Can we have a feels thread?
Also, please share with us if it is your birthday and you're lonely. I'll make you a birthday card (not high quality though, sorry)
>>676218028
Was my birthday yesterday, can I still get a card Op?
>>676218299
kakacarmen electra
My name is Selvir today is my birthday. Not a single happy birthday text and its 7 pm.....shit hurts.
>>676218673
>>676218028
my feels for you
http://animated-adult-gifs.blogspot.ca/2014/01/cute-girls-with-nice-asses-dancing.html
its my birthday in a couple days. Can I get a card OP? I'm justin and i'll give you some reasons why i should get a card even though my b day isnt until later.
>recently fired from job
>still live at home
>play vidya all day
>friends don't respect me
>was in a fantasy league with friends until they sabotaged it to make sure i lost
>lost all friends when i tried to set things right
>haven't been laid in years
>friends don't call on my birthday anymore
fuck my life
>>676218959
Happy birthday buddy! I feel for you, my birthday wasn't today but last year was my 18th and my facebook automatically told all my friends and I only got one 'happy birthday' that was off my mums friend that isn't even on my facebook... fucking humiliated me man, sucks so bad.
>>676219471
>>676219471
Unlucky man, how old will you be mate? I'm 19 in 2 months and I doubt even my family will remember, for my 18th i was just alone in my kitchen with a cupcake like in one of those cliche feels posts... fucking sucks man
>be about 15 or so
>guitar player
>be decent for my age
>play Red Dirt music to impress the girls in that area
>play at class parties, at the park, little crowds would show even
>girl in my class, solid 8/10
>"Can you teach me how to play?"
>Sure
Fast forward a week or two
>I re-strung my guitar Hendrix style for her since she's left handed.
>Carry that guitar, mine and an amp all they way to her house
>literally a mile and a ½
>show up, knock on door
>she answers, tell her surprise I brought this, did this and that everything I did
"Oh, I was only kidding anon! Lol ur so silly : )"
I ffucking hate my life, at least I have music
>>676218549
Sorry, my internet is slow
>european fag
>>676220036
i'll be 25.
happy early birthday anon, in case i dont see you posting again. this shit does fucking blow
I could do with a good feel
>>676220533
Cheers bud, 25 still young man, with possibilities, maybe try and find another job soon and then save up to treat yourself to something nice as a late present to yourself. Have a nice night mate
>>676218959
Happy birthday! From an anon who wants to see you happy.
Is there away to be alone and happy?
>>676218028
My girlfriend just broke up with me, I'm so weak.
I bought a car I like, it helps. Music and reading are nice too.
>>676221629
You're not weak. You just feel feels more deeply.
>>676218959
btw, if anyone else want to make some cards, feel free to do so
>>676221808
Yes, but it was so short, like one month long but I loved her still. I feel bad for not managing to get her to love me.
>>676221412
Only 1. Learn to enjoy your own company. My bday next week and likewise I don't have many friends. But family are important
>>676218959
Hey man happy birthday !
>be me
>met a literal 10/10 on omegle (seems unbelievable but trust me, i doxed her snapchat and she was really a girl and she was really a 10/10)
>she's depressed and self-harm
>im depressed too
>we get a long
>we tell each other we'll never leave and we'll be always there
>we tell each other that we were important and that we made us feel good chatting
>lasted like 2 days and never got back a single text from her since
>mfw when this is the only way i get into contact with females
I know that feeling campadre. We're not much, but the company of anonymous losers will always be here. 4chan is great like that.It may might not have a consistent name or face, but right now, I am reading your post and wishing you a happy birthday, Selvir. I hope the lonely come to an end soon.
Happy Birthday Selvir
>>676222945
How is that goose standing on a cliff like that?
>>676221412
I'm pretty much at that point now, just learn to be content with yourself and enjoy having time alone, see it as a strength and a positive rather than a bad point. I enjoy my company and I like having time alone to think, but in my situation it's kind of forced as I live with my mum but she travels a lot for her job and is away in foreign countries for long periods of time so I have kind of grown up semi-alone as she has being doing the job before I was even born.
>>676218959
I am dumb. This is for you.
>>676222918
>>676223190
it was pretty even.
>>676222739
Been there familam, it's not the girl we love it's the way they make us feel, it never lasts.
>20th birthday in less than a month from now
>nothing has changed since the last one
>doesn't matter anymore
I feel pathetic for getting sad over these things
>>676222471
Women aren't capable of loving the way we do.
>>676218028
This is nice.But why are you doing this... I feels so sorry because this sounds like something,someone with a broken heart would to.
>you help yourself the most by helping others
Tell us your story anon..
>be me
>be 18
>gf has an amazing dog
>one day gf takes dog to go to vet
>gets tboned by a truck
>gf survives
>dog died
>break up with her the next day
I couldnt live without that dog pussy /b/
>>676223693
thing is that its my fault too. i didnt really tryed to keep that thing up because simply i dont have anything to talk about with girls because i'm a depressed fuck who doesnt like and care about anything mostly even though i want one desperately. and knowing this hurts even more.
it's nice how people want me to do things for them then treat me like shit and still expect me to do it, seriously, fuck off
I don't know why I bother being nice to anyone
It was my birthday last month and the only one who called was my grandmother
>>676223693
Too true my friend
>>676219471
>>676218028
people still here?
>>676224072
That's the circle, normies don't want to be around depressed people it brings them down. Which makes us more depressed. They're all fucking liars for this reason.
>>676224585
truth
>>676218028
Is my dad's birthday. I haven't talked to him in almost a year. Fuck him.
>>676218959
Happy birthday brev, may your harvest be bountiful this year
>>676224673
Why haven't you speak with him for that long ?
>>676220063
Underage gtfo
>>676220036
my god anon, I wish I were there for you
>>676221412
In a way I hate being alone but relationships and commitments scare me. I prefer to be alone because I know I can rely on myself and I know that I'll never do anything on purpose to hurt myself.
>>676218028
> Turn 21, have to work anyways
> No friends to go out with but at least parents will be home, I'm sure they got me something for birthday
> Finally get home after long day, parents are gone, left note on table.
> "Happy Birthday Anon, father and I went to casino, enjoy your cake.
> MFW on the table was a box of chocolate cake mix and a jar of frosting
my parents got me betty crocker cake mix for my 21st birthday.
>>676220063
Wow that sucks, unlucky man, I hate girls like that, just move on, I play guitar and piano I can confirm once you get to college you at least get attention off semi serious girls.
>>676218959
Happ birthday man I feel you
>>676225427
Same here bud, I like the familiarity of being alone and I know who I am and what i'll be doing tomorrow etc? If that makes sense? I don't like getting fucked around with and getting mind games played on me by girls so I just steer clear. Had 2 girlfriends (i'm 18) and i'm not bothering again till the 'one' comes along which is extremely unlikely. Have a nice night anon.
God damn it you faggots. This is no feels thread. It's a fucking cringe thread.
Commencing dump.
Fuck
>>676226216
>>676223843
>Be me
>20 years old
>All birthdays in my life have been bad and shitty
>Last birthday was in a bar with some friends
>One friend has brought his brother along
>He was told it was my birthday
>Started singing
>I started crying like a bitch
>Later in life
>Read on /b/ about people who had no friends to celebrate with
>myfeels.jpg
>Come from a small town up north in Europe so there is not much for me to do
>Figured I'd do this instead
>Also, I wanted a feels thread
>>676225984
take it from me, an old fag, you are at the prime age for getting pussy right now. Fuck all the girls you can and date all the girls you can. Yes women are annoying and stupid, but don't be a fucking retard, you'll be regretting wasting your prime boning years sitting here on 4chan when you could be out getting your dick wet. god i fucking hate people like you. wake the fuck up anon.
>>676226564
Fuck..
>>676226451
>>676226437
Solitude
By Ella Wheeler Wilcox.
Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone;
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air;
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.
Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go;
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all,—
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life’s gall.
Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a large and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.
>>676226649
Shit
>>676226875
>>676226775
You're not really happy. I've met plenty of men just like you.
>>676227043
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6o5g2YLRVM
>>676224174
I feel sorry for you
At least you didn't kill yourself, and if you had, I would be crying like a bitch because of that sad story
so thank you
happy birthday anon
I fell in love with a friend who can't love me back, I won't tell because it'll tear up the friendship.I can't let go of the hope of what's possible. It's killing me more than anything.
>>676227152
>>676226267
This except I don't do it because i always think of my parents first . :( why do i feel like this , why can't i get over her and be happy , why can't bullshit leave me alone and stop following me , uno i am really sad and i can't talk to my parents about it . I can't imagine their faces when they know they're son is fucking depressed betacuck who can't even sort shit out , why /b/ why ? All i wanted to do was happy and I can't even get one fair shot. Dead soul
>>676218028
Well it's not my birthday, but my oneitis has her birthday in a few days.
Don't worry about her though, she has a boyfriend.
At least one of us is happy.
>>676227349
>>676218959
Happy birthday bro :)
>>676226775
I'm not too bad looking but the fact I hate alcohol, and I also despise parties (too loud and too many people being morons, slutty trashy etc) Plus on top of all those things that don't like I also like to stay in a lot and enjoy my own company, so it's hard to find girls to start with. And to top it all off i've got a 5 inch penis that is from peronies disease (literally like a fucking banana only worse) and I also have vitiligo all over my body so it looks like someone spilt tipex/milk on my skins (i'm european, slightly tanned skin) I also have it on my penis which is even more embarrassing. Also I have pectus excavatum (indented chest) and that's made me even more self conscious. So you can see why i'm not exactly wanting to go out and shag chicks zac efron style
>>676227537
>>676227609
edit: *Plus on top of all of those things that women don't like.
>>676225469
Did this happen this year? If so, you and I are the same age.
I wish we could hang together that day and get fucking wasted, man.
Why? Because it's better to be fucking wasted with one man, then to sit sober alone.
Anyway, I hope your day turned better.
>>676221412
Yes you can, But only if you are happy with who you are. If you hate yourself, being with only yourself will be the worst.
Losing friends is so hard.
>>676218959
Do you have a steam account?
>>676227117
the hell you have, I'm still a fucking virgin and I'm 35 years old. I had the same mentality when I was younger, that women were stupid and they made me uncomfortable and were not worth dealing with. yeah no fucking shit i'm not happy, I spent my younger years lieing to myself that I didnt need a woman to complicate my life. But its all bullshit anon, women don't complicate your life, they make you better. They make you dress better, they make you eat healthier, they give you a reason to get up in the morning. Sure, they can hurt you, but living your life in fear aint no way to live anon. I learned all this way too late in life.
>>676218028
>be me
>marry young
>have kid
>messy divorce a few years ago when he was 7
>court presumes primary custody to mother
>work and work just to support him and see him as often as I can
>he's sad his parents aren't together but deals with it mostly
>his mother encourages him to hate me for leaving (tl;dr she was abusive and cut me off from friends and family, did what I could)
> start dating best friend
>kid happy I'm happy
>marry best friend after three years
>we're very much a family, he calls her mom
>wife #2 gets pregnant
>he's finally going to be a big brother like he's been dreaming about
Then, a month ago, he called to say he overheard some things and that he hates me and his new baby brother and doesn't want to see me anymore.
I can't prove his mother is poisoning him again, but this hurts, /b/. He can't legally refuse to see me because he's only 10 and that's negligence on his mother's part, but I don't know how to undo what she's doing without also being a shithead about his mom to him.
>>676227960
It's so hard for me to accept that losing people, is a part of life
>>676226653
That sounds like a honest answer.I didn't liked my birthday's either.
>gave my heart to make friends birthday's the best they could imagine and they thanked me for those moments
>my fucking feelings when my birthday's were shitty as fuck ...
>>676228064
Did you see my response to your initial answer anon?
>>676227609 - My response
>>676226775
Respect.
I laugh at you all. You are fucking pathetic. Is this what the feminism have done? Straight the fuck up and don't act like pussies. Back in my days, shit like this was not accepted. Be a man.
>>676228244
And i'm not sure anymore if it's hard because i lost the people i lost, or because that by losing them i was forced to live this life of loneliness and solitude.
>>676228417
If you're so much better than us why are you here
>>676228417
bait is too obvious
>>676228417
Do you feel better micropenis?
>>676225984
I'm just not the go around fucking and dating guy, I'm super awkward when it comes to that kind of shit, don't get me wrong I'm not some omega who doesn't know how to talk to girls, it's just when it comes to flirting etc. I go spaghetti all over the place. Whatever I'm OK with my situation. Night and good luck.
>>676218028
Today is my 30th birthday but I didn't spend it alone.
https://soundcloud.com/whooutsmartswhom/eternally-airborne
I'm just a empty shell
>yo mom got pregnant when she was 15
>17th february 2001, poland- its me
>my "dad" didnt care too much
>my life didnt matter too much, im just an accident
>i was visiting my grandparents on weekends
>my dad went to iceland for work, coming to back poland only in summer
>my mom was a stupid, lazy slut
>she found a guy, married him
>we've lived in a small house, about 30m2
>lil brother incoming
>few years later
>my step dad buying a nice house, about 80m2
>feeling tons of love
>feelsgoodman
>some random day
>mom arguing with step dad (it has already happened before but it end up well)
>my mom going out with her friends to a party
>she came back after a week or so
>she's silent, sitting a lot in her bedroom
>ive heard her talking on phone with someone
>she was cheating on my step dad
>ive told my step dad what i heard
>few days later she leaves the house
>never comes back
>i had to move to small village and live with my grandparents (real dad's parents)
>small, ugly looking house in middle of nowhere
>my real dad is somewhere in iceland
>he still doenst give a fuck too much
>grandpa going to iceland for work
>im playing games all day long
>lived with my grandma like that for 3 years
>depressed af
>dont want to live anymore
>not going to school because fml
>i dont care what happens to me anymore
>february 17th, 2016
>its my 15th birthday
>for the first time in my life, i havent heard "happy birthday" on my birthday
My english isnt that bad, im 15 yo polishfag
>>676227609
Anon, I see fucking downs syndrome kids holding hands and makin out at the mall, I don't care whats wrong with you, thats no reason to shut yourself off from the world. I'm not saying you will even succeed, but attitude and confidence go a long way over looks. P.S. Girls don't just hang out at bars faggot. Now stop being a dumb nigger, you got the whole rest of your life to be one, don't give up.
>>676228686
Why I am here? Because people mention this site all the time and I wanted to see what this shit was about.
I have nothing this community is all i have and all i need... it's just so hard.
>>676228707
>"Fuck ME? No, sorry, I don't want to join your little orgy later. And what are you doing interested in someone my age anyway?"
Fake and gay, gay and fake
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49Gz0Jfp-jI
Watch this.
>>676218028
>be me
>be 34
>meet mom and her nice hubby for easter dinner
>busy place, bad anxiety
>hubby starts talking about random crap, i respond
>neither of them can hear me or they do that thing people do where the make you repeat everything
>i say i don't wanna talk about "X"
>they get very dark and quiet
>mom pulls out bag of meds, i ask what they are
>she says "they are for me"
>i say sorry, but I am more interested in her health than the previous topic.
>she goes off as I always remember her doing since childhood
>basically says I am rude as hell to her husband and that I'm losing the best friend I have
>this happens every holiday, every year.
>she used to blame my dad, but he passed always a few years ago.
>clearly not my dads issue
>she has a lot of secrets about me that I don't know
>she hints at that fact, but never tells me whats up
>I bring that up every argument and she says "what more do you want from me?!" "You're gonna lose me"
>she raised her voice in the restaurant and told me she hopes I think about how I am acting
>I tell her I'm sorry, got bad anxiety, miss my dad badly, am perpetually broke from paying off bills, I work my ass of and have nothing, my friends are either in prison, have families, or are on dope. I am depressed and not ever being able to talk kills me inside and causes me to react outwardly.
>She says she hopes I think about what I've done
>I thanks them for the dinner, excuse myself and say I'll go home and think things over.
>I left, got home, cried, texted apologies, and no responses from either of them
>very depressed and lonely right now
>i have nobody to talk to or anyone that knows >I am suffering and is willing to talk about it with me
>In the end, it's always about what I have to do to make them feel better about me, not at all about helping solve my problems.
>They own properties, blow money weekly at the casino, and change the subject whenever my problems are money related.
>never asked for 1cent tho
wat do?
>>676228894
>>676228788
Nope, that is true. And you know it too. Man the fuck up. You are even worse than my wife.
>>676228915
Night bud, have a nice sleep mate.
>>676226653
I celebrate my birthdays only because of my parents, last year I went out with 4 friends, we had a pizza and a beer for like an hour and a half and that was it. We do it every Friday anyway so I don't think it was really necessary.
>>676229409
>>676218028
ok boys, i never really had friends, i found this 2 people to play video games, we had fun, i got in a fight with one, we split, one of them stayed with me (she is female) the other get all kid telling her to if she doesnt go with her he will stop talking with her, she tries to like split time and do some with him some with me, (gaming and just hanging out) the other friend got more crazy, kind of forcing her to choose, i think she is choosing him, i dont want to die but dont want to live either, im destroyed boys, so empty scares me
lol i see a lot of people complaining that they are virgins
losers
just go to any fucking party and fuck the ugliest chick there
like it is so fucking easy
>>676229178
I know that all girls don't just hang out at bars but I don't enjoy going out and even if I wanted to go out where I live there isn't many places to go except the local bars that are full of wankers. I'm getting used to being alone I just have off periods throughout the year but I get through them easily enough. Night anon, thanks for the reply.
Hey anons i passed from here to say hi, just this... good night, another shitty week waits for me
I'm at a club and took 2 pills of ex and i don't feel anything all my friends are high as fuck feelsbadman
> sister and I moved into same apartment sophmore year of college
> she took a year off and I help her with getting back into school
> I make joke about how she walks around in towels when she finishes showers and how it's making the other two roomates horny
> She asks if I feel the same way and I jokingly said who wouldn't
> we proceed to make out that night and soon became intimate, it was natural and we weren't hurting anyone
> I didn't date for a whole year because nothing else mattered to me, she fooled around all the time, I say I didn't mind, she's an attractive girl in her early 20s, I don't have the right to claim her for myself, it was a lie, I hid my jelously behind alcohol and pot, i pretended to not care
> She meets a cuntfuck neatherdal bro at a coffee shop. They started to get serious
> Soon we went from weekly fuck sessions to bjs to awkward makeouts to eventually her avoiding me except for when we study for the same class
> I wank to pictures of her on my phone at night while continues to pretend I don't give a fuck
> Now I can't move on but she has forgotten about me completely
> Fuck that bitch
>>676230003
you obviously haven't read the whole thread
you should kill yourself for trying to post bait that only reddit and 9gag would bite
>>676225469
>>676227892
im 21 and live in a halfway house, have 2 felonies. Rather be here than at mom and dads, faggots
>>676230167
stupid ass bitch
you dont even deserve to get high if you sit with your fucking phone on fucking 4chan in a fucking club
>>676229622
Hey man, my mom is the same way. Blames everyone but herself, blames my dad for literally jack shit everything, and they haven't been together for the better part of 6 years now. I live with my dad atm, and recently my mom just stop wanting to see me ever other weekend due to us not getting along. And tbh, I'm much more happier, cut off that toxicity right quick. Power through anon, whatever happens I'm sure you'll make it through!
>>676229735
I cried
>>676229673
So there is your problem..
Fuckin bitches go suck dicks all of you motherfuckers
>>676219471
Here Anon I know that feel bro.
It'll get better my friend!
I've been lonely for a long time now, ever since I was 15. I think it was around that time my depression got fairly bad and I started going to bed hoping I don't wake up. I've always been a "third wheel", or the outsider of the group, never invited to anything. Probably because I have a hard time holding up a conversation (although I've become better at feigning it). Women have never taken an interest in me, probably due to my looks combined with my social skills. It's awful but I can only do so much with what I've got.
I met a girl last year, the kindest and smartest person I've ever met, and for some reason I was able to talk for hours with her. She seemed to be interested in who I was, what I liked and what I wanted to do. I hadn't experienced that ever before, people don't really like me that much. She made me feel happy and every day I looked forward to seeing her, hearing what she did that day and how she felt. I remember looking forward to making her laugh, seeing her smile. I fell for her pretty hard.
Well, as you might have guessed, she didn't feel the same way. At all. To top it off, she moved to another country, on the other side of the globe. I remember saying goodbye to her, giving her a hug. I remember the smell of her perfume on my jacket when I was sitting alone on a park bench after realizing I'll probably never see her again. I remember the emptiness.
I've been feeling more lonely than ever, /b/. It amplifies my depression to a whole new level and I don't know what to do.
I hope she's happy, though, smiling to someone who appreciates it as much as I did.
>>676218028
I can't watch this without tearing up.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAzYZ-E4l30
>>676218028
It's my birthday OP, I spent it alone at home but I'm not particularly bothered. Will celebrate it with another friend's birthday next week. Can I still have a card?
>>676230444
nah all you problems are the same
"im 35 years old and still virgin..why? because i am ugly and i never had any friends. girls don't like me. i am wierd and fat. oh and did i mention ugly? oh yes i did. i am really ugly buhuhu"
>>676229735
I hope your mom gets fucking bitch whipped with some karma
>>676229059
You cant keep on living like that forever
Either go to school / get a job or
do a hero.
Live wont change for the better all by itself.
Join my feels kik group
>>676229059
nigga your probelm is so fucking small
also underage
>>676231184
still too obvious
I'm not angry, I just feel sorry for you man
you're trying your hardest to earn some attention from anons at /b/, but you don't realise how easy it is to just ignore it or to just point it out
this will be my last response to this
>>676229363
Your attitude of belittlement disgusts me. You do not belong here or on any other board of this website. This is not your home nor will it ever be. Leave this place and never return.
>>676230624
Well right now iam takeing care of my friends so i guees iam agood buddy atleast
>>676228417
edgyfag secretly is feeling inside
>>676229409
Maximum cringe. Imagine being that poor bastard, you are flying so high with your most precious dream coming true, then BOOM, soul crushing embarrassment and rejection. This type of humiliation gets me rock hard!!
>>676229878
Talk it out
It might be a hit for your ego but that is better than having this bullshit.
I did the same mistake and lost 2 of my best friends that way.
Its not worth losing friends over some stupid ass shit that doesnt matter at the end oft the day.
>>676230686
Thanks bro, but I don't even have my dad. I love my mom to death. I don't know why we acn't just get along. She says she's proud of me, but everything I do gets a reaction from them like I am a complete fuckup. I work hard, just got a raise, on the way to a promotion... but if I don't want to talk about a random object for ten minutes that none of us have or actually want, I am an asshole. Everything I say, no matter how loud I say it... I get : "WHAT?!"
That's my biggest peeve.When other people do that, I stay silent, then after a moment they answer...... because they heard me the first time. Fuuuuggghhh.
>just got a text from mom telling me to see a psychologist to work out my problems. WTF.
I just want to feel like a normal person. Like I did when I was a kid. I wish there was an easy way to get over shit.
I dread holidays and although I am extremely horny al the time, very straight, and want to bone... I can't even get out of my slump and bubble long enough to get laid.
Fuck my life. I hate my life so bad, anon.
I smoke and drink every night. I have for the past 15 years. I can feel my lungs and my heart acting up the last two years and the doctor bills wrecked me financially. I keep digging myself deeper into my own little hell.
Why can't I put on a smile in public, like everyone else?
Are they all faking it? Even mom and her man were serious and shitty to me, but sweet as fuck when the waitress came by. I just can't do that. It makes me uneasy and it bothers me watching others do it. I know that's just being an adult, but what the fuck is my problem?
Any advice on how to power through this shit?
I'm at my wits end at the moment.
Happy Fkn Easter /b/.
>>676230969
This image.
This seems to be my life recently.
;_;
Hey, my name is Robban and I haven't had a birthday party before in my life. I haven't ever received a birthday present or gift, the only happy birthday card I ever got was on my 18th birthday from my local senator.
I don't want much from life, but I don't get that right either. I have been struggling all my life to fit in. And I never did. Today's my 23rd birthday and its still the same. I'm sitting in my room alone wondering what my old friends are doing. I checked my Facebook and there wasn't a happy birthday there either.
I think about killing myself everyday. But I fear that it wouldn't matter because to me it would be like living anyway.
Thank you for this thread, and thank you 4chan for every laugh you gave me in this time..
I am going to kill myself tonight, no matter what you say.
>>676229622
If you have problems paying bills, then gambling will just make things worse. I understand there are hotlines you can call if you have a gambling problem. If your mom is your only human interaction, but she treats you like shit, then you should use the time and money you spent gambling to take up a new hobby, find other people that do that hobby and make friends with them, that way you won't be as dependent on your mom. I know that this seems difficult from your situation, but taking the first few steps is important.
>>676231714
lol yes of course i try to grab your fucking attention because you all are so fucking miserable over problems that are not really problems. you can fix them easily. but you are lazy and you are weak. you blame your shit on other people and always come with shitty excuses. you have to realize that and you have to accept it. when you have done it you can fucking change yourself to something better.
>>676227537
f(x)=cos(x)
g(x)=sin(x)
They meet up every once and again, with new stories for each other, anon. They're different, but they always come back together to say hello before they go out on their own adventures again.
Hi guys!
First time poster. I'm drunk while writing this. Had a girlfriend in my twenties. Gave the bitch 5 years of my life. She cheated with best friend. Tried with second best friend, guy had integrity, told me. Went on to cheat with couple of different guys. Was a nice guy at the moment. She had alcoholic parents, helped her to get her own apartment. She kept cheating. Left her when at last was truthfull with myself. Still after 10 years, when I have a perfect woman and great life I hate the bitch from the deepest pits of my hearts...
>>676228085
Have him talk it out to you anon. If you let him say everything that you think his mother has been influencing him with, then you'll be able to show him that he's being manipulated when his anger and stress from the situation doesn't add up with his feelings for you.
>>676233028
you're trying entirely too hard to come off as some tough guy.
what's gone wrong that you need to put up such a facade?
>>676231730
oh look did i disturb your comfort zone?
is this something you call a "home"?
get the fuck away from here dude
this shit only proves my point
>>676229039
gr8 picture :)
>>676232676
"She says she's proud of me, but everything I do gets a reaction from them like I am a complete fuckup. I work hard, just got a raise, on the way to a promotion... but if I don't want to talk about a random object for ten minutes that none of us have or actually want, I am an asshole."
>I didn't mention that despite briefly mentioning the good things over the phone prior to dinner, they didn't want to talk about anything but a random "object" or my attitude towards the random object and being asked a million questions about it. Literally talking about something as meaningless as a pen cap or a plunger. No questions or concerns about my obviously failing health or my apparent depression.
When I ask about where I came from, it's too touchy for mom to get into, so at 34 I am unsure of half of my genetics. None of the men mentioned in my posts are my biological father.
I asked when I had heart trouble, but she just got mad at me.
All i wanted was to find out if he had history of heart disease in his family. She knew him well, she just doesn't want to deal with bringing up her past, for the sake of my well-being or my future.
Am i being selfish, or is she?
Based on how I get treated, I feel like its my fault... but I honestly don't think it is.
I'm just made to believe that to keep me from asking.
She threatens to stop talking to me forever if I try at all to get answers.
Fuck.
>>676232881
Good luck man
Dont do something stupid that might get you permanent damage
>>676221412
Masturbation.. /thread
So I just lost my gf (99% sure but who knows) and I'm fucking devastated.
She's the sweetest, most fun and cute person I've ever been with and each second passed I loved her more, I'm almost certain it would have been a great relationship.
But then, everything crashed because she has troubles in her family and college, and wants to focus more on herself. So she said we should break up before it starts hurting our couple. I asked her to think more about it and to come back in ten days to tell me if she's really sure about her decision but I'm pretty sure it's over.
So here I am, having lost the only person who ever mattered that much to me, and I feel so fucking empty, not even tears come to my eyes, I'm just...empty...
>>676233039
This is beautiful.
Thank you anon. This has literally improved my day.
>>676234319
I like this picture a lot. I don't know what it is, the perfect asymmetry, the contrast between the dull and bright colours, the seemingly ironic portrayal, but I love this.
It was my birthday a week ago, but all of my friends were busy and I was alone the whole week
>>676233493
lol you people are used to be around weak people so this makes you suprised
put your head out of your ass and fucking litsen to me because all you do is complaining like bitches and that gets you nowhere
>>676234816
What happened to you that you feel compelled to prove yourself to anons on /b/?
You can tell us, fam.
>>676234671
I just like it because it really shows there are some things that every human has in common with each other, just like the ability to find a cat cute.
Makes the world seem a little less hostile.
>>676233255
tl;dr
>>676227841
>anon said he and jason loved all of us not because they said so, but because anon knew we all were in his same situation - sad and alone
goddamn...
>>676232927
No, they gamble money, and ignore the financial and medical trouble I am having because they think I'm gonna ask for money.
The hubbys kids used him for his money, so I get ignored when anything related to doctors or hospitals comes up.
They literally throw away as much or more as I'd need to make my financial trouble go away.
I don't ask for money, ever.
It hurts that they clearly think about it and I know they talk about it, that's why the topics are so quickly avoided or diverted when I'm around in person.
They say they wish they knew what they could do to help, but they won't ever offer the actual help I need.
They tell me to budget better. Well, out of the 3 parental figures I've had... none helped me with a car, which I still don't own or even have a license to operate. I never got help with a home or furniture, so I live in a studio with a bed and no table, just a folding card chair i put a lamp on. Dad didn't have anything to leave me. Moms hubby owns a bunch of apartments and when I mentioned that my rent is eating half of my current income, he said he has a cute apartment he will show me... but it never happened. Am I being a whiny bitch, or is this a little tiny bit fucked up? I'm her son and she donates money to casinos before helping me out of my rut.
>>676235035
lol don't litsen to me then you ignorant fuck
you can die alone as a depressed virgin
it is cool cause i can see that you are really comfortable with being that and you actually don't want to change anything
>>676234482
This is a great picture.
On top of this I'd like to ask you all a question.
>Do you think you have any real/true friends?
>How many times do you fake smiles and laughs to people and family
>When was the last time you were happy?
>The last time when you were truly happy?
I honestly don't know. I am not depressed in any way I think, but I'm just living life. Studying in college, getting ready for exams but I don't know the time when I was truly happy. Not a virgin, but never been in love. What is love or happiness anyway. We just go day by day doing what we must to go on. I believe I will be happy once I graduate and start earning money but who knows?
>>676230969
My life right about now, I hope with all my might that she doesn't leave me. I hope that she won't leave me behind.
I hate my life and almost everything that i do.
Any reason for living...?
Ok just got here.. So like you realize... that you will never be free..No-one can ever be truley free unless they provide for themself and live not under any govt. In America if we dont go to school etc you will be poor. You cannot live and try to provide for yourself because American life can't have you doing that. True freedom is without any government and providing for yourself through farming or hunting game etc. America is just full of shit... College, schooling, jobs... its all shit. Life the land of the "free" is not really "free"
>>676235870
We've all been where you are, fam. Who knows? You might find someone ITT to relate to.
All you have to do is tell us what happened.
>>676236088
dubs
>>676227116
What a cuntil, that's an excuse people think they can do better by dropping you. It never fucking works though anon don't worry every cat will mew every fog will have his day. Same shit happened to me in 12th grade in school, piece of shit tried to put me in the corner as a social pyriah... for a full year I watched him as he completely dissed me and only now have I realised that out of the two of us I'm the more liked one. Although he may be more socialable and able to talk, I'm a genuine and nice guy and in the end that's what people are drawn to. Ignore that prick and be the best person you can be
you guys choose your life. there is nobody else fault but yours. keep making excuses and you will forever be that loser you always dreamt about. just remember that
i log of this shit cause you all are getting triggered by someone who is not weak lol
From Roosevelt's diary, the day his wife died.
>>676232622
that what im afraid of =(, this dude is like if you are a friend he is really cool dude, but if you are not he is a total jerk thats how he is and always been, im open to talking but he doesnt
>>676235972
HAHAHAHA you fucking loser.
Just give her a good seeing to then fuck her off.
>>676218028
I'm a lonely femanon.
I will leave this thread because probably i will get asked "tits or gtfo lul hurr durr" Gosh, i'm so glad i'm a lesbian.
>>676237158
This is why i never say i'm female. Welp time to leave
>>676237055
Dubs tells you what you should do.
>>676236220
lol if you want to be "free" then go to the fucking djungle man
like it is so fucking easy
you don't have to go to school or have a job there
>>676235972
You and I both, fam.
Fight for it, but if it becomes clear that it's not gonna happen, it's time to let go. Don't try to keep things up because it's comfortable.
I say this because I'm in the same boat.
>>676234319
It makes me feel a bit warmer inside to hear I could make you feel better. Good luck in life Anon, you can do anything if you just try hard enough!
>>676237158
You being lesbian doesn't have anything with others seeing your tits.
I'm a straight man with a respectable amount of ass, if a gay man mired it, I wouldn't bother, you know.
>>676237158
>femanon
>already stated that you won't show tits
then fuck off
the gender does not matter if you want some attention
if you want some attention because you're a femanon you have to post pic of tits
if not, then fuck off
>>676237649
You want her tits?
>>676237562
You too. Best of luck in life.
>>676237263
>>676237158
"tits or gtfo" is meant for those femanons who use the fact that they are female as their selling point. Newfagsare the ones spewing it at anything female on here.
Don't be like that and you'll be fine.
>>676237806
But do you want my ass?
>>676226751
Lmao that ending though
>>676222471
You seem like a reasonable guy. People like reasonable people.
Allow me to give you some advice:
Don't fixate on her. Don't TRY for her love. If she really loves you back, you won't ever need to.
And more so, if she comes back, welcome her with open arms. You'll be a lot better for it.
Source: Had a relationship go up in flames twice, pretty harshly, but we still don't hate each other and still keep in touch.
Everyone is showing endless support for my recovery and is helping me get my life on track when it comes to my education and livelihood.
I'm only upset because there are way more people who honestly deserve this as opposed to me.
>>676225483
Thanks man, it helps with not thinking of girls, its also a good source materia fornaong writing
>>676225053
Hey retard this was during the early 2000's fag
>>676233255
freaking made me cry. fuck u anon
>>676218959
happy birthday m8
>be me
>hook up with this grill that I've always liked
>mfw she has bf
>trying to pursue her, she 9/10 probably knows it
>bf is a cuck
>tfw nothing more will probably happen, but still going for it
Not really feels, but I have them, but have to keep them in check for now, at least slightly.
>>676229059
Sorry to hear that man, most of us here welcome you! Happy late birthday!!
>>676218959
Happy birthday text? Don't you get facebook wall posts? I don't get happy birthday texts? Also happy birthday anyway,
>>676228244
I still can't believe the fact that losing people we know or love is part of life.
Had 19 birthdays, not in a single one did anyone I was friends with even come. I'm disappointed that this makes me feel sad in the first place, dudes are supposed to be the strong and independent ones who stand up to everything and never cry, yet here I am a fucking beta ass 19 y/o who has no friends left and hasn't even gotten his first kiss.
Pic unrelated
>>676218028
my birthday was 2 weeks ago, can I still get a card?
>>676227284
Dont ever tell your friend. Im in so much pain and regret because i did what you are considering. i am a wreck for the sad fact that i blew my only chance for real friendship and changed it to the most pathetic relationship ive ever had. Worst thing is once you say it you can't go back
I'm leaving guys, I don't want to be a sad faggot all the time. I'm the shit and I'm going to go fuck the world in the face.
>>676218959
Happy birthday anon, I know how it fucking hurts, but here we are for you!
>>676239634
This is my post >>676219544
People like us don't get any texts from anyone except maybe from this wonderful board, which is at least something we can smile at.
>>676226649
Your mother was the first woman to break your heart...
>>676221629
>>676222471
Gf of 2 years broke up with me 5 days ago or so. keep in mind she did this while she is on the other side of the fuckin world
>>676229059
>15
MODS
I am:
>>676229622
>>676232676
>>676234067
>>676235535
>>676235535
Well, /b/...
Am I being a whiny faggot? Or are they kind of dicks for avoiding talking about my life and for not offering family a little help?
Please halp
>wants a wife and kids
>have decent job that I like
>working on paying off medical bills
>used to be somewhat popular and had a lot of fun in the past
>want my life and my true self back
>dad died and I swear i still have 3 year old food in the fridge. I eat out a lot, but only cheap stuff that's bad for me, so I don't spend too much by eating out.
>feel like shit inside and out now
>month after month, year after year, same old shit.
>not happy, but i know i am capable
>missin the old days
plz halp, /b/
What do I do to take a first step towards a better life?.
>>676241016
She's totally catching so much dick, probably cheated on you, but this way she can fuck randoms guilt free.
>>676218028
i miss my girlfriend.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.
once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?
this was the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSPe8dIJEtw
>>676241247
>she just texted for me to see a shrink.
feelsbadman.jpg
>17
>fuck around a lot
>have fun at the expense of others on social media
>today
>long time bro says he's tired of me
>didn't say it like that, he told me to go fuck myself
>drew him homemade porn to try to get him to laugh
>he removes our friendship shit on facebook
>feelsbadman
here's the drawing, i added the extra space and told him to set as his wallpaper... yeah...
