On being ugly.
Ugliness is one of my curses, from since an young age something went really wrong with my genes and from a cute boy I turned into a disgusting ugly person.
Most of the time I am inside of these 4 walls so I don't deal with people, but now I just reminded of it and it felt like a giant rock sitting on my shoulders now.
I don't know where it started, but when I was a teenager I was forced to make a facebook and when I took a picture of me I saw how unpleasant was it to look at me.
When you look at the mirror, your brain tricks you to make you look better, but in reality you are uglier than what you see at the mirror, maybe it's the angle or something but when you see yourself on photographs or videos, then you can see how ugly you really are.
Problem is that when I look at my brother and then when I look at a picture of him they are the same.
When I look at myself at the mirror and then I look at some video of me, it's like completely different persons, what the fuck?
People treat you badly for being ugly, you are more stepped on and everyone likes to look at pleasant things, everyone wants to see beautiful things without exception, there is a standard of beauty but I am so far away from it.
I wonder how someone as ugly as me was born, one of the most unpleasant feelings that I hold is this one, nothing can change that, you are born with it and you will die with it, there is no detachment from it, knowing that you will be always this genetic failure is extremely unjust and cruel, nature is simply disastrous sometimes.
>>677798932
don't let that stop you from anything...
post picture OP
you find your brother sexually attractive?
that's sick
you're ugly inside too
I think I'm ugly but still there's girls in my class that keeps staring at me proving myself wrong
But in the end it doesn't matter I still a beta virgin
Op
Show face fgt
>>677798932
I'm an ugger too an dit made my fuckign introverted.
Still, I'm now married with a kid.
>>677800026
no buddy you have it all wrong
when a girl wants you you'll notice the odd glance, and she won't be able to keep eye contact. girls are nervous too you know
when you're being gawked at unashamedly it's because you're ugly, and they don't give a shit if you catch them staring because you're nothing
hope i helped
>>677800469
Sure so the girl who keeps locking eyes with me things I'm fucking ugly right you silly cunt
>>677800469
i wouldnt say that.
>because you're nothing
men and women are both human beings with a heart, with a soul
>>677800755
some people just stare like that, doesn't necessarily have to do with attraction...............
>>677800755
do something about it then
except you won't, because you know i'm right. you'd rather believe she 'could possibly' be in love with you than find out for definite that she's actually wondering why you're foaming at the mouth and stroking your cock
>>677800849
Ok so the girls who smile when I look at them also find me fucking repulsive
Also what you know about woman I bet you didn't talked with one this week
>>677798932
Fellow uggo here, it's all about the personality dude. Ever wonder why some fatties manage to pull fine women? Just try to be more positive when you are in public at least, and start working out.
Humans are very succeptible to suggestion, and if you hold yourself like you are desirable other people won't second guess it. 8 notches later I can tell you it for sure works bro.
With so many enemies in the world, you don't need to fight yourself.
>>677801018
If you can't distinguish bedroom eyes from disgusting eyes I'm sorry for you
>>677798932
A butterfly is an interesting insect. It must struggle to free itself from its cocoon, yet if it is freed by a man, it will forever be crippled and unable to fly, because its wings are weak.
You are mad because life has not handed you what it hands others. However, this is not a curse as you think. A man who has never failed, who is used to commodity and praise and acceptance, can not go without these things. They cripple him, and make him weak. He will not know your hardships, and they will undermine his character. Never forget; struggle makes a man, and comfort breaks him. What you attempt may take twice the effort, but challenging yourself, working through the anger and doubt and self-consciousnes, will only better you, but it takes the willpower to see yourself all the way through to the end of the cocoon. At the end, you will stand above these people, and smart individuals will recognize the capability it takes to work against the odds. Tasks that peers struggle with will come easy to a man hardened in the fires of true competition. You put in the work, and you will reap the rewards. That's what being a man is about.