I don't know what to do anymore, I'm 21, working at a dead end job -- can't even handle it and I'm just having constant break downs due to my depression and what not. I can't stop thinking about killing myself and I just feel like an absolute failure, I dropped out and I can't make anyone happy or proud. What the fuck do I do?
sounds like you need to try to start all over from the beginning
>>677414565
same, minus the job. not sure if thats worse or not. but anyways, ive been keeping myself occupied in my freetime by doing color and edit requests on /aco/ and /d/ to get thank you's and such. also i stopped doing all of my hobbies as much to focus on learning what i missed out on in school plus some more(mostly math, i fucking love math), its pretty rewarding tbh
>>677414565
also look into prostate stimulation, better masturbation makes life 1000x brighter.
>>677414565
IDK, maybe like talk to a doctor and tell them you are depressed to the point it is negatively affecting your life?
>>677416830
xanax is nice.
I've gone through the doctor process and have gone over everything. Nothing has been helping really. I've tried so many different things, I just want to feel genuine happiness again. Everything is just ironic and shitty.
>>677414565
Join the Army
>>677417092
Welcome to life. Genuine happiness is going to take a long time to attain. I guess just keep working toward your goals or some gay shit like that?
>>677417083
How else would I get through the day?
>>677417165
I would if i could.Sailor would be pretty good.
>asthma
>atopic dermatitis
>fat
:^)
>>677417348
i only use them to get high sometimes, but i know it makes me feel exactly like i did before i dropped out of school and became a neet
>>677417165
Canadian army is shit-tier
>>677417595
Jesus man, get a job. That will make you feel a thousand times less shitty.
anybody can make someone happy
>>677415404
I've just been like...trying to keep myself active. I tend to climb on top of roofs so I can just breathe, it's a different world up there. Highly recommended if you're not scared of heights.
>>677414565
It's called being in your early 20s. Most people go through it.
>>677417083
>xanax is nice
No, it's poison!
Better smoke some weed.
>>677417915
my parents got us evicted without telling me so i lost everything i own. that includes my id, social, and birth certificate. so i couldnt get a job even if i tried. im waiting on birth certificate in main now, and with that i can get a social, and with that i can get my id, im looking at at least 2 more weeks of being a pos.
really sucks having heroin addicts as parents...
>>677418062
its poison if you arent careful...ive found my mom "Dead" a few times after she took some but ive never done anything but pass out in my bed
>>677417092
You didn't try Marijuana yet right?