It's 3am. It's dark in my room. My thoughts are really starting to get to me /b/.
Can we get a late night feels thread going?
Self bump. Nobody?
I got you
>>677367724
lets do it
whats up?
Bump bump bump
how you doing guys?
>>677367186
Fuck off, stop pitying yourself, and start having some self respect.
We've all been there before. Get up and go for a run, get some endorphins, and look at how you can change your life. First of all, I would look at adjusting your attitude...
Sitting there cutting yourself down doesn't do anything except make you feel worse. What is it with you fucking millennials??
We must keep this thread alivw
this pic really gets me. Self bumping at 4am
Ayy. Thanks for posting guys.
>>677368231
Could be better. As usual. Yourself?
Why are we here?
Almost everyone is not truely happy.
why dont we make an end to this western fucked up society
the world took some wrong turns
>>677368660
4:25 stoned, lonely, dark room, been on feels thread this whole night.
It is a really dark day/night for me, first one in a while again
>>677368231
not OP
but either I'm going crazy or I have heard a calling, be it too much drugs or just an over ambitious mindset that got trampled, but I'm pn my way somewhere, be it the psyche-ward or the Godhead.
It'll be interesting to know, but every facet of my being tells me its the latter, and even if it's the former also, I'd gladly pay it just for the awareness, than forget and to get lost again in all the drama in everyday life.
Glad I became a recluse.
So does anyone else ever just... Want to cry, but you can't? Like, you feel like you should cry but no matter how hard you wish you could make it happen, the tears never come, even though they have every right to, you know? I can't remember the last time someone hugged me or told me they loved me. I've forgotten what a kiss feels like, and have long left the safe, warm feeling of loving arms behind. If only I could find my way back into it. But I'm tired. So tired. Too tired to love someone or cry my eyes out. Too tired to keep moving forward, really. The only thing that keeps me going is that I'm afraid of dying and that I hope someone out there can fill the void. Maybe there is, maybe there isn't. But one way or another, I'll hit the ground and never get up someday. And you know what? I'm not sure anyone will remember me. And then, I guess I'll be gone.
>>677369130
I've been trying to get to sleep for the last hour. Eventually I started feeling sick from thinking too much so here I am.
I hate the dark.
>>677369287
what do you mean with psyche ward or the godhead?
>>677369613
I'm right here with you /b/ro. Wanting to cry and not being able to has gotta be one of the worst feelings there is. If I could hug you I would.
Lurking
In the dark, waiting for tomorrow.
Any music recommendation?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mn8xetHwz50
>>677367891
beta as fuck
>>677369613
i feel you man. You got kik? maby want to talk
>>677369672
problem is, i was not always this guy. If i die now, people will be shocked. A youngster comitted suicide, a 'normall' youngster who didnt had the right to go angel. Old friends will attend funeral. Im not suicidal, im just not very keen on living.
not living in this world im living in right now, with the high standard, and no place for people who think a little different. I want to live a more prehistoric live
i guess the grass is always greener
>>677370187
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgSPaXgAdzE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3xr4bJtxhg
>>677370187
https://youtu.be/yjnlVDnSxRE
Ancient Realms - The Mercurians
I usually listen to this when i think too hard over things in the dark.
>>677369967
Faggot. But so am I. Thanks.
hmm
I shouldn't complain
I'm pretty okay, I got a wonderful gf
I got wonderful friends
Still there's something missing
And I try to fill it with vidyas and weed and sushi but it really doesn't stop tormenting me
All my friends live far away and whenever I go to university I see people being friendly to each other and detach myself from them
Last time I was in this little room full of friendly people
The only person I knew didn't show up and I panicked really bad, I could not look at that friendliness
sigh
I want to make friends but I don't want to mingle with the kind of people there
what the fuck do I do
>>677370187
Sure. Dunno if you'll like any of these but they've been on my play list recently.
Swim and sleep (like a shark) - Unknown Mortal Orchestra
Let's go - Stuck in the Sound
Enjoy the ride - Morcheeba
Yotam perel's birthday songs. They're kinda dumb but for some reason they really hit home. (especially 21, 23, 24)
>>677370963
Everyone's a faggot on the inside, anon <3
>>677370773
>>677370801
>>677371193
Thanks! At least now I have a playlist.
>>677371411
Dubs don't lie.
This one gets me.
>>677370801
this shit is good
>>677367186
On mobile sitting in a box in the desert.
Here ya go.
>>677371721
this shit is good too
i guess i smoked the goodz
>>677367186
Not only was I rejected from a retail job I went to an interview for last week (just found out a couple of hours ago), but the UNPAID internship I've had for the last year has also pretty much forgotten about me. They haven't called me back since December.
I feel pretty lost right now. I feel as though everything I've done for the last 3 years is going to waste.
My day's been pretty shit. I'll drink to you OP. Cheers
>>677371748
Yes! I'm not the only one who appreciates this type of music
Anyone else use math as escapism?
>>677371936
Signal dying. Still trying. Captcha not responding.
>>677372334
been listening for 12 minutes now. nice mellow background music
>>677372158
Nice pic, anon. Sucks about your job and everything. I don't have any advice but I hope you pull through.
>>677372664
Seriously thinking about going to a nearby gun dealer, buying a gun + ammo, and straight up ending it. Might have to be a two-pronged thing, where I buy the gun itself from Wal-Mart, then ammo from a different store.
i like to listen to this when im sad do you guys think its fucked up?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QqfFieDY14E
>>677372632
goddammit....
>>677372158
Listen to Alan Watts, fuck it, what else are you doing?
You need to be lost, because NO ONE knows what the fuck is going on here anon.
Godspeed.
Alright, it's hit 4 am. Gonna try and sleep once more. Thanks for keeping the thread alive guys. Have a good life.
-OP
>>677372632
>>677373106
It's been over three years now.. it's still hard
>>677373568
Good luck /b/ro
>>677371721
well fuck
gonna go hug my animals now
>>677372346
I've never thought about this but this could be a good idea.
>get drunk
>Do math
>Accidentally discover some ground breaking shit
>win nobel prize
>>677372817
why dont you throw your life around in stead of away. Go live somewhere else, do something you never did
>>677372632
Nope nope nope that is too much feel
>>677373568
Be strong, you glorious bastard
>>677374053
There's no Nobel Prize for math, the equivalent would probably be the Fields Medal. But yeah it's the ultimate time sink and can feel really nice when you finally crack a problem you've been stuck on or understand some crazy concept. Plus it never lies to you
>>677374215
I'm trying to; it's actually my dream to leave this country for good. Problem is, every step I take forward, I get pushed two steps back. Every time I think I'm going in the right direction, turns out to just be making things worse.
>>677368612
Fuck man. This hurts
>>677374735
>never lies to you
If only I could fuck math, then I'd never have to talk to another woman again
>>677375516
and then people give a chuckle and say "thats life"
maybe its time to do what is necessary to succeed, even if it's realising things about yourself you invariably don't want to know.
then the rabbit hole waits..>>677369287
>>677376806
those same people who chuckle are the very ones who either never had to struggle (at least no ton the same way as I/we have to now), or did struggle and somewhere along the line, forgot just how hopeless things can seem. I hate those people.