Why are you sad?
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Why are you sad?
>>677385695
I'm not sad because I'm not a fucking crybaby
I own life, nigger
>>677385991
is that the guy that wore the micky mouse ears and ate pudding without using his hands
I'm sick and alone. I miss you Stacy.
Because you just reminded me that I am.
Thanks, fag.
>>677385695
Because my future is looking less clearer by the minute. Plus, the things I've dedicated the last five years to seem to be have been for naught.
I want to hit a 'reset' button, but I can't find one. I want to kill myself, but don't have enough to buy a gun.
>>677385695
Because every day I wake up and I'm still alive.
>>677385695
Because I'm still alive.
>>677385695
I've realized that I suck at making new friends more times than not, due to being hilariously inexpressive and not particularly clever.
>>677386482
then end it already. If you want I can help you. add me on skype: Jaredbelow
>>677385695
sup gerty
>>677386482
>>677386536
Hivemind
>>677386590
You add me: jessi_slaughtr_xx
>>677385695
because i'm inadequate.
>>677386536
>>677386482
>>677387000
You're adequate enough to get trips.
>>677386199
it was nuttella, faggot
>>677385695
Because I'm stuck here with samfagging Sam.
>>677385695
right now cuz i have a very fucked up body
not a hambeast but I got hips, tits and a belly
I'll fix that but I hate having this pear shaped body so much
>>677387473
Cheer up, I'd still fuck you.
>>677387320
>samefagging sam
>no samefag so in sight
Are you schizo?
>>677387550
>literally this new
>>677387547
im a dude you black bitch
and goddamn this new captcha is fucking annoying
>>677387042
I wish we could all just live in one house together and maybe not be so sad.
>>677387628
The summer heat is coming fast
>>677387738
I'd fuck your dude ass too you little faggot
>>677387550
>Are you schizo?
No. But I have seen the movie the image is from, retard.
Fuck me some of you cunts are dumb. Please don't reproduce.
>>677387754
>live together and not be sad
>live
>not be sad
Pick one.
>>677387897
and yeah,
I said black bitch cuz somewhere down the line your american ancestors where taking the black dick
>>677386410
They can still be worth something!
Could you share to help your fellow anons on what to avoid doing?
>>677388026
>but but you are expected to know about my shitty generic movie reference to a unpopular film
What a faggot.
>>677388577
Learning Japanese to the point of conversational, and drudging through Uni with the hope of becoming an English teacher in Japan. But, not only was I rejected by the JET program for this year's round, but the school itself f'd up my transcript, so I have to put off my graduation until December anyway. So, I decided to double-major with Political Science, thinking it'll be worth more than my initial degree of Asian Studies. Turns out, it's only marginally better. I didn't exactly 'choose' this life though; extenuating circumstances that have been in place since elementary school contributed to my current predicament, and only now is it all seemingly reaching a head.
My advice? Don't be like me. I want to just up and quit Japanese, but I've come so far. I've even passed the JLPT N4.
>>677389003
Not that guy but
Dude that's awesome. I've always wanted to learn moonspeak so I can jerk off to my anime and know what the gooks are saying
>>677385695
because spring breakers have invaded 4chan
I had a job online I actually liked, translating doujins online but I went through a bought of depression for a number of reasons and now over a month later after my last translation I'm afraid to get back into it. I had a dream to finish college and go to Japan someday but I feel like I've thrown everything in the toilet.
>>677389003
It's ironic that you have the degree I want and I have the Japanese skills you want. At least I was able to play Steins;Gate 0...
>>677385695
To beta to do a fucking thing feels bad man
>>677389502
That's really it's only use so far, I've noticed.
>>677389909
Perhaps, but you actually had a job. I just got rejected for a simple book-selling position, and even the internship I worked at (at a Japanese company, no less) for a year has been suspended indefinitely. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do in December.
>>677390330
Yeah but I simply let everyone down who was depending on me, issued everyone refunds, and basically curled up into a ball of depression. Just thinking about it makes me hate myself.
>>677390330
Join the millitary. They'll pay you and send you all expenses paid to Japan. With your credentials you can be a transcriber. And since you've already got a lot of credits you'll start off at a higher rank and if you've got your Bachelors you can be an officer.
>>677390984
Can't. Washed out twice early in life (2007, then 2008) and can never reenlist. My parents forced me to join, but didn't prepare me for what to expect. I was never mentally capable of adapting to military life, as evidenced by my documented psych records. But, they didn't care; they wanted me to join the military instead of going to college.
>>677385695
I will never get married or find a good girl so long as i live in the states, im doing better in school but i cant help but feel i need to leave the thought of staying scares me but the thought of leaving scares me even more.
>>677390984
Pretty sure it's not guaranteed. Most people don't get most of their picks for where they want to go. (Wasn't in the military but that's what I've heard)
>>677385695
Girl I was hanging out with past month left me for her ex, didn't even say a single word to me. Week later she's on social media blasting me saying I'm petty. Lyfe.
>>677385695
Mom has cancer, was replaced in my job, and might have to drop out of university due to my general retardation.
>>677385695
>kicked out of college for being autistic
>rejected by the military for same reason
>have to listen to self-diagnosed rich girls tell me how privileged I am.
girlfriend broke up with me because i stopped her from suicide
>>677391308
Wowzers, are you unable to because you don't want to or because you haven't tried?
>>677391391
It's not guaranteed, but you'll be higher priority than some weeb fresh from basic and MIT.
>>677391996
Are you autistic because you want to be or because you never tried.
>>677385695
got suspended for no fucking reason, lost actual friends
>>677392368
Oh believe me, I have tried. For years, I've tried. But, every recruiter says they won't bother, because it'd be too much paperwork or whatever. They each say I'm just wasting my time trying to get back in, and it won't matter if
>you go to any one of these 50 states or Puerto Rico
or
>Even if it's 20 years from now
I'll never be able to get back in. I fucked up bad, sarn't, and I'm nothing but a walking disappointment to both my military-retired parents.
I think I'm going to take up drinking. For now, I'm going to go watch Star Trek.
>>677391996
take it from a fellow autist, you need to adapt its gonna suck but college is something you just have to get used to even if it took me over half a year you can too.
You know, when this thread is gone, I'm not gonna see or hear from anyone here very again.
The stories of people's lives.
Their fears.
Their pains.
Each one different.
Each one its own experience.
It's...different.
Because I'll never be able to fuck Judy Hopps unless I go out and get a real life bunny then put it in a police uniform
>>677393353
Just like real life.
>>677393353
And that by itself should be comforting. Everyone struggles.
>>677385695
Because even though I have a sex life, im Too proud to beg for sex, so i'll never get laid anytime i want.
>>677393353
Almost as if I'll kill myself afterwards...
>>677386410
Hi, me
>>677385695
Everything just feels predictable. The people I love and know, and the people I don't. I take large gaps of time to study and self improve where I don't keep up with the world. But whenever I come back, it's the same old animalistic 'shtick' wrapped up in some new autistic blanket of egoism. My worldly optimism is slowly dwindling, and that weighs in my happiness since I'm concerned for my future children. What they may be exposed to and the increasing detachment of me from whatever world they'll be adopting from this coming generation.
Still, I remain optimistic. And hope that it is not just my naivety.
life feels meaningless and everyday feels the same
>>677387000
>>677387188
he has a point
I feel anguish for absolutely no reason, life is cool and all but... I feel like there's just emptiness inside me
Finally got off antidepressants for the first time in 11 years. 4 months later I'm having constant depressive episodes where I just feel like my brain's running on empty. So now my doctors are saying I should get back on them. I want to be free of them but I really am doing fucking shitty without them. And I exercise a lot and get out and all the things people say you should do to not be depressed, my brain's just fucked.
>>677393064
>college is something you just have to get used to
You misunderstood - They didn't kick me out for acting autistic, they kicked me out because they found out I was autistic from my high school records.
>>677396244
Well, it could be worse. You could be gay.
Because I'm just straight up fucking dead inside half the time. Like wow what a wonderful empty feeling 10/10 would recommend WOO
someone off me
>>677385695
shithead neighbors woke me up at midnight with their faggy parting
Had surgery and it didn't work
>>677396173
Be like me and live with your depression. Literally like living with demon who speaks and sees so dismally beautiful.