they ever found out.
>Killing myself would be easier
>>679086645
Fuck man, good dogs are the best goddamn thing in the world. I had to watch my childhood dog pass away because her hips weren't workig anymore. Tears for hours.
Any pictures of him?
>>679093836
>That night, log onto WoW and realize: I have no way to contact her to find out her character
>Suddenly get all depressed again and slouch over my keyboard, thinking
>Finally decide to just make the toon and tomorrow, we'll start
>Make a Male Night Elf Druid, name him Lovemuffin
>I was weird
>Anyway, log on and am about to log back off when I get a whisper
>"Hey, sorry to interupt, is this Anon?"
>Quickly come out of my stupor and respond with a "Yes, Becca?"
>And so we had found each other!
>Happy again, we partied up and began running the quests
>We leveled for a few hours before she actually gave me her phone number
>It took me a minute to realize that I even HAD a phone, since I never used it
>Quickly leapt out of bed and scrambled to find it, and when I did, I punched in her number to the contact list and texted her to make sure
>When I got the confirmation text that it was her, I called her
>This is where it gets disturbing, at least for me
>She sounded really congested, and she was sniffing when she answered, but her voice quickly brightened and cleared up
>Quickly told her it was past midnight and I needed to head to bed
>She agreed, saying she was about to suggest the same, before hanging up... but not after she made a kissy sound into the phone
>I just stand there, shocked at what I just heard, and second guessing it
>Maybe something brushed up against the speaker, you know?
>Anyway, logged off and headed to bed
>Then came the next day
>>679080762
>9gag
GET OUT OFF HERE REDDITFAG
>>679078030
all aboard the feels train
I used to be obese. I was at 40% bf. 300lbs at 6'3" with little to no muscle. This was a year ago. Now, I am at 210lbs and am starting to look good. My problem is that I am 20 years old, and have only kissed one girl one time. I was in a online relationship for 8 months but that shit doesn't count. Where do I go to meet women? POF and tinder don't do jack shit for me. How do I meet someone? How do I grow the balls and gain the confidence to talk to random females? help me /b/, I'm clueless.
>>679094771
It's funny, because I used to buy a prostitute or two JUST MINUTES before going home and looking my parents dead in the face. They had no idea.
>>679094801
>Get to school
>Happy to see her sitting in her spot before
>When she sees me, her face lights up and she practically leaps up and hugs me
>Taken TOTALLY by surprise, I just stand there like an asshole before wrapping my arms around her, totally beet red
>She seemed to realize what she was doing and quickly pulled away and back to her seat, also blushing
>Sit and smile at her, trying to drain the red from my face, before asking her how she slept
>Totally shitty question, I know
>She shrugged, saying "Fine" blah blah blah, before looking away
>"Sorry for being so awkward..."
>I get super confused and ask her what she means
>"The hug"
>Wave it off and laugh
>"It's okay, I liked it"
>Her face instantly brightens and she giggles, nodding, before commencing the nerd talk
>AS she begins to talk, I realize quicker and quicker, I'm falling for her
>Should've known it the first day I saw her, but I'm slow, alright?
>Bell rings, walk her to class
>Don't see her until lunch....
Joining in,
just lost my best bud to the girl i love
>>679095185
>Where do I go to meet women? POF and tinder don't do jack shit for me. How do I meet someone? How do I grow the balls and gain the confidence to talk to random females? help me /b/, I'm clueless.
there's no hope for any of us
24 and kissed 0 girls, hugged 3, one once and she was drunk and the other felt like she had to even though she doesn't like me
>>679095185
Confidence is key.. I just learned that 2 weeks ago and become approachable. You can try a mall if you live in a big city, simply go up to one woman that you find attractive, introduce yourself, compliment her and ask if she is single or not, if she is single, ask for her number.
>>679095489
I'm shit at lying, the small amount of friends I have commend me on my honesty but they say it's the main reason I'm gonna die alone.
>>679095670
>>679095185
The one girl I kissed was about a week ago, and I know she liked me. She was a solid 9/10 but she dun blocked me because I'm a clingy asshole. There's hope for me lad, I've come to far to give up; I just want to know how to go about doing this shit correctly. I'm absolutely clueless.
>>679089343
STREAM IT
>>679095559
>>"Sorry for being so awkward..."
>>I get super confused and ask her what she means
>>"The hug"
awkward? kek
I wish a girl would hug me without being drunk or feeling like she has to
>>679095827
I get nervous. I begin to get self-conscious and start to think that she's going to think I'm fat. kek. I know I'm not fat anymore. By summer I'll be fit, I know that, so idk why I get so self-conscious. I feel like even when I am 100% fit that I'll still feel the same way.
>>679095827
holy shit bro. let me tell you something. My dad was away a lot growing up, and I'm the only boy out of all sisters. growing up with sisters fucking destroys your confidence later in life. cause all you can think about is all the times you sat around hearing them laughing and mocking some dude who genuinely showed interest to one of them. and they lied to them one way or another just to shoot them down.
this is all I can ever think of so its why I never approach women.. and frankly my sisters are all butter faces, who need about 3 tons of makeup a year to cover it all up. they aren't anything fucking special either, and that makes it worse, even the ugly ones are cunts.
>>679095559
>When I see her at the table, my heart drops
>The same douche I used to chill with, let's call him McDick Suck, is sitting there with her, along with three other prissy, barbie doll looking girls
>I begin to see red, but I hang back and listen to the convo taking place, sitting at an adjacent table
>"Anon's just gonna abandon you, you might as well leave before it happens"
>Then one of the barbie dolls chimes in with "Yeah, and his dick is small!", followed by some fake ass giggles from her squad
>Heard enough. Stand up and walk over
>Sit right next to Becca and smile coldly at McDick Suck
>"Hey there, what're you doing here?"
>He instantly sneers at me and stands
>"Nothin man, just chillin"
>The barbie dolls get up and walk off, scoffing at Becca
>She looks close to tears
>Wrap my arm around her shoulder and look at her face
>"Hey... shhh, it's okay, don't worry about them"
>She looks at me and smiles sweetly, though it's not as bright as her usual ones
>"I just want you to know, I don't care what they say, I like you. Alot."
>Hearing those words made my heart fuckin' fly
>Kissed her. Right then and there. Locked lips for at least 5 seconds before breaking it, both of us beet red
>The rest of lunch, as well as the rest of the day, was pretty damn good
>>679090081
I remember. It was never ;_;
>>679096511
My sister makes me hate being 5'7, shes one inch taller than me and she wants a tall dude...only guys that are taller than her get the p0zzy. So I'm a wreck and hate that I'm short.
>>679090147
kek my life
>>679096561
Damn bro thats some alpha shit you did. Corny but alpha. Made me slime like a fucking idiot anon.
>>679096511
at least you were around girls growing up
I wasn't
>>679096561
I just want you to know I'm reading, anon
>>679096561
>Hate to skip a huge chunk of the rest of the year, but we dated for the rest of the year until june very, VERY happily
>Then McDick Suck rears his ugly ass head again
>Sitting at the park with Becca one day when him and his barbies roll up
>He does a little snobby rich kid sneer and asks Becca why she went for a guy like me when she could've gone for a guy like him
>She answers simply, "Because Anon's not a douche
>The air gets so thick with tension, I didn't move in case I broke it
>The barbies finally scoff and start rattling off insult after insult at her
>McDick Suck starts cursing me out
>And to be honest, now that I look back at it, I am super confused as to what I did to piss him off so badly
>But at that moment in time, I gave no fucks, and launched myself at him
>Punched him hard in the jaw, knocking his ass to the dirt, before stomping on his dick
>That sent him scrambling away, and as soon as they saw him hobbling off, the barbies followed closely behind
>>679091945
let me guess you two fall in love and then she dies. same story in every feels thread
>>679096823
Girls who go for the "tall guy only" mentality are shallow and lack self confidence. It has nothing to do with actual physical attraction. lets be honest now. 6'4" and up, humans start looking fucking awkward as hell. girls who mock a mans height, are just cunts. because its not like something you can fucking choose. normally those who mock things like such, I'm equally gonna be as big of an asshole as they are cunts back at them. they can be 10/10s or 1/10s you be a cunt, im gonna be an asshole. you should do the same. everytime you see your cunt sister, do what I do. point out some flaw. my youngest sister is the largest most annoying cunt. so I point out all her skin damage from sun tanning, and cellulite. kek
>>679097565
and for the record, the closest I ever had to a dad is my grandad
>>679097685
Kek if it ends that way. Lets hope for something better...
honestly I need help who wants to talk I feel lonely tonight it can be about anything
>>679096169
agreed
>>679098037
we're here, anon
>>679090147
Hey, how the fuck did you get pictures of me?
>>679084082
I think about this every day
>>679078030
>>679091467
>>679091586
I've actually lived in Missouri/misery my whole life.
:(
>>679097829
I love my sister but she does a lot of dumb shit, it may be because she's a nurse and raising a kid by herself but I'll be damned if she walks me up again to go to the gym for her to bail as soon as I get there. I may be 20 and work a 20 hour week and go to school but ya know I wasn't the one who had the kid god damnit.
>I'm flustered now
>>679098354
anon is this you?
>>679097628
>Becca's in tears and sobbing into her hands
>Kneel down in front of her and start kissing her hands as tears come through her fingers
>Sat there like a douche, because I didn't know what to say, until she finally had calmed down, and I offered to take her to my house
>My parents were away for the weekend, so I had the house to myself
>She readily agreed and we walked the five blocks there
>I had only JUST shut and locked the door and turned around when she pounced on me
>Her lips were on mine before I could breath
>And not to be mean, but she wasn't a light girl; her curves had some weight behind them
>That being said, I managed to catch her by the bottom of her thighs and walk over to the couch before dropping
>We made out for what felt like an hour before she broke the kiss, tore off her shirt, and unhooked her bra
>Quickly followed suit with my pants and underwear, along with hers, before resuming the kiss
>At this point, I'm hard as diamonds
>She finally broke the kiss again, red as a strawberry and looked down at my dick
>>679098354
Brent?
>>679098167
I don't think I want to live because it's just too hard and I keep needles and 2grams of heroin underneath my bed in case I want to overdose whenever I want
It's just that I know I have no future and I think it's because I choose it. Living past 30 sounds so fucking boring and obnoxious and loserish. I know It would be for me.
But still I stay alive for some reason. But I hate it. But I want to feel things other than anger and apathy and high
>>679079060
i can see them moving. I CAN SEE THEM MOVING.
>>679098546
lmao this bitch gets knocked up. and has the audacity to mock height still? you can't choose your height, but you can choose to keep your legs closed. lmao what a dumb cunt for real.
>>679098037
I'll talk to you man. You got a kik or something? My username is Kadscaner
>>679098712
>I'll spare the details, but she gave me head, and after that I ate her out, then after THAT... well, we fucked for basically five hours
>We'd stop after I came, rest for a little bit, then go at it again
>It wasn't until like 9pm that we settled down in my bed upstairs
>It was then, as I was holding her close to my chest, her head against my shoulder, that she said "I love you"
>I practically broke down in tears right there
>I looked down at her and began kissing her face all over, saying the same back to her at least 50 times
>Then, guess what? We fucked AGAIN
>And then we fell asleep
>And the next day.... shit got real and went downhill fast
Sorry this one is short, should end in the next one
>>679098874
overdosing is one of the most painful ways to die retard
>>679098442
Poster of that pic here. Don't worry, I'm from Kansas. In this thread, the hate for each other's states is paused
>>679093811
>drinking and playing CS:S by myself
Sounds like a good night to me, anon.
>I wish I had friends
>>679099003
Well she's the person I am around the most...most likely a bad thing but recently I've stopped being around her and I feel okay I guess...still feel like I'm gonna die alone.
>Question for you /b/ros
How do I ask this milf out that is in my math class? It's on campus and is in a computer lab where everyone can hear everything you do. I don't care if I get rejected but I don't want everyone fucking hearing it.
>>679078030
>tfw you have nice guy syndrome
>tfw youre a massiva faggot because youre a fucking hypocrite
>>679098874
is it bad that I feel the same?
I'm 23 and doing nothing with my life, I don't have anyone, I don't matter to anyone except my immediate family, all I have is 3 online friends that I'll never meet
all I ever do is eat, sleep, vidya, /b/. I pretty much only leave the house to buy food cause there's nothing out there for me
>>679099235
nigger are you fucking retarded? overdosing doesnt hurt, you dont even know its happening. im an ex heroin junkie ive od'd multiple times. you literally just fall asleep and feel nothing dont even know whats happening. its the perfect way to sui...
>>679099341
>>I wish I had friends
me too
most games I play with bots, the only games I've played with anyone else were with my brother
>>679099404
just ask her after class.
also milf or cougar?
Milf w/ kids can be same age or older.
cougar w/o kids, but older.
cougars are best... so hot.
>>679090081
I remember clearly. Clear as day. And it's never happening again.
>>679092526
>>679092809
>>679084282
Fuck I'm glad I'm not the only one. I always used to just listen to conversations and never really participate. People thought it was weird, but I never felt like it was a good idea to say anything because it felt like butting in...
>>679099480
I feel the same way Anon. At least we can be lonely together. Just know that people care for you and love you. Have a good rest of your night man...
>>679099235
depends on the drug
I woke in hospital with no memory of the last 10 hours or so, almost died
>>679099539
enough drugs and you'll end up in the morgue
>>679099684
Yeah. I learned the hard way that no matter how right you might be, or how good your idea is...not everyone wants to hear it.
In some cases where people ask for it, they're not always *ready* to hear it, either.
>>679099684
I just don't say anything unless someone asks me something
no one ever cares what I have to say
>>679084082
Yo I feel that but I'm past the point if scared and all just not giving a shit
>>679099649
Overheard he talking to the teacher that her daughter said something, so she has a kid. I honestly thought she was maybe 25-29 but she's older than that apparently. Also class is open-ended. I tend to leave before he because I don't use the full 3 hours I have available because I'm stupid and get frustrated with math.
I also don't wanna stay till she leaves because that creep/10
>>679086645
itt: shit that never happened.
>be me
>depressed since 8th grade
>going to college
>i used to like being with a girl
>helped with the loneliness
>these days I cant date
>girls always find out that im empty inside
>friends all doing there own thing in life
>completly alone all day usually
> feel like I have nothing to live for
>dont want to grow old and have someone pick my shit up for me etc
>honestly hate my family
>they all think im crazy
>just super quiet kid
>always have been
>they think im like those kids on tv shooting up schools
>people in highschool thought this too
>never tried to be edgy
>never thought being quiet could get you labeled as school shooter
>Im always super nice to people
> honestly want to die from lack of friends
>just moved to new state too
>cant find work
>still living at home at my age
>turning into a complete and utter waste
>thinking about it daily
>would do it, but at the end of the day i want to prove everyone wrong.
Pic related my face everyday
>>679099875
well no shit. but my point is that its not painful in the slightest. you merely go to sleep.
>>679100312
if you've got nothing else to be doing, just wait until she leaves. walk from what ever direction the bathroom is at.. if she ask's just be like "not feeling that great today" most likely she wont think nothing of it.
but desu, I wouldn't get involved with someone with a kid..
>>679099222
finish you fuck you're like the superhero of this story
>>679100557
dat camo
>>679099222
>Wake up to find that she's not next to me
>Don't freak out right away, since I figure she's just in the bathroom
>Throw off the covers and walk downstairs to find.... no, she isn't in the bathroom
>She isn't even in the house
>Now I begin to freak
>Throw on PJs and walk outside
>Early and cold as all hell, but I don't care
>I need to find the woman I love
>Start walking up and down the sidewalk, looking for her, when I spot her
>My heart drops through the fucking ground
>McDick Suck and the barbies are all in a circle around her, shouting at her and degrading her, calling her a whore, and a slut and all this nasty shit
>And of course, I fucking snap
>Run over and push two of the barbies out of way, and to the ground, before promptly smashing my fist into McDick Suck's ribs
>Bring my left to his jaw and my knee to his nuts, again, before I hear Becca scream behind me
>Turn and... well, if my heart could drop any further, it did
>There was a long, red line on Becca's stomach, and blood was practically pouring out of it
>One of the barbies was standing there all surprised and shit, looking down at the bloody pocket knife in her hand, before dropping it and running away as fast as her high heels would take her
>I forgot about everyone and everything else as I caught Becca as she fell
>I felt the slash with my fingers and... hot damn, it was pretty deep
>Tears in my eyes, I told her it would be okay and started SCREAMING for help
>I kept kissing her forehead and telling her I loved her, and the next time I looked back down at her after calling for help... she was gone
>I just sat there sobbing until the cops pulled up, because apparently, someone actually DID call 911
>FF a few months, the barbie was arrested and sentenced
>McDick Suck never showed back up at school
>I went to her funeral, and as everyone was leaving, I fell to my knees and sobbed on her grave
Shitty, anti-climactic ending, but that;s how I remember it. Sorry it took so long to post guys.
>>679100833
I think her kid is in college or at the least High School because she was explaining to the teacher about how her kid said something about the class might mess up her financial aid.
If she does have a kid in college I stand absolutely no chance because I'd be a kid in her eyes, pretty much same if her kids in high school
>Either way I won't be gettin that
>>679101057
and now I'm crying
>>679092637
Damn I feel you /b/ro.
That exact reason is why i dropped out of college. I was doing amazing, had like a 3.8 gpa, then junior year i just... *couldn't* do work anymore. I had no explanation for it. it was the most fucked up thing. I'm still not exactly sure how that happened.
>>679101057
Shit, I'm sorry, man.
>>679101057
here come the water works
>>679101335
>>679101585
Thanks for reading, guys. I really appreciate it
>>679100910
I know. :/ dont worry it has been discarded. Was a gift from an ex and eh it was super comfortable.
>be me
>only girl that's ever liked me is thousands of miles away
>>679101487
Part of me feels like none of this will matter. It seems that no matter what I do, no matter how hard I push, OTHER PEOPLE who barely even apply themselves get everything I'm working to earn. Feels like all of my would-be accomplishments are being swept right from under my feet, and I'm hated for it.
>>679101963
>Me when I use Omegle or Tinychat
>>679084282
>that picture
I used to feel like that. Like, literally I fully believed "no one will ever love me, I accept that it just ain't gonna happen." It continued into college, but then I started developing my self-confidence, learning, working out, branching out, trying new things. Now I'm a senior, graduating in June, with a startup business launching soon after. I match with almost every girl I like on Tinder. The girls brave enough to talk to me always flirt. I know now that I am desirable in every sense of the word, and a rarity among young men these days.
And as part of that I've given up believing in the fairy tale girls we were force fed in bullshit Disney movies growing up. They do not exist, or if they do, they're so incredibly rare as to be completely outside the possibility of meeting. In my efforts to become the most ideal man I can be, I find almost nothing of the same from girls.
Along with my self confidence, my standards (and expectations) have gone up significantly. Where before I would see a girl who I could easily fall in love with, I now see a girl who gets drunk at parties and fucks random guys. I now see a girl who doesn't take care of herself, and after college will just keep gaining weight like the rest of society. I now see a girl who doesn't respond to love; she responds to rough sex, excitement from my not caring about her (which I desperately want to do), flashes of money, and perceived dominance over others.
I was a victim of the game before; I was losing, badly. Now I see the whole board, I understand and have completely sidestepped the rules, I know how to win. I wish I didn't have to play anymore.
>>679091945
>>679093185
>>679093836
>>679094801
>>679095559
>>679096561
>>679097628
>>679098712
>>679099222
>>679101057
>>679101335
>>679101585
>>679101738
If someone could screencap it, that'd be great. Don't want to forget about this,
>>679086818
>sees the monkey island cover
OH SHIT NIGGER NOT THIS AGAIN
>>679102077
I've somehow known her for 6 years or so
no one else even lasts 6 months
>>679102246
I would but I'm on phone
>>679102069
No clue, but my guess was just for a walk. She loved the cold morning air
>>679102357
Same
>>679102313
At that point bro you need to go see her; that or end it
>>679102246
on it, will post collage ITT
>>679102246
There you go, hope that's okay.
>>679102474
Thank you, /b/ro
>>679102357
>>679102447
Its okay, I'm just glad you read it
>>679087886
Can you rewrite that so it makes sense?
>>679086818
my favorite greentext on the entire chan
>>679102451
just friends and that can't happen anyway
>>679102614
Wow, that filename man... thank you
>>679102868
annnnnd why not
>>679084613
Damm. I am crying now.
>>679103003
expensive
and realistically, long-term it just can't happen
>>679087231
Can anyone explain what that picture means? It makes no sense.
I dropped out of highschool cuz my dad convinced me that school wasn't for me. After not being able to hold any steady job because i always fucked up my work, my dad ends up telling me that he just wanted to show me the work world, and that Im really intelligent and should study. I had this inflated sense of self and once my marks came back mediocre, I became devastated. I think I'm doomed for being mediocre, something I've been deeply afraid of since childhood. I always dreamt of being something great, and built my values and ideals around that. I'll kill myself before I accept anything else than being excellent, and I can see the noose getting closer. Fuck me man, why did I have to fail.
>>679083121
>mfw i'm here feeling that feel
>>679080478
>>679083318
>>679086645
Someone screen cap this
>>679102626
here you go /b/rother
>>679103279
Then you're better ending it. If you don't see it going anywhere then let it go. Being internet friends is cool if you keep it brief, if it drags out (6 years) its either because you two want something more or you're clingy and lonely
>Trust me I talked to a girl for a year and realized this was the best course of action
>>679103906
Oh my god, thank you so much. That is perfect. Thank you /b/ro, I appreciate it more than words can say.
>>679104147
No problem. Glad I could help.
>>679095430
The bitch has the common decency to ask you to still be there when she friendzones you?
>>679103967
but then I'd have no one
That feel when you really just want a human connection, so you reach out... and immediately get shot down and berated.
You feel angry and ashamed. You could kill them, it would be easy.... but it's not what you want. You wanted that connection that can never be yours.
So you move away or join the military, or some other quick fix to try again. But it doesnt work, because no matter how new, fit, or how much you spend on clothes people will always reject you. There's something wrong inside of you, it's almost like they hear your thoughts... and they make sure you are isolated and alone
>>679101057
Dude holy shit...
>>679104759
>But it doesnt work, because no matter how new, fit, or how much you spend on clothes people will always reject you. There's something wrong inside of you, it's almost like they hear your thoughts... and they make sure you are isolated and alone
I know this feel
>>679078030
>meet girl on the internet
>we live 150miles apart
>text for a month
>decide to meet up
>instantly get along with each other
>sex ensues
>continue meeting up, doing everything couples do for 4 months
>just before christmas
>anon i can't continue this
>anon i guess i've still got something left for my ex
>3 months pass with no contact whatsoever
>last week
>anon i genuinely missed you in my life
>more texts about what she missed about me
what the hell is this?
>>679104676
You have to start over anon, you gotta let her go.
>>679104830
Yeah, I was broken for a long time after
>>679101057
Shit anon, if that's not fake that's fucking rough, I don't think I have a sad enough reaction image for that,
>>679105002
I can't though
I can't get another person to talk to me
most of the people that have met me hate me
>>679105107
It's okay /b/ro, I just appreciate you read it
>>679101855
we're here for you bro
>>679101057
NO NO NO NO ON OOON ON ON
>>679105000
Things probably didn't work out with her ex and she wants you back now, sorry to say it anon but you're most likely just a backup for her
>>679105358
Then you gotta do what I've done, self reflect and realize that you're probably an asshole, or change something minor right now and see what it does.
>>679105396
>>679105388
Wow guys, the amount of replys I'm getting is awesome... I didn't think I'd get this many
>>679105532
does she though?
she broke up with him, met a chad for 2 weeks, started things with me, went back to her ex
and now this shit.
she hasn't been texting me for a week now, but damn it's pretty obvious she's not over what we had and is holding on to her ex because god knows why
>>679105362
Any idea what happened to the Barbie bitches and mcdick suck?
>>679105764
I know the barbies transfered schools, but McDick Suc dropped out. No clue where he is now
>>679102246
idk if that other anon is still working but here
>>679105000
sounds like games bud cut it off before it gets worse
>>679105763
In your post it sounded like she was trying to get back with you, sorry if that's not the case but if she's went back to her ex and that fell out again shes probably just trying to keep you as a backup,
>>679105903
That's beautiful as well, thank you!
>>679086818
the ballard of ella ty anon havent seen this in a while
I need help /b/.
I am 19 and took a gap year after high school to save money. Things came up and didnt get to save much and need to keep working next year. Will I be okay if I start college at 20?
or should I just look for ways to move up without college?
Basically how bad is it to start at college 2 years late? Will I still make friends?
>>679105877
I hope the one that actually slashed/stabbed Becca went to prison and got beat within an inch of her life by prison gang bitches.
>>679095430
you're her emotional support, you are being used until she find someone else who she can do this to. End it.
>>679084082
Do it faggot
>no balls
>>679105597
We feel for you anon. Too many good people get shit on. Brave people, people willing to fight for what they love. Like you, you who attacked a guy twice because he was messing with what you loved. Some people say that's stupid, that you shouldn't put yourself at risk even for what you love. But I think that those people don't love what they say they love enough to fight for it, that's what makes them different from you, anon. You loved enough to fight. You truly didn't deserve what happened. Thank you for the story. Hopefully we all can love someone like you did. Love enough to fight.
>>679105985
yeah i guess so
>>679106010
my thoughts
i'll just cut her off, not worth it sadly
>>679105597
we have to look out for each other i know how hard it is. I've been living with depression for about 6 years now it's not an easy thing. you will have good and bad days of course but eventually it does get better
>>679106321
Damn man... The tears are back. Thank you anon
>>679105000
I knew a girl like this in high school. I fell for her too. She would bounce around from guy to guy every few months. A year out of high school I realized I'm glad I never tried to get anywhere with her.
>>679078030
hang in there b/ros
>>679097628
no link to McDicks fb??
>>679101057
fucking hell...
Everyone, this is the Becca story Anon. I want to thank you all for your support, it means SO much to me.
>>679106612
funny enough the reason she broke up with him in the first place was because she started working out and he never acknowledged it, stayed fat and lazy.
she then found out, while her and i were dating, that he started working out and she went back
pretty dumb for a 20 yo girl to say "that's the guy i want to be with for my whole life" huh
>>679106747
you need anything you let us know bro
>>679085804
Lol that was the most passive aggressive thing I've ever heard. fucking lol!
Spiteful bitch.
>>679106199
I did. That was in August last year. I told her to fuck off and I've been happier ever since.
>>679106922
Thank you, /b/ro.
>>679089343
Anon, let's talk first, what's weighing you down?
>>679101057
Neat! This is like one of my Japanese animes!
>>679091466
I think school would be better if schools were more specialised, like someschools were focused on computers and some more on science, some focused on engineering and mechanics etc. Maybe even some for business or sports where they take promising athletes and teach them all about how to market themselves and be a good role model or whatever. That way people will be less ostracized, that way people will be surrounded by others of like mind.
>>679101246
Hey dude, don't you outrule anything yet. I'm 22, and have been with someone who was 39; she also had daughters my age. We went pretty strong for a while and all that. We just figured it really wasn't all worth the effort between her and I. But that shouldn't say anything about your case.
Just keep it up dude, you may never know what you've got coming.
we all will have looses in our life, its just about being able to live with them and learn, it will hurt but in the end we will be stronger from being able to deal with them no matter how hard it may seem, it is always the darkest before the dawn
Nothing that i want feels permanent but the things i dont want do
I'm making a fucking mistake, /b/.
I want to be a normalfag like everyone else. I want to go to some regular ass university and study some regular ass degree, settle down and get a steady office job so that I could afford a decent home and a car and go drinking with my buddies on the weekends and eventually marry some 8/10 brunette and have dorky kids. I WANT all of that.
Right now I'm chasing a shitty dream of becoming an actor. And instead of going to Juilliard, which would have been fucking smart and pretty much guaranteed me a job, I decided to go to some shitty party school for a shitty BFA so that I could be with my gf.
I want to be a famous actor. I need to be one. But I feel like I'm making to wrong choice of college. I shouldve auditioned for juilliard. even my teachers told me i was good enough.
I can feel myself sliding almost like when I was a kid on the playground. Except now instead of being outside as a young child who's only known happiness all I can feel is fear and pain. Not fear of death I'm far past that, but absolutely terrified of the idea of disappointing people. Ultimately I'll die alone and I accept that. I opened myself up in high school to a girl for 2 years and she only proved what I was afraid of, I'm alone on a rock in the middle of a dark empty space. Nothing I do here matters, my life consists of small moments trying to avoid pain. Pain that means nothing. It's only a matter of time before the slide ends and I've hit the bottom. I've never been able to tell people this... I can barely tell myself something is wrong. I'm afraid when I do it's over.
Damn it /b/ i don't know what to do anymore, i feel ignored, i feel mad, i feel sad, but i just feel tired, everything is the same thing every week. Nothing changes, no one calls me anymore, i barely eat, school drags on, and work is not worth it, and everytime i try to make a post on here, i just get tired and think that some anon will call me out on that this isn't a real problem and it sounds better than any other anons problem and how i should change my lifestyle, like exercise, eating well, taking up a hobby like welding or art, im tired and when i think about it, it will never feel good, just forced because its 'good' for me. I just don't know what to do, i feel lonely but the company of others annoy me now, i wanted to be in a relation, but most girls toy with you, even if they act sincere when you first meet. I dont know what my life is coming to /b/ i dont know anymore, i seriously don't
>>679087886
God damn
>>679085303
fag
>>679107844
I just want you to know I read your post, anon
>>679104419
That's about most girls.
>>679101057
This post made me think of this song: http://youtu.be/-tYd8I1jxx4
You'll probably like it if you're a sappy, sentimental piece of shit like me
>>679084613
I'm literally crying right now after seeing that thinking of my dog, Dusty, who died a year ago. I've never cried in a feels thread before. Thank you anon.
>>679106922
Nice dubs pally
>>679108173
That made me feel good anon, i barely feel like that anymore
>>679108265
Oh my god.... I'm now crying... thank you for finding this anon
I feel a sense of home on /b/. Maybe it's just me, I don't know. But a place that everyone thinks is heartless, cruel, disgusting, and elitist is a place I feel at home. It's because we can tear down groups of people, insult each other, and insult everyone around us forever. But when one of us is down, hurt, alone, feeling isolated, we rush to their aid. We tell them we're here, it'll be okay. We reassure them that all is not lost, like members of a family. I feel a sense of home on /b/. Not because I'm disgusting, or because I like to insult people, or because I like to be aggressive on the internet. I feel a sense of home on /b/. I feel it because no matter how disgusting people think we are, I've found that we are the most protective and caring family. I feel a sense of home on /b/.
>>679102246
Here you go anon
I love you guys
>>679108644
Thank you, Anon. I appreciate it immensly
Im Just A Fish Outa Water Man
>>679108722
I love you too anon where ever you are
>>679108722
We love you Anon
>>679108722
I love you too anon.
>>679078030
Fuck
>>679108722
You too nigga
