Depression thread?
>>675911187
no.
/r9k/
Get over it pussy
>>675911480
I love you
>>675911349
>>675911480
>>675911426
hahahaha this
>>675911187
Depression only leads to more depression. Have a success thread, or an accomplishments thread.
>>675911187
all my dopamins dieded op
>>675911898
actually gave me the giggles
>>675911187
It blows my mind, leaves me flat on the floor. I wanna fuck his daughter in the back door.
>>675911746
Das it mang
You are worthless. Do everyone else a favor and end it.
>>675913442
Angry right wing underageb&
>>675913864
Why not all three? Make sure the job is done.
>>675911187
Not depressed anymore, but I have gone through hell. I got a TBI that saved my life, if it wasn't for that, I'd be dead.
>>675914458
What's a TBI?
>>675914786
Tibetan bullworn insemination
I'm going to eat my feelings.
Honestly I'm depressed and I think these threads are pointless. It's just enabling the problem with you. If you want something to help you through it make a motivation thread.
>>675914973
WTF are you talking about?
>>675911187
Is that the singer of nickelback?????
>>675914973
Kek
>>675912831
Kill me, Pete
Dumping into the waste out that is this thread and your life
Can you do a live suicide? I'm really bored.
>>675915440
Is that the virgin language you are speaking?
>>675915656
This thread is fleeting like life and your hairline.
>>675916121
Eat them and you will be full.
>>675916205
Oh, you got me with that one
>>675911187
Hes dead. This makes me happy
Take phenibut op for an actual anti depressant
>>675916495
Never fucking reply to one of my posts again
>>675916495
Enjoy your hip hop faggot
>>675916934
>everything kurt cobain isnt/wasnt a part of is hip-hop
ok
>>675916934
>2k16
>favorite artist isn't young thug
kys
>>675914786
Traumatic brain injury. Split my skull open to the point that the medics said my they could see my brain when they were walking up to me.
>>675917574
Did it leave you paralyzed at all? Any brain damage?
GUYS I DIDN¨T GET BITCHES TONIGHT
>>675917574
I have suffered from severe head trauma. I will never be the same.
I said I was going to eat my feelings. No one cares.
This thread is as dead as OP.
>>675911187
I didnt come here to play with you
I came here to gain fame put you to shame and disrespect everyone that stays with you
>>675917886
Yes, brain damage. Some fucking how I came out of my it. The doctors told my family that there was almost no way I would come out of my coma and if I did I would be completely brain dead, but my family wasn't ready to pull the plug and a few months later I woke up. Spent a little over a year in a rehab hospital and am now back out on my own feelin' great. My short term memory is pretty fucked and everyone I know said it changed my personality slightly, but other than that not much of a change. 1 in a billion chance, but I got it.
who depersonalization/derealization in here
>>675919634
Oops, forgot to ask you
>>675918128
what kind of trauma? What happened?
>>675919634
You're lucky as fuck. My friend is paralyzed from it, and he can't even speak anymore. It's been 5 years. I don't think he'll ever get better. But yeah, good for you man, got a second chance.
bump for sadness
>>675920229
Thank you, it saved my life. I went through some serious shit as a kid and had spent years trying to kill myself with substance abuse. The crash was kind of the peak of that. It gave me a new appreciation for life. I'd be dead if it didn't happen.
How did your friends accident happen?
I just ate again and no one gives a shit.
>>675920909
I had a friend like you. Terrible childhood, had some serious drug habits, tried killing himself numerous times. He ended up doing a bunch of coke and bars and crashed his car in the back of a pickup truck at 40mph. According to the paramedics, the combination of cocaine and alprazolam stopped his heart, but the force of his chest colliding with the steering column (the airbags never went off, it's a piece of shit car he's still driving) revived him. After getting busted for tons of shit and going to rehab, he said the wreck changed his life. He stayed off drugs completely...for a while at least.
>>675921493
He ended up relapsing a couple more times pretty hard, but being on intensive we-have-tiny-helicopters-watching-you probation forced him into getting clean completely. He's one lucky motherfucker; he was looking at 14 counts of prescription fraud and several DUIs and at least 28 years in prison, but astronomical coincidences and the planets aligning got all but 1 script fraud charge dropped and 1 felony DUI that's going to get dropped in I think 4 years.
>>675911187
he wasn't depressed, he was murdered you fcking faggot
>>675920909
It was a car accident. He was in a coma for longer than I can remember. When he finally woke up out of it, he couldn't speak, walk, or anything. He eventually gained the ability to type. He communicates that way now.
>>675921493
Is he still around? It is hard as fuck to avoid drugs when you are a user. I still party my tits off, but I am able to stop now instead of just emptying my wallet trying to fuck myself up worse. I just like drugs a lot better than people. They are so honest.
>>675922488
What is it like talking with him? Diminished brain function?
>>675922584
Yeah he's still around. He was severely addicted to opiates and benzos and to a lesser extent alcohol and being a dumbass. He used to be a very selfish narrow minded person, and he's starting to grow out of that mentality, but it's still definitely there.
Right now I think I'm struggling with a morphine addiction. I gotta kick this habit before it gets serious.
>>675922712
It's so sad because he behaves like a child now, and I try not to cry when we message each other online. He had such high hopes and was more talented than I would ever be. It just crushes me hearing someone else went through something similar.
>>675923392
is he aware of his diminished brain function? How does he act like a kid now through text? If you don't want to talk about it, that's alright, I'm just extremely curious is all.
Depressing music?
>>675923983
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHtcliIvnHI
>>675923311
Yikes. Alcohol and opiate addiction are as bad as it gets. Best of luck with that nigga.
>>675923392
So it messed him up? Can he still have conversations with you?
>>675923708
How do I explain it, he says things like... Hmm, for example, he'll mention that he wants to just talk about girls and then he'll post a bunch of "lolololol" and smileys. Or he will ask me what my favorite flavor of juice is. Before the accident, he was this serious, and extremely intelligent man. He's a totally different person now.
And nope, not at all. He thinks he's pretty much normal, but he does acknowledge that the accident happened.
>>675911187
What about it? We just need to just legalize euthanasia and solve the problem once and for all.
>>675911187
Tell your story bro
>>675924923
Man that fucking sucks, but at least he isn't aware that he's different. Reminds me of this kid my mother(she's a home healthcare nurse) used to take care of
>Be 16 year old kid with little brother
>family vacation at the beach
>little bro is digging a big ass hole in the sand
>little bro is in the hole when the hole starts to collapse
>big bro jumps in to save little bro, hole collapses and crushes big bro
>big bro deprived of oxygen for a long time, suffers brain damage
>needs 24/7 nursing
>this case happens to be my mother's next case
>16 year old can barely function, can't do anything by himself
>severe mental retardation, though he can understand some things if given the time
>Little bro treats his now disabled big bro like absolute dogshit
>has completely shunned him, never pays any attention to him, never does anything involving interaction
>if big bro is in the room, won't even look in his direction and complains to his parents to put him in the other room
>mother only worked this case for a week, too depressing
Another anon told me the little bro could be terribly ashamed, but my mother said he's just a dick. This has been going on for at least 3 or 4 years, and I'm hoping big bro doesn't know what's going on but given he has some spurs of sentience, I fear the worst.
>>675926163
Man, that's hard to read. Knowing first hand what that does to people.
>>675916524
Thanks. Just ordered $20 worth from LiftMode.com
>>675927692
Yea, people with sever mental issues are typically unable to recognize they are fucked up. I can tell no difference in myself aside from the short term memory issue since my injury. All other input has come from other people.
>>675927258
I've done everything from adderral to heroin and I'd still say phen is the best all around drug I've taken.
>>675928534
I never got much out of phenibut.
>>675928226
>people with sever mental issues are typically unable to recognize they are fucked up
Huh, I thought it was just him. I had no clue that was the case. Very interesting to know to say the least.
>>675928709
I did get much from it the first few time either. Then up the dose to 2/2.5 mg. Only works on a completely empty stomach, bonus points for taking a shot of vinegar with it. Awe
>>675929433
you mean grams right, now milligrams?
>>675929547
Sorry grams
>>675912831
Kill me Pete
>>675911187
Kurt wasn't depressed. He was far from it. He just didn't see the point of it anymore. Wasting time. It's counting down constantly. Get married and have a kid. Then what? You reach your late 20s and you realize you're just passing time. Getting fucked up is all that's left. The loneliness. The passion is gone out the door. Nothing matters anymore. You can care, but you can't do anything about it. RIP.
>>675911898
kek'd
>>675929165
Yea, don't give up on him quite yet. I gained a massive understanding of brain injuries in the rehab hospital I was at. It is incredibly fucking complicated.