goodbye 4chan. one last thread then it's over forever, calling it a life
>>677244075
Sorrority BABES in the SLIMEBALL Bowl-O-Rama LIVE stream
http://instasync.com/r/oneleggedlovely
She's not worth it.
bitch nope
>>677244075
Why?
The new design is not that bad
Fake as fugg
>>677244075
goodby m8. ( ･᷄ ︵･᷅ )
>>677244075
Your lame thread is about to die with you. I saved it. Now i save you. Hail satan.
>>677244213
why?
>>677244238
fucking worthless, total failure, etc
>>677244075
Bye
What
>>677244075
Talk to an anon, what's up? What has you at this point in your life?
>>677244213
whom?
>>677244292
It is that bad, Jason.
>>677244075
Hey Anon. I see you once in a while around here if I don't have you confused with someone else. You always seemed depressed. What made you get to this point Anon?
>>677244292
i guess it's gonna be forever. feelsbad
>>677244396
it's just a lost cause. i have nothing, i am nothing. it's just time
>>677244075
If you want your life to amount to something, post pics as you kill yourself pls.
>>677244340
Was just a wild guess that it was over a girl.
Don't do it, though. Learn to play the guitar instead. Guitars are badass.
>>677244075
maybe you'll get reincarnated as a snail
enjoy your life as a human
as snailkin this triggers me
check your privlage
faggot
But seriously, if the site stays like this I'm not staying. I've already reason enough to leave this shit-hole but this will definitely be the last straw.
>>677244560
Time heals all wounds anon, you might think you're worthless right now but one day you'll find out how wrong you were. Killing yourself is just depriving yourself of happiness and new opportunity. So please anon listen to a /b/ro and don't do it. Just chill out, have yourself a little snack and scoot of to bed. You'll be glad one day.
>>677244559
Op dont listen to these guys. This thread is about as interesting as your life. Which happens to be less interesting then the tale of woe your about to spin up cause you actuall have no one to blame other then yourself.
OP instead of an heroing, just fake your death and move to a completely new place, it's like you died in you old life but kept living, just go live a simple peaceful life away from everyone you know.
>>677244704
don't get too salty or you'll die, snailfaggot.
>>677244340
Because shes never worth it you dumb fuck, thats why.
>>677244075
bumping for life? lol
>>677244805
its okay, you were just here for the summer anyway
>>677244571
here are samples of me playing guitar
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1R4UE5y08Eg
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0gzUGSIHkhJ
not as good as i should've been considering when i started but i just fucking suck at everything
>>677244559
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pit_of_despair
basically i have always been isolated and it's beyond the point of being fixable now. i was diagnosed with depression 15 years ago, nothing ever gets better it just gets worse
hey OP, shoot some niggers before you kill urself.
Might as well be an Hero
>>677244954
Do this shit nigga, you won't regret it. This bro knows what the fuck he is talking about
>infatuation
>emphasis on the fat
you were never in love
>>677244983
fucking fight me
I will use my goo blaster powers that I have in my sans x reader undertale fanfic fucking pleb nigger faggot jew
Test
>>677245083
>pit of dispair
>"little more than stainless-steel"
And you have thumbs, too.
Post dick and we will rate it before you go..
>>677245188
i know that.
>>677244905
i know it's all my fault. if i wasn't a worthless hunk of genetic shit i could've found a way out but i can't because i'm fucking retarded and worthless
>>677245399
holy fuck i went to hs with allison kelley
>>677245399
>i'm fucking retarded and worthless
sounds like you want to be
if your going kill yourself buy a gun or have some anons give you money for a gun kill some pedos and rapiest youll go to jail and ppl will understand your feels and you might be happier their never know.
>>677245399
Anon with offensive post here. If you arent shit posting im sorry dude. Isnt there anything in life you wish you could do, have or experience that comes to mind? That may make you want to wake for another day? Like anything at all
>>677245083
Depression can be cured naturally, despite what modern medicine tells you. They want you to be defeated, you must not submit to their garbage. Your mind is very powerful, you must learn to control it, and bend it to your will.
Try doing these things, and you will feel like a god soon enough.
1. Drink clean water (unflouridated).
2. Eat healthy foods.
3. Stop watching TV, Listening to mainstream music or using technology too much (iphones/tablets/video games etc.)
4. Don't watch too much porn. The world is literally driven by its sex drive, that too you must master.
5. Learn something you enjoy. Maybe philosophy? Financing? Something that will strengthen your mind and something useful.
6. Exercise. You don't need to go all out. Just so some every day. A little. It will add up and you will feel fucking amazing. Exercising might be the most important thing on this list. It does wonders for your mind-state.
Don't be a victim. Be a fucking WINNER.
Have you even tried at life OP?
Have you tried?
>wah I failed
Yeah, but did you try?
stop trolling at me guys
id totaly chip in some money to get you a gun its not hard to kill someone just pull trigger and bam they are dead and as far as hunting pedos they are on a list not even hard to find them just walk up in daylight knock on a door with a bible in your hand and point in shoot you might enjoy it and you would not feel so useless you would be helping humanity :)
>>677245976
I'm OP, don't impersonate me or I'll an hero right now
>>677244340
before you end it, you migt as well do whatever you wan, go bankrupt, go on a cruise, loans, hookers, wghatevr man. You are better to end it without taking everything.
Write a book, fuck it all man
>>677246023
>>677245976
I'm actually OP...
>>677245867
this
>>677245839
i didn't want to die a hkv but i never had a choice. i wanted to experience all that but tbh it's fucking selfish and it's for the best it never happened
>>677244075
Give it a few more years at least anon.
>>677246055
>>677246023
>>677245976
You guys are fakes, I'm the real OP
nice bait nigger
>>677244704
lol,
>>677245867
This guy suffered. Do this OP.
>>677246100
i'm fucking 25
>>677245867
that may work but i'm too tired to try anymore, i'm done
>>677245912
yeah. i mean i was on track to get a post graduate degree. i tried really hard but i guess not at the right things i don't fucking know
>>677246053
this implies i want to do anything. i don't want anything anymore i just don't want to be sad all the fucking time and stop feeling worthless. i want it to be over
>>677245867
>WINNER.
>chicken dinner
>>677246484
take drugs? Smoke weed every day?
>>677246484
no please oh no please dont no please
>>677245867
Yep. This.
>>677244075
How many times have you killed yourself, now?
>>>>そ う だ ね x 1
what is this?
>>677246484
I dropped out of 2 colleges 3 times.
Going back in with student loans for 4th attempt right now
>>677246692
i always pussied out but i don't even feel scared anymore. it's happening now
>>677246596
never
>>677246612
?
>>677246894
Wanna try some?
>>677246984
i never had an opportunity, nobody ever offered and i never had a friend
yeah but not enough to suffer anymore
>>677247157
Suffering is life, and like life it is temporary.
Location?
>>677247377
idaho
is 4chan alive yet?
WE'RE BACK BOYS
thank fuck no more reddit
woot
>>677247431
I have friends in Idaho, I'll be driving through in a week.
How close are you to oregon/washington?
>>677247431
you live streaming?
>>677247686
i live on the other side of idaho
>>677247793
And no car or crotch rocket?
>>677244075
don't do it brother. we all feel low. loss is a part of life. I'm not saying i understand your pain, pain is as personal as it is profound. Giving up is saying you win world, i don't want to play anymore. All i know is my best friend, my brother really, of 23 years ( i am 31 now) killed himself and i never knew why. If there is even one person in your world that cares about you or would miss you, don't make them feel what you are feeling now. Suicide is a disease that spreads rampant, be the hero, hold that pain for the others. if you can find no other meaning in your life, hold the pain in til everyone else is dead then do it. that's what i was doing until i met someone that changed my life. do not go gently into that good night, rage, rage against the dying of the light.
>>677245867
Can confirm 6, and if it weren't for 5 I would've an heroed by now.
>>677247764
this, op?
>>677247940
i do have a car. it'd be like a 5 hr drive
>>677247764
no. i'm on wifi rn but when i kill myself i'll leave and go somewhere remote. no wifi, no cellular service. sorry to disappoint you
>>677246817
God bless, I have a similar story. I dropped out twice after highschool. Having my 3rd attempt at age 27. Fucking shit up.
>>677247431
Life may suck sometimes but think of all the cool stuff you haven't done yet. I'm in Boise btw.
>>677247431
I'm in Montana, /b/ro :^)
>>677244075
Le do it
Op come on, don't do it. You know you ll miss us.
>>677246817
good for you
i never struggled with school, just everything else
test
>>677248111
Yeah, its a pretty solid list. Forgot to add mindfulness exercises. That's kind of a turn off for most people though and seems kind of pretentious.
Also,
>checked
>>677244340
Well you´re not black, you don´t have a lot going for you matie but you are one pale motherfucker, thats for damn sure.
>>677248582
:3
>>677248320
25 here, good luck to ya
>>677248286
I'm getting off track, that would be to get you to a headshop where you can buy legal weed.
Otherwise we can just send it to ya.
How are you feeling?
Tired?
>>677248286
Then drive, met anon and get high. I mean, at least know what you are missing out, who knows maybe you can get him to get you a heroin overdose so you can kill yourself while you go to heaven.
>>677248286
tbh I would sleep and then decide in the morning.
>>677248775
No way on the heroin hose, I've seen an OD and it ain't pretty
Okay on the weed though, and my car is just fine if he can't afford gas.
>>677244075
hey op u're dead yet. if you dont post a reply
(w/ pic)
>>677248717
weed is illegal in idaho
yeah i'm fucking tired and i feel fucking awful
>>677248775
i'd be willing to meet and get a lethal dose of heroin. seems like the most painless way to die so i'd be game for that
>>677248919
it's just time man. decision has been made for a long time just waiting on a time when i feel like going for it
>>677249005
you even suck at acting like you're not OP.
>>677244075
Can I /r/ a pic with a message I want written out next to you about to kill yourself? That'd be awesome.
>>677244075
Please don't do it, OP. Montanan here, close to Idaho. I'm here for you if you want somebody to talk to. Come and play video games, we'll go to Yellowstone National Park in the summer, we'll go to the movies, drive around and look at nature, go on hikes, visit places we've never seen before... Just please don't do it. I attempted suicide last year in March, exactly around this time last year I ended up in Craig Hospital in Colorado because of the brain injury from bullet wound to the head. I didn't realize how much I meant to others, how much fun this world could actually be outside of my depressing little mountain town. I ended up graduating high school and I've seen some amazing things that I would've never seen if I was dead. Please listen to me. I'm here for you.
Your soul is tired anon??
is OP dead already?
hey guys i got a Grlfriend finaly
>>677249200
i always thought asians had the strangest eyes
>>677249133
Well, that wouldn't matter if you're dead, would it?
Unless you're planning on sticking around.
Also this is Utah you're talking to, laws are of no concern to me.
I'm tired too, and a tired mind can't think straight.
>>677249200
wut m8? what does that even means?
>>677249428
Great job. I cried for the first time in 7 or 8 years last night. Felt good.
>>677244075
Hey OP
I often see you in rate threads.
Don't kill yourself man, anyone treating this life as anything more than theatre is missing the point.
>Be me
>Be 46
>Be married for over 20 years
>Wife had 3 kids from previous relationship
>Life is pretty good for 15 years - ups & downs etc, but life goes on
>Then we find a a lump in her breast
>cancer.jpg
>Treatment
>Treatment
>Treatment
>Remission
>Cancer returns
>$50,000 trip to USA for a 3 month intensive experimental treatment
>Remission
>3 months later cancer returns with a bengeance
>Wife has no fight left in her
>Treatment refused
>Fast forward
>Watching her slowly die
>Kill me as well.tiff
>She makes me promise to look after the boys.
>She makes me promise many things
>Wife dies
>Grief eternally.exe
>After funeral etc, I start selling the properties we owned.
>All of them.
>Set her 3 kids up with $100,000 each
>Doing so puts me into debt.
>3 months later, kids disappear.
>3 years later, I'm still here paying off a debt of promise.
My pain is no worse than anyone elses, I'm here to keep a promise.
Mate I want you to promise me you'll keep going.
>>677248982
>>677249133
What happened in the heroin od? I tought that was the most heavenly way to give up life
>>677244075
Stay strong, OP. Go to blahtherapy, it's better than nothing.
>>677249428
no i'm not
good for you
>>677249238
sure you can request it but doesn't mean you're going to get it necessarily
>>677249291
thanks for the offer but i'm not worth it trust me. can tell you're genuinely a great person though but i'm the worst fucking human who ever lived
>>677249133
go out guns blazing and do something crazy like some Jihadist
Kek
Die thread die
Sage sage sage :^)
This is now a hentai thread
>>677249627
It wouldn't be anything obscene to you/your legacy, more like it'd be a dank meme I could use.
Dude just slay some other pussy you'll feel better.
>>677249566
>3 months later cancer returns with a bengeance.
I know this is a really sad and personal story but it is 4 chan you know and yeah I lost.
>>677249586
No..
First problem with heroin is that you realize it's happening.
Second problem is that's not what kills you, choking on your vomit does.
Third is the corpse is left in a god awful condition.
Don't even get me started on the convulsions.
take some sjws and muslims out with you
>>677249627
>worst fucking human who ever lived
Story?
>>677244075
OP my nigga, killing yourself is a lousy way of solving shit! You live in America ffs, you can own guns and a pickup truck without looking like too much of a tard. Work more and go to a shooting range and gym. That way you have hobbies, become richer and more sexually attractive.
>>677249566
You're the real MVP....
>>677249823
Had a chuckle at my typo myself Anon.
Mate I don't mind you laughing.
Cheers
>>677249627
No OP don´t worry, that would be Hillary Clinton
>>677249690
/d/ is that way, inb4 v8
>>677244075
Listen here you fat piece of shit. I hate you already for being a fat fucken loser cry baby nigger. You are worthless and I hope you do an hero and and please to everyone, specially your family and huge fucken favor and blow your stupid off with a shotgun.
Cry baby nigger like yourself shouldn't live because only real men need to survive. When times get tough real men look up straight at the sky and scream "THAT'S ALL YOU GOT!!!". I'm a MADAFUKEN BEAST and NOTHING CAN BREAK ME.
Honestly OP, I don't give a shit about you special since you give up so easily.
>>677244340
dont u want to kill her instead of yourself?
>>677244075
if you kill yourself plz do a live stream
>>677244075
>>677244340
Total pussy male you are, considering suicide over a female. Hah, weakling. The only acceptable reason for ending life would be a genuine misanthropic hatred for humanity. To be sad over a female is low energy as fuck.
>>677250000
>0000
a-ahh~
>>677249841
lol, logic
>>677250000
You deserved those quads, you glorious bastard.
>>677250091
Ah, but you don't know him youngster.
>>677244075
Just fucking do it, loser. I mean, you've got enough reason to justify your action.
>fat
>crying like a bitch
>white
fucking do it
>>677250118
Yeah, qauabs has graced me for having a laugh with a fellow b/ro.
>>677250091
Kinda dark but the yelling up at the sky shit was dank.
>>677250229
Why don't you do it then?
>>677249839
And knowing youre dying is bad? Aren't you forced to love it because of the chemicals on your brain? Why should the corpse ?
So you can face the ground so you dont choke?
>>677250133
And I lift my glass to your dubs mate.
tits/gtfo
>>677250302
I need inspiration
>>677245867
A FUCKING MEN!
>>677250121
Yes, pussy is logic my friend.
>>677250094
kill who?
>>677250106
it's not about a girl
>>677249907
just a lifetime of every single person i ever met finding me completely worthless
>>677249721
go ahead, i said yes unless it's super gay
>>677249566
shit man you're strong. but i'm fucking done, no point in continuing
>>677249932
Exactly, you live in the land of the free. Pursue some happiness motherfucker.
>>677250106
I have a misanthropic hate for humanity but i deal with it.
Please don't
Suicide is what is expected.
People will hear you killed yourself and they'll say "oh yeah I guess I could see that..."
Prove them wrong. Live. Defy the fucking odds and prove everyone wring.
>>677250519
do it
>>677250349
DMT death is a myth.
It's the feeling of being unable to come out of it that will pump you full of adrenaline to hopelessly sweat, fight or flight while unable to move, and choke to death.
Might as well just hang from a tree, you'll end up purple either way.
>>677249558
why did you Cry? what happened?
>>677250446
no, if he MUST go...not encouraging him to kill himself. It was more or less a joke, those SJWs and mudslimes are a cancer.
last Summer. i was on the beach.I was maintaining a house there. i had no money left to go home. i had to tell my boss that i spent all his money on bullshit. i knew he would fire me. it was just the newest of a hole fucking bunch of problems i had. by 27 i had acquired nothing. i mean nothing. no money, no diploma, no love, no life. I was looking to that beatyfull deep blue Ocean and i was thinking do swimm as far as i can go and drawn myself. It would look like an accident. i didnt want that anyone knew i killed myself.
But i didnt.
Today i have a gorgeus Girlfriend that realy loves me, and we started to make some serious plans about us. I have a nice ppaying and decent job, and she makes some good money too. we use every free day or two to travel through Europe, and i think my Life have just started.
Dont kill yourself. You will stole your chance for happines from yourself.
>>677250591
This
Save money to hire a top of the notch prostitute to go with you on your high school reunion.
Make the Chads wives look like russian grandmothers with aids.
>>677250519
>shit man you're strong. but i'm fucking done, no point in continuing
No mate, I'm no different to you.
Believe me, I had it all sorted out. I was gonna die in the same bed my wife was in.
But those promises man. Ya gotta keep promises.
I hate where I am in life now - in debt, paying rent for the first time in my life as opposed to a mortgage.
Promise me you'll stay and we'll suffer together.
Those promises man.
Ya gotta keep 'em.
Make one and keep it.
>>677244075
I'll miss seeing you in the rate me threads. Please enjoy this image of a cute cat and think about it. Get a cat. Your cat will love you. Also get hobbies, get into cars, hunting, sports, going to the gym (if I can do this, you can), anything you enjoy. Trust me, I felt like shit before I started going to the gym frequently. The gym helps a lot, even if you aren't doing a lot you still feel like you achieved something.
>>677250519
>just a lifetime of every single person i ever met finding me completely worthless
You say that like I can't relate
>>677244075
OP listen. Everything will get better. Why end your life over soemthing that will be easily fixable? Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
>>677250705
I was hanging out with a friend. And she was just watching the most garbage fucking rap shit. Like so empty. And I haven't fapped in a week or so. I'm in a huge self-improvement phase. I really don't know what it was. I just got really frustrated because she's not very smart and she watches this garbage. And its like I want to tell her how dumb that shit is but you just can't get through to these people. I had to walk out to my car. I fucking cried so hard. I felt fucking amazing, I felt human again.
>>677250869
dude just because you didn't have the balls to go out does not mean you gotta ruin it for this lad. if he feels its over, its over. let his suffering end
>>677250519
write 9gag and reddit made me do it on your hand.
Also where exactly are you located so we can check your local news for suicide.
But for real OP, don't do it. Move away, join a gym. In 3 months you can make major progress, in 8 months its really noticeable. Just think, that is no time at all. Reconsider. If you don't happen to go through with it, post another thread, or at least don't be afraid to return and post. Once a /b/ro always a /b/ro
>>677250645
What do you mean whith dmt death? That theory that goes that when you die the body releases dmt??
>>677251065
Fuck you faggot you haven't lived a day off your mommys tit.
It doesn't take balls to kill yourself moron.
It takes balls to live.
>>677251077
That the body makes death pleasant in any shape or form, is a myth entirely
OP do you have any hobbies? If you do, find more. If you don't start!
>>677249133
Hey man, sorry I'm late.
OP, you shouldn't. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I know.
There are things you can do to get past this.
This >>677245867 is one... but that might be too much to start with if you're depressed.
What I did is, I contacted my doctor and basically said: "I'm depressed". I declined psychological help (cause I've met three therapists and all of them were crap). They gave me pills that took the depression edge off. I started off taking 2 pills/day... then, 6 months later I experimented with 1pill/day... now (14 months later), I'm down to half a pill/day. I'm quitting pills all together in a month or so.
During this year I've turned my life around. I work out, eat healthy, try to meet people whenever I can. Life has turned from being... un-interesting with painful patches to being good with interesting patches.
You can do this too. Don't make any hasty decisions.
With love, Anon.
>>677251040
yea normies and sheeple will make you feel that way. you have it in you to become a huge success but if you stay lazy u will feel massive regret later in life
>>677250653
This
Go kill ISIS motherfucker, that would be awesome!
Headlines would read "Fat suicidal neckbeard mows down arabs with a machine gun, saves al raqqa and get brown pussy for life"
>>677251208
>life is hard
cry more faggot
if it doesn't take balls to kill yourself then fucking do it queer.
>>677251065
>didn't have the balls to go out.
>pic related
Elevate your thinking mate, if you can.
>>677251065
How the fuck can you say that to him? This man has a tragic experience to share... and all you can say is he's a pussy for not killing himself. You're fucked up beyond all recognition, kiddo.
>>677251246
This. You can make lifelong friends with hobbies, OP... trust me.
>>677251366
Did you accidentally click on /b/ or something?
>>677251341
you first dickwad, you won't be missed.
>>677251282
>Fat suicidal neckbeard mows down arabs with a machine gun, saves al raqqa and get brown pussy for life
fucking lost
>>677251077
I was talking about dying happy because of the heroin, not the dmt
>>677251439
Nah I am not the one crying about life because you're such a fucking pussy. I will be missed, you on the other hand no one cares about.
>>677251220
I was talking about dying happy because the heroin od, not the dmt
>>677251341
Sounds like you could take your own advice, eh? EHH? :^)
>>677251432
Oh we have a wise oldfag here
Quick everyone bow to Gandalf The Cock Gobbler
>>677251208
>>677250519
Alright, how about: "#NoMakeup"
:^)
>>677251566
Kind of pointless to complain about cancer when you go to a place that breeds cancer eh?
boo fucking hoo, stop shitposting
>>677251350
Don't be selfish. OP is looks old and wise enough to know how is life will turn out. He's a loser whos spent it all watching tv and video games. Can't relate to the real world, so caugtht up in his imagination, that nothing he wants will ever be obtainable. He's come to a logical conclusion. Why suffer in a world you don't care for? Life is pain for some, let this man make the wisest decision of his life
>>677251527
I ain't crying child.
My tears fell long ago.
I'm still here, and I still have more than you ever will.
The world would be a better place without you.
>>677251554
I don't know what part of your questions I haven't answered, my response stands.
>>677251208
it takes balls to change something
>>677245083
Call a friend, call a hotline, get medication, whatever you do, get help man. also, that music was pretty dope.
>>677251631
I hope the cancer you speak of strikes you down kiddo.
Then you'll know what having balls is all about.
>Leukemia survivor.
>>677251709
I'll try this : is it posible to take heroin and still be unhappy?
>>677246824
then why make a thread.. just get it over with.. this life fucking blows
>>677249566
When people like this say they want to an hero you have no right to tell them it's wrong
We need more like you
>>677251752
Nothing changes when you're dead.
get a pet rat, op.
>>677247431
No wonder you want to kill yourself.
>>677251673
He has more wisdom to come.
>>677244075
do it. stream it
>>677251447
Yeah, he could easily fight in the desert.
He has the camel humps, he doesn´t give a shit about dying and his beard could grow enought to make him look like he fucks goats.
>>677252038
>>677251809
Absolutely, holy hell it is possible to be unhappy while high on heroin.
If you want more information on that, 420chan's IRC channel is a true pit of despair.
What you're looking for is ketamine therapy, and it's temporary for most people meaning multiple treatments are required.
>>677252044
nice dubs. this OP. look at THIS.
don't give a FUCK what someone thinks about you. who cares what they think? enjoy what you want and do what you want. i play video games all day to escape shit. just hang on
>>677251952
what does it matter. hes gonna die and itll all be for not. like, 50 years of knowledge, than none...forever. seems like a waste unless you use it to educated people. I suppose if OP learns to educate mother fuckers, than suicide might be something to reconsider, but not everyone is capable of change. and never so easily. that's why they invented shock therapy ;)
pussy
>>677252208
Nice post :^)
>>677251873
I meant that almost all problems and issues come from laziness, you don't want to move on, you will hop into the depression pit, hard to cope? make new situations, reserv your mind with something else, new people, hobbies, goals, but people are to lazy and comfortable to do something like that.
To change the enviroment, if it is hard to change yourself, people are too afraid to take risks, to just say fuck it and move to a new place, start talking to people like they used to in childhood.
Laziness becomes a prison, the doors are starting to close in your head and you believe that everything around you which is shit, is outside like that also, in other cities, countries etc.
Go fight ISIS!
You can look badass even if you´re fat
>>677252204
We're all gonna die.
You can apply that flawed logic to everyone.
Should we all just go Jonestown? Your argument suggests so.
Choose life
>>677252092
Uh, thanks i get it. Then i guess heroin od is not so bright as i believed.
I think you completely misunderstood me, im not looking for therapy or going to commit suicide. I was just curious about the heroin. Also english is not my native lenguaje so...
Hey, buddy.
Please don't take your life. Close friends have attempted it and my father, who believed no one loved him, also did so and it has had a hard hitting impact on me and others.
If you kill yourself, there is absolutely no redemption from there. If you kill yourself, you have no opportunity to fix things up, no opportunity to feel happy, no opportunity to help others. No chances at all. Whereas, if continue, there's a chance. You can do all of those things and more.
If you can't make yourself happy, a good alternative is to make others happy. It at least gives you meaning, ya know? 'Lose yourself in the service of others'. Set goals, even if they seem empty at first. Repeat them to yourself, even if at first you aren't motivated to achieve these goals. It'll soon become intergrated in your mind, hopefully changing your thinking.
There are only repercussions to killing yourself. Failed suicide victims often feel immense regret. Your family, your friends, your community will get upset. Please don't commit suicide. Please don't cry.
I love you, man.
this thread made think about this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1sgUmUSR2-0
>>677252363
It's not flawed if that was the point. I do beilive anyone who is incapable or unwilling to teach and pass knowledge, well they might as well kill themselves. I'm passing knowledge right now. Suicide is awwwright
>>677252361
this
<3 Caliphate
>>677252283
Yeah, I'd agree with that 100%.
>>677250945
this is my cat. her name is meme (pronounced me me)
i rescued her in my garage like 5 years ago. she was abandoned by her mom and she lived on chicken food until i found her. she didn't grow up with other cats so she doesn't know how to groom herself, hence the bad fur. also she didn't make a single sound until about 2 years ago, and she still doesn't make cat sounds, just little squeaks.
this made me cry. but my family will take care of her
>>677252361
>>677252361
I'd fuck the shit out of hot AND fat as fuck Brando
>>677251040
always be on self-improvment. use every day to better yourself. best wishes
>>677244075
> Photo on 3-23-16 at 12.18 AM.jpg
? mfw.jpg
>>677252494
Thanks for your knowledge anon.
You are now free to off yourself.
Post link of stream please.
>>677252426
Okay.
It's a body high, so it doesn't force the mind to be happy, even in lethal doses.
>>677252583
Natural body armor
hi op hope you still there skype me
>ser-erwin
if you need someone to talk to
>>677244364
Lol
>>677252530
10/10 cat Anon.
>>677252694
Yeah so are you gonna met op? Or he is already gone?
>>677252624
maybe an old picture of him crying for proof of how sad he is with this life. as much as this hurts and wish he doesn't do it, it's his life and no matter what we say to stop him
>>677252530
this is so sad, my heart hurts by reading this. poor cat, but i'm glad she's happy with a loving family and i'm sure she loves you. please stay with her
>>677252530
Cats don't vocalize naturally.
The learn it from humans by watching your response.
Each cat makes a unique language with it's owner.
>>677245083
make more songs for me anon I actually enjoyed listening to those.
>>677244299
Probably real, but the attentionwhoring is real
>>677252624
this nigga seems like a troll
>mfw niggers itt share personal stories
Having terminal cancer has made me feel like dying before. I felt like a waste of space just dying, but after a while I realized that any act that I can manage to do to make someones life better made me feel like a human being again. Killing yourself is the ultimate form of selfishness. You are not only hurting yourself, but others. You think no one cares about you? Tell that to whoever finds your body. You'll make them regret ever going about their lives on that day. I'll be dead soon enough, but you can continue to do good in this world, no matter how small the action is. Have hope that things will get better, because you'll most certainly always be better off than me. I have no family left, and no friends so to speak. Be courageous and go out into the world to change it. For better or worse, just change it.
>>677245083
Yes it fucking does!! I am 29 and been fucked up for my whole life... I haven't had an episode or been suicida for this past year...go to the wilderness fucker and see if you still want to die...
>>677252468
holy shit, i never realized this song was a suicide note left by rev.
>>677244075
Maybe these dubs will change your mind?
そ
う
だ
ね
x
1
anyone else seeing this or am I crazy???
>>677252643
For shame, here I thought you cared about people.I don't have the courage to kill myself, so I live apathetically and without emotion.In a sense I'm already dead.
>playing game on the xbox
>not playing them on the playstation
>fag
>>677253098
shhhh, its ok weeb.
>>677253098
seeing what?
don't end the fight early.
>>677253087
>off by one
couldn't even pull dubs out for op, huh?
Hey OP. My life sucks too. Being emotional is the wrong way to go about it though. You need to stop caring so much. But thats easier said than done and i won't bang on about it.
Just remember, if you fail at killing yourself, your life will be much, much worse. You will either have brain damage, nerve damage or something like that. Then you will wish you had the life you have now. You will wish, that is, if you are capable of a coherent thought.
Lose some damn weight you faggot. By working hard and lifting. Everyone starts somewhere. Just fucking do it. Make a schedule, a checklist, and do it.
Fucking peasant ass retards and losers in 1800 were stronger and smarter than you are now. With all the resources right in front of you.
I'll tell you a secret about people. They will always find a way to complain just for the hell of it. Back then it was about starving, or avoiding a tiger. But now even if your tooth hurts doesn't it feel good to bother everyone else over it? The same thing is happening with your shame. Your weakness.
When I was 20 I was clueless and worried about failure. I thought I wouldn't amount to anything and be poor like the rest of my family. But I put myself through school from dirt grades and am on my way to accomplishing things. I didn't know what the fuck to do because I was raised on bullshit romantic ideas like "follow your dreams" and "find fulfillment" but that shit doesn't exactly work so well when you can't ignore how shit the world is nowadays. So all you can do is fight against it, as yourself, because it's the best fight there is. Don't you want to prove them wrong. Don't you want to be proud of yourself? That's the thing. You don't know how to respect yourself. How to like the little things to validate your life. Grow up, mature, learn. Learning is the only thing really valuable and worth your time. You can't ask "but-" or "how do-" because there is no answer. It's all on you. Fake it until you make it unless, it'll save your life.
/end
i am kept up every night with the gripping uncontrollable fear of my promised death, and know deep in my heart that nothing will come after and it will just end........ nothing else just blackness...... im much more fearful of death than i am of life
>>677252283
>>677249566
I'm so sorry anon. I hope things get better that's tragic
>>677244340
You can still masturbate.
>>677252850
Op is exhausted and only responding to low level stimuli right now.
His ability to cope with pain is insufficient to the amount that he's in.
I would still drive to or send him weed if asked, but it's unlikely that he will.
>>677253201
reeeee....
>>677253226
its.. code on some of the posts.. from OP
Hey OP this will decide if you shall kill yourself or not.
Fedoras
Yes or no?
>>677253137
Nah mate, you got it all wrong.
I was simply applying an extrapolation of your argument to yourself.
I'm glad you're not gonna kill yourself.
And I know one day, you'll start to feel again.
And you'll like it.
The good and the bad.
You'll like it.
>pic related.
>>677252624
Huge piece of advice from myself
Doubt its real but if it is, think about the vast size of the planet and the universe, allll of the galaxies and stars okay, and now think of how little your fucking problems are faggot. or your measly fucking insecurities you beta fuck. man the fuck up and say fuck you world, WE AINT SHIT.
>>677245867
also take like, hella depression drugs.
>>677253583
my nigga.jpg
>>677253583
i'm a girl btw
>>677244238
sauce on pic?
>>677253525
Thank you Anon.
But please don't grieve, I do it enough.May I ask if you;re having a drink sometime soon, you think of a beautiful woman named Diana and I will be eternally grateful to you.
>>677253768
faggot
>>677253733
prove it
>>>/timestamp/
Don't do it, OP
>>677253733
>>677253691
>>677253583
Chemicals are somewhat beyond the ability of philosophy to control
stick by OP, i have a message for you in a sec
>>677253733
tits or gtfo
If you're truly doing this OP, I recommend taking 40+ Paracetamol tablets. Death couldn't be cheaper. Doing this means you're committed. You will watch yourself dying, you will regret it all and be in an even worse depressed state to begin with realising you want your life back. You will watch people who you thought didn't care in tears hovering over your vegetablalised body. I would recommend smoking crack before you do the paracetamol trick unless you're one giant bitch. Which we know you are OP. Get outta here.
Sincerely,
Depressed guy who isn't a giant fucking pussy.
>>677253841
Fudge Packer
>>677253844
faggot
>>677253988
LMAO !! SOuth park lol
>>677253583
>>677253691
>>677253862
You have to go in to the dark before you can see the light
>>677254033
Kid, it was around decades before South Park.
>>677244075
Use nitrogen. It doesn't hurt that way. CPAP mask and tube and a canister of nitrogen. Don't put it on full blast because you will burst a lung. Put it out slowly and you will pass out painlessly and die while passed out. Nitrogen is an inert gas so your body won't be able to detect it.
I feel what you are going through man. Life just isn't for everyone.
>>677253494
nah, I was unhappy with my life, I was like standing still, nothing changed much, nothing developed, I was like in a prison.
Left my job, dumped my gf, ended my rent agreement, moved with my parents, did repairs in the house, changed wallpapers, changed the pipes, everything they needed, which I was procastinating.
Helped them with the bills, after my job was done in 2 months there, I just went to live into another country to a friend who already had a citizenship there.
Living alone, have more energy, am more happy, have better possibilities then in the old country, just needed the courage to change something.
This is depressing.
Does OP wanna talk about something else on his last thread?
Doc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised (feeling compromised)
And so dehumanized (and so dehumanized)
I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends
I need that shot to enter my vein
My Brompton Cocktail blend
'Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong
I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
In a lie...
I'm tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria)
To help me move along (help me move along)
I wanna meet my maker in peace, I want to feel alive again
So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend
'Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong
I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
And I take my life tonight 'cause I have the right to die how I wanna
And leave how I arrived, so alive
I believe my sins have been forgiven
And I believe my choice will save me from this life
Please don't question why
My sins have been forgotten
I believe I'll find peace in afterlife
Please don't question why
I left this way
'Cause I can't feel my face
I won't struggle on
In a world so cold
In a world so wrong
I'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long)
Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong
And I take my life tonight 'cause I have the right to die how I wanna
And leave how I arrived, so alive
(Alive)
>>677253563
You're such a fag. It pains me to great ends knowing someone like you takes the time out of their days to be and come off in such a way that is so unappealing. You make me vomit. I am human, I do have feelings, but that doesn't mean I have to favor them over logic. Feelings will get you no where. Art is useless, Love is abstract, people are sin, nothing matters. it's that simple. it's amazing you can seem to comprehend. I guess if you had to have your way, you could say im happy to think this way.
>>677254110
Newfag took bait.
>>677254002
y u sey dat 2 mee?
OP (:
>>677254285
tits or gtfo
>>677254194
Teen angst, the post.
I was your age once mate, but I was never that young.
>>677254194
> nothing matters
nihilism's only power is destruction
how you like them apples, son?
>>677254223
Oh so you were just pretending to be retarded.
>>677254330
>implying depressed people want to do any of that shit
>>677244075
>>677244075
>>677254366
>>677254372
It's a dude.
>>677254558
I'm not a dude. look at my nails. but thanks.
>>677254174
nah i don't want to talk anymore
>>677244075
here you go. Cya
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qimQ0rS7fJw
>>677254168
>>677254558
wut??
>>677244075
Come on jw... loosing against astralis is not so bad. Everyone, even fnatic has to loose once in a while.
>>677254433
keep up that idea you think you know how it works. we all figure it out in different ways. There is no real right or wrong way to live, just most people tend to live by the morals in place, for obvious reasons. I don't. it's that simple.
>>677254491
This is so true.
I'm not depressed myself but i always hated how these niggers just think "Oh! Be happy! Go on a 50000$ trip to Hawaii!",it pisses me off,frankly.
>>677254688
weither or not anon thinks i'm a dude. The message is a clear thing.
>>677254738
LOL true, especially when most depressed people don't even have money to go anywhere
>>677254625
faggot
>>677254627
I know.
You must be tired.
>>677254285
show ur tits for us and OP wont be a suicidal fag anymore
>>677254625
stop the lies show the fries
kill yourself you fucking worthless son of a bitch
>>677253583
Go outside
>>677254852
tits wont get someone over fucking killing themselves you prick
Thread is a time waster. No suicide going to happen.
Anyone with a brain that's going to commit suicide would take out a massive loan and use the money to build a school, paint a church, or do something awesome! Just snuffing is boring. Go out wild!
If you're going to do it, take out a loan and give it to me. Then stand out by the whitehouse and self-immolate by a sign saying "Roll for dubs autistic bitches"
Either that or try sky diving and say you're fully qualified. Fuck instruction, you'll either get it right and become a legend, or you'll hero. Fucking cool either way.
You are not a special snowflake. You are acting liek a pathetic, weak little bitch.
the fact that you need attention from anybody is you failing.
stop needing a pat on the back, or assurance from other people.
I hate seeing the kind of weakness you're observing rewarded. You deserve no special attention whatsoever, you just need to man up, get the fuck away from where you are and discover the beauty of life.
< 2 > She cheated on me.. /b is going to enjoy this http://www31.zippyshare.com/v/u0J4tUVO/file.html Will be removed in 15 minutes.
>>677254285
bitch i thought we told you show your flapjack titties or gtfo
>can't follow directions
>>677254883
nice post :^)
>>677254625
Your dick says otherwise.
>>677254454
i would actually agree but it does have its merits when u r young
>>677254959
>>677254736
Your head is so far up your ass you think you're smelling roses.
>>677253098
sou da ne? did i read it right?
>>677254943
I wish you were right this time.
>>677254945
That isn't what this is about.
>>677254684
what's bothering you anon? why are you so full of anger?
>>677255066
>>677245083
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s1R4UE5y08Eg
dude your music is great
autist9000
>>677254736
Another little pearl of wisdon from Gandalf.
>>677254634
what a gay fucking song
metal is satanic btw
>>677254945
>>677244075
Forgot to tag you OP. There, now you can read about how wretched you are, and take the first step to improving your circumstance.
>>677252361
hail brando
At 100+ unique posters this thread is in auto-sage
The thread will end soon.
We are now on page 7.
>>677244075
Lets make music together op :)
OP, you are the Key to what your Future looks like. All i gotta say.
>>677255257
Thanks for the update.
We'd be lost without you.
>>677255160
>>677254939
Well it helps.
trips says ops a faggott
>>677254285
can we see more of your face?
>>677255330
I would be lost without you
>>677255198
kill urself
>>677255335
>>677255382
rollin
>>677255441
FAk rollll
>>677255425
no metalfag
>>677255426
>>677254285
what kinda gem you got around your neck? is that copper?
OP is dead, lets post some nonsence shit here
>>677255494
>>677255517
page 8
>>677255134
It's frustrating for me from my perspective, to see you suffering and know exactly where you're going wrong, but you're too blinded by your own self-pity to step back, assess the situation, and realise that i'm right; you DO jsut want attention, that's why you posted on 4chan with a false intent to kill yourself. We both know you will not kill yourself, no matter how much you convince yourself you will. You are what we English call a "gobshite", somebody who chats utter bullshit.
>>677255577
Rose Quartz
>>677255622
ccmonnnoo tresssoo rolllioniooooo ops a fag
>>677255577
oh shit dubs>>677255477
>>677254736
You have contradicted yourself so often , you're a joke.
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
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page 10 and beyond
good luck op
>>677246817
I guarantee you I have less to live for than you, kissless wizard and the works, but just give it a few more years. Right now just listen to some music or go to sleep and you'll feel better tomorrow having gotten this shit off your chest.
>>677255714
>>677255602
heres you faggot
>>677255733
>>677255477
rolled dub dubbs, its offliciall ops a faggot
>>677254285
Best post ITT
>>677255774
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
>>677255822
>>677255822
>>677255822
>>677255822
TRIP DUBS
>>677255850
https://fgts.jp/b/thread/677244075
>>677252970
all have a chance of failure. The Way (Tao/Dao) decides the direction all's fate will lead.
