All I want is a companion. Someone I can just hang out with or freely talk to. I'm a freshman in uni and I'm really bad with people, so I haven't met many people, let alone a girl I could make anything with.
>>677422555
No one cares you fucking cunt. You wont find sympathy or companionship on here.
What should I do?
>>677423618
Change.
Study the ways of the Normie
Honestly, you need willpower and to join a club, lower your standards and join a vidya and anime club. Also when in doubt listen to people, be genuinely interested in them and it's easy from there.
>>677422555
You'll find people to be a disappointment. They'll just moan about their problems, then if you take the time to listen just fuck off when they want anyway.
Learn to enjoy your own company, it's more rewarding.
And cheer up, you got trips.
>>677424017
I've looked at clubs but there aren't any I'm really interested in. I'd go to a book club even but there isn't one. Anime/vidya club is probably the last one I'd want to go to though.
>>677424142
I'm pretty much always alone and fine with that. Maybe I just want a companion so much because I lack the experience
>>677422555
Be impulsive. Get better at talking to people. Learn to deal with your feelings of inadequacy and learn that you can improve.
You're human, man. It's up to you to take initiative, or else you'll end up waking up at 4 in the morning to weep, realizing you need to let go of that one girl on a pedestal, but it hurts because everything you've ever done was for her, an illusion you never took action towards.
Regret hurts. Take initiative; you'll be better for it. I promise.
>>677424643
this. Just be genuine with people. The people who can't let go of your mistakes or awkwardness are not worth your time. Find something you can do that can help other people. It can be something as simple as listening to others or it could be a vivid imagination. Stop focusing on what hurts and instead look towards what heals.
>>677422555
Atleast you can hang out with your trips pal
>>677422555
If you didn't talk to anyone the first couple of day you entered, you are pretty much fucked.
Just wait this year out, and try better next year. You could also try to talk to your lab partners or some shit, but im sure they already have their group of friends.
So....yeah...
old people love the company of a younger person. some of us are still relevant and sometimes give pointers on how to make life your bitch ;)
