NO FEELS THREAD? Feels thread.
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NO FEELS THREAD?
Feels thread.
>>677512294
My dog is being euthanized soon
>>677513951
im sorry man :/
>>677513438
https://youtu.be/CJkWS4t4l0k
top.kek
>>677513951
sorry to hear that, but why?
>>677512294
My current gf says both during sex. So, Im happy.
>>677513526
This one gets me everytime.
>>677512294
>>677514073
Nigga's 6'4, fuck their shit up.
Fell madly in love with one girl. Spent time, money and energy on her. She strung me along, and then started fucking one of my good friends. But me being the pussy cuck I am I told him I'm happy for her and I think about her every day still. I love her so much.
>>677514509
The bitch of a new wife he's got talked him into fucking his sons life. Lesson learned.
>>677514974
this fucking broke me thx anon i needed this.
>>677514487
damn manne, i'd take my stuff and sit next to that lonely nutter anyday of the week
>feels are felt
>>677515458
Fuck off you lazy shit
>>677515819
agreed, fuck off faggot
>>677515458
An average person can read those in about 30 seconds.
What do you want, a sad puppy picture? Kind of sad that twitter is actually contributing more to making people retarded than /b/.
>>677512294
So worth reading
>>677516015
>>677515819
Not my problem you sad, pathetic fucks aren't worth my "30 seconds". No reason your story should be 5x as long as another guy's. You faggots complain all day about no one caring about you, well maybe cuz you are such whiny bitches that have long, boring stories.
>female friend w/ boyfriend asks me to meet up
>been a year since we met up
>meet up
>talk about life and shit thats happened in our life, just friendconversation
>she goes to the bathroom and comes back
>sits down starts shaking in her seat almost losing it
>starts telling me she's been avoiding me for a year
>she tells me she developped feeling for me
>almost broke up with her bf over this
>tells me she could finally place it and is okay with it now.
tfw I was so close to having a relationship with an awesome person.
Goddamnit /b/
>>677514487
What? He's probably waiting for his friend?
Have you neckbeards never had to wait for people?
>>677512294
Iv'e been having a lot of feels lately. I lost all my friends because i'm quiet and apparently when i do talk i'm depressing, that's what she told me anyway. Nobody wants to hang out with me and all my old friends hate me (overheard someone on the phone and said they wouldn't hang out with her if i was there). Girl or guy it doesn't matter. I don't chase sex i just want someone to be my friend and accept me. It really hurts when you've been rejected by everyone, really feel worthless. The only time i don't care about being lonely is when i'm on drugs and when i'm not i get angry. Just angry all the time that i'm sober. Just angry at existing. Tired of pretty much everything, my body always feels heavy. I'm a virgin at 20 on top of all of this and that makes me feel worthless, can't even get a fat chick. /b/ just fuels the fire, i'll browse for like 5 minutes, get horny and jealous and realize i have nobody while other people are living happily. In the end iv'e become a jaded asshole, i'm angry all the time and i hate people because they hate me. There really doesn't seem to be a way out and suicide is looking better and better everyday.
>>677512294
i miss my girl.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.

once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?

this was the song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSPe8dIJEtw
>>677515261
I hope he impregnates her and you'll see their baby someday
so being (pretending to be) happy from 7am to 5pm is pretty easy (fucking hard.) I love (hate) everything and everyone i meet.
-jynx
>>677513951
Kek
>tfw mom thinks i'm a genius
>tfw I'm a sack of shit who's too lazy to amount to anything
>tfw my mom is proud of me because I'm not a druggie like the rest of the family
>tfw I'm an autistic loser who will never have a girlfriend
>tfw mom loves me
>tfw I hate myself
I really wish I could be happy with what other people think of me
>>677516217
>please wake up soon
I felt it
>>677515004
But he's aushwitz mode
>>677515172
Rawr
Wo ai ni
>>677513574
if they dont want you back, dont tell them
if they do want you back, then there's a slightly smaller chance that they'll build you up and tear you down
Just got a job and a while till I get paid haven't eaten in days
Help /b/
[email protected]
>>677515628
Holy fuck.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoeC7YvSoL4
>be me, 18
>had sexy-ass friend that was married (we were REALLY good friends)
>says she and her husband are talking about divorce
>one night when he's out of town, Im over at her house and we start making out during truth or dare
>too scared to have sex (WtfAmIThinking.gif)
>both develop feels, but she avoids me cuz feels bad about being married
>ignores my calls, gets a divorce and starts dating another guy
>shaking, I meet her at college to tell her my feelings, she stops me and says not to finish what i have to say
>have argument on fb, tells me we are no longer friends
>still think about her from time to time
>>677514487
Sergio Ruiz... is that you?
>>677517648
Edgelord
>>677517717
Stop judging yourself by society norms of "Getting Pussy!" and "Being a Productive Member of Society" Trust I've done both, and not being a drugfag or criminal is helpful to society, your mom is right to be proud of you. You're young, you'll see how weird, rapid change can be in life, enjoy it while you can, then pursue something of worthwhile.
The worst you'll have is a family that loves you for not being a druggie - skirt chaser. I have a family now, a loyal wife an intelligent daughter, and a good job that I don't have to kill myself to make money at. I was similar to you at one point... I never did drugs, and I had at least one parent there for me.
>>677518308
timestamp and also cant you ask any friends or your parents for money?
no i dont ask my parents for anything but idk maybe you have a good relationship with them
>>677516155
this fucking cant be real I refuse to believe it
>>677518742
There is only one time i wanted to hurt someone more than this time, when my fiancée told me how she was raped...
>>677512294
"Hi, I'm Chloe. I want to fuck you for the rest of our lives."
>>677515261
>677515261
Man the fuck up and drop her out of your life, no contact ever again. Gotta show bitches whose boss if you're gonna grow up to be a big and strong alpha.
I feel like I'm under a shower of sadness. Every day. Every hour. Every minute.
>>677519356
that moment when you realize what he said is true
>>677518261
That sounds strangely similar to the tf2 one
>>677514509
>categorically denied it
>welp lets report him to the authorities anyway
another kid's life ruined by feminist bitch and the fuckers who side with them.
>>677512294
iv'e been rejected by everyone i ever liked. I don't think anything else can make me feel so worthless.
>>677515628
tfw ive been in and out of different sorts of love but will never feel the love of a sister, especially at this level
>>677514233
That one really got to me
Everyone ITT. Keep up the stories, they're hilarious!
>>677516155
I cried to this, i haven't cried like this in awhile.
>>677514509
Fuck that bitch.
>>677512294
I need a sauce on pic in ops pic.
What sucks more than anything is the idea that most of the people dealing with this shit have had shitty situations pushed into their lives for so long they can't see that getting better is a step away. I am serious, no white night bullshit. If you are depressed, go talk to someone. If you are a fucking autist one step away from ending it all at any moment, then you have nothing to lose. Don't cuddle up to your sad music or your feels threads, go take a walk. Sign up for something. Work out. Even if its just for one day, that will be one day that you will feel like you aren't a piece of shit. And for all of those whiny 17-29 year olds who have "depression" because they know that any of the people that communicate with them will stop doing so if they start trying to better themselves, FUCK YOU. Stop giving people with depression a bad name.
>>677519313
You and me both, brother. I used to be sad and a class A major Beta, but said "fuck it" and wrote off every faggot and bitch that wasn't worth my time. Started fresh and shit was easy fucking sailing.
I'd rather live a life where I follow my goals than to be an all talk no show fag. Im doing just that.
What's your background /bro?
>tfw shes gay
>tfw she has a gf
>>677516964
I'm sorry man, that fucking sucks. Hope you can still be friends with her if she's actually cool.
On the brightside, you're awesome enough to practically get a girl like her to break it off with her bf for you.
>>677521222
Checked.
Sucks, but there is some great good from this. She might be a lesbo, but she will def help setting you up. You gotta adjust yourself to her and her gf's lifestyle tho to help you out. Stay friends and make it know that you will not try messing with either of them (keep that shit 100% not awkward at all). Trust me, a gay friend will 9 times out of 10 be the best wing man/woman you've ever had.
>>677520471
The 1st time i read it i felt sad for the guy, it sucked for him but eh, " i'm on /b/, it's not like it's a big deal, feelings are exagerated..."
Then i fell in love with my dream girl. Several years later i stumbled upon this again, but knowing what love really was. I was very lucky it was a weekend and she was here because i wasn't able to stop crying imagining her in this situation....
>>677521692
Anon I'm not a giant cuck.
>>677520829
>>677520829
I came here for a feels thread not for a "get up and do the shit you want, you bitch" thread.
Thanks anon.
>>677514509
someone change my mind, argue that relationships aren't a waste of time.
what's the point? kids are environmental disasters and I have unlimited porn, so what's the purpose?
>>677521861
What the actual fuck are you talking about? You were never dating/fucking to begin.
Take my advice dude. You really don't know how lucky you will be to have a lesbian friend. She will be an amazing wingman. Forget about the idea of you two together, it will never work. Sorry dude, but you obv weren't that close of friends with her if you just found out now that she's gay AND has a gf, so don't bs me with all that feels shit. Man up and take the alpha route instead of your faggot ass beta "This girl I knew is gay and is so hot and I love her, and I just met her."
>>677517207
doooooooooooo do do do do dudoooooooooooooooo!
>>677517524
meh
>>677513772
>wasted life aand drifted aimlessly through 2 years of uni already
> never had gf, come to terms with being lonely for life
> been the clown for my whole life so far
>mfw drugs offer the only escape from the cruel joke of my life
>>677522545
I've known her since highschool and she only recently came out of the closet anon, but yeah sure bro I barely knew her and I'm a beta for not wanting to take relationship advice from a dyke, how can I be so alpha as you
>>677512294
I still can't suck my own dick.
Help me.
>>677517524
Flanklin was a true legend.
this was his favorite song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSPe8dIJEtw
>>677517626
go steal someone elses content you fucking nigger.
>>677515628
Aren't we all?
Good night /b/
After seeing Hachiko the dog i lost empathy for anyone, so, fuck off faggots
>>677523407
>>677518573
>virgin detected
>>677520165
you have read too many wincests, anon. go to sleep. forever.
>>677517524
this is fake and made me cringe.
>>677519860
Well ideally the authorities investigate it and if there's no good evidence he doesn't go to prison. But refusing the bail money is fucked up. If it were me I would understand reporting it so it can be properly investigated but not leaving me to rot in jail with no proof that I did it.
At least the kid will almost certainly get back into the school and can continue his life with or without his dad.
>>677523050
Haha, you misjudged me just as badly. Im a straight, alpha male.
Whatever dude, I really don't fucking care. I was just trying to help a /bro out to see the silver lining. But ur obv an emo, beta faggot still in your gay phase of "woe is me, how dare you try to understand and help me". go back to shopping at hot topic and writing those gay-ass fb updates about how depressed you are.
>>677520165
Rlm ftw
>>677512294
I don't know what to focus on. I feel like humanity has so much potential, but it seems like we eventually destroy everything we touch. Were humans meant to go extinct? In order for us to survive, are we required to rape and exploit our surroundings? Everything seems so watered down and superficial. I need to shift my perspective. Fuck everything I just typed. Why do I want to reach people? Why does everything about me correspond with the sexual realm? Why can't I just fit into the damn puzzle? I love myself. fuck this shit. I have to wake up early. yay (-_-)
>>677513438
>existence. cruel joke
that video was way less funny than the usual onion stuff. way better, too.
>>677524243
>normie faggot assumes anyone with feelings outside of "MUST FUCK PUSSY" is an emo faggot
pls go and stay go you normie fuck
Armin, zal mi e sto te povrediv. Najmnogu od se sakam da si sreken. Znam deka ako ostanese so mene pak ke unistev se. Te sakam. Nikogas nema da te zaboravam.
>>677523608
ty anon
>>677516217
why cant i hold all these tears
>>677516155
This is quite possibly the worst thing I have ever read. I would ensure the rest of their lives are miserable-- Fucking miserable. no guilt...wow.
>>677524680
faggot detected
>>677518840
do the one with the homeless guy whos given shelter by a woman, she becomes his girlfriend and then dies of i think cancer
>>677522532
Not having kids is admitting to yourself that your genes and your life is not worthwhile enough to leave a successor and a biological legacy.
Have you ever been in love, anon? I feel like you couldn't have, because anyone who has ever been in love with another person could not possibly feel the way you do.
>this thread
>>677514487
He's sitting down dude....
The fact that you think that's depressing is depressing.
>>677512328
;_;
>>677516155
fucking hell
>>677516854
>>677513951
shit dude, sorry to hear that.
what's his/her name?
>>677522720
Don't have any words of comfort anon, just wanted to say I know that feel.
>>677526010
Oh god, Ella....
All my feels.
>>677525680
>>677526010
Thanks guys, I needed to cry
Sleep tight, yous
>>677520165
>sister buys me clothes
>does my math homework and will readily help me in any subject I need help with
>most subjects because I'm a fucking idiot
>takes me out to eat a lot
>asks me to kiss her on the cheek sometimes
>ruffles my hair, which I shout at her for
>takes care of the cats
>makes desserts in her free time
>she's a nurse and works 12-16hr shifts so it's not much free time
>beautiful smile
>is currently finding me a therapist
>does her very best everyday
>she's a genius and the best this family has
>helped parents out financially
>visited me in the mental hospital one day
>I walked into the visiting room and she seen my bracelet
>she starts sobbing and puts her arms out to hug me
I'll never forget what she said when I hugged, I thought it was only said as a cliche in movies or something
>"I changed your diapers" as she breaks down in my arms
>I stay silent and just hug her
My sister is the reason I'm still alive and going to school, I love her so much.
>>677514233
FUUUCK
U
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as a dog and cat owner, SPAY AND NEUTER YOUR FUCKING PETS.
>>677514509
That's what you get for being a dick and acting without evidence. Old faggot deserves it.
>>677513526
fucking this
>>677527129
Jesus christ man...
>>677513574
the story of my miserable existence
>>677514974
Pretty accurate, except I don't think I have MAJOR depression
>>677528008
told her and it didn't work out. I'd do it again though, just to silence the questions.
>>677516027
sheit man...
>Raised with High moral values, patents divorced, dad taught me to always see the Best In people
>Have morals, ethics, and geniunly Care about people until he age of 20, be happy with girlfriend living quite poor while studying nyt getting by and living life, GF shares my views
>start doing software Engineering, making better money designing web systems and the like
>see friend from School making thousands of dollars by marketing fraudly campaigns, cba to go In to details
>annoyed that a much dumber guy is making tons of money
>copy his method, setup company, start doing the same
>Drop out of School cause i am making 20k USD monthly
>GF of 4 years leaves me, cause i repræsentere everything she has always been against.
>meet Girl after Girl after Girl but none of them match up and life feels empty
Money fixes problems, does not make you happy
>>677514509
And feminism has succeeded once again in achieving its most major goal - ruining the lives of as many innocent men as possible.
>>677515261
Bitch fucking drop her already man up you got this
>>677515261
Yeah I used to love a girl and she clearly had no interest. Loved her for 5 years and I think I was over her, hadn't seen her in an year since we finished high school but a few days ago I saw her again at a party. Let's say as soon as I looked into her eyes and she said my name I knew the ride never ends. Here's my tip: the only way to get over her is to find someone else to love, which is hard.
>>677528794
I feel for you, friend. I hope you can, or have, turn the life around and find that happiness again.
>Be me
>Add Female Acquaintance on Skype
>She's online
>Message "Hi"
>She is set to away in less than 10 seconds
>TFW this has happened twice
>TFW this happened again 2 weeks later with completely different girl
I don't look too bad and they I haven't done anything bad, what the fuck is wrong with my life?
>>677522720
just live your life anon, find a hobby, find something that you and only YOU like to do, the rest will come to you, just be patient anon, you just got to keep on on keeping on
>>677513772
It sucks when you can never change or be serious about it, so you cry away all your issues and start another day as the same old person.
Alrighty, /b/, I've got some shit for you guys. More of just a rant/story, but I feel like getting this shit off my chest anyway
>Be me
>High School Senior
>Want to go to prom this year with a girl
>Sort of want to date her beforehand, but would be fine with going as "just friends"
>Talk with some of my friends, two girls in those groups both say that they would be fine going to prom with me
>Those two girls are also who I would've wanted to ask to prom
>Thatwaseasy.jpg
>A few weeks pass by
>My first choice starts dating a guy in our friend group about a few weeks after the initial conversation
>She's out of the running, since they make a better couple, and it just feels odd af taking someone else's girl out to prom
>Start hanging out with my second choice out of the two girls
>We hang out as just friends for a while
>I start to realize I have a crush on her, but I don't know if she does back, so I keep on acting as friends towards her
>Talk to the friend group and pretty much outright say that I have a crush on her about a month after the initial conversation, with prom in about a month
>Few days later, the other girl warns me "Hey, when you take [Second Choice's Name] out to prom, you should do so as just friends. She isn't really looking for a relationship right now
>Later that night, get a skype message from her "Hey Anon, you busy?"
>Reply back something like "Not really, what's up?"
>Starts out with "I'm not sure how I'd be able to get this into words, but here we go..."
>A 4 minute silence feels like an eternity
>"...But I know that you have feelings for me, but I do not have any feelings back. I want to stay friends with you, but I think we should find different prom dates."
>Gives off the illusion of Holding it together through text chat
>In reality falling apart emotionally as this conversation Happens
Even if you don't care about this story, I feel like getting the whole thing out anyway, so part two soon.
Mom died about 2 1/2 years ago
>mom and dad divorced when i was about 2
>Grew up with mom for a huge majority of my life
>She had a disability
>She had dwarfism
>Luckily I was born normal
>Had to help her with a lot of things
>I did well in school, I didn't have many friends but my grades were good despite my laziness
>she worked and provided for me, for us
>I was her miracle
>One day, be stupid me as usual
>she says we're going to visit my grandma in the home
>We visit and bring her food
>Laughs were had, grandma being her usual self
>On the way home afterwards
>Before anything happened I remember hearing a loud yell, or scream.
cont?
>>677519814
got me
>>677531828
Of course
>Never had a GF
>Never looked for one
>Friends all getting GFs
>Sense of obligation
>Went out on a few dates
>Never been on a second date
>Realize I don't want anybody
When the wanting goes, that to me, is worse than anything.
>>677531785
>Literally hyperventilate crying after the Skype conversation
>Rant to my other friend group in the group chat about it
>Go to bed Feeling like shit
>Somehow hold shit together at school the next day
>Been slowly recovering from that shit over the course of about two weeks now
>Literally every other girl I wanted to ask already has a date, or it just won't work out otherwise
>Fucking hate the idea of third wheeling all my other friends with dates, or hanging out with the friend group with the two girls that stood me up I guess
>Eventually end up giving up trying to date or find one for prom
>Still about 2 weeks until prom right now
Well, story ends right now actually. It fucking hurts getting pretty much rejected twice in a row.
>>677532694
Going through roughly the same thing. I honestly feel like I couldn't have cared less about getting a gf until my friends started getting them. Still haven't even gone on any dates though, but I have a feeling I'll pretty much get the same experience out of dating you are bud.
>>677516287
Welcome to the club Anon.
>>677516556
This terrifies me. Can people actually tell?
>tfw my succubus waifu wont cuddle me
i want to die
>>677533258
>>677532694
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6X2dCkOI6LY
>>677516556
I really fucking hope this is wrong, i really hope they do care but just don't want to cause me any extra anxiety by bringing it up and making me remember my problems.
A girl I like started to act like she got feelings for me. Now she tells me she just wants to stay friends and that we will never be together. Someone give me a reason not to kms.
>>677512294
I actually hear it.
>>677532694
i felt like you anon, but not so long ago i meant a girl a physiotherapist, and since than i have this felling about her, i just talk to her in sessions but im yet to ask her out of even talk to her out of the sessions. the point is when the right one comes, you will know it
>>677534147
Anon you have to remember that you don't have to revolve around her you can live on your own. You have done it for many years
>>677534147
I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for over a decade. The best thing, the only thing I can say is: You only got one life might as well see it through. Not gonna help with the feeling but maybe if you trudge through the shit for long enough you'll find a nice spot to settle down.
>>677534147
I had that. She had feelings for me and i had feelings for her, then she told me she wants to be single to figure herself out and she will come back. Looking at her now, shes browsing tinder and talking to another guy.
>FTW they can never tell you the truth.
>>677534716
You are heading for a big disappointment friend. Your therapist will never go out with you, and it sounds like you have simply fallen for her because she's the only female that ever appeared to care about you and what you have to say. Don't put yourself through this man, it's a one way street to pain and rejection.
>>677535124
>TFW*
my bad
>>677517524
Gonna be honest, this almost made me cry
>>677532781
Last year, I asked a girl out to prom with a huge sign in front of a lot of people and she turned me down on the spot. I don't know how I survived the rest of the school year.
I can't take it anymore, /B/. At this point in my life I don't even care about losing my virginity. I just want to feel some kind of affection, some sort of emotion from another human being telling me that I'm loved and cared for. I put on a mask every day to seem like I'm indifferent to the fact that nobody outside of my family loves me, and that I've never felt genuine love or even mutual attraction. It's starting to affect the way I act.
>be with family over weekend
>stay up late with qt (normie) female cousin
>talking, watching videos on her phone
>every once in a while her arm would brush up against mine and I would try and hold the contact for as long as possible
>I started to move up against her
>managed to get full arm, hip, and leg contact
>literally the most physical contact I had had with a female
>boner.jpg but I had anticipated this, and employed a boner hiding apparatus
>trying not to creep her out but at the same time drunk on hormones that I had been starved of for my entire life
>actually thought there was a meaninful connection but she just squirmed away, broke contact
I just want to feel loved, /b/.
>>677531828
cont.
>Next thing I remember it was dark
>I felt like i was being pulled out from something
>something heavy
>I screamed in confusion and pain
>Ask where mom is over and over
>i forget the responses since they were muffled to me
>Get put on helicopter
>Airlifted
>Wheeled in to a place I assume is a hospital
>get the strength to raise my arm
>notice glass in my arms
>Cry louder and harder
>Scared as fuck
>suddenly stop
>i'm being operated on holy fuck
>Shot after shot, stitch after stitch, staple after staple
>the staples hurt worse, had to be numbed like 5 times
>It stops
>i can relax
>Dad comes in
>Family members come in
>best friend and his mom come in
>the break the news to me
>mom died
>Her disability prevented her from living and she tossed out of the vehicle and it flipped three times
>Remember feeling like shit
>After I was healed and all the stitches were removed and shit, I moved in with my dad
>Still live here
>That event changed me almost 100%
>fuck.jpg
>>677514639
jup life can be nice too
>>677534889
>>677535067
>>677535124
Thanks /b/ros.
>>677532781
It gets better when you don't chase, and just let stuff happen, settle down on your own and a woman will find you, like they always do, women are drawn to men with the same social and moral standings as them, which is why men have 'trophy' wives - even though often times they are equal in terms of income. Just aim high anon, keep your chin up, and let the past be the past, it's all a circle, everything gets a return.
Also, take your mind off it, watch a film or something, don't think into it.
Good luck man.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iVeihpTvlJg
>>677535438
Solid feels
>>677515512
Thats hurts...
>>677518573
Good job. I like you anon. Theres pussy chasers and pussy waiters. I had a gooood stretch of pussy and a long term love. 7 years. When she left it ripped my life apart. Became an alcohol. Self esteem is still shit. But fuckit. My age... 34... things get weirder. And better.
>>677535643
You're never alone. Just keep pushing, and they will simply walk in. After that, I've had an epiphany that I need a lifestyle change. I haven't been happy in so long, but it is turning around for me. So, pick up new hobbies is my suggestion.
I wish you the best fortune of happiness, my friend.
>>677535307
I've been thinking a bit and reading this thread, and I think my biggest issue is that I'm like the multiple Anons in this thread that all just want some form of affection from a girlfriend or something, or just someone to say that they genuinely love me, without part of that love coming from the fact that someone gave birth to me, or happens to be related to the two people who gave birth to me. My other issue revolving around it though is that I just keep thinking about it too fucking much. As much as my mind's telling me to not worry about, here I am still coming to feels threads, and crying at my PC. >>677535799
The worst part is I wasn't even chasing really. Both girls that sort of agreed to go with me sort of did so voluntarily, and then left voluntarily. I do feel like I should just not worry about it though, but that is sure as hell much more easily said than done, but I do feel like just riding out this life thing, and seeing where it takes me more than just an heroing or something now.
Thanks you two for helping, it really means something.
>>677536236
Yes. Hobbies and new skills and better yourself.
>>677527129
so your just an stupied autis who cant handle life and needs a babysitter 24/7
>>677532781
Anon, I'm sorry. Went through the same shit my junior prom, and it's what made me not go to my senior one. Love you /b/ro. Stay Strong
>>677531785
>>677532781
>prom
fucking underage faggot no one cares about this shit grow a fucking pair
>>677535425
>No one even responds to my post
>can't even get a (You)
How would I go about killing myself when I can't even move enough of my body to brush my own teeth?
>>677536318
Like I said, it was last year and right now things are going well. The friends I made in college are terrific and I'm talking to a few girls I find interesting. I've even been on a few dates with one of them.
>>677535799
From my experience, this guy is correct. Once you start working on yourself instead of worrying about women, everything starts to fall into place.
I hope the best for you anon.
Where to start.
>20
>fucked around in school but had a lot of fun with friends
>got awful grades
>went to technical college afterwards
>fucked that up too
>friends all progressed in life
>while I isolated myself and lay home all day
>been alone now for basically an entire year
>haven't been able to get an interview up until last month for a call centre job
>decided not to go last minute because I was so fucking depressed
>regret it
>entire family just thinks I'm a piece of shit
>I don't blame them
>need out of this place
>haven't been able to buy myself clothes in over 3 years
>what girl would get with me?
>going back to college in September
>going to be in class with a bunch of 16 year olds
>fuck my life
Please someone reply. I have fucking nobody I'm so alone it hurts.
>>677537531
Sometimes nobody pays attention to you, sometimes it feels like you don't even exist. But know, at least know this, I understand your pain anon, when you just need a hug so that you know you still exist.
>>677536318
>>677535425
>>677537531
Are you fat? Are you autistic as fuck? Do you have any hobbies? Do you have anything that makes you interesting? How is your hygiene? Do you dress like a retard or with some effort?
All these things come into play. Also, pushing up against your cousin is weird as shit and inadvisable. And I hope you didn't actually employ a boner-hiding apparatus, because if you did, chances are you're the negative version of everything I just listed.
>>677536318
All good man.
Just take it as it comes, you can't make life your bitch, just ride it and hope it treats you well.
Off-topic, not quite as bad as your experience but I starved myself because I got called fat by my peers constantly, my grades tanked, family fell out with me. Found a counsellor, started getting my head down, found a girl, get on good with my mum, and my dad's slowly getting there. Peer pressure is a bitch, and so are social norms, just forget about them, do what you enjoy, and have fun while it lasts.
Nothing is ever as bad as it seems, every time something happens it's for the better, just take it on the chin, dust yourself off and keep moving forward. You can still come back from this, you're not too far gone.
>be me
>diagnosed with ADD, Tourets, Stress, which affects me a lot with what I have going on
>be in school
>I used to be in a mental room, but mainly for stuttering and speech problems.
>get out of there due to me being fine with good grades.
>I guess I'm happy but not really. I kinda liked all of the people there (yes, even the tards)
>so now some shit happens during 4th grade.
>I randomly just cry whenever I don't get things or try my best at things but fail.
>I was sick of my ADD holding me back which caused me to work really hard and stress me out causing me to have tourets.
>I don't fucking throw chats around all over the place or scream REEEEEEEEE, I just cry.
>what makes this even worse is that throughout my lifetime it still happens to this very day
>no medication has helped me, and this breakdown thing is affecting my social life
>not to mention that the media is classifying me and other tourets people has psychos.
>my life is great.
>>677525599
got me
>>677538405
And the worse part is I don't even feel like crying or that sad, it just comes out whenever there's a medium feels moment
>>677537859
Don't let their age bother you. Im 22 and just now taking drivers ed. Im in a class full of people 15-16yo and it stings a little bit, that these people are years ahead of you. But you are you, and they are them.
You just got to remember, nobody wants to suffer, but suffering breeds growth. Its hard but you can make it anon.
>>677535425
man just meet a girl, im fuck ugly and 90kg still have never had a problem with girls, just be confident and not creepy easy pussy
>>677537859
You fucked yourself by making poor choices. Its no wonder no woman would want to be with you and your family hates you. You have failed to grow the fuck up and take personal responsibility for your actions. You deserve everything you get, lazy piece of shit.
My mom passed away on Thursday.
I was at work.
I rushed to the hospital and cried by her bedside for a couple of hours.
I feel so lost
>>677538405
weed
>>677538405
Somebody please reply /b/. Even a simple "kys" or "faggot" would be fine
>>677538911
I'm sorry anon. I wish nobody had to die or it felt like at least there was a point to it all.
Just...be with people you care about. Talk to someone. Let it out.
>>677539151
I don't smoke anything and I never had and I never will
>>677537859
reply
>>677523840
That feeling when someone is clearly talking about themselves but try to make it about others.
>>677539462
http://www.royalqueenseeds.com/blog-medical-marijuana-as-treatment-for-tourettes--n64
>start growing
>start smoking
>get your life back
>>677539462
Maybe that's you're mistake. I've been inhibited by stress for years. My solution was cigarettes. Yea they fuck my lungs but they help mitigate stress. Weed also works wonders. If what you're doing inst working, try something else.
>>677539305
I don't want to be alone
>>677539726
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpCcJY-rJSs
>>677538405
sucks
>>677539305
whats up
someone post the half life 2 greentext about dead friends
>>677539884
Thanks anon. Nothing much. You?
>>677538405
>>677539669
I'm sorry but as a 12 year smoker of weed, it helps a very small amount. Especially being from Denver where there is a dispensary literally on every other block. Got some Lee Roy and blue city diesel today.
>>677538279
You're right. I think from here on, I'm going to focus on improving myself, loosing some weight, etc. One thing that's keeping me going actually is the thought that tomorrow's going to be a better day. Sure tomorrow itself may not be the really better day, but honestly, when I go off to college in September, I'll have to get completely new friends and people to hang out with there, so I think being away from my friends who sort of make me feel like I'm pressured to get a gf, and just the whole fun of having to start up a practically new social life will really be fun, or at least will be more socially interesting than my current approx. 400 student rural midwestern highschool.
>>677539305
If this your club then I have two responses. A - what the fuck are you doing? this is not the way to behave in school, just get your grades and then do this shit, make your school years go quick so you can forget them, unless you like high-key abuse because you think you are funning by cropping an image and captioning it with "when you realise Bush did 9/11," in which case, take as long as you need, and make the whole popular group detest your existence so you feel better about yourself. B - kys.
>>677513951
Slept tight pupper
>>677540072
Nothing much. Where are you from?
>>677514509
Fuck that made me angry
>>677540349
Not my club. Something I got off the internet.
>>677540394
USA. You?
Sorry, really secretive about this stuff.
>>677533588
>>677533760
Usually they can, but hey that's how humans/civilisations are these days.
>>677522720
I mean I technically had a gf once before but yeah
I'm not even in uni, my folks made me repeat my A levels
I have no goal, purpose or direction in my life
I just want to die already
Fuck
>I've had other friends before but they don't last
>People just get bored of me or stop liking me, IDK
>the oldest friends I have or ones that I met online
>but in the second year of 6 forum, I made some friends, good friends I think.
>Were all a bunch of stoners
>2 weeks before second year started my Dad had a heart attack ( I was 17)
>My Mum did everything to try and make sure we had enough money to eat and keep the house
>after a few months my Dad when back to work, he's a labourer. So its tough on him
>Next year drop out of 6 forum before Christmas
>He was upset but went along because of my Mum
>I started looking for a job on and off
>I got really depressed and started self harming a lot, becaasue I felt like I was losing my friends and not doing anything with my life
>then I started playing a lot more games and smoking weed
>about 6-7 months later, still self harming and fucking my life up
>I was going to tell them about feeling this waywhen my parents sat me down and told me that my Mum had cancer
>Not just breast, not just bone, not just liver. but all fucking 3 of them
>Mum told me to not look any of it up online, witch I didn't, well crying
>I didn't say anything and just went to my room
>already had plans with friends to go hang and smoke weed, that week
>we couldn't get any so we got some alcohol, got really fucking drunk started crying and told them at the end of the night
>they seemed to care and acted like friends, trying to comfort me
>Mum is getting wore and I'm just going out clubing
>I always go on the punk and rock nights so theres a mosh pit, just so I can get some anger out if only for a few hours
>>677540628
Cool, im from Germany
>>677540831
Anyway I'm like this for 2 year now 21 (2015)
>my Mums eyes are going a bit yellow, witch means her livers faling. Been to doctor about it
>I stayed up all night doing w/e, I decided not to sleep all day because of my Mum, she need me to go to the store and do some other stuff
>she puked on her self (first time ever) have to help her take her trousers off
>her sister is around the house most of the day. Mum is sleeping most the day on and off
>the last memory of that day was me eatting curry my dad made me on my bed watching veronic mars, fall asleep around 10pm
>wake up to some noise out side my room check phone its 4am
>start to understands what us beening said out side my room
>my Dads on the phone to 999 being walked thought how to perform CPR
>I jump up out of bet and see my Dad just trying to keep my mum alive I put my hand in front of her mouth and nose and try to feel her breath but I don't
>he stouts out me to go down stairs to unlock the door for the parimedics
>I run down stairs and unlock the door but I don't go back up stairs
>she looked so dead and felt so cold, I new she was dead already
>so I just sat at the bottom of the stairs waiting
>I dont know how long it was but all I could her was my Dad trying to save my mum
The paramedics said she was DOA
Now I have a job only becasue a good friend of hers is pritty high up there
Now I make just enought to keep the house if my Dad dieds
but all I want to do is start walking and not stop
>>677535425
yea thats creepy,
>>677540835
Nice! What's it like there?
>>677516325
Holy fuck the feels
>Born with Spina Bifida
>Doctor Carson performs surgery
>Everything is great for 11 years after
>Need more surgery
>Hospital system in America fucking sucks
>Surgery goes well
>Hospital care does not
>End up losing function of bladder / bowel / 60% legs
>Have repeat surgeries, spinal untetherings, foot, leg surgery from the age of 13-19
>Literally have no normal year of teenage hood.
>Part of 3% that through physical therapy regain some nerve use. Retrain my body to redo certain things.
>20 Can walk with cane off and on
>21 Can function in bathroom and bedroom
>22 Lose virginity
>23 Stop using scooter and mobile devices
>24 Learn to drive
>25 Meet 7th good girlfriend, this one's the keeper.
>28 Engaged
>29 Father and can now walk with out cane (finally)
>30 Still have to hear shallow faggots whine about some girl that didnt' like them back, move the fuck on, you have legs that work.
Not sure, if I should post a story. Actually to sad to write more than a few word...
>>677514509
What a steaming pile of shit. I hope his son turned out to be less of a cuck than his father
>>677513574
oh man this
i tried to tell her a few weeks ago
i didn't really articulate it well
she didn't feel the same way
i've never been in love before
i keep telling myself its ridiculous to say that i fell in love with her
i keep telling myself to stop being such a faggot and get over it, try to get another girl
but i can't stop thinking about her
its at the point where i cant even jack off regularly
usually when im trying to jack off i start thinking about her and i get all sad because now i know she doesn't feel the same way
at least before i could pretend she had feelings for me
>>677540242
Befriend people early that enjoy your hobbies, that are taking the same courses as you, not just people you like the look of. Gets easier if people don't belittle you based on your interests, who knows, there may even be a 'girl' that's interested in that stuff too. One more tip before I pass out, always have faith, when things go right you're going to look up and thank your stars, don't quit there, keep going, when you think you're at 100%, you're really only at around 40%, don't just stand still and think it'll last, or it'll be over before you start moving again. Night man.
>>677541182
Do it makes you feel better. Before we 404 at least
>>677541162
Relevant
>>677540525
You still have hope then.
>>677541162
Fucking normie. Complaining about boring shit.
This is not even close of being a /robot/
>>677535425
>boner hiding apparatus
This sounds familiar. ..
>>677541533
Maybe tomorow
I'm almost 20 years old, and I don't really know how to live. I mean, I know how to have a job. I know how to survive. But that's about it. I feel like I just live to pass the time.
>>677541848
Pass it as much as you can, take it to the last few seconds, and I promise you it'll be worth it
>>677540992
Germany is a pretty nice country.
its 04:25 a.m here / +14°C
Whats about the USA?
Are you voting for Trump?
>>677541619
Weird, I always find myself giving that same advice. I rarely complain in person. I do whatever it takes to not look week.
>>677541686
You wouldn't even be able to comprehend if I actually took you on a journey through my life. But I try not to compare, because you don't know me and I don't know you. At least I have joy in my life now.
I'm 36 unemployable and engaged to a 25 year old biology major at a Baptist college. I'm Jewish.
Luckily my parents are very rich.
>>677542250
FUCKING NORMIEEEES!
REEEEEEEEEEEE
>>677542775
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY BOAAAAAAAAARD! FUUUUUUUCKING NORMIEEES!
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
>>677542884
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>677542930
>>677514233
carbon monoxide is odorless
>>677543161
I don't get it.
>>677542250
Why boast? You're two separate people in two separate lives with two separate personalities with two sets of separate goals, knowledge, experience and beliefs. Why do you feel the need to boast about how 'awful' your lives are? You wouldn't catch an apple complaining to a banana because it's more red, so why would you complain over the internet that someone's life is worse than yours when you have no proof and there is no certain way to prove this. You are relying on opinions, and they don't win arguments.
>diagnosed with Asperger's at 8
>kids at school find out, make my life hell
>discover I have no balls (and that I'm supposed to have them) when we go swimming one day
>peers also find out, mocked mercilessly for that too
>get surgery to fix it
>try to kill myself at 12, rope snaps, don't tell anyone
>seizures until I'm 13 (started just before ball-surgery)
>eventually grow into a massive lanky fuck, 6'6" at like 14
>intelligent but fucking hate school so much
>good at school but nothing else, no real hobbies, interests or friends
>completely stopped trying in school at 16
>got into drugs
>got first kiss at 17
>have junkie gf
>she leaves me, suicidally depressed
>go through months-long stretches of being constantly high followed by months of mind-numbingly boring sobriety
>meet another girl, love of my life
>she leaves too, less depressed this time
>parents dissatisfied with final exam results, make me go back to school
>even though I'm off drugs I'm still a useless fuckwit who can't do anything right with no purpose in life
how do you do it, /b/? how do you make yourself stop wanting to die?
>>677543161
Sucks a lot of dick, even though he shouldn't, and gets paid to belittle himself because why not?
>>677542775
What percentage of the population has Spina Bifida?
Of that he says 3% can regain nerve function...
Who knows what percentage has "retrained body"
Your face when he's a percent of a percent and you're actually the normie.
Fucking OC This literally just happened...
>>677543455
Did you mean to reply to me?
I was neither boasting nor complaining.
>>677543682
>2016
>Not knowing the definition of normie
What happened to my 4chan?
>>677543477
>how do you make yourself stop wanting to die?
In all honesty, you don't. All you can do is trudge along, and if a time comes where you feel better, it will go away on it's own. Life is a pile if shit, but if you are willing to dig around, you'll find a diamond in there eventually.
>>677541981
sure it's worth it. I just feel like I'm missing out on something. Feeling depressed every time I'm not at work, then just sitting here all day. It's not the best feeling
>>677512294
i like to dress up as Goliath
not everybody thinks that its cool, but i finally met a girl who thinks im a 10/10 would bang like bam in my Goliath suit.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.

once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?

this was the song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSPe8dIJEtw
A week straight with no suicidal thoughts. With laughter. Smiling. Feeling like it's gonna be okay. Working toward my goal. Working toward what I know gets me out of this. Being comfortable in my skin.
One fucking dip and I'm right back here wallowing in it.
Out. Get out of this thread.
>>677543818
If actual OC, I just want you to know....
Sailor is spelled with an 'o'.
>>677543998
I don't know, is that some new shit?
I've been here since 2004.
Please, explain.
>>677543477
ya don't. even if you manage to, the feeling is always going to come back.
if i were you, i'd try to surround myself with friends and people who dont treat you like shit. if you don't have any, make some online or something. i have autism too so i understand the difficulty of living. shit sucks man
>>677544252
I'm out. This place makes me sick
>>677544212
fuck me right?
she just sent this we are talking over Skype now
>>677515172
you don't have to wake up this time.
These threads have helped me for like 7 years now
Fuck that's a long time...
But I dunno, it gets better, honestly, if you try
I don't know all of your situations but you can come out of this
Here I am in uni 3 years older than most of my classmates but it's just one day at a time
Just don't be sad anons, it can get better
Or maybe Im not really happier, I'm just more numb to the shittiness of everything
But I don't wake up wanting to cry anymore so that's something right?
Does anyone have that wall of text that talked about being "that guy", being a "loner", more than a loner, totally alone, a guy
That just waits?
>>677544325
I appreciate your words of solidarity, fellow autist. The truth is I do have people who care about me now, but that just makes me feel like shit for not being able to care about myself.
>>677544863
just thought I say that I was to lazy to Photoshop my first name out seems pointless in hindsight
>>677544194
It's okay anon, anon loves you. We'll always be here for you. Unless you're ever OP, he's a fag.
>>677514233
that's fake guys, sorry. It's just propaganda to spay and neuter. Carbon monoxide is odorless and if he opened the chamber it would likely kill him too due to the flammability as well as the fact that it takes 40 SECONDS to kill when concentrated at any level, not minutes. That stuff is EXTREMELY TOXIC.
>>677512328
God fuckin damnit I didn't make it past the first fucking post. ;_;
>>677520829
/thread/ seriously. Workout, go to school, go to work. Pick a fucking hobby that isn't trolling 4chan or playing vidya you fucking losers. I was "depressed" and looking for sympathy until I realized you'll never get it from anyone because everyone has their own shit and no one likes a pitty party. So stop drinking mountain dew, jerking it to loli threads, and self loathing. Get your Cheeto stained fingers on the barbell and push those feelings away you miserable pricks. Grow the fuck up, you autists.
>>677543818
I'm lost, so you're going into the navy. So fucking what? You'll go through basic which is easy as shit. You'll probably fucking marry her afterwards like a dumbass and she'll balloon into a landwhale dependapotomus like all the rest. You'll be miserable in a miserable relationship to a whore that sleeps with anyone around once you're at sea and you'll not have a fucking clue where shit went wrong.
>>677520989
Damn it dont do this to me
>>677514509
They are lucky that their son is patient, had that been me, they would have had a one way ticked to an RDX bombing and shooting rampage.
>>677545798
>Be me
>Working out
>Pursuing my dream semi-successfully
>Woodworking in free time
Still feel like shit, it feels impossible to even get up in the morning. There is no one be all end all solution to everything.
>>677545268
unfortunately anon, i can't help you there. i've been lucky enough to not hate myself. i hope you feel better soon!
>>677520829
You obviously don't have depression then. You're the kind of fucking faggot that goes around going, FUCK MAN I was sad once get the fuck over it.
It's not that fucking easy. You can't just all of a sudden start and do something about it. Fucking faggot.
>>677512328
My dad pulled the same shit when he was dying of brain / bone cancer.
I told him he spent his whole life avoiding me and saying I was never strong enough. I asked if he really wanted me to remember him being a pussy before he died.
He tried not to cry so damn much after that. Well the next three days he had, he didn't want to die yet.
>>677516155
Fuck, anon... Hits me hard
>>677525680
/r/ing that similar /k/ pasta about anon's online friend who went to fight in Ukraine
>>677545901
Fuck, if only it was that fucking simple man. I would almost prefer a chick who would whore around when I went missing but... you would best describe this girl as fragile... more so I think she is Bi Polar, Literaly cant talk to anyone outside her inner sphere of friends (me) She tears up and breaks down over the most reatarded things.. I think it would be more
