hey /b/
I did a bunch of lsd and i dont think i ever recovered and it made me actually crazy now
What do?
pee pants
>>677030546
Like can you describe your mental state?
>>677030546
O have a tab of DOI in my mount right now waiting for it to kick. General drug thread? And if your not being a retard OP, piracetam and 5htp will help
>>677030646
nah i am scared all the time now though, constanly paranoid that someone is out to get me even when im just sitting in my room
>>677030835
how long ago was this
>>677030811
dafuq is piracetam and 5 htp?
>>677030546
respawn
>>677030942
about a 3 weeks ago
>>677030546
Enjoy your psychosis. Just remember nobody knows unless you tell them. And ya know, you shouldn't fucking tell them if that's the case.
>>677030835
We are out to get you jared
You're not crazy. You're sane now. Welcome to reality.
>>677030986
Piracetam is a supplement, it Siegal and sold at vitamin shops. It has neuroprotective properties, and can help with psychedelic use. 5htp is also available at vitamin shops, it is a precursor to serotonin. Chances are, you fucked up your serotonin receptors. This will help replenish your brain.
I heard comfortably numb play whenever water came out of a faucet for about a month, you'll get over it..hopefully.
Just fucking roll with it. I did more DPT than I've ever seen recorded on the internet (500mgs). I literally died from overdose in the most intense trip of all time. It was hard coming back from death. I learned you need to just keep on trying your best, no psychedelic use for several months, and lots of physical excercise. Hope you feel better anon
>>677030546
Were the blotters bitter tasting?
>wake up around 10am
>hit up dd
>ohfuckyesacid.jpg
>buy 4 tabs
>i have done acid a lot
>he tells me to take them and they will kick in when i get home
>30 minute drive no problem
>small town
>never traffic
part. 2?
>>677030835
Can you elaborate a little more? Do you know who might be after you?
I'm no professional, but I think you're experiencing a lot of anxiety. If you were paranoid schizophrenic, you'd know who was after you, you'd have knowledge of how they were tracking/watching/listening, you'd believe they want you for some reason, such as you're special, or because you did something bad. And you wouldn't be worrying about if you were going crazy.
>>677031423
nah it wasnt nmob(nmbo?) it was acid
Plot twist: he did ten tabs nbome
>>677030546
Don't touch psychedelics, stimulants and weed for a while.
>>677031734
Could be DOx family not just that.
>>677031734
Are you experiencing any visual disturbances, or is it more mental? You could possibly have HPPD, and be feeling dissasociated due to it.
>>677031831
This man you had a bad trip happens to the best of us best thing to do is try to forget about it.
>>677031774
I did 7 once and now my headaches are a lot worse, (I suffer from cluster headaches) and my paranoia is through the roof, I was already a little nuts now I'm just full blown bat shit crazy
>>677031914
DO(x) is great
>>677030546
Take more acid and see if you can go full circle back to sane.
>>677031627
>Driving and out of nowhere a 3 car pile up happens about 4 cars ahead of me
>fuckmeright?.jpg
>wait for what feels like an hour
>Oh no
>it starts to kick in
>finally a clearing in the wreck
>drive by as they are clearing up dead bodies
>Bad trip has begun
>get home and my friend wont hit me back up
>freaking out so bad
>keep hearing sirens
this is a lot to type part 3?
>>677030546
you'll be okay. its temporary. i promise,
every day after this will be better than the last.
just stay away from psychedelics. you'll gain control back slowly.
i know because i was there.
i can barely remember what tripping feels like now.
>>677030546
>I did a bunch of lsd and i dont think i ever recovered and it made me actually crazy now
>What do?
Be happy that you are getting more than your money's worth.
>>677032063
No joke here, but since U have clusters, have U ever thought about suicide?
>>677032100
Naw it has the same crappy lack luster vibe of all these stimulant-psychedelic compounds
>>677030546
ge that monsy mane... SSI, Crazy money cause you can't work at Mc Donalds anymore..
>>677032360
Yes
>>677032360
Continue and answer this guy
>>677031724
>>677032458
It's bad but it's not just unbearable, it comes and goes as do the chest pains and shit but no, I would never give the mother fuckers the satisfaction.
>>677030546
OP Listen up
you're not crazy you're suffering from depersonalization, a form of anxiety.
it will go away but it may take an eventual hospital visit and a cat scan before you come to your senses.
the first time i took acid i went on a 2 month long binge. what you're feeling is totally notmal just wait about 6 months to a year youll be fine...or you'll kill yourself
Have fun!
>>677032473
Really? I'm quite fond of it. You trip for so long, and with energy too. And it still feels very introspective, for me at least. Not like nbome which is just visuals and nothing else
>>677032779
Are prescription drugs an option for you? If they are, I would recommend klonopin or Valium. It could be that you have anxiety over symptoms, which makes anxiety worse, which makes symptoms worse, and it's a vicious cycle. Taking an anxiety pill could work wonders
>I keep telling myself it just ambulances
>go out to smoke a cigarette
>2 guys in fancy dress come up to me
>tripping so fucking hard
>They ask me if i have found god
>Tell them yes
>they keep talking but its very difficult to understand them
>I think they know i am tripping
>Words are slurring
>They say they have to go
>Ohshit.jpg
>They gonna call the cops?
>Nah no way
>More sirens
>smoke some weed in my backyard to calm myself down
>more paranoid
Keep going?
i took some acid about a year a go stall thing people can hear what im thinking
>>677032788
Yeah it was about a month long binge, is it just me returning to reality?
>>677033023
Dont even ask just keep posting
>>677033023
keep going anon
>>677030646
gunna be Pee pee pants city real soon.
>>677030546
This anon >>677032788 is probably right; however, in some cases, if an individual has an underlying predisposition for schizophrenia, LSD can act as a catalyst to in speeding up the process.
>>677033015
I have been seriously considering it but I hate prescription pills, I really only fuck with anything natural besides acid, you have no idea how pissed I was when I found out I took 7 hits of nbome.
>>677033023
Continue
>>677030546
op you're still tripping. now wake up before the Xenoclavs forever rip your consciousness from its body. Hurry. wake up. now. hurry.
>>677033094
people will answer stuff that im thinking
>>677033094
That sounds schizophrenic.
>>677030546
Have you ever considered that it has just made you more sane?
Idk if anyone can help me but I smoked weed enough times to count on my hands. Anyway ever since then it's been so hard to concentrate, my memory is dogshit, and i just generally feel strange, i think it has to do with depersonalization but nit sure. I can still live my life pretty normally but shit this feels so bad. And it's lasted about 2 and a half months
>>677033486
you're not in reality. you're in a falsified world created by your own mind. You're dying in a comma right now. wake up. if you don't follow these subliminal messages you'll die. please. wake up.
>>677033643
i smoke weed every day and have for like 2 years + and I'm about to finish ms4. you're fine faggot.
I think something happened to me....
I cant explain it.
The other day , even though Im typing away on the keyboard, I couldnt understand at all the letters....not one fucking letter.
But I could still type and make words.
The other morning, wok up and brushed my teeth.
Even though I knew I was at home and in front of the mirror, I didnt know where the hell I was, jsut that i was in the bathroom
>>677033378
I generally tend to agree with avoiding prescription, but it could really help. 5htp is a natural supplement that could also help, but that has limited success. A benzo might be the way to go.
>Smoke even more weed
>dont even feel the smoke
>its like i am breathing air
>Is weed air?
>feeling better
>bad trip soon goes away after the sirens do
>3 hours in now
>9 more hours to go
>look at trippy gifs
>trippy music
>everything is trippy
>i am trippy
>who am i?
>i am nobody :(
>bad trip all over again
>want it to be over
>take two purple pain pills from mexico
>pass right the fuck out
>worst nightmare of my entire life
>>677033023
moar
>>677033653
i feel like this some times i think about killing my self thinking that will restart me or something
>>677030546
COULD BE SCHIZONOPHRIA, PSYCHEDELICS ARE KNOWN TO TRIGGER SCHIZONOPHRIA FOR THOSE WHO HAVE IT (BUT WHO HAVE NOT YET HAD SYMPTOMS YET).
PURE LSD WILL NOT CAUSE PROLONGED ANXIETY.
>>677033643
placebo probably, did the same thing to myself but with schizophrenia. Laugh atmyself about it time to time now
>>677033210
>>677033322
chek'd
anyway no its you worying about nothing while you are in a sensitive mental state. this is the time you dont want to smoke weed it will go away faster.
its been 6 months and i still see trails and moving walls. the flashbacks have calmed down for me but now i can only take a couple rips off a blunt before i start panicking
Go see a shrink though and tell them everything.
for me it took a bump on the head which lead to a cat scan. that told me there was nothing wrong with my head and now im fine.
it gets better OP.
>>677033917
it's cool bro u just have a bad trip talk to someone about your problems and emotions do lots of excercise eat healthy have a goal in life be busy lots of luck to you my friend
>>677033839
I have a doctors appointment in like a month about my high liver count ( I'm pretty sure that was from the nbome too since it can fuck with your liver) I need to make sure I address the doctor about my headaches, I've dealt with them for a while but they seem to get progressively worse
You know what you need to do. Do it. Break the code and finish the job.
You know what I'm talking about.
>>677033997
yeah it can. don't spread misinformation. war can cause prolonged anxiety. any sort of traumatic experience can. its called PTSD.
Just be a fish. Live the rest of your life as a fish. It will be fine.
>>677033982
because it will. You need to wake up. now. do it.
now.
>>677030646
Top fucking kek
>>677033837
... you need to see a professional about this, anon.
Was this facilitated by drugs? Any family history of mental illness? Do you have any symptoms that may indicate a brain tumor (headaches, hallucinations, decreased motor-skills)?
>>677030546
This is why psilocybin trumps lsd imo. I felt pretty strange after my big lsd fry. Shrooms on the other hand I can take huge doses without the strange feeling plus a couple Shrooms trips a year has absolutely stopped my cluster migraines and I got them about once every month before. I now literally do not get headaches.
>>677033799
ive smoked more weed than you've dropped kid and now i cant smoke too much for the same reason. took too much lsd. drugs can fuck with you EVERYONE is different.
>>677033653 do it right.
As for OP, stay away from caffeine and other things that will change you from base level, including weed. If it doesn't go away, congrats you're now awesome and ready to go on an adventure.
This tabs kicking Oh boy
>>677034277
ARE YOU COMPARING AN LSD TRIP TO COMBAT? HAVE YOU LITERALLY EVER EVEN DONE LSD? HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN COMBAT? DO YOU KNOW WHAT PTSD IS?
>>677031379
Lmao your brain is fucking awesome
>dream that i am dying
>over
>over
>and over again
>non stop for 2 days
>wake up 2 hours later
>still tripping hard
>shit
>put on some planet earth
>david attenborough pls calm my soul
>shark jump scare
>shitmypants.jpg
>you were my friend david wtf happend
>David is punishing me
>realize i am still tripping and just being silly
>realize i am still ripping my bong
>inside
>live with my parents
>fuuuuck me
>they come home in <12 hours
>they are bloodhounds when it comes to weed
>more paranoia
>decide its best not to look at a clock
>one clock behind my couch
>tick
>tock
>tick
>tock
>The toad makes a ditch so its tadpole babies can get into the pond instead of a puddle
>frog dad is better than my dad
>mrw
>>677034802
ptsd is from more than just combat.
good bait tho
Congadualtions your considered normal
>>677034802 Not them.
Post-traumatic stress disorder.
After a stressful event you have heightened responses to stimuli.
No it doesn't just happen to war vets, yes they get it very often though, no not everyone's ptsd is as bad as it can be. Finally, yes a bad trip can give you ptsd.
>>677033837
You're just more acquainted with how your mind works.
Your mind doesn't give a shit about the individual letters, only what they represent together. And more importantly, what idea when formed into words and sentences they represent. Your mind is in autopilot and you're just noticing it. Relax dude :) Try to explore this experience a little. You're just breaking down things that your mind normally doesn't consider and it feels foreign. You know exactly what those letters mean, you just never think about it.
After doing a lot of drugs, I often think of how the concept of letters and language are so weird. Like wtf? They are. Thoughts like that. This is normal.
>>677034802
Can't tell if triggered or just bait, but either way you're retarded.
>>677035561
its bait bro
Hey op here, im going to bed, ill take some of the advice here, gl to those who have the same issue as me, hopefully we can get through it
>>677033837
THIS IS NOT NORMAL AND YOU NEED TO CONTACT A PSYCHIATRIST, AND A NEUROLOGIST.
I'D LIKE YOU TO HAVE AN MRI WITH CONTRAST, AND ANGIOGRAM TO RULE OUT ANEURYSM.
>>677035561
>>677035630
I'LL CUT YOUR THROATS
>>677034239
Can nbome on a tab fuck you up this badly? I know the powder form is pretty dangerous and I understand all tabs are not equally dosed, but I have taken 3 tabs before twice. This is before I knew lsd is not bitter as shit.
>>677031163
i agree
You're fine, and you need to stop freaking out over nothing. The last time I took acid, I tripped so hard it changed me completely, and I thought I fucked up my brain permanently. Eight years later and I still have visuals sometimes, but I'm fine. Acid changes you, get over it.
>>677035923
NIGGER STOP TYPING IN CAPS LOCK, CHILL OUT, SMOKE SOME POOP AND EAT A DICK
>>677031163
Seconded. did over 200 hits in a year back in the day.
>>677031379
I would waste a lot of water....
I have myself HPPD (hallucinogenic persisting perception disorder) and have been visually tripping like I'm constantly on acid for 3 years non-stop
AMA
>>677035387
This is the dumbest thing I've ever read in my entire life.
>>677036042
thats how it happened to me.
i only did 3 tabs twice on my binge. maaaaan that was fun. i fucking disappeared while talking to people.
i dont do drugs anymore tho. im 21 and did all the drugs and drinking ill ever need to do and have no desire to do so anymore. it fucked me up for a while but it made me better in the long run
psychedelics have served their purpose in my life as it sounds like it has for OP...he just doesnt know it yet.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lUnqbBgYZmI
i smoke pot while i work. that's it
>>677036042
It's some horrible shit that I will neve do again, I know people that eat it like candy every weekend and I don't know how the fuck they do it, everything has its limits and shit like that is really hard to know what that limit is.
>>677036825
What visual distortions do you see. Ps your life must fucking suck
>>677030546
>>677037478
Lemme post some pics of similarish stuff then I'll explain
>>677036825
i'd an-hero
>>677037661
anon, it sounds like your eggs are scrambled. But I know people who have taken well over a page of acid in their lifetimes and its not like youre dysfunctional....
just burn some sage hang some alex gray paintings on your walls and try to pick up on social cues.
My one friend ive known since 8th grade had a sheet of acid in her bra at a festival and it started raining and i think that made her half retarded but as long as you dont have her social mannerisms (giggle at nothing, talk alot and very fast, dont take cues when to SHUT THE FUCK UP, look up at the sky and go oooOOooooh, or any other half mongol mannerisms than youll be fiiiiiiiine
>>677037661
i have back problems (kyphotic hunchback) and ive done a lot of lsd and now every time i straighten my back it pops and i begin to trip a little
its fun but im afraid i'll fuck my back up worse
>>677037793
>>677037947
Yes that's part of it
>>677031379
the mario theme song played for me a couple times... that was the least of it.
>>677037478
Here is the after images
http://youtu.be/Va4KhD3WemQ
So first of all is the visual snow in the images, but it pulses at the same frame rate always.
After images burn themselves in my vision when I lookanother direction I see the last image for a bit.
I can also see tails or tracers of motion. Like driving in the air with my hand movement.
Then I get the feeling like I cannot tell any sort of scale to an object, it's like I can't tell if it's a tiny toy train up close or a large train a long way away.
Walls breathe in and out constantly non-stop.
Shadows form figures and dance
>>677030546
>>677031724
Ill try and help some on molly right now and feel really up and want to help people. Whats going op?
>>677037901
That sounds anime-cute
>>677039078
* drawing in the air>>677039078
Things never hold still, they get closer, then further, then twist.
I also lost my cardinal directions (north south etc) and I cannot physically tell my left from right.
Doc said drugs got my occipital lobe
>>677039078
I'd have gone mad
>>677039438
its not. just opening her snapchats make me feel like ive spent enough time with her that day
>>677037901
>My one friend ive known since 8th grade had a sheet of acid in her bra at a festival and it started raining
Damn dude thats fucked up. Do you like worry about her and shit?
>>677033643
Weed or any drug really can trigger mental disorders that you have genetically.
Becareful with drugs and shit if you have lots of mental illness in your family
On DOI, would recommend 10/10. I feel like connected. I'm just on my phone and watching you fags talk and argue it's not that I'm on 4chan it's just how humans interact it's fantastic
>>677030546
duh, take more LSD.
>>677030546
This is why you should have done shrooms instead of "LSD". The majority of the stuff is lab chems sold as LSD, many of which can be deadly or have permanent side effects (unlike LSD). If you had some legit shit, then the other anons are correct but i feel like they're all assuming you had some real shit.
>>677040038
kek you fucked her yet?
>get drunk at bar with bros
>go to friends house
>drop 2 hits of acid
>drink half a bottle of whiskey
>smoke some weed for the first time in months
>mind turns to fucking scambled eggs
>constantly go to the washroom to piss
>time is meaningless
>fucking sprint down the stairs and stop inches away from the wall
>keep blacking out and coming to every now and then and don't know whats going on
>can't really speak or think clearly
>smoked a pack of cigs during the trip
Now I don't do acid anymore.
>>677033023
kee[ going fam just took about 480 mgs of dxm im ob a whole bnohter lvel
>>677042455
Yep you're fucked
Vote Democrat.
>>677038120
bruh that gif... sholt dhity
thats how generations work ,am
Don't worry dude, I went way way crazy. I was fine tge next day. But when I smoke pot I trip super super hard and go crazy. So I stopped smoking. Now I feel fine as long as I no do drugs. But after smoking I'd go crazy for like 4 weeks til I settled back do. But the ideas and feels I'd get I can not transfer in to words.
>>677042552
wooooooooooooooo
listening to my prescribed slime season
>>677030546
That's how this works. This trip won't end until you die. Then you come down back to reality.
>>677043377
I watched Forest Gump on acid once. It was a fucked up time. Saving private ryan on acid when they hit the beach. Fucking intense.
>>677044551
i think i would explode