Real talk. Would anyone care if you died? If you killed yourself right now, how long would it take for your body to be found? Would anyone find out?
>>677414115
Parents are over protective so everyone would panick immediately and then everyone i know would know but that wouldn't change my mind
>>677414115
It's not about that man. It's about the people who care about you finding out that you killed yourself.
Think about how much they wuld care. This is what's stopping me from ending it
>>677414115
My ex would get my kids and that would ruin their lives so im good to live for a while longer
>>677414115
i think my mom, but she will forget anyway
i wont do it tho, i must endure this shitty life and die when it's the time
>>677414400
How old are you? I was aiming this question more for adults
imdont think anyone would care much, a few people from work would be shocked but not upset. If my salary stopped getting paid I have enough in the bank to pay about 6 months bills and rent. I guess they'd find the body after that
>>677414500
>Who killed themselves? Anon? Oh yeah, that guy. Well that's kind of sad, I guess.
Oh geez I'm really feeling the emotional tugs of these pricks wanting me around
penis
>>677414977
I wish i could a mind set like that but you know..
>i cant read peoples minds
you cant assume what people think because thats how you get fucked up bud
>>677414115
aside from my wife and two kids i would be forgotten within a week. I keep going for them only I have no other reason to live. I brought them into this world so im obligated to do my best to make sure they have a happy life. However if i were diagnosed with terminal cancer tomorrow i'd be happy about it.
>>677415403
but you are assuming they are going to miss you
why don't you do what you want instead
>>677415540
you brought your wife into this world, too? damn anon
>>677414115
my family i guess but they never knew who i really was. it would take exactly 36 hours, a total of 9 people would cry.
i always tried to make them proud at the end of the day they were happy but ive never been satisified i cant get rid of that pull that makes me wish id done bettter.
i could never be done doing more, helping out a little longer, i dont know what for but i can never apologize enough for what ive done
i think it was me being born that im most sorry about i do my best trying to make up for it,
i'd never kill myself because that would mean i didn't mean saying sorry by working hard.
killing myself would mean i stopped apologizing that would hurt more than death.
>>677415775
common practice in utah
It fucking hurts to exist.
>>677414115
Only reason i dont kill myself is cuz my mom tbh anon. This world is cancer
>>677416047
Have a gf too of 5 years but dont give a shit sadly, just stay here for me mum
I'm only alive for my nephew, I'm watching him slowly become me, and I don't want that to happen, so I'm going to steer his path a bit, and then kill myself.
>>677414115
>goodbye and thanks for all the fish
