Hey /b/ros.
Im not usually the one to start threads, but you guys have been my friends for years. Its strange saying that, but as iv seen thousands of posts, hundred thousands, go by and by... some of you are as human as anyone else.
This is one man reaching out to another, in my final time of need. Is it worth it anymore? Every day is a new form of just sad, to where sad is my neutral feeling. Im not going to vent a ton of bullshit that dosnt matter to anyone, i just need an answer.
Am i worth it?
Although i might already know that answer, If the time comes to it i hope to see you all in a Rekt thread. Il make sure to stream. Its what we've all wanted.
See you later, Space Cowboy.
You are always worth it
Every day you gain wisdom
It may not seem like it
but one day
you will poop on the toilet
and a thought will come to mind
While pooping you will say
this is what I must do
This is what I was born to do
bumping with quotes from swords and sandels 2
was sup OP?
Rays of light penetrate the dark.
>>675929851
Of course it's worth it!
I like how this guy says it:
>>675931402
Also, all those gladiator quotes are actually really good.
Just remember to STAY STRONG, OP!
It'll all work out sooner or later!
>>675932001
This is a Bible quote.
I don't have any problem with that, but your game is quoting the Bible.
Iv been in a major slump.
I never want to diagnose myself with depression, or any kind of disorder because i believe self diagnosing is dumb.
Im really just extremely sad. Iv been contemplating the worst for a while now. Iv come pretty close, and iv hit my breaking point here. I never want to seek any kind of help because just the word "Therapy" i fear would shock everyone i know.
>>675929851
When are you going to livestream?
>>675929851
Op is sad batman because movie was bad
>>675929851
You're worth it /b/ro. I hope I see you again. In this life or the next
Do you think anyone else is worth it?
If your answer is yes, you don't know how terrible the average person really is.
>>675932426
This is really the only place i can go for any kind of help. I would never want any of this getting out because i fear that people would look at me as if im just constantly troubled and ready to explode.
Although i am constantly troubled, I never try and show it.
Honestly, i sound like a bitch talking about this stuff but its a major issue in my life and iv got nothing left to do..
>>675932835
Y'see, this guy gets it. I dont believe in myself deserving any kind of pity or help because im just not worth it. Nobody's worth it and i live for the sole purpose of not being selfish.
https://youtu.be/pjZK2VdWUlY
Give this a listen homie. It motivatedme through some tough times
OK this is all I got
that game is hard as fuck
If anyone want to play
http://www.flashbored.com/action/14/swords-and-sandals-2-full-version-free.html
>>675929851
OP, there are two possibilities here.
Either you have a healthy brain capable of experiencing happiness, or you do not.
If you do not, take medication. If you are not sure, see a psychologist.
If you have a healthy brain, then you have taught yourself to view the world in a way that makes you unhappy. The momentum of this unhappiness is what is overwhelming you. It's time to build new habits. It is time to make your own happiness your overwhelming priority.
Start consciously making yourself happy every day. Aim for things that bring consistant pleasure (ie. small things in moderation), and things that improve your capacity to experience happiness (ie. exercise, sleeping more and at regular hours, spending less time on /b/, NOT drugs/alcohol in excess).
Focus on reaching a nice steady plateau, where you are happy with a little. Once you are there, it's time to start digging out the root causes of severe unhappiness in your life, and then, chasing the things that make you extremely happy.
>>675933180
Oh fuck dude, Thanks for the nostalgia. Swords and sandals was the shit when i was younger. All i remember was figuring out the NaN secret and all the other secrets after playing for days on end.
>>675933067
I like your taste. Punk is pretty dead now, but its nice listening to a classic
>>675933324
Im saving this post. You really hit home. Thank you.
Noise
>>675929851
No one wants to see a depressive faggot kill himself, be strong. Also dont act like you are doing the world good by ending yourself.
Well Op, its this fucked up, screw loose, misguided soulless community to whom you vented to that is your therapy. You may not want to share, but someone here will listen. For the most part. And by the way, yeah faggot you're worth it
>>675933460
Ive been playing that game for about 9 or 10 years
so addicting
I beat it once with the ,,, trick
but never w/o cheats
>>675929851
Yo OP, I should be dead right now for multiple reasons, but somehow I'm still alive. I've spent the last 2.5 years thinking that I'd die by the age of 25. I've found that I'm gonna beat the shitty odds god gave me and break through because fuck him, what else I'm I supposed to do in this fucked up world.
I've got a weird way of going about it, but we all have our weird shit that we do to survive. I can say after doing this sorta thing for the past few months I'm honestly happy that I've stuck with staying alive, and although I don't know your situation, I hope that you find some sorta zen reason to stick it through. This probz wasn't helpful, but don't give up /b/rother.
Been a faggot going here since '09, some of that time underage and I normally discount these threads, but I've got jackshit to do. Be safe man.
>>675933664
You're welcome OP. The truth is, many people go through feelings like this, and I did too. You will thrive from this, and once you have moved on, you will look on this time as a critical stage in your path toward living the life you choose to live.
>>675929851
>Am I worth it?
I don't know you nor your story, and I will not mince words, and I will not lie to you. I do not know. But, there's good news. You can find the answer out for yourself.
Sit down, reflect deep upon yourself and your life. If you aren't worth it...take a rest, scrub off the grime, and keep working towards improving yourself until you feel you are.
Set realistic goals, and blaze your own trail. Don't use others as guideposts, but as examples. Stay true to yourself, for, to be manipulated by the thoughts of the masses is weakness, and you strive to be strong.
Seek challenge, and overcome hardships. Forge your soul into the weapon or tool you desire, and polish it, so that your mind can rest knowing that you've done your job.
Don't do it my friend. Life can be hard. But everything has a solution. Except death.
>>675933001
I'm the guy that made the post you responded to, thanks for saying I get it.
I just want you to know, if you are going to check out of this shit hotel, make sure you don't half ass the method because you are drowning in heavy feelings. Make sure its good, I recommend laying your neck on a train track in front of an on coming train, so suddenly not even the conductor knows you've done it.
And when it comes to nonselfish actions, staying alive despite shit is the most non-selfish, because your parents, friends, and other associates would rather see you rot away as a human, then go to your funeral.
I'm not going to comfort you, but I can assure you your life is not worth less then the next roach human shit. Everyone should kill themselves, and I look forward to mother nature cleaning up by a super volcano or whatever.
Btw: I love you.
>>675932862
We all do Anon, it's part of who we are
You don't have to be 100% strong every single day. Nobody can't
i can't either
around 6 months ago i came too close to an heroing, and because of the dumbest shit you can imagine
i am better now yeah, i's just scary now
But please, Anon
Don't say that...
You don't have to shut yourself away, disallowing yourself to feel weak. We can't be all powerfull, as much as we'd want. I wish I could save everyone
i wish i could save all of you anons. all of you who are reading, who just need a hand... like me...
I don't know exactly how to help you... I'm sorry...
I hope a hug helps?
Bro live by a code of honor, never give up no matter the cost. If all else fails, there is always the military.(it is certainly my last resort) Die fighting, not whining. And if that even fails you, you at least died with honor in mind.
>P.S. Being helpless is a crime.
>>675929851
It's interesting that you posted with Spike.
Spike died because he was sad, or because he didn't think life was worth living any more. He died because he couldn't leave his past.
Do you have a past that's haunting you? All of us have made mistakes, that's not what I mean. I mean, is there something inescapably and painfully self-defining about your past that is leading you to the grave?
If so, then keep the annoying people around you. Spike died after everyone else went away; (including Jet who metaphorically left by overcoming his own past). Keep your cabal of weirdos around you and you'll live.
Or are you, like most of us, the product of a relatively happy childhood that has had a hard time transitioning into a happy adulthood?
If so, there's no easy answer. Just remember that plenty of people who are way worse than you would kill to be in your shoes.
>>675937407
derp, that should read Spike didn't die because he was sad
If you're sad, it's because something good in you is being hurt
The worst thing is not caring
>>675937669
Found the diamond. 69 everytime.
>>675929851
People with real problems don't whine about their problems to angry strangers on the internet.
Fuck you, Space Cowboy
I hope you keep carrying that weight
>>675938113
Don't cut yourself on those edges now.
>>675938113
I like you.
I sound like a major bitch, this is something iv held off on for a while.
Fuck you faggot, i hope to see you in the next thread.
>>675936526
Yeah dude, army is my plan. I don't want to an hero myself because I feel like it'd be a waste.
I figured that if I die it'll be by fighting in some foreign country.. It'd be kind of cool at least. Honorable in a way.
>>675938275
Better look in the trap thread then you fucking queer
>>675938265
Sick burn reddit fag
>>675938321
Im going Navy, Iv always wanted to get lost at sea.
But also, Im pretty worthless so i might aswell make something of myself. Whether or not i end up helping anyone, atleast i died for soem sort of cause rather an just Anhero'ing or dying off.
