Feels thread cont. Anons
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODTv9Lt5WYs&ab_channel=AliceInChainsVEVO
So I'm the guy with the "Psycho" girl...
I know I should run but first I want to understand the situation a bit better so I can learn from this mistake and watch out for such things in the future.
Any ideas?
Just broke up with my girlfriend yesterday, this has by far been the worst 24 hours I've had to date. Once you have a girl never let her go. I'm already regretting this shit. Never felt this low before
>>676446706
Just look out for behavior like breaking off contact for a long time
>>676446920
Time will heal all wounds
>>676446920
was with her almost two years and lost my virginity to her, I feel so out of place now
>>676447211
Why did you break up?
>>676447118
feels real shitty man even though she went nuts at me yesterday I can't help but regret it already
>>676447118
The thing is I try to move on, forget somehow. I try to do other things to somehow forget about her but it is just so fucking hard, nothing is improving. I seriously am so hurt, so mad and so sad at the same time.
>>676446920
I have had the best day of my life and the worst day of my life...1 week apart.
bump
>>676447380
she got mad over me being "dry" while messaging her, which led to her bitching at me for hours which led to her apparently being suicidal. I comforted her for hours while she said how she has no one(me included in there) and how no one would try to help, bs like that. She then proceeded to talk about how i dont care(because staying up till 4 am to try to help someone is the most uncaring thing to do) anyways it ended up with her saying that i hate her when i loved her and i had to break it off. shes regretful about it all now
>>676447679
What was the best day?
>>676447505
Just cut her out, and ignore her. Make it a game, for every day you ignore her go and buy yourself a mars bar or something.
>>676447679
Shit, what happened?
>>676447843
Obviously a crazy one but if you honestly want her back it's up to you to give her another chance.
>>676447843
Man run as fast away from her as you can. Shes a psycho and she is doing the suicidal thing for attention (or at least thats what happens like 95% of the time).
Regardless run you're better than that
>inb4: kys
>>676448118
i can't at this point. She would always get mad at me over little shit like saying the wrong thing even and go off on me for hours on end, then when she does it more frequently than me if I got upset I of course would be to blame
>>676447505
Can we get a recap for those who weren't here?
>>676448403
Find someone else, anon, that's your best chance at being happy. I had a crazy gf like that 2 years ago.
>>676447983
The best day was when me and her finally had a real day. I know it maybe sounds cheesy this but I've never really had anything "Exciting" happen to me in my life so that day me and her finally had like a real hangout together, hugging, she held my hand, we were like a couple.
1 week later she tells me she isn't ready, that it was "Stupid of her to do that stuff (holding hands etc.) with me" and so on and she sees me more as a "Friend"...
That first day I realised that for the first time after failing for many times, being betrayed by almost every best friend i've had (my best friends stole girls i liked infront of me several times), I finally felt like a God, proud of myself that I went out there and found myself this wonderful girl.
Then that "Worst day" happened and her telling me this, it was like all of it was fake and staged. I am feeling sick since then.
>be me
>starting at new highschool
>only one other friend got in
>very hard to get in (you need good grades)
>feel like I've made great decision
>most of my other friends go to my old school's highschool
>not great at socializing but very humorous
>ffw 1 week
>become one of the most popular guys in school
>not popular because of looks or anything but because I was an entertaining guy
>always making people laugh
>not being loved on a personal level, but everyone knew me and whatnot
>people slowly getting tired
>ffw a month
>still quite popular, people start disliking me very badly
>my studies are going downhill, focusing on social life too much
>my friend that came with me was one of my best friends but we start drifting apart
>been one month and have not made a single close friend
>realize being popular and known by whole school doesn't mean you have friends
>everyone having friends
>start to feel lonely
>after 2 months of no 4chan start browsing again
>rather than hanging with school friends after school start coming straight home and going on pc
>realize that all of these ''friendships'' would probably be empty
>girls realize I'm obnoxious
>guys don't really want to be my friend because I'm too childish
>depression coming in
>tfw last month was best month of my life
>going parties, banging chicks
>no one really liked me on a personal level
>start isolating myself and hanging with nerds
>realize I truly have no one that I can genuinely call a ''friend''
I really want to get back in, but I'm a failure with a bad personality and I'm not even that hot. What do I do? I just feel like I'm going to stay home all day and gain weight. Then I'll have no friends or even a gf.
I just wanna disappear
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJJ8hWDXWGs&list=FLmTPTZ77hmMdNRYMJLFfjPA&index=31
>>676448321
Kys
>>676448676
Starting college in the fall, I hope I'm able to find someone who won't end up emotionally abusing me all the time
>>676448587
bruh
>>676448774
Mate, I am in a similar position.
I don't like the "cool" kids because they are shallow douchebags. I hang with the nerds because they actually have souls and aren't always fighting for position.
I am really happy with the nerds, and the girl I have met with them Is the nicest kindest girl I have ever met and I feel like I am going to be with her.
>>676448774
Go to a bar sometimes and socialise there instead. Not much people so you can go easy and you'll start to talk to the ones who go there in a regular basis
>>676448978
There you go, college, you're in the right time to find someone else, let's hope you do find someone so much better than the other girl
>>676448321
Evan sounds overweight
>>676449310
>>676449275
thank you /b/ros i just need someone to talk to. no one is here for me no more. :/
>>676449431
Just want to end up with a comfortable life and be genuinely happy for once in my life
>>676449570
Talk away anon, I have no reason to sleep.
>>676449570
I got kik if you want to talk?
>>676449637
I suggest laying off relationships for a while but trying to get new friends at college and hopefully befriending some girls too tbh
>>676449702
I second this
>>676448476
I met this girl, we became great friends and I started to like her a lot, she mainly made stuff that made me like her even more. So she and I were always like "in contact" (Contact everyday). Last time I met her, we went out for some Sushi, then a walk in the park. She grabbed my hand, we were hugging like all the time, holding hands. Then got some coffee, she was like basically putting her head on me when i was sitting against the wall...like a real couple or something. We already decided to meet on Friday (this day was tuesday).
Wednesday: She became ill, she wasn't lying. (Still in contact, nothing happening)
Thursday: Still ill (Nothing happening, still in contact).
Friday: Still ill (Had to cancel the date we planned, still in contact)
Saturday, Sunday, Monday: Some things were becoming weird, I noticed she is kind of like not contacting me anymore, when we did, she seemed a bit off and somehow weird.
Tuesday: "It was stupid of me to do all that stuff with you (She meant, holding hands, putting her head on me, hugging constantly)..."I see us more as friends". (I was demolished, never felt this bad in my entire life).
Ignored her for few days, had to rethink everything. Then I contacted her few days later and I was curious why she "Didn't feel ready and wanted to be friends instead".
She told me her ex was cheating on her like 1 month ago and she doesn't feel ready. I understood and told her I'll be by her side because I care about her.
Then again, no special contact, it's like she told me to fuck off in a nice way.
Continued
>>676449702
third
>>676449692
idk what to talk about. ive honestly been concerting suicide for 2 months now. but in all honesty im scared
>>676449702
im good man. thx for the offer tho
All aboard. Woot woot
>>676449838
tbh I think I'm gonna try and bang this girl I'm friends with. Not down for another relationship for a while, but id be fine with a fwb
>>676450007
All good anon
>>676450147
>>676450007
Don't man, we are both at the beginning of the road. We have both got to a pretty shitty start, but the roads are paved with gold in some places and with dirt in others.
>>676450143
Whatever makes you happy anon, hope shit goes in your favour
he fear of death made me question the purpose of life. I didn't see a point in living if death was just a void of coherent nothingness that stretched on eternally. What good are memories when your ability to make new ones is gone forever?
Really, what pushed it was panic attacks. I'd start thinking about decaying in a box without perception and lose it. I fell out of bed, sobbing and throwing up on the floor more than once it affected me so much.
I decided I'd rather meet it head on than live like that. And that's not bravery. That is the pinnacle of cowardice.
After that story, it's not like I'm cured of it. I just can't care enough about it. It's not as uncontrolled and whimsy as it was back then.
I might be pointless, headed to nothingness, but I'm going to do it as coherently and in control as I can.
>>676450452
>>676450521
>>676450337
Thanks anon, same goes to you
>>676449938
So I already figured she has probably someone else since when I asked her one day on the weekend if she wants to speak skype with me, she told me she is going to "speak with someone else" and that she cannot invite me to the call. I asked who she spoke with (i know some of her friends)..She dissed the question.
So I decided to ignore her a bit since then and show her that I got annoyed by that and see if she really cares about me, she will eventually message me if she sees that I somehow stopped messaging her.
Took her 4-5 days until she messaged me (I know, maybe I shouldn't have ignored her at that time but it was probably one of the only options left).
Nothing special, I tried meeting her that weekend but she "Couldn't" said "Maybe next week :)".
So I went with it, nothing special tbh.
Tried "Next week"...."I can't this weekend".
So at that moment, i was like...alright this is getting pretty fucking suspicious because all of this is basically fucked up.
So on Tuesday (1 week ago) I asked WHEN she wants to hang out on holidays (This week), she told me she won't be able to hang out cuz she is going to "Meet someone else", clean stuff and go on holidays to some place near the capital (She did go there)..But she can't find 1h of these several days to meet me? That's fucked up.
So I told her I really suspect she isn't interested in even being friends with me, our contact sucks, I feel very unsecure when I have contact with her nowadays, I feel like I'm being played around with.
Continued
>>676450996
>>676450937
I told her by no offense, I feel like she is sometimes lying to me since she always seems to be "too busy" to even meet me when I desperately want to meet her. (We haven't seen eachother for around 3 weeks at that point). Then I told her the truth that I really cred about all of this, I really wanted to meet her and so on. Then she stopped responding, I stopped sending messages. We never said good bye or anything.
That's the story, I fell in love for real for the first time in my life and I was a fool who didn't and still doesn't know what the deal with this girl is.
Any ideas /b/ros?
>>676449938
Shit man, that's tough
>>676451401
thought it was gonna be some fucked up shit with the videos, I did not see that feel coming
Thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjCU2KZ97jE&ab_channel=ElaineBenes
>>676451401
Theres gunna be the twist that she did survive and he was just watching the videos for nostalgia right?
>>676451851
that's not how life works anon.
i am stuck between a dying mother, an insane father, and the most beautiful and kind girl I have ever met. Ama
>>676451401
My dick is confused
>>676450937
Too be quite honest, and I'm sure you don't want to hear this but you got to move on, getting hung up on a girl like that isn't good for anybody.
>>676452211
:'(
>>676449938>>676450937
>>676451400
>Then again, no special contact, it's like she told me to fuck off in a nice way.
She pretty much did. My friend had a saying he got from the military: Once could be anything, twice is coincidence, but three times is enemy action. The repeated brush-off is her way of telling you "I'm just not as into you as I thought I was". It's a shame that it turned out this way, but look at it like this: Instead of pining over a girl who doesn't want you, you're free to look for a girl who does.
>>676452554
sorry.
>>676451400
1 week ago last time we spoke I just asked her "You have someone else don't you?" and she denied it, then told me it is not like she has someone else or something like that. So at that point I wasn't sure if she was telling the truth or not.
We still have eachother on snapchat and this happened tonight, I feel so sick after watching and listening to this:
She's at that "Place" with her friends (girls as far as I saw for the whole night) and she did put up some stories where they drink some beers and they're quite tipsy.
At 1 point she was like:
"I love these girls I hang around with (her friends). He thinks I'm really annoying / irritating but I love him so fucking much"...
Now...who the fuck is "HE"?
Note: I know I should just delete her from several social media friendlist possible. I know.
>>676453275
She may or may not be a hoe /b/ro
>>676452916
Its a cartoon, anything can happen
>>676452593
Yes I can think like that but it will take a long time for my brain to accept it and I'm trying to find a way to speedup the process. I have tried occupying myself with different tasks and none of it works.
I feel like I'm becoming a bit insane sometimes. I feel very unstable.
Sry, that I'm just writing here and don't answer the current post
I'm becoming 28 in May. I'm from germany. Until today I'm stillvirgin, I had never a "real" relationship with a girl. Only platonic shit. I feel very bad and it frustrates me much. I've got a nice job/income, but still living in my parents house and shit.
I want to move out, but thars not easy due to the fact, that my parents need my money and I'm scared to move out and leaving them just here....I would have such a guilty conscience. I could easily take (another...) credit, but tbh I don't want that.
Others in my age are married, have kids.
Not a single girl would like that circumstances I'm in. And I'm not really good looking too. Sometimes I feel like live is moving on without me and I will end up as a fat lonely jerk. I'll die and nobody gave a fuck, because mum abd dad are already not more living @ that time :(
Sorry for that confused post.
>>676451400
Delete everything you have of her it will help you move on
>>676453755
but you already know how that ending turned out
>>676453852
STOP THE MIGRANTS
>>676453852
nobody cares that you're just writing man, its good to just vent stuff out from time to time, leaving yourself alone with your thoughts is far worse than talking to somebody that doesn't care.
although i cant really provide any advice i i'm in a similar situation but i don't think i need somebody to live a life with, my mental health isn't the greatest so i think life would be easier living by myself. if you go out more it will increase your chance of meeting someone and you could always try online.
>>676454409
Haha. Thanks for the laugh :D
/the german
>>676454808
Seriously though, fuck them.
>>676453852
Try to not focus on your current situation and focus on improving your life it might help. Goodnight /b/ros
I am so fucked I don't know what to do.
I'm sick of living, /b/ros.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EcaxrqhUJ4c
>>676454747
Yeah, I really need to go out more. But to do this alone pisses me off. My friends dont like partying much :/ I hope, sometimes the day will come, where I'm leaving that time behind and finally found a real nice girl.
Oh and some anons said, I should stop the migrants? How? :D
>>676456142
Explain anon
>>676456487
My dad is a narcassistic corporate sociopath, my mum has terminal kidney failure, my brother is self harming. Shits fucked but there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
I am intelligent and get good grades, and I have met the most kind and beautiful girl ever. She is really nice to me. She keeps telling me she has no boyfriend, the other day she said she envied her brother when he was snuggling with his gf on the sofa. Had food with her as well.
No idea how to make my life happier and whether or not to go for her.
>>676457072
Do you love the girl, anon?
Put aside your father for now despite him being what i assume is a fuckwit
Make your mother happy and spend more time with her
Take your brother out to go somewhere sometime and tell him things about self harming which i'll write soon
Honestly anon, go for that girl. Tell her how you feel if you love her
>>676456414
Good song, although it's my least favourite from Grace.
>>676457072
To your brother;
Tell him that self harming won't fix anything and that he knows that it'll hurt once the numbness goes
Try and take him out to the playground or some childhood nostalgia sometime
Making your mother proud is a big priority and I think that if you and the girl start going out and you introduce her to your mom maybe she'll cheer up and everything you know
>>676453785
Yeah, I've been there bro. Some people have said that the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else. I'm not sure if I believe that, but it couldn't hurt, right?
Beyond that, just keep trying to stray distracted and ride it out. All you can really do, I fear.
Feels thread?
OK
I'm feeling max power horny tonight.
Tomorrow i get a whole day to fuck my fwb milf at her house.
She won't stop texting me how much she wants to be fucked by me.
She worships my cock.
Am I raining on your queer brigade?
* Pic related.
I try to think of me as an outgoing, confident guy but inside I still feel like the insecure, shy person as before. I have to drag myself to social events or parties. People often say 'fake it till u make it' but how do I keep this up.
>>676457398
I am trying to make my mum happy, I sit with her until 1 am trying to make her feel better. She is completely demoralized, he psychologically abuses her and will beat her if i am not there to protect her (he used to do it to me too until I became too strong for him to take me on).
I have known this girl for a year, and we have shared very close things with each other. We did it in a group setting, but she was directly telling me. I am not sure If I love her, but i deeply care of her and I am protective of her I feel. She has had a bunch of boyfriends before (both 18), but nothing thats really lasted longer than a week or two. We're both virgins too.
>>676457742
I used to self harm as well a little, or at least I apparently did although I can't say It felt like I was when I did it.
He won't leave the house, he is too invested in LoL for that.
Also, my mum also likes very much to hear how things are going with the girl. It would be fantastic If I can show her with me to her. She'd know she had suceeded in a way.
>>676458066
Spend some time with the girl and tell her about what's happening if you haven't already and if you start feeling something for her, ask her out
As for your father, if you see him do shit to your mother again that's when you take everything out on him, he's the typical abusive dad imo
Maybe your mom deserves a little holiday for a while, without your dad
How long has your brother been clean?
>>676458492
Drag him out if you have to, show him the fucken world, how old is he anyways? When he gets older he'll realise and tell himself "why did i feel sad in the first place"
Yes anon! There's a way to make her happy. Tbh go ask the girl how she feels about you
>>676457942
If you figure it out, let me know. I am frequently certain that literally everyone in my life, at best, tolerhates me (misspelling intentional) and I have no idea how to get past that.
>>676458760
I told her about what happens to me after she told me she was sexually assaulted. She told me she thinks i'm really strong and brave. Thats when we started to get closer
I have tried to get my mum to take some time for herself, but she insists on working and fighting the legal case around her kidneys.
My brother is 13, I am 18. He isn't on anything I am aware of.
>>676459027
Like I said, He's 13. He is going through a shit in phase that I used to have around his age (12-16).
>>676459143
I'm still suprised people are still friends with me because i'm such a shit person
>>676459273
Your brother needs someone to talk to if he's sitting around playing LoL
I gotta go in around 10 minutes, do you have kik or anything? I'm honestly willing to help out
Make a move on the girl, anon
Your mom is someone you can look up to
>>676459505
Same here, I realised it was really just nothing and got on my feet, tell him about /your/ experience and help him out as in checking up on him every now and then and show him that you're his brother and that you're here, etc
>>676460076
I did, I tried anyway. He just said that life feels hopeless and there is no end to the pain.
Its fucking killing me since hes 13.
>>676459882
terioofparma
