Feels thread anyone?
>>675864391
tfw you open feel thread and the first feel is your feel right now
>>675865725
Fuck, that one got me
>>675865335
Them feels bro this deserves a bro not a faggot
>>675865020
>>675865108
Fuck off with this bitching beta shit, noone in the fucking world owes you anything, least of all themselves.
>>675865011
check em
Here's a classic
Got a huge collection
>>675867257
Keep going man
Guys.. How do i numb/suppress my feelings. Everyday feels crap. Havent been happy for long time
Possibly going to lose my job after only 22 days in. Part-time, it's actually more rewarding than my current office drone job.
An ad is up with the same descriptions as before and a report was sent to new employees including me, saying that we can do better. It sucks.
>>675867257
Keep going
>>675867433
How do I get feelings anon. I always feel empty, except for a few moments with my gf. Feels bad man.
>>675867433
Keep browsing /b/
That's what I did
Now I don't care about anything
I have more fun because I couldn't give a shit about people's feelings
Just broke up with my girl and I've spent one hour listening to her crying. I have never in my life felt like more of an asshole for being what I believe merciful.
A feels thread is exactly what I need.
Never made a greentext, but today seems a good day to tell my story
>Meet girl from my neighborhood at age 6, let’s call her “L”
>I was pretty much socially inept, but she kept insisting on being friends with me
>She was in a private school while I went to public
>Started going to Sunday school together, so we eventually became closer friends
>Parents didn’t like me because I liked to spend my afternoons in the street instead of being home
>My parents are doing well in their jobs and I manage to get a scholarship, so I get in the same school as her.
>One day, when we were 10, she falls down from this very tall tree, all of her “friends” run off
>I stay with her and manage to get help; she has to get stitches in her head, and has a delicate and frail condition from that point onward.
>Her parents now like me, and handle me the responsibility to look after her whenever they’re not around
>She becomes infatuated with the idea of becoming a surgeon, saying she wants to be like “the kind superheroes that saved her life.”
>Time flies, we’re 13 now, while she has had a couple of crushes and tons of friends, I remained the socially inept kid.
>For me it was a no-brainer, I gathered up the courage and asked her out while we were out at a seaside mall.
>”Well, I was wondering if you would ever ask it, or if I had to ask you out myself.”
>It comes as a surprise to no one, parents are happy; they love to have me over.
>Everything was perfect, I became more outgoing, even got a few friends
pic related, is the bridge in the mall where I asked her out, sorry for tiny pic.
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>>675867257
JIMMIES STATUS: RUSTLED
>>675867861
>Almost 2 years later, age 15, we were still the perfect couple.
>She’s super excited, tells me her uncle invited her to a medicine… symposium? Something like that.
>She has to spend a week in other town
>Due to many circumstances, I wasn’t able to say goodbye properly to her
>Week feels eternal, but I manage to get by, finally going to see her on Monday
>Monday morning, she’s not on school
>Get weirded out, go to her house
>No one’s home, call her mother’s cellphone
>Her father answers: “Anon, sorry we gave you no notice, but we had to leave asap… L got in a car crash on the way back.”
>Long story short, she was in the hospital for a few days, she might’ve survived, but her frail condition made the last decision.
>Couldn’t even say goodbye properly.
That event sent me into down a spiral of depression that still has side-effects on me, I became really violent and secluded myself, went back to full asocial mode, even left college (Archaeology) after a year.
>Almost 8 years after her accident
>I’m studying Physiotherapy, will be done in 2 more years
>Have a Technical Diploma on Nursery
>Afterwards I’ll get into med school
I just hope I'm slowly becoming the kind of superhero she always wanted to be.
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>>675867861
Continue
>>675868013
Gets me every time.
>>675868179
this one got me, and that's a rare achievement
This is a long one, but worth reading
>>675868800
Oh my god...
>>675865020
this guy should just talk to her, who knows she could say yes, and if not, move on
> little bro cant speak proper english
> has major problems saying words involving tounge action, TH. Etc.
> cant afford to take him to special school, so parents send him to a public school.
> first day when he gets home he starts crying his eyes out
> kids are teasing him and talking shit like kids do
> get a job, and in a few months I pay for him to go to the special school
That was 4 years ago, he can speak near fluent english now, with a small stutter.
>>675864391
reason to die:
the misery of feeling like a lonly unlovable freak would stop.
>>675869557
Thanks /b/ro
I told my friend I loved him. He says we are good friends and should spend more time together
2 days later he looked at me excitedly and said
>oh hey and guess what
>what
I felt silly but I thought he would ask me out
>I asked a girl out and she said yes anon!
My heart literally felt crushed in a millisecond. I now understand how it feels to love some one who doesn't love you. I have never felt this before.
We are best friends but every time he mentions her it hurts. I'm glad he's happy though.
>>675869557
doesn't work if you have a gf who loves you tho
>>675870123
i guess you have a reason to live
>>675869607
If I have to read that fucking story one more time I'm going to kill myself. This fucking story ALLWAYS makes me feel..
>be me
>have gf for two years
>we have all kinds of sayings and catchphrases n shit. (you are more than the mountains, more than the sky, more than the earth.)
>one thing we would do is tell eachother stories like it was medieval fantasy and i was her knoght and she was my princess.
>pic related is a letter i wrote her because she doesnt want me anymore.
>on april second we were gonna find out if the apartment we want will be available
>our life has been dirt shit for eight months and its starting to look up.
>she stops wanting me because "we dont mesh well" even thoigh our strengths are the others weaknesses.
i need this thread
Well here's my story
>be me
>be 16 in high school
>2 best friends (let's call them M and A)
>we hung out every day that we could
>we went to the mall, out to eat, and my house
>after school we always dropped A at A's house after school and took M home
>we did this for my sophomore year
>fall in love with A
>Shit.jpg
>spend extra time with A and M
>tell M about A
>M "do it anon you two would be so cute together"
>"Idk M I don't wanna lose A as a friend"
>"anon do it nothing bad will happen"
>never gets the balls to ask A out
>one day A comes over
>play video games
>me and A get really touchy
>gets on top of A
>A blushing like fucking crazy
>me smiling because I love A
>anon but to kiss
>realize what's happening
>get off and ask "so what game do u wanna play now"
>A just says yeah and plays video games
>A's mom picks A up
>never here from A ever again
>cry like a bitch for a whole week
>3 months later
>A trys to fuck M
>M tells me
>"I'm so sorry anon I love you"
>M hugs me tells me everything will be alright
>I go home
>try to overdose
>fail
>move to new school
Honestly I fucking hate myself for everything I did I regret everything I miss A ever day
>>675870066
Damn anon.
I'm sorry you had to feel those feels.
>>675867433
Its fucking easy:
Sunlight, vitamin D deficiency is related to depression. If your location is the issue you can buy vitamin D pills etc.
Meditation, Google methods on how to do this, learn to think and live within the moment, fuck the past, search and collect experiences, that is what life is.
Hit the fucking gym, exercise releases endorphin's, you'll get jacked, female attention and confidence. Get a decent haircut and treat acne scars.
Fix your fucking diet, Stop playing video games limit yourself to 2hrs a week, masturbating etc, its instant gratification and leads to unstable mental health due to the chemical unbalance in your brain and leads to general weakness in will power. Watching excessive amounts of TV etc also are instant gratification.
Stop giving a fuck about what people think about you. surround yourself with people who feed into you with positivity.
>>675870357
Dude...
>>675868966
Damn son
>>675870777
im so fucking pathetic i cant help it. also check em. barely noticed through the tears.
>>675865011
Race issues are still about who runs the fastest
this one is prob my favorite.
anymore not really story feels? similar to pic.
>>675870942
You need to buck up. Feelings are for pussies. The sooner you realize and act on that, you'll do better in life. Women are all peasants. Non of them are special. Stop putting her on a pedestal cause at the end of the day the fact of the matter is that no women wants a man who is emotionally anything but 100% stable. They don't want a guy who needs them.
>>675867703
What went down anon?
>>675870066
I relate to you more than I should
>>675870174
that was painful to read
>>675870247
but that's literally my only reason nowadays and I feel like shit for it. I don't want to put that burden on her of being the one thing keeping me going.
>>675870357
oh and
>this morning find the promise ring i gave her on our one year on the counter in the bathroom.
>>675871185
>>675871661
Jesus Christ
Sorry man
>>675871185
There was a thread "If you could make one image into reality, what image would it be?"
This is what an anon posted. Dunno why I didn't screenshot it instead
>>675871661
last one. gonna drop her car off at her house and leave em both on the drivers seat later. promise ring is inside the letter
>>675872500
pathetic. Stop puttin in so much effort
>>675871469
I'm sorry if this sounds rude but I'm glad I'm not alone.
>>675872500
Sell the rings you faggot, make her get your car, stop being such a beta bitch, this is why shes leaving you
>>675871423
Well I was foolish enough to start a long distance relationship, even though I knew from the beginning that it was a terrible idea. The girl I was with is extremely loyal and she was... Well she IS completely mad in love with me. And I love her extremely much too, we had planned on me traveling to see her and live with her for a few months. However as the time for me to go visit her came closer and closer, I started to realise more and more how little time I would have to spend with her when I start studying and working at a university in another city. And since she is on the other side of the planet (she is an American and I'm Swedish) the timezones are an issue. Therefore I figured it would be the most merciful thing to break up now before we get too attached.
It is hard to understand what we had and I would even consider it silly if I was just a by stander watching two people date from two different sides of the globe. However, we pretty much lived together for half a year through Skype. We had a Skype video call running at all times and we would talk all the time.
It felt like if she was the one for me, but I know that I won't have time for her in the near future. Our talk time would be decreased to just a few hours of every week and that would make us slide a part more and more (obviously).
For this reason I felt that it would be the most merciful to break up now, before she get any actual person to person memories with me.
>>675868233
Good luck anon. Hope it all goes well for you
>tfw girl loved you
>tfw you liked her, thought she was cool, had her as a nice fuck buddy for awhile
>she wanted to take things further, you didnt
>tfw she got into a relationship with some dude she met on tinder
>tfw soon after she got into this relationship, you realize you loved her
>tfw she marries this guy
>tfw you learn today several years later she had a kid with him
Fuck, I let her go bro's, I fucked up.
>I typed this up a few days ago
>>675873426
I'm stuck in apathy and boredom at the same time. It is worse than anything I ever felt before.
>>675873862
Same here. Only difference between you and me is, I can't remember ever feeling different.
>>675874074
my food help helper didnt come today ia m so huuungry
>>675869077
I want to know what was in the vocaroo. I really do. Fuck.
>>675874248
I only remember feeling nothing and feeling like shit. Been too long to remember what being happy feels like. But tell me once your in this mix of pure nothing and boredom do you ever get out of it or will it stay this way forever?
Nothing makes me happy except the thought of eradicating the entire human race, but I'll never be rich or powerful enough or even find someone I could trust to help.
>>675864391
I love the feels thread. Its like a fountain of cringe. comedy gold
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I'm a terrible friend sometimes
I'm sorry I can come off as mean at times
I'm sorry I seem ungrateful for the life I have
I'm sorry I think life is as pointless as death
I'm sorry I'm not fun to talk to
I'm sorry I'm sad
I'm sorry I can't change how I feel for you
I'm sorry I can't ask you out
I'm sorry I can't make you happy
I'm sorry I seem creepy
I'm sorry I'm a terrible son
I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment
I'm sorry I couldn't make something of myself
I'm sorry I couldnt save you
I'm sorry I never said anything
I'm sorry I didnt appreciate you sometimes
I'm sorry I pretended you were someone else
I'm sorry you felt like that
I'm sorry she called the police on you
I'm sorry you died alone
I'm sorry I feel such a hatred for you
I'm sorry I can't love you
I'm sorry you had to go through all that
I'm Sorry
>>675874673
actually a lot of people remember me since I cut them out of my life, but trust me when I tell you, it doesn't make anything any better. One day they will forget just like everyone else does. We're doomed to forget. We come from nothing and go into the great big nothing and can take nothing with us.
>long distance relationship
beta detected
>>675870989
Kek
>>675868678
Rough...
it's poetic, hurting.
>>675870066
>>675870066
I need to get this out I guess
i don't know why he started talking to me in the first place. He's so smart, and all I was, was the class clown. I was only the class clown because I didn't want to be the class ghost. I wanted people to notice me, and he did. And I guess he saw something more in me because no one else but him talked to me. He is the greatest guy I've met. His eyes are just wow. His personality is fucking great he's a goof sometimes but he's fun to be around. I hang out with him every weekend but I think I need to take a break... I just, feel kind of, I need to get over him a bit or whenever I hang with him it's going to hurt. I need to get this feeling for him out of me so I just think of him like a friend. I love being around him but i don't like feeling around him. It just hurts.
>>675874575
I don't know, guess it won't go away on its own. You feel bored so you wanna do something, but nothing interests you really so you end up doing nothing... The problem never goes away like this, so idk. Been thinking about therapy lately but it's so expensive
>>675867703
Get over it
>>675875810
>Get over it
ever saying that ever means you cant understand.
>>675867703
you can move forward dude. take it easy.
>>675875660
Probably not what you want to hear, but there is another person out there that you can feel that same way about. Also not exposing yourself to that every weekend would probably help.
>>675876183
you literally just said the exact same thing in the pussy version
>>675874817
this post may contain sharp edges: handle with care
>>675874673
This is the worst thing, to know you'll never achieve anything memorable. You'll just suffer along in mediocrity and vanish into oblivion. The thought of being dead and gone is far more comfortable than the thought of being forgotten forever.
>>675876303
no i didnt. i didnt say he should get over it which implies stop caring and/or forget about it. i was suggesting he begin to understand the pain and learn to operate with or without it.
>>675865020
why not to talk her? you just have 1 life to live, don't waste your time and try it
>>675875796
I've been in therapy for a while. Neither therapy nor medication helped me. I guess I'm just doomed to stay that way then. But maybe therapy is the right way for you to go? I wish you best of luck either way.
>>675876225
No that's good it's what I need to hear, thank you.
Look, i want to make this up and clear. I am madly in love with you. Though what i might say is strange. I have a fetish for inserting calculators in girl's asses. I understand it's weird, but i don't care. I just want to put a calculator up your ass. My fetish started when i was 7, when i accidentally sat on a calculator. Although i was 7, and it hurt, i liked it. I tried it every weekend and am still doing it. I've seen some porn of women masturbating with dildos, but that was the closest i could get to hard. I could find almost no porn on that fetish, but I came after just looking at the ones i saw. I know its weird, but would you want to come over to have me shove a calculator up your ass?
>>675869077
Damm that made me sad
>>675869077
Fuck, this is the first time I've actually cried in a long time
>>675877081
Thanks. I guess if it has the potential to deliver me from this apathy it's worth a try. We'll see. Best to you too either way.
>>675865020
I had a dream where I had sex with an anime girl. I was truly happy.
I am ready to die.
>>675877751
me too. but its not worth not living.
>>675877688
Thing is, it depends on your outlook on life. If your outlook is a positive one, then realising how insignificant you are is indeed very motivational. If your outlook is negative you just wonder why even bother with all the hassle of life if there's no point to it anyway.
>>675877655
Thank you
> be me
> college student
> not many friends, not very sociable
> tfw all alone
> find a tiny kitten living just outside my dorm, no older than 3 months.
> not allowed to have pets
> stupid policies
> one night, go for a smoke at 3 a.m.
> see him eating bits of potato chips littered on the ground
> tfw just walked 1 hour to the store off-campus and back
> spent $25 on cat food
I just want to help.
Every night, I use large amounts of drugs (Usually Codeine or Hash) to get rid of the pain.
Last night I smoked too much and thought I was having a heart attack.
Rather than panic, or call for help, I just lay in bed, actually smiling a little as I waited to die.
I actually felt dissapointed when it didn't happen.
>>675873218
Tell her that then you fucking idiot
on the verge of insanity,posted the same greentext yesterday but im so desperate ill do it again and im going to use the same words
>be me
>new year in university
>fall in love with this complete stranger girl
>like 8 months pass i still havent spoken to her
>anxiety and paranoia lately since im
suppressing my feelings
>>675879515
fucked up that greentext boii
>>675879515
Pathetic excuses of humans like you should just kill themselves. I mean, seriously? You're "going insane" because you "fell in love" with a girl you don't even fucking know. Just no. Either you're a drama queen or you are actually that pathetic.
>>675878835
>2009
>;_;
kek, and people say this site is filled faggots now, it's always been full of them.
Bump
Please keep this thread up
Made up.
I'm going to bed. Goodnight everyone.
>>675882197
goodnight
>>675878482
You did good anon,
>>675875195
what a day to be alive.
>>675882197
Goodnight sweet prince
I'm going to bed as well, been a long day of feels. Night everyone.
Leaving too, good night anons
>>675878572
That's just depressing.
>>675868233
fuck anon, thats though
>>675877178
>>675866182
>>675869463
>>675877014
>>675877750
thank you all
btw i was the one who wrote this
>>675876048
If this was a ylyl thread I would have lost
I was raped a long time ago and I don't know how to tell my boyfriend. I never wanted to tell anyone but today I ended up freaking out during sex with him. I feel so awful but it feels wrong to tell him now I was raped but I don't want to talk about it. I just don't want to make my bf feel bad about how I freaked out during sex.